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Summer Experiment
Chapter 17
Frankie watched Bruce hail a cab through the entrance hall curtains. He
locked the door and started to think about what he could make for lunch.
He felt the tear roll down his cheek as he walked towards the kitchen. He
knew he didn't want the relationship to end, but for now, he wanted
nothing to do with men.
The next few days passed by without incident. Helen was back in the house
after giving up her weekend at the hospital. She had told Frankie she was
taking a few vacation days towards the end of the week so they could open
the shore house and get it ready for Frankie to use for the summer.
As they sat having coffee one morning, Frankie asked, "Tell me again why
it's so important that I spend the summer by myself out there while you
are working here in the city. I don't want to live by myself. I want to
be with you."
Helen gave him a kiss. "You're only two hours away from me and I'll be
out there every chance I get. I just thought it was so lovely out by the
ocean and it's quiet and it would give you a chance to concentrate on
your book and exploring your femininity without a lot of distraction."
"It's a great place to write and finish my book. But I can work here. Why
do I need to be by myself?"
"Frankie, not all of us are lucky enough to have the summer's off. I have
surgery and patients and my career too. I just can't drop everything to
baby-sit you. I was hoping you'd have a chance to explore the feminine
side of not only your gender but also your sexuality. And truthfully, I
don't need to witness your affairs with men."
"I tried that. It didn't work. I don't ever want anything to do with
another guy again."
Helen laughed and coughed. "That's so immature to say that. Part of a
woman's coming of age is getting to know their own body and the power it
commands. You won't discover it locked up here mooning over Bruce and
wondering what ever happened. You need to get out by yourself and go to
some bars and parties and fool around. I think you need to flirt and kiss
and hang out just like a single woman does who has their summers off. I
think you need to experience what any twenty-something does in the
summer. And the island is a great place to do it."
"That sounds lame, like you're trying to dump me or something. We didn't
get married to fool around did we?"
"No, you are right. We didn't get married to fool around. But truthfully,
honey, I didn't really anticipate where your discovery was going to take
you. We didn't plan out our life, Frankie. We didn't know that you'd be
writing a potential best seller that will put you on the map and make you
famous. Yet, the good news is that we're still in love even with what has
happened. We didn't know a few years ago that you would have cute, perky
breasts and live full time as a woman for the summer, either. C'mon, you
have the chance of a life time and instead of looking forward to it,
you're worrying yourself to death."
"Okay, okay. Maybe you're right. But, well, all right. I'll give it a
try. But, lets agree that if it doesn't work out, I can come home."
"Frankie, it's not a punishment. You didn't do anything wrong in my book.
I love you and I need you but I can't be the other woman that goes with
you to bars and hunts down men. I can't watch you have an affair with a
man and I certainly am not interested in one myself."
Frankie sat there toying with the last of his toast. This talk ruined his
appetite. He never was hungry anymore and the thought of another
disastrous affair with a man seemed the last thing he wanted. He didn't
tell Helen about his daydreams and the times when he thought about Bruce.
He figured since it wasn't going to happen, he really didn't have to
share it. But, Helen made a good point. He needed to find someone to hang
with when he was out on the island. He didn't want to venture out alone.
"Okay. Maybe I'll call up Mary and see if she has any vacation time.
She'd be a great person to hang with in a bar."
"Good. And while I'm at work, you have a chore to do. You need to shop
and get yourself some summer outfits that will fit you properly. Your
body has changed and you need some tops and shorts and bathing suits and
little dresses to go dancing in. So, while I'm at work, you need to
spend, spend, spend."
Frankie shook his head. "A couple of years ago this would have been my
fantasy, but now that I'm living it, it seems like a lot of work and
effort for something, well, I feel like I'm doing this for someone else
and not me."
Helen kissed him hard on the lips. "Okay, stop now. We can undo the whole
thing if you want. It's whatever will make you happy."
"No, I really like what is happening to my body and my mind. It's great
as far as everything goes. I have no problem with the gender thing. It's
the sexuality I can't seem to master. I'm not real keen on guys."
"At least you're being honest."
"Well, speaking of honest, I think I'm going to stop taking the blockers.
I'm worried in the back of my mind that I will wait until it's too late
and I'll be impotent forever. I'm not sure I'm ready for that. According
to the doctor, I am at the end of the dabbling part and if I continue to
take them, it will be permanent. So, I think I'm going to stop."
"Okay, that's fine with me. I can take you with or without your male
organs. But what happens if you get a hard on while you're wearing a
little black dress. You don't want to embarrass yourself."
"Well, I guess I could ask Gwen how she deals with it. You did say that
she'd totally potent, didn't you?"
"Yep. She said that her erection is quite large."
"Yeah, and at this point, my genitals seemed to have shrunk so much that
I can hardly find them when I'm wearing a thong and while I never was
very big, there are probably ten year olds better endowed than me."
"Honey, I never cared about that. And I still don't. But don't hold back.
Speak you thoughts. What else is on your mind?"
"I'm going to start running again. I went out this weekend for a run and
it felt good. I miss exercise and I want to start back up even if it
means ruining my feminine looking legs."
"Well, at this point, I'll guess that all your muscles would be more
feminine than masculine. I hope you're not disappointed when you don't
develop power muscles. I don't think your hormonal system is going to
just change overnight. After all, it took months to start changing your
body. As far as running, great, but get some proper running clothes,
something a woman would wear, not those ripped up tee shirts and shorts
you used to wear. Make sure you buy some good jogging bras so you're not
flopping all over the place."
"Yeah, I do need that. I was sore when I finished. A regular bra just
doesn't cut it."
Helen went back to the hospital and Frankie started making lists.
Frankie spent the next few days working on his book and meeting with his
new editor. She was receptive to exchanging phone calls and e-mails and
they set up a schedule for one chapter at a time for rewrite.
Frankie scoured New York for summer wear and work out clothing. He
enjoyed the shopping and the bargain hunting, but after a while, the
thrill was replaced by a chore like attitude. It just wasn't as much fun
to shop by himself. It's just not a forbidden fruit anymore. It's not a
guilty pleasure.
Frankie did take time to call Mary and have lunch with her. They set up a
time for lunch.
Frankie made a particular effort to look good when they met uptown at an
outdoor caf?. He wanted to make sure that he wore a pretty sundress and
his hair looked nice. After all, Mary was Bruce's sister. Frankie was
looking forward to spending an afternoon with ice tea, salad, and gossip.
Frankie wore a new yellow sundress with little spaghetti straps. It was
low cut and showed off his new breasts. He brushed his hair until it
glistened. He was pleased with how nice he looked and gave Mary a big hug
when she stood up from their table. Then she dropped a bomb on him.
"Bruce and Todd are separating over you."
"Me?"
"Yep. Bruce was furious over the way Todd attacked you and he was
devastated when you told him to stay away. The only good thing that has
come out of it is that Bruce seems to have found another man already."
Frankie didn't let his face show his disappointment. When Mary told him
they were separating, he quietly got his hopes up. He still fantasized
about Bruce.
"That didn't take long."
Mary shook her head. "You don't know gay guys. They network and when the
word was out, Bruce was inundated with guys flocking around. It's not
like straight guys; they're so hard to find in this city. And by the way,
you look beautiful. Your surgery was such a success."
"Yeah, the doctor wants to have some photographs taken of me. I think he
wants to make a portfolio of the differences. I think he sees the
potential for other guys like me."
"Frankie, I don't think there are too many guys like you around."
"No, Mary. That's where you're wrong. There are a lot of transsexuals and
cross dressers out there who are willing to have little bits done here
and there and if it wasn't for Helen's discount from the surgeon, it
would be very expensive."
"You said photographs."
"Yeah. He said maybe when I get settled out in the Hamptons he'd send out
a photographer to shoot me."
"Wow. So you're going to be a cover girl too."
"Nah, he wants some follow up photos, no glamour."
"You never can tell. You could be a runway model. You're the right height
and weight and your pretty little body is perfect."
"Right, that's just what I want to do. Give up teaching and slave over
fashionistas."
They both had a good laugh and finished their lunch. Mary suggested that
they do some shopping after Frankie invited her out to the beach house.
She wanted to pick up some new clothing to go dancing and bar hopping
with.
They agreed that between the Hamptons and Fire Island, they should have
casual sports wear and a few cocktail dresses. It was a fun afternoon and
went by quickly.
Frankie loved showing off his new purchases to Helen when she came home
that night and when they climbed in bed, their lovemaking was very good.
Even though they didn't do anything kinky, they enjoyed each other more
than ever.
As they lay there together, Helen toyed with Frankie's tender parts. "You
are more beautiful every day and do you know why?"
Frankie kissed her and in a quiet voice asked her why.
"Because you're happy."
Frankie thought for a moment. "You're right. I am happy. Even with all my
dilemmas, my conflicts, and my problems, I have never been happier."
As they held each other tenderly, Frankie thought for a moment. "Are we
going out to the beach on Thursday night or Friday morning?"
"Friday morning. I have to borrow a car to get us there."
"Car? Why can't we ride the train or take the bus like we always have?"
"Your wardrobe. It's way too big."
"Oh."
"I made arrangements to borrow one of the doctor's Volvos. He graciously
lent it to us for the week. It will allow us to move your stuff so you
won't miss any of your beautiful clothes or makeup while your out there."
"I have a confession to make. I haven't driven since I got to New York. I
don't know if my license is still valid."
"Your boy license."
"Uh-huh."
"Speaking of that, you need to go get a new one."
"Why?"
"Because your new look needs a new ID."
"But, I'm not a woman."
"Sure, but you look like one. Go down to motor vehicle in the morning.
Wear a dress shirt and pants, no makeup, but leave in your earrings and
don't pull your hair back."
"I see. So, I'll look like me but it will still say male on the ID."
"Uh-huh. No one looks at the sex block. They check your age and your
name. You're not changing your name are you?"
"Why?"
"Just thought I'd ask. I think Frankie is a pretty name."
"Okay. So tomorrow I'll get a prettier picture on a new driver's license.
Is there anything else you can think of, oh my dominatrix?"
They laughed as they fell asleep.
This is the end of Chapter Seventeen. To those people who have emailed or
written constructive criticism, thank you very much. It means a lot to
know someone is reading. All criticism is appreciated. It only helps me
strive to do better. Thanks
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