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The continuing story of Chris and Daniel met up after school to work on
the war of 1812 report. They take the long way home and discuss their
alternate selves, Dani and KC. As a reminder this story is about growing
up in the 60's and 70's, things are not the same as they are now.
Note: Decided to combine these two chapters into one. Upon reviewing and
rewriting I just didn't like where I broke the chapters apart. I found
this helped the flow.
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chapter 7 - the walk &
chapter 8 - who's revealing
By Lisa Lee
Down by the buses, sounds like a title of a Joni Mitchell song! I took a
big yellow school bus every day to and from school. Daniel lived close
enough that he could walk. Luckily he could get rides from his parents or
neighbors on rain and snow days. I missed the bus one rainy day and had
to walk. 40 minutes! All I had was an umbrella and I was soaked, all day
long. That's called motivation, never missed the bus again. I saw Daniel
coming down the hill from the school towards me.
"Chris! Hey, what's up dude?"
"Yeah, we've got a few before the bus takes off. Look I really need some
time to go over that history report we were talking about at lunch time
today. I feel I need to get into some more details. History can be so
subjective, I need someone to review my take on the issues. I would
really like your take on it." I could tell Daniel caught on right away.
It was so cool to be talking in code!
"Well I know tomorrow after school we could work on the review. We could
walk to my house from here, it's about a 15 minute hike from here. Mom
had already told me she has plans for most of the day being at the
women's club. Something to do with a tea about elections. Dad should be
home from work no later than 6, I'll check to see if he can drive you
home when we're done if you want."
"Sounds good, i'll check with my mom first and see if she would be
available to pick me from your place."
"Ok Chris, I think that would all work for us. That would be so cool. I
know we could have a few hours of uninterrupted study time, you know how
it is when parents get home."
"No kidding try living with a sister. Our parents are one thing but when
you try to work on a project she feels the need to review anything your
working on, so I wouldn't suggest working at my place when Liz is around.
It sounds like we can get some serious work completed without being
bothered." Fucking fantastic!
I needed to get on the bus as it was time to go. "Call me Daniel, Incase
anything falls through that is, other wise see you at lunch tomorrow. I
can't wait, this will be totally cool. See..ya..." I gave a slight waved
to Daniel as the bus pulled away.
I sat by myself on the ride home and it gave me a chance to do some
serious thinking, what was I going to reveal to Daniel (or Dani as I
thought about him/her know) about myself, not about Chris, but the way I
felt true to myself. My name is Kevin Christopher, but when I'm dressed
and my persona changes to that of a young lady, it's KC.
When I called Daniel 'Dani' that early morning I didn't do so by mistake.
I saw the femininity within him that I'm sure he might not even notice,
but I could see it staring back at me. She had wonderful dark green eyes,
the cutesy check bones and the most kissable lips I have even seen. At
that moment, that is when I really wanted to explore the real Dani. This
is going to be an interesting trip down the rabbit hole! The real
question, how far will Dani be willing to go, or how far was I willing to
go? Wait! What was I thinking! This is a boy after all, not a girl! I was
getting myself so confused again. What did a really want. I had, after
all, thought of myself as a girl, being the girl in a relationship, but I
never thought about being in a relationship with a boy before now. Yes, I
want to try, I just have to be careful.
Morning arrived, the 'morning of the big reveal' I was thinking to
myself. I had decided that today would be a great day for panties. Gym
classed was cancelled for the next few weeks for Heath classes instead.
Seemed like I might be in panties for awhile! Last night I was deciding
between two pairs to wear today. I was going to be in jeans so colors or
cut didn't matter. I had a nice white satin pair, shiny it had a hint of
lace at the waist and on the leg openings. They fit me real well, I
wished boys briefs could fit so well. On the front it had a pink lace
panel and a small pink bow on the center of the waistband. The other were
off black, not to shiny but almost matte. Not sure what they were made
of, but felt great. Wasn't satin, silk or nylon. They had the ability to
hold my boys, nice and tight, and they never seem to slip out the
sides.This one had shear black side panels and had a half an inch of lace
across the top of the waistline. I thought about which one would get the
best reaction. Of course it depended on how I was to reveal them to
Daniel. I don't know if I should just out an out tell him or let him
discover them on me. I think if I wore the black pair he might see the
lace on them if I bent over to pick something up, 'show and tell' which
would help break the ice. White might be to safe, he might not even
notice them. Boys briefs are white and unless he was really looking he
would never see the tell of the lace on the waistband. So black it was. I
could go to the boys room during class, so to be by myself, and change
into them then. Just didn't want anything to show before I wanted it too.
Of course, as always when you have plans, the day seems to drag on and
on. The day did have its highlights. I would run into Daniel between
classes. It might have just been a quick 'hello' or 'Mr. Harris gave us a
pop quiz in 4th' but still it brighten up my day. Finally my last class
of the day, Shop. Today we were making letter openers out of small blocks
of plastics. Best part of class is when the instructor would recite his
motto "if you still have 8 fingers and 2 thumbs when you're done it's
been a safe day". Somehow I wished I could had taken Home Economics
instead, it doesn't sound as body altering and for me a bit more useful.
Class was done and my school day was over, time to catch up with Daniel.
He was going to meet me at my locker. Of course he wasn't there yet so I
cleaned the locker up a bit and stalled as much as possible until he
finally arrived. I had a few pictures of Lee Remick, she was so hot in 'A
Face in the Crowd'.
"Sorry it took so long getting here. Their was a fight over in C walkway
and it backed up the hallway. Stu Broadski got his bell rung this time.
Maybe he'll stop trying to be the campus bully now! Well are you ready to
hit the books, find out more of the war of 1812?"
"Let's go, and get out of this hell hole."
We headed on out to the side walk and began the trip to Daniels house. We
discussed mostly small talk about the Cubs not making the playoffs
(again), trees changing colors and the types of cars we wanted once we
could drive. It was a pleasant walk. Mostly flatland, a bit of the walk
was along a creek winding thru a small group of trees. It had a pathway
that followed the creek into the trees.
"Shall we," Daniel said as he motioned toward the pathway off to the
side. "It's a beautiful walk, the creek even has a small water fall as
well. I'm surprised more people don't walk thru here. It's really not a
park, it's more of a pathway which people can explore."
"Sounds good to me, let's go." It was a fantastic walkway, colorful, the
sounds of nature and the trickling of water from the creek. Once in
awhile you could hear a car passing by, but yet unseeable. As we walked
we could hear small twigs snapping under foot. It was nice finding a
small patch of nature like this in the Chicago suburbs. As we continued
on I saw the perfect place for us to sit down. Very private, very much
out of the view of others and .... Let me say it this way, it was perfect
for what I wanted. "Can we stop for a sec Daniel? This looks like a great
spot here, what do you think?"
"Sure thing, but rocks aren't the softest thing to sit on. The house is
just 4 blocks from here, But sure we can stop." Daniel looked a round and
found a rock to sit on. Another rock was just off to the side of his and
I took the opportunity and sat next to him. "Tell me Chris, how is it to
live with a sister? Do you think it effected the way you grew up? I only
have my parents and as for friends, don't take this the wrong way, I only
have few, and they're girls. It's not that I avoid guys, It just seems
that I don't relate well them. I'm of slight build, short, I'm not
athletic, I'm not a trash talker or any of those macho things and I have
noticed your very much the same. I was wondering do you find it easier to
relate to boys rather then girls Chris? Having a sister in your family, I
thought, might make a difference."
I ponder his question for a minute, now was not the time really to reveal
anything. I could tell he was having problems with his life and being an
only child. I can relate, "Well dads never at home all that much, most of
the time it's 2 against 1. You could say I live in a female world,
everything revolves around their wants and needs. The only male 'bonding'
time I get is with the Rangers and that really isn't that much. I spend
more time with you than any other boy I know. Girls, well that's a
different situation, I like spending time with Diana and Noel, you know
them. But I'm not out on a prowl for them, like the jocks are talking
about all the time. Of course most of them it's just talk anyway."
Daniels head was hung low, when he asked, "So you wouldn't say...you're
gay then, that you're attracted to girls, not boys?" He raised his head
but wouldn't make eye contact. Wasn't sure what was going on, but my game
plan was out the window.
"Wow, that's a question I never thought I would be asked. Ahhh, why would
you ask it?
"Look we've done stuff, some people might interpret as gay. I haven't
said anything to anyone, this is all me talking. Don't get me wrong
please, I'm just asking."
I think it's time to come clean with Daniel. Maybe he's attracted to me?
I don't know what to say or how to reply to that. "I think what we did
wasn't gay, I think we were having fun, exploring, that's all. We enjoyed
it. As they say, no harm no foul. I'm sorry if you feel we did something
wrong. I would have hoped you saw it the same way." Maybe I should tell
him. "But at the same time I saw something in you that ... well ... I
like you, a lot ... you bring something out in me. It's hard to explain.
It's weird, I'm not gay, I don't like boys in that way at all. But with
you it seems to be different, it something about you. Matter of fact I
find boys repulsive at times. Girls I find attractive, fun to be with and
so much easier to relate with. I guess living with 2 has had that effect
on me, among other things. But I would say I'm not gay, I guess. Are you
worried you are?" At this point, now I needed to know.
"I'm not sure, I really don't know. Strangely I'm a lot like you as I'm
not in to guys and I do like girls, but I just don't relate with them
either. On the other hand it seems that you and I can relate real well
and seem to hit it off, and, let's face it we got off on each other. I've
spent the pass few evening replaying our adventure together in my mind. I
fantasize about what we did and what we could do, more so then any girl I
have ever been with. There is something about you and me, us, that it
seems different than any other relation I can think of. I thought maybe
having a sister vs. not have one was a difference. But let's face it,
when you get down to it I too like you, a lot. Since we were both dudes I
wasn't sure about my self, I have thoughts about you and me, but I'm not
sure... I don't know how to explain it, I'm confused."
"You're doing it well Daniel." I let out a bit of a snicker as I
remembered I was the one that want to confess to him. It seems he's
turning the table on me.
"Are you laugh at me!" Daniel stood in protest.
"No, no, not at all. It's just funny that I'm the one that needed to talk
to you, yet here we are. Please sit down, I think it's time for me to be
totally forth coming with you. Dani, I like calling you Dani because to
me you come across as a girl." Dani's head snapped up. "Please don't take
it wrong, but when I see you I don't see a Daniel, I see a lost young
lady, unsure of herself, maybe it's just a way for me to justify my
feelings I have. And this is where my conflict come in to play." I think
I had his attention now, he was listening and didn't seem to be upset,
well at least not yet. "You see, I have lived my life as a lie. I have
never really seen myself as a boy, but rather as a girl. I guess I
pretend to be a boy everyday. It's not because of you I feel this way and
I'm not in to boys, I have always felt this way. I have always want to be
and in someways felt as a girl." There it was. "Dani, never in my life
have I ever told anybody this about this part of me, or even discussed
the subject. For some reason, why I don't know, I knew I could with you.
I just didn't know how to bring it up, look!" I pulled my jeans down a
bit and showed him the black lace trimmed waistband of my panties. "I was
going to find a way of having you discover these, some how, to break the
ice!" He was puzzled by the site of my panties, still he smiled at them
all the same! "So you see it's me that needed to let you know. I have
never really put it all together until that day in the tent when I looked
in on you. It got me thinking, and then everything on top of that just
reinforced my feelings. At that moment many things went in to motion for
me." That was a big load off of me! "So, no i don't say I'm gay, I think
of myself as a male lesbian, if that makes any since. Any questions?"
"So the panties...you wear them... a lot? Where did you get them? Do have
more? Can I see them?" Not the reaction I was expecting.
I looked around and noticed that no one could see us and if they were to
walk up on us we would hear them through fallen leaves. I under did my
belt, unzipped and lowered my jeans exposing my panties to full view.
"Like what you see?"
"I sure do Chris!"
"Please call me KC, Dani. That's my name"
"Sure thing KC. Gosh, they look so pretty on you to. I bet they feel as
good to wear as well. Can I touch them?"
Dani started to reach out with his hand.
Thought he would never ask! "Sure, go ahead. Just hope no one sees
anything, well that is anybody else but you." As I checkout the area all
was clear.
"It's fine, really don't worry." He reached out and started feeling the
material and me. "They look nice on you, they give you a cute ass! I love
the sides and well the front doesn't leave much to the imagination now
does it" He was smiling ear to ear as his has hand caressed my butt and
leg. I couldn't stop nature and I started to grow more and more. I could
feel a bit of liquid exiting and moistening the front of my panties "My
they are pretty now aren't they" He started to reach for the front, but
stopped "May be we need to get those jeans back up, before something
happens, okay?"
He was right, this was going in a direction we needed to side track till
later, now wasn't the time. "yes ... yes, I think you're right." So I
pulled up my pants up as best I could and zipped up, carefully, returning
to normal, sitting this time across from Dani on the rocks. "So, that's
my story. I enjoy being a girl, I enjoy feeling like a girl, dressing up
as a girl, doing what ever I can get by with while being a girl. When I'm
dressed as KC I feel and think like a girl and have the emotions of a
girl as well. This is the reason I have always felt that I should have
been a girl. Inside of me is KC, outside of me is Chris I guess this is
the best way to explain myself." Well like it or not I just spilled guts.
Dani sat there for a second, I could see a bit of information overload as
he was processing my confession. "I so happy you told me about yourself
KC. Because I wasn't sure what I was feeling, or even how I was acting."
He reached over and held my hand, and looked up at me, "Because I feel
the same way too! I have always been uncomfortable in the role of a boy.
It never felt right. You know how you put the shoe on the wrong foot and
you know by feel what is wrong. Well that's the way I have always felt
too. Born a boy, but I should have been a girl. At my cousins house I
didn't mind play dolls, I rather enjoyed it. In fact, never thought
about, we use to play dress up when I went over and spent the night. We
dress up as sisters, I loved wearing her dresses. Her mother would even
help us dress up, she even once bought us matching jumpers to play in. I
really enjoyed it, of course it wasn't much. She would add some lipstick
on us, let me walk around in some over sized heels. It's seems during
dress up I played the mother. I guess that's were it all began for me. I
real enjoyed being someone other than myself. Come to think of it my
aunt, also called me Dani too. I wanted to paint my finger nails once,
but all we used were red crayons, trust me it doesn't work that way! For
awhile now I have been seeing things differently. I notice more so of
what the girls are wearing, not looking them, not seeing there tits and
ass, but how they looked and...well wishing I was them. I know it sound
strange but I think that's why maybe you and I are some how attracted to
each other, we are different, yet the same. I like you KC, both of you it
seems, I like you a lot. I now feel I have someone I can trust and also
share my secrets with."
"Thanks Dani. I do think we have something special. I hope you will want
to continue our relationship. I enjoy being with you too, and it is
special to have someone that understands you. You know now that I have a
desire to be a girl, no, we have a desire to dress as girls. I love
dressing up when ever I can. That is the real advantage of having a
sister. Over the years I have been collecting an assortment of articles
that she has chosen to throw away for one reason or another. I have even
used my sewing skills to repair a few items, bras, panties that might had
a rip or tear." Dani's mouth dropped open when I talked about my spoils.
"I have even re-sewn bras as best I could to take the cup size down so it
won't show wrinkles when I put a shirt on over it. The feeling of
pantyhose is electric, oh not only do I love the way they feel but the
way they make my legs look. If I was a girl I would be dressing up daily
with them." A big sigh came out both. I guess I'm lucky, I have very
little hair on me. Most of it is on my head, don't need to shave legs or
pits. I have even been asked in gym class if I shave them."
"Do you have a lot? I mean, I would love to try some on, you know, a bra,
panties anything, sometime? I never have really had the chance to feel
what it's like to be dressed up, like a real girl, really. Just playing
around when I was kid. My moms to big and her stuff won't even fit a man
alone me! I've have seen her bras and panties in the laundry, but never
even thought about touching any of it all. Just didn't seem right to me,
after all I'm her son!
"Yeah I know what you mean, it wouldn't seem right to mess with my
mothers things either. My sister has a lot nicer stuff that I keep an eye
on. She just spent a ton on new bras, panties, slips, socks, stocking and
a few other thing I've never seen before for back to school, after all
this is her Senior year. She even got a few pairs of shoes. Right now my
feet are just a bit smaller then hers so I can slip them on and wear them
once in awhile. She has one new pair of new heels that I love, but the
only time I tried them on I was so afraid I was going to bust right thru
them. They were cute. Small straps around the toes and ankles only. They
call them sandals, but I've never seen sandals like these before. Liz
loves make up so I've been able to stash a complete makeup tables worth.
Lipstick, eye shadow, some other stuff for you cheeks and powders. A few
brushes and even a full bottle of Rudy red nail polish. I really do enjoy
getting dressed up. Sometimes I feel it's the only time I can be myself.
Unfortunately it's hard to dress for any length of time, but I'm getting
older now and my parents are getting out of the house more and more, and
Liz is going out at night on some late dates."
"Oh KC this is just so exciting, is it real or just a dream. What's next,
where do you and I go from here?"
"Well we were headed to your house, and my mothers going to pick me pick
it seems in less than 2 hours, so let's head that way and out of these
woods."
"True, we should be going, don't want people to think we vanished in to
the woods, got gobbled up by some tree monster alien hybrid now do we"
We both looked down at our hands They slowly hands parted. Hands, fingers
touching then nothing. We looked up towards ourselves. It was a moment
I'll always remember. We slowly leaned towards each other and ...just
then all the crows started making a racket and flew away in to the blue
skies above us. "I think that's our cue to leave" I said as we stood and
headed out from the trees and back out the pathway towards Dani's house.
On the way out, not to far from where we were was a young couple walking
towards the small waterfall. We said our hellos as we passed. Once out of
ear shot I leaded over to Dani "Good thing we left when we did Dani, we
could have been caught!"
"That wouldn't have been the worst of it, the girl, she lives two houses
down from me. Our parents know each other. They are both in the same book
club, It wouldn't have been good. I guess we owe the crows for that one!"
Being caught in any situation would be dangerous for us both, we really
do have to remember to keep things hidden, from everybody. We continued
our walk towards his house. Not sure where we were going with ourselves,
but I figured it will be together.
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Stay tuned as they head towards Daniels house next!
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