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The darkness beginning to crush me, my face was getting torn as I ran throughthe thick dense woods, I slipped and my shoe came off but I could hear thembehind me so I carried on stumbling through the darkness as their voices justgot louder and louder as they drew ever closer.

All I remember is a heavy blow to the back of my head and then waking uphere, well just know where was here.

I looked around the room and noticed it was a very plain small dark rooma dirty old mattress shoved on the floor, no covers no nothing,,,,, then itdawned on me,,,,,,,,I knew where I was, I remembered running through the woodsoh no it cant be please don't say its true,,,,,,,,,,,,, they had captured me.

Being a spy for British intelligence this was the worst possible outcomefor me, I knew I should never have pushed my cover but it was the only wayI was going to get the co-ordinates of enemy weapon stocks, now look at me,,,,tattered cut bleeding striped of every possession even my hair band. My blondehair ran down my back in tangled strands and my shirt and skirt where tornbeyond repair.

I sat and wondered at the predicament I now found myself in I huddled upinto a little ball on my dirty mattress and waited.

I jumped with a start as the door of my little room banged open and in thedoorway was a huge woman dressed in the usual German attire brandishing a longriding crop which looked well used. She marched into the room and grabbed meby my hair I struggled and kicked out to no avail as she lashed my bare thighswith the crop over and over till they were red raw and bleeding, then draggedme down a long dark corridor into a huge room with a small metal cage hungfrom the ceiling and all sorts of unimaginable things hanging from the wallsa selection of every whip and torture device I had ever known and a few I hadnever seen neither did I wish to meet.

She pushed me to the ground and ordered me to strip, I just sat there horrifiedI dared not move I had such a small frame and she was huge tapping the cropon the side of her leg she came towards me and hit me with it across my backover and over and I writhed on the floor in pain.

She moved away "strip" she ordered so I took my clothes off one by one andmy face redden with embarrassment as she stood there ogling my naked reddenflesh.

"Stand" she ordered and I did as I was told, the door opened and 3 largeheavily built men walked into the room and proceeded to sit down in a littlerow of chairs near a funny looking slanted table.

"feet in the rests face down on the table" I just stared at her I didn'thave clue what she wanted not a clue, then I felt the cold used leather ofthe crop on my naked flesh again and the men sat there and watched as she cutopen my back with every blow dealt.

"feet in the rests face down on the table" she looked at me I hobbled overto the table and noticed small rests at the foot of it and arm places engravedinto the wood along with the shape of the body so I was nestled inside it unableto move the men moved forward and pulling out leather straps from the tablenear my arms and feet tied me tightly up to the table my body slanted forwardI could see nothing my head buried inside this wooden contraption and thenstrapped down tight so I couldn't move a muscle.

I felt their hands pawing my back and my bottom then I shudder as I feltsomething cold and wide inserted into my bum hole. I tried to wince and moveas I felt this horrid cold liquid pumped deep inside my rectum,

My whole body started to cramp up as this fowl liquid was pumped deep insideme and my face redden as the reality hit me of what it was they were doing.I clenched my buttocks tightly as I didn't want to embarrass myself by lettingthe liquid out of me and at the same time letting anything else slip out withit, the men who were there stood and watched as the plug was removed and Iwas left there trying in desperation to clench as tightly as I could so asnot to let a single drop out, but the time passed so slowly and the crampsinside me began to get much more painful and intense, then from behind I feltthe immense torture of a whip or lash hit my bare buttocks making me winceand scream, and for that one split second I relaxed my buttocks and the wholedisgusting lot came pouring out of me, I could hear the lumps as they hit thefloor and the cramps in my stomach got less intense as the liquid was pouringout from my hole.

I could here the men behind me sneering and making comments and the bloodrushed to my face as the sheer embarrassment of it all crept across my burningcheeks.

I felt a large hand untie me and I saw their faces as the laughed at me,just sitting there smiling. In my hand was thrust a mop I was slapped cruellyacross the face and told to clean my fucking mess up, I looked at the women,,,,then I looked at the line of men and I was going to for one second protestto my treatment but the thought of the crop against my cruelly battered skinmade me think twice, I swallowed my pride a little and began mopping as theremains of the enema were still trickling out and running down my leg.

"get back on the table" the women said to me, I looked at her and my bodybegan to shiver the faces of the men didn't tell me anything they just satand smiled.

I winced in pain as the full force of the riding crop was once again boughtdown on my pale beaten skin and I hit the floor out of sheer shock and pain,

"get back on the table" she said again looking at me, I arose slowly andproceeded to mount myself on the sloping table again, just as before face downknees open and the men stood up and secured me to it.

Again I felt their hands roll over my skin, slipping deep into every crevice,I could hear them mumbling to themselves but I couldn't make out what theywere saying,

This time I prepared myself for the cold feeling of the enema plug and clenchedmy buttocks appropriately in absolute anticipation of the cold intrusive liquid.

I winced in pain as the riding crop came beating down against my skin Ifelt it cutting and lacerating my back at every stroke I was screaming andscreaming pleading for release begged her, my entire face screwed up in excruciatingpain,

Tears flooding down my face as I felt each and every individual blow cuttingdeeper and deeper at my back, at that moment if they had asked me for informationI would have willingly provided it.

After what seemed like a decade although in reality was probably just afew minutes I was untied and my limp cut and bruised body fell to the groundwith a thud. I had nothing left no energy nothing. My body was dragged to theouter room where the cage was and I was placed inside it. It was so small mybody could barley fit even though I was bent in half my knees up to my chinI hadn't an ounce of room to move, but for the moment I wasn't bothered aboutmoving I just wanted to be still and let the agony and the pain subside.

I must have slept as when I came to my senses my body ached so much andI had severe cramp in every muscle in my body due to the confined space I triedto move and find a comfortable position but the limited space prevented anymovement to alleviate my ongoing suffering, I called out for help I pleadedfor release I sobbed and cried and wailed like an infant but there was no-onethere.

No-one to come and release me from this torture.

In agony I lay there waiting for someone to come and when they finally didI started to rethink what my wishes were.

2 large men entered the room with the huge female guard from the day before,the men were at least 6/7 foot tall and massively built and dressed like theymeant business.

They approached the cage and stared at me muttering something beneath theirbreaths I couldn't quite catch, one of the guys grabbed my face through thebars I couldn't even move my head away there wasn't any room, he forced hisfingers into my cheeks prying my mouth open wide then the other guy came overand unzipped his trousers grabbed his cock in his hand and began to urinateinto my mouth. The thought disgusted me and I was gagging and spitting andspluttering, but I couldn't move, I couldn't get away from him and he juststood there and relieved himself inside my mouth as the other held my mouthopen, then he tilted my head back so I could do nothing but try and spit itout, failing miserably I had no other choice but to swallow and gag on hispiss.

He moved back once he had done and the other who was holding my mouth openlet me go and took his trousers down then began to piss all over my sore cutlacerated flesh I could do nothing to prevent his hot steaming piss from leakinginto the cuts in my skin and stinging every inch of my body as it splashedover me I closed my eyes and just whimpered as there was nothing else I coulddo.

Once they had done they moved over to a long flat wooden table and beganwhat looked like preparing it,, on a little table at the side they placed severalimplements none of which I got a good look at and the began bolting thingsto the side of the table I was so scared I was in so much excruciating painI wondered if it was physically possible to get any worse than it already was.

In my precarious position when one of the men moved behind me I couldn'tsee what he was doing, I felt a long warm finger caress my butt crevice thenI felt something slipped inside my anus it wasn't large or warm just somethingsmall I hadn't a clue until I felt something deep inside me fizzing, my faceredden again as the thought that they've put a suppository inside me to ridme of anything else which the enema may have left, ran through my mind.

The sheer embarrassing fact crept over me as the fizzing got worse and Icould feel it doing its job and my stomach began to cramp up yet again achingas I tried to clench my buttocks tight but in this small confined space itwas impossible.

I was released finally from the cage and dragged over the, well what nowlooked like a torture device and they dragged me down and roped me up tetheringme face down on the table knees bent up so awkward it was humiliating and extremelypainful after my night of confinement I needed my muscles to be stretched outto ease the cramps.

Here I was left for sometime while they prepared things, most of which Icouldn't see, that which I could I didn't enjoy the sight of much. Again mypitiful and now severally marked body was beaten and flogged with every typeof flogger I could ever have imagined and some I wouldn't have thought of inmy wildest dreams, or rather nightmares.

My head pulled up high as to increase to me discomfort made it impossiblefor me to resist the surgical vice which they placed inside my mouth to wrenchit open and secure my teeth out of harms way this I dreaded as one of the menapproached me yet again dropped his trousers and knelt down on the floor infront of me and forced his throbbing hard cock deep inside my mouth, he rammedit as deep as he could till I was gagging and literally being sick but he justkept going slapping my face if I tried to pull away forcing himself deeperand deeper inside me raping my mouth with so much force it was hitting thevery back of my throat. Once he had finished the other man came up and repeatedthe same procedure on me, by this time I couldn't breath he was so much longerand wider than the other one and he rammed it inside with just as much forceI could feel my throat open and close trying to make me sick the intrudingobject out, it was impossible all I could do was lye there and except my tortureas I couldn't even verbally ask for release.

Finally once they had finished they untied me much to my relief but I wasn'trelived for long as they pinned me to the floor and began roping me up gaggingme and dragging me over to the corner of the room where the lavatory was allI wanted to do was scream and plead but I was unable due to the massive ballgag in my mouth then the tied me up the wall and began to hose me down coveringmy split tortured skin yet again opening the cuts and washing them I guesswith the hose.

By now all I wanted to do was lye down and die, every inch of my body eitherached or stung and my calf and thigh muscles had been cramped up that longI could barley feel my feet.

I was glad of the rest when they left me tied to that toilet my body slumpedto a heap on the floor and I must have either fitted or fainted I don't knowbut I was out of it for a long while.

I curled up in pain as I was kicked cruelly in the stomach but my eyes litup when the small meagerly plate of food was thrown on the ground in frontof me, I sat up and started to shovel the leftovers into my mouth then lookedaround and remembered where I was right at the side of the toilet which, nowit was damp and the heat of the day had hit, was stinking and rotten but tetheredto it I had no choice but to eat there and licked my plated clean, scrapingthe last scraps off with my fingertips into my mouth.

I noticed the men watching me eat but I didn't care I was so hungry, butlooking round I noticed they had made a few modifications to the table whichthey had me tied and tethered to earlier and my heart sank now it looked evenmore horrific with a large wooden block placed at the end my whole body shudderas I studied the details.

The men noticed me studying the new table modifications and laughed at metrying to imagine what cruel possibilities this one had.

Soon they approached me and dragged me to my feet, I was dreading this momentand fought out wildly kicking and scratching at them, but they just laughedtill I caught one in the chest with a good swift kick they walked away fromme and rang a large metal bell on the side of the wall. In no less than a fewseconds the huge built women appeared with the dreaded riding crop tappingat her side and my heart sank through the floor I tried to stand and show mywillingness to co-operate but she didn't care she took the crop firmly in herhand and lashed at my already torn and lacerated skin, I sunk to the groundand tried to curl up into a tight ball but it didn't stop her from beatingmy back further.

"Stand" she demanded I dare not defy her and so although it pained me greatlyto do it I stood up my legs shaking like they were made of jelly, she smiledan evil wicked smile at me turned and left the room.

The guys came towards me and led me over to the table again spread my legsand lay me down on my back so I was face up. They placed the huge wooden towerbetween my legs and hoisted and tied my arms above my head, then they placedtwo pieces of wood at the side of my head and clamped my head tightly so Icouldn't move, then they tied my feet tightly around the wooden tower takingaway the only bit of movement I had left .

My breast were tightly bound open with coarse rope which cut into my skin,then one of the guys moved forward and blindfolded me.

I couldn't wriggle but I could cry and beg for mercy ask for my release,but I knew it was no use they didn't care they probably couldn't understandme so I lay there bound and tethered. Although it wasn't as painful as theprevious positions in which they placed me it was the most open and vulgarand embarrassing as now my whole body was at their mercy to ogle and to touchbut they didn't come near me they just left me there while they bustled aboutaround me, up to what I did not know.

I suddenly felt a burning sensation all over my stomach I could see whatit was but it was painful, just for a second then it eased the thoughts runningthrough my mind of what it was, was more unbearable than the torture and thepain its self, what if they were scaring me what if it was something horridto maim me for life??? Would I ever find out?

I heard the door open after a while and the heavy footsteps of someone approaching, "untieher, and stand her up" she ordered I was shaking I knew the voice well it wasthe female guard I was promptly released from my capture and was forced tokneel in front of her.

She held my face in her hands" what a pretty little thing, such a shameto loose such a face" I started to quiver and shake in her hands and she feltit.

"please, please I beg you let me go" I said to her with the most pitifulexpression upon my face.

" I shall my dear I shall, all I want to know is where your army is basedthe co-ordinates that is it and I promise I will release you." She looked intomy eyes and I could see the was this sick women enjoyed doing what she wasdoing to me I knew it would make her happy if I didn't say a word as then shecould continue to punish me all the more get herself off by watching the horrificthings they were doing to me.

I thought about it for a while and decided that they had probably movedon or made themselves known by now anyway so if I gave them to her it wouldn'thurt the only one getting hurt here was me.

I looked her in the eyes and tears started to flow down my cheeks and Ispat them out at her then I sunk to the floor as she smiled and left the room.

The two men were laughing as they picked me up and shoved me into that godawful cage again then they left me, it wasn't long before the cramps took overeverything I could think about and I had to urinate through the bars feelingit dripping down my legs.

It must have been more than day or so I was left there no food no air nostretching of my poor cramped aching muscles, during the afternoon it was veryhot, the sun shone through the bars on the windows and heated the room to astifling temperature, every now and again someone would walk through and usethe toilet in the room then hurry out again because of the over powering stench,and several times I was sick which only added to the smell.

I was crying bitterly in pain as they came through the door and opened mycage, dragging me out, they stood me up and held me there as I was writhingin their hands in excruciating pain a man one whom I had not seen before lookedat me then prodded and poked my body. After he was satisfied with whateverhe was looking for he nodded to the guys and I was blindfolded and gagged andhauled away down the corridor into the courtyard, into what must have beena van of some sort and driven for what seemed like miles.

When the van stopped the door opened and my blindfold removed but not myball gage that was kept on and I saw a large building with huge wooden doorswhich I was led through.

I was walking down a pristine white corridor with loads of doors on eitherside the floor had sky blue tiles on it and there were people walking aroundwearing masks looking like doctors and nurses, my heart skipped a beat as Iwas led into a medium sized room with a bed right in the middle and a few chairson either side the bed was definitely a hospital bed I was chained up undera shower which was placed in the corner of the room and it was turned on Istood there as the frozen water flowed over my battered body.

Once I was clean I was dragged over to the bed and my naked body was hurledonto it, thick straps where bought round from each side and they tied me downfast my hands and arms were pinned down tightly then they bought out the surgicalstirrups for my feet, my legs were tied and bound around the metal arms ofthe stirrups and my feet secured inside them holding my legs wide open leavingmy entire body open and exposed to the elements.

I watched as a man dressed like a doctor flicked a rubber glove on and rammedit deep inside my pussy using his other hand to press my stomach down firmlyhe was muttering under his breath then he nodded to the guards and they leftthe room, while he stood there looking at me taking it all in.

He buzzed a bell at the side of my bed and a nurse appeared he told herto fetch me some food and the equipment needed for new arrivals.

When she returned she was carrying a tray which was covered with a clothand a bottle of some liquid which she placed above the bed and into my mouthforcing me to drink it. It was foul, tasted like rotting fish I spat it outimmediately, she laughed at me then went over to the tray and fetched a longtube which was forced right down my throat and the other end she poured inthe foul tasting liquid, well at least this way I couldn't taste it but I hatedthat pipe, made me feel like wrenching.

The doctor lifted the cloth and produced a speculum which he inserted insideme and he had a good look inside my sore throbbing cunt.

then he dropped the leaf of the bed so my bottom end was hanging and rammeda pipe up my ass and gave me an enema yet again. He held a bucket beneath mewhile the lumps and liquid poured out of me.

I turned my head as this was going off the embarrassment was too much Ifelt so humiliated and dirty, I was glad when he had done and had left butI was still tethered to the bed.

It wasn't long before the door opened and a line of men entered the roomthe door was kept open and the line seemed to disappear out of it, they wereall naked and some had massive erect penises I looked at them and my body shookin terror, tied as I was there was no escape and gagged as I was there wasno refusing,

the men did exactly what they pleased some of them fucked me, some fuckedmy ass,some of them pinned my mouth open and fucked my mouth hard and cruellyand some of them either sat there or stood there and masturbated but beforeeach of them came he would approach me and insert his cock deep inside me andfilled me with his cum,

over and over they did this loads of them abused me every which way sometimes4 or more at a time in each hole grasping at me pawing my body as they talkedand laughed some of them even slapped me or grasped my breasts so tightly andground them horribly till they were as sore as every other part of my body.

By that stage my ass hurt and was wet through from all the cum which haddribbled out of my pussy, which was so sore after having god knows how manymen ram me as hard as possible.

I was so wet and felt so dirty and used by so many men, too many to counthad totally abused me inside and out, when they were gone I was relived andyet so fed up, as I was left tethered to the bed with the flap down my legshanging there and the bucket beneath me for when I had to go embarrassing wasn'tthe word for it, it was totally and utterly humiliating.

What little sleep I did get that night was interrupted by screams of paincoming from down the corridor, women screaming out in absolute agony and thepatter of feet as the doctors and nurses hurried around they didn't screamfor long as the screams turned to muffled sounds, and it fell relatively quietand I would try again to get some sleep.

In the morning the nurse came in and pushed the tube down my throat againand force fed me that vial liquid then she got a bucket and some cold waterand washed my genitals down which where stinging as the water rushed over them,

The doctor came then and again he inserted his hand deep inside me and tutedtelling the nurse I was far to wide down there and he would rectify that today,she smiled and looked at me then went and fetched some more surgical itemson a tray and placed them on the small table near the doctors chair which heplaced right in-between my legs so as to get a good view.

"well" he said "first things first" and using what looked like a cottonbud felt around under the hood of my clitoris "nurse will you please replacethe ball gag I don't wish to listen to her complaining" he said and the nursecame over and put the restrictive gag on me, I couldn't understand it I hadn'tsaid a word I knew it was pointless asking these people not to do whateverthey were going to do but it all became very clear to me.

He took a scalpel from the tray and then the waves of pain that came beltingthrough my entire system were unbelievable as I felt him cut off the skin ofthe hood of my clitoris, my whole body wanted to writhe in agony but I wasso securely tied up I couldn't even close my legs to restrict his access andI lay there blood dripping down my pussy lips and an immense throbbing painsurging through my body. Tears filled my eyes and I looked at him trying tobeg him with the look of agony and pity on my face, but he just smiled andused a cold damp cloth to wipe away the blood from my pussy lips. His tortureover and the bleeding subsided she rang for the doctor once more again he placedhimself between my legs and I could feel him touching my now raw exposed clitoristhen using the speculum he open my vagina up to its fullest extent my headfell back as I could feel the skin stretching and tearing as he did this,

then the pain, Christ the pain as he sliced me inside from the back of theopening to the front my head banging against the bed over and over trying torelive the agony I was going through as he did this twice then I felt him pullingand tugging as he removed a long clean cut piece of flesh from my virginalcanal, he inspected the piece of flesh then he inspected me and closed thespeculum a little and got a needle and thread and sewed the raw canal up sothe entrance was a third its normal size, the whole time my eyes streamingwith tears and my head being launched in every direction trying to relievethe pain.

Once he was satisfied with his work he had the nurse untie me god it feltso good to be able to close my legs the sheer pain inside me was unbelievableand several times I thought I was going to pass out(which would have been ablessing I guess,)

They proceeded to tie me they bound my hands and feet together with restraintsand curled me up into a ball then he inserted some kind of thing into me soreraw pussy and left me there.

How horrible it was to be cramped up again and still unable to move whatI wouldn't have given for a night with no restraints, the searing pain rushedthrough my body and my pussy throbbed all night the implement didn't help atall either just made it worse but it had several drilled holes at the tipsof it and so it dried my poor pussy out this was probably for healing but Ihated it, it was so invasive and it made the pain so much worse.

Each morning the nurse would come and force feed me that horrid liquid andwash me down then leave this went on for about 5 days, I was left there likethat every muscle cramping up over and over I wept bitterly all the time andtried now and again to roll over but for fear of falling off the table I didn'ttry too hard.

The doctor made an appearance on the fifth day and tied me back down eaglespread on the bed my legs were placed back in the stirrups and he insertedspecula inside me to check me, satisfied he nodded to the nurse and they leftthe room.

After a little while the door opened and another long line of men enteredthe room my heart sank inside me as I saw them getting themselves ready fortheir 'long hard day' ahead, I so wanted to scream but I knew I couldn't, Icouldn't even turn my head as one of the guys grabbed my face and forced mymouth apart to bring him off but as before they all shot their cum right insidemy cunt till I was dripping and sore my cunt had only just started to healand there were traces of blood on some of the guys penis's as they left I cringedin horror at the thought of the mess they were leaving but the pain soon overcomeany worries I had and I was glad when they had left the room.

The doctor came in and checked me over and smiled then left, the nurse cleanedme up and left me tethered again all night.

The next day and the next and so on where pretty much the same over andover occasionally I was let up and made to shower in the ice cold water sometimeseven made to pace the room as they changed the sheets but each night and daywere the same strapped up and continuously raped.

After about two months of this horrific treatment the doctor came in oneday to inspect me as usual and he had a massive smile across his face, he orderedthe nurse to release me and I was finally taken out of that room, they ledme down the corridor into a large room with many mattresses on the floor andlots of women in the room none of them bound but all looking rather miserablealong the ceiling was a metal bar which I noticed ran the length of the roomthen disappeared into a room at the far end.

What I did notice however was we went down in grades I was left on the floornear the entrance where the women looked the same then the further you gottowards the door at the opposite end the bigger and more pregnant these womenwere I didn't know if I was pregnant or not but it was clear the doctor thoughtI was and this was exactly what they wanted.

I spent every waking in that room one toilet in a corner for about 60 womenall crammed in one room, occasionally one of the more heavily pregnant womenwould go into labor and they'd fetch her and sometimes they'd come in and picka few and lead them out on that metal rail, but once a week we were all roundedup and shackled, hands up, tethered to the rail and queued up to go into thedoctors room at the side, here he would open us up and look inside us, feelingaround.

Every time we were taken into what looks like a room with a drain in themiddle and shackled to a wall and given enemas the water would run constantlyfrom the floor across it washing all traces of mess away down the drain andthen wed be shipped back in line using the rail.

I watched my belly growing confirming that I was pregnant and every nowand again I was moved on further down the room with the others at the samestage as me, I felt ill and horrid but at least I wasn't fed by that horridpipe anymore, each morning they bought us individual bottles of fowl smellingstuff and handed them out we had nothing else to eat and knew we must eat itbut there was a tap at the end for drinking water at least.

I grew quite big and knew it must be close, then the doctor came round andpicked me out with about seven others I was chained to the ceiling with themI was about number 3 in the row and I just thought it was another check up.

How wrong could I have been, we were queued up like before then each ofus released I had to watch as they took the girl in front of me and tied herdown to a table then the doctor felt around inside her, then he took out whatlooked like a crochet hook and rammed it up inside her fiddled around and thenher waters broke and the water went gushing into a bucket he had ready forit then he ordered he to be taken to a bench in the corner and tied there.

I knew I was next and sure enough I had to endure the same ordeal and I wasalso tied to the bench my feet tethered to a bar on the floor my movement wasseverally restricted but it was restricted further when all the girls wheresat down and another bar bought across our chests to keep us there and I couldfeel the contractions start, one by one they got stronger and more intenseand my insides felt like they were crushed. Occasionally the doctor came roundand in turn opened our legs and rammed his fingers up inside us to check howmuch progress we had made. each of us were led to a room with a drain in themiddle much like the enema room with a metal bar running down the side of itand large metal rings sticking out the ground we were led to the bar and satdown on the floor the water running behind us across the floor to clean itcontinuously our legs were chained to the rings in the ground then a metalbar placed between our legs to spread them wide open a slanted block of woodplaced behind me and my head was tied to it like a vice between two piecesof wood restricting my movement to none and making the severity of each contractionworse.

Time moved so slowly and each and every contraction grew ever more strongerand painful I was screaming and so where the others some louder than others,I could see the women who was tied directly across from me and watched herface screw up in pain more and more she had been there longer than I had, muchlonger I could see her belly tighten up and contort with every contraction,I could see her face as she tried to bear down but the awkward position inwhich we were in made it so difficult to do anything positive, tears wherecoming down her face and she was gagged so she couldn't scream I had full ofher pussy but it wasn't crowning yet I wondered how it could in that awfulposition, mine got more and more intense and I would close my eyes and gritmy teeth until each one had passed waiting for them to open again so I couldsee how she was doing, slowly but surely I watched as the head started to crownand appear at the opening and I saw the immense pain and frustration on herface as she pushed down as hard as she could at each contraction but the awkwardposition meant it was either out or slipping back in a little but she persistedwith it and I watched as her fanny split open and tore and the blood came rushingdown as the head was finally out, the nurse came up with a towel and pulledat the babies head and got it out then cut the cord and left with the babythe poor women just lying there still pushing with all her might to rid herselfof the afterbirth, she never even got to see her baby it was taken straightaway. once the afterbirth was passed she had to wait while the doctor cameround and untied her and then he led her out of the room.

My contractions where getting much much closer now and much more intenseI closed my eyes and tried to grit my teeth but I had no choice I screamedout as loud as I could"fucking get me out of here", I was about to wish idkept my mouth shut the nurse appeared with a ball gag and roughly threw mehead into it then she rammed her fist inside me laughing,,, she left.

The pain of the contractions seemed to last forever, but I was startingto feel the urge to push when they bought another load of girls in and tiedthem opposite us so they were going to cruelly watch us giving birth beforethey did I could see the look of horror on this young girls face only about17 she was as she looked at my sweat covered, gagged face and saw the immenseagony and sheer look of pain and tiredness on my face.

I didn't know if it was time to push or not but I felt like I had to soI started to push with each contraction the pain searing through me and I couldfeel every little miniscule amount of progress the baby made down the birthcanal ripping me wide open due to the procedure which was carried out monthsbefore to tighten me up, just another way of adding to the immense pain andtorture of my ordeal.

I was bearing down with every ounce of my strength and I could feel everyrip and every tear of its progress, my face covered in sweat from the agonyand hours of pain and now the pushing as I bore down though I could feel thehead start to emerge, all I wanted to do was reach down and stop myself fromtearing wide open and feel my babies head but tied as I was I couldn't andall I could do was push with everything I had then it happened. I felt thehead come out and I panted in relief, till I saw the nurse coming down theroom I wanted to scream and hit her but I could do nothing I had to lye thereand push as she tore my baby from me.

As the baby emerged she did the same as before and cut the cord and tookit I don't even know what sex it was.

The doctor soon came and untied me once I had delivered the afterbirth andI was led down a corridor and placed back into a small room I remembered wellit was the room I was in when I first came here, he examined me then had thenurse wash my down then tied me back to that bed again.

For a few days I just lay there the nurse came in and force fed me likeshe used to.

then it happened one day the door opened and it was that long line of menagain,,,,, all waiting to have their turn with me.

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