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“What have we here?” Jane asked, coming to a stop in front of our half-dozen pictures.
“Twins,” Muireann said.
“Aha.” She examined our spread. “Did you do the project together?”
“Aye, we tried something different.”
I could hear the hope in Muireann’s voice, that this would be okay by our teacher.
Jane pursed her lips. “Interesting approach.”
“I know there’s only six photos, but we both did take six shots,” I explained. “There’s two exposures on each!”
Jane gave me a small smile. “Yes, Matt, thank you.”
I felt a little sheepish at telling my teacher something she obviously knew better than I did. I tried to joke my way out of it. “Well, we had to do this, since I finally ran out of film.”
“I’m glad you were forced to be more efficient, then.”
“Efficient?” Muireann sniggered, and I rolled my eyes.
“Or not!” Jane quipped, and then studied our work. “I like the idea, and several of these are quite nice. If you do this again, you might consider discussing complementary approaches to how you light your subjects, for example, to get more synergy between the exposures.”
“Oh, we thought maybe not knowing what the other of us was doing would be a more interesting way to do it,” I said.
“Perhaps. You will get lucky sometimes. Again, these two here are quite nice. But eventually you may find that rather than taking pictures and seeing what emerges, that instead you’ll want to make them. As you well know, of course, since I say that at least every other class.”
“Good point,” I admitted.
“We did have some rules,” Muireann explained. “I tried to use more of the left half of the frame, and Matt the right.”
Jane nodded. “Yes, that make sense. I think the net result is good, and I very much like the idea of how you shared exposures. I don’t think anyone has explored that in this class before, and perhaps it can be an interesting way to work. On occasion, though! You’ll certainly want to continue to hone your individual skills. And this picture here, of the overlaid faces. I see you two in there.”
“And Muireann’s brother and my sister too.”
“Yes, it acts almost like a signature to the work, which is neat. As I said, interesting. I like the constraint you put upon yourselves for this. That often leads to new possibilities. Please consider developing this approach some more. Well done.”
We thanked her and she moved on.
“At least we’re not in trouble,” Muireann whispered conspiratorially.
“And she did like a couple of them,” I added, laughing quietly.
“She has a point, about planning the shots better.”
“We should try this again sometime.”
“Aye, I think we might have to!”
After class ended, Muireann and I made our way toward the auditorium. Along the way, she ran straight into another kid who was standing in the hall.
“Oh, I’m so sorry!” she squeaked.
“Wake up ... Class is over!” I said, nudging her as we moved on.
“Yes ... But I was still thinking about what Jane said.”
“I know. And she was trying to help. Don’t take it too hard.”
“Oh, it’s not that! I am very grateful for her comments. I was not expecting her to say they were amazing, or anything of the sort.”
“Really? I was kind of hoping she would bust out her checkbook and buy one of them!”
Muireann rolled her eyes at me. “Aye, you would hope that.”
“Hey now!”
“I’m just wondering what we really tried to do with the pictures.”
I sniffed. “I know what you mean. Some of them are a bit random. Like she said, sometimes you get lucky, sometimes you don’t.”
She suddenly turned to me, coming to a stop in the middle of the hallway.
“Do you know what one of my favorite photographs is?”
“Um ... I have no idea. I know Jane shows us a lot of cool ones, but I can’t remember most of the names.”
“I didn’t see it in Jane’s class. It’s hanging up in your room.”
I frowned at her. “Huh? You mean the one of Heather on the river?”
“Aye.”
I laughed. “All right. But it’s just, like, a snapshot I took.”
“Maybe so, but I feel like I know her just by looking at that photograph. Her expression, the movement of the fishing line, the blurry waters, hiding the fish ... I wouldn’t be surprised if when she arrives on Saturday, she doesn’t just step out of that frame itself.”
“Hah, if she could actually do that, I’d be the happiest person on earth!” I joked. Then I winced, since my tone was far too enthusiastic and probably implied way more than I thought it would.
Muireann gave me a sidelong look. “I’m sure ... But it’s true, that’s a favorite. It’s certainly a striking picture.”
“Well, I’m glad you like it. It was luck, or whatever, for sure. I probably took twenty of her fishing, and this was the best one.”
“There is no shame in luck.”
“No, especially not for me!”
“Stop it, you take great photos.”
“If you say so. But you should ask to see some more of Shannon’s stuff. She’s really good. Definitely we should check out her multiple exposure photos. I’m sure we could learn a ton more from her.”
“I’d like to see that.”
“And we’ll have time over break next week to practice more.”
“If we can pry you away from Heather,” Muireann joked.
“Come on,” I retorted. “It won’t be that bad. And besides, she’s into photography too, so she’ll be tagging along.”
“Does she take a class at her school as well?”
“I think so, but I never really know what she does, honestly!”
Muireann giggled. “You’d think, being her boyfriend...”
“I told you, she’s tricky. Complicated—”
“Hey, are we playing or what?”
We both turned to find Lara and Tommy approaching.
Oops...
“We’re on our way!” I protested.
“By standing in the middle of the hallway? We need to sign in and stuff!”
“Chill, we have time. It’s not like they start five minutes after bell.”
“I know,” Lara chimed. “But let’s get moving, all right?”
“Are we all feeling good?” Tommy asked us, as we started off.
“A bit nervous,” Lara admitted.
“We got this,” I said.
There was a moment of déjà vu as we entered the theatre. A crowd of kids was assembling in the seats and the same table of popular senior girls from the last audition was situated in the center of the main aisle. I spotted Carl and Bruno at the table, signing in.
“You want to get our stuff from the storage room and find Colin?” I asked the others, wanting to avoid any kind of confrontation with my old band mates. “I’ll sign us in.”
“Sounds good,” Lara agreed.
Quelling my nerves, I approached the table.
“What’s up?” I greeted from behind them, trying to keep my voice relaxed. Unfortunately it didn’t carry over the din, and I had to repeat myself more loudly. Bruno heard me and turned, even as Carl kept speaking with the smiling girls.
“Hey, man! Here to watch?”
“No way. To play!”
Bruno’s eyes widened. “Really? Like a solo thing?”
“Nah. Something new, with Colin and the twins. We’re playing a song we wrote.”
“Wow, that’s great man!”
“What are you guys going to play this time?” I asked.
“All—”
“Bruno, come on, don’t give it away!” Carl interrupted as he turned to join us.
I rolled my eyes. “Okay, man, whatever. Like we’re going to learn your song in the next five minutes and play it too?”
“You never know,” Carl said ridiculously.
Bruno shrugged, giving me a helpless look.
“What up, duuudes!” a guy bellowed as he approached, a gig bag strapped to his back.
“Skinner!” Carl called out. “What’s going on, man?”
The new arrival exchanged a few complicated handshakes with Carl and then with Bruno. I got only a brief once-over.
Bruno glanced at me uneasily and gestured toward the guy. “Matt, you know Skinner, right?”
“No,” I replied. “Matt,” I repeated somewhat lamely.
Skinner offered me only a curt nod.
“How’s it going,” I added.
It wasn’t really a question, and he didn’t bother answering.
He turned to Carl. “All right, are we ready? Let’s rock this place!”
“Good luck,” I offered, as they strode away toward the stage. If they heard me, they didn’t show it.
As I stepped up to the table, the girls greeted me with smiles.
“Sign in and then pick a number from the jar!”
I picked up the pen and then cursed when I saw Carl’s rough handwriting.
Bastard!
Admittedly, I hadn’t even considered that they’d keep the name. I scanned the auditorium but they’d already disappeared through a side door. I decided it wasn’t going to be worth the effort. Technically, they were more like the original band than we were, anyway. Even if it was me that had come up with the name.
Unfortunately, that left me in the position of having to name my band on a moment’s notice, yet again. Nothing came to me right away, though, so I put the pen down.
“I’ll be right back,” I grumbled to the girls.
Backstage, I found my band mates moving things into the wings.
“Hey, quick, we need a name!” I called out.
Lara frowned. “What are you talking about?”
“A band name! Carl put down The Nameless already.”
“What the fuck? That’s our name!” she cried.
“I know, but I don’t have time to fight with him right now. He’s already signed in and I don’t feel like going to look for them. Let’s just pick something else. I don’t care. Any quick ideas?”
We all looked at each other for a long moment. There was some murmuring, but no one had instant inspiration.
“Quiet Mile?” Lara finally offered. “I always like that line from the Zep song.”
“Quiet Mile,” I repeated.
“On a day like today I pass the time away, and walk a quiet mile with you... “ she sang.
Tommy grinned. “That sounded just like Plant!”
“Yeah right, I wish.”
“So Quiet Mile?” I asked. “It’s a bit, well ... quiet? But as good as anything else, I guess. We can change it later if we want.”
“I like it,” Muireann offered.
Tommy grunted his approval, so I headed for the table again.
“Where’s Colin anyway?” I yelled.
“Getting his stuff!” Muireann called back.
Once I was faced with the ever-smiling girls again, I drew a number. Shit. Nineteen. I was immediately assured by them that we’d most likely be last, since there were only twenty numbers in the pot and acts had been scarce so far.
Scarce... I liked hearing that word, at least. Makes the odds better.
We settled into the wings as the early performers took their turn. Since both Green Space and The Nameless had drawn lower numbers than us, they were instructed to set up their gear on each half of the stage area behind the curtain. Indeed, my old band mates started taking their places as the first act did their thing in front of the drape.
“Who’s that guy, then?” Lara asked.
“The new singer for The Nameless.”
“And the new guitarist too,” she harrumphed. “Where’d they dig him up from?”
“No idea.”
“He’s not nervous, that’s for sure,” Muireann observed.
“Doesn’t look it,” Lara agreed. “I feel like I’ve seen him before, though.”
Wearing a flannel shirt and ripped jeans, Skinner was grinning and pretending to play crazy guitar licks as he stalked in the area in front of Carl’s drums, full of confident energy. The folded strip of a bandana rode above his sunglasses, and his charisma was even getting a grin out of Pete.
“Kind of hate to say it, but he reminds me of Elaine’s brother,” I muttered.
“I was just about to say the same thing,” Lara said.
“Who’s Elaine’s brother?” Tommy asked.
“At the last talent show, this guy did a lip-sync to Hot for Teacher, and it was pretty awesome,” I explained.
“Let’s hope he’s not auditioning again,” Lara added.
“And let’s hope this Skinner guy isn’t that good,” I added.
“Wait, Skinner?” Lara said. “No way! Is that Johnny Skinner?”
I looked at her. “Huh?”
“Yeah, I think that’s him!” she confirmed. “He used to go to our school. He moved, maybe in fourth grade or something. He was a year above us.”
I vaguely remembered the name, but couldn’t place him. People changed a lot in six years, at any rate.
“I don’t know, Lara.”
There was some light applause for whatever act had gone first, and then the curtain slowly opened. Amplifiers were turned up and the band did a very brief sound check.
“What’s up!” Skinner called out through the microphone. That got a little rise out of the audience. “We are The Nameless! If you like what you hear, make some noise, all right?”
Now the crowd did give a large cheer. I rolled my eyes, still miffed at the name theft and all the more so to hear some annoying stranger claiming it for his own.
After checking that the others were ready, Skinner turned to the mic once more. “This is a song written by the great Jimi Hendrix ... Kick it!”
Pete promptly launched into a chordal intro. The sound was snappy and tight, as Carl and Bruno punctuated the measures with hits.
Tommy leaned into me after a moment. “This is a Dylan song!”
I grunted as I kept watching, my arms folded in front of me. Skinner launched into the introductory solo, having wandered toward the front of the stage. He strutted around, gyrating his guitar as he bent notes around. It was admittedly compelling and groovy playing, even if his antics were over the top. But unlike Elaine’s brother, the guy clearly had been practicing the music itself and not just the moves.
I was proud of my friends, because they sounded tight. It was an odd feeling though, to hear them play and not be out there with them, so the feeling soon passed.
With perfect timing, Skinner returned to the mic to deliver the first verse. “There must be some kind of way out of here!“
I looked at Lara, catching her eye. We shared a moment of slight despair, both of us knowing that unless their song ended with Carl flipping the bird at the judges, the guys were going to be playing at the talent show. Skinner had a strong voice, and it all sounded good ... very good.
And to be honest, their performance only got better. Skinner was no slouch on the guitar. He could make it sing. No amount of talking myself down could stop the mix of admiration and jealousy that flared up in me. Yeah, Skinner was the replacement for me and Lara, and he more than covered for both of us.
The crowd was eating it up, as we could hear the cheers and screams even over the thick sound the guys were putting out. After the last vocal lines were sung, the jam extended for some time as Skinner rode out the repeats of the final four-chord progression with a wild solo. Carl pounded his drums, adding more and more snare fills as Bruno improvised on his bass. Only Pete kept it restrained, strumming his guitar consistently. It was the needed glue, and it got them to the end of the song, just on the edge of control.
The audience was decidedly enthusiastic when the final chord was choked off. That’s going to be impossible for the judges to ignore...
“Thank you!” Skinner called, his fist in the air.
I clapped in spite of myself.
“Oh, so you liked it now?” Tommy said, grinning, his own hands stuffed in his pockets as he leaned casually against a support beam.
“Well, he’s not quite Hendrix, but...”
“Aye, he’s good.”
“No doubt,” I agreed. “Good thing there’s more than one slot.”
“We’ll surely need them, lad,” Tommy agreed.
The time seemed to pass slowly. Green Space went on a few acts later and performed their usual groovy rock. It was as good as always, and I started wondering if there was going to be room for three bands at the talent show. Half the acts... ?
Colin and Shannon joined us side stage after Green Space finished.
“Nice job, man,” I offered.
“Thanks! But I’m ready to play our stuff now.”
“Me too,” I agreed.
“Feeling good, Matty?” Shannon asked.
I shrugged. “We’ll find out!”
A slight bit of hope flared within me as I kept an eye and ear on the other acts. Nothing impressed me much, so perhaps there would be a chance to sneak into the chosen lineup.
“I think we sound better than either of those bands,” Tommy whispered to me.
“I hope so.”
“That fella in your old group is good, but it’s kind of the same old stuff everyone does.”
“I know,” I agreed. “But people around here love their classic rock.”
“Aye, but it’s time to move into the future,” he quipped.
“Totally.”
The stage was clear of both other bands’ equipment now, so we spent some time setting up our gear. Surprisingly, yet another band was auditioning so we were restricted to half of the stage. It was a group of three girls who I was fairly certain were juniors at our school.
The theatre tech crew rearranged the cables and monitors for us as we plugged in. We tuned and warmed up quietly as a female singer belted out a musical number in front of the curtain. She was quite good, one of the better entrants on the day, and the applause was almost shrill in its excitement. She clearly had a lot of friends.
The girl band was set to perform before us, so we exited the stage again when it was their turn. I held my breath as the drummer counted off the song, but fortunately for us they were underwhelming. Something was wrong with the singer’s microphone, and the guitar player ... Well, ‘player’ was probably not quite the word I’d use. They played a punk song of sorts, which probably allowed them a little leeway to get away with the sloppiness they definitely displayed ... In the end, they made it to the end solely on the skills of the drummer keeping good time and glaring at her friends when they needed help getting back on.
Another act came and went in front of the curtain, and at last it was our turn.
“Sunglasses on?” Tommy said, and we all grinned as we dropped the shades into place. Well, his were already there, of course.
As I walked out to my spot, the curtain opened to reveal the auditorium. I was a bit disheartened to see that the crowd had diminished significantly. Or maybe it’s for the best...
We checked our volumes. Muireann was playing into a microphone that had been set up on a straight stand. It looked awkward, as she had to lean in to get close to it, but the kid who had helped set it up was nowhere to be seen. The volume on her line also seemed low, but Muireann didn’t complain so I didn’t say anything.
“Hey everyone,” Lara greeted, her voice calm and cool. “We’re Quiet Mile, and this is a song we wrote.”
A smattering of applause rippled through the hall, over the low hum of people chatting. Before I could give the count off, someone yelled out from the audience. I looked out, unable to find the heckler. However, one of the smiling girls was walking down the aisle, presumably to silence the offender.
I started the count, but again was interrupted by a voice.
“Hey, stop, stop!”
It was one of the smiling girls herself, I realized, though she wasn’t smiling now. My heart rate sped up even more as this grim vision approached.
This can’t be good...
“Colin, you played with Green Space already!” she said, as she hopped up onto the front of the stage.
“So?” he replied, his eyes widening.
“You can’t audition in more than one act!” she explained.
Oh shit...
There was a long moment of tense silence, as the news of this unknown rule sunk in.
“I d-d—I didn’t know,” Colin stammered. “No one said anything!”
“It wouldn’t be fair,” the girl declared.
“What do we do?” Lara asked.
“I don’t know. But you can’t audition again, Colin.”
He looked at me, a desperate and apologetic look on his face.
“You either have to withdraw, or play without him,” the girl suggested to us.
“Play without Colin?” I repeated. “But he’s part of the band!”
“I’m sorry, but it’s the rules. Someone else wanted to audition in two acts, and we didn’t let them do it either.”
As this unexpected nightmare unfolded, Tommy shuffled nearer to me.
“I can play bass,” he suggested quietly.
“No, you have to play guitar. That’s the main thing!”
“Should we try Four Days instead?”
I tried to calm my whirling mind, but there was no controlling it. Maybe we should just withdraw. We’re not going to get in now anyway...
“What do you guys want to do?” the girl asked.
“Can we think about it while the next group goes?” Lara asked.
“You’re the last act.”
“Fuck,” I muttered.
“You have to do it without me,” Colin urged, his voice unsteady. “I’m sorry, I really didn’t know.”
“If we get in and Green Space does too, can Colin play in the show at least?” I asked.
The girl shrugged. “I—I guess. I don’t know. That’s probably fine, maybe. He can’t audition, though.”
Colin set his bass down and came close to me.
“Dude, if we both get in, we’ll figure it out,” he whispered. “Fuck, I mean, I’ll drop out of Green Space if I have to.”
I shook my head, feeling unsteady. “You can’t do that. But I guess we’ll try this without you, just for today. We’ll figure out the rest later.”
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Friday. The last day before the masks went on, before Dad would have to sleep in my desk drawer for two full seasons, and before Truth was buried, maybe forever. We cleaned, we arranged, we considered everything to make our home normal. After dinner, the four of us were satisfied with both the house and the cabin. Our guests would be treated with respect and love. After dinner, Lara and I went for a walk. It was made much easier by the fact that Colin and Shannon had plowed our driveway at...
Given the unknown amount of potential baggage, Sarah decided to pick up the twins by herself. At best, one more person could have gone with her, but if it turned out that Muireann and Tommy were major packers then it would’ve been a tight fit and an uncomfortable ride. We knew from their letter that they’d likely be bringing some instruments with them. “Better safe than sorry. Besides, this will be my first and last chance to talk to them, I’m sure,” Sarah joked. “Don’t worry, we’ll let you...
I’d set an alarm for five, deciding that the lack of sleep would be better than leaving the twins stranded by themselves. However, when I slapped the sound off and staggered out into the living room, all was quiet. Figuring they’d be up soon, I grabbed my Walkman and stretched out on the couch to relax while I waited. As it turned out, I fell asleep and Lara ended up waking me up. I started, surprised to see her shaking me. “What time is it?” I asked, pulling the tangled headphones from my...
Figuring that the ‘warmest’ part of the day was passing, Lara suggested that if we still wanted to swim, now was the time. Tommy had not forgotten the offer and eagerly agreed, not put off by the frigid air temperature. We put away our guitars and returned to the house to don bathing suits. It was admittedly a bit odd, since Lara and I never did so; pulling jeans over the trunks felt completely alien. Lara had a giant stack of towels in her arms when we met up in the living room. Muireann...
“Well, last period is finally here. Enjoying the first day?” I asked, leading Muireann to some desks on the side of the classroom. I avoided my usual study hall spot, where Carl and a couple of other guys I usually sat with were already seated. “Aye, though it’s been a whirlwind,” she admitted. “Yeah, introducing you in each class ... I swear everyone has met you three times over!” Muireann sniffed. “At least that many. It felt a bit odd, all that. But everyone seems nice.” “For the most...
The morning Alana dropped me off, my reunion with Lara was delicious. We shared a long and happy hug. I’d made every effort while with Alana to do exactly one thing: be with my dear friend. But on returning, I let all that stored-up love for Lara emerge again, and I didn’t want to let go of her. Of course, we eventually had to peel apart. She was due at the shelter soon, so after greeting my moms and Frej, we resumed our morning walks that she’d kept up in my absence. As usual, we didn’t...
We entered August, the last full month of summer, of vacation, and of divine mountain warmth. I spent all my time at Clara’s; Lara increased her hours at the shelter since Chuck hired her more formally and started paying her for her computer work. Our tent became lived-in and undeniably welcoming the more we used it and adjusted our setup. With Frej’s help, we’d flown an oversized tarp above the area that gave us some dry space around the shelter in times of rain. It remained a heavenly...
Are you sure about this... ? Back down by the house, I found Frej in the garage. He was peering closely at a tangle of wires. “These new electronics...” he grumbled. “They are all so small and impossible to fix... ! Or maybe I need glasses.” I laughed as best I could with the tremors that seemed to be creeping into me from all sides. I haven’t been sure of anything lately... “Need a break?” I asked. He tossed the thing onto the worktable and grinned at me. “Yes, that is enough for...
We followed Heather down the pathway to the rocky intertidal expanse and picked our way toward the rowboat that sat patiently in the shallows. Between us, we silently pushed the craft into deeper waters, until it floated freely with enough clearance for the extra weight it would now carry. Heather held it steady as first Lara and then I got in. She joined us with a nimble leap. I studied the rowboat as I sat in the stern with Lara. Though clearly aged, it was sturdy and well-maintained. A...
Not even twenty-five hours into our new life, it became clear that our bodies were entirely unprepared for the relentless existence of sea-harvesting with Heather. When we awoke after that first night’s sleep, early morning’s glow was faint. What’s the rush? It was Heather who had roused us, and despite various attempts to roll over and slumber away the deep soreness that pervaded every cubic inch of my limbs, she would not allow it. I finally yawned, struggled to sit up, and gave her a look...
“Welcome to darkroom class,” I announced as Muireann followed me into the darkroom the following evening. She eyed me. “Are you going to lie on the bed again?” I grinned broadly. “I think I might, and let you do the work. Hands-on is the best way to learn, right?” “You’re going to give Tommy a run for the title of laziest boy.” “Am I winning yet?” Muireann just smirked and started blacking out the windows. “I have to admit something,” she said. “What’s that?” “I didn’t realize the...
When Melissa and I returned to the house after dropping off the order for the necklace, nothing much had changed. In the cabin I found Lara and Tommy at the table, intently studying a sheet of paper. They didn’t even glance at me as I closed the door. I could hear Muireann’s muffled fiddle playing from the darkroom, the sound of a slow Irish melody permeating the warmed air inside. “How’s it going?” I announced, taking off my coat. After scribbling something down, Lara turned to me, smiling...
I felt an arm grip my winter coat. “Matt ... I don’t know that we can do this!” “Of course you can. It’s not that hard.” “No, I’m worried about Tommy!” she whispered. “What if he falls? Or runs into someone?” I gave her gloved hand a pat. “He’ll be okay. It’s pretty soft, you know. Watch...” I let myself fall sideways like a cut tree, landing on my hip and shoulder. Muireann gave a little cry of surprise, but I just laughed it off. In another moment I was standing again. “You want to...
“We need to decide what song we’re going to audition with,” I announced, as the five of us settled into the cabin for some rehearsal. Colin looked at me. “Let’s vote then. What are the choices? We have a lot of songs that we know now. Some more than others.” “I’m thinking we should do an original,” I offered. “We have Four Days, Shell Game, Absinthe... And Please Don’t Stop, but since we played that one at the show last year, probably not a good idea.” “Don’t forget Gunkstomp!” Lara...
“Damn, I’ve missed you,” I whispered. She giggled. “Wow, I didn’t realize how much!” “Hey now! Hands above the waist!” Heather cuddled up closer to me on the couch as the hubbub carried on in the rest of the great room. After all the greetings and chats following our guests’ arrival, dinner was soon going to be ready. With Frej volunteering to help with what remained of meal preparations, we’d been told to go hang out. Not being one to deny my parents’ wishes, I didn’t think twice to drag...
I tried delaying our hike for a day. I really did. Although Heather’s ankle was sore after she removed the ski boots in the lodge, by the time we got home it was already feeling a little better. She could certainly get around, since it mostly hurt only when putting sideward pressure on it. Skiing was probably out for a few days, at least, but a walk through the woods was not worth postponing. Or so she said. I was of two minds. Twenty-four hours of extra rest would allow more time for her to...
The music store wasn’t too far from the jeweler’s shop, so Heather and I walked there. “I mean, I get it, now,” I said, still caught up in the surprising meaning of the Chinese symbol she now wore around her neck. “Oh, I think you got it a long time ago,” Heather said. “It’s just a word, Matt. It has no meaning on its own.” “I know, I know. It’s just ... most people would find it kind of...” “Weird,” she supplied. “You said it, not me,” I laughed. “It is what it is.” “Yeah ... Anyway,...
Three girls, three cameras... And me, tagging along, superfluous but certainly enjoying myself. I offered to be their model a few times, but they seemed to prefer photographing each other. And there was the teasing, of course. Endless. “Nice, Muireann!” Heather chirped. “You’ve learned a lot about photography, I can tell.” “She has a good eye,” Shannon agreed. “Matt has been teaching me.” “Which makes it all the more surprising!” Funny... But even there, I was given three cute grins,...
Admittedly, I was slightly apprehensive as we pulled into our clearing that evening after our day of skiing. Heather, alone with Tommy all day... The snow was falling heavily again through the headlight beams. Both Frej’s and the Martins’ cars were parked in the same positions they had been that morning, and they remained covered in several inches of snow. Oddly, there were no lights on in the main house. Maybe Muireann was rubbing off on me, because for a few seconds I had a panicked vision...
Mairead and Aongus left after lunch the next day, forced to end their vacation earlier than Frej and Heather due to the demands of the business they owned. I was indeed grateful for the Danishman’s generosity in allowing Heather to remain for another three days. The Martins’ departure left a rather obvious hole in our daily schedule. After dinner was cleared and we sat around the table, it suddenly seemed remarkably silent. The positive feedback loop between Tommy and Aongus had been...
I was grateful for the band. Heather’s departures were never a good thing for me, inevitably the start of a long slide down into wistful distance, but the fact that I could go from our final embrace to playing my guitar within fifteen minutes was at the very least a welcomed distraction. “So we need to start thinking about a set for the battle,” I said, once we’d played a few numbers to warm up and clear the farewell feelings as best we could. “We have six originals, so we’ll need another...
The week passed slowly and somewhat agonizingly, since Gwen couldn’t rehearse again until the following weekend, and the homework was being laid on thick. I was anxious to make as much progress as we could on the set, which we still hadn’t quite settled on. Certainly as the battle approached, I was imagining more and more how it might turn out, even though I knew that daydreaming about the glories of winning was a dangerous game. Things could turn out so many different ways, surely, but in...
If I hadn’t been sure that Tommy had Dr. Kendall in his back pocket, that was put to rest in study hall the following Tuesday. Carmen, Tommy, and I were walking along the outside of the school building, on our way to the fields as was our habit now, when the principal rounded the far corner and came toward us. “Uh oh,” Carmen said. “Caught.” “Principal alert,” I whispered, for Tommy’s benefit. The three of us laughed quietly, all of us wearing shades as was our other habit these days. “We...
Carmen was disappointed but seemed understanding when I called her to let her know that we didn’t have room for her after all. It was a bit strange to talk to her on the phone, something that I didn’t think I’d ever done before. Odd, considering we were together for a while. Then again, this fact was testament to how messed up that time had been for me. Saturday evening arrived, and it was not without some anxiety that we packed the gear into Colin and Shannon’s vehicles. While my moms...
“Hello?” “Oh hi, Mrs. Martin. How are you?” “Matt ... It’s me,” Heather said. I jerked in my chair. “What... ? No way! You said ‘Hello’!” “I guess I did.” This must be part of a joke... “Okay ... Where have you been? We were supposed to talk on Wednesday, remember?” “What day is it today?” Heather asked. I was quiet for a second. “It’s Friday? Seriously, is everything all right? You answered weird ... Well, you answered normally, which is weird for you. And you really don’t know what...
I was surprisingly alert when Tommy and I slipped into Frej’s car at a quarter of six, just as the light was starting to make itself known in the east. I let Tommy have the front so I could squeeze against Heather in the back. “Good morning, my love,” she whispered, and immediately I wondered if I was overdressed for the warmth she caused in me. Maybe forgetting all my clothes at home would be okay after all. Damn kissing ban, though... “Is your man coming with us today?” Tommy asked...
Lara responded so sweetly when I asked if she could entertain the twins, that I took her into a surprisingly hard hug. We were alone in my room, so I made no effort to hold back. “Easy there, bro,” she warned, even as she returned the tight embrace. “I’m so sorry about the underwater thing,” I breathed. “I still feel terrible about it.” “No sweat. I know you didn’t do it on purpose, because you hate doing laundry. And now you’re stuck doing it every day!” I laughed. “True. But it’s the...
It was strange to wake up. I was still on the couch, but Heather was gone, and I was horizontal and covered by a blanket. I could hear my moms and aunt chatting in the living room, since I was occupying their usual morning hangout spot. Then again, the sun was bright and the shadows on the porch floor were well past parallel to the wood beams, suggesting that my first meal of the day would be called ‘late lunch’ and certainly not ‘breakfast’. So, I really took their usual afternoon spot......
I think I’m half-Danish... It took me a moment, I’ll admit. It was perhaps like seeing someone on a distant hill make an odd movement, and only realizing a long second later that it was the head-on motion of an archer having released an arrow to fly forth from her bow. It took me a moment, yes, but then that five-word missile arrived, slamming into my heart with surgical precision. The world seemed to spin. I only knew one Danish person, and I knew him quite well. I struggled to hold her...
“Do you wish this never happened?” she asked quietly. I turned to look at Heather, her face illuminated by the fading twilight. Until now, Heather had not spoken in the half-hour or so since I’d silently confirmed her connection to Frej. I didn’t mind the quiet, because I had much to think about myself. The pier was strangely deserted, and we’d migrated to the gazebo to sit. “Why do you say that?” I asked. “Because it really puts a new light on everything.” “It does, it does,” I agreed....
I was just about to make a call when Lara poked her head into my room. “Back to the telephone life, huh?” she said, giving me a sympathetic look. “Yep. Hard times again.” “You could’ve been born a hundred years ago,” she observed, “and then you wouldn’t even have had the phone.” “If I’d been born a hundred years ago, I would’ve missed out on her completely. And on you too, sis ... But I’m glad for the phone either way.” Lara nodded thoughtfully. “True. Come up to the cabin when you’re...
On Monday, I was very relieved to get summoned to the principal’s office. Despite the amused looks I got from my classmates, I was feeling pretty high. Dr. Kendall had been silent since our meeting the previous week, a bit worrisome since the time before May wasn’t exactly abundant. But I trusted in his promise, and now it seemed we’d be shifting into gear. When I stepped into his office, another man was already sitting in one of the chairs. He looked vaguely familiar. I took the initiative...
“Sorry I stole your bed,” Lara said, giving me a sheepish grin as she wandered out of my room the next morning. I shrugged. “The couch is comfortable enough.” “I didn’t mean to fall asleep. We were working on lyrics, you know, and ... Yeah. Where is everyone?” “Colin’s not here yet, and Gwen came by a while ago but just grabbed Muireann and took off. And you and Tommy have been sleeping like logs.” “Where did Gwen take her?” “Beats me. She said they’d be back in a few...
“Hello?” Uh oh ... That’s not good... “I don’t like the sound of that,” I said. “The last time you answered ‘Hello’ was—” “Good evening, Matt,” Mairead interrupted. “Oh, hi, Mrs. Martin!” “Heather is not here,” she added, her voice quite amused. I would’ve laughed, except that I suddenly realized how close I’d just been to revealing Heather’s secret. Holy shit... ! Way too close. “I’m sorry about that just now,” I explained, my skin prickling. “Sometimes Heather, well ... She’ll...
The scene at Smith Park, when we pulled in around noon, was rather astonishing. The light scaffolds loomed over the stage, and for a long moment I stood by the car door in complete shock. We’re going to be playing on that... ! “Are you coming, lad?” Tommy asked, having already seized his guitar and equipment bag from the trunk. I snapped out of it and went to grab my own things. “Yeah. It’s just that ... it looks pretty damn neat, man.” He grinned. “I’m sure it does. Now let’s go set...
The post-concert went by in a rush. People came and went, to greet us, share their joy and emotions. The twins and Lara in particular were mobbed, which was fine with me. I’ve had just about as much excitement as I can take... After hugging the people closest to me, I slipped back up to the stage again, grateful for the banality of winding cables, collapsing mic stands, and the opportunity to help the sound and lighting crews get their work done just a little faster. They’d been amazing...
Away... From us... To say these words affected me would be a vast understatement. The massive upwelling that I’d seen a moment earlier in Heather’s eyes, that flood which would destroy everything around ... It suddenly burst out of the sea. Nothing prepared me for its impact. My throat constricted and suffocation beckoned, caressing me gently into blackening edges. “Why?” I tried to ask, but the sound was grotesque, a pitiful gurgle at best. “Shh, shhhh,” she consoled through tears,...
On the day that our connection was severed, I was roused by a warm hand caressing my face, the fingers leaving behind energetic currents. “Good morning, my love...” I opened my eyes all at once. The sun was just barely tinting the sky, and I was disoriented, wondering why the couch felt odd. It took me a moment to realize that I was down in the main house. Memories abruptly returned in a panicked rush. The night before, after partying for a while, the three of us had taken to Lara’s old bed...