The Porcelain Mask
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I’d set an alarm for five, deciding that the lack of sleep would be better than leaving the twins stranded by themselves. However, when I slapped the sound off and staggered out into the living room, all was quiet. Figuring they’d be up soon, I grabbed my Walkman and stretched out on the couch to relax while I waited.
As it turned out, I fell asleep and Lara ended up waking me up. I started, surprised to see her shaking me.
“What time is it?” I asked, pulling the tangled headphones from my head.
“Ten-thirty.”
“What!” I glanced at the windows and then grunted. “Whatever. It’s still dawn.”
“Go wake the fire up. It’s cold.”
“All right, give me a second.”
“Good morning!” Muireann greeted cheerily.
I raised my head, her voice sending a tingle up my spine. “Oh ... good morning!”
She and Tommy were seated on the other couch, bundled in blankets and cradling mugs of a hot beverage.
“Good effort, getting up early, Matt,” Lara remarked wryly.
“How long have you all been up?”
“An hour?” Lara guessed.
I made a face. “You’ve been sitting here talking for an hour while I slept?”
Muireann giggled in confirmation.
How embarrassing...
“Sorry, lad,” Tommy said. “I told them to give you a nudge. But they were talking too much to hear me.”
“Don’t worry, Matt, you talked a bunch too,” Lara said sweetly. “In your sleep, and a lot of it about Heather.”
I gave her a foul look but checked both my retort and my twitching foot. The twins though it funny, though.
“Did you eat?” I asked.
“Mom will be out soon to get some breakfast rolling.”
“You don’t have to all get up!” Muireann protested. “We would’ve been quite well until later.”
“We want to hang out!” Lara said.
I sat up and stretched. “All right, let me get the fire going.”
Tommy joined me as I collected kindling and then loaded it into the iron beast.
“We’ll play some tunes today?” he asked.
“For sure. We can go up to the cabin in a bit.”
“What types of music do you like?”
“Rock, pretty much. Some old stuff, some new. You?”
“A wee bit of everything. We grew up learning our own local music, but also rock, folk, anything.”
“Cool. Do you know a band called Jane’s Addiction?”
“I’ve not heard of them.”
“They’re kind of my favorite right now. Mostly hard rock, but they also have some different sounds going on.”
“Fantastic, I’d like to hear that!”
The girls, who had been chatting on the couch, rose and moved to Lara’s room. I poked at the fire as it started to work itself into a nice blaze.
“Does Muir—Muireann play with you?” I asked, finding I’d lost some skill at saying her name over night.
“Aye, we play together all the time.”
“That’s cool. Same with Lara and me. There’s actually some violin on one of the songs by that band I just mentioned. Maybe we can learn it and Muireann can play?”
“If you can convince her!” Tommy said with a laugh.
“Why do you say that?”
“She doesn’t usually play rock.”
“She’s not into that?”
“She likes listening to it, but says the fiddle doesn’t fit in with electric guitars.”
“Well, maybe, maybe not. I’ll play it for her and she can see. It’s a quieter song. It might be too weird, though.”
Tommy nodded. “Do you ever write any music?”
“Yeah, Lara and I just wrote our first song last month.”
“Brilliant, you have to play it for us later!”
“Sure thing. She writes a lot of lyrics, I’m more into the music side. It works out. We have a new one we’re trying to figure out, too.”
“She seems to be into poetry and words,” Tommy remarked.
“Oh, yeah, Lara sure is.”
“Do you sing?”
“Not in a way that anyone would want to hear,” I replied.
Tommy grinned. “Come on, it can’t be that bad.”
“Lara kicks ass at singing, so I don’t even need to try.”
“Very well.”
Melissa emerged from the hallway and we said good morning. With the stove cranking now, the house began to warm up, and soon the aromas of bacon and eggs were filling the air. Lara and Muireann reemerged and we settled in for a comfortable breakfast. After we cleared our plates and cleaned up, we sat round the table and chatted. Tommy had donned a pair of sunglasses, explaining that he’d often be wearing them during the day, since it kept the glare to a minimum.
“So beautiful out there,” Muireann mused as she looked out the window at the winter wonderland.
“Back home, we have more influence from the sea,” Tommy said. “But the forests here seem fantastic!”
“So you said you live in northern Ireland?” I asked.
“It depends what you mean by that,” Tommy answered carefully. “The separate country of Northern Ireland sits to the north of the Republic of Ireland itself. But there is a piece of Ireland to the west of Northern Ireland, called Donegal. That is the county where we live. So, in the northern part, but not in Northern Ireland, the country.”
“Here, show us.” Lara retrieved an atlas from the bookshelf in the living room and spread it open on the table.
“There, this is Donegal,” Muireann pointed. “The border with Northern Ireland, here. And all the way up here ... This little peninsula is called Inishowen, and ... Oh look, there you can see the town of Buncrana.”
“It’s on the map?” Tommy asked, incredulous.
“It is. We live just outside of that town.”
“So it’s kind of far from Dublin,” I remarked.
“Aye, we are quite cut off. You can see how narrow the connection is with the rest of the country here.”
“But you can cut across Northern Ireland?” Lara asked.
Muireann and Tommy hesitated.
“It’s not that simple...” she said. “There are military checkpoints and they can search your car.”
“Really?”
“Aye, they control the border because of the troubles there. Riots, protests...”
“And violence...” Tommy added gravely.
Muireann shook her head. “It’s not like it sounds. Mostly we go about our business.”
Lara and I nodded appreciatively.
“Is it pretty rural in Donegal?” I asked, sensing a need to change the subject.
“Quite,” Muireann replied. “Though much less than here, I think. The forests appear immense, from what I could see yesterday.”
“They can be pretty endless,” I laughed. “Is it very woody where you live?”
“Not so much,” Tommy said. “We have the farmland around the towns, and large areas of bog and brushy hills. And the seacoasts, of course, on the edges.”
I flipped to the map of New York State. “We’re right up here, in the middle of the Catskill Mountain region.”
“How far to New York City?” Tommy asked.
“Probably three hours.”
“Do you go there often?”
“Hardly ever. We drive through the edges of it when we visit Montauk, where Heather lives, and that’s about it.”
I pointed out the far end of Long Island to Muireann.
“We went down to the city a few times at Christmas when we were younger,” Lara added. “They have really cool displays in the store windows, and there’s a giant toy store there that’s pretty neat.”
Muireann peered closely at the map for a bit, scanning the features and names. “Ulster County!” she suddenly exclaimed in surprise.
“Yeah, just to the south.”
“The northern part of Ireland is also called Ulster!” she said, smiling.
“Aye, Ulster Province.”
“Neat!” Lara said. “Who knows, it might even be named after it!”
“Our parents were thinking we could go down to New Paltz next weekend,” I said, remembering one of our dinner discussions. “It’s a nice little town, and it’s in Ulster County. So you’ll get to see it, and you can let us know If it’s similar. We can go on a hike and get some food in town.”
“Sounds lovely,” Muireann said.
“I’ll ride in the boot,” Tommy said.
“Huh? The boot?” Lara asked
“Aye, where you put the luggage?”
“Oh, that’s the trunk for us. But you don’t have to do that! We’ll go in two cars,” Lara explained.
“Naw, I meant for the security checkpoints. If the guards see my face, we’ll be stopped for sure!”
Muireann practically pulled an ocular muscle rolling her eyes. “Do you have to be so morbid, Tommy! Stop it.”
He grinned as he continued to relax in his chair. “Any piercing shops in New Paltz?”
“I’m not getting another one!” Muireann dismissed.
“I wasn’t asking for you! Mam would put you straight back on the plane if she heard of it. I was asking for Lara. She was quite interested last night, it seemed.”
Lara giggled coyly. “I wasn’t really thinking about getting one though!”
“Moms would kill you...” I sang again, and we all laughed.
“Do you want to go on a hike?” Lara asked. “We can show you the property now that it’s light out. We have a couple of swimming pools,” she added impishly.
Tommy gasped. “Swimming pools!”
“Yeah. They’re heated, even,” I added.
The twins sat there, open mouthed. “And you’re being serious?”
“Sure! Come for a hike and you’ll see for yourself.”
They didn’t need any more incentive than that, so we were soon bundling up. The twins were a bit underpowered on their outer layers, but luckily we had plenty of thicker coats that they could use. We slipped out the back door into the snowy yard. It was certainly colder today.
“Are these pools outdoors?” Muireann asked.
Lara laughed. “Yeah. I think you’re probably expecting something really different than what they are, though.”
Tommy stretched hopeful hands out before him as he set a scene for us. “I see a sunny resort, with reclining chairs, golden sand, clear blue water,” he said, grinning. “Bikinis...”
Muireann backhanded him. We laughed, for various reasons.
“Yeah, that’s not quite what this is,” I said. Not even the bikinis, usually...
“I think those sunglasses are misleading you,” Lara joked.
“Aw, I knew they were crap!” Tommy exclaimed. He took off the shades and threw them onto the snow in a pretend fit.
Muireann said something in Gaelic to him as she picked up the glasses and wiped them down with the hem of her shirt.
“I can probably guess what you just said,” Lara said amusedly to her.
“I’m sure,” Muireann said, shaking her head.
Lara started off toward our old pool.
“Hey, let’s go to the upper one,” I suggested. “This one down here isn’t really swimmable right now.”
“It’s still pretty,” Lara said.
“I know. Let’s go up, though.”
She shrugged and started hiking through the trees. She kept the pace slow so that Tommy and Muireann, ever arm in arm, could make their way without hurry.
“I’m foundered already!” Muireann said. “Tommy, zip up or you’ll catch a cold!”
“It feels nice,” he protested. “So crisp.”
Despite his pleasure, I heard the zipper run up his coat.
The air grew quieter as the forest closed in around us. The crunch of our footfalls breaking through the hardened pearly layer of snow seemed to be the only sound in the world.
“It’s truly lovely out here,” Muireann breathed, her eyes bright as she took in the surroundings.
“Yeah, we love our woods,” Lara said. “We’ve played out here since before we can remember.”
The sound of the stream faded in as we approached it at an angle. Entering the glen, we ascended the rise that led to our recent discovery. I wondered if Lara was going to suggest a swim, or even demonstrate it herself.
“And here’s our larger pool,” she announced, as we came into view of it. “Sorry Tommy, no recliners or blue waters.”
He laughed. “I notice you make no mention of the lack of bikinis. Perhaps there’s hope yet!”
Muireann didn’t even bother this time as Lara and I sniggered.
“When will it melt?” she asked, indicating the frozen side of the little lagoon.
“We’re not sure,” I said. “We kind of just found this place a few days ago. But it really is heated.”
She looked very skeptical, so I waved her over. She squatted, unmittened her hand, and dipped it into the water.
“Oh my!”
“Some sort of spring under the ground.”
Lara brought Tommy closer so he could have a feel as well.
“You could swim in this!” he said.
“And we have!” Lara confirmed.
“But ... you said you just found this a few days ago,” Muireann protested.
Lara nodded, grinning. “Yup! And we’ve been in it twice already!”
“In this cold?” she cried.
“It’s nice in the water,” I said, “but getting out is kind of crappy.”
“I can’t even imagine taking my coat off right now!” Muireann said.
Tommy swirled the water again. “Never mind her. I’m ready for a swim!”
“We can go later if you want,” Lara suggested. “Having a bunch of towels helps for when you get out.”
Muireann was still completely unconvinced, but Tommy seemed quite happy with the potential plans. We hiked on, bringing the twins along the base of the mountain and then back down the stream again. It was leisurely, and as they commented on things I felt as if I was seeing our property with new eyes. The twins certainly enjoyed the hike and the nature a great deal.
Eventually we returned to the guest cabin, a bit winded but feeling rather invigorated. We lost our thicker layers and Lara set some water to boil.
“Tea or hot chocolate?” she called.
The twins went for the cocoa, so four mugs it was.
“So tomorrow we go to school. It’s pretty early,” I said. “But it’ll feel late for you, so you probably won’t mind getting up.”
“We used to take the bus until my friend Alice got a car.”
“And you saw how long our driveway is,” I added. “Lara gets up late, so we were always running down the hill like crazy to make the bus.”
“Says the person who got up last this morning,” Lara quipped.
“Technically I was up first,” I remarked, gesturing for the twins to sit at the table.
“That is true,” Muireann agreed, giving me a sly smile.
I made a little face at Lara, who rolled her eyes at me from the kitchen.
“Anyway, we have to bring you to the offices to do whatever paperwork you need. Not sure what that means, but probably they’ll put you in whatever classes you pick.”
“What classes do you take?” Muireann asked.
“Pretty much the usual stuff,” I answered.
“We’ll just join with you,” she suggested.
“Yeah, sure, that would be fun. Although me and Lara aren’t in every class together.”
“Oh, no?”
“He’s a lazy butt, so he has some study halls,” Lara called out. “I don’t.”
“What’s that?” Tommy asked, perking up.
“Like a free period where you can work on homework,” she explained.
“Or sit around and do whatever,” I countered.
Lara was starting to look a bit like Muireann, what with all the eye rolling. “You’re supposed to study, which is why it’s called study hall.”
“How would you know, since you’re not in any?” I asked.
“Lad, I very well might have to try that class with you,” Tommy said.
I laughed, knowing he wasn’t dissuaded by Lara’s ‘rules’.
My sister brought the mugs and joined us at the table. “Well, the main difference in our schedules is that Matt takes French and I take Spanish. So you’ll have to pick one, there.”
“What language do you take back home?” I asked them. Admittedly, a small part of me hoped for French.
“We take Irish and English,” Tommy said. “So neither. But I really want to learn some Spanish! ‘En verdad la realidad no existe, y en realidad la verdad tampoco.’”
Lara guffawed. “Sounds like you know more than I do! What was that?”
“His new favorite quote,” Muireann supplied.
“Say it again?” she requested.
Tommy repeated his Gaelic-accented Spanish phrase, and Lara managed to translate it.
“In truth, reality doesn’t exist, and in reality, truth— I mean, neither does truth?”
“Aye, something like that, or so I was told.”
Lara glanced at me for an instant before turning back to him. “Interesting quote. You don’t believe in reality or truth?”
“A writer said it, not me!” Tommy deflected.
“Um, you said it, too,” Lara pointed out. “And it’s your new favorite, apparently.”
“Then ... don’t kill the messenger?” he offered.
“Do you then, or not?” she pressed, though Tommy probably couldn’t see the fire in her eyes. Then again, I couldn’t see if his eyes held any fire, given the shades he still wore.
Muireann and I both gave each other an amused look. Tommy was going to have to defend his random quote now.
He settled down and pursed his lips. “If you insist, then no, I don’t. My reality is pretty different from other people’s. How can that be? Because it’s all relative. That’s what I think. What about you? Do you believe in truth?”
Again Lara glanced at me ever so briefly. I remained stoic, lest Muireann start wondering why these furtive looks kept going between us.
“I do,” Lara said slowly, “but I also think it’s almost impossible to find.”
Tommy nodded. “Aye, lass, and that’s the same as not existing.”
Lara narrowed her eyes. “Maybe. But there’s a difference between being well-hidden and not existing at all.”
“How so?”
“If it doesn’t exist, you’ll never find it. But if it’s just hidden, then you might actually find it, someday. Even if it takes a long time.”
Jeez, Lara, where are you going with this? It’s only the second fricking day!
Tommy leaned in, ever looking indirectly at her. “If it’s hidden, how do you know it even exists?”
Lara stared at him for a bit. “I don’t know. I guess ... Hope.”
“I saw a lad, earlier, out on our walk. I think he lives in the woods up in the glen, past the swimming pool.”
“What are you talking about?” Lara asked.
“He lives there up the hill. Should we go look for him?”
“Whatever, you didn’t see anyone,” she dismissed.
“Maybe. How do you know? Because I can’t see?”
“No, because I know our woods, and no one lives up there.”
“Oh, he’s well hidden though. Just because you haven’t—”
“I know what you’re trying to say, but that’s not going to work.”
“You two should take Philosophy,” I joked.
“Don’t get Tommy started,” Muireann groaned. “When he’s not playing his guitar these days, he’s arguing about what is the truth.”
Hmm, sounds like me lately...
But Lara and Tommy completely ignored our aside as they sparred.
“I point out that you don’t know that there’s not a man living up there,” Tommy pressed.
“And that’s why I’m sitting here, and not tramping around on a wild goose chase. Any random thing could be anything. He could be living in Matt’s guitar case too!” she gestured.
“But then why do you have hope for other things you’ve never seen, and not the man?”
“I sure hope there’s not a man up there! As for other things—”
I got up and motioned to Muireann. She followed me into the darkroom.
“I think they might be at it for a while!” I said somewhat quietly.
“I should never have read him that story a few weeks ago!” she lamented.
“What story?”
“The Garden of Forks, or something.”
“Ha, that sounds like my mom’s cookbook!”
Muireann laughed lightly. “I would surely have preferred to read that. It was wile weird, and even on the plane he wouldn’t let me sleep with his constant chatter about it.”
I laughed. “Maybe he’s just excited that he found a bit of an audience, then. Anyway, I thought you might like to see the darkroom a little more, while they go at it.”
“Fantastic,” she said, giving me a relieved look. “So you really develop your own photos here?” she asked, running a hand over the enlarger.
“Yeah, I put this together a few months ago. Heather helped me. She also likes taking photos.”
“And what made you do this?”
I needed a safe place to develop nude shots...
“I got tired of using the school darkroom for twelve minutes at a time. Most of this stuff belonged to my d—”
I coughed abruptly.
Holy shit, Matt! And I’d been worried about Lara!
“Sorry, got—throat caught—”
“Do you need water?”
“No, I’m okay ... Anyway, yeah, my uncle had this stuff. He wasn’t using it anymore, so he let me have it. Building the table was what took the longest. Anyway, Tommy said you do some photography?”
“I don’t know if I can call it that. I have a basic little camera. Does that count?”
“Of course it counts!”
I felt a burst of relief, as my almost-slip had gone undetected.
“It’s a cheap wee thing, and I send off for the photos to be made, so I don’t know anything about what I see here.”
“Well, luckily I can tell you!”
I described the process of taking a roll of film from negative to print, all the while accompanied by Lara and Tommy’s ever more intense discussion of reality. Thankfully it never became a discussion of Truth, but I made a note to remind her again how easy it was to mess up.
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The morning Alana dropped me off, my reunion with Lara was delicious. We shared a long and happy hug. I’d made every effort while with Alana to do exactly one thing: be with my dear friend. But on returning, I let all that stored-up love for Lara emerge again, and I didn’t want to let go of her. Of course, we eventually had to peel apart. She was due at the shelter soon, so after greeting my moms and Frej, we resumed our morning walks that she’d kept up in my absence. As usual, we didn’t...
We entered August, the last full month of summer, of vacation, and of divine mountain warmth. I spent all my time at Clara’s; Lara increased her hours at the shelter since Chuck hired her more formally and started paying her for her computer work. Our tent became lived-in and undeniably welcoming the more we used it and adjusted our setup. With Frej’s help, we’d flown an oversized tarp above the area that gave us some dry space around the shelter in times of rain. It remained a heavenly...
Are you sure about this... ? Back down by the house, I found Frej in the garage. He was peering closely at a tangle of wires. “These new electronics...” he grumbled. “They are all so small and impossible to fix... ! Or maybe I need glasses.” I laughed as best I could with the tremors that seemed to be creeping into me from all sides. I haven’t been sure of anything lately... “Need a break?” I asked. He tossed the thing onto the worktable and grinned at me. “Yes, that is enough for...
We followed Heather down the pathway to the rocky intertidal expanse and picked our way toward the rowboat that sat patiently in the shallows. Between us, we silently pushed the craft into deeper waters, until it floated freely with enough clearance for the extra weight it would now carry. Heather held it steady as first Lara and then I got in. She joined us with a nimble leap. I studied the rowboat as I sat in the stern with Lara. Though clearly aged, it was sturdy and well-maintained. A...
Not even twenty-five hours into our new life, it became clear that our bodies were entirely unprepared for the relentless existence of sea-harvesting with Heather. When we awoke after that first night’s sleep, early morning’s glow was faint. What’s the rush? It was Heather who had roused us, and despite various attempts to roll over and slumber away the deep soreness that pervaded every cubic inch of my limbs, she would not allow it. I finally yawned, struggled to sit up, and gave her a look...
“Welcome to darkroom class,” I announced as Muireann followed me into the darkroom the following evening. She eyed me. “Are you going to lie on the bed again?” I grinned broadly. “I think I might, and let you do the work. Hands-on is the best way to learn, right?” “You’re going to give Tommy a run for the title of laziest boy.” “Am I winning yet?” Muireann just smirked and started blacking out the windows. “I have to admit something,” she said. “What’s that?” “I didn’t realize the...
When Melissa and I returned to the house after dropping off the order for the necklace, nothing much had changed. In the cabin I found Lara and Tommy at the table, intently studying a sheet of paper. They didn’t even glance at me as I closed the door. I could hear Muireann’s muffled fiddle playing from the darkroom, the sound of a slow Irish melody permeating the warmed air inside. “How’s it going?” I announced, taking off my coat. After scribbling something down, Lara turned to me, smiling...
I felt an arm grip my winter coat. “Matt ... I don’t know that we can do this!” “Of course you can. It’s not that hard.” “No, I’m worried about Tommy!” she whispered. “What if he falls? Or runs into someone?” I gave her gloved hand a pat. “He’ll be okay. It’s pretty soft, you know. Watch...” I let myself fall sideways like a cut tree, landing on my hip and shoulder. Muireann gave a little cry of surprise, but I just laughed it off. In another moment I was standing again. “You want to...
“We need to decide what song we’re going to audition with,” I announced, as the five of us settled into the cabin for some rehearsal. Colin looked at me. “Let’s vote then. What are the choices? We have a lot of songs that we know now. Some more than others.” “I’m thinking we should do an original,” I offered. “We have Four Days, Shell Game, Absinthe... And Please Don’t Stop, but since we played that one at the show last year, probably not a good idea.” “Don’t forget Gunkstomp!” Lara...
“What have we here?” Jane asked, coming to a stop in front of our half-dozen pictures. “Twins,” Muireann said. “Aha.” She examined our spread. “Did you do the project together?” “Aye, we tried something different.” I could hear the hope in Muireann’s voice, that this would be okay by our teacher. Jane pursed her lips. “Interesting approach.” “I know there’s only six photos, but we both did take six shots,” I explained. “There’s two exposures on each!” Jane gave me a small smile. “Yes,...
“Damn, I’ve missed you,” I whispered. She giggled. “Wow, I didn’t realize how much!” “Hey now! Hands above the waist!” Heather cuddled up closer to me on the couch as the hubbub carried on in the rest of the great room. After all the greetings and chats following our guests’ arrival, dinner was soon going to be ready. With Frej volunteering to help with what remained of meal preparations, we’d been told to go hang out. Not being one to deny my parents’ wishes, I didn’t think twice to drag...
I tried delaying our hike for a day. I really did. Although Heather’s ankle was sore after she removed the ski boots in the lodge, by the time we got home it was already feeling a little better. She could certainly get around, since it mostly hurt only when putting sideward pressure on it. Skiing was probably out for a few days, at least, but a walk through the woods was not worth postponing. Or so she said. I was of two minds. Twenty-four hours of extra rest would allow more time for her to...
The music store wasn’t too far from the jeweler’s shop, so Heather and I walked there. “I mean, I get it, now,” I said, still caught up in the surprising meaning of the Chinese symbol she now wore around her neck. “Oh, I think you got it a long time ago,” Heather said. “It’s just a word, Matt. It has no meaning on its own.” “I know, I know. It’s just ... most people would find it kind of...” “Weird,” she supplied. “You said it, not me,” I laughed. “It is what it is.” “Yeah ... Anyway,...
Three girls, three cameras... And me, tagging along, superfluous but certainly enjoying myself. I offered to be their model a few times, but they seemed to prefer photographing each other. And there was the teasing, of course. Endless. “Nice, Muireann!” Heather chirped. “You’ve learned a lot about photography, I can tell.” “She has a good eye,” Shannon agreed. “Matt has been teaching me.” “Which makes it all the more surprising!” Funny... But even there, I was given three cute grins,...
Admittedly, I was slightly apprehensive as we pulled into our clearing that evening after our day of skiing. Heather, alone with Tommy all day... The snow was falling heavily again through the headlight beams. Both Frej’s and the Martins’ cars were parked in the same positions they had been that morning, and they remained covered in several inches of snow. Oddly, there were no lights on in the main house. Maybe Muireann was rubbing off on me, because for a few seconds I had a panicked vision...
Mairead and Aongus left after lunch the next day, forced to end their vacation earlier than Frej and Heather due to the demands of the business they owned. I was indeed grateful for the Danishman’s generosity in allowing Heather to remain for another three days. The Martins’ departure left a rather obvious hole in our daily schedule. After dinner was cleared and we sat around the table, it suddenly seemed remarkably silent. The positive feedback loop between Tommy and Aongus had been...
I was grateful for the band. Heather’s departures were never a good thing for me, inevitably the start of a long slide down into wistful distance, but the fact that I could go from our final embrace to playing my guitar within fifteen minutes was at the very least a welcomed distraction. “So we need to start thinking about a set for the battle,” I said, once we’d played a few numbers to warm up and clear the farewell feelings as best we could. “We have six originals, so we’ll need another...
The week passed slowly and somewhat agonizingly, since Gwen couldn’t rehearse again until the following weekend, and the homework was being laid on thick. I was anxious to make as much progress as we could on the set, which we still hadn’t quite settled on. Certainly as the battle approached, I was imagining more and more how it might turn out, even though I knew that daydreaming about the glories of winning was a dangerous game. Things could turn out so many different ways, surely, but in...
If I hadn’t been sure that Tommy had Dr. Kendall in his back pocket, that was put to rest in study hall the following Tuesday. Carmen, Tommy, and I were walking along the outside of the school building, on our way to the fields as was our habit now, when the principal rounded the far corner and came toward us. “Uh oh,” Carmen said. “Caught.” “Principal alert,” I whispered, for Tommy’s benefit. The three of us laughed quietly, all of us wearing shades as was our other habit these days. “We...
Carmen was disappointed but seemed understanding when I called her to let her know that we didn’t have room for her after all. It was a bit strange to talk to her on the phone, something that I didn’t think I’d ever done before. Odd, considering we were together for a while. Then again, this fact was testament to how messed up that time had been for me. Saturday evening arrived, and it was not without some anxiety that we packed the gear into Colin and Shannon’s vehicles. While my moms...
“Hello?” “Oh hi, Mrs. Martin. How are you?” “Matt ... It’s me,” Heather said. I jerked in my chair. “What... ? No way! You said ‘Hello’!” “I guess I did.” This must be part of a joke... “Okay ... Where have you been? We were supposed to talk on Wednesday, remember?” “What day is it today?” Heather asked. I was quiet for a second. “It’s Friday? Seriously, is everything all right? You answered weird ... Well, you answered normally, which is weird for you. And you really don’t know what...
I was surprisingly alert when Tommy and I slipped into Frej’s car at a quarter of six, just as the light was starting to make itself known in the east. I let Tommy have the front so I could squeeze against Heather in the back. “Good morning, my love,” she whispered, and immediately I wondered if I was overdressed for the warmth she caused in me. Maybe forgetting all my clothes at home would be okay after all. Damn kissing ban, though... “Is your man coming with us today?” Tommy asked...
Lara responded so sweetly when I asked if she could entertain the twins, that I took her into a surprisingly hard hug. We were alone in my room, so I made no effort to hold back. “Easy there, bro,” she warned, even as she returned the tight embrace. “I’m so sorry about the underwater thing,” I breathed. “I still feel terrible about it.” “No sweat. I know you didn’t do it on purpose, because you hate doing laundry. And now you’re stuck doing it every day!” I laughed. “True. But it’s the...
It was strange to wake up. I was still on the couch, but Heather was gone, and I was horizontal and covered by a blanket. I could hear my moms and aunt chatting in the living room, since I was occupying their usual morning hangout spot. Then again, the sun was bright and the shadows on the porch floor were well past parallel to the wood beams, suggesting that my first meal of the day would be called ‘late lunch’ and certainly not ‘breakfast’. So, I really took their usual afternoon spot......
I think I’m half-Danish... It took me a moment, I’ll admit. It was perhaps like seeing someone on a distant hill make an odd movement, and only realizing a long second later that it was the head-on motion of an archer having released an arrow to fly forth from her bow. It took me a moment, yes, but then that five-word missile arrived, slamming into my heart with surgical precision. The world seemed to spin. I only knew one Danish person, and I knew him quite well. I struggled to hold her...
“Do you wish this never happened?” she asked quietly. I turned to look at Heather, her face illuminated by the fading twilight. Until now, Heather had not spoken in the half-hour or so since I’d silently confirmed her connection to Frej. I didn’t mind the quiet, because I had much to think about myself. The pier was strangely deserted, and we’d migrated to the gazebo to sit. “Why do you say that?” I asked. “Because it really puts a new light on everything.” “It does, it does,” I agreed....
I was just about to make a call when Lara poked her head into my room. “Back to the telephone life, huh?” she said, giving me a sympathetic look. “Yep. Hard times again.” “You could’ve been born a hundred years ago,” she observed, “and then you wouldn’t even have had the phone.” “If I’d been born a hundred years ago, I would’ve missed out on her completely. And on you too, sis ... But I’m glad for the phone either way.” Lara nodded thoughtfully. “True. Come up to the cabin when you’re...
On Monday, I was very relieved to get summoned to the principal’s office. Despite the amused looks I got from my classmates, I was feeling pretty high. Dr. Kendall had been silent since our meeting the previous week, a bit worrisome since the time before May wasn’t exactly abundant. But I trusted in his promise, and now it seemed we’d be shifting into gear. When I stepped into his office, another man was already sitting in one of the chairs. He looked vaguely familiar. I took the initiative...
“Sorry I stole your bed,” Lara said, giving me a sheepish grin as she wandered out of my room the next morning. I shrugged. “The couch is comfortable enough.” “I didn’t mean to fall asleep. We were working on lyrics, you know, and ... Yeah. Where is everyone?” “Colin’s not here yet, and Gwen came by a while ago but just grabbed Muireann and took off. And you and Tommy have been sleeping like logs.” “Where did Gwen take her?” “Beats me. She said they’d be back in a few...
“Hello?” Uh oh ... That’s not good... “I don’t like the sound of that,” I said. “The last time you answered ‘Hello’ was—” “Good evening, Matt,” Mairead interrupted. “Oh, hi, Mrs. Martin!” “Heather is not here,” she added, her voice quite amused. I would’ve laughed, except that I suddenly realized how close I’d just been to revealing Heather’s secret. Holy shit... ! Way too close. “I’m sorry about that just now,” I explained, my skin prickling. “Sometimes Heather, well ... She’ll...
The scene at Smith Park, when we pulled in around noon, was rather astonishing. The light scaffolds loomed over the stage, and for a long moment I stood by the car door in complete shock. We’re going to be playing on that... ! “Are you coming, lad?” Tommy asked, having already seized his guitar and equipment bag from the trunk. I snapped out of it and went to grab my own things. “Yeah. It’s just that ... it looks pretty damn neat, man.” He grinned. “I’m sure it does. Now let’s go set...
The post-concert went by in a rush. People came and went, to greet us, share their joy and emotions. The twins and Lara in particular were mobbed, which was fine with me. I’ve had just about as much excitement as I can take... After hugging the people closest to me, I slipped back up to the stage again, grateful for the banality of winding cables, collapsing mic stands, and the opportunity to help the sound and lighting crews get their work done just a little faster. They’d been amazing...
Away... From us... To say these words affected me would be a vast understatement. The massive upwelling that I’d seen a moment earlier in Heather’s eyes, that flood which would destroy everything around ... It suddenly burst out of the sea. Nothing prepared me for its impact. My throat constricted and suffocation beckoned, caressing me gently into blackening edges. “Why?” I tried to ask, but the sound was grotesque, a pitiful gurgle at best. “Shh, shhhh,” she consoled through tears,...
On the day that our connection was severed, I was roused by a warm hand caressing my face, the fingers leaving behind energetic currents. “Good morning, my love...” I opened my eyes all at once. The sun was just barely tinting the sky, and I was disoriented, wondering why the couch felt odd. It took me a moment to realize that I was down in the main house. Memories abruptly returned in a panicked rush. The night before, after partying for a while, the three of us had taken to Lara’s old bed...
The long work of pulling the concert together had fully caught up and crashed into me. That wasn’t the source of my problems, though, or I would’ve simply slept hard for a few days and been done with it. If I’d wanted to take a ‘sick’ day or two to stay home from school, no one would have batted an eyelid, for any of us. I wouldn’t have even had to fake a fever, holding the thermometer against a hot light bulb. I could just cash in on good karma. Instead, on Wednesday I’d found myself...
“So, how much of this will you tell Tommy?” It was the first thing Muireann had said in some time, having grown progressively more reticent as I revealed my secrets to her, one by one. There were many, so it had taken a long while. But they were out, now... All of them. “Tommy...” I murmured. “Yeah, I’m not sure.” “He’s very fond of Lara.” I sniffed. “I know that. You think he’ll be weirded out?” “I can’t say for sure. And what about her?” I frowned. “Lara? She knows all of this...
I was waiting for Muireann to emerge from the restroom before we headed to photography class, when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I figured she was playing the other-shoulder trick to get me to look the wrong way, but I was surprised to find Bruno there after all. “Oh, hey man ... What’s up?” I greeted. “We need to talk,” he said quietly, glancing anxiously down the hall. “Hm. Let me guess ... Pete?” “Yeah. Are you heading to class? I can walk with you.” “I am, but ... I need to wait for...
That evening, I was once again drained. Despite the temporary refueling that Muireann had gifted me in the pool after the terror of Pete’s episode, the subsequent rehearsal of Other Side had eventually sapped me. I could also tell that Muireann was almost as wiped as I was. The song was intense. It was a great relief when we both settled down into our beds in the main room of the cabin, her on the cot and me on the couch. “The downside of sleeping out here is that you can’t go to bed until...
Pete didn’t attend school the rest of the week. The two times I called over to his house, I hung up as soon as I heard his dad answer. Even Bruno said that he hadn’t been able to talk to him since the day he canned Skinner. I was feeling unsettled again, but I held on to the hope that whatever was in motion was happening out of sight. It was all I could do, besides barging over there again and trying to force another chat. In the meantime, I made sure that all my other irons were still in...