By All Accounts
By
Sissie Maid Cuckold
By all accounts Ted Jefferies was a normal American husband. He had a
great job as Technical Officer with Zanex Corporation, made good money
and had prestige in the company. He had worked for Zanex for more than 7
years and was well respected by everyone and recognized as a man who
could solve problems. His boss, Terrance Cummings placed high value on
Ted's abilities and looked for him to go on special missions and solve
unsolvable problems for the company.
Ted was married to his high school sweetheart Anna Brown a former
cheerleader and beauty by anyone's standards. And Anna was no dummy
herself being the office manager for a large retail company called BFT
Corporation where they specialized in distribution of all sorts of
household goods to major retailers around the country.
Neither of them had wanted to start a family just yet hoping to
concentrate on their individual careers. Both often worked long hours
and Ted of course traveled a great deal both in the US and overseas
primarily to London. Both enjoyed each other's company and whenever they
were together seemed to spend a lot of time in bed making up for time
apart.
Ted truly loved sex and could not wait to get his wife in bed at every
chance he got. Ted was a man who really liked women meaning not just for
sex as most men did but liked them for whom and what they were. He liked
their femininity more than most men and appreciated their little moves
and responses. Most men liked women as sex toys or maids and put up with
the rest of what came with them to get those two things. Some of Ted's
men friends made jokes about how nice it would be to have a remote
control like for a TV set to turn women off and on and mute them at the
push of a button when they did not like what they were hearing. Others
paid attention only to their tits and asses and felt the rest of the
body was only important to carry and tend to these two important
features!
But Ted was not like that and had never been. He found women fascinating
and interesting, a mystery to be explored and learned about. So much so
in fact that when he was a kid he would sneak into his sisters room and
explore. He looked at her dolls and tried o figure out how they could be
so alive to his sister Karen. He knew that to her they were not really
dolls at all but real living things that she valued and took care of as
if they were real infants or little girls! She would talk to them as if
they were real. He would pick one up and stare at it, turning it over
and even looking under its dress as if there was actually going to be
something very real under that that he might see.
He would hold it in his arms like his sister did and rock it and even
talk to it but he could never get whatever his sister got out of doing
that. The doll did not come to life for him so he would shrug, raise an
eyebrow and return the doll to where he got it from and move on to the
next item. The next item was often her diary. It was hidden well but in
his many explorations of her bedroom he came across it in a box in a
drawer with clothes over it. He had read it many, many times and so
would turn to the latest pages since she had last written in it to
start.
She talked about many things in her diary, her friends, school, boys she
liked or didn't like her parents and even him sometimes. He always got
nervous when he saw she had written something about him because
sometimes it was not very nice and he knew he could not confront her
without revealing the source which would be disastrous. This was
probably where and when Ted learned to conceal things though he was
certainly not aware of it at the time.
Sometimes the diary would contain juicy stuff and other times boring!!!
When he finished with the reading he would always put it back exactly as
he found it. As time went on his sister matured and so did he and so did
her clothing. As her things got more and more sexy he developed a
fascination with her clothing mostly out of curiosity, after all a young
boy just wasn't privy to girls intimate things and being able to look at
them was akin to finding a pirates treasure. Her intimates got a lot
more interesting as time went by. Ted was very shy around girls in
general and his adventures in Karen's bedroom were his way of dealing
with his shyness. At first he just looked at her things inside and out
and then he started to notice he got erections when he touched them and
eventually all he had to do was anticipate touching them and he got
erections.
Ted was now getting an erection as soon as he decided to explore in his
sisters room. And while he was not conscious of it he was no longer
stopping to analyze the dolls or to read the diary, he was going
straight to her dresser drawers and getting out her panties followed by
her bras. Somewhere along the line Ted pulled out his little dick and
rubbed the panties on it experiencing an instant climax. It shocked him
the first time as well as embarrassed him and he quickly put her things
back ,ran got a washcloth and cleaned up the mess and left her room.
This was a traumatic event that Ted did not fully understand and one
that while extremely pleasurable scared him. It was several weeks before
Ted was drawn back to his sister's room but drawn he was as if on a tow
rope! He lied to himself telling himself he was in control and was just
checking things out. He was no more in control than a man falling out of
an airplane without a parachute!
He went to the dolls but quickly put it down then went to the diary but
read only a few sentences and then to the drawer. This time he took out
the bra first trying desperately to ignore the panties that had owned
him last time. He looked over the bra, red the tag, placed it to his
face to see if he could detect any scent from her breasts thinking
foolishly that they would linger after being washed and dried and then
casually almost nonchalantly opened the panty drawer just a little bit
as if they might actually jump out and attack his rock hard penis that
was becoming impossible for him to ignore.
Right on top was pair of pink panties that he had not seen before, they
caught his attention making him lift them and open them and examine
them. They were bikini style, the kind his sister always wore and they
had white lace and a tiny feminine red bow on either side. He reached
down and dropped his pants, lowered his underwear as if he was
hypnotized and being remotely operated. He watched himself lower the
panties to the throbbing dick and rub it. Suddenly he convinced himself
he had control and stopped rubbing and wrapped them over the end and
pulled them tight against his dick. At that moment his dick was encased
in the silken panties and whether he realized it or not the appearance
and feel had permeated his little male brain with an everlasting
sensation mentally and physically that would change his life forever.
He started to jack off and soon shot his load but there was a problem,
he had shot his load into his sister's panties! What the hell was he
going to do now? His sexual time clock had just been reset with a pair
of cum soaked panties warped around his dick. And not just any panties,
the prettiest pair his sister owned and not just the prettiest pair she
owned but the newest pair she owned! What was he going to do? It felt so
good he could not ignore it but he also knew he had a big problem. One
thing was for sure the effect caused him to know deep inside he had to
make sure he was not caught and that he could not waste these panties.
He could not possibly throw them away, that would be to dishonor the
prettiest pair of panties he had ever seen, but he could not put them in
the laundry either where his mother would surely find them.
He had to find a hiding place! And that he did, in the garage attic. No
one went up there, it was perfect. He forgot about things for the next
four days but then he felt an urge. He retrieved the panties and put
them on this time, fully on. That was all he was wearing was the panties
and parading about the house enjoying the feel than no men's wear can
ever provide. He went to his sister's room and opened her bra drawer and
decided to try and put one on. He placed the straps over his shoulders
and tried to fasten it behind him. He had seen that done in a movie once
so knew exactly how a woman did such things. He knew it was important at
the time so filed it away in his "very important" file. But how the hell
did they do that? His arms did not seem to bend the way the woman in the
movies did. He tried and tried even throwing himself on the bed in an
effort to make his arms bend so he could fasten the bra clasp. Girls
were so mysterious, how did they do these things, it was like they had a
magic, he thought?
In the process his hard on began to wane as he concentrated on hooking
the bra. Finally he thought about fastening it and then turning it
behind him which he tried and it worked. He was pretty proud of himself
and got his arms through the straps and looked at himself in the mirror.
It looked neat he thought but then he noticed the bra cups were not
puffing out like on a real girl. He contemplated that issue for only a
few seconds before arriving at a solution. The solution, he knew was to
stuff them with some panties! This he quickly did and liked it but there
was still a bit of a problem. He could see the panties stuffed in the
bra and while he liked the cups being filled the panties showing around
the edge took away the idea that they were filled with real tits.
Ted went to Karen's closet and looked for something to cover his bra. He
found a slip. He had always liked seeing a girl in a slip, also from the
movies, so he thought that may be the answer. As he put the slip on it
caused a shiver to pulse through his body. It felt so wonderful it was
like magic. He quickly went to the full length mirror that every girl
must have in her bedroom and looked at himself. WOW! It looked so cool!
What about a dress? He moved back to the closet and looking for the
exact dress he wanted to try on, a pretty yellow one very girly as if
all dresses were not girly, but this one seemed especially girly to him.
He had some trouble getting it on then there was the buttons, they were
on the back! How the hell was he supposed to button them? This was a
mystery because he could not simply button them in the front and then
turn the dress like he had the bra that would not work. He tried to
button some of them and then put it on and button the rest. This worked
but it was a very tight fit.
Oh MY was his only thought when he looked in the mirror. Shoes! He
needed to put on some shoes. He knew that girls were fashion minded so
he looked for a yellow pair and he found them and put them on, they were
very tight even though his sister was older and taller than he her feet
were not as big as his. No he was feeling like a girl and walked funny,
not like a boy but not quite like a girl either. But in his mind it was
a girl's walk. He went to the mirror and looked at himself. He loved it;
it felt so cool and looked so nice, it was like a wild adventure. But
now his dick was betraying him the feel of the panties against it and
the slip against his legs was taking control. He brushed the front of
his dress and oh wow his dick needed all his undivided attention so he
began to rub it through the dress, the slip and the panties. OH MY GOD
did it feel good!!! As he got close he suddenly realized he could not
cum on his sister's slip and dress there was no way to hide that, she
would miss those things for sure. So he suddenly flipped up the dress
and the slip and furiously rubbed his panty covered dick to a mind
blowing climax.
He lay there for a few seconds relaxing and still benefiting from the
wonderful experience then it happened, his sexual clock rest and now he
panicked. What was he doing? He had to get out of these things and right
now. Unfortunately for Ted he had not yet learned that when you are
sexually wound up you can do things that you can't do when you're not.
His arms were even less flexible then before and he could not get the
dress unbuttoned. Finally he got the top one and then the second one
from the top but that was as far as he could get! Panic set even more as
he saw the clock and knew his sister would be getting home soon. He
threw himself on the bed, the floor, bent over the chair trying
everything and finally he got button three. It was still not enough to
get it off but he could raise it and he did and got button four then
five and then six and got it off over his head. He hurried and put the
dress and the slip and the shoes back in her closet and ran to his room
just in time to hear the front door open and his sister come in. That
was when he realized he was still wearing the panties and the bra. He
could not return the bra now so it too went into the hiding place.
Over the next few months Ted experimented every chance he got. Even
putting on makeup and one night when no one was home going outside and
walking around the block. He had become a cross dresser and was pretty
good at it. He managed to add to his collection from various sources and
had enough things to make two full outfits. But when he went off to
college he had to put all of that behind him.
It was not until he was spending a lot of time in London that the urge
presented itself again. He was bored and just walking the streets one
Friday night when he came across a transformation shop specializing in
making men over to women. He shook it off but the idea got to him and
the next day he went back and walked into the shop already embarrassed.
A very friendly woman of about 35 named Clair greeted him and welcomed
him in. Obviously she was used to dealing with shy embarrassed men and
began to relax him right away.
"Hi my name is Clair and I bet you're just curious about what we do here
and would like to see."
"Well yes that's it I am curious and just wondered that's all," he
managed to sputter out.
"Oh well that's very common, we have that happen all the time. Well you
see what we do is makeover boys to make them look like girls so they can
see what their feminine side would look like you know if they really
were a girl. It's just some fun and it can be very interesting to do you
know, just as a for a fun thing to do."
"Yes I could see where that could be fun to try once I guess. Ahh what
does it cost to do that?"
"Oh for you the first time I would do it for 12 pounds. Just so you
could try it."
"Really? I mean, oh really that cheep huh. But you said the first time
what's...?"
"Well a lot of the guys we do this for enjoy it a lot and make it a
regular event. Not that you would or anything but you'd be surprised at
how nice it feels and how relaxing it can be to escape who you are for a
while."
"Oh Ok, Ya well I don't think I would want to go that far."
"Oh probably not but you do want to at least try it just to see what
your look like don't you? It's really fun and I have time right now if
you're not afraid to try it."
"Afraid, no I'm not afraid it's just that..."
"Oh come on your cute and I like you and I'm rather bored at the moment
wont you try it, no one will ever know but you and me besides it may
turn into something more?"
Ted smiled back, this woman was hitting on him, he was flattered and
like most flattered men gave into what she wanted forgetting about what
made sense to him. She took him in the back to a dressing room that
screamed femininity.
"Have you ever worn girl's clothes before Ted?"
"Ah no ah why would you think that?" As he turned bright red.
"I wasn't suggesting you did I was just asking, you know that most men
have don't you?"
"No I didn't know that, really...is that true?"
"Well sure it's true I don't make up lies. Women's things are very
mysterious to men and they like the looks and feel. Why do you think
they make girls clothes to look as they do, to attract men so why is it
so strange that men like girls clothes?"
"I guess that makes sense, I do like the way girls things look and
well...I guess I did try on some of my sisters things a long time ago but
I forgot about that until you said something."
"Well that very understandable. Well let's pick some things out for you
to wear, what do you see here that you like?"
Ted turned bright red again and said, "Oh I don't know why don't you
just decide you know more about it than I do."
Clair dealt with cross dressers and sissies every day so she looked for
signs of submission and this was one of them. She liked to be in charge
and so quickly took the lead.
"Ok I will be happy to. Let's see..."
Clair went for pink under things with lots of lace and ruffles. Too
feminine for any real woman to wear but perfect for the fantasy mind of
a prissy male who has the secret or not so secret desire to be totally
feminized and act as a submissive female. A female image created in his
own mind as to how a female was supposed to look and act rather than one
based upon reality. She knew these things and how to captivate and take
control of such a male and she also knew that Ted was just such a male.
Ted became excited at the prospect but was very nervous as well. Clair
was skillful and had him change while she left the room only to be
nearby in case he needed help. In fact she had a hidden camera that
allowed her to observe the client to see how experienced they were also
to record their moves for whatever purpose she may need later. She saw
how easily and quickly he put a bra on telling her he had a lot more
experience than he pretended. He also knew how to deal with buttons on
the back, something no male could possibly know unless they had worn and
put a dress or blouse on by themselves and more specifically a button
down the back dress. Yes just as she had suspected and hoped, he was a
dyed in the wool cross dresser. She smiled to herself asking him how he
was doing.
"Oh just fine I will be out in a minute."
When he came out she smiled a surprised you look pretty kind of smile
and had him stand while she walked around him examining him.
"Your pretty smart for a guy, most guys aren't smart enough to figure
out some of these things you are wearing and how to get them on."
"Oh well, I watch and learn."
"I see that, I like that in a guy."
"Thank you," he said submissively.
"Ok well right off now that I see you I want to make a few minor changes
to bring out a more feminine look. So first let's get your dress back
off just for a minute."
Clair helped him take off his dress and then his slip. She noticed his
dick running up the front of his panties and mentioned it which made Ted
turn all red again. She explained that real women did not have such
bulges and that it was important for the look to have a smooth front and
she would show him how to do it. Well like all sissies in drag the drag
makes them more submissive and more obedient so he allowed her to
continue. She showed him how to twist and tuck his penis pulling his
panties back up snugly and having him see the difference, he like all
sissies, loved the more feminine look.
"Now you will get used to doing this and the feeling very fast. You can
practice at home so you're good at it for when you come back."
He wasn't planning to come back was he? After all this was just a
onetime thing wasn't it he thought.
"I REALLY love the way the panties fit you Ted, they look so sexy. Ok
let's have you put on a body briefer. It will give you better hips and
butt and narrow your waist just a little bit."
Clair helped Ted put it on touching him here and there as she did making
him succumb to her feminine powers even more. He was getting a dry mouth
and his breathing was not exactly normal. This was neat stuff to him and
he liked it a lot.
She then decided he needed nylons on. Ted had never experienced the feel
of nylons. He had worn and ruined a pair of his sister's pantyhose but
never real nylons. The feeling was super.
"You know Ted if I was you I would shave my legs. You would be amazed at
how nice these feel over shaved legs. You know really you might want to
consider shaving your entire body, all of these things feel much better
over a smooth body and most men do shave their body hair today anyway."
"They do?"
"Oh yes hairy body's went out of style years ago but men keep these
things secret to get a jump on their buddies. That's how they get more
women and they don't want to share, yes your just not in if you have
hair on your body. So before you come back next time Ted shave your body
and practice tucking ok?"
"Ok, I will," Ted said without realizing he had just committed to
something.
"Good I already can't wait, you're so hot it's going to drive me crazy
until you come back," and she reached over and kissed him while rubbing
his bottom. Ted was so hooked he didn't have a clue. Next she put his
slip on and dress and heels and then a wig. She sat him down at a makeup
table and did his face and his nails. Finally when she was all done and
he looked perfectly feminine she walked him to a full mirror for his
review. His eyes nearly popped out of his head, he was so amazed at how
he looked. This is what he had tried to accomplish when he was at home
but lacked the talent and resources to achieve it but now Oh WOW!
"So what do you think? If you were born a girl would you have looked
Ok?"
"Oh wow yes I think so what do you think Clair?"
"Well first its Miss Clair young lady and second I think you make a much
better girl than you do a boy I am sorry to say."
"Really, you do? Why do you say that?"
"Ok I will be honest with you. Some guys should have been born girls.
It's not their fault and it's a mean trick to play on most of them. And
it's just obvious to me you would make a much better girl than a boy.
You have that natural knack that girls do like putting on a bra or a
button down the back dress and just look how beautiful you are, you're
amazing as a girl and just...well...so...so as a guy you know what I mean?"
"Well sort of but what did you mean by most of them, a mean trick on
most of them?"
"Some can be saved they can learn to spend some time as a girl not just
dressed as a girl but living as a girl."
"Oh really, that's interesting...not that I would want to but how do you
do that?"
"I help them. I teach them girl things, you know all those magical
things that girls do and know about that boys don't? Then I help them do
actually girl things in real life in a safe nurturing environment."
"But I mean what do they do that are girl things?"
"I take them to my flat and teach them how to be maids; we go out
shopping as two girls things like that."
Teds mouth was so dry it seemed as if sand would soon start coming out
it. His voice got shaky and quiet and slow.
"Do you think that would be good for me?" he said as if in a trance.
She moved close to his ear and nibbled on it and said, "Yes Ted I do I
think it would be very good for both of us. But you would have to be a
good student and do exactly what I say. I know what needs to be done to
help you Ted and you don't so you'd have to trust me and obey me, are
you willing to do that Ted?"
"Yes...yes...I do...I will."
"Ok good girl, now it's time for you to go and I want you to wear these
things back to your flat so you have them. No one will recognize you and
it will be fun to pretend as you walk back wont it Ted?"
"Yes but I ca..."
Clair put her hand over his ruby red lipstick covered lips and said,
"you have been out in public before dressed like a girl haven't you
Ted?"
"Well yes but that..."
"And you still think about it don't you?"
"Yes but..."
"And it was one of the most fun things you ever did when you were
practicing to try to be a girl wasn't it?"
"Yes but it was scary and..."
"Did you look anywhere as pretty as you do now?"
"No."
"And did you have someone like me that was an expert to help and advise
you?"
"No."
"And do you want my attention and help?"
"Yes but..."
"Then you're going to do exactly as I say or I won't ever see you
again."
"Yes."
"Yes what? How are you supposed to address me?"
"Yes Ms. Clair."
"Very good now you may leave and take your time walking, girls don't
take boy steps and we will work on that next time but now you must go
home and take special care of these clothes. You will be paying me for
them."
Ted left as told leaving his male things behind including his keys and
wallet. Clair knew it but so much the better, he would have to return to
get them forcing him a second and then a third walk. All designed to
humiliate and captivate his feminine submission. Ted left in a daze, his
dick was being caressed by the silken panties, his legs by the nylons
and by the slip. The air under his skirt was addictive and also took
attention away from what he was actually doing...going out in broad
daylight on the streets of London in full drag!
His heart rate was elevated...a lot! His breathing was erratic and shallow
and he thought a few times this may cause him to faint, oh that would
not due! He could not be taken to a hospital in a foreign land wearing
women's things now could he? He had to get things under control, he had
to do what he was told he thought and everything would be Ok. After all
hadn't Ms. Clair told him this was what he needed and that it was good
for him and that she knew what she was doing and all he had to do was
obey. He was obeying her and trying to walk like a girl. But just as he
had tried before he was not walking like a girl but some weird walk.
The streets of London were just like those of any other large and busy
city though this was a Saturday and the streets had a lot more home
bodies on them than business types typical during the week. They were in
a slower mode than what one would find Monday through Friday but none
the less occupied in their own personal lives and not paying much
attention to what or who was about them. It was nine blocks to where
Ted had a hotel room and by the time he had covered 3 of those blocks
his heart rate and respiration had slowed considerably then it happened.
Some guy let out a wolf whistle and Ted snapped around to see who.
Something any respectable real girl would have outwardly ignored and
inwardly thrilled at!
He knew it was a mistake as soon as he looked. The guy smiled at him and
tipped his hat which brought the heart and respiration rate back up into
over drive immediately. Ted was scared and tried to concentrate on
getting down the block and fortunately for him the guy did not pursue. A
few more blocks and things returned to normal heart and respiration wise
and soon he was outside his hotel. He entered with some relief that he
had made it and got in the elevator to the fifth floor and it was then
that he realized he had no key. He simply could not go to the desk and
ask for one, he knew he could not fake his voice. Heart and respiration
back into over drive. As soon as he reached his floor he hit the lobby
button and went back down not even exiting the elevator. He quickly
exited the Hotel and gave a sigh of relieve that he was not recognized
inside not that he would have been but Ted was experiencing a lot of new
sensations at the moment and many of them made no sense, no sense at
all.
As he approached the block before where the guy whistled at him he
stopped and panicked. "What if he approaches me this time?" He thought
about it and decided to detour. This would add 3 more blocks of travel
exposing him even more but he just had to do it.
Clair knew he would be back for the keys and she did not want him to
have a chance to change his mind and ask for or even demand his male
clothes so she put his keys in an envelope and wrote, "here's your keys
sweetie, hope your enjoying your walks, see you tomorrow had to run out,
don't know when I'll be back" and taped them to the outside of her door.
So when Ted reached her business his hopes were destroyed in an instant.
He had fully intended to change back into his male clothes. Now he had
to make the trek once again and his feet were starting to hurt. Clair
had not put him in flats or even low heels no she put him in 4" heels
and now that was becoming an issue. His feet were cramping making him
walk at a much slower pace. He held the keys in his hand and reflected
on his situation. He was simply going to have to try to look even more
feminine now that his exposure time was increased. He tried to see how
other girls were walking and acting and started to mimic them on his now
12 block walk back home.
He managed to keep his elbows in close and sway his hips slightly more
realistic. He was really starting to get into it even with his feet
hurting when suddenly a lady bumped into him. He had been looking down
to avoid eye contact and she was looking over her shoulder and POW! He
nearly fell but didn't. She apologized and he just smiled and nodded his
head back at her but it drew attention from everyone around him and they
all looked. This made his heart and respiration rate climb again but
within two blocks it was back to normal and Ted was beginning to accept
his fate. This time he entered the hotel without near the interpolation
as he did the first time and got in the elevator. Just before the door
closed a large Black man entered and went to push the button but he to
was going to the fifth floor. When he saw it was already activated he
turned to Ted and smiled and said, "Good day madam I see we are on the
same floor, maybe we can get to know each other better."
Teds heart nearly jumped though his mouth and it had already dropped
open far enough to allow just an event. His eyes flared and he shook his
head NO. The Black gentlemen was surprised at the reaction and thought
it strange that such a response would come from his suggestion. Ted knew
the reputation Black men had for wanting white women and he could only
imagine this man trying to kiss him and then do other things to scary to
imagine.
When they reached the fifth floor the Black gentlemen stood aside to let
the lady out first and then lingered to watch her walk the hall and
choose her room. "Room 505" noted the Black men and then went to his.
Ted entered his room and nearly fainted from the encounter. Strangely he
did not immediately take off his things though. Instead he went to the
only mirror in the room the one in the bathroom and inspected his
appearance. It was still very pretty he thought and so he went back to
the small living area and decided to practice sitting. He brushed his
skirt under him sat and tried to cross his legs at his knees but had
difficulty in doing that. He finally forced them to cross but it was
pretty uncomfortable so did not keep them that way long. He then started
to think about what had happened and felt his dick twanging in the
panties. He leaned over, reached behind and felt his penis head poking
out behind his legs and began to rub. Oh how wonderful it felt and as he
rubbed he considered his day. It was so exciting and scary and he rubbed
faster and faster until he shot his load in his panties. Within seconds
he felt his sexual clock reset and this time it made him angry. He did
not want to lose the feelings; he wanted it to stay as it was. Soon he
became very uncomfortable. The clothes were restricting him, his dick as
hurting his feet were killing him and he went to his bedroom and
undressed. He realized he had make up and nail polish on so he went to
the bathroom and washed it off. Well sort of. He could not seem to get
all of the mascara and eye liner off. His eyes still had a darker line
under them and the eye lashes looked darker and longer than before. The
nail polish was an entirely different story. He could get that off with
soap or shampoo. What the hell was he going to do? Going out in public
in bright red nail polish was a trip into disaster.
Well he thought he could wait till tomorrow re-dress and walk back to
Ms. Clair's and get it taken care of...wait a minute he didn't have any
makeup and he had washed that off. There was no way he could pass as a
girl without makeup. He was screwed. He jacked off four more times
before the next day and once again in the morning. This was just simply
the most sexually charged situation he had ever been in.
He decided to wear the panties and bra under some male clothes and keep
his hands in his pockets as he walked back to Ms. Clair's. The walk went
well and he arrived at 10:00 AM sharp. Ms. Clair was pleased to see him
and asked him to tell her about his walk home. He did and she loved it.
Of course all of it was being recorded. She pressed him for his true
feelings and if she didn't like what he had to say she would tell him to
try again and tell her how it really was. Ted learned to exaggerate bit
to please her. But the fact was he had enjoyed it and was now ready for
more.
She understood this and took him to the dressing room but this time
stayed with him. She was very pleased to see that he had decided to wear
the panties and bra and complemented him for doing so. She soon had him
fully dressed and made up. She coached him on walking but saw he was
going to need a lot of practice and then coached him on speaking. That
too was a long ways from being good. They sat and talked like two girls
for a bit which Ted thoroughly enjoyed and then Ms. Clair said, "Ok
let's go."
"Go where?" came Ted's surprised reply.
"Well we don't want a repeat of what happened yesterday do we?"
"No but..."
"There are NO BUTTS, I told you we would go out shopping and that's what
we're going to do, we'll get you some things so you're not stuck between
a rock and a hard place again, don't worry I won't let anything happen
to you sweetie."
Clair led him out the door and they walked for many blocks ultimately
coming to a ladies accessories shop. They went in and Clair selected a
purse for Ted. It was pretty feminine pink one, not a shoulder bag and
not a clutch but one he would have to carry by the strap in his hand.
She had placed his wallet in her purse and now took it out and opened it
up and handed him the credit card and told him to pick out a ladies
wallet. Ted picket out a plain brown one but when he looked at her she
shook her head. Next he selected a white one but she shook her head
again. Final he found a pink one and she nodded her approval. She told
Ted to pay for them. Ted panicked and turned red. Clair told him to
settle down and do what she said or she would walk out and leave him
there by himself. Scared as could be he did as told and when they were
outside breathed a sigh of relief.
"See Ted no one knows they all think you are just another beautiful girl
which you are by the way."
The two walked down the street with Ted feeling a lot more confident.
The confidence came from more time in skirts in public as well as having
Ms. Clair there to protect him. When they came to a department store
Clair led them in and to the makeup counter.
"Hi Liz,"
"Hi Clair, who's this with you?"
"Don't you think she's pretty?"
"Yes very, some of your work?"
"Yes but this one's sort of special. I think she has great potential."
Ted was not getting the conversation right off but it was slowly making
sense to him. This must be where she brings her trainees and this lady
knows the score. His heart rate was climbing as he was afraid of what
was going to happen.
"His name is Ted and he's a real sissy let me tell you. He has agreed to
go through my sissy maid training and we're starting tomorrow. But right
now he needs all his makeup and nail things."
"Who's paying?'
"He is?
"Ok good. Come here Teddy boy and sit down and let's see what you need.
You really need to do something about that name Clair, I mean come on
Ted for a such a pretty girl," they both giggled.
Liz was the top sales girl in that department and a lot of her sales
depended upon the transformation clients that Clair brought to her so
she paid special attention to the sissies and their needs. She treated
them with respect, being positive and being complementary as well as
educating them in ways to make things easy for them so they would work.
After all makeup to a sissy was as captivating as the feminine clothes
were. The scent, the feel, the appearance all affected the male psyche
together. When they left the store Ted had dropped nearly $300.00 and
his purse was full of girl things from nail polish to makeup to
removers.
But most importantly the thing he feared the most, being rejected by
women, was no longer as big a fear. There was his wife of course but
that was a different matter, she was not, well, like a woman per say,
she was his wife and therefore different. He knew he could NEVER tell
her because she would most certainly divorce him and who knows what. But
here in London the girls were accepting him, they thought he was pretty,
they wanted to help him adjust to being a girl and learn girl stuff, way
to cool for him to think about anything else.
They walked back to Clair's place at a very leisurely pace talking, well
mostly Clair talking and Ted when he knew no one could hear him. He felt
comfortable but excited. But mostly enjoyed being treated like a girl
and let into girl circles where he could finally learn the feminine
mysteries that had avoided him for so many years. His confidence grew to
the point that he could and did confide in Clair. Telling her about his
younger years to which she just smiled and said "I know sweetie, I knew
you wanted to learn about being a girl and had tried it, I can tell, you
know. But don't worry sweetie, were going to help you with all of that,
I promise."
"So you don't think I am too weird, Ms. Clair?"
"Not at all sweetie, you're just a normal guy. You know about 80% of all
guys have tried on girl's things at one time or another."
"Really...what about the other 20%?"
"Well there the real men, they do and think and act only manly."
"So that means I'm not a real man?" Ted said it with regret and
question. But Clair knew she had to humble him and put him in his place
or soon he would satisfy his sissy urges and then be hard to control
until the mood hit him again.
"Well what do you think Ted, I mean look at you. Do you look or feel
like a real man?"
"No I guess not I mean not right now anyway."
"Look sweetie, the real test of a real man is a man who thinks, acts,
looks like and does like a man. Since you were a boy you have known that
you were, well not a real man, but a sissy, a boy who should have been
born a girl. I bet you have always admired women and liked them for
their ideas, looks, clothes and things they did right?"
"Yes, I always did."
"Well, see you have it right there."
"What do you mean Ms. Clair?"
"Real men don't think that way about women, they think of us as sex
objects, they want our clothes off, they don't want to know what we
think they simply tolerate what we think to get what they want which is
sex or a meal."
"But that's not fair to women!"
"No its not and that's why you're so special sweetie. You appreciate
women and we appreciate you. Did you notice how nice Liz was to you? She
liked you right off, she could see you were the best kind of male the
sissy kind and she liked you. She will always be your friend because she
knows you appreciate women, what we do, how we are and you don't just
want to use us."
"So does that mean you don't like real men?"
"No it does not mean that. I'm a real women and I need a real man now
and then. We use them too. We use them for sex or more specifically for
their hard cocks," she laughed. "What it means sweetie is that I would
want a sissy boy like you to be around me ALL the time and real man for
a few hours a few nights a week and then get away from him before he
uses or tries to control me, that's what real men do. But like I said,
they are good for one thing, well maybe too, it can be fun to spend an
evening with one and watch him try to impress, have a good meal and a
movie or a dance at his expense."
"Wow I never knew women thought that way. It's so interesting being...
well...a girl. I mean a pretend one but you know what I mean, don't you."
"Of course I do and it's just as much fun for me to teach you to be a
girl too. We girls like to help each other out you know, look out for
each other and share things, guys don't do that."
"No they don't, I can't tell you how grateful I am that I met you Ms.
Clair."
"Well the feeling is mutual but we need to discuss a new name for you,
Liz was right, you're certainly not a Ted well at least in a dress
you're not! Is there a feminine name you like?"
"I like yours Ms. Clair!"
"Well I don't think it would work to name you Clair, silly. We need a
very feminine name for you, sissy boys need especially prissy girls
names. How about Lexie?"
"Lexie...I guess."
Ok Lexie it is, Ted is gone and Lexie is here! Let's add Elizabeth so it
will be Lexie Elizabeth Jefferies, we can go down to the registrar's
office tomorrow and have it legally changed!"
Lexie came to an abrupt halt and his jaw dropped open.
Clair saw it and laughed, "Just kidding silly...we can wait a week or two!
No I'm just teasing you; your new name will be just between us and Liz
of course and maybe a few other ladies that you meet."
Ted noticed the "other ladies" Clair mentioned. It excited him a bit,
being discovered so to speak by women who accepted him was exciting and
fun, maybe there would be more. When they got back to Clair's she told
him she wanted to teach him how to curtsey. She said, "Not many real
women do it much anymore but a sissy must learn to do it for sure."
"When will I use it Ms. Clair?"
"You will curtsey to me and any other lady you meet, when you greet us,
after being given orders and when you leave. It's the proper way for a
sissy to show respect to a woman. It also symbolizes the sissy is
inferior to a real woman which is important for you to learn and
remember. You must always remember you place is to serve women and their
guests and a curtsey is a show of your knowledge and acceptance of that
place."
"Oh Ok then I must learn it, I want to always show proper respect Ms.
Clair. And I know that women are superior to me and I have so much to
learn I hope I can learn it all Ms. Clair," Lexie said with sincerity in
his voice.
Clair liked that, she liked that a lot. Some sissies were much better
students than others and Lexie was going to be a great one she felt. She
showed Lexie how to curtsey and had him practice until he had it down
pat. She clapped when he was done which was sort of silly but it was
designed to make Lexie feel good about his curtsey lessons and it did.
She told him to practice every chance he got that a curtsey was a work
of art and the only way it could be executed properly and perfectly was
through practice. She suggested he might wish to say, "Yes Ms. Clair" or
"By your leave Ms. Clair" as he did it. He liked that.
Then she told him that he needed to pay for the things she had given him
including the clothes he had on. He gave her his credit card and she ran
it. Clair doubled the price on the clothes but since she got them at a
discount it did not raise the retail price much. She did have to make a
living after all.
She told him it was time for him to leave but to take a nice bubble bath
and shave his body and to get cleaned up for work in the morning and to
be back at her place right after work was done and she would begin his
domestic training. She told him he was really going to love that because
it was what real girls were all about. He was again sent home is a
dress, make up and heels. As he was about to leave he turned to her and
with eyes down cast executed a perfect curtsey saying, "By your leave
Ms. Clair." She gave him a huge smile and said, Excellent Lexie
Elisabeth, I can't wait to train you as my personal sissy maid now get
before I don't let you go!"
Lexie was so pleased with himself that he had a huge smile on his face.
He felt that he had really pleased her and what more could a sissy want
or for that matter a male want? But this was so special, no sex, no
desire to have sex with her, just the satisfaction of pleasing her
pleased him. He made it home without realizing he even walked the nine
blocks. He got all the way to his room and that same Black guy came out
of his own room just before Lexie got to hers. He called out to her and
said hello again. Lexie looked at him and just smiled and gave a little
wave and went into her room. She was walking on air and really did not
want to take the clothes off. But she rembered what Ms. Clair had told
her. Still she waited until 9:00 PM to get undressed, take a bubble bath
and shave.
She put on her men's pajamas and they felt horrid! She took them back
off and put her panties, bra and slip on wearing them to bed thinking
she would just have to ask Ms. Clair for a night gown. Like every other
sissy in the world she had experienced the feel of women's things and
once felt a sissy could never forget how nice that feeling was. Oh he
may have to wear men's things but given a choice it would be feminine
thing's for sure, they just felt that good on a body. He had noticed
that Ms. Clair was right about them feeling even better on a cleanly
shaved body.
The next morning he wore the panties, bra and nylons under his work
clothes. He loved how they felt and even the adventure associated with
them as he worked. He noticed what every woman was wearing that day and
the nicely dressed ones stood out because he not only noticed them but
imagined hself in their outfits. He could not wait until he was done
calling on clients so he could get to Clair's.
He knocked went into her studio and she greeted him with a not so happy
look. It scared him and he asked, "What's wrong Ms. Clair, did I do
something wrong?"
"No sweetie, I just forgot how bad you look in men's clothes and without
makeup on, let's get you changed right away ok?"
Suddenly Ted felt discomfort dressed as Ted. He didn't like the way it
made Clair look at him. She took him to the dressing room where laid out
was a beautiful French Maids uniform. Lexie liked the way it looked and
even felt the material as a real girl would. It felt special.
"That's for me," Lexie exclaimed with joy?
"Yes my dear it is, do you like it?"
"Oh yes its beautiful."
"I am glad you like it because you will be wearing this uniform or
others like it for you domestic maid training. Wearing the proper
clothes for the task is important to help you learn. It makes you more
in the mood so to say. Now let's get you into it and some makeup on so I
can look at you and smile again."
Clair was carefully telling him he was accepted as a sissy but not as a
man. This was important to his psyche. She needed to get him to dislike
himself as man and to love himself as a sissy. The feel of the full
petticoats brushing against him was fantastic and he was now swishing as
he walked. This did indeed give him a more feminine walk and Ms. Clair
mentioned it.
"Tonight's lesson will be on protocol. You will learn how to set a table
and serve."
"Yes Ms. Clair."
The next two hours were spent teaching Lexie how to set a table and how
to serve Ms. Clair and any guests that may be at the table. Lexie loved
it and enjoyed the time with Ms. Clair. When it was time to leave she
told Lexie that he needed to change before leaving. He was quite
disappointed that he had to take off the pretty maids dress and
wonderful petticoats but to his delight he was given a plain working
maids dress and slip to put back on. The dress was a light grey with
white trim and a white apron went with it. She also provided him with a
white maids cap to finish off the uniform. Clair had no intentions of
allowing him to return back to his hotel room as a male but she did not
want the pretty uniform compromised nor was it prudent to send him out
dressed so obviously sissy. He was also given a pair of white ladies
shoes that would work for the working maids uniform a pair of two inch
heels and more comfortable.
The funny part about the plain maids dress as opposed to the Fancy
French Maids dress with all of its lace and petticoats was that it was
even more humbling. It made him feel even more defeated and sissyish. It
surprised him that this simple dress would have such an effect but Clair
knew that it would. She knew how each type, kind, color and texture of
feminine wear had different effects on a sissy and used them to her
advantage. She knew that a males mind adapted instantly to what he
thought of something. So when put in a humble working maid's uniform he
instantly adapted to that uniform setting his mind to the level of a
working maid which in the mind of a male was a very humble and
subservient position completely without power.
He did not have his purse so Clair found one of her old ones and told
him to use that for his male things. It was at this time that he
mustered up the courage to ask her about a night gown. She smiled at him
and left for a moment and returned and said, "here you can take mine It
has not been washed but since you have been a perfect sissy and student
I will give this to you as a reward. You can fit it in your purse. Now
tomorrow when you come you better be wearing this dress and have your
makeup on I really don't want to see you as that horrid looking Ted
again Lexie and I mean it. I can't hardly stand to see one so pretty
dressed so ugly as Ted! It's just so phony, you belong as a girl or
rather a sissy maid and that's the way I want to see you and remember
you, is that clear?"
"Yes Ms. Clair, by your leave Ms. Clair, Thank you Ms. Clair, your
wonderful Ms. Clair, all while giving a curtsey for each phrase."
Clair smiled broadly at his appreciation and loved having him as a
student. She had trained many males over the past seven years and but
only a few of them were really fun to train and she became quite
attached in a feminine dominant way to them and Lexie was already her
most favorite.
Lexie went home and once again ran into the Black Man in the hall, this
time he was getting on the elevator as Lexie was getting off. Lexie ws
feeling so spry she just smiled at him and waved and went on. She kept
her uniform on till bed time and then changed into her new nightgown one
that was permeated with Ms. Clair's scent. It was wonderful.
The next day when Ted got home from work he quickly changed into Lexie
and walked to Ms. Clair's place. This night he was to keep on the
working uniform and learn how to clean house. Ms. Clair was so glad to
see him as Lexie and not Ted, it was very obvious and the message was
ingrained in the weak males little mind.
The training went on each night and then all day on the weekend then the
following week. But Friday was a huge disappointment for both of them.
Ted had to travel back to the US and would not be back for two weeks.
Ted had acquired a certain amount of female clothing and could not leave
it in the hotel room and Clair was adamant that he must keep it and take
it with him. He wanted to anyway so did. But he had forgotten what he
was wearing when he went though security. He had on a bra, panties,
garter belt and nylons and it was one of those full body x-ray machines.
The guard, a female, winked at him and whispered, "nice undies", sending
Ted into a deep embarrassment, he quickly moved out of the area to avoid
any more confrontation.
When he got home he knew he had to hide his girl things which were quite
a bit. Makeup, wig, clothes, purse and shoes. He rembered how he did it
as a kid and thought the same idea would work. There was a sort of
closet in the garage attic and it would make a great place. His wife
never went up there so it would be safe. He lowered the steps and got it
all done in plenty of time before Anna got home. They kissed and Ted
wanted to get her in bed so fast he couldn't stand it.
"Wow your horny, what's stimulated you so much?"
"Oh I've just been thinking a lot about you and how much I appreciate
you. You do know how much I appreciate you don't you?"
"Yes I know honey, is there anything wrong?"
"No, no nothing at all why do you ask?"
"Well you're just a little to lovey that's all."
"Oh I'm sorry I just love you so much and I want you to know it. I don't
want to be like real... I mean other men that just take advantage of women
and their wives I want to appreciate and understand you."
"Ya well Ok but your just fine the way you are, are we going out for
dinner?"
"Ya sure hon where do you want to go?"
"Oh let's get something fast I'm tired and I am sure you are too with
all that traveling."
They went to bed as soon as they got home and she noticed he had shaved
his body and asked him about it.
"Well everybody is doing it now, I mean hairy men are out so I thought I
would try it, what do you think?"
"Kinky, very kinky, I do like it you're so smooth and I like that."
Ted spent a lot more time caressing his wife that night and less time
fucking her. She loved the attention but still sensed something was
different though she could not put her finger on it. Ted slept like a
baby and slept in longer than normal in the morning.
"Honey, did something happen while you were in London?"
"Why do you ask?"
"You seem different, not bad just sort of well...really attentive and
that's out of character for you, so did something happen?"
"Well maybe, I mean I guess, well it's just that I was talking to some
people and they were saying how a lot of men just think of women as sex
objects or maids and don't really appreciate them. I got to thinking
about it and well I don't want to be like that and well maybe I just
want you to know that I do appreciate you and you're not just a sex
object or maid to me!"
"Anna looked at him and hugged him saying, "Oh I do love you and I know
you don't take me for granted. When do you have to go back to London?"
"I have to leave Sunday."
"Why? Why so soon? You were supposed to be here two weeks"
"Well were down a guy so I have to go."
"Why are you down a guy?"
"Mr. Cummings pulled Bob Jasper off of travel service and so we are down
a guy."
"Why did he pull him off?"
"No one seems to know but Bob has become sort of his office assistant.
He's always around Mr. Cummings now. Totally not what he was trained for
or what his experience is in but that's what happened."
"So what, did he request it or how is he so lucky not to have to
travel?"
"I don't know and neither does anyone else and I have not been able to
talk to Bob to find out."
"Humm, I run into his wife Brenda all the time, we shop and go to the
same beauty shop and other places so we run into each other all the
time, she's pregnant I know so maybe that's it and its temporary but
I'll see what I can find out."
"I don't think that has anything to do with it, the scuttle but is that
it's a permanent position."
"We'll I'll ask Brenda and see how he got it and maybe you can get
something like that too so you're not gone all the time."
Ted had the rest of the week to relax a bit and as it went on he was
missing Clair or more accurately dressing up. He had a very strong urge
to get into soft feminine clothes...of his own. One day
After his wife left for work the urge to be a sissy overtook him and he
quickly almost feverishly transformed into Lexie. Oh it felt so
wonderful, he was so happy to be a girl again. He fluttered and sashayed
around the house. Then the urge took hold of him to explore his wife's
things. He went to their bed room and got into her stuff. He tried on
her panties and bras, the bras were a little small for him, then her
skirts. He noticed right off that anything on his lower body was nearly
the same size as his wife but the upper body was a different story, she
was smaller there than he was. This frustrated him because there were so
many pretty things he would like to have seen on himself that were just
too small. Same with her shoes, way to small for his feet.
Ted was a small guy only 5'7" tall which was a distinct advantage when
trying to look like a girl over tall guys. Just not much a 6' 2" guy
could do to pass for a girl but Ted could and he was glad. Fortunately
he had the things he had brought back from London to wear. He practiced
his curtsies and his walk and his voice telling himself he had to do
these things or he would be in trouble with Ms. Clair. Ted had learned,
like most sissies, to transfer his desire to being forced by someone
else, it was easier on his male ego that way. After all, he HAD to do
these things because Clair SAID so.
An hour before his wife was due home he changed and removed his makeup
and nail polish. "Hi honey," he said to his wife when she came in.
"What's that smell? It smells like nail polish remover?" Ted may have
been pretending to be a girl but he did not have the acute senses that
women had and never would.
"Oh ya I used some of your nail polish remover to remove some glue, I
read on the internet that would work so I tried it and it did, how was
your day?" He replied hopping his wife would drop the inquest!
"Oh it was fine I kept thinking about you all day and wanting to get
home early but JoAnne had problems again and I had to help her."
The next day when Anna left for work Ted rushed to put on a pair of
panties, nylons and his bra. Then he headed off to an adult book store.
He found a selection of magazines that appealed to his taste and need
for more than just being dressed. They included: "Forced Womanhood",
"Sissy Maid", "Feminized Husbands", "The World of the Male Maid", "Sissy
Training", "Transformation", Cuckold Lifestyle", "Prissy Sissy",
"Sissy", "Transvestites", "boy Girl Weekly", "Transvestite Training",
"Call me Sissy" and "Fem Dom Marriage". Fourteen magazines in all. He
approached the checkout counter and a woman behind it took the pile and
started to add them up. The bill came to $202.00. She looked at him
several times as she added them up. "Guess you're quite the sissy huh?"
"Yes Ma'am." He said as he turned four shades of red one of them
actually glowing.
"Well hope you enjoy them sissy boy."
"Thank you Ma'am." Ted said as he hurried out breathing erratic and
heart beat elevated. As soon as he got in the car he ripped open the
plastic on "Feminized Husbands and opened the cover and went through the
pages. "Oh Wow, all of these wife's making their husbands into girls."
Oh he could not wait until he got home. He almost hit a car which scared
him and he slowed down a bit. Once home he rushed in threw off his male
outwear and got into sissy wear. Then he looked through the magazines.
The pictures both photo and art were just so fascinating. All these weak
willed sissified males and all the strong powerful wise females who were
controlling them. Just what he dreamed about and moreover just what he
wanted and needed!
It was all way to exciting and soon he was on his belly reaching behind
and between his nylon covered legs rubbing his dickette through the
silken panties. A difficult way to climax but one so enticing it was
well worth the extra effort and cuming this way made him feel more
feminine. Just before he came he blurted out, "I need to be made into a
full time sissy maid, I need to be made into a full times sissy maid,"
over and over until he came!
It cooled him down for a bit and he changed back into male wear knowing
his wife could be home soon. It was not very long though and his reset
sexual clock was ticking again and he decided to cook dinner for his
wife. He started dinner and fussed with setting the table as he had
been taught. He had on apron and pretended he was wearing his fanciest
French Maids uniform. It was fun and exciting and he was having a blast
when his wife came in.
"Hi hon what are you doing?"
"What's it look like, I'm cooking dinner for you."
"Yes I see that...you were serious weren't you...I mean about respecting
me."
"Yes honey I was, I want you to know I care for and admire you so I will
prove it to you by doing things you can see and will appreciate."
"That really is sweet of you Ted."
The rest of the week Ted spent getting dressed up the moment his wife
left the house reading his magazines and jacking off, when Anna got home
he would cook dinner. He also was doing laundry and cleaning the house
more and more each day. Anna loved it; it was nice to not have two full
time jobs. When Ted got to the "Cuckold Lifestyle" magazine it really
caught his fancy. As he opened the cover and went through the pages here
was this beautiful blond girl fucking a handsome Black man with a huge
hard cock and her husband standing beside them dressed as a sissy maid
holding a tray with two drinks on it. The picture totally captivated
him. "My God that is so sexy, so proper, what could possibly be better
for a sissy maid than to serve his wife while she entertained a real
man!"
Lexie had to rub her panties right away as she stared at the photo. It
took seconds for her to cum and then something strange happened, her
sexual clock did not reset. She was still in full submissive sissy mood
and started to read the article associated with the photo. It told how
happy the wife and the sissy husband were. How much better the wife's
sex life was and how pleased she was with her sissy maid cuckold
husband. It said the sissy was the happiest he had ever been. It went on
to tell how she trained her sissy cuck and how she found her Black
lover. A normal man would have found it humiliating and even maddening
if his wife took another lover especially an interracial lover but this
sissy did not and neither did Lexie. She was totally fascinated and
turned on by it. When she finished with that article she turned the
pages to see more and more sissy cuckolds and their hot wives fucking
real men, every story seemed to be a success story and accented how well
it was working out and benefitted their marriages. Ted knew this is what
he needed but alas, he Knew Anna would NEVER go for it and even the
mention of it would result in an instant divorce. Still, he turned back
to the first one with the Blond and the big Black stud and dreamed it
was he standing there in the sissy French Maids uniform and his
beautiful Anna taking that hard Black cock. He jacked off three more
times to the photo, more than he had ever done before.
He made this the first and last photo he looked at each day until Sunday
morning came when he had to leave. Everything had been hidden away in
the garage attic except for a few things he was taking back with him
such as his maids dress, shoes, pair of panties, bra, nylons, makeup and
wig. He kissed Anna good bye and left for London. As soon as he got
there he got a room changed put his makeup on and went right to Clair's.
She was very glad to see him and even more glad to see that he was made
up and in a dress. He curtsied and then smiled a huge smile at her and
said, "Oh Ms. Clair I missed you so much, I can't stand not to be in my
maids uniform and serving, I just can't stand it."
"You'r such a good little girl Lexie I am so proud of you, come tell me
all you did while you were back in the states."
He told her everything, every little detail of his conversations with
his wife, his feelings about her, his fears and the magazines he bought.
Then he asked her if it was wrong to buy them.
"No sweetie it was not wrong, they helped you be more of a girl and
dressed up more and think more about being a sissy maid didn't they?"
"Yes Ma'am very much so."
"But Ms. Clair why was I so drawn to the wife who was cuckolding her
sissy husband, why did that effect me so much?"
"Because you're a sissy silly, your strongest desire is to please,
that's your duty that's what is in your heart. You know as do all other
sissies that their wives need a real man to be truly satisfied so it's a
very unselfish and loving way to show you love your wife and want her to
be happy. Remember Lexie the ultimate pleasure in life comes from seeing
others happy and satisfied so why wouldn't you want to see your
beautiful wife with a real man as her lover? I can't understand why
every husband would not want that but some are rude and selfish and I am
so glad you're not that way Lexie."
"So it was good for me to think tha