Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 22 Fallout
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August 26, 1981, McKinley, Ohio
“Michael Peter Loucks,” I said.
“Hi, Michael! Welcome to William Howard Taft!” the young woman sitting at the table marked ‘Dorm Check-In: H-M’ said.
“Thanks.”
She flipped through some envelopes in boxes and pulled one out.
“The envelope contains your room key, student ID, dining hall card, parking sticker, a campus map, a set of dorm and campus rules, and a schedule of activities for the next five days. There are carts available on the first floor of your dorm to use to take your things to your room. The dining hall opens today, so you’ll be able to eat there if you want, but your meal plan doesn’t start until Monday. Any questions?”
I shook my head, “Nope.”
“Then sign here, please,” she indicated a form clipped to the envelope.
I scanned the form which acknowledged I received all the things, opened the envelope to check, then signed the form and handed it to her.
“OK. You’re all set. If you have any problems with your room, see the RA in their room. They can call maintenance or anything else you need.”
“Thanks.”
I left the main administration building and walked to Markley Dorm, which was named after a famous alumnus. I showed my ID, which I stuck in my wallet, and left with a cart. I’d parked in the lot just behind the dorm, so I didn’t have far to go. Before I did anything else, I attached the parking sticker on the passenger side of the windshield, then opened the trunk and began putting things onto the cart. I decided I’d make two trips, so I unloaded about half of my things, and wheeled them back into the building. A student was running one of the two elevators which had a sign stating it was reserved for moving in. He waved me in.
“Sixth floor, please,” I said.
He nodded, pressed the button, the door closed, and the elevator slowly ascended. When we reached the sixth floor, the doors opened, and I pushed the cart out.
“When you’re unloaded, dial 222 on your phone to let us know and I’ll come back up.”
“Thanks,” I said.
I wheeled my cart to room 612 and unlocked the door with the key I’d extracted from the envelope. The room was a bit musty, so I went straight to the window and opened it. I stopped then to take stock of the room. There was a couch, two chairs, a coffee table, and two bookshelves. Both bedrooms were the same, containing a bed, a wardrobe, a chest with three drawers, a chair, a desk with two drawers, and a desk lamp. Above the desk was a shelf for books. Light was provided by a single overhead light. On the window was a sticker that forbade air conditioners and I was suddenly glad I’d ended up with a window which faced north. Underneath the window was a radiator with a temperature control. I decided I’d get a fan when I was out.
The only difference in the rooms was where the door was. Because I usually slept on my right side, I took the left-hand room so that my back would be to the door. In looking at the room, I saw that my mini fridge would fit in one corner, and I could put my boombox on top of it. The icons of Jesus and Mary would go on the wall above the shelf, and I could put the votive lamp and censer on the shelf under them. As usual, the icon of Michael would go at the head of my bed.
Given I didn’t have to worry about my roommate for few days, I simply unloaded the cart in the common area, then dialed 222 on the phone and said I needed the elevator on the sixth floor. I walked out and waited for it to arrive. I made the trip downstairs and ten minutes later I was in the common area removing the mini-fridge from its carton and carrying it into my room. I put it in the corner, plugged it in, then took the two ice trays that went in the very small freezer space and filled them with water.
Satisfied, I put my boombox on top of the fridge, plugged it in, and put in a tape of Piano Man by Billy Joel. At some point, I would probably want to bring the mini stereo system I had at home, but I wasn’t sure where I could put it. For now, I’d make do with tapes and the radio. As the first notes of Travelin’ Prayer came from the speakers, I walked back into the common room and began unpacking my books and putting them on the bookshelf that corresponded with my bedroom. Those boxes also contained my notebooks, loose leaf paper, folders, pens and pencils. By the time I finished, Billy Joel had sung Piano Man, Ain’t No Crime, and You’re My Home. As The Ballad of Billy the Kid started, I began putting my clothes away.
Once I’d unpacked my clothes, and Worse Comes to Worse and Stop in Nevada had played, I set the chess board on the coffee table, hoping my roommate would want to play, then hung the icons in my room. I surveyed everything, and I was satisfied, so I put the packing materials from the fridge, as well as the duffel bag and suit bag I’d had my clothes in onto the cart and dialed 222. Once I was downstairs, I put the packing materials in the dumpster and my duffel bag and suit bag in the back of my Mustang. I’d kept two small gym bags to take clothes home when I went, but I’d leave the large duffel and suit bag at home when I went for Labor Day.
There was still time before lunch, so I walked to the Quick Mart, greeted Mr. Sokolov, and bought three cartons of soda, some Pop-Tarts, a few apples, a loaf of bread, some butter, and a block of cheese. I paid for my purchases, and after the clerk behind the counter, whose name tag read ‘Nancy’, packed them in heavy paper grocery bags, I managed to carry the heavy load back to the dorm. I put two bottles of RC, two bottles of Coke, and one Sprite in the fridge, then put the butter, cheese, and apples into the fridge and set the Pop-Tarts on the desk next to my calculator and portable typewriter.
It was time for lunch, so I walked across the campus to the deli where Becky and I had eaten. When I finished my lunch, I stopped in an appliance store and bought a fan, then headed back to the dorm. From there, I went to the campus bookstore to empty my wallet. I cringed at the prices of the Biology, Chemistry, and Calculus texts, and the prices for the lab workbooks weren’t a whole lot better. Fortunately, my writing course only required a copy of The Elements of Style by Strunk & White, plus a book on technical writing. Together, those books cost less than half of what the individual Chemistry, Biology, and Calculus books had cost. Purchases in hand, I returned to the dorm where I put the books on the shelf above the desk, to either side of the votive lamp and censer.
My parents had provided an AT&T calling card which I used to call home to let Mom know I was all settled and everything was OK. She wished me well, and told me she loved me, and when we hung up, I called the hospital in Columbus and asked for Jocelyn’s room. They put me through and her mom answered, but quickly handed the phone to Jocelyn.
“Hi!” she said.
“How can you be so cheery?” I asked.
“Because you called! Ask Mom. I was just complaining and basically being a bitch. But this call totally brightened my day!”
“How are you?”
“I ache, but the pain drugs are pretty effective. I’m scheduled for my first physical torture session on Friday, but that just involves getting out of bed and then back in, and some range of motion stuff. I will be SO happy when I can take a shower! That’s on Sunday.”
“If you need a sponge bath...” I laughed.
“Somehow I don’t think they’d approve of that! How are things in McKinley?”
“I’m all moved in and a lot poorer.”
“Bought your books, did you?”
“Yeah. I can’t believe how much they cost. But I’m all set for Monday.”
“Did you meet your roomie?”
“Not until Saturday.”
“OK. I’ll see you Saturday afternoon, right?”
“Yep. I’ll come back to the dorm after work to shower, then get on the road. I’ll be there by 2:30pm and I’ll stay as long as you like.”
“As long as they’ll let you, you mean.”
“Whatever you need.”
“Do you have a number?”
“You have to call the dorm and ask for my room. Let me give you the number.”
I gave her the number and my room number, then we said ‘goodbye’. I hung up, grabbed a book, and headed out of the building to sit in a large grassy area and read. I had dinner at Frisch’s, then went to Vespers at Saint Michael the Archangel Church.
When I arrived back at the dorm, I called Emmy to let her know I was safely moved in and that I would see her on Labor Day. When we finished the call, I went to the common room on the floor to check out what was available, and found a reasonably nice TV, four couches, and a ping-pong table. I met a couple of guys from the Cleveland area, but I didn’t get the ‘friend’ vibe from them, so I headed back to my room to read until bedtime.
August 27, 1981, McKinley, Ohio
On Thursday morning, I ate in the campus dining hall, then began my exploration of the campus. I worked out the walking times from my dorm to each class, mentally added in time for the elevator, then scribbled down the times I’d need to leave in my pocket notebook. Once I’d finished, I checked out the library, then walked from campus to the dojo and back, then from campus to the Quick Mart and back, and noted the times. Ultimately, the only regular driving I would need to do would be to church, which was about a fifteen-minute drive from the dorms.
I ate lunch at the deli again, then decided to explore McKinley. I found a bookstore, an arcade, and a bowling alley, all of which I’d make use of. I found several other diners and cafés, as well as the local McDonald’s. I asked at the Shell station if there was an A&W close, and learned it was about a ten-minute drive, the opposite direction from the church.
When I came back to campus, I headed for the dorm and pushed the button for the elevator that wasn’t being used for moving in.
“Freshman?” a female voice asked.
I turned to see a girl about five inches shorter than me, with brown hair and brown eyes wearing what appeared to be the unofficial uniform of the college - blue jeans and a t-shirt.
“Yes. You?”
“Yes. I’m Jody, from Akron.”
“Mike, from West Monroe.”
“Where’s that?”
“It’s a small town about forty-five minutes west of here.”
“What’s your major?” she asked.
“Pre-med. Yours?”
“The ever-popular ‘undeclared’!”
The elevator opened, and we got in. I got in and pressed ‘6’.
“What floor?” I asked.
“Seven. You’re on a co-ed floor?”
“Yes.”
“My dad wanted me in the girls-only building. My mom is pretty cool, but my dad is really strict. Fortunately, the girls-only building was full by the time I put in my request. That means I get to be on an all-girls floor in this building, which is better. I hear next year, this entire building will be co-ed. They’ll only have the single three-story building as girls-only. I guess that lets them have fewer ‘guys-only’ floors in the Markley dorm.”
“Interesting. Will your dad want you to move?”
“Of course! But now that I know how it works, I’ll just put my room selection in late!”
“Nice!” I chuckled. “Nothing like a bit of passive-aggressive behavior!”
“Come on! You never did stuff like that to get to do stuff?”
I shook my head, “I’m the proverbial nerdy, ‘goody two shoes’.”
“EXACTLY the kind of guy my dad would like me to hang out with if he can’t keep me away from guys completely.”
“Implying you don’t want to hang out with me?” I asked a bit apprehensively.
“Relax!” she laughed. “I’m not one of those kids who does the opposite of what their parents want just to be contrary!”
The elevator bell rang for the sixth floor and the door opened.
“Nice to meet you,” I said. “See you around?”
“Do you have plans for later?”
“No. Would you like to have dinner?”
“Sure! Meet downstairs at 5:30pm?”
“Sounds good.”
I got off the elevator and walked down the hall to my room. I’d done enough walking that I decided to take a quick shower. I stripped off my clothes and put on my robe and shower shoes, grabbed a towel and went down the hall to the communal shower. I quickly showered, dried off, put on my robe and went back to my room to dress. I had about forty minutes before I was supposed to meet Jody, so I sat down on the couch with a book and read until it was time to head downstairs.
“Dining Hall or somewhere else?” I asked.
“Somewhere else. Our meal plans don’t start until Monday and I suspect we’ll be tired of dining hall food in a few weeks.”
“How about A&W. I have a car.”
“Cool,” Jody replied. “I don’t, and neither does my roommate. She seems OK, but it’s going to be strange living with someone. I’m SO glad they have the separate bedrooms. Did you meet yours?”
“He doesn’t arrive until Saturday. You’re in a double, not a quad? Same as me?”
“Yeah. The extra money was worth it, though honestly, I checked one out and it’s not all that different, except having to share a slightly larger common room with three other girls instead of one.”
“When I had my campus tour, the Junior who led it said they regretted building the other dorm with quads, which is why this one, and the girls’ dorm, which were built later, have only doubles. And the married dorm is more like studio apartments.”
“I’d LOVE to have a small kitchen. We’re not even allowed to have hotplates!”
“Fortunately, we are allowed to have electric tea kettles.”
“You drink tea? I never really tried it.”
“Since I was little. Is coffee your poison of choice?”
“Can’t stand it!”
We walked to my car and I let her in the passenger side, then got in the driver’s side.
“Nice Mustang! You get an extra two points.”
“I see,” I grinned. “How many points do I have so far?”
“On my scale? Or my dad’s?”
I chuckled, “I’m not sure I care about your dad’s!”
“Two for the car, one for being a nice guy, one for being in shape. Dad would give you ten points for being pre-med.”
I started the engine, backed out of the spot, and pulled out into the street.
“Let me guess,” I said. “He wants you to marry a doctor or a lawyer?”
“Good guess. I honestly think he sent me here for my MRS degree.”
“Your what?”
“Think about it. M-R-S? Missus. As in married.”
I laughed, “Duh. Sorry, I never heard that. So he sent you here to prospect for a husband?”
“My boyfriend back home got a warehouse job right out of High School. My dad called it ‘lack of ambition’.”
“What does your dad do?”
“He’s a captain in the Akron Fire Department. Mom stays home. What about your parents?”
“My dad works for Harding County. He’s a supervisor in the property division, you know, the one that does inspections and issues permits. My mom is a secretary for a lawyer, but she stayed home until my little sister and I were in school.”
“How old is your sister?”
“Fifteen. Do you have any siblings?”
“An older brother and a younger sister. He’s twenty-two, she’s sixteen. What kind of doctor do you want to be?”
“I want to work in an ER. A trauma doctor.”
“I’d faint at the sight of blood!”
I pulled into the lot at A&W and we got out of the car. We decided to eat outside, and after placing and receiving our orders, we took them to a bench on the side of the building. I silently said a blessing over the food, and then dug into the burger and fries.
“What do you do in your spare time?” she asked.
“Read, play chess, practice karate. I was pretty involved in church back home.”
“What church?”
“A Russian Orthodox church. Do you go to church?”
“I’m Catholic; we went to Mass every single Saturday night. I probably won’t go here. It’s just not really my thing. Is there a church close you can go to?”
“It’s about a fifteen-minute drive north, just outside the city limits.”
“Do you plan to keep going?”
“Yes, though I probably won’t have time to be as involved as I was back home.”
“Do you have a girlfriend back home?”
“My steady girlfriend and I broke up at the beginning of the Summer. Over the Summer I dated a couple of girls, one pretty regularly. Are you and your boyfriend still together?”
“Nah, he’s close to two hundred miles from here and I don’t have a car. He wasn’t happy when I decided to come to school here, and not in Cleveland. Even Pittsburgh would have been closer.”
“So why Taft?”
“In-state tuition and my dad likes the fact that McKinley only has about 35,000 people. You?”
“Close to home, in-state tuition, a small grant, and a decent medical school for a small-sized city. Obviously, I have to get in, but that’s my plan.”
“You WANTED to be close to home?”
“Did I just lose points?” I asked with a grin.
“You sure didn’t gain any! If it weren’t for the cost, I’d be in California or Florida.”
“You don’t like it in Ohio?”
“I just want to be away from home and this really isn’t far enough. And honestly, coming to a smaller town than Akron wasn’t what I wanted.”
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August 16, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio Liz threw her arms around me on Sunday morning when I walked out of my room. “Thank you! Thank you!” I hugged her tightly to me. “Mom let you out of ‘house arrest’?” “Yes. And I know you’re responsible. If you weren’t my brother, I’d kiss you!” “Just remember, you have to behave, because if you don’t...” “I know,” she sighed. “I’m on parole. Did Mom tell you that Paul agreed to plead guilty to one count of statutory rape and one count of oral sodomy...
November 23, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio On Monday morning, just after breakfast there was a knock at the door. I got up from the couch and went to open it. “Phil?” “Hi, Mike. Can we come in?” “We?” “This is Mrs. Laramy from Family Services.” “Hang on a second.” I went to the kitchen to get my dad, who followed me back to the foyer. “Hi, Phil,” Dad said. “What’s up?” “This is Mrs. Laramy from Family Services.” “Mr. Loucks? I have an order here to take custody of Elizabeth.” “What?!...
May 31, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio On Sunday morning as I dressed for church, I faced the true reality of what happened the previous night. My make-out sessions with April had, except on that single instance where I’d fondled her sweater-clad breast for more than a second or two, not gone far enough to be included in my confession. What had happened the previous night certainly had. I now faced effectively the same dilemma I would have faced had April and I gone to the motel after Prom. I...
August 21, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio On Friday morning, Mr. Mills called just after 6:00am to let me know that Jocelyn had gone into surgery, and that it would likely be mid-afternoon before he had any news. I thanked him and sat down at the table in the kitchen with a mug of tea I made and read the Rutherford Tribune. Nobody else was up, and I enjoyed the quiet for about an hour before my parents came into the kitchen. “Was that Jocelyn’s dad who called at 6:00am?” my dad asked. “Yes. I...
February 13, 1982, McKinley, Ohio “I visited Ohio State yesterday,” Nancy said when we had a chance to chat on Saturday morning. “And?” “I’m pretty sure I’m going to Taft like we talked about because I can live at home. But the tour was cool and our tour guides were absolutely hysterical.” “Oh?” “Yeah. A guy and his fiancée. He’s a criminal justice major and wants to be a US Marshal. She’s in pre-law and wants to be a criminal defense lawyer. They told some of the funniest stories about...
April 4, 1982, West Monroe, Ohio “Mishka!” Tasha squealed, hugging me tightly, but quickly releasing me because we were in the narthex of the church. “Hi, Tasha!” I said with a smile. She grabbed my hand and led me to the church hall where we got some food and coffee, then sat down by her parents. “Michael, how is school going?” Deacon Vasily asked. “All A’s so far, and I should finish the semester with a 4.0 average.” “Very good. And you’re attending church regularly?” “Yes. Every...
June 6, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio After Vespers on Saturday, I spent a few minutes talking to Tasha. “My dad isn’t sure karate is ‘ladylike’,” she said. “The uniforms cover more than those nice dresses you wear during the Summer!” “You noticed, Mike?” she asked with a soft laugh. “If I may be «некультурный», yes, of course! It’s difficult to miss a pretty girl with a nice body!” “Thank you! But do NOT say that around my dad! He’ll never let you see me again!” “So the answer is ‘no’?” “I...
September 26, 1981, McKinley, Ohio “What?!” I gasped. “How is she?” “I don’t know, and that’s the God’s honest truth. Her dad called from Rutherford Hospital and asked me to call you. All he said was that they were working on her.” “I’m leaving in about three minutes. That’s what I’ll need to get dressed.” “What about Becky?” “I’ll bring her, I guess. I can’t imagine her parents are going to be in Rutherford.” “She’s there with you?” “Yes. Beat me up about that later! I’m on my way to...
October 10, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio I froze and realized my first inclination to go back to McKinley had been the right one. I’d thought my talk with Becky the previous weekend had resolved the issue, but I was very clearly mistaken. I could actually go back. It was early enough, and I hadn’t told Tasha I was going to be home, so she wouldn’t be upset, and a phone call would make her very happy as the two I’d made so far had done. But there was one problem - all I could hear in my head was...
October 11, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio On Sunday morning, Becky and I got out of bed and snuck across the hall to the bathroom, where we got into the shower together. “Thank you,” she said as I lathered shampoo in her hair. “I was afraid you’d say ‘no’ and I’d have missed that.” “You’re OK?” I asked. “Mike, it’s what I wanted from the day I met you. I just knew you’d be perfect. You let me do exactly what I wanted and how I wanted. As I said, patient and gentle.” “You weren’t very gentle...
November 9, 1981, McKinley, Ohio “OK?” I asked, shocked enough that I was rocked back in my seat. “Yes. OK.” “OK to WHAT?” I asked warily. “Getting married.” “You can’t be serious! You’re afraid of French kissing and you want to get married?” Angie smirked, “Gotcha! You should see the look on your face!” “Nice.” I laughed. “You did get me!” “Sorry, I figured at that point I needed to do something to change the mood.” “By making my heart stop?!” “Oh, come on! The first thought that...
January 4, 1982, McKinley, Ohio “And so another semester begins,” I said when I met Angie at the elevators on Monday morning. “I saw your class schedule was basically the same.” “The only real change is I have the creative writing core requirement replacing the scientific writing class. I am so glad I chose to take those in the order I did - it made all the difference in the world for doing the lab reports.” “I’m not complaining! I ended up with an A in biology which I NEVER would have...
January 12, 1982, McKinley, Ohio Influenza was making the rounds of the dorm, and just about everyone had it by Tuesday morning, including me. I dragged myself out of bed, realized there was no way I was going to run, and climbed back into bed. I took some decongestant tablets from the box on the shelf next to my bed and swallowed them with a gulp of water. I hoped to fight the worst symptoms and be able to make it to lab. Angie had already said she wasn’t going to run, so I stayed in bed...
January 25, 1982, McKinley, Ohio “I have a message for Michael Loucks,” a young man announced just as biology class ended. “That’s me,” I said. “Dean Parker would like to see you immediately.” “I’ll go with you, Mike,” Doctor Stanton said. I had no clue what she could possibly want, but I appreciated Doctor Stanton coming with me. We made our way to the administration building. “I’m here to see Dean Parker,” I said. “I’m Mike Loucks.” “One moment,” the young woman at the desk...
January 31, 1982, McKinley, Ohio “You’re STILL struggling with that issue?” Jocelyn asked during our regular Sunday afternoon call. “Does it really surprise you?” “No, I suppose it doesn’t. I think the circumstances of the last year really caused you some serious heartache and anguish, and I’m not just talking about you and me. If you think about it, you and Emmy were ripped apart by her dad; you and Nancy were ripped apart by her difficulty with commitment; you and I were ripped apart by...
May 23, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “Good morning, Mike!” my mom said when I arrived at the kitchen table for breakfast. “Hi, Mom,” I said. “What do you have planned for today?” “It’s all on the calendar, just like it has been since I could write,” I replied with a smile. “I work from 8:00am to noon, then I have my Saturday karate class at 1:00pm. Dale and I are playing chess after that, and Vespers are at 6:00pm. I’m taking April to the movies after church.” “What are you going to...
September 19, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “Why are you sending me such mixed signals?” “Mixed signals?” Jocelyn and I were sitting on the couch, and she was cuddled next to me, at least as best she could, given her obvious discomfort from the injuries, catheter, and physical therapy. I had thought a lot after my talks with Doctor Hart, as well as my talks with Nancy. One thing I was seriously concerned about was getting more deeply involved with Nancy and messing things up with Jocelyn. I...
October 30, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “Hi,” Jocelyn said when her dad led me into the living room. “Hi! I’m glad to see you at home.” “And we’re glad to have her home,” Mr. Mills said. “If you need anything, let us know.” I went over to sit next to Jocelyn on the couch. She scooted close and I put my arm around her. She sighed, kissed my cheek, and then snuggled. “I was glad to hear from Doctor Henderson that you could leave the hospital.” “And you should be seeing your sister!” “I will....
March 1, 1982, McKinley, Ohio “I have a meeting with the Dean to get permission to put up the flyers this afternoon,” Kurtis said at lunch. “We’ll only be escorting girls from our dorm. I talked to a couple of guys in other dorms who will organize theirs. I figured we couldn’t take care of everyone without some help.” “Cool,” Clark said. “Did anyone hear any more about the investigation?” “The Times said the police didn’t have any suspects, but were following leads,” Jeannette said. “What...
August 7, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio The Summer was rapidly disappearing and there were but two weeks before I moved to McKinley. Once my dad had calmed down, the Summer had returned to normal. It was almost as if everything was in a holding pattern, where each week had followed a simple pattern. I worked at the hardware store, went to the dojo, had dinner with Tasha on Wednesday, a date with Emmy on Friday, and the usual triple date on Saturday. Liz was still grounded, but Emmy was allowed to...
September 1, 1981, McKinley, Ohio Tuesday wasn’t quite as crazy as Monday. My first class after breakfast was the biology seminar. After the first day, this would be run by Laura Peters, a graduate student. I immediately decided the seminar would be valuable, as she would provide study guides, sample lab reports, and a host of other useful information, as well as address any challenges we encountered in our first semester at Taft. The most important thing is that there would be no outside...
November 1, 1981, McKinley, Ohio It was just past midnight when I walked into the Landers’ house. “Hi, Mike,” Mrs. Landers said. “Nancy said you might show up. I’m glad you did!” “Hi, Mrs. Landers,” I replied. “Don’t mind me,” she smiled. “If you two want to go on to bed, that’s OK.” “You better call Ripley’s once more,” I grinned. “I’m going to turn Nancy down on her offer. Again.” Mrs. Landers laughed and shook her head, “I told her you were a keeper! Then I will go to bed so you can...
February 19, 1982, McKinley, Ohio “Angie!” I exclaimed, as I hurried toward the girls, who appeared tired, but otherwise OK. I took Angie in my arms and hugged her tightly. “Are you OK?” I asked. “Yes,” she said. “I’m sorry I’m late, but we were at the party and the police wouldn’t let us leave or make phone calls until they interviewed everyone who was there.” “What happened?” Melody asked. “A girl from the seventh floor was raped,” Jeannette said. “Who was it?” “Some girl named...
April 8, 1982, West Monroe, Ohio “Liz wanted me to talk to you,” I said to my mom on Thursday evening. “I assumed she’d put you up to this.” “I only promised to talk to you, and told Liz not to count on anything changing.” “Good call. We’ve given her as much freedom as your father and I think is reasonable. Has she talked to you about Paul Reynolds?” I nodded, “I know how she feels about him. But he’s in prison. Don’t forget she was raped before that, and anything that happened after the...
May 30, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio It was with more than a little trepidation that I drove home from karate class. I didn’t really want to talk to April, but I knew I had to. The bottom line was church. It didn’t matter to a lot of people, but it mattered to me. I feared that my conversation with April was simply going to go around in circles, and end with her crying again. Unfortunately, I didn’t see how that could be avoided. “You should go see her,” Mom said when I came downstairs after my...
June 10, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “OK, now I am SERIOUSLY worried about coming to church on Saturday!” I laughed as I put the car in gear. “And why is that Mishka Petrovich?” Tasha asked with a small laugh. “Your dad told me it was OK to take you for ice cream after dinner without me asking. I swear, if I come into church on Saturday for Vespers and the table is there with the crowns...” I was laughing and so was Tasha. “And being married to me would be so terrible?” she asked with fake...
June 15, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “Negative,” Liz whispered happily when I came home from work on Monday. “Thank God,” I said. We both had been on pins and needles since the previous Monday, and the news had come as a relief. Jocelyn and Dale had noticed I was on edge on Saturday night, and I’d pulled them aside briefly to tell them what had happened. They were both in agreement that I had no choice but to report the guy. Jocelyn offered to emasculate him with a rusty spoon, which had me...
August 22, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “What do you want to do today?” I asked Becky as we walked to my car. “Anything you want.” “Anything?” I smirked. “Like saying that was really a risk?” “You never know,” I chuckled. “What if it’s all been an act?” “HAS it all been an act?” she asked in a silly tone as I opened the passenger door for her. “Of course not!” I said, closing the door. I walked around the car and got in, started the engine, and backed out. “Not implying anything,” Becky...
November 20, 1981, McKinley, Ohio I got up from the couch and walked over to where Nancy was standing. She took my hand and led me to her bedroom where she shut and locked the door. She stood in front of me, and I held out my arms. She stepped forward and melted against me, sighing deeply as she put her head on my chest. I wrapped my arms tightly around her and held her. “I’ve wanted this for months,” she whispered. I moved one of my hands to lift Nancy’s chin so we could kiss. Our lips...
November 25, 1981, Rutherford, Ohio “Family Court for Harding County is now in session, Judge Martha Lee, presiding. You may be seated.” The small courtroom was packed with doctors, lawyers, and our family. Nobody from the general public was permitted because Liz was a minor. “Ladies and gentlemen,” Judge Lee said, “this is a status hearing on an emergency custody petition which I signed on Sunday evening. The procedure is a bit less formal than in a normal courtroom. That said, please...
June 5, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “What do you want to do tonight?” I asked Emmy after she got into my Mustang on Friday evening. “Anything,” she said with a smile. “Whatever you want!” “There’s a new skydiving place that opened in Clermont County over by Cincinnati. I saw an ad in the newspaper.” “OK,” she laughed, “maybe not ANYTHING!” “Too exciting for you?” I laughed as I put the car in reverse and backed out of the driveway. “Too risky! What happens if your parachute doesn’t...