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January 4, 1982, McKinley, Ohio

“And so another semester begins,” I said when I met Angie at the elevators on Monday morning.

“I saw your class schedule was basically the same.”

“The only real change is I have the creative writing core requirement replacing the scientific writing class. I am so glad I chose to take those in the order I did - it made all the difference in the world for doing the lab reports.”

“I’m not complaining! I ended up with an A in biology which I NEVER would have had without your help. And B’s in chemistry and calculus which were fine. Now I can focus on the stuff I care about!”

“You like history and sociology better than science?”

“For sure! I am NOT a science geek!”

The elevator arrived and we rode down to the ground floor. It was far too cold to run outside, so we made our way to the gym and ran on the indoor track before heading back to the dorm for our showers and morning prayers. Everyone joined us for breakfast, including Clark, who had made a New Year’s resolution to get up early enough for breakfast every day.

“Looks like we all survived first semester,” Pete said. “Nobody had any trouble?”

Everyone shook their head or said ‘no’.

“That study group was the thing that did it,” Kurtis said. “For all of us.”

“Can girls join?” Jeannette asked.

“I don’t see why not,” I said. “Our only concern is the group getting too big, not to mention we’re mostly science students. It’s mostly going to be math, chemistry, and biology.”

“Ugh,” Marie said. “No thanks!”

“If you ladies need tutoring in math or science, I’m sure we can work something out,” Jason said with a smile.

“I BET!” Jeannette smirked causing all of us to laugh.

We finished breakfast and headed for class. My schedule was literally identical to the previous semester, with just the substitution of the writing class. The only real difference would be karate practice on Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday afternoons. I’d stopped in to see Sensei Hikaru, and while he wasn’t happy with my limited schedule, he was happy I’d be returning.

Angie had told me on Sunday morning that she’d be taking karate lessons, and had the same times free that I would be going. That was another positive sign that she was working through whatever problems she’d had. I was in no rush, and with the way things around me had fallen apart in the romance department, it seemed safer to keep this one moving forward VERY slowly.

When biology class ended, I walked to the humanities building and found Doctor Anicka Blahnik, the professor who offered guitar and piano lessons, and inquired about available times. We agreed on 1:00pm on Tuesdays and Thursdays for fifty-minute lessons. Her charges were reasonable, and fit within the budget I had, though it would put a crimp in how often I could go to the movies. I felt, though, that the trade was worth it.

Budget-wise, I’d be in better shape after the Summer, because I’d arranged with Mr. Orlov to work a full forty hours each week for the entire time I was home. I’d only factored in twenty-five hours when I’d calculated my budget, and those extra fifteen hours a week for thirteen weeks were huge. I had considered asking Mr. Sokolov for more hours at the Quick Mart but I felt that would draw me right back into the trap I’d been in before when I didn’t have any time for myself.

My second class of the day was still chemistry, but now it was Organic Chemistry, one of the dreaded ‘knock out’ chemistry courses I’d have to take, the other being Physical Chemistry. Fortunately, I’d have the same professor I’d had for the first semester, which meant we’d build directly on what we’d learned, with the same style and same general expectations. That made me feel much more comfortable.

After chemistry, the gang met for lunch, and then I had an hour to kill before Calculus, so I got started on reading the first two chapters assigned for chemistry. After calculus, I headed to the ‘Composition’ course which was, as I’d suspected, the college equivalent of my High School creative writing class. I’d enjoyed that class and had written mostly science fiction when we’d had a free choice of topics. I wasn’t the best writer, but my grammar, spelling, and story organization were very good, and that made up for many failings in my ability to actually tell the story.

As I walked to dinner at the end of the day, I reflected on the classes and the amount of work I’d need to do for each one and concluded it would be similar to the previous semester. I’d also have chemistry and biology labs, but didn’t expect to have any trouble with those, and those grades, plus my homework grades, would give me some breathing room on exams.

Our study time was mostly spent reading the first assignments for all our classes, though I did have some ‘review’ problems to do for Calculus II, as there were Sophomores, Juniors, and Seniors in the class as well as Freshmen. When we finished, Angie joined me in my room to listen to music and for our evening prayers. When I walked her down the hall, I got a kiss on the cheek again, and smiled all the way back to my room.

January 5, 1982, McKinley, Ohio

“Good afternoon, Mike,” Doctor Blahnik said when I arrived in the classroom for my first lesson.

“Good afternoon.”

“You can take out your guitar. The first thing we’ll do is make sure it’s in tune, then I’ll show you how to hold it.”

“I think it’s in tune. I used my pitch pipe.”

“You sing?”

“In church, though not much in the past year or so.”

“Which church?”

“Holy Transfiguration Russian Orthodox Church in West Monroe.”

“So a cappella, then?”

“Yes. I know how to sing both the eight tones of the Orthodox system, as well as the choral music written by Tchaikovsky.”

“You told me you read music, which is very good, but we’re going to use ‘guitar tabs’. They tell you the chord to play and are the easiest way to start. So, come sit on the stool here and we’ll figure out the most comfortable position for you. I assume you’re planning to play popular music, not classical?”

“I think so. My friends encouraged me to learn so we could sing to accompaniment.”

“Then we’ll go for a more casual style. Put the strap over your head, on your left shoulder.”

I did as she asked and then she helped me position the guitar on my thigh, ensuring I held it close to my body. After a few minor adjustments, she was happy and I felt comfortable.

“The first thing we’ll do is learn the strings and then a simple chord. Your guitar has six strings, and they are tuned, if you did it properly, E-A-D-G-B-E.”

“That’s what the book said, listing the correct octave and pitch.”

“OK. Pluck each string for me, in succession, and we’ll see how it sounds.”

I did as she asked and she nodded approval.

“Good,” she said. “Let me show you how to play your first chord. This is done by pressing individual strings against the frets or wood on the neck. We’ll start with E-minor.”

For the next forty minutes, she taught me to play three chords - A-major, E-minor, and C. My fingers quickly became tired, and started hurting, but I pressed on with her encouragement that developing dexterity and endurance with my fingers would pay dividends with using medical equipment. I hadn’t thought of that benefit, and if it happened to be true, that would actually be a big plus.

When our session finished, she handed me a sheaf of papers that included a number of chords: C, A, G, E, D, A-minor, E-minor, and D-minor. She asked me to try to practice at least thirty minutes each day, just learning the chords and strumming the guitar. I agreed, and headed back to the dorm to relax until karate, which was at 4:00pm.

Angie showed up at my door at 3:45pm and I put on my gi, then my Winter coat, and we walked to the dojo. Sensei Hikaru issued Angie a uniform and white belt, and she went to the changing room to put it on. When she came out, I helped her tie her belt and then showed her the correct place to stand for exercises - the right-most position in the back-most row. I took my position to the right of a brown belt in the second row.

Despite jogging every weekday morning with Angie, I was out of shape and didn’t have the endurance I’d had back in my old dojo. My legs were fine, but my arms and shoulders tired and ached quickly. I also discovered I didn’t remember my kata as well as I should have, but I hadn’t done them for over six months. At the end of class, Sensei Hikaru pulled me aside and admonished me to be more diligent. I promised to do my best, though I didn’t say what I knew to be true - I had limited time I could dedicate to karate, and my progression, if there was any, would be slow.

“So what did you think?” I asked Angie as we walked back to the dorm.

“I think I’m totally out of shape!”

“Me, too,” I grinned. “My legs are fine from running, but my upper body is aching. I need a whirlpool bath or a massage!”

“Or a steam room! We had one at the YWCA back home. It was awesome!”

I chuckled, “I’d be MORE than happy to be in a steam room at the YWCA!”

Angie laughed, “Of COURSE you would! All those naked girls? Heaven!”

“I am a guy, after all,” I smirked.

“I just don’t see you running amok in the girls’ locker room. It doesn’t fit.”

“So call it a fantasy that will never be realized,” I grinned. “I take it you’re coming back to karate on Thursday?”

“Yes.”

“Great!”

The more things we did together, the more comfortable I felt she would be. It was funny, because despite insisting she wasn’t ready to be my girlfriend, she was more involved in my life than ANY girlfriend I’d ever had! Jocelyn didn’t really count because our actual boyfriend-girlfriend relationship was measured in days.

“See you in thirty minutes so we can head to church for the Vesperal Divine Liturgy?” I asked.

“It’s, what did you call it instead of Epiphany?”

“Theophany. It celebrates Christ’s baptism in the River Jordan, as opposed to the visit of the Magi.”

“OK. See you right after a shower!”

We both showered, dressed, and then headed to Saint Michael for the service.

January 8, 1982, McKinley, Ohio

As I was getting ready for my date with Melody, I thought about Nancy. I had been very tempted to call her, but she’d asked for space, so in the end, I’d decided not to. I knew I’d see her in the morning, and if she raised the issue, I’d simply point out that she had, in effect, told me not to call her. I pushed Nancy out of my mind, and finished dressing. Melody showed up at my door as planned and we headed across the street for burgers.

“What’s up with you and Angie? It’s like you’re joined at the hip.”

“We’re friends,” I said. “Nothing more.”

“That’s really surprising. You guys do more together than most couples.”

“It’s complicated, but it’s true. She knows I asked you out.”

“And that girl you were seeing off-campus?”

“We broke up.”

“Really? During break?”

“Yes. We hit a couple of rocky patches and one of them we just couldn’t get past. She told me she needed her space.”

“Oh man, that’s the kiss of death.”

“I know.”

“Her loss is my gain!”

“You’re that sure of yourself?” I grinned.

“Who just sat down across from you in the booth at this excellent burger joint?”

“You did.”

“So that’s a win, don’t you think?”

“I suppose so.”

“Gee, don’t sound so thrilled.”

“Sorry, I don’t really want to think about Nancy right now.”

“Maybe that wasn’t my best strategy for success.”

“And what is success?” I asked.

“I suppose the safest answer to that question is a second date.”

“And the unsafe answer?” I grinned.

“Great sex!” she laughed.

“That again?” I chuckled. “Maybe we should have just done it to get it out of the way so you could decide if I’m worth it or not!”

“That’s an interesting idea,” she smirked.

“You’ll just have to take your chances. IF we get to that point, then you’ll find out.”

“You’re serious? If I wanted to go to bed with you after dinner, you’d say ‘no’?”

“I’d say ‘not yet’,” I said. “And no promises.”

“Is there something wrong with me?” Melody asked.

“The only thing wrong is that you aren’t really listening to me. Or, if you are, that you don’t believe me. Sex isn’t a priority. Grades are. And it’s no competition. Look, I like sex. I really do. And I really enjoy it. But if push comes to shove, my medical license has to win out. Period. But it’s more than that. I also don’t believe in just randomly having sex, either. I’m no prude and I’m not a virgin, but I also don’t have sex lightly.”

“Because of church?”

“That’s part of it, but it’s more than that. I’ve had my ‘one-night-stand’ and it just felt empty, which reinforced my beliefs about it. And there was a girl I was with a few times I never planned a future with. I’m not quite sure how I feel about that. But if you just go around screwing everyone in sight, it kind of loses any special meaning and then what is it when you marry? Just a physical thing you do together? Shouldn’t it mean more than just an orgasm?”

“I hadn’t thought of it that way,” Melody said. “I guess the 60s don’t hold much attraction for you.”

“Sex, drugs, and rock & roll?” I grinned. “I’d never do drugs.”

“But sex and rock & roll?” she asked.

“You’ve seen my music collection. The other thing, well, let’s see how things go.”

The waitress came by and we ordered our burgers and a large plate of French fries to share.

“Do you kiss and stuff?” Melody asked.

“When it’s the right time,” I said. “I’m not sure why there’s such a need to press things faster than necessary.”

“May I make an observation?”

“You’ve made plenty so far! Why ask now?”

Melody laughed, “True. You come across like a cold fish and someone who would be boring in that department. I’m not saying you are, but you aren’t exactly advertising it as something you do well.”

“Does my opinion of that even count?” I asked. “I mean, seriously; if I think I’m some sort of stud does that make me one? Isn’t the only opinion that counts the one of the girl in question?”

“Sure, but how does she even form that opinion if you are always so cold about it?”

“Turn the conversation around. If I was trying to talk YOU into moving faster than you wanted to, how would you feel?”

“Didn’t we have this conversation?”

“Yes. How about we stop talking about it and just enjoy our meal and then go listen to some music?”

Melody nodded, “Sure.”

Our food arrived and we started eating. The conversation during the meal was about getting to know each other better, as well as about school and family. I was much happier with that conversation than verbally jousting about sex. It wasn’t that I didn’t find Melody attractive - I did. But I didn’t want a relationship that was based on sex. I’d tried that with Nancy and I just couldn’t do it. In fact, it was my inability to do that which had led directly to our break up.

When we finished our burgers, we walked back across the street to the dorm and went up to my room where I put on Queen’s Greatest Hits. As the first notes of Bohemian Rhapsody flowed from the speakers, I adjusted the volume, got a couple of Cokes from my mini fridge and went to sit with Melody on the couch.

“So this is your usual life?”

“Pretty much,” I said. “Not the most exciting in the world, but it works for me. There was a bit too much drama in my life the last six months of last year. I’ll settle for a nice mundane existence.”

“What happened?”

“Just a bunch of stuff back home. Nothing to worry about now; most of it’s been resolved. I’m just hoping for this semester to be totally peaceful.”

“How was your Christmas?”

“Pretty much the same as always. We don’t make a big deal about the presents. The most important stuff is going to church and a family gathering with my grandparents, uncles, aunts, and cousins. How about you?”

“My parents are the ‘go overboard’ types. Just tons of gifts. We didn’t go to church much, but Christmas was one of the days we did. That and Easter, really. It just wasn’t important.”

“What church?”

“Methodist. So like, totally the opposite of your ‘smells and bells’ as the pastor at our church once called ‘High’ churches. But that seems like it’s very important to you.”

“It is,” I agreed.

“But you’ll date someone who doesn’t go to your church?”

“Sure. But, and I don’t want to mince words here, I intend to marry in the Orthodox Church and raise my kids Orthodox. Technically, there’s no dogma against marrying a Christian who was properly baptized in the name of the Trinity, but it would be difficult to raise the kids Orthodox if my wife didn’t go to church.”

“So you couldn’t marry a Jewish girl? Or a Hindu or Muslim?”

“No. One of the clear rules is baptized in the name of the Trinity. So that would leave out Jehovah’s Witnesses, for example. In addition, all Orthodox marriages have to be in the church building and performed by the priest.”

“So what if you got married in, say, Las Vegas?”

“If the priest and bishop were willing, there would be a crowning ceremony in the church, with the same basic restrictions. It would be done via «ekonomia», which allows handling of gray areas. In the case of marrying in Las Vegas, it would correct the ‘error’ by doing a shortened version of the marriage ceremony. If you want to get all technical, it’s actually DOING the marriage ceremony, but it eliminates the ‘betrothal’ portion of the modern ceremony. They used to be separate, and could be done separately if someone wanted.”

“Sounds complicated.”

“A bit, but when you grow up in the Church it’s just normal stuff you hear and see all the time, so you learn it.”

“That sounds like a serious hurdle for anyone to jump.”

I nodded, “It was too much for the girl I went steady with during my Senior year in High School. We broke up because of the issue.”

“Well, that puts an entirely new spin on things.”

“Why? You knew I went to church every Sunday and said morning and evening prayers before you asked me to ask you out. It shouldn’t really be a surprise that it’s important to me. You can’t have missed the icons in my bedroom, either. I don’t think you need to be Perry Mason to figure out the answer from all that evidence!”

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February 14, 1982, West Monroe, Ohio “How are things going, Mike?” Dad asked when I sat down on the stool in the corner of his workshop. “Good, now that all that stuff with Family Services is done. How have things been at home?” “Your mom and sister put on brave faces, but Liz is struggling.” “They both said her schoolwork was good and she seemed OK when I talked to her.” “She has good days and bad days. Doctor Newton says she’s struggling with her feelings for Paul.” “Paul?...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 68 Melody Explains It All

March 23, 1982, McKinley, Ohio I had been extremely distracted during my drive from Circleville to McKinley, and was having real trouble concentrating on my review for O-Chem, and the guys noticed. “What’s bugging you?” Jason asked. “You seem like you’re on another planet.” “I know,” I agreed. “I’m having real trouble concentrating.” “That must have been a hell of a concert!” Pete laughed. “Of course, seeing my girlfriend wrap her lips around a saxophone might distract me, too!” “You’re...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 73 Winding Down and Heating Up

April 30, 1982, Circleville, Ohio “Mom and Dad are out tonight,” Katy said. “Let’s cook together!” “Sure. What did you have in mind?” “Well, now that you have no restrictions because we don’t fast during the Paschal period, I was thinking two small filets, small lobster tails, and broccoli. Surf and turf, I guess.” “That sounds awesome!” I said, then smirked, “What about dessert?” Katy laughed softly, “I have some ideas!” “I bet!” I chuckled. “But we need to make sure we’re on the same...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 40 The Beast With Two Backs

October 12, 1981, McKinley, Ohio “Well THAT stinks,” Nancy said on Tuesday afternoon. “What happens now?” “I don’t know yet. I talked to Doctor Norris this morning after my chem mid-term and he’s confident nothing will happen. The problem is, I’m sure I’ve made an enemy of the Dean, and any minor slip-up on my part is going to become a Federal case.” “But why you?” “I had the misfortune to draw someone who felt she could use the discrimination procedure to get something she couldn’t...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 46 Tears For Fears

November 8, 1981, McKinley, Ohio “Do you want me to disappear?” Angie asked as we walked into the dorm after church. “Why? Emmy knows I’m dating you. She’s not jealous. You know she’s coming to visit and she knows you know. It would be REALLY dumb to invite her here otherwise, don’t you think?” “Guys have been known to do dumb things from time to time!” “Not ones who want you to stick around.” “You do remember I told you my High School boyfriend screwed a close friend of mine behind my...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 72 You Need To Grow Up

Great and Holy Friday, April 16, 1982, McKinley, Ohio As Angie and I stood quietly waiting for the Lamentations service to begin late on Friday, I thought about the series of services which had brought us here - Bridegroom Matins on Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday evenings; Holy Unction on Wednesday evening; a Vesperal Divine Liturgy on Thursday morning celebrating the Last Supper, the Twelve Gospels service Thursday evening, celebrating the passion; the Royal Hours kept all day Friday; and...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 45 Derailed

November 2, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “I did not come here for a lecture,” I said firmly. “I did what I felt was in Liz’s best interest. Again. Dad said we needed to talk, and I’m willing to talk. I am NOT willing to listen to a lecture.” “You do not decide what is best for your sister,” Mom said. “That is for your father and me, as well as the professionals.” “And what is Dad’s opinion on this?” I asked. “That is not the point, Mike!” I sighed. We’d been going around in circles on the...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 66 Second Base and a First Kiss

March 5, 1982, Circleville, Ohio “What became of that police investigation?” Mrs. Malenkov asked when I arrived at Katy’s house on Friday evening. “Nothing so far. They haven’t caught the rapist. The school added some security and started a service to walk girls to and from class or work after dark.” “Why did they check on you, specifically?” “The suspect has brown hair and is about 5’10” and I came into the dorm maybe an hour after it happened. At first they had reports it was a black...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 16 The Joy of Sex

August 16, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio Liz threw her arms around me on Sunday morning when I walked out of my room. “Thank you! Thank you!” I hugged her tightly to me. “Mom let you out of ‘house arrest’?” “Yes. And I know you’re responsible. If you weren’t my brother, I’d kiss you!” “Just remember, you have to behave, because if you don’t...” “I know,” she sighed. “I’m on parole. Did Mom tell you that Paul agreed to plead guilty to one count of statutory rape and one count of oral sodomy...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 50 From Bad to Worse

November 23, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio On Monday morning, just after breakfast there was a knock at the door. I got up from the couch and went to open it. “Phil?” “Hi, Mike. Can we come in?” “We?” “This is Mrs. Laramy from Family Services.” “Hang on a second.” I went to the kitchen to get my dad, who followed me back to the foyer. “Hi, Phil,” Dad said. “What’s up?” “This is Mrs. Laramy from Family Services.” “Mr. Loucks? I have an order here to take custody of Elizabeth.” “What?!...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 6 Juggling Act

May 31, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio On Sunday morning as I dressed for church, I faced the true reality of what happened the previous night. My make-out sessions with April had, except on that single instance where I’d fondled her sweater-clad breast for more than a second or two, not gone far enough to be included in my confession. What had happened the previous night certainly had. I now faced effectively the same dilemma I would have faced had April and I gone to the motel after Prom. I...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 19 Several Dates

August 21, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio On Friday morning, Mr. Mills called just after 6:00am to let me know that Jocelyn had gone into surgery, and that it would likely be mid-afternoon before he had any news. I thanked him and sat down at the table in the kitchen with a mug of tea I made and read the Rutherford Tribune. Nobody else was up, and I enjoyed the quiet for about an hour before my parents came into the kitchen. “Was that Jocelyn’s dad who called at 6:00am?” my dad asked. “Yes. I...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 60 Use by Date

February 13, 1982, McKinley, Ohio “I visited Ohio State yesterday,” Nancy said when we had a chance to chat on Saturday morning. “And?” “I’m pretty sure I’m going to Taft like we talked about because I can live at home. But the tour was cool and our tour guides were absolutely hysterical.” “Oh?” “Yeah. A guy and his fiancée. He’s a criminal justice major and wants to be a US Marshal. She’s in pre-law and wants to be a criminal defense lawyer. They told some of the funniest stories about...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 70 Sorting Things Out Part I

April 4, 1982, West Monroe, Ohio “Mishka!” Tasha squealed, hugging me tightly, but quickly releasing me because we were in the narthex of the church. “Hi, Tasha!” I said with a smile. She grabbed my hand and led me to the church hall where we got some food and coffee, then sat down by her parents. “Michael, how is school going?” Deacon Vasily asked. “All A’s so far, and I should finish the semester with a 4.0 average.” “Very good. And you’re attending church regularly?” “Yes. Every...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 9 Jos and Mik

June 6, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio After Vespers on Saturday, I spent a few minutes talking to Tasha. “My dad isn’t sure karate is ‘ladylike’,” she said. “The uniforms cover more than those nice dresses you wear during the Summer!” “You noticed, Mike?” she asked with a soft laugh. “If I may be «некультурный», yes, of course! It’s difficult to miss a pretty girl with a nice body!” “Thank you! But do NOT say that around my dad! He’ll never let you see me again!” “So the answer is ‘no’?” “I...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 32 Friends In Need

September 26, 1981, McKinley, Ohio “What?!” I gasped. “How is she?” “I don’t know, and that’s the God’s honest truth. Her dad called from Rutherford Hospital and asked me to call you. All he said was that they were working on her.” “I’m leaving in about three minutes. That’s what I’ll need to get dressed.” “What about Becky?” “I’ll bring her, I guess. I can’t imagine her parents are going to be in Rutherford.” “She’s there with you?” “Yes. Beat me up about that later! I’m on my way to...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 38 Twelve Times

October 10, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio I froze and realized my first inclination to go back to McKinley had been the right one. I’d thought my talk with Becky the previous weekend had resolved the issue, but I was very clearly mistaken. I could actually go back. It was early enough, and I hadn’t told Tasha I was going to be home, so she wouldn’t be upset, and a phone call would make her very happy as the two I’d made so far had done. But there was one problem - all I could hear in my head was...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 39 A Summons

October 11, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio On Sunday morning, Becky and I got out of bed and snuck across the hall to the bathroom, where we got into the shower together. “Thank you,” she said as I lathered shampoo in her hair. “I was afraid you’d say ‘no’ and I’d have missed that.” “You’re OK?” I asked. “Mike, it’s what I wanted from the day I met you. I just knew you’d be perfect. You let me do exactly what I wanted and how I wanted. As I said, patient and gentle.” “You weren’t very gentle...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 47 Should I Feel Guilty

November 9, 1981, McKinley, Ohio “OK?” I asked, shocked enough that I was rocked back in my seat. “Yes. OK.” “OK to WHAT?” I asked warily. “Getting married.” “You can’t be serious! You’re afraid of French kissing and you want to get married?” Angie smirked, “Gotcha! You should see the look on your face!” “Nice.” I laughed. “You did get me!” “Sorry, I figured at that point I needed to do something to change the mood.” “By making my heart stop?!” “Oh, come on! The first thought that...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 57 Sorting Things Out

January 12, 1982, McKinley, Ohio Influenza was making the rounds of the dorm, and just about everyone had it by Tuesday morning, including me. I dragged myself out of bed, realized there was no way I was going to run, and climbed back into bed. I took some decongestant tablets from the box on the shelf next to my bed and swallowed them with a gulp of water. I hoped to fight the worst symptoms and be able to make it to lab. Angie had already said she wasn’t going to run, so I stayed in bed...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 58 Hangups

January 25, 1982, McKinley, Ohio “I have a message for Michael Loucks,” a young man announced just as biology class ended. “That’s me,” I said. “Dean Parker would like to see you immediately.” “I’ll go with you, Mike,” Doctor Stanton said. I had no clue what she could possibly want, but I appreciated Doctor Stanton coming with me. We made our way to the administration building. “I’m here to see Dean Parker,” I said. “I’m Mike Loucks.” “One moment,” the young woman at the desk...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 59 Role Reversals

January 31, 1982, McKinley, Ohio “You’re STILL struggling with that issue?” Jocelyn asked during our regular Sunday afternoon call. “Does it really surprise you?” “No, I suppose it doesn’t. I think the circumstances of the last year really caused you some serious heartache and anguish, and I’m not just talking about you and me. If you think about it, you and Emmy were ripped apart by her dad; you and Nancy were ripped apart by her difficulty with commitment; you and I were ripped apart by...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 2 The First Day of the Rest of Your Life

May 23, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “Good morning, Mike!” my mom said when I arrived at the kitchen table for breakfast. “Hi, Mom,” I said. “What do you have planned for today?” “It’s all on the calendar, just like it has been since I could write,” I replied with a smile. “I work from 8:00am to noon, then I have my Saturday karate class at 1:00pm. Dale and I are playing chess after that, and Vespers are at 6:00pm. I’m taking April to the movies after church.” “What are you going to...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 30 Rocks and Shoals

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 43 A Terrible Accusation

October 30, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “Hi,” Jocelyn said when her dad led me into the living room. “Hi! I’m glad to see you at home.” “And we’re glad to have her home,” Mr. Mills said. “If you need anything, let us know.” I went over to sit next to Jocelyn on the couch. She scooted close and I put my arm around her. She sighed, kissed my cheek, and then snuggled. “I was glad to hear from Doctor Henderson that you could leave the hospital.” “And you should be seeing your sister!” “I will....

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 65 Defining Relationships

March 1, 1982, McKinley, Ohio “I have a meeting with the Dean to get permission to put up the flyers this afternoon,” Kurtis said at lunch. “We’ll only be escorting girls from our dorm. I talked to a couple of guys in other dorms who will organize theirs. I figured we couldn’t take care of everyone without some help.” “Cool,” Clark said. “Did anyone hear any more about the investigation?” “The Times said the police didn’t have any suspects, but were following leads,” Jeannette said. “What...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 15 Back to Normal

August 7, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio The Summer was rapidly disappearing and there were but two weeks before I moved to McKinley. Once my dad had calmed down, the Summer had returned to normal. It was almost as if everything was in a holding pattern, where each week had followed a simple pattern. I worked at the hardware store, went to the dojo, had dinner with Tasha on Wednesday, a date with Emmy on Friday, and the usual triple date on Saturday. Liz was still grounded, but Emmy was allowed to...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 25 New Routines Part II

September 1, 1981, McKinley, Ohio Tuesday wasn’t quite as crazy as Monday. My first class after breakfast was the biology seminar. After the first day, this would be run by Laura Peters, a graduate student. I immediately decided the seminar would be valuable, as she would provide study guides, sample lab reports, and a host of other useful information, as well as address any challenges we encountered in our first semester at Taft. The most important thing is that there would be no outside...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 44 Rescue Mission

November 1, 1981, McKinley, Ohio It was just past midnight when I walked into the Landers’ house. “Hi, Mike,” Mrs. Landers said. “Nancy said you might show up. I’m glad you did!” “Hi, Mrs. Landers,” I replied. “Don’t mind me,” she smiled. “If you two want to go on to bed, that’s OK.” “You better call Ripley’s once more,” I grinned. “I’m going to turn Nancy down on her offer. Again.” Mrs. Landers laughed and shook her head, “I told her you were a keeper! Then I will go to bed so you can...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 63 Dancing While Black

February 19, 1982, McKinley, Ohio “Angie!” I exclaimed, as I hurried toward the girls, who appeared tired, but otherwise OK. I took Angie in my arms and hugged her tightly. “Are you OK?” I asked. “Yes,” she said. “I’m sorry I’m late, but we were at the party and the police wouldn’t let us leave or make phone calls until they interviewed everyone who was there.” “What happened?” Melody asked. “A girl from the seventh floor was raped,” Jeannette said. “Who was it?” “Some girl named...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 71 Sorting Things Out Part II

April 8, 1982, West Monroe, Ohio “Liz wanted me to talk to you,” I said to my mom on Thursday evening. “I assumed she’d put you up to this.” “I only promised to talk to you, and told Liz not to count on anything changing.” “Good call. We’ve given her as much freedom as your father and I think is reasonable. Has she talked to you about Paul Reynolds?” I nodded, “I know how she feels about him. But he’s in prison. Don’t forget she was raped before that, and anything that happened after the...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 5 Matchmaker Matchmaker Make Me A Match

May 30, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio It was with more than a little trepidation that I drove home from karate class. I didn’t really want to talk to April, but I knew I had to. The bottom line was church. It didn’t matter to a lot of people, but it mattered to me. I feared that my conversation with April was simply going to go around in circles, and end with her crying again. Unfortunately, I didn’t see how that could be avoided. “You should go see her,” Mom said when I came downstairs after my...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 11 Tashas Story

June 10, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “OK, now I am SERIOUSLY worried about coming to church on Saturday!” I laughed as I put the car in gear. “And why is that Mishka Petrovich?” Tasha asked with a small laugh. “Your dad told me it was OK to take you for ice cream after dinner without me asking. I swear, if I come into church on Saturday for Vespers and the table is there with the crowns...” I was laughing and so was Tasha. “And being married to me would be so terrible?” she asked with fake...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 12 Truth and Consequences

June 15, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “Negative,” Liz whispered happily when I came home from work on Monday. “Thank God,” I said. We both had been on pins and needles since the previous Monday, and the news had come as a relief. Jocelyn and Dale had noticed I was on edge on Saturday night, and I’d pulled them aside briefly to tell them what had happened. They were both in agreement that I had no choice but to report the guy. Jocelyn offered to emasculate him with a rusty spoon, which had me...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 20 Revelation

August 22, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “What do you want to do today?” I asked Becky as we walked to my car. “Anything you want.” “Anything?” I smirked. “Like saying that was really a risk?” “You never know,” I chuckled. “What if it’s all been an act?” “HAS it all been an act?” she asked in a silly tone as I opened the passenger door for her. “Of course not!” I said, closing the door. I walked around the car and got in, started the engine, and backed out. “Not implying anything,” Becky...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 49 It Fits Perfectly

November 20, 1981, McKinley, Ohio I got up from the couch and walked over to where Nancy was standing. She took my hand and led me to her bedroom where she shut and locked the door. She stood in front of me, and I held out my arms. She stepped forward and melted against me, sighing deeply as she put her head on my chest. I wrapped my arms tightly around her and held her. “I’ve wanted this for months,” she whispered. I moved one of my hands to lift Nancy’s chin so we could kiss. Our lips...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 52 Trial By Fire

November 25, 1981, Rutherford, Ohio “Family Court for Harding County is now in session, Judge Martha Lee, presiding. You may be seated.” The small courtroom was packed with doctors, lawyers, and our family. Nobody from the general public was permitted because Liz was a minor. “Ladies and gentlemen,” Judge Lee said, “this is a status hearing on an emergency custody petition which I signed on Sunday evening. The procedure is a bit less formal than in a normal courtroom. That said, please...

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Good Medicine Freshman YearChapter 8 Accidental Revelations

June 5, 1981, West Monroe, Ohio “What do you want to do tonight?” I asked Emmy after she got into my Mustang on Friday evening. “Anything,” she said with a smile. “Whatever you want!” “There’s a new skydiving place that opened in Clermont County over by Cincinnati. I saw an ad in the newspaper.” “OK,” she laughed, “maybe not ANYTHING!” “Too exciting for you?” I laughed as I put the car in reverse and backed out of the driveway. “Too risky! What happens if your parachute doesn’t...

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