CHANGE OF POWER
IN A PLACE NOT QUITE IN THIS REALITY...
She glided through the realm, no one who watched being quite sure
whether she was walking with her feet or just moving through effort of
will. Either was possible. She was one of the major Incarna, a pure
force of nature, the living essence of pure feminine power. She was
second only to the major trinity whose interplay kept the universe
moving, who were in turn second only to the one who created all.
All who were in her way sensed her presence and intent long before she
got to where they were and moved out of her way. She stepped up to the
receptionist and stated, "I am looking for the Akashic Master." She
could have easily taken the knowledge she needed from the man's mind
without any harm to him, but this way was more polite. A necessity for
what she needed to accomplish.
The man accessed the computer on his desk and quickly said, "He's in the
gym. Private workout."
The woman smiled and went through the door into the rest of the Realm.
She went through the long hallways which were the building that served
as the headquarters for the coalition of mages which had created this
mini-universe. She went straight to the gym. Standing in front of the
gym was a young lady in her mid-teens.
The youth blanched when she saw who approached. It was her job to stand
in front of the gym, and politely refuse entrance to all who wished
entry. As the Akashic Master's personal attache, she had the power to
refuse entry to even the other Grand Masters in a non-emergency
situation. But this? A major Incarna? How could she refuse?
The Incarna stepped up to her and said, "I wish to speak to the Akashic
Master. Announce me."
The woman paused, torn between her duty to the Master and her natural
urge to wish not to antagonize Her. Finally she decided it would be
best to err on the side of caution. The Master may be stern, but he was
fair. She had no idea how the Incarna would react to refusal. She
exercised the small amount of Forces it would take to open the door and
preceded Her inside.
Inside, the Master was working out with his students. The Master, a
Caucasian (rare for the Akashic Brotherhood, most were of oriental
descent), and three students were on the mat, surrounded by a ring of
lesser students. The three students were all attempting to strike the
Master, using only Do, THE martial art. No Magick was allowed, although
all the students were Awakened.
The students were striving valiantly, but no matter where they threw
their punches the Master was not there. The young woman smiled. These
students had yet to figure it out. One on one, none of them could touch
the Master. Even when it was three one on one battles at once. Only by
working together, two forcing the Master to move in such a way that the
third could strike him, would they ever succeed.
The youth looked up to Her face and saw Her waiting impatiently, clearly
not used to being kept waiting. The youth cleared her throat loudly.
"Master?"
The Master held up his hand signaling stop. Two of the students froze
in place, but the third kept his last swing going. The Master caught
his fist in mid-flight, and gave him a withering stare. The youth
simply said, she felt unnecessarily, "You have a visitor."
The Master stared at Her for a few seconds before saying, "Class, it
appears we will be adjourning early today." The youth could feel the
relief run through the class. Relief quickly dashed when the Master
said, "To make up for it, our next class will run fifteen minutes long."
The class voiced their disappointment with a collective "Awww."
The Master cut them off with a quick, "Class dismissed!" and a clapping
of his hands. The class got up and quickly bowed and left. When it was
only the three of them, the Master, contempt evident in his voice,
asked, "What do you want?"
The youth blanched. How could anyone, even the Master, treat Her with
such disrespect?! The Lady ignored the contempt and said, "I have a
favor to ask of you."
The Master continued his arrogance by turning his back on Her and
walking over to the makiwara, the padded striking board. As he started
a series of blows to the board he said, "Ask."
The youth felt Her grow angry, but She contained it and said, "One of my
worshipers has recently Awakened. I'd like you to retrieve her."
"Fine." To the youth, he said, "Janice, arrange for a couple females of
the Brotherhood to make a trip to the consensual reality."
The Woman quickly said, "NO!" then in a more placatory tone said, "I'd
like you to handle this personally."
The Master stopped. He turned his head and looked over his shoulder at
Her. "Why?"
Janice blanched again. The Master would dare to challenge Her? She
knew he was powerful, but was he really that powerful?
The Lady said, "It seems that she is being followed by a Weaver
construct. She has yet to demonstrate any control over her new abilities
in public, so they're just watching her, but she could be in real
danger."
The Master stared at her for a while. Finally he returned to beating on
the board, and said, "Fine. A while back, I did a favor for your
husband. The cost of me doing this for you is the same as for what I did
for him."
She looked at him, and said, "That seems a rather steep price to pay.
Somewhat inappropriate."
The Master stopped. Turning to face her, he said, "I am the premiere
Akashic mage on the planet Earth. I am one of the most, if not the
most, powerful mages in any realm. I am the head of the Akashic
Brotherhood in this Realm. And you want me to interrupt my vital
schedule to chase down an Orphan? You're right, it is inappropriate. I
think what I've asked for plus an undisclosed favor to be granted later
willingly and without hesitation should be an appropriate payment.
Further, I want a promise from you not to attempt to manipulate me in
any way to call for that favor before I want to."
Janice stared at Her. The Woman was clearly angry, and Janice feared
for her very existence right then. The Lady said, "I could make you do
this for me."
The Master replied, "No, you can't."
The Lady seemed to contemplate this and said, "I could make it very hard
on this Realm. Collect the Major Incarna together and attack you."
The Master extended his hand and a towel flew across the room into his
grasp. As he wiped his forehead, he said, "And I could resign my
position and return to the consensual reality. Without the "offending
mortal" being present in the Realm, you couldn't get the Major Incarna
to agree on what color the sky is out there."
"You would do that? Abandon your allies?"
"Great Lady, I am a Spur. That alone scares most of the mages here.
The nature of my Spur makes me immune to Paradox. That terrifies them.
Were it not for my mastery of the Soul Blade, most would assume me to be
a Marauder working on the "good guys'" side. I took this job out of
respect for the wishes of its previous holder. The other Akashics
accept for the same reason, and the other factions accept because they
have no choice, but most have made it clear that they would rather me
not be here. Hell, you might be doing me a favor by driving me out."
"It still seems a steep price."
The Master slung the towel around his neck. "You don't want to pay the
toll, don't try to get through the gate." The Lady glared at the
Master, but before she could say anything, he said, "Of course, there is
another payment I would accept."
"What?"
"The truth. The complete, unvarnished truth. You can't convince me
that a newly Awakened Orphan, no matter how powerful, rates anything
other than a moderately powered H.I.T. mark. Why do you want me? What
do you expect to accomplish with this?"
The Lady and the Master stared at one another for awhile before She
finally said, "Alright. I will pay your toll."
"Which one?"
"The favor."
"I thought so."
"When you get back-"
"In advance."
"That is not what you agreed to with my husband.""It is not when I
agreed to accept payment. When and what are two different things."
"But-"
"NO! Lady, you have no credit in my bank, and you know why!" Janice
trembled in fear, sure that She would strike both of them down any
second now. "Now I have offered my terms. Accept them or get out."
The Lady said, "Alright." She stepped up to the Master, and placed Her
hands on his temples. After a few seconds, she said, "It is done. Now
I hold you to your end of the agreement."
The Master smiled. "Hun, I may officially be the enemy of the
Syndicate, but, like them, I would die before I break a deal."
"Your mercenary attitude is unbecoming of an Akashic Master."
The Master considered that for a while, before saying, "Perhaps. But as
the youths of my universe would say, 'Bite me.'"
The Lady glowered at the Master, before fading from view. When she was
gone, Janice blurted out, "Are you mad?!" before remembering her place,
and saying, "Forgive me, sir, but are you crazy?"
The Master smiled broadly. "Quite possibly."
"Sir, why would you treat Her in such a manner?"
"The Goddess and I have... a history. Enough of that. Has your mastery
of the Spheres of Prime, Matter and Forces progressed to the point where
you no longer need your Foci?"
"I have freed myself of the constraints on Matter and Prime, but I still
need to focus my Forces through the Do."
"Show me. Shower me." The Master snapped his fingers and his clothes
disappeared. The snapping was nothing more than a dramatic affectation
of his. By sheer force of Will, the Master could command any sphere but
Spirit.
Janice closed her eyes and concentrated. A bubble of water appeared
over the Master's head. She then struck a pose and went through a
carefully chosen kata. As her hands moved, the water broke apart into a
spray of water and proceeded to rain down upon the Master. When her
hands changed movement, the water flowed with them, quickly cleaning the
Master. When she completed her motions, the water dropped to the
ground.
The Master then snapped his fingers again and the water was gone, and he
was clothed in loose fitting slacks and a shirt. He said, "Master
Nakayama will take my place, both in training apprentices and, if
necessary, on the council until my return."
"The students won't be happy about that." Master Nakayama was perhaps
one of the best trainers in the Realm, in his own way, better even than
The Master. But he was also a stern task master that everyone hated to
train under.
"Neither will you."
"Master?"
"You lost focus on the third and fifth movements of that kata. Have
master Nakayama work with you on that."
"Yes, sir."
"And make sure to inform master Nakayama of the extra time the students
must go through in their next class. And inform him of Jason's lapse."
Jason was the boy who had not stopped instantly when the Master called
halt.
"Yes, sir."
The Master snapped his fingers and returned to his room. There he
picked up the Soul Blade, before teleporting to the exit portal. The
portal master asked, "Where to?"
"San Bernardino."
"Yes, sir."
The portal master used the crystals to re-align the portal to its exit
point in San Bernardino, and the Akashic Master stepped through into a
glade under the star filled sky.
************
Jacqui walked to her car, her brow furrowed. In the 4 months since she
had ended the threat of Eric Lancaster, saved her mother's life and
decided to remain as Jacqui, her magic had been... erratic to say the
least. For some reason, most of her magic was totally untrustworthy.
The Transformation spell, shape shifting, even the simplest of illusions
refused to work properly. She had discussed it with her mother and
Bronwyn, and although each assured her that it was probably just an
after effect of the battle with the Brotherhood, that intuitive sense
which was so powerful in her told her that they were as mystified by
this as she was.
The only thing that still worked was her healing powers. And, perhaps a
bit ironically, they had never been stronger. With only the most
minimal links, she could dispel even the most intense pain, and even
some minor injuries. There were even some times when her healer's
senses told her that the injuries she saw were bad enough that she
wanted to make them better, but when she formed the healer's link, they
already were better. Her mother told her that she was probably just
imagining things, and that the injuries weren't as bad as she thought.
Of course, that would've meant her senses were all screwed up as well.
But today, the evidence was undeniable. She had gone to watch the
practice of her friends on the team. The school's women's team was one
of the best in the state, and she would've loved to play, but she had
decided that, due to her pregnancy, she wouldn't try out for the team.
But that didn't keep her from watching.
Lisa, the team's star forward, had jumped to catch a pass gone wild, and
when she had come down, she slipped and sprawled headlong into the
bleachers. The bleachers collapsed under her. Jacqui, with her
healer's senses, felt the wood smash apart and shatter the back of
Lisa's head. She felt Lisa's life force start to depart from her body,
and part of Jacqui, afraid she was already too late, determined that it
shouldn't be, mustn't be as bad as it was.
Then something happened and it wasn't as bad as she thought it was.
Lisa pulled herself out of the rubble of the bleachers and staggered
about a bit, before she was helped to a chair, as someone went to get
the nurse.
After the nurse checked her out, she thought she was only badly bruised,
but just to be sure, they took her to the hospital to get checked out.
Jacqui waited for the ambulance to leave and for everyone to clear out
before heading to her car. She had to talk to mom and Bronwyn about
this.
As she pulled the keys out of her purse, she heard a strange, almost
metallic voice say, "Reality deviant."
Since there was no one else around, she turned and saw a man, about 6'
tall, bald, and with a pale pallor to his skin that gave her the
impression of a corpse. He was dressed in a black overcoat that covered
all of his body except for his head. And for some reason, every sense
Jacqui had screamed, "RUN!" It was such a powerful compulsion, that
Jacqui took two steps backwards away from... it (for that was how she
was thinking of it), bumping into the car.
The thing told her, "You will come with me."
Since the very concept of going somewhere with this thing filled her
with a sense of nameless dread, Jacqui replied, "I don't think so."
The thing strode towards her. "You have no choice."
Jacqui was terrified. She fell back on the only weapon she had, the
Transformation spell. She summoned forth the energy and cast the spell.
Somehow she managed the spell for the first time in four months. She
envisioned the man turning into a kitten, and released the spell. The
energy lanced out towards the thing and struck him. Jacqui expected him
to start changing into a small ball of feline fluff, but was surprised
as the spell unraveled like cheap cloth, leaving it untouched.
The thing moved up to her with a speed no human should have and
backhanded her, knocking her to the ground. Jacqui looked up and saw
the thing's right arm, now out of the coat, was some kind of metal
construct. Some kind of metal construct with a barrel!
Jacqui did the only thing she could think of. She mentally screamed,
"MOM!"
************
Bronwyn and Laurie sat at Laurie's table, discussing Jacqui's problem
with her magic. "I don't know, Bron. It's like everything she learned
is gone. She knows what to do, but when she tries to do it, it just
doesn't work."
"I don't know what to say, love. Maybe... Maybe her training is gone."
"What do you mean?"
"When Jacqui cast the spell that we thought would give her back her life
as Jack, but instead gave you your life back, she had more power than
anyone in the history of the Sisterhood. Maybe it destroyed what she
already had."
"I'm not sure I understand."
"You're a healer. To use a mundane analogy, if a person suffers a
serious blow to the head, after they've healed, they may have to relearn
to walk, talk, read, et cetera. They know what they're supposed to be
able to do, but can't do it anymore. When Jacqui had all that power
within her, it may have scrambled the controls she already had."
"So she may have to start over from scratch?" With strong sarcasm in
her voice, Laurie said, "She's going to love that."
Bronwyn smiled. She took a sip of her coffee and then looked up,
intending to continue her discussion, but, when she noticed that Laurie
had grasped the table, shaking visibly she asked, "Laurie, what's
wrong?"
Then she felt it. Jacqui's scream of terror and desperation. Bronwyn
grabbed Laurie's arm and cast the spell that would take them to the
youngster's side. This was farther than she had ever teleported before,
but she had no choice. She HAD to make it.
She cast the spell, and... nothing. Laurie looked at her, fear and
desperation in her eyes. "What's wrong? Why didn't we go anywhere?"
"The spell... was blocked."
The two women looked at one another, and Laurie grabbed her purse as
they ran to her car.
************
Jacqui lay on the ground, trembling in fear as this half-machine man
advanced on her. Suddenly, she heard another voice say, "Excuse me!" A
man leapt, seemingly from nowhere (of course, Jacqui was a bit
preoccupied, so he could've come from her own car and she wouldn't have
noticed), and landed three reverse kicks to the thing's torso, knocking
it back on its ass. The man landed smoothly and spun so he was facing
the thing. "Didn't your momma ever tell you not to hit a woman?"
As the thing got up, the man whispered back to Jacqui, "Don't try to
run. That thing might get around me, and I might not be able to protect
you." It was a needless warning. Jacqui was so terrified that running
had never even entered her mind.
The thing said, "Depart now. This is no concern of yours."
"I beg to differ. A man always seeks to protect an endangered woman."
"I will give you one last chance. Depart or die." The man smiled. The
thing charged him. The two then fought with dizzying speed, moving so
fast, Jacqui was barely able to follow their movements. But despite the
thing's claims, it was clear that the man was the superior fighter. He
knocked the thing on its back three times. Once with a clothesline,
once with an uppercut, and finally with a spinning back kick, knocking
it back a good twenty feet.
As the thing got to its feet the last time, the man said, "Damn. You're
not even a good workout."
It stood and pointed its metal arm at him. A rocket shot out of the end
of the barrel. Jacqui expected the man to move out of its way, but
instead he reached out and caught it. He tossed it over his shoulder
and over Jacqui's car, where it exploded. The man then brought his hand
up and pointed his index finger and thumb out, like the way young boys
did when they wanted to pretend their hands were guns. "My turn," he
said. He pointed his "gun" at the thing at depressed his thumb, saying,
"Bang!"
A beam of energy shot from the man's finger, striking the thing in the
chest. It flew back into the wall, the continuous stream of energy
(looking like the energy stream from the proton guns from the movie
"Ghostbusters") playing upon its chest. Finally, the energy stopped,
and the thing dropped to the ground, a big gaping hole where its chest
used to be.
The man then turned and walked back to Jacqui, extending his hand to
help her up. Jacqui just looked at it, and with real fear in her eyes,
said, "You're a Brother, a worshiper of the Dark One."
The man smiled an honest, open smile. "Not even close, hun. You didn't
think your Sisterhood and the Brotherhood were the only two
organizations capable of working real magic, did you?" Then, looking at
her expression, he said, "I guess you did."
Jacqui looked from his hand to his face and back again. Finally
deciding to trust her feelings, she placed his hand in his. He gently
helped her to her feet. He then swept her into his arms. She was about
to protest, when he nodded his head back to the thing's corpse, saying,
"His backup will be here any second, and we don't want to be here when
they get here."
Jumping and bouncing off the hood of her car, Jacqui found them flying
through the air to the rooftop. Jacqui then held on for dear life as he
ran across rooftop after rooftop, bridging the gap between them with a
single leap, no matter how great the distance between them.
************
Laurie and Bronwyn drove up to the college parking lot, not sure what to
expect. Jacqui's terror had remained intense for a few minutes, before
abating slightly, only to return after a few minutes worse than ever.
It then went went away almost entirely, only to come back seconds later.
But the last time was different. Where before, the terror was that of
someone fearing for her life, it had been replaced by the terror one
experiences when, despite being safe, one was at the mercy of powerful
forces beyond their control. Like being on a roller coaster.
The two pulled up to the entrance, only to be stopped by a man in an
orange vest. "I'm sorry, ladies, but the college campus is closed.
There's been a large gas spill and we need time to clean it up."
Laurie tried to scan the man's mind, but it was shielded. Even his
public mind was shielded against her. "Excuse me, sir, I was expecting
to meet my daughter here. Would she still be here?"
"Nobody here but the clean-up crew. Sorry. Maybe she already went
home."
"Maybe. Thanks, anyways." As the two women drove away, their concern
over Jacqui caused them to fail to notice a man in a lab coat taking
inordinate notice of them.
Laurie quested out mentally, trying to locate Jacqui, but something was
still interfering with their contact. But then, something slammed up
between them, like a door being closed. Laurie could still feel that
her daughter was, or at least felt personally, safe, but couldn't zero
in on her.
She turned to Bronwyn, hoping that her friend could sense something she
couldn't, but could tell by the look on her face that Bronwyn was having
no such luck. The two returned home, terrified for the young girl.
************
Jacqui rode with her arms around the man's neck, her eyes tightly shut,
for a while. Then she felt a strange sensation, and everything stopped.
The man said, "We're here. You can open your eyes."
Jacqui opened one eye, and seeing she was in a room, opened the other.
The man set her on her feet. She was in a small, sparsely furnished,
economy apartment. The man asked, "Would you care for something to
drink? A soda? Herbal tea?"
Jacqui started moving towards the door. "Uhm, no, I think I better get
home."
The man went over to the small fridge, saying, "Your choice, but you'll
only be putting your own family at risk."
Jacqui stopped cold. "What do you mean?"
"That thing that attacked you tonight. It's called a H.I.T. Mark, by
the way. It's part of a larger organization. They would not have
attacked you without identifying you first. I have no doubt, that,
having failed, they are now watching your home, waiting for you to
return. You go back, they will attack. They will either kill or take
hostage anyone else there in an effort to get to you."
"But... why? Why me?"
"How do I explain this? My own paradigm explanation probably won't be
something you can relate to. Do you know anything about computers?"
"A bit."
"Well, think of reality as a huge mainframe, where everyone within it
has their own terminal. Now most people are like your average
computer-phobe. Barely understand enough to function with what they've
got. Content to let the computer tell them what to do, and if a problem
arises, are totally mystified, and have to wait for help." Jacqui
couldn't help but smile. The man was describing her mother in perfect
detail.
The man continued. "Then you've got a few, like those in the Sisterhood
or Brotherhood, who are capable of a bit more. Think of them as
professional computer operators. They know more about the program that
is reality. They also have access to hidden tools that most people
don't. Like the control panels or extension files in a computer.
"Then there is a rare, rare group. These people... Think of them as
system programmers. They can go in and change the basic programs that
run reality. This is my level of magic. This is... your level of
magic."
"Me? No. You... You must have the wrong person." Jacqui started
edging towards the door.
The man dug in the refrigerator while saying, "Your magic has been out
of control. Things that used to be easy now seem impossible to
accomplish, but what you do accomplish has a strength and power that
scares even you."
Jacqui froze. "How... How did you know?"
"One of the drawbacks. A human can only walk one path of power. Now
that you're on the upper level, the lesser paths are inaccessible." He
came out of the refrigerator with a couple cans of grape soda. He
pointed one to her. "Sure I can't offer you one?"
Jacqui returned to the center of the room. He met her half way, and
gave her the soda. "So what does it mean? Being on this upper level?"
"It's called Awakening. It comes from the fact that the lowest level
act like they walk through life sleepwalking. First off, all the old
rules you understood don't apply anymore. You can heal without
shielding. There's no difference between shape shifting and
Transforming. For that matter, you could transform yourself to a male
and back again without losing your power. The only limits you have are
your experience, skill and level of spiritual awakening."
Jacqui felt a pang of emotion. For most of the time, since being
transformed unwillingly from Jack to Jacqui, she had desired nothing
more than to go back to being a man. Even now, when she accepted being
and actually wanted to remain a girl, this man telling her she could
have both struck a chord in her. "So what're the drawbacks?"
"Well, there's the one path rule I mentioned before. But I'd have to
say the biggest drawback is Paradox."
"Paradox? What's that?"
"To continue the computer analogy, think of it as the ultimate Conflict
Catcher program. The Sisterhood that you used to be a part of uses
stuff built into the system to accomplish what they want. You're
changing the system software. In order to prevent a crash, there's
Paradox."
"What does it do?"
"Reality, the system software if you will, is the combined belief of
what all people in reality think is possible. When you do something
that most people think of as impossible, you build up a bit of Paradox
within you. Too much Paradox, or you mess up too badly when trying to
reprogram reality and things start going wrong."
"Like what?"
"Well, I know one man whose left hand is gone, replaced entirely by
flame when he messed up in controlling the Forces Sphere."
"Forces Sphere?"
"There are 9 defined Spheres of Influence used by a Mage in controlling
reality. In alphabetical order, they are Correspondence, the Sphere
that deals with space and spatial relations; Entropy, the sphere of
chaos and breakdown; Forces; the Sphere of force and energy, everything
from sound through light and even gravity can be controlled with this
sphere; Life, the sphere of biological control; Matter, control of
physical stuff; Mind, control of mental stuff; Prime, control of the
basic essence of magic; Spirit, control both of spirits, and of the
spiritual reality that lays alongside our own; and finally Time, control
and perception of time itself."
Jacqui thought about what he was saying. "This Paradox you mention. Is
there anyway to avoid it?"
"Yes. There are two basic types of magical effects. Those that
blatantly defy the rules of what can be done, called Vulgar magic. And
magic that just causes the unlikely to occur, called coincidental magic.
If you use the latter, you really have to screw up before Paradox gets
involved."
"Like what? What's the difference?"
"To give you an example, let's say a man pulls a gun out and shoots at
you. If you were to stop the bullet in mid-air, or cause the man to
suddenly explode in flames before he could pull the trigger, those would
be vulgar. But if you were to make the gun jam or throw his aim off, or
even reduce the effect of the bullet by making it pass through your body
missing all the vital organs, that would be coincidence."
Jacqui thought about it and said, "But none of this explains why that,
what did you call it, H.I.T. Mark wanted to kill me."
"Killing you was what it would've done if it had no other choice. It's
first mission was to capture you."
"But why?"
"Another one of those drawbacks. You see, at our level, there is a war
going on. A war for the fate of the human soul. There are four
factions. The largest faction is a group called the Technocracy. Their
goal is to make all of reality predictable, controllable, and definable,
so as to make it utterly safe for all of its inhabitants."
"Doesn't sound like too bad a goal."
"There's one problem with it though. The single most unpredictable,
uncontrollable, indefinable thing in reality is the human soul."
"But you can't destroy the human soul."
"Can't you? Tell me, do you know of anyone who just goes through life,
waking up at exactly the same time, eats breakfast at exactly the same
time, goes to work at exactly the same time, does the same half-assed
job every day, comes home, complains to their significant other, then
goes to sleep, only to wake up and repeat the process all over again?
All without doing thing one to change it?!"
Jacqui considered what the man was saying. Although her mother,
Bronwyn, and the entire Sisterhood weren't like that, she knew far too
many who were. "This sounds like something out of the X-Files."
"It should. Most of the stories in that show, at least the ones along
the "shadow government" story arc, are based on real events."
"You're kidding."
"Nope."
"So what about the other factions in this war? What about you?"
"I am a member of a loosely knit coalition of Mages called,
collectively, the Traditions. We represent, I guess you could call it,
the old ways. Wizards who follow the old formulaic magics. Witches with
their life magics. And ironically, also modern technomancers who want
technology and information to be free and unrestricted, instead of
controlled by an elite few. We want things to be a little freer and
more individually controlled."
"And the other two factions?"
"The other two, thankfully, minor factions are the Marauders and the
Nephandi. The Marauders are... nuts. Literally insane. They want a
return to the days of unrestrained magic and chaos. They'd like nothing
better than to have anyone capable of anything, anytime, anywhere."
"I guess they have the most problems with Paradox."
"Actually, the exact opposite. There is something about their insanity
which makes them immune to Paradox. They are some of the most dangerous
opponents you will ever face."
"And the Nephandi?"
"The less said about them the better. Where the Marauders are the
madness of pure chaos, the Nephandi are the madness of pure evil. Their
souls have literally been ripped apart, purged of anything good, and put
back together again by forces so evil, that to look upon them is to risk
madness."
"So now I'm a part of this war whether I like it or not?"
"Pretty much. You could theoretically maintain a neutral position in
the war, but that takes a certain amount of skill and finesse. It's not
an easy road to travel. The Technocracy will think of you as a wild
card to either be countered or used for their benefit. The Nephandi
will destroy you or recruit you. Of course, they'll try to do that no
matter what faction you join. The Marauders won't care one way or the
other."
"And the Traditions?"
"The opinions run the gamut. Some feel that neutral Orphans are just
cowards too afraid to get into the war. Others feel that they should
just be left alone. But no matter what stance they take, being neutral
means not having the support of being part of the factions."
"So I've been drafted?"
"Kind of. You ready to go?"
"Go where?"
"Regardless of what stance you take in the war, you will need a certain
minimum level of skills. I currently reside in a place not even on this
planet where Paradox doesn't hold sway. There we serve two functions.
One is to be an active militant arm for the traditions, the other is to
be an active training ground for the newly Awakened. It's easier to
train a person when you can cast reality altering magics without fear of
reality kicking you in your teeth."
"But... what about my mom? What about the Sisterhood?"
"What about them?"
"I can't just leave them. Particularly with what you've told me. I
have to warn them."
"That would be bad. Did you ever see that movie, "Men In Black"?"
Jacqui nodded. "Well, it was a good comedy, but a bad representation of
the real Men in Black. But there was one part of it that I did agree
with. The character K, played by Tommy Lee Jones looks to J after he's
used blatantly overpowered technology and says, 'There's always a death
ray, or an intergalactic plague, or something threatening to wipe out
life as we know it on this planet. The only way these people can get on
with their happy lives is if they do. not. know about it.' I know the
Sisterhood. You tell them about this and they'll try try do something
about it. And they'll fail."
"Is the Technocracy really that powerful?"
"Individually, no. The Sisterhood could probably take on a small group,
easily. But the Technocracy is not a small group. The Technocracy
ignores the lesser paths because they're just not worth expending the
energy to eliminate. But if your Sisterhood makes themselves a viable
threat, they'll get stomped like a bug."
"I don't think they'll find it that easy."
"Really? The Technocracy may define all their magic in terms of
technology, but anything you have read in any science fiction novel,
except for the most fantastic, they can do. You use a mind-reading
spell, they use a telepathic scanner. You use mind control, they use
advanced brain-washing. You use the Transformation spell, they use a
'genetic realignment virus.' And if they ever find out that the women
of the Sisterhood lose their powers if they become men, one genetic
virus later, phhht, no more Sisterhood. One less lesser path to worry
about."
"You keep calling them that. Why 'lesser path?'"
"I suppose it is a little arrogant. But believe me, it's one of the
less derogatory terms. Most of my peers refer to them as Hedge Wizards,
and you will hear the sneer in most of their voices when they say it.
But it's a reflection of power levels and abilities. One of our level,
trained, has the power of four or five of those of your previous group."
"Previous group?"
"I suppose technically you're still on their rosters as one of them, but
you no longer wield the power of the Goddess. You wield a power
completely of your own. Short of its utter decimation, it can't be
taken from you. And in case you haven't figured it out yet, your power
will not suffer one bit from killing. Whether your conscience will is
another matter entirely. Now are you ready to go?"
"But... my mom?"
"Look, I can't make you come with me. Well, I could, but I'm not going
to. But I've told you your options. You contact your mother, call her
on the phone, even contact her telepathically, and you might as well
sign the death warrant. Now, as long as your mother doesn't try
anything stupid, she'll probably be safe."
"Probably? You mean they might do something anyways?"
The man shrugged. "Anything's possible."
Jacqui was quickly growing frantic. It seemed she had an option of
doing nothing and putting her mom at risk, or doing something and
ensuring her death. Then she said, "You. You could protect her, watch
over her."
"Could, but why would I want to?"
"Please."
The man got up and walked towards the fridge. "I'm a busy man, Miss
Donovan. I don't have time to cater to every apprentice's worries."
"But what if it were your mom?"
The man froze and tensed up. With obvious tension in his voice, he
said, "I'd like to think I'd protect her anyways, but far too much of me
wants to say I'd leave her to her fate, no matter how bad it is." Jacqui
could hear the pain in his voice and every healer's urge she had wanted
to help him, but didn't know how.
Finally, the man relaxed, sighed, and said, "Alright, I'll do it." He
then turned to Jacqui, and said, "But I do it on my terms. MY way."
"But what is your way?"
"Close your eyes and open your mind."
Jacqui did as she was told, and felt mental probes scanning her mind.
After he was finished, Jacqui heard a strangely familiar voice say,
"Okay, done." When Jacqui opened her eyes, she saw a face she had not
seen in a very, very long time.
************
Laurie was frantic. The night before when she had lost track of her
daughter, every Sister in San Bernardino had been mobilized in a vain
effort to find Jacqui. But a little while later, Laurie's sense of her
daughter had gone out almost entirely. She could tell that Jacqui was
still alive and unharmed, but other than that, the distance her senses
were telling her Jacqui was at were impossibly huge. At that point
every sister on the planet had been alerted to be on the lookout for the
youngster.
At nearly five that afternoon, Bronwyn came running into the house.
Laurie, sitting at the kitchen table, asked, "Any news?"
Bronwyn sat beside her. "Some. One of the sisters who was watching the
college campus was in one of Jacqui's classes when the teacher called
roll. But then he got to a Jack Donovan, and a young man ran into the
room, yelling, 'Here.' A young man that looked exactly like Jacqui
before her Transformation!"
Laurie thought about it for a second and said, "No. It's not her."
"Laurie-"
"No. Even if she had decided to go back, and had found a way, she...
he'd be a lot closer than my senses tell me he is."
"Are you sure? I've gotten the impressions from our Sister. She's been
watching him all day. The impressions are exactly like those of Jacqui
before her Transformation."
Suddenly, a strange (yet familiar) voice said, "That's because I scanned
her mind to get all the information I could before doing this."
Both women bolted upright and turned to be confronted by the image of a
man who had not existed for over two years, Laurie's son, Jack. Laurie
was suddenly besieged by guilt, the guilt of having transformed her son
unwillingly into her daughter; a guilt she thought she was over.
Bronwyn said, "Who are you? Where is Jacqui?"
"Who am I?" He smiled. "For the time being, I am Jack, her son. Not
telling you my real name will keep you from using it by accident."
"But where is Jacqui?"
"Safe."
"Safe where?"
"In case you're not getting it, I don't intend to tell you." Before
either lady could object, "Jack" continued, "Here's the scoop. Your
daughter, sometime in the last half year I'd guess, underwent a massive
spiritual transformation. It was something that pushed her to a whole
new power level. A power level you couldn't hope to deal with, much
less train. So she's someplace where she can now be trained." Suddenly
he switched tracks, and yelled, "Incoming."
Bronwyn then felt a mental message. It was Dana, the woman who had been
watching "Jack" at school. "Bronwyn, I've lost the boy! He went into
the locker room after practice and when he didn't come out, I cast an
illusion and went in after him. But he's gone! I have no idea how!"
Bronwyn sent back, "It's okay, Dana. He's here with us."
"He's... How?"
"I'll try to find out. Check back later." Closing the link, she said
to Jack, "Alright who are you? One of the Brotherhood?"
Jack snorted in derision. "Hardly. Shape shifting, mind scans, and
teleportation under the direct observation of a Sister with her being
none the wiser are all beyond them."
Laurie, a plaintive tone to her voice, asked, "Why are you here? As
Jack? Why not send a girl to be Jacqui?"
"This is not usual behavior. Usually the erstwhile apprentice simply
disappears for a while, then returns later. Your daughter implored me
to come here. As for why I'm Jack and not Jacqui, the reasons are
twofold. One, I don't do the girl thing unless I have to. Private
reasons. And two, to make going back to Jack a real option."
Laurie desperately said, "But she decided to stay Jacqui!"
With a disgusted tone, he said, "Oh, big surprise. You destroy HIS
life, Jacqui spends two years rebuilding it as a woman, then doesn't
want to rebuild her life as Jack all over again? Yeah, big surprise."
Hearing the guilt inspired desperation in her friend and lover's voice
and becoming quite angry herself, Bronwyn said, "Look, you! Why should
we put up with this? Why should we help you?"
Jack looked at Bronwyn with apparent honest surprise. "So I should just
go back and tell Jacqui that Jack never really mattered to either of
you? I'm sure she'll be real happy about that."
Angrily, Bronwyn said, "How dare you?!" But before she could go
further, Jack snapped his fingers. Suddenly there was a very realistic
image of Laurie and Jacqui in the kitchen talking. It was a replay of
the events shortly after Laurie had made the Transformation of her son.
After that, he snapped his fingers again, and the first illusion was
gone to be replaced by one of Jacqui and Bronwyn. In both cases, the
illusion showed both of the elder women apologizing for having taken
Jack's life from him, and pledging to do what they could to help him get
back if he wanted.
After both were finished, Jack snapped his fingers, and the illusions
were gone. "So what's it going to be? If you want, I'll go back and
tell Jacqui that you meant those words only as long as you didn't think
you'd have to really follow through on them."
Both Bronwyn and Laurie stewed a bit before Bronwyn said, "We want to
talk to Jacqui directly. Find out what she wants."
"And I want world peace. I don't see either happening real soon."
Bronwyn was quickly growing enraged. "Now look here! Do we get to see
Jacqui or...?"
"Or what?"
"Or things get really ugly."
Jack sighed. "I can see this is going nowhere until you get a
confrontation, so..." Jack snapped his fingers and suddenly all three
were standing on top of a wind swept plateau.
Bronwyn asked, "Where are we?"
"On top of a mesa somewhere in the American southwest. New Mexico, I
think, but that's not really relevant."
Laurie asked, "Why are we here?"
"Well, I figured if the High Priestess there was set and determined to
provoke a confrontation it would best be held far away from your home
where we wouldn't be risking your house or possessions."
Both women were shocked. This was further than any woman in the
Sisterhood (except maybe Jacqui) could've teleported without being
totally exhausted, and this man did it without the slightest stress.
After a few seconds, he said, "Well?"
Bronwyn pulled herself together and cast a "Stun blast," an attack
directly on the mind of a person designed to render them helpless. The
spell lashed out, struck the Jack look-alike, and did absolutely
nothing. In fact, judging by the look on his face, had he not been
watching, he may not have even noticed the spell being cast. He looked
at her in disbelief and asked, "Is that the best you've got?"
Bronwyn then proceeded to cast a series of spells against him, each more
powerful than the last, but each doing absolutely nothing. When she
took a brief break, Jack asked, "Are you finished yet?"
Bronwyn took a deep breath, and said, "Not quite." She then used the
Transformation spell on herself. She grew to about seven feet tall,
with a hard carapace, and claws for hands.
Jack looked at her and sighed. He then back-flipped. As soon as his
hands touched the ground, his body lengthened and grew. His hands
became huge claws, and his head became a super-sized lizard's head. When
his feet landed Bronwyn and Laurie found themselves looking at an
oriental dragon. His head alone was bigger than both of them combined.
He then put his head right up to Bronwyn (his eye was as big as her
head) and said, "Take your best shot."
Bronwyn just stared at him for a few seconds before taking a couple
steps back, signifying her submission. He said, "Good plan." He then
brought his claw up and snapped it like fingers, and all three were back
at Laurie's in their normal forms. "Now that we've had the obligatory
'See how powerful this guy is' confrontation, we can get on with our
lives."
Bronwyn could feel the pain and guilt in Laurie, and asked, "How could
you be so cruel and arrogant?"
"Cruel and arrogant? If that doesn't fall under the category of 'Pot
calling the kettle black,' I don't know what does."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Your Transformation of Jack into Jacqui. It was unprovoked and done
without full consideration of the effects upon him."
"We did what we thought was right!"
"Really? Let's put that to the test, shall we? Three quick questions.
One, when you scanned Jack's mind to see what he'd be losing, how many
things did you find?"
Both women suddenly got a sheepish look on their faces. Jack asked,
"You didn't bother scanning his mind before you transformed him, did
you? It's real easy to convince yourself that the life he's got isn't
worth letting him keep when you don't actually take a good look at the
life he's got.
"Second question. When you gave Jack fair warning that asking for more
time after that first hour would mean staying a woman, how long did he
have to fight before finally giving in and losing total control?"
After a few seconds, he said, "That's right, you didn't actually give
him fair warning, did you? It's real easy to convince yourself that it
was her decision when you make sure she's got only the data you want her
to have. When she has no idea the full ramifications of her decision.
"Third question. Doing what I'm doing, living Jack's life for him so
that he'd have HIS life to come back to if he wanted to, would've been a
lot harder for you than for me, maybe even impossible, but how long did
you consider it before deciding it was impossible?"
After a few more seconds, he said, "It wasn't even a consideration, was
it? It kind of increases the likelihood that she won't go back to being
Jack when the life isn't really there to go back to, doesn't it? Let's
face facts, ladies. You were so interested in creating Jacqueline, that
for a brief while Jack ceased to matter."
Bronwyn felt stab after stab of guilt inspired depression roll off of
Laurie. She growled, "Damn you."
She was about to try something, despite the consequences, when he said,
"Oh, go away," and waved his hand at her, teleporting her away.
Laurie sat there at the table, tears rolling down her cheeks, unable to
look up and face the image of her son. But then she felt a hand on her
shoulder, placed there with a soft, tender touch. She looked up into
his eyes to see a very concerned look. "Damn," she thought, "did he
have to look SO much like her son?"
"Believe it or not," he said, "I'm not doing this to be cruel."
She looked down at the table. "Could've fooled me."
He sat beside her in the chair recently vacated by Bronwyn. He turned
her face to his. "I'm doing this because you have never confronted the
guilt over what you did to your son. You have never confronted the
reasons why you did it."
"I did it because the Sisterhood thought that Jacqui's power would be
necessary in the upcoming fight against the Brotherhood."
"No, that's the excuse you used."
When he said those words, he said them so matter of factly that it
shocked her out of her depression. "What're you talking about?"
"Looking back, can you say, with absolute certainty, that you couldn't
have handled the Brotherhood without Jacqui? Granted, her power made
victory almost totally certain, but can you look back and say that she
was totally necessary? Again, with absolute certainty?"
Laurie thought about it. "Not with absolute certainty."
He placed his hand on hers. "You are too good a mother, too loving, to
have destroyed your son's life on a hunch. At least not without having
undergone at least one of the precautions I mentioned earlier. There is
another reason, a reason you must discover and deal with. And, in so
doing, you will undo a serious wrong done ages ago."
Laurie was confused. "What do you mean? Do you know the reason?"
"Yeah."
"Can't you just tell me?"
He considered it for a while before saying, "Technically yes. But the
fact of the matter is that it is so unbelievable and so... unkind a
revelation, that if I reveal it to you, you'll assume I'm just making it
up and get nasty and defensive, making both of our lives miserable for
our time together. No, you have to discover this on your own. I can
give you clues, and prod you along, but it has to be your discovery."
"Thinking along those lines, how long are you going to be here?"
"Until Jacqui finishes her apprenticeship."
"How long will that take?"
"Depends on whether or not she decides to join one of the sub-groups in
our coalition of Mages. If she doesn't decide to join a formal group
then she can attend a variety of classes to get the training she needs.
Problem with that route is that there are special trainings available
only if you officially pledge to a group. Trainings that could
theoretically speed her training time."
"And if she joins one?"
"Then her training time could last anywhere from 6 months to 12 years,
depending on the group she joins."
"12 YEARS?!"
"Yeah, but I don't see her joining the Hermetic Guild. They're a little
too... anal for her, I think."
"Then how long do you think?"
"Well, I checked the records. Jacqui is not the first Sister to awaken
to the higher level. Before this, most have joined the Verbena, a group
of Life and nature mages, and a few have joined the Celestial Chorus,
religious mages. But I don't see her joining either of those. Most
likely she'll join the Virtual Adepts, computer mages who hack the
reality code."
Thinking of her daughter's skill with computers, Laurie said, "I don't
know about 'hacking the reality code', but computers make sense. How
long till she comes back if she joins them?"
"Totally unpredictable. They're one of the most freestyle learning
forms. Could take as little as 6 months, or as much as 5 years."
"But however long it takes her, she won't be here when she gives birth."
"Sorry, no. But she will be safe. There are more than enough Masters
of Life magicks to ensure a safe and healthy birth for mother and
child."
"But a birth without me." Jack said nothing, knowing that nothing he
could say would do anything to make it better.
Laurie sat for a while, contemplating the words of the man who had taken
her son's face. Finally, she pulled herself together, and, looking
around, said, "Wait a second, where's Bronwyn?"
"She's fine. I just sent her to-" Suddenly Jack's eyes went wide, and
he said, "Oops."
"Oops? What oops? If you've done anything to her!"
"Oh, no, at least not anything she can't handle. I just made a little
mistake."
"What mistake?!"
"I sent her to the bathroom of a casino in Vegas."
"And?"
"Well, I've never actually been to the women's room, and it was just
kind of an unconscious thing. Wave my hand, send her away, and I sent
her to the one I was familiar with."
"Are you saying...?"
"I sent her to the men's room. It was an accident and I didn't mean it.
I am sorry for any embarrassment I caused her."
Laurie tried to keep from smiling, she really did, but, after the
intense emotion of the past day, this was just too funny. Jack said,
"Now that's the smile I remember from Jacqui's memory."
Laurie asked, "Uhm, Jack, you scanned Jacqui's mind. Do you really
think she'll go back to being Jack?"
"From what I scanned, probably not. But who knows what she'll decide
after mastering her new level of power. She could stay Jacqui, and
decide to be Jack for a few days out of the week. Or vice versa."
"But if she goes back, won't she lose her power?"
"Nope. All the old rules don't apply. It all depends on how much skill
she gains during her training. Although I doubt she'll be able to
manage full body transformations fresh out of apprenticeship, but I
could be wrong. Stranger things have happened. Now if you don't mind,
I've got some studying to do. Your daughter had a pretty heavy class
schedule. Sheesh!"
Laurie smiled. He sounded like Bronwyn had after she found out what her
school load would be following Jacqui around for her senior year. "Wait
a second. You said you'd give me a clue. To help me confront why I did
what I did."
"That I did. Okay, clue one. Look for a common thread running through
all those of the Sisterhood who decided to make the return to manhood.
The thread will be present in some who did not return, but all those who
did have at least one thing in common." It was kind of vague, but at
least it was a starting spot.
Jack got up and went over to the fridge. "Want a soda?"
"There's none in there. I meant to go shopping today, but with Jacqui's
disappearance things have been too hectic."
Jack returned with a couple cans of soda, and set one in front of
Laurie. "Don't worry about it. I handled the shopping. One of the
advantages of having one of the world's most powerful mages living in
your household. As long as we're together, as long as I'm here, I'll
take care of the food." As he walked towards the staircase, he said,
"I've got to warn you, though, some of my tastes can get pretty
extravagant. Expect to eat well for a while."
After he left, Laurie opened the can of soda and sipped at it. Then she
got up and checked her cabinets. All of the ones with food were
stocked, mostly with expensive gourmet foods. "Well," she thought,
"it's not my daughter, but it is something."
Then she heard Bronwyn mentally calling to her. "Laurie, are you okay?
Is... whoever he is still there?"
"He's up in Jacqui's room doing her... his homework."
"Do you think it's safe to talk mentally?"
"I think so, but I also think if he wanted to eavesdrop, that no place
that we went to, no steps that we could take would prevent it."
"You think he's that powerful?"
"Yes, Bron, I do. I have been sitting at this table all day, and have
felt no magic used in my house, but I, as we speak, am looking at
cabinets filled with expensive foods of all types."
"You sound impressed by him."
"Well, after you... left, we got a chance to talk. He's not really a
bad guy."
"That's another thing. Do you have any idea where he sent me?"
"The men's room of a casino in Vegas. He explained that. He's never
been in the woman's room, and he just sent you to where he was familiar
with. He did apologize for any embarrassment."
"Well, even if I believe him, we still need to get together and see if
we can find a way to get rid of him and get Jacqui back."
"No."
"WHAT!? Are you crazed, girl? Don't you want your daughter back?"
"Of course I do! But if this man's organization can train her where we
cannot then she deserves the best we can give her. Besides, he was
right."
"What are you talking about? Jacqui accepted her womanhood and decided
to stay one of us."
"And he told me that, from what he scanned in her mind, that she would
probably not return to being Jack. But if any part of her decision was
based upon the reason that Jack wasn't there to go back to, then we owe
it to her to let this man rebuild that life so that she has a decent
choice."
"But-"
"No buts, Bron. In our arrogance to determine what we thought was
right, we stole Jack's life from him, we both admit that. And we both
promised to do what we could to help her get her life back if that was
what she wanted. If this man can do what we can't, can give Jack back
the life he would've had if we hadn't Transformed him, we have no right
to interfere. We owe it to Jacqui."
Bronwyn was silent for a few seconds before saying, "I can't just sit
back and do nothing."
"Yes, Bronwyn, you can. You must."
Bronwyn was silent for a little while longer before saying, "I'll be
back as soon as I can. We can discuss it in person."
"Okay, love."
************ ------------
He wandered through the empty building, questing with his magical
senses. The building was empty, thanks to those bitches in the
Sisterhood. Thanks to them, one of the greatest strongholds of the
Brotherhood was now an abandoned husk of a building, some of their
greatest members lost.
He expanded his senses, looking for the tool that would provide both
revenge and domination. Finally, he found it. He walked over to the
computer terminal, pressed a button and the ZIP disk ejected. He felt
the disk with his senses, feeling the mating of magic and technology
that was the creation of Eric Lancaster, the previous head of the
Brotherhood, his brother, now an emasculated bitch brat.
He held the disk up. "And so it begins anew. The Dark One be praised."
------------ ************
Excerpt from the journal of Miss Jacqui Donovan, Vol. II
Day 1
I know it seems strange to say Day 1, but it just seems right. I'm
trying to think of something to put after it, like the A.T. (after
Transformation) in my original journal. Maybe A.A. (after arrival) or
I.T.O. (in the otherworld). I'll decide later.
After he got finished explaining my new status in the world, and
transforming himself into... Jack (I can't even say that it really is me
anymore), the Akashic Master brought me here to this... Otherworld. I
can't think of another term for it. We just stepped into a mirror, and
we were here.
From the explanation they gave me, there's a world side by side with our
own. A spirit world. I guess the closest analogy I've got in my
experience is what human mystics call the Astral Plane. Of course, when
I use this analogy, most of the people here just smile knowingly.
Patronizingly. They make me feel like a five year old trying to figure
out nuclear physics.
Anyways, this spirit world outside our own has a boundary. They call it
the Horizon. And when I say boundary, I don't just mean a limit, I mean
a metaphysical protective field. That's where we are. In a man made
mini-universe placed on a gate between what's inside and what's outside
the Horizon.
They won't tell me what's outside the boundary, and when I ask, they
just say, "Pray you never find out." I hate it when people keep me in
the dark "for my own good."
They plan on taking me on a tour of the base tomorrow. There are, in
their words, nine and a half groups in the base. Nine full blown groups
of magi on their Council, and one up and coming group of youngsters.
They plan on introducing me to all of them. They say I can join any
group I want to, or none at all. But I get the feeling that they expect
me to join a group, regardless of whatever else they say.
The thing that strikes me most about these people is their total
arrogance. Maybe they deserve it. Maybe their powers are greater than
anyone in the Sisterhood, and a few of them maybe have more power than
all of the Sisterhood combined. But do they have to act like this makes
them better than all of humanity?
The thing I'm most surprised about is the Akashic Master. I had no idea
that he was as powerful as he was. It seems that he is the head of one
of those groups I was talking about earlier. With a snap of his fingers
he could've had a half dozen of his men positioned around home within an
hour. That he would handle this personally flabbergasts me.
It flabbergasts everyone else, too. But what really seems to shock them
is when they ask me what I had to do to get him to do it, and I tell
them that I just asked. Apparently he's got something of a mercenary
reputation around here.
Well, tomorrow is another day, and I need to get some sleep.
************
Excerpt from the journal of Miss Jacqui Donovan, Vol. II
Day 2
Oh, Goddess! I don't know whether to cry or jump for joy. I was waken
early this morning by a lady about my age. "Good morning," she says
with a cheeriness I definitely didn't feel. "I'm to be your escort
today."
"I don't suppose you could escort me in about an hour, and let me get
some more sleep?" I asked.
"Feeling a little groggy? That's transition lag. Kind of like
metaphysical jet lag from arriving here." She then reached into her
belt and pulled out a dagger. I must've gone bug-eyed, because she just
smiled and said, "Relax." She then pricked her own finger. She waved
her hand a bit, and sung. The blood on her fingertip became a mist that
flowed towards me. I backed up a bit, but when I breathed it in, all my
exhaustion dissipated.
I got up and thanked her. After we left my room, I asked what the blood
and song was for. "They're my foci," she said.
When I asked her what that meant, she said, "Oh, I forgot. You're an
Orphan."
"Orphan?"
"Somebody who didn't awaken due to the training of one of the
Traditions. You see, each Tradition takes promising Sleepers who might
understand the universe from their viewpoint and trains them, hoping
they'll Awaken to their higher potential. But there are a few, more and
more these days, who Awaken without any prompting from the higher
orders, an Orphan. And a focus is a casting aid to help control the
universe around you. As you follow the path to Ascension, you're able
to shed more and more of those aids. As an Orphan, you either have your
own foci or no need at all. Me? I use the foci of my own Tradition, the
Verbena."
"The Verbena?"
"One of the groups I'm to introduce you to today. The Verbena are the
modern day descendants of the Pagans and Druids of the Pre-civilized
world. I use things like blood, song, dance, herbs, and such as foci.
Verbena are the masters of Life magicks."
She then took me to her section of the base, showing me some of the
rites and rituals of the Verbena. Some of it, like the chanting and
singing were like what mom had taught me as one of the Sisterhood. But
some of it, like the blood magic, was kind of creepy.
The next group she introduced me to was the Celestial Chorus, masters of
Prime. These people focus through things like prayers, fasting,
sacrifice. They believe that their magick is actually a gift from the
Supreme Creator.
The next group were the Dreamspeakers, masters of the sphere of Spirit,
the modern-day descendants of the shamans of old. They get their power
through beseeching the spirit world.
Then she introduced me to the Cult of Ecstasy, masters of the Time
Sphere. How do I describe the Cultists? You know when people who
experienced the drugs of the 60's say that they experienced new worlds
and mind-expanding vistas? For the Cultists it was true. I suppose
that's not an entirely fair assessment, but it was the impression they
left me. For them, their foci are anything that provides sensation.
Drugs, sex, even pain. Definitely not for me.
The next group was the Akashics, or more formally, the Akashic
Brotherhood (although from what I understand, more and more the word
"Brotherhood" is being dropped when referring to these folks), masters
of Mind. This was when I discovered who my strange rescuer had been.
The Akashics are descendants of Oriental mages who focus their power
through discipline and their martial art.
Next I was shown the Order of Hermes, masters of Forces. The oldest
formally established order (although the Verbena and the Akashics both
can trace their lineage back much further, the Hermetic