Crescent City 2 - Irresistible
By The Professor
"Nice ass!"
I sighed. I was in no mood to be hit upon by Rodney Jackson again. It was
the third time this week. Somehow, I had missed him on my walk from my car
just off the Tulane campus to Dinwiddie Hall where my two o'clock Theory
of Magic course met. If I had spotted the beefy linebacker instead of
thinking about my readings for my class, I might have been able to dodge
him.
"You look fine, Mama!" his deep voice boomed, and I instinctively realized
he was close enough that I needed to push my ass forward to avoid an
unwanted swat on my butt.
"What part of 'no' don't you understand, Rodney?" I asked, wishing my
voice didn't sound like sweet Southern honey. It was hard to sound pissed
with a voice like mine.
"Hey, babe," he returned, scooting up next to me and flashing me a grin
that had, according to current campus rumor, melted the hearts of two
cheerleaders, one sociology instructor, and half of the local chapter of
Alpha Kappa Alpha sorority, "I just think you need to give me a chance.
What did I ever do to piss you off?"
I suppose nothing, really, if I was completely honest with myself. Rodney
was just a guy trying his best to get laid. Most guys fit in that category
at one time or another. Hell, I had even fit in that category myself once
upon a time.
And that was the real problem: I used to be a guy just like Rodney. Well,
not just like Rodney...
I had been the scion of an old, well-heeled New Orleans family - white, of
course, with dark blond hair, a socially-acceptable fianc?e, and a bright,
promising future as an attorney and heir-apparent to my father's position
at the Federal Bureau of Magic. That had been before my father's trusted
second-in-command had conspired with Mama Juno's gang in an attempt to use
me as the cat's paw to bring my father down. It hadn't worked, and my
father was probably going to be the next governor of the State of
Louisiana, thanks in part to me, damn it!
As for me? Well, things hadn't worked out quite so well for me. I was now
black, female, and looked more like an incoming college freshman than a
twenty-something graduate student. While nothing could be done about my
race and sex, the Bureau had taken care of my age at least legally. I
still looked like jailbait, but my ID (magically encoded and verified)
showed me to be twenty-one. It still caused me more than one embarrassing
moment at the bars in the French Quarter, though, as diligent bartenders
did everything but dissect my ID to prove it was a fake.
"Rodney..." I began slowly, trying to remember that he wasn't really a bad
guy, "I'm just not ready for a relationship right now - even a casual one.
I'm trying to get a good start on the school year. You know how it is -
new school and all."
Rodney let up the pressure a little bit, trying instead to use my excuse
as a way to chat me up. "Yeah, sure, girl," he said, running his hand over
his freshly-shaved head as if he were straightening non-existent hair, "I
understand. You went to Harvard, right?"
"That's right." There was another thing the Bureau handled for me. I had
been within a couple of months of graduating from Harvard, so the Bureau
pulled some strings and I was awarded my degree.
"Then Tulane ought to be a piece of cake for you," he reasoned. When I
didn't respond, he glanced at my textbook. "You working on a Magic
degree?" He looked a little nervous about that. Maybe I should tell him I
was and make him think I could turn him into a frog or something.
But I decided on the truth. "No, I'm working on a law degree."
That surprised him a little. I realized he had me pegged for some
impressionable little nineteen year old Harvard dropout instead of a
graduate student.
"Theory of Magic is required since so many legal defenses include magical
excuses now," I elaborated. That was true: it was a required course, but I
had wanted to take it anyway since I wanted to know everything I could
about my own problems with magic. I was both a fairly strong Pusher, able
to lift good-sized objects magically, and a victim of a designed spell
that had made me the woman I now was, so Theory of Magic was quickly
becoming my favorite class.
Rodney relaxed a little. I began to think I should have told him I was a
real mojo mama who could keep him from getting it up for a few months. All
I had to do was to push a blood vessel or two shut in his penis, and he'd
be reaching for the Viagra. Fortunately, we had just come to Dinwiddie
Hall, so I could brush him off without subterfuge or physical threats.
"Good talking with you, Rodney," I lied, smiling. "I've got to go to class
now."
"Yeah, sure, girl. I'll catch you later," he called after me.
Not if I could avoid it, I thought, realizing he had to be watching my ass
as I strolled into the old Elizabethan building. Not for the first time
that day, I regretted wearing such sexy clothing. I seemed to be drawing a
lot of attention. Short denim shorts, a white tank top, and wedge sandals
wouldn't have been my first choice, but October in New Orleans can be
pretty hot, and since the latest hot spell wasn't due to break until the
weekend, I couldn't exactly walk around in a sweatshirt and jeans without
baking myself. I looked forward to winter when I could cover myself a bit
more comfortably. Who the hell was it who declared that to stay cool in
warm weather, women's clothing had to look so damned sexy?
Sexy was the last thing I wanted to look, I brooded as I found my usual
seat in the classroom. Unfortunately, I most certainly did look sexy.
Hell, this new body of mine would probably have looked sexy in just about
anything. And it wasn't just the black guys who were looking. I had one of
those Gabrielle Union looks that made me attractive to white guys, too.
Okay, so maybe I was just getting back a little of what I had given when I
was still male. Most young white guys of good families in New Orleans had
an appreciation for black women. It wasn't the sort of thing we talked
about, and most of us never acted on it - at least not in a romantic way.
After all, any socially prominent white male who fell in love with a black
woman would be ostracized from polite society. It was okay to treat black
women as equals in the workplace or in schools or at church, but the
bedroom was reserved for girls from our same food group - at least when it
came to marriage.
That didn't mean these same socially prominent white guys had never lusted
after black women, though. A good number of black prostitutes in the
Quarter had a significant white clientele. One just didn't bring these
working women home to meet the family. This had gone on since the founding
of New Orleans, and not even the War Between the States (read "Civil War"
for the Yankees) had changed that.
In fact, that was almost what had brought my father's budding political
career to a screeching halt. He liked 'em black and he liked 'em young -
too young as it turned out. So Mama Juno had made me both black and young
to trap him literally with his pants down. Fortunately, the plot failed,
or both my father and I would probably be looking at years of therapy to
overcome what we nearly did with each other.
"Is anybody sitting here?" a deep voice asked, bringing me out of my
reverie.
I looked up into the face of a young man about my age (my true age, that
is). He was black like me, but light skinned - also like me. Even my
mostly-male brain told me he was good looking, too. As for the part of my
brain already soaked with female hormones, that chunk of gray matter was
trying to tell me he looked downright sensational. "Uh...no," I managed to
say, looking away.
"Brett Carson," he said with a smile, offering a hand. He was dressed in
the male equivalent of the outfit I wore - denim shorts (although not
nearly as short or clinging), a gray pocket T-shirt, and Tevas. His hair
was cut short but not too short, giving it that kinky natural look only
African-American men have. And have I mentioned he was good looking? Not
that I really noticed, of course.
Instinctively I took his hand. It always felt odd for me to realize how
small and dainty my hands were now when enfolded in a strong, masculine
hand. "Cassandra Davis," I managed. Then I sort of blurted out, "I haven't
seen you in this class before."
Brett shrugged. "I'm one of Professor Winchell's students. You heard about
him?"
I nodded. Professor Winchell had suffered a near-fatal heart attack over
the last weekend. In an era before magic, he would have most certainly
have died, but Healers had managed to repair his heart. Still, he wouldn't
be coming back for the rest of the semester. Even magical healing
sometimes required lengthy rehabilitation.
"How is Professor Sanderson?" Brett asked as he settled into his seat and
pulled a notebook computer out of his briefcase.
"Pretty good," I allowed, trying not to notice how his back muscles had
rippled when he was pulling the computer out of the case. 'Act like a man,
Cassandra,' I told myself, trying not to think about how stupid that
statement sounded.
Brett looked ready to say something else, but at that moment, Professor
Sanderson stepped into the room and everyone got quiet. Professor
Sanderson was sort of old fashioned. He still wore a suit to class, in
spite of the heat of a Louisiana fall. Of course, given the consulting
gigs he had, he could easily have just come from a meeting with some local
corporation, so the suit might have been necessary. His thinning reddish
hair was neatly trimmed and his slim body took on an almost military
bearing.
"Today, we are going to discuss faults," he announced without any
preamble.
"Faults?" Brett leaned over to ask me.
"Yeah, just listen and you'll understand." Apparently Professor Winchell
hadn't discussed faults. It wasn't surprising. It was one of Professor
Sanderson's pet theories, but not everyone bought into them.
The subject was pretty interesting, and the professor managed to keep the
class riveted for the full lecture. Before I knew it, the class was over
and we were all packing up our stuff.
"Can I ask you a question?" Brett asked me as most of the class filed out.
Oh-oh, here it comes, I thought. The guy is going to put the moves on me.
Granted, he was a lot smoother than guys like Rodney, but he was still a
guy. "Yeah?"
"Do you understand this fault stuff?"
I looked over at him. The poor guy looked genuinely confused. "Yeah, I
think I've got it down pretty well."
"Can I buy you a cup of coffee over at Rue and have you explain it to me?"
Okay, so it was a move - sort of. Looking into his eyes, though, I
detected that he really was sincere about not understanding faults. And a
cup of coffee over at Rue de la Course did sound sort of good. "Uh...sure.
When?"
"How about right now?"
Well, I couldn't think of any good reason to say no...
Rue de la Course is something of a local institution in New Orleans. With
locations all over the most cultured parts of the city, it has long been a
favorite for college students. When one opened in the Willow Street
Residence Hall, most of the Tulane student body thought it had died and
gone to heaven.
It wasn't very crowded when Brett and I got there after a pleasant walk
across part of the campus. We were able to order our coffees and stake out
a small table away from the rest of the patrons.
On the way over, we had chatted about our personal lives. Of course most
of mine was a carefully-crafted lie, but Brett had an impressive
background. It turned out he was the son of a prominent doctor in
Nashville, and like his father, he was studying Medicine at Tulane.
However, like law school, modern medical practice involved a lot of
interface with the magical community - hence, Brett's presence in my
Theory of Magic class.
In our short walk, I had been impressed with Brett. He hadn't called me
"babe" or tried to slip his arm around me or put any more subtle moves on
me (unless just being himself could be considered a subtle move). I sensed
he was genuinely confused about the idea of faults, and I was prepared to
help him understand them any way I could.
"So let's see if I have all of this right," Brett began once we had each
taken a sip of our coffees. "According to Professor Sanderson, there are
parallel worlds out there, and the faults are places where some meaningful
and probably catastrophic event has occurred."
"That's it in a nutshell," I agreed.
"So the electromagical disturbance they picked up in New York a few years
ago was some sort of disaster in an alternate universe?" he asked
skeptically.
"Pretty much," I confirmed. "The disturbance has died off now, but in late
2001, it was one of the strongest electromagical disturbances ever
recorded. It seemed to come from somewhere around the World Magic and
Trade Center, but nobody has ever been able to figure out a reason for it.
The idea of faults was developed by Professor Sanderson, so he refers to
them a lot. I guess Professor Winchell never mentioned them?"
"Oh, he mentioned them," Brett laughed. "He usually referred to them as
fantasy, though. I guess he and Professor Sanderson didn't see eye to eye
on that subject."
"Apparently not," I laughed with him. "I guess Professor Sanderson has
gotten more excited about faults since that one was detected here in New
Orleans a couple of years ago. He thinks it may have been some sort of
natural disaster."
"Natural disaster?"
"Yeah, probably a hurricane or tornado."
"But Weather Control stops storms like that before they get out of
control," he argued.
"Sure," I agreed, really getting into the discussion, "but Weather Control
is a Federal program based on magic. Imagine what might happen in a
parallel world that didn't have magic."
I sounded so enthusiastic about magic, but given what magic had done to
me, I would have gladly given up my powers as a Pusher and lived in one of
those non-magical parallel worlds where I might still be male.
"A world without magic sounds pretty far-fetched," Brett pointed out.
"Not really," I replied. "Until Webster and Kline released the magical
virus, there wasn't much magic in this world."
"What do you think of faults?" Brett asked, looking straight into my eyes.
Since I had become a girl, guys didn't seem to be as interested in what I
thought as they had when I had been male. It was a refreshing question. I
did my best to give it a meaningful answer.
"According to Professor Sanderson's theory, faults may someday give us a
bridge into parallel worlds, but for right now, I think they're only
interesting as a mental exercise. Even if they exist, what happens in some
alternate universe hardly affects us here, does it?"
"I suppose not." Gee, he was actually listening to me and looking into my
eyes instead of down at my breasts. And he had such nice eyes...
"So these faults can't do any damage?" he asked, filling the lull in our
dialogue. Just how long had I been staring at him anyway?
"Not exactly," I replied, hoping he couldn't see me flush with
embarrassment. I suppose that was one good thing about being black - when
I turned red, it wasn't quite so obvious. "According to Professor
Sanderson, a major fault could change the whole world and split it off
into two entirely different tracks.
"Take the development of magic, for example. When Webster and Kline
isolated the magic virus and accidentally released it on the world, the
results were so overwhelming that it may have spun off our world from a
non magical world."
"So that would mean all these faults are nothing more than events
happening in the other world that is drifting away from us," Brett offered
with a sudden look of revelation.
"Exactly. And we've just discovered these fault in the last few years.
It's possible they've been there since our reality split off. Maybe in
that other reality, magic was never isolated and, for example, Bill
Clinton became President in 2000 instead of John McCain. The problem is
that these faults are going to become harder and harder to detect as this
other theoretical world moves away from us."
"I wonder what our world would have been like if we hadn't discovered
magic," Brett mused.
Well, for one thing, I thought to myself, we probably wouldn't be here
having coffee together. I'd be white, male and married and any thought of
being black and female would have been the stuff of bad dreams.
Brett smiled that winning smile again. "Cassandra..."
"Call me Cassie."
Woops! I was getting just a bit too chummy there, wasn't I?
"Cassie, I really appreciate your help."
All of a sudden, we were both quiet. Brett knew what he had to do next -
and so did I. I had been male for enough years to realize that Brett had
done all the right things. The only logical next step was to thank me by
asking me out to dinner. It would just be a casual meal, of course - pizza
or burgers or something equally simple - but it would be the potential
start of a relationship.
So how did I feel about all of that?
Nervous as hell to be honest. I had been female for about six months,
which was probably enough time to acclimate to the urges my body had been
signaling to me almost continuously, but I still remembered vividly my
limited sexual experiences as a female. I had been forced to suck a man's
penis and nearly tricked into having sex with my own father soon after my
transformation, so I was naturally suspicious of any relationship, no
matter how innocuous, with any man.
But I realized deep down that I was going to have to give in to those
urges sooner or later, and Brett seemed to be a nice guy.
"How about letting me buy you dinner Saturday?" he asked hopefully.
I was suddenly disappointed - more disappointed than I thought I could be.
"I can't. I'm visiting my... mom in Lafayette on Saturday." Then I added,
"But I'm free Friday."
It was Brett's turn to look disappointed. "Unfortunately, I'm not free
Friday. One of my professors has the class lined up to observe at the
Medical Center Friday evening."
"Oh."
Great minds think alike. Simultaneously, we said, "How about Sunday
night?" and then laughed.
"Sure," I grinned.
"I'll pick you up at six," Brett offered. "Where do you live?" I gave him
the address of my condo, and he replied, "Nice digs."
It was nice to be well off. "See you Sunday," I said.
I drove out to Lafayette Saturday morning. It's only a little over two
hours west on I-90, and the road is pretty straight and boring. Lafayette
is in the heart of Cajun Country, known for its unique food and
entertainment. It's also the home of the University of Louisiana where
Mama Becky taught Classical Literature.
Of course Mama Becky wasn't really my mom; she was the mother of Helen
Davis, who with her brother, A.J., managed to save me from a horrible
fate. Along the way, I had sort of been adopted by the Davis family.
I had been glad to have them. They had helped me get through those
terrible weeks after my transformation into a girl, and since my own
family, the high-and-mighty Deverauxs, had had my male identity declared
officially dead, the Davis family was the only family I had.
I supposed it was for the best. Looking as I did now, I could hardly pass
myself off as the eldest son of such a proud old Southern family. And to
be honest, I didn't really want to try. I wasn't terribly comfortable
around white folks for any length of time now. Yes, I know that sounds
odd, given that I had spent the first twenty-odd years of my life being
white. But being black had made me realize that although racial equality
had come a long way in Louisiana, the majority of white folks liked to
associate with other whites and the majority of black folks liked to chum
around with other blacks. It didn't mean we couldn't be friends with each
other, but it did make it harder.
Mama Becky greeted me on the porch of her neat little bungalow. She made
good money as a college professor, but she insisted that since her husband
had died, she didn't need a big place. And in spite of the fact that she
looked like an attractive woman in her forties instead of the sixty years
she really had, she had firmly decided against ever marrying again.
"Cassie, you look wonderful," she called out. "A.J., come get Cassie's
bag!"
"I can manage, Mama," I told her, indicating the little denim duffle bag I
had packed for the overnight stay.
"Girl, when are you going to learn to pack like a woman?" she laughed,
giving me a hug.
"I brought all the essentials," I replied.
Mama grinned. "I thought Helen and I had taught you there's more to the
essentials than clean underwear and an extra top."
"She's still fighting all this girl stuff," Helen called out from the
doorway. Helen was dressed like me, in a pair of designer jeans and a
sleeveless top, but she sported an attractive necklace and a matching
bracelet, as well as a nice if inexpensive pair of dangling earrings. I,
of course, wore no jewelry, so she had a point.
"How are you ever going to catch a man with no jewelry and no makeup?"
Mama asked.
"I'm wearing makeup," I countered, "just not very much."
"She looks fine to me," A.J. offered, looking over his sister's shoulder.
Of course, A.J. always thought I looked fine. "Hi, A.J.," I called out.
A.J. was a good kid, but he was that: just a kid. Of course, I looked to
be his age or maybe a little younger, and since I had become, if I do say
so myself, one hot mama, he had a bad case of the hots for me. I loved
A.J. as a brother, but even though I was slowly warming to the sexual
attraction to men, A.J. would never be anything more to me than an adopted
sibling.
"What time are you planning on going back tomorrow?" Helen asked me.
I grinned as we went in the house. "I just got here and you want to get
rid of me?"
"I drove over with A.J. and he has to go back this evening," she
explained. "And Brian has a new case we need to start tomorrow, so I need
to be back fairly early. I need a ride."
Helen had resigned from the Bureau of Magic shortly after I had been
transformed, going into the private investigation business with Brian
Wallace, an old colleague. Brian, another former FBM agent, had happily
taken her on as a full partner. No one in the family was going to be
surprised when they finally got around to announcing their engagement.
"I've got to be back fairly early, too," I admitted, not ready to tell my
new family that I had a date Sunday night.
Mama looked a little pained. "What's this? My whole family is deserting
me?"
"The road runs both ways, Mama," Helen reminded her. "You could always
drive into New Orleans and stay the weekend with me."
"Or me," I offered, "I've got an extra bedroom." As Brett had pointed out,
I had nice digs. Thanks to an inheritance from my grandfather, made more
generous by my father who wanted to make sure I stayed quiet so as not to
damage the revered Deveraux name, I had purchased a condo not far from
campus. It was reasonably spacious and well-appointed. When I graduated
from law school and sold it, it should bring a tidy profit.
"And the shopping is better, too," Helen pressed. "I could take you to
Maison Blanc..."
"What's wrong with Dillard's and Foley's?" Mama asked, offended.
"That reminds me," Helen said, changing the subject, "Brian and I could
use your help on this case, Cassie..."
"Me?"
"It's a case involving the son of a wealthy businessman. He's in the
process of being changed into a girl, and his father wants to know who
spelled him and why."
I shrugged. "I certainly sympathize, but why not go to the Bureau?"
"Publicity," Helen replied simply. "William Pierre Lagrange III doesn't
want anyone knowing about this."
I nodded. I knew William Pierre Lagrange III, but I knew his son - William
IV - even better. We had prepped together. "So William IV is being changed
into a girl?" I asked, not able to disguise my pleasure.
"No, it's his younger brother, Stephen," Helen answered, adding, "And if
you don't mind my saying so, you didn't look too disappointed at the idea
of his older brother being transformed."
"I wasn't," I admitted, taking a seat on the living room sofa as the rest
of my family found their own seats. "William IV is a Whisperer and an
asshole."
"That's a bad combination," Mama commented.
"He got an inordinate amount of sex that way," I went on. "As you know,
it's hard to pin a rape charge on a Whisperer, but he had the reputation
of using his powers to get what he wanted."
"Now he won't even have to leave home to get a little," A.J. said.
"Achilles Jason Davis!" Mama snapped. "You watch that kind of talk!"
"Sorry, Mama." Since A.J. was an Empath, he had also taken Mama's
chastisement at a mental level as well. He looked as if he wanted to find
a place to hide.
"Okay, Helen, so what do you want me to do?" I asked Helen, successfully
diverting Mama's attention away from A.J.. That was one he owed me.
"You've been through a transformation similar to his - sexually at least.
I want you to try to gain his confidence and see if he has any idea who
did this to him. So far, he's told his father he has no idea who did this
to him. That may be true, or he may just be embarrassed to admit what he
knows for some reason."
I nodded. It was probable that he had been changed either by a jilted
lover or by one of those feminist groups that were rumored to get their
jollies out of changing randy guys into sweet young things. Of course, my
own transformation had been neither of those reasons, but my case was
rare. For that matter, sexual transformations were such a rarity that the
FBM had done its best to downplay them entirely. It had only been in the
last couple of months that much had been said about them in the media.
"Now, to how you need to dress tomorrow," Helen went on with a determined
look in her eyes. "You need to look very professional."
Uh-oh. I knew what was coming next. Since my transformation, I had tended
to avoid skirts and heels. There was no doubt that Helen planned to dress
me in both. "I have a nice pants suit..." I ventured, but Helen was
already shaking her head.
"You need to wear a business suit - with a skirt and heels," she informed
me. "I don't suppose you've gotten around to getting one yet."
My silence was all the answer she needed.
"Well, Mama, it looks as if you'll get your chance to show us how good
Dillard's and Foley's really are," Helen sighed.
I suppose I could have said no to the whole thing. If I didn't go with
Brian and Helen to meet their client, I could put off the whole feminine
wardrobe thing for... I don't know, another few months at least. But I had
to admit I was interested in the case. I had never met another person like
me, who had to endure an involuntary sex change. I have to admit I was
curious to say the least.
And deep down, I knew that there would come a day when I'd have to give in
and dress like a professional woman. Once I finished law school, I'd be
held to the same dress code as other female attorneys, and it would be odd
if I was late to court because I couldn't figure out how to get my
pantyhose on in a timely manner.
I'll spare all the gory details of the shopping trip. Mama Becky dressed
well as did Helen, and I should have realized that their style hadn't come
from picking the first thing off the rack that fit. But I never suspected
that a college professor and her tough-as-nails former FBM agent daughter
could somehow transform into a couple of super shoppers who apparently
planned to use me as their personal Barbie doll.
I had gritted my teeth, determined to survive an experience I had only
seen in passing with my former mother and my former fianc?e. I planned on
grabbing the first thing in my size off the rack and running with it.
Silly me.
First of all, I learned that sizes in women's clothing were just a
starting point. The first three outfits Mama and Helen pulled off the rack
at Dillard's were poor fits. An eight was too large and a six was too
small. And where were all the sevens anyway? Apparently, a woman's size in
a suit depends upon the three typical measurements (bust, waist, hips),
but that's just the starting point. A six from one manufacturer may be
tighter than a six from another and so on. So everything - and I do mean
everything - had to be tried on, tugged, pinched, checked, and rechecked.
I think I tried on more outfits that afternoon than I had in my previous
several months of womanhood.
At last, Mama and Becky agreed on a tasteful dark blue suit. It had a
jacket that was loose enough to look right on my substantial (36C) chest,
so apparently I was officially an 8. The skirt was of the Goldilocks
variety - not too long and not too short, but just right, coming down to
the top of my knees.
"We'll take it," Helen told the clerk.
"Do you need any shells or camis to go with this?" the clerk asked
innocently. I didn't like the gleam in my mentors' eyes when they heard
that.
"Want to see what we got Cassie?" Helen called out as we hauled the loot
into Mama's living room.
A.J. appeared uninterested in the whole exercise, stretched out on the
couch watching Alabama play a closer-than-expected game with Mississippi
State. I found myself wishing I had been given the opportunity to veg out
and watch the game, too. While a number of women I knew appreciated
football, Helen and Mama weren't among them, and now that I was a woman, I
was expected to participate in their activities whenever I came to visit.
"What kept you?" A.J. asked. "I've got to go back to New Orleans in about
an hour."
"I'm sure if you take that girl to the party half an hour late, the world
will end," Mama sighed.
"What girl?" I asked A.J. The question sort of spilled out of my mouth. I
guess I thought A.J. was still a little smitten with me, but now it turned
out there was a girl important enough for him to cut short seeing me in
favor of her company. Was I actually a little jealous? Of course not. Not
me.
"Samantha Brown," A.J. told me, sitting up on the couch. "I've been dating
her for about a month. She's really hot."
"Oh."
"Then let's have a quick dinner so you can get on your way," Mama
suggested.
I followed Mama and Helen into the kitchen to help make dinner. After all,
it was expected in the Davis family that the womenfolk make the meals,
allowing the men folk to sit on their butts and watch football.
I suppose that's unfair, really. I'm sure if I had really wanted to, I
could have sat with A.J. and watched the rest of the game. The truth is
that I didn't want to. Don't ask me why; I'm not completely sure myself,
but I think it had something to do with the revelation that A.J. had
something going with another girl. It wasn't that I wanted to see A.J.
romantically, but given his infatuation with me right after I had been
transformed, I felt almost jilted.
By the time we had dinner ready (or 'supper' as Mama called it), I had
convinced myself that I was being silly. It had to be the damned hormones.
As a man, I would have never felt rejected by A.J.'s perfectly reasonable
behavior, but as a woman, it seemed to be a different matter.
I was pretty quiet over dinner, but everyone else made up for it, so my
silence wasn't particularly noticed - or so I thought. Mostly, I was
trying to examine what was happening to me. Every passing day seemed to
bring about some little thing that indicated I was not thinking like
Robert Devereaux anymore. It was nothing terribly overt, but it was
obvious that I was becoming more and more Cassandra Davis every day.
Of course it was only to be expected that it would happen this way. After
all, sitting to pee, having periods, being addressed as "Miss" or
"Cassie", and slipping on a bra every day would have to take a toll.
Physically, I had accepted being a girl. It was either that or go crazy
since there was no way that I could pass myself off as male now.
The problem was that I wasn't sure I was ready to accept being mentally
female. In the culture in which I had been raised, women were fascinated
with feminine pursuits, such as shopping for clothing, bearing and tending
children, and...other things. While I didn't care much for shopping,
really couldn't see myself bearing or tending children, or... other
things, I had perceived some cracks in my fa?ade.
Taken one by one, shopping might not be something I looked forward to, but
by the end of the exhausting day with Mama and Helen, I had to admit there
was something entertaining about seeing how I looked in a new outfit, and
the challenge of finding just the right things to go with a new outfit had
not been unpleasant, and it had helped me to bond further with my new
family.
As for children, I had noticed that I was much more aware of children now,
and much less reluctant to interact with them. As a man, I had often noted
the suspicion in a child's eyes when facing an unfamiliar man. It was a
sad fact in our society that there were perverts out there, so practically
all children are warned from the time they are old enough to walk that
they should look out for "bad men." Notice I said "men." Another sad fact:
most child molesters are men.
In any case, since my transformation, children had been far less reluctant
to speak with me or even to ask for my help. When I spoke with them,
nearby mothers would smile at me as if, being a woman, I was somehow all
right, because someday, I, too would be a mother. While that had bothered
me at first, now I just smiled back, often commenting on how lovely their
children were.
And as for the...other things, okay I was slowly but surely coming to
appreciate the physical attributes of men - the big shoulders, the angular
builds, the confident smiles, and the deep voices. It hadn't happened
overnight, but it was happening. That was why I had agreed to see Brett
Sunday evening.
Going back to my feelings about A.J., I had to admit that if I hadn't
known him and had met him instead of Brett earlier in the week, it would
probably be A.J. that I would be seeing on Sunday evening, in spite of our
actual age difference. Brett sort of reminded me of A.J. - or rather, a
more mature version of A.J..
"Gotta go!" A.J. said, rising from the table and wiping the last bite of
chicken off his mouth.
"Drive carefully," Mama warned him, accepting a hug.
"Be careful," Helen warned him when it was her turn for a hug.
"Take care," I managed, receiving my own hug while trying not to think how
good it felt to be held in strong arms.
On Sunday, Helen and I drove back to New Orleans together after a
leisurely breakfast with Mama. We had thrown our overnight bags in the
trunk of my Focus, but the sacks from our shopping trip were piled into
the back seat. I was frankly alarmed at how much Helen and Mama had
convinced me to buy supposedly just for one meeting. There was the new
suit, two shells and a blouse, several pairs of pantyhose, two pairs of
shoes (one with a two and a half inch hell that had me a little worried -
I wasn't accustomed to heels that high), and inexpensive jewelry -
earrings, a necklace and a bracelet. Mama and Helen had even talked me
into new bras and panties, maintaining that the cotton stuff I wore wasn't
quite feminine enough to go under such a nice suit. So like who was going
to see it besides me anyway?
"We can change at my place," Helen suggested. "Brian is going to pick us
up there, so we'll save some time."
I suspected the real reason was that she wanted to make sure I didn't make
a hash of getting dressed. I didn't argue, though. Since the escapade that
had included my transformation into a girl, I had done my best to not look
overtly feminine - no skirts or heels, other than the one inch block heels
I often wore just to give me a little added height. Also, I didn't wear
jewelry, with the exception of a small lady's watch and occasionally small
earrings (I told myself a lot of men wore earrings, so I wasn't being
overly feminine), and only enough makeup to not appear butch.
Right after I had been transformed, I had been forced to dress like a
whore - short skirts, high heels, big earrings, and lots of cleavage. I
had vowed after that incident to never be dressed in such a demeaning
manner again, and thus far, I had kept that promise. Yeah, I know it was
silly to equate a whore's costume with the professional attire Helen had
foisted on me, but it somehow seemed like a slippery slope to me, no
matter how I tried to tell myself that thinking that way was unreasonable.
Helen's apartment was on the other side of the river in Algiers, an area
close enough to the city to be convenient and urbanized, but separated
from New Orleans by the Mississippi River, allowing it to have an ambiance
of its own. Brian had his offices and a condo just a short distance from
Helen's apartment, so she was close to both her job and her boyfriend.
"Let me get ready first and then I'll help you," Helen said.
That was fine with me. It gave me a chance to catch up on a little NFL
action. I stretched out on the couch and picked up an early New England
game. My days at Harvard had made me into something of a Patriots fan (as
long as they weren't playing the Saints), so I was able to lose myself in
the game.
It didn't take Helen long to get ready, though. Unlike the stereotypical
woman, Helen could get herself dressed and ready for anything in record
time, and she always looked good. "Let's get you ready," she said,
grabbing my hand and pulling me from the couch where I had plopped down to
enjoy the game.
She had already picked out lingerie for me, and it wasn't exactly the
first time I had worn a dress. I got into the clothing quickly while she
waited in the living room for me in the living room, brushed my hair and
put on a little lipstick. It was all so easy that it only took me a few
moments to get ready - or so I thought. I looked at my watch. "Hey, Brian
isn't supposed to pick us up for another forty-five minutes. Why did you
get me ready so early?"
"You're just starting to get ready," she told me, grabbing a fresh towel
and putting it over my white shell. "Who taught you to do makeup anyway?"
"You did."
"No, I tried to teach you. Obviously none of my teaching stuck or you'd
look better than this."
I looked in the mirror, frowning. Everything looked fine to me. "What's
wrong with my makeup?"
She sighed, "Where do I start? This is a business meeting. Your makeup and
hair have to make a statement as much as your clothing. Right now, your
makeup says you don't care how you look and aren't very professional. Is
that the image you want to convey?"
"I suppose not," I replied, chastened.
"Here, watch what I do."
She worked on my face for a few minutes, allowing me to see in the mirror
how she did it. I didn't like what she was doing to me, either. I had some
unpleasant memories of being made up by Muriel for the abortive rendezvous
with my father a few months ago, and I was afraid Helen was overdoing it
just as Muriel had done. I asked her, "Do you really want my eyes to look
like that? I look like a whore in the French Quarter."
She frowned and put her hands on her hips. "Cassie, do I look like a
whore?"
Uh-oh. "No, you look very nice, Helen." And she did.
"Well I put the same shade and amount of eye shadow on your eyes. The only
thing I did different is use a little less liner on you. I've made you
look like a young professional woman instead of a high school tomboy. Does
that mean you look like a whore?"
"Well..."
"Now, let's do something about that hair."
My hair had been growing longer over the summer. I had planned on more
than one occasion to get it cut. Maybe into one of those super-short cuts
that left just some tiny naturally curled hair favored by some African
American women. Call it vanity if you will, but I just couldn't bring
myself to cut my longish dark hair. It barely touched my shoulders, but it
framed my face very nicely. Unfortunately, I have to admit I hadn't taken
the best care of it. It was fairly straight with just a little bit of
natural wave to it. While by any reasonable standard, I would be
considered African American at a glance, like many members of my new race,
I obviously had evidence of significant white ancestry as well, so my hair
lacked the natural curliness of many black women.
"I should have taken you in to a salon yesterday," Helen muttered as she
fussed with my hair, alternately brushing and spraying it into shape.
"Be careful with that spray," I grumbled. "It'll make my hair sticky."
"Nonsense, it's not sticky," she replied, working on a tangle so hard I
thought she was going to pull the hair right out of my scalp.
A few minutes before Brian was due to pick us up, Helen finally finished
with me, and as I looked into her full-length mirror, I had to admit she
had done wonders. I looked like a young professional woman - a lawyer
perhaps. I suddenly realized that since I was going to law school, this
was a glimpse of my future. Once I was out of school, I'd be dressed and
made up like this every day. I sighed, realizing I might as well get used
to it. Besides, I did look pretty damn good, if I did say so myself.
Brian picked us up exactly on time. Even as new as I was to appreciating
men's looks - especially black men - it was easy to see Brian was a
handsome man whose short hair, well-trimmed moustache and conservative
dark suit accented with a fashionable tie marked him as the successful
businessman he was. Ten years as an FBM agent had given him the confidence
and polish that had made him a successful private investigator. He grinned
when I greeted him at the door. "Well, will you look at this. Little
Cassie is all grown up."
"Stuff it, Brian," I growled, although I have to admit I was just a little
pleased that he obviously liked the way I looked. One thing I had learned
since my sex change: women can never get enough compliments. If I had
known how much women appreciated compliments before I became one, I would
have probably had a much more active sex life as a man.
"Don't give her a hard time, Brian," Helen said, coming over to give her
boss a warm kiss. "I'm trying to get her to be more feminine."
Brian nodded. He knew all about my past - my real past. With my
permission, she had told Brian who I really was and what had happened to
me. "It's good advice, Cassie," he told me. "A well-dressed woman can
twist men around her little finger. Look what Helen has done to me."
They both laughed together, and again I wondered when they were going to
quit fooling around and get married - or at least move in together.
"Shouldn't we get going?" I asked, becoming tired of being reminded that I
should act more girly..
"In a minute," Brian replied, all business now. He produced a file folder
from his leather case. "I've made each of you a short summary of the
particulars in this case. Read them on the way over and we'll discuss the
case before we get there."
I had the back seat of Brian's BMW all to myself, so I finished the
summary before Helen did. That gave me a few minutes to go over the
details again. By all rights, the case should have been turned over to the
FBM, but as Helen had already told me, the family didn't want the
publicity.
The Lagrange family had made their money in agricultural commodities -
foodstuffs, cotton and timber culled from a land empire with resources in
four states. The family had been one of those canny clans that had jumped
sides back in the Civil War, deserting the Confederacy once New Orleans
had fallen and supplying the Union for the remainder of the war, earning
themselves the friendship of such notables as General U.S. Grant who would
later occupy the White House.
Later generations had managed to smooth over the rift caused by such
traitorous behavior (traitorous at least in the minds of good
Southerners), leaving them right up there with the Deverauxs and other
noble families. Of course, it helped that the Lagrange clan had more money
than almost any other family in the state.
I didn't really know Stephen Lagrange all that well. I had met him at
various functions, but he was too young to be considered one of my
friends. His brother, William, by contrast was the right age to be my
friend but such an insufferable boor that I had never liked him. When we
had prepped together, he had wanted very badly to be my friend - but only
if I was a sycophantic one. He would have loved to number the scion of the
Devereaux family amongst his closest associates, but only on onerous
terms. It was a shame it wasn't William who was being transformed, I
thought to myself. Let's see how haughty he would be with a vagina between
his legs. "What do you think of the case, Cassie?" Brian called out from
the front seat. I was surprised that he hadn't asked Helen first, but I
realized the two of them had probably already studied and discussed the
case in detail.
"I don't see anything in here to indicate why Stephen has been singled
out," I answered.
Brian laughed, "Yeah, that's the mystery, isn't it? Usually in cases like
this, there's a pretty obvious motive. It usually happens either to get
back at the man for some sexual reason, such as dumping a girlfriend.
Sometimes, it's done by a rival to get a guy out of the way. Stephen
doesn't seem to have any steady girlfriends or obvious rivals."
"Neither did I," I pointed out.
"Yes," Brian agreed, "and your case is actually very uncommon."
Yeah, I was changed to get at my father in a rather perverted way. But
that was certainly unusual.
"How about his brother?" I ventured. "Could William be trying to get
Stephen out of the way?"
"Possibly," Helen answered, "but not likely. William is apparently his old
man's choice to take over someday, so there'd be no reason to get Stephen
out of the way as there would be if things were the other way around."
"There's been no ransom note either," Brian added. Sometimes, a son was
changed into a daughter and a ransom demand was made, purporting to have a
"cure" - a spell which would turn him back into a male. Those were
unfortunate hoaxes, though. As I had discovered to my chagrin, it was
impossible given the current level of magical science to turn a female
back into a male. Magic simply couldn't recreate the Y chromosome
properly.
"Maybe Mrs. Lagrange always wanted a daughter, and this is her doing," I
suggested.
"That's an interesting idea," Brian commented. Then to Helen, he said, "We
may want to probe on that point a little."
I flushed with pride. One great thing about Brian was that he took me
seriously. Of course, he knew who I had been and was well aware that I
wasn't the teenager I appeared to be, while most people saw me as just
another teeny-bopper. Still, it was nice of him to value my opinions.
"What exactly do you want me to do?" I asked him.
"I want you to talk to Stephen and give me your opinion of him," Brian
replied. "See if you can draw him out. You know, find out if there's a
disgruntled girlfriend we don't know about, or anything he might be
willing to tell you that he wouldn't tell us. You appear to be close to
his age and you've been through what he's going through. See if you can't
gain his confidence."
I shifted uneasily. "You want me to tell him what happened to me?"
"Oh, no!" Brian assured me. "Just tell him you've worked on cases before
with your sister where a sex change occurred. Don't let on that it
happened to you. I'd never put you in that spot, Cassie."
I smiled. I knew Brian was serious. He treated me as if I actually were
Helen's sister, and that meant someday, he'd probably be considering me
his sister-in-law. I knew he'd never do anything to hurt or embarrass me.
"Here we are," Helen told Brian.
We followed the long, winding cobblestone driveway and pulled up in front
of the stately Lagrange home, but only after we had gone through the high
wrought iron gate and had a chance to be impressed with the canopy of tall
oaks that peppered the neatly-manicured lawn.
"Shit," Brian muttered, "I've played golf courses that weren't this nice.
Was your old home like this, too, Cassie?"
"Sort of," I admitted, hoping I didn't sound too wistful. "Our house
wasn't this big, though, and the grounds were smaller." I could have added
'but not much smaller,' but I didn't want to show off. Besides, none of
the Devereaux property was mine now.
Few houses in the South were large as the one we approached. The Lagrange
mansion was large enough to be mistaken for a hotel - three stories of
19th Century brick, accented by a row of stately Corinthian columns that
supported a long porch below and an expansive veranda on each of the upper
floors. Surrounding the house were neat shrubs and colorful flowers
without a hint of a weed in sight.
Waiting for us as we pulled up was a butler in full livery. He was
African-American, as was the favored custom among the landed gentry of
Louisiana, and looked as if he had just stepped out of the pages of Gone
With the Wind. I guessed him to be in his fifties, with his partially bald
pate fringed with curly gray hair, but he was fit-looking, with a trim
body that made him look much younger.
"Brian Wallace and associates to see Mr. Lagrange," Brian said formally as
the butler smoothly opened the passenger doors for Helen and me, gently
helping us out of the car. We each rewarded him with a smile which he
returned.
"Yes, sir, Mr. Wallace," the butler replied in a honeyed Southern accent
that smacked of more genteel days. "Mr. Lagrange is expecting you. If
you'll all follow me."
The inside of the mansion was easily as impressive as the outside. We were
escorted into what would once have been called the drawing room. Upon
looking around, I decided that there wasn't a stick of furniture in the
room that could be purchased outside of a fine antique store. It wasn't
often that a Devereaux - or a former Devereaux - could feel like poor
folks, but I suspected if any member of my former family were to enter
that room, that's how they would feel.
"Can I get you something to drink?" the butler asked politely. We all
declined, so he just smiled and said, "Mr. Lagrange will be with you
shortly."
When he was gone, Brian turned to Helen and me. Looking at Helen, he said,
"I want you to try to get an audience with Mrs. Lagrange. See what you can
find out from her while I concentrate on the father and the older son.
Cassie, you need to get in to see Stephen. See if he knows of anyone who
would want to do this to him."
I nodded, thinking that if Stephen was anything like his older brother, I
would be able to narrow the suspect base down to anyone who had ever met
him.
"Mr. Wallace."
We turned to see who had called out to Brian. I'll give Mr. Lagrange
credit - he could make an impressive entrance. He stood in the doorway
flanked by his wife and older son. William Lagrange III was a tall, trim
man with graying hair and a gray moustache. He was dressed in a suit, so
Brian had been right to have us all dress professionally, although Mr.
Lagrange's suit was probably three times the cost of Brian's, and Brian's
suit wasn't cheap.
His wife was equally regal, looking as if she were preparing to attend an
afternoon tea. Perhaps she was, in her expensive blue silk dress and
matching accessories. William IV was the only one casually dressed,
although his hunter green polo shirt and khaki slacks were obviously
tailor made.
While Mr. And Mrs. Lagrange focused on Brian and Helen, William IV was
obviously staring at me. He looked me up and down, from my shapely legs to
my partially-covered breasts, grinning when he met my eyes. I could feel
my face flush. While I had become accustomed to having men stare at me,
there was something absolutely predatory in his stare, and I was reminded
of what a sleaze he could be.
"I'm William Lagrange," the elder man began, offering his hand to Brian. I
was impressed. There were still some older men in New Orleans society who
only reluctantly greeted African-Americans so readily. "And this is my
wife, Penelope," he went on, nodding to his wife. She smiled faintly but
did not offer her hand.
"And this is my son, William," he continued.
"Charmed," he oozed, taking my hand first. I felt as if I was being
touched by a snake. Although he had said only one word, I heard in it the
faint echo of a Whisper and reminded myself to stay on my toes. The
younger William's Whispering power wasn't terribly strong, but it was
discernable.
When Brian had made his introductions, we all sat down facing each other
over a low antique table which probably cost more than most cars. As for
the divans we sat on, I smugly told myself that as expensive as they were,
they certainly weren't as comfortable as the leather couch back in my
condo.
"Has Howard offered you anything to drink?" Mr. Lagrange asked smoothly.
"Yes, but we're fine," Brian replied, smiling.
"Then let me bring you up to date," our host sighed.
He spoke to us for almost half an hour, detailing everything that had
transpired. Stephen had come home from prep school on Wednesday, feeling a
little flushed. At first, the family passed it off as a little virus, but
once the changes began, the family doctor was called in (yes, he actually
made a house call), and the diagnosis was magical rather than medical. As
Brian had told us, there had been no anonymous notes from spurned ex-
girlfriends or offers for a "cure" in return for a substantial ransom. In
short, there were no clues of significance to build a solution around.
"Mr. Lagrange," Brian began when the victim's father had completed his
story, "when we spoke on the phone about the case, you indicated that you
did have one possible suspect in mind. Could you tell us now who that
might be?"
Mr. Lagrange looked uncomfortable for a moment, as if he was about to tell
a sordid tale. I suppose, given his attitudes regarding what was sordid
and what wasn't, that was just about the case. "A few weeks ago," he
began, "I was approached by some unsavory types who suggested I could make
a considerable profit if I 'piggybacked' their shipments on some of my
ships..."
Ships? He had his own ships? Now I was really beginning to feel like the
poor folk.
"And those unsavory types were...?" Brian prompted.
"They represented a Marie Dubois," he replied.
"Mama Juno?" I blurted out.
Mr. Lagrange studied me for a moment. "I believe that's what you people
call her," he sneered, making me feel about a foot tall. And what was with
that "you people" crap? I guessed the ready handshake was as far as he was
willing to go to foster racial relations. "I have no use for voodoo or any
other form of magic," he went on haughtily. "Magic is un-Christian and the
work of the Devil."
Oh, so he was one of those - the religious nuts. Now I don't want to make
it sound as if I was some sort of heathen. I was raised a good Catholic
boy, and I suppose now I was a good Catholic girl, but growing up in a
church which recognized miracles on a regular basis, the concept of magic
wasn't all that much to swallow. Some religions had other ideas, though.
Some of the more fundamental denominations despised magic, even eschewing
magical cures and other benefits.
No wonder Mr. Lagrange wanted what had happened to his son kept quiet. In
addition to the obvious embarrassment the transformation would entail,
some of the really conservative denominations drummed magical victims out
of the church, as if the poor people had somehow brought the work of the
Devil down upon themselves.
I had wondered why he had brought Brian in on the case instead of just
going to the police or the FBM. I had assumed it was just to avoid
notoriety over his son's transformation. While that may have been part of
the reason, his religious concerns had probably been equally important.
"What did you tell Ma... I mean Ms. Dubois?" Helen asked.
"I want to point out that I have never met the woman," he replied, with
enough vehemence to be denying anal sex with a donkey. Somehow, I thought
he was lying, though. Call it women's intuition. "I told her
representatives I would have no part in their sordid business."
"What did they want you to smuggle for them?" Brian asked.
"They never said and I never asked," was the blunt reply.
Brian shifted uncomfortably in his seat. "Is the presence of Ms. Dubois
the reason you called us in on this case?"
"Partially," the elder Lagrange allowed. "I felt you would be much more
skilled at getting the truth from that woman than others would."
I of course immediately understood what he was saying, even though I had
only been African-American for a short time. He was indicating that since
Brian was of the same race as Mama Juno, he would be more successful than
a white detective. There may have been a grain of truth to that, but it
somehow seemed insulting. I silently hoped that back in the days when I
was white, I hadn't made similar statements, but I had to admit that I
probably had - unintentionally, of course.
"I'd like to spend a little more time with the members of your family
individually," Brian requested, somehow keeping his cool.
Mr. Lagrange looked puzzled. "Whatever for? I've told you everything I
know. This is obviously a case of revenge since I wouldn't smuggle
something for them. There's nothing else I or any member of my family can
tell you."
Brian's response was measured but stern. "Mr. Lagrange, Ms. Dubois will be
dealt with in due time. But we want to make sure we do a complete job for
you. Now, I'd like to meet individually with your older son while Ms.
Davis here..." he indicated Helen, "speaks with your wife. I would like
the other Ms. Davis..." indicating me, "to meet with Stephen."
"Out of the question!"
Brian rose. "Then I'm afraid we can't help you. Thank you for your time,
Mr. Lagrange."
I thought the poor man was going to have a stroke. I'm sure few white men
would dare speak to him in that way, let alone a mere black. I could see
him wrestling with something as his eyes darted back and forth as the
three of us made ready to leave. At last, he made up his mind.
"Oh, very well. I don't want to bring anyone else into this mess. Howard!"
The butler seemed to appear from nowhere. I wondered if it was the result
of some magical talent or just years of practice. It was probably a little
of both, I decided. "Yes, sir?"
"Show the young lady to Stephen's rooms..."
Rooms? As in the plural of 'room'?
"I'll take care of the others," he finished.
"Yes, sir."
"Go the fuck away!"
The voice on the other side of the door wasn't feminine, but it wasn't
masculine either - at least not completely. Stephen was eighteen, but his
voice sounded more adolescent - perhaps twelve or so - and I couldn't help
but suspect that he was doing his best to pitch it as low as possible.
"Mr. Stephen, sir," Howard called out so calmly that such outbursts must
have become typical to him, "your father wants you to meet with Ms.
Davis."
"Tell Ms. Davis to fuck herself!"
I must have blushed, for Howard looked at me sympathetically. "Ms. Davis,
I think it might be best of you waited in my quarters while I talk to Mr.
Lagrange."
I just nodded. As nasty as Stephen sounded, I wasn't sure I wanted to meet
with him anyway. Besides, my mind was on other things, namely Mama Juno. I
was feeling extremely fortunate. Of all the cases for Brian to bring me in
on, one involving Mama Juno was an answer to my prayers. It had been Mama
Juno and her son, Pierre, who had been responsible for my plight in the
first place. Mama Juno had seen to my transformation, and Pierre had
debased me in an effort to lead me into a life of prostitution. But after
their plot had failed, they had avoided the punishments they so richly
deserved. They had managed to grease the right palms and stroke the right
people in Louisiana's corrupt political system, and the worst they had
suffered was a few weeks out of New Orleans to allow things to cool down.
Howard showed me into his quarters - a cozy but decidedly masculine set of
rooms not far from Stephen's quarters. "You just make yourself
comfortable, Ms. Davis," he said solicitously. "I'll talk to Mr. Lagrange
straightaway."
I looked around the room and back to the door to thank Howard, but he had
already left, silently closing the door behind him.
As I sat on a comfortable couch, I noticed Howard's small living room was
furnished in expensive but well-worn pieces, probably hand-me-downs from
the Lagrange family. There were few personal items in the room, limited
only to a few framed photos on the small fireplace mantle. They appeared
to be mostly family photos, and one in particular which caught my eye
showed a smiling Howard with his arm around a pretty little girl of about
ten. In the background, I could see the skyline of Chicago, a city I had
visited and enjoyed greatly back in my male days.
"That's my daughter," Howard said, causing me to jump. I hadn't heard him
come in. "It was taken about five years ago in Chicago."
"The two of you were on vacation?" I asked politely.
Howard sadly shook his head. "No, just me. My daughter lives in Chicago
with her mother."
"Oh."
I felt a pang of sympathy for Howard. I, too, had been separated from my
family, but unlike Howard, I had been fortunate enough to find a new
family. Still, sometimes I found myself missing my old family, in spite of
their many faults, and wondered if there weren't times when they missed
me.
"Mr. Lagrange has already spoken to Mr. Stephen," Howard explained. "Mr.
Stephen will see you now."
Whatever Mr. Lagrange had said to his younger son must have left scorch
marks on the wall, for it was a chagrinned young man who stood before me.
Actually, I use the term "young man" in its broadest sense. A stranger,
seeing him standing there in his dark blue track suit and longish curly
blond hair would have probably debated with himself if this person before
him was male or female.
I estimated the transformation must have been about half way complete,
although it was impossible to say how far it had progressed internally. I
had expected things to be further along, but spells vary in their timing.
While I had become female in a relatively short span of days, I understood
from my research that the process could take weeks, depending upon the
spell, the resistance of the victim, and the wishes of the spell caster.
I had met Stephen before, but not in the past couple of years, so I
couldn't be entirely certain how much he had changed, but I could tell he
was going to be a very beautiful girl when he was done. His features were
already delicate, complimented by smooth, fair skin. His blond hair was so
curly that it appeared twice its probable length, and while I was sure he
had tried to cut it, given a few unruly strands, the magic in the spell
had undoubtedly restored it to a more feminine length. Even in the
shapeless track suit, there appeared to be two small bumps on his chest
which would soon blossom into impressive breasts.
He looked at me with soft blue eyes, framed in thick, natural lashes. "All
right," he began calmly but with a superior tone. "My father says I'm to
speak with you, so let's get this over. Howard! Get out of the room."
"But..."
"I said get out!" The order was meant to sound authoritative, but his
voice cracked, causing it to sound shrilly hysterical and decidedly un-
masculine.
"Be careful, Ms. Davis," Howard muttered to me, too softly to be overheard
by Stephen. "Call me if you need me."
I hardly thought I would need Howard's help. The figure before me was
probably no stronger now than I was, and besides, I was a Pusher. If he
tried anything, I could use my magic to force him away. Since becoming a
woman, my own primary power had increased dramatically, and I would have
no trouble keeping Stephen at bay.
In an odd way, forcing him away was the last thing I would want to do,
though. Stephen was actually an attractive young man, if somewhat
feminized. I could see he would have not needed his brother's whispering
talent to have young women flocking around him...
What the hell was I thinking? I wasn't attracted to him, was I? Yet
strange im