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Yin And Yang: Walking In Your Shoes - Part 1 free porn video
Ok well here it is the first story I have ever wrote, well at least the
first one I have ever shown to anyone!
I have read a lot of stories on fitcionmania and have left a few reviews
but I felt it was not right for me to leave reviews of other stories,
even if they were good without actually experiencing what it was like to
write a story. I am very good at coming up with idea it is just I SUCK at
putting them to paper. I tried very hard to make the dialogue seems
natural and have a bit of fun by swapping around from third to first
person. It might not be terribly original and it's by no means perfect
but I hope it is at least good. Honestly I'm a perfectionist with OCD, I
have to force myself to walk away otherwise I'll just keep editing and
adding and screwing this up more and more!! |_|
This story is partly inspired by Julie O's story twins as well as her
references to power animals in the fresh start series. In actually I do
practice shamanism and have so for many years so the names and species of
power animals have been changed to protect the innocent! |_|
Anyway I hope you enjoy
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Yin and Yang; Walking in your Shoes (Part 1) by Kris K ([email protected])
Craig had never been that close to the his sister Lisa growing up as
there was a six year age difference but as they got older they found that
they got closer and closer. Craig loved his sister dearly and would do
anything for her. The funny thing was despite the age difference they
looked remarkably similar, while her eyes were softer than his the
biggest difference was his noise was much larger. Craig had joked to her
that they could be sisters and Andrew her husband would tease her by
pulling her bangs up and saying hi Craig. They were both about the same
height she five seven and he five ten and the same weight about 145 to
150 although she carried all her weight in her ass, which bugged the hell
out of her, everyone always joked about her big hips, actually they were
huge. They even had remarkably almost the same personalities, which is
weird as with the age difference they grew up essentially only children.
Lisa and her husband Andrew had been away on vacation for the last two
weeks, enjoying sun and fun down in Belize, luck bastards! Craig
currently lived about a hour away but usually traveled down to see her
and his mom about every two weeks. It was later that day around 3pm that
Craig got a call from Andrew. He had heard from them four days ago that
they got back ok so he figured it was something wrong again with their
computer. Both Craig and Lisa were in the IT field but she did web design
and he worked as a server administrator.
"Hey" Craig said hitting the button on his cell.
"Craig" Andrew replied back but he knew there was something wrong, He
could hear it in his voice.
"Hey what wrong? Craig interrupted before Andrew could talk, ok now he
was worried.
"Its Lisa she was at your moms and she collapsed, they called an
ambulance and we are currently in the ER waiting for her to get
admitted"
"What!, what's wrong? Do they know yet? He asked worriedly.
"They're not sure, she has been having a headaches for the last two days,
and a fever yesterday. She did mention a headache the last day of the
trip but we just figured it was a normal headache.
Both Craig and his sister get frequent headaches, having been blessed
with allergies luckily for her she doesn't usually get migraines like
Craig does.
"Do you need me to come down?"
"No I think we are good, she is awake and they are going to admit her,
once we get in I'll call you back"
"Ok, thanks, if there is anything you need man, let me know, I can be
down in an hour"
He could hear Andrew sigh.
"Thanks, I got to go, the doctor just got back, I'll talk to you tonight"
"Alright"
After hanging up Craig sat down with a cup of coffee and turned on the
TV, he had planned on going out but he just wasn't in the mood anymore,
while he didn't get the feeling that it was anything serious that didn't
make me any less nervous, all he could do was wait.
It was 8 at night before he heard back, Meningitis was the verdict,
bacterial meningitis to be exact. After hearing this he assumed that was
serious, of course he made the mistake of looking it up on the web. Don't
ever look anything medical up on the web, it is ridiculous, even a hang
nail it seems can lead to some hideously dreadful and ultimately terminal
disease! Have a pain in your shoulder, you look it up and next thing your
worrying about lung cancer! So no wonder there is a whole new breed of
hypochondriac spawned by the web. As it was the recovery rate was 90
percent but there was that 10 percent, and even in patients that fully
recover there can be lingering issues with dizziness, memory loss and
other mental issues.
Lisa was already on a host of antibiotics while they awaited the results
of the spinal tap to determine the exact one so they could target it.
Andrew handed the phone over to Lisa.
"Sis how are you feeling
"Hummm, Craig, hey, no, alright I guess" she stammered
It was clear that she was confused, but she was alert and that was
hopeful. It is time like this that you feel so powerless, you want to
help so bad, you would do anything.
There was one thing he could do to help her, he has been practicing
shamanism on his own for about five years now. He started out by reading
a few books about it and did one workshop. It was amazing, while
Shamanism was totally new to him Craig immediately found himself drawn to
it as if it had been a part of his life forever. When he meet his power
animal that feeling was reinforced as it felt as if they knew each other
his whole life and in truth Craig felt that they had. Shamanism is a very
personal and solo spiritual practice but if you have the opportunity to
take a workshop do it! Craig was a part of a thirty person group and the
energy created by thirty people drumming and dancing is incredible! Lisa
knew about his practice and was fascinated by it, they talked about her
joining him in a guided journey to meet her power animal but she never
took him up on the offer , she was content it seemed to listen to his
experiences and the process. Honestly Craig don't think she believe a
word he said about it.
"I'll be heading down tomorrow I can break out the rattle and exercise
the demons, if you want?"
Lisa laughed at that suggestion, but thanked him for the offer, she knew
he was worried and wanted to help.
"Listen my friend Donna, you remember her, she is a shamanic healer,
would it be okay if I told her about this and asked her to help? She is
much more experienced, I think it would help you a lot."
Lisa ever the skeptic, nothing ever changes dose it? While she was
clearly not convinced that any of this hocus pocus would do any good she
knew how desperately he wanted to help her and consented to give it a try
after he poked fun at her and said hey, all you have to do is lie there
and get better, and you're going to do that anyway so what's the harm.
Right after I got off the phone with Lisa he called Donna, she has been a
good friend for the last four years. They meet as a part of the workshop
he took as she was one of the instructors. He had always admired her
spirit, you would swear that you could actually feel the warmth of her
heart, she was the kind of person that could make you feel good just by
standing next to you. Donna had meet Lisa a few times at lunch with Craig
and they got along great together, Craig though part of the reason was
that Donna had a 6 month old daughter at the time. Children it seemed to
Craig always brought women closer together, must be a mother think, that
whole nesting instinct he had heard mentioned.
Craig explained to Donna what was going on and she agreed to meet
tomorrow in the hospital.
"Now you understand what you are asking right? More important Lisa
understands and agrees to this? Donna asked.
Craig reassured her that yes he understood and so did Lisa. Part of the
practice is respect, respect for the person who is sick and that as
healers we do not impose ourselves. If the person does not wish to
participate in the ritual the healer is obligate to not do anything. It
is very important that everyone involved is doing this of their own free
will.
Donna having so much more experience was the one who was going to do the
healing ritual, understanding his desire to help her sister she would
allow Craig to participate but only in a support role. While he was
disappointed he understood completely, and agreed to assist only by
providing positive energy, and love to his sister while the ritual was
underway to help fill in and balance out her loss of energy.
There are several techniques that can be used and vary by the healer,
Donna would start her journey and merge with her power animal to protect
her while she extracted the infection. The infection would show itself as
worms and Donna would essentially be catching the worms and transferring
them to an object to be neutralized. In Shamanism energy is energy be it
positive energy or negative energy caused by a loss or a disease. The
goal was to extract that negative energy and replace it with positive to
help restore the balance. The latter part was Craig's responsibility,
while he would not journey or interact directly he would provided the
energy to fill in the gaps.
It was at 3 in the afternoon the next day they arrived at the hospital,
Lisa was moved up to the ICU, she had lost consciousness again last
night. The doctors were hopefully but were worried as they felt that the
infection was quite aggressive.
"All we can do is wait" The doctor said to Andrew, Craig, Donna and Mary
our mother as we gathered round Lisa in hospital room.
"We are giving her the antibiotics specific to the infection, the rest is
up to her, she is young and strong, but this infection has taken a lot
out of her." He reported looking at her chart. He looked up and noticed
that Donna was about to ask a question.
Donna explained to him what they wanted to do and to their surprise he
agreed.
"I have heard of the practice" he laughed. "I don't really believe in
that sort of thing, I guess I'm to logical" he said as he scratched his
head.
"But as a doctor I know the power of positive feelings and outlook, so I
don't see any issues with it." He walked over and closed the blinds of
the window looking into the room.
"I'll let the nurses know what you are doing so you won't be disturbed,
just open the blinds and let them know when you are done." as he headed
toward the door.
"I hope that it helps, I'll be back to check in on her again before I
leave for the day he said by way of a farewell as he left and shut the
door to the room.
"Okay Donna said clamping her hands and rubbing them together. This is
what we are going to do. Craig do you still have that drumming CD on your
phone?" she asked as she took the rattle out of her bag.
"Yes, will it be enough? I mean I didn't think to bring any headphones or
speakers with me?"
"It will be fine, we just need to set the tone sort to speak" She looked
over to Andrew and Mary
"You guys know what we are going to do right?"
Both Andrew and Mary shook their heads yes, they did not believe at all
in all this but were willing to forgo their skepticism to help Lisa.
"Alright, I want you two to sit over there and just concentrate on
sending your love to Lisa, I will be doing the ritual itself and Craig is
going to join me by focusing all the positive energy on Lisa." she said
as she was setting the rattle down on the tray table and took out a box
which contained a small quartz crystal. She took the cell phone from
Craig found the drumming track and set it to play making sure that the
one song would be repeated.
Donna motioned for Craig to come over and she took his hand
"Okay you ready?" she asked
"Yes" he said taking a deep breath
"Alright, you know what to do, stay out of the line of fire and send you
energy to Lisa, she seems to be pretty weak and will need as much love as
she can get to help her recover."
Craig nodded and took Lisa's right hand into both of his. Donna placed
the small crystal on Lisa's chest and took her left hand in hers while
starting to rattle.
I closed my eyes and started to concentrate, I could hear Donna's rattle
setting the beat with the drumming music coming from my cell phone.
Relax, let you energy flow. I could see in my mind a blue sphere,
glowing, radiating, sending out energy. I concentrate on the energy and
could feel it flow thru me down my arm and into my sister. It felt like a
warm breeze, and gentle warm summer breeze. I could actually feel my body
getting warmer and in the very back of my mind I could feel myself
starting to sweat. Donna's rattling continued, matching the tinny
drumming. I continued to concentrate. If felt weird, I found that I no
longer needed to concentrate on the energy flow it was being drawn out of
me. Donna must be doing the extraction, oh god I wish I could help. No,
relax concentrate, focus on the drumming and the rattle.
The drumming and the rattle started to become faint, I could hear them in
the distance, I was floating then I hear my name called to me quietly
from behind and everything went white.
I turned around to find my power animal a doe named Jasmine. She was like
always, soft light brown fur, almost golden in the sun, the fur under her
tail bright white flashed as she moved close to me and nuzzled my arm. I
bent down and wrapped my arms around her. Jasmine was more than a power
animal she was my friend, she always made me feel loved, unconditionally
loved, no matter how bad I felt about myself or the world, I could always
journey to meet her and sit in my special grove deep in the green dark
forest beside her, feeling her love and the energy of lower world
surround me and I would know that everything would be ok, whatever was
wrong would pass, all the negative energy would dissipate and I would
somehow heal.
Jasmine did not say anything instead he took my sleeve in her mouth and
tugged, beaconing me to follower her. I let her lead me and we came out
of the light and warmth toward a dark place, it was cold, I couldn't feel
the energy that I did before, it was like the darkness was sucking
everything in, to be lost forever. I froze as I stepped up the threshold,
it was like a line, warm and light on one side and dark and cold on the
other. Jasmine nudged me from behind, and nuzzled my hand reassuring me
that it would be okay. I knew that she would never do anything that would
put me in danger nor anything that I should not do. If it was not for the
trust and love I felt for her I would of turned around and ran. I didn't
know what it was but I could tell this was something very important,
looking over at her and rubbing my hand along her head I smiled, took a
deep breath and stepped into the darkness.
It was cold, the darkness was all encompassing, and it felt like it went
on forever. I floated then settled onto to something, I could not tell
what. I tried to look around but to no avail, then I thought I saw
something, I walked forward it and heard sobbing, there in the darkness I
could tell there was someone, someone crying huddled knees to chest in
the dark alone. As I approached I hear a familiar voice.
"Who's there!" it was a cry, a sad lonely cry like a lost child.
"Lisa" I asked barley a whisper
"Craig!"
I was suddenly embraced arms around my neck desperately clutching me,
sobbing, heart retching fear. I could for an instant see her face, tears,
eyes that looked so scared so hurt I could only imagine what was going on
behind them. I could feel my heart break seeing my sister so hurt, so
scared.
"Craig, oh God, please help me, I'm lost, please, please don't leave me"
"Lisa, listen, claim down, it's alright" my voice cracked "I'm here,
Donna, mom, Andrew were all here for you. Can you feel them?
"I can't fell anything!" she wailed. "Please Craig, help me, I'm lost I
can find my way out"
"Sis, listen to me ok, were here to help you, but I can't lead you out
you have to the find the light yourself, understand. We love you and want
you to come back but you need to find the way out."
"I can't! I tried, I'm lost its too much, Craig, it's too much" she
sobbed "I can't feel anything, I'm so scared, oh God please Craig, I
don't want to die." she cried I could barley understand her.
"Follow the light, it will bring you back, look for it you can find it,
fell the warmth, we love you sis, you can do it. Okay" I reassured her
holding her at arm's length. "okay?"
"Please don't leave me, Please don't, I can't, I can't, I can't" breaking
down and crying again she feel to her knees.
Oh God please, please help her! I cried out silently, tears starting to
fill my eyes.
Then I thought I saw as I looked ahead a dot, a pin point of light. It
seemed to be pulsing, growing .
I crouched down holding Lisa close to my chest "Lisa, look" I said
She turned around and saw what I saw, she stood up still clinging to me.
I could hear the rattle faintly in the distance, I could once again feel
the warmth, a warmth that started to seep back into the cold, pushing it
back getting stronger and stronger. As the light grew I started to feel
weak, my body was shaking and I slummed into my sisters arms.
I could feel her holding me, as I sank to my knees, I was so tired, so,
so .
"Craig! Are you ok, what's happening?"
I could hear her Craig, Craig, Craig over and over as she called out my
name but it was getting further and further away, I looked ahead and the
last thing I remember was a flash of white light and heat like that of
the sun on an august day hitting my face.
"Sis" I said weakly as I we were enveloped by the light. Floating,
floating then nothing everything went black.
Donna's was done with the extraction ritual and was just coming back
shaking the rattle at a quick pace to signify the recall. While she had
never tried it on someone as sick as Lisa she felt that the ritual was a
success she found that she could easily identify the infection in Lisa's
body, it looked to her like a bunch of worms were growing out of Lisa's
hair. She had carefully removed all the worms that she could feeling
their energy and transferring them to the crystal that she was wearing
around her neck during the journey. As she returned from the lower world
her concentration was suddenly broken by the cries of Mary and Andrew.
Opening her eyes she saw Mary and Andrew at the other side of the bed
holding Craig who was unconscious. She had felt during the ritual that
Lisa's energy was quite week and normally that would have been a great
concern however she also felt Craig's love being drawn to Lisa, and that
reassured her that everything was going to be okay. The only weird part
was after the ritual once all the negative energy was drawn out and she
was starting the return she felt a sudden surge but she was already being
drawn back to reality so she did not have a chance to check.
"Is he okay? Donna asked as Mary cradled Craig's head, Andrew was already
out the door to get the nurse.
"I don't know, he was standing there holding Lisa's hand and when you
started to rattle faster he just sort of slummed over. Andrew tried to
catch him but he hit the floor pretty hard"
Andrew quickly returned with two nurses. They helped put Craig in the
char next to the bed, one of the nurses had some smelling salts, broke
open the package and waved it under Craig's noise.
Craig came out of it in a flinch, "What, what happened" he asked touching
the back of his head when he had hit the floor. He was still obviously a
bit woozy it seemed from fainting.
"Ok, hang on" the nurse said, moving his hands away from the back of his
head.
The other nurse brought in a wheel chair and helped Craig into it and
wheeled him of the room, Mary quickly followed along with Donna, Andrew
said that was going to stay with his wife.
"Were going to bring him down to the ER to have them check him out, I'm
concerned about the fall he took he might have a concussion or a
fracture." the nurse reported as she hit the button on the elevator and
pushed Craig in holding the door for everyone else to follow.
Craig was admitted right away and wheeled over to the XRAY department. It
was fifteen minutes later when he was placed in a bed in the ER. A nurse
had already started an IV lead and was taking his blood pressure and
temperature when the on call ER doctor arrived.
"He seems to be ok, there are no signs of any fractures on the XRAY" the
doctor reported as she looked at his chart. "I'm worried however of the
possibility of a concussion."
"Craig, can you hear me? My name is doctor McCabe, your in the ER you
fainted while up in the ICU visiting your sister, do you remember that?"
she asked while shining a light in his eyes.
"Ohh" He moaned trying to brush away a really annoying bright light being
shown in his face! "Wha, what happened. Oh man my head is killing me"
putting his hands up to hold his head. God why is everything so bright
and blurry? he though?
"It's okay, we've given you something for the pain" the doctor told
Craig. "and well want to keep him overnight for observation, ok?" he
heard him say to the others as he slipped back asleep.
It was the following afternoon and the doctors reported that Lisa was
doing much better, the fever had started to go down and her vital signs
had stabilized. Considering how weak she looked the day before the
doctors were stunned, she had even started to show signs of coming around
yesterday but they didn't want to rush it and ordered everyone away to
let her rest. Craig was still in the hospital after his fall during the
ritual, the doctors were still monitoring his concussion.
"Craig"
"Craig"
I could hear a man calling my name over and over it seemed so far away.
"Craig, Craig, come on Craig answer me you okay?"
"Come on Craig squeeze my hand if you can hear me. Come on you can do
it."
I could feel a hand in mine, warm, squeezing it slightly.
I squeezed it back and tried to open my eyes.
"Craig! Oh thank God!" I heard a cry and felt someone hugging me.
Why is everything so blurry? Oh man I don't feel good. My body feels like
I got hit by a train, oh everything feels sore and swollen.
"Ahh" I moaned and tried to sit up.
"Take it easy Craig, don't try to rush it" the man said.
I rubbed my eyes, they were so blurry I couldn't make out a thing.
"Here, hang on a sec, try these"
I was handed a pair of glasses, that is weird, why the hell would I need
glasses, slipping them on the world suddenly came into focus.
I was sitting in a hospital bed, to my left was Donna and my mother, both
had very worried looks on their faces, at the head of the bed was Andrew
with a look of completed disbelief on his face, like he had just seen a
UFO, a completed deer in the headlights kind of look.
"Wha, what happened" I stammered my voice was horse and my throat was
killing me.
"Ok thank God I thought we had lost you there Craig" he cried out hugging
me. I just realized that the voice I was hearing sounded like my own.
I put my arms around him totally out of reflex and looked over at my
hands, I saw a gold ring on my left hand. I pushed this person away to
arms length and Looking down at myself I noticed a few additions to my
chest that were not there before. I looked up at the guy holding onto me
and it was myself.
"Holy .... " I never made it to the shit part before I passed out.
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