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Part Three. Craig and Lisa are still in each other's bodies. Lisa finds out what being a man can be like and Craig get some news that changes his life forever, but offers him a chance at redemption that he never thought was possible. Again I want to thank everyone for their wonderful support and praise. I'm so pleased that things have come out so good, yes I have been using rather basic grammar but I wanted to keep the conversations real and natural by writing them like a normal person would say them or think them, I think it worked. In I think all the body / gender swaps stories I have read the characters have always referred to themselves in the original sex. With my story I felt it was more natural for me to refer to them in their new sex. For example instead of saying "Craig looked down at himself," I said "Craig looked down at herself," Craig is after all female now. I can see why this would of caused some confusion and made the characters harder to follow. In the dialog I tried to offset this by putting in the name of the character talking or thinking as much as possible, but still I can see how this can be confusing, sorry. On last note I debated for awhile as to how far I should take the sex as I did not want it to be the focus of the story, so my description was quite detailed but hopefully tasteful so as to add to the story and not take away from it. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Yin and Yang; Walking in your Shoes - Part 3 by Kris K ([email protected]) It was three days later when Craig was discharged from the hospital. She was meet by his sister Lisa and their mother Mary who drove them all back to her house. Once back all three of them settled down in the living room to discuss the situation. "Thank God I'm out of there," Craig said. "I don't think there is anyplace worse than a hospital." "Listen," Lisa started. "How are we going to do this? I mean it doesn't look like we are going to be changing back anytime soon. You were was able to call work and get last week off but there is no way we can pull that off again. We both need to get back to work," Lisa said scratching his chin, noticing that there was some stubble growing. "Also," Lisa continued, "I think we need to talk about living arrangements. Andrew isn't exactly comfortable with me being you, so I seriously doubt he is going to be comfortable with you being me." "Lisa. I can't do your job!" Craig exclaimed. "I think you're going to have to, it won't be that hard you've done some web design, and I work from home anyway so you don't have to go into work." Lisa paused for a moment. "Unless there is a meeting of some kind," Lisa said snapping her fingers. "Oh shit, I just remembered Mom doesn't have any internet! You're going to need to work from my house." "Great," Craig rolling her eyes. "Well what about my job, you're going to have to go into work. I know your pretty up on things but do you think you can handled being a server admin? "No, but I think I can fake it! Or at least hide behind someone else," Lisa laughed. "At least you only work weekends. God it's going to be a pain in the ass commuting two hours even if it is for only three days. Craig only worked Friday to Sunday, noon till midnight. Yes they were twelve hour days but it was nice that he got four days off. "Who says you have to commute? You're going to have get clothes anyway so why don't you stay up at my place? Craig "Are you sure?" Lisa asked. "I know how territorial you are, you can't stand the idea of other people rummaging through your stuff. "Yeah, but it's no big deal, I'll give you the password to my computer as well, just not to the encrypted partition, that has all my e-mail and porn on it," Craig laughed. "Ok, I guess we should head over to my house to pick up some clothes for you," Lisa said as his mom came back into the room. "Alright, and I'll wash some sheets, so you can stay in your old room," Mary said. They got into the car and went over to Lisa's house where Lisa picked out a bunch of clothes for Craig to wear. She grabbed a bunch of jeans, t shirts, blouses, sweats and of course a few bra, panties and socks. She didn't grab any skirts or dresses she figured Craig won't feel comfortable wearing them. Lisa packed everything up in a two suitcases and they loaded them into the car. "Damn, Lisa do I really need that much stuff? I mean, it looks like we making a run for Mexico!" Craig commented at the size and weight of the two suitcase before Lisa went back in for more stuff. Lisa returned with a large bag with assorted toiletries and hygiene products. Craig was making faces when Lisa told him what they were. "Look I know, but you're going to need this stuff, you just can't hang around in your underpants all day and not shower for a week, like you usually do," Lisa said. Back at their mom's house Craig and Lisa moved everything up stairs to Craig's old bed room. They then went down stairs to the kitchen to get some coffee. Mary had left to do some grocery shopping. "Well actually," Lisa said. "Since you only work weekends I could probably work both jobs, I would only need you to cover Fridays for me at my job." "Lisa, I can't make you work seven days a week, who knows how long well be stuck like this," Craig then realized what she said, and started to cry. Craig had been in Lisa body for six days now. All of them so far expect for today had been in the hospital and with everything being so crazy she hadn't really thought about the situation. It was four days ago that they had talked to Donna about what happened and Donna confessed that she had no idea how to change them back. "Hey, hey it's alright," Lisa said reaching out to take Craig's hand. "No," Craig sobbed. "It's not alright, you need to get your life back Lisa" "Craig, what about you, you have a life too," Lisa replied. "Me, not really, Lisa look you have a husband, I feel really bad about all this because I don't want to cause any strain on your marriage. It's clear that Andrew isn't comfortable with you being in my body. It must be hard on you to be separated from him," Craig answered. "It is, but look, you said you would do anything for me if I needed help once right?" Lisa asked. "So hey, you saved my life. It's my turn to do anything I can for you," Lisa gave Craig a wicked little smile. "And what do you mean you don't have a life, who's Jessica? "Oh Jessica," Craig laughed, she had totally forgot to mention to Lisa about Jessica. "Jessica and I have been dating for about two months now." "Ohh, and why haven't you mentioned her to us? ," Lisa asked "Well, we have only been going out for a short time," Craig replied "Well she seems nice," Lisa said. "And a bit naughty!" chuckling. "She wanted to know when I was going be back, so we could, ahhhh well, have a bit of fun," Lisa finished blushing slightly. Craig blushed, looked down for a moment then looked up, blushed again. "Sorry, she is a bit aggressive when she gets in the mood" "Oh my God! MY big brother likes to be on the bottom!" Lisa laughed. "I can't imagine you being the submissive one" Craig blushed again. "Not always, but I find it incredibly arousing to be the one being seduced," she confessed. "Well how about you! Humm, who's on top you or Andrew?" Craig asked Lisa. "Your personality is as a strong willed as mine, I can't imagine you being all that submissive! "Well, I don't mind it, Andrew lets me take control every now and then," Lisa said "Oh yeah I can imaging, what does every now and then mean? Once a year?" Craig Laughed. "Yeah about that," Lisa admitted. "But I can't picture you like that, you always seem to act so macho, so tough." "It's just that an act," Craig admitted, as she looked away, far away remembering all the bull shit that as a young boy she was forced to put up with. "Look at me," Craig said pointing to Lisa. "I'm a hundred fifty pounds, it was worse when I was young, I was one twenty. Do you think I could of fought off anyone?" Craig asked. "I was always being picked on, always being pushed around, everyone was bigger than me, everyone was stronger. It really didn't get better till I hit high school," Craig finished. "Why was that?" Lisa asked. "Because of two things. First I got into a group of guys that no one screwed with," Craig said. "You remember that mom use to always wonder why I didn't get my ass kicked everyday cause I always walked around with a chip on my shoulder" Lisa nodded. "Well that was the other part, I realized that if I walked around with a look on my face that I would go nuts and rip the head off the first asshole that even looked at me it tend to make people think twice. I mean I still wasn't any bigger but acting like that I think scared people, they probably though I was crazy, but it kept them at bay," Craig said, and then sighed. "The reality is as I think I mention is I'm actually quite emotional, if I was a girl I would of cried all the time I think. God I went thru junior high and high school in constant fear, my only goal was to be as small as possible and not give anyone a reason to confront me. "I had no idea?" Lisa said. "Do you still feel that way now?" remembering the feeling she had seeing the size difference of his new body next to Andrew. "Kind of, you may have noticed that I still act macho, but I have been doing it for so long I act like that now without even thinking about it. In reality I still have in the back of my mind that difference in size, I might not be able to win a fight but I'd like to think I could at least take a few teeth or a bone or two from the other guy!" Craig said, laughed. "I don't know I think everything I went thru kinda screwed me up" "I don't think it did," Lisa said, he reached over and touched Craig's hand "I know how you feel in a way, it's not much different than what every woman I think feels, we have to be careful, it is always in the back of my mind at least" Craig nodded her head, she didn't think of that, I guess it made sense. "It's just been hard," Craig said continuing the previous thought. "Even today I still subconsciously carry myself as if I'm always on the defensive. I'm always nervous in crowds and around people I don't know. Always looking for an escape route," Craig finished and touched her eyes realizing that she was staring to cry. Oh god she though, I can't believe this, I can't control my emotions anymore. Lisa said squeezing her hand knowingly. "It's natural Craig, you're not going to have the same control you once did, just let it go, there is nothing wrong with it," handing her a napkin. "You weren't kidding you really are emotional. Craig looked up, nodded took the napkin and dried her eyes. "I always wondered what it would be like to be a woman, but I never expected it be so...Craig broke off suddenly and looked away realizing what she had just said. Oh shit, I can't believe I just said that. "So what?" Lisa asked. "Wonderful," Craig said in a small voice still looking away. "I mean I have only been you for six days and all them have been in the hospital but," she broke off. Lisa looking at her, smiled. "Really?" he asked surprised, then said "It's all right, you don't have to." Craig interrupted. "Yes, I have, I always have, I mean I noticed things, mannerisms that I have that are kind of feminine" Lisa thought about it, now that Craig mentioned it she did notice that his mannerisms were kind of lady like. Seeing her sitting there she Craig looked like a woman, the way Craig crossed his legs, the way he sat. Craig got up to get a refill of her coffee, Lisa noticed how Craig walked it wasn't the wide legged walk the you usually see on a guy Craig tended to walk with his feet straighter it kind of made his body move more like a woman's than a man's. She then remembered looking at her new body in the mirror a few days ago, thinking that Craig did look a bit feminine. "Now that you mention it you do seem to carry yourself a bit differently, I guess I never realized it before because, well I always looked at you as my big brother," Lisa said sitting there propping her head on her left hand, as Craig sat back down across from her at the kitchen table. She didn't mention her conversation with her husband that night and that even Andrew thought Craig was a bit feminine. "I'm sorry," Craig said. "It doesn't look like this is as pleasant an experience for you as it is for me" "No, it's not," Lisa agreed "I have never wondered what it is like to be a man." It was just then that door opened and Mom came back, she looked over at them sitting together drinking coffee talking. "So, Craig did Lisa get everything you need?" she asked. "Yeah, mom, I think so, we just dumped everything in my old room, I'll sort it out and put everything away later," Craig replied. "So what about you?" Mom asked looking at Lisa. "You're going to have to go up to Craig's to get some clothes as well. You have been wearing that same outfit since this whole thing started. "And go to work," Craig added. "Shit I forgot about that, its Wednesday isn't it," Lisa said. "How the hell am I going to do this?" "It's alright, my job ain't all that hard," Craig said shaking her head. "All we really do is make changes, update software, replace a card a hard drive, nothing major." "What about you Craig?" Mon asked. "How are you going handle filling in for Lisa?" "I don't know," Craig said running her hand thru her hair. "I haven't done any web development since college and even then I wasn't to good at it, probably because I hated it and I have no experience with pearl or java," Craig looked over at Lisa. "Lisa offered to work her job as well as mine, but I can't make her work seven days a week. I know she feels guilty but it's not her fault this happened." "I was thinking about that," Lisa said throwing a speculative look at Craig. "You know most of what I do involves just rehashing that same old shit over and over again. Over the years I have saved most of the scripts I use as templates. All I usually do is dig up some template, rewrite a few things and call it new. there really shouldn't be any issue," Lisa smiled. "Well, we can work that out later as I'm not due to report back till Monday." It was the next day and Lisa was now up at Craig's apartment. Lisa always though Craig had a nice place, it was tastefully furnished and decorated with all of his photographs. Everything was clean and neatly in its place. Lisa browsed through Craig's book case and movie collection and got use to the new surroundings before going out to eat. When he came back he watched some TV and went to bed. Lisa went to work the next afternoon, it was weird walking around all day seeing people who you never met talking to you as if they had known you for years. Lisa found it a bit freighting at first but once he settled in he found it alright, Craig's co workers were nice guys, they had a perverted scene of humor and often told off color jokes, if it wasn't for Lisa's own perverted scene of humor he probably would of been offended. The first night passed by and Lisa was so happy that it was over, it was crazy trying to fake that he knew what he was doing. He spent about three hours on the phone with Craig talking about how to do various thinks like configuration changes in active director and doing an upgrade on the cluster. Lisa got back to Craig's place, took off his shoes, walked into the bedroom took off and threw his shirt and jeans in the laundry and put on some sweat pants. He walked back o the kitchen open the refrigerator door and grabbed a glass a red wine that he was surprised to find in the Craig's fridge yesterday and sat down and watched some TV before going to bed. Lisa's Saturday was much like Friday was, more joking around with the guys at work, more time on the phone with Craig trying to sort out what to do and another night of TV and red wine. Sunday night after work was a different story, Lisa had got a call that day from Jessica, Craig's girlfriend. She told Lisa that she was going to stop over tonight. Lisa tried to persuade her not to, that between work and his sisters illness he was to tired, but it didn't look like that was going to work. Sunday night, God another fun day at work, I thought as I opened the door to Craig's apartment, took off my shoes, and went straight to the fridge to grab a glass of wine. I still found it funny that my bother liked red wine. It wasn't an expensive wine and it was sweeter and fruitier than I preferred but it was good. I was just about to go into the bedroom and change into sweats, there's one nice thing about being a guy, I could just strip everything off and put on some sweat I thought when there was a knock on the door. Walking over and opening it there was Jessica. Shit I thought, I was hoping she wasn't going to come over. Jessica was a very attractive woman, about as tall as I was as a girl, while she had smaller hips she did annoyingly have larger breasts. She had dark eyes framed by a long narrow face and long black hair. "Hey baby," she said as she hugged me and gave me a kiss. "God I missed you," she said She walked right past me sat her bag on the table next to the door, got a glass out of the cabinet and took some wine out of the fridge while I shut the door. "Hey look what I got," she took a DVD out of her bag. "Want to watch it?" she said as she walked over to the DVD player popped the DVD in turned on the TV and sat on the couch, giving me no choice but to follow along. While the DVD cycled thru the root menu, Jessica asked me how Lisa was doing. I told her that she was doing great and that she had made a remarkable recovery. "That because she has such a great bother," Jessica flattered me while snuggling and hitting play on the movie. Okay I though, I'm Craig now, she is my girlfriend, it's alright, well just sit here and snuggle. Just watch the movie and have a bit of wine, it's alright, there is no reason to panic. It turned out that the movie was one of those romantic comedies. I had no idea Craig actually liked them. Okay, I thought this is nice as we watched the movie. I was so worried that I would do something that would tip Jessica off that I wasn't Craig. The truth was I was scared to do anything, I didn't want to upset her, this was Craig's girlfriend, he clearly liked her and I did want to ruin it for him. While we watched the move Jessica started to rub my leg and would occasionally look up at me, and give me a quick kiss. The gentle rubbing soon got further and further up till she was caressing my crotch. She looked up smiled and gave me a kiss then sat up and turned around. "Craig, what's wrong, you don't seem to be yourself?" she asked. "What do you mean? I'm fine," I replied. "Well for one thing you haven't done anything," she smiled and leaned closer to me "Despite the fact that I have been giving you the green light all night," she purred "Ahh, sorry I guess I'm a bit tired," I said lamely. "Well I can cure that!" she said as she startled me. "Ah Jessica, wait. I," I tried to protest but she wasn't taking no for an answer. Jessica put her hand around my neck and pulled me close kissing me passionately, then darting her tongue into my mouth. She held me in that embrace for a few minutes before pulling away. "I know what you like baby, just relaxed, I'll wake you up" Jessica's start to lick and nibble on my ear, before moving down to my neck. Oh God I though she really is aggressive like Craig said. Oh wow, that feels really good, I'm surprised that Craig gets aroused by this sort of thing. It was then that I realized that Craig wasn't the only one that would get aroused by this, it was obvious the I was as well, this point was driven home by the fact that while I was lost in thought Jessica had just unbuttoned my jeans and stuck her hand down my paints. "Ahh Jessica, please, wait I," I tried to protest again but cut me off by kissing me again, while stroking my cock. Oh no, this is too much, I can't believe this is happening I thought. I also could not believe how wet I had become, Craig it seemed generated a lot of precum. I'm a woman I though, how can I be so turned on by this. There was a strange detachment, yes I know I was in my brother's body and over the last week and half I had actually gotten use to it but here now, with Jessica it was like an out of body experience. I let out a moan while Jessica was still giving me a hand job. She broke off the kiss dropped off the couch onto her knees in front of me and yanked down my jeans. Then grabbed my left leg and pulled them off in one smooth motion before I could protest. There I was looking down at Jessica between my legs licking her lips smiling and my cock wet with precum sticking out of the top of my briefs. "Ready for the main course baby?" Jessica said as she pulled down my briefs. I just nodded, I couldn't speak. Here I am half naked looking at my bother's girlfriend about to give me a blowjob thinking about how turned on I was and how hard my cock was. My cock? Yes I was use to being in my brother's body but when did I start to this of it as mine? My though was interrupted by the absolutely incredible sensation of Jessica's lips wrapping around the head. She sucked on it a few times, licked up and down the shaft and then placed the head back in her mouth and started to suck in and slide down my cock. "Oh, God Jessica," I moaned as I put my hands on her shoulders. "That feels so good!" I could not believe how good that felt so no wonder guys liked having their cocks sucked so much. I didn't expect it to be so sensitive! I could feel the warm moist tightness of her moth and throat around the whole thing. Now I know why Craig kept his pubis hair so neatly trimmed I though as I saw Jessica's noise bump up against it. Jessica continued sucking going faster and faster, she must of felt it as every muscle tensed up and I started to ejaculate. When the first shot started she paused on the head of my cock for about a second before she tightened her lips and slowly started to slide up and down the length while I continued to ejaculate. The affect was unbelievable While I had no idea what a male orgasm would be like it wasn't what I expected. I figured it would be just one short intense shock of pleasure and that was it, that's the way it always looked, but this was different. While yes it started out a shock, unlike my experience as a female were the pleasure would build up before hitting the peak as a male it felt really good but it was more like pressure building up and up and up till bang! Once I reached the peak a tingling pleasure hit my crotch and started to move down my legs and a split second after it spread down my legs I could feel the same tingling pleasure in my head and spread down my body. Jessica's brief pause right after the first shot before starting up again just amplified the effect, causing it to actually hit, pause and then hit again. I could feel it radiate out and crash back again. My god that felt good. Jessica looked up at me smiled, took a sip of wine and then stood up. "How was that baby? Just the way you like it?" she asked. All I could do was nod like a fool. I was so overwhelmed by what just happened. "Come on baby." She reached out took my hand and pulled me up. "It's my turn now," a she lead me into the bedroom. this is going to be a long night I thought. It was ten in the morning when the alarm went off, I reached over and turned it off. I was in bed naked with Jessica, next to me. She opened her eyes smiled and stretched. "Good morning," she smiled and gave me a kiss. "I hope I didn't wear you out last night," she asked "No," I said kissing her back. Last night was unreal, I had eaten her out for twenty minutes before she spread her legs and begged me to fill her up. It felt so good to be the aggressor. Like before I was struck by how sensitive my cock was. While as a woman I could feel a guy penetrate me but I really couldn't feel anything inside my vagina but a pressure except during orgasm when my muscles would squeeze down, as a man I could feel every inch or Jessica's warm moist vagina surround my whole cock, it was amazing. Afterwards I fell asleep holding Jessica in my arms only to be awoken in the middle of the night by her teasing and stroking my cock again. We kissed a few time before she climbed onto top of me and took control. I must say I can understand now why my bother like her so much, and it was fun in this situation to be the submissive one. Unlike guys who are rough and aggressive she was gentle and soft, aggressive yes, very but not rough. Lying there next to her recalling everything that happened I had to admit sex as a man was great and being with another woman was interesting, but I definitely preferred being female. "Humm," she said stretching again. then she laid her head on my chest. "That was great last night, I can't believe how hard I came when you started to eat me out," She looked up at me. "Since when did you know how to do that?" She asked I had a bit of an advantage here being a woman I knew exactly where for me at least all my sensitive spots were and took advantage of that knowledge. "Oh just something I picked up," I smiled "What! Don't tell me you've been seeing someone else on the side," Jessica accused me. "No, nothing like that," I said giving her a kiss. "I just wanted to make you feel as good as you make me, so I was have been watching a few videos online, that's all," I lied. I figured there had to be some videos on the web somewhere that showed this. I mean it is the internet. "Hummm, well I guess it worked," she smiled. and started to get out of bed "Do you want any breakfast?" I asked. "No, sorry I have an appointment with my dentist at noon, I have to get going," she said as she got up and turned around smiling at me. "I could use some help in the shower though, there's this spot that I can never get to," she joked. Another week had passed since Craig had become Lisa and had been in her body now for two and half weeks. It was late Tuesday night around eleven and everyone in Craig's mother's house was asleep. I looked over at the clock it was eleven, I let out a sigh, dang I was only asleep for an hour. I reached over for my MP3 player on the night stand and started the drumming music on my MP3 player and plugged it into a pair of speakers. I lied down on the bed listing to the drumming slowly starting out. I had been in my sister's body for over two weeks now, I was actually starting to get us to it, and yes I was enjoying it quite a bit. Okay I thought, focus. I closed my eyes and listened to the drumming, I found myself in a forest looking at a huge hollow tree, this was my entrance to the lower world. As I approached the tree I paused. "I'm journeying to the lower world to meet Jasmine to ask if she can tell me how my sister and I can switch back," I announced to the universe, fixing that goal in my mind I stepped into the hollow space inside the tree. Down, I felt myself being pulled down through the warm moist earth, past roots and water. Down further and further till I saw a light up ahead. The light was getting closer and closer till I was standing inside another huge hollow tree. I stepped out of the tree into another forest, dark and green. This was the lower world, the exit point of my journey. I looked down at myself, I was in my male body, it actually felt weird to see myself as male. I looking around there was Jasmine walking around from behind the hollow tree to greet me. As she came over to me I touched her head and rubbed her neck, she nuzzled against me and looked up at me. I repeated to her why I had come and asked if she could help me. "Come," Jasmine told me as she turned around and motioned for me to climb on her back. I climbed up and held onto her neck as she started out into the forest. I could feel her muscles move under me as I leaned forward and hugged her neck. Despite the fact that normally we are about equal in size, whenever we need to go anywhere it seems that my body would shrink or she would get bigger. The green forest was a blur and she sped through, jumping over logs and ducking under branches till we came out of the forest onto a grassy plain. Without stopping she sped on till ahead I could see a rocky hill. Jasmine stopped when we reached the top of the hill. The view from the top was amazing, "So beautiful," I said out loud to Jasmine as she stopped and I dismounted. We were facing what I guessed was north overlooking the sea. It was just past sunset the sky was clear and a dark, dark blue above with a few bright stars starting to show while the horizon to the left was red fading back to that dark, dark blue above. "Sit," Jasmine said and I sat down on the grass. Jasmine settled down next to me and rested her head on my lap. I gently rubbed her neck as I watch the day slip away. Then once the stars came out there was the moon on the right rising slowly. But something was weird, it took me a moment to figure it out but as the moon was raising across the sky it was changing, it was waxing and waning thru its phases as it traveled. I watch amazed as it journeyed across the sky till it reached the western horizon where just before it slipped below it went full and then turned bright red like blood. Then all became darkness. I was around eight, the next morning when I woke up to the sounds of the drumming still playing. I shut off the MP3 player got up and walked into the bathroom to take a shower. I had really started to enjoy taking a shower, just letting the water hit against my crotch was enough to send a small rush of pleasure through my body, but I never went any further despite the fact that Lisa had told me all about his night with Jessica on Sunday. While Lisa said she found it amazing he still preferred being a woman. I think Lisa really enjoyed it because it gave him a chance to be the aggressor. I confessed to her that I have been having urges to explore my body, Lisa was understanding, after all I had confessed that I always wondered what it was like to be a woman. I was totally shocked when Lisa practically ordered me to give it a go, but I still felt to guilty and ashamed about touching myself as it was really my sisters body. Damn I thought again for the millionth time I wish this wasn't my sisters body. I dried myself off got dressed in jeans and t-shirt and walked down stairs to get some breakfast. Mom and Lisa were already in the kitchen. Lisa was still Living her with us, she would go home to be with Andrew and make dinner but usually came back her to sleep. She was actually doing quite well at my job and with all the help she had been giving me I was doing okay at hers. Since she worked from home she had the leisure of working when she wanted to as long as the project was on time. So we would go back to her place during the afternoon and I would do as much work as I could while Lisa did some chores and shopping. While I couldn't help her at my job in the same way I was always just a phone call always if here was an issue. Thank god for unlimited minutes! "Good morning Craig," mom said as I came in and sat down. She had made scrambled eggs, and handed me a plate. Lisa was up and poured me a cup of coffee and placed it next to me as she sat down. "You feeling okay?" Lisa asked looking over at me. "You look a little pale, I think." "No I'm okay, my stomach seems to be a bit off this morning, nothing to serious," I said "Thankful I haven't had my period yet," I laughed. There was something I wasn't looking forward to having. "You haven't," Lisa said. Paused for a few moment and looked at me with a wide eyed look. "No, why?" I asked, looking over at her. I saw the look on her face. "Uh oh," Lisa said slowly. "What do you mean uh ho?" I asked. Then it dawned on me. "Lisa! Oh my god, no. no. no!" I started to shake my head. "No you can't be serious," no! no! no! no!" I started to hyperventilate. Mom quickly came over and put her hands on my shoulder "Craig, calm down, we don't know anything yet." I was freaking out! "This can't be happening, you have to be kidding, please," I begged Lisa. "You have to be kidding me!" I hung my head in my hands and started to sob uncontrollably. "We were in Belize for two weeks, why do you think we went there," Lisa said. "Andrew and I want to start a family but with our jobs and being so busy we finally got some free time and went down for you know a little R&R rest and reproduction." Mom still holding onto me "When did you guys fist have sex?" she asked Lisa "Oh shit, when didn't we!" Lisa replied. "We started going at it the first night. Let's see," he thought. "That would of been four and a half weeks ago." Oh god I feel sick, this can't be happening. I stood up and ran to the bathroom, where I started to retch, nothing came up but I stayed there a for few minutes before sitting on the toilet, I was shaking like a leaf. Mom was there beside me holding my hand, Lisa stood in the doorway. "Oh Craig, I'm so sorry, I mean I knew we did but I didn't think, I mean I should of told you that I might have been, but with everything that has happened it really didn't cross my mind," Lisa rambled. "I'm so, so sorry." I looked up at her and shook my head. "No it doesn't matter, even if you did tell me there is nothing that we could of done about it, and after all you went through it might not of mattered, with all the medication and antibiotics you might not of became pregnant or even had a miscarriage." "So now what do we do?" I asked looking at mom then at Lisa. "I'll go but a pregnancy test," Lisa said. "Let's not freak out till we know. I mean I have been a few days late before." I walked out the bathroom and sat down in the recliner near the window. I pulled my legs up to the chest, put my arms around them and rested my chin on my knees and just sat there. My mind was blank, I just sat there staring into nothing, rocking occasionally. I couldn't think, I didn't want to think, I was numb. It was about fifteen minutes later when Lisa returned. We read over the instructions and followed them precisely. Afterwards I walked back in to the living room and sat on the couch, I waited while mom and Lisa checked the results. It was the longest three minutes of my life. Lisa and Mom came out of the bathroom, each one sat down next to me. Mom put her arms around my shoulders and Lisa placed her hand on my leg. Lisa held out the results. I looked down positive, everything went black. It was a few minutes later that I came around, Lisa and Mom were looking down at me with worried. "What happened?" I asked as I sat up. They explained that I had fainted after hearing the results of the test. With Lisa and Mom' help I redid the test two more time, just to be sure. Each one was positive. I was sitting on the couch once again my legs up to the chest and my arms around them. "Look Craig," Lisa said "You don't have to do this. This is not your child, you didn't ask for this. There is an alternative." I looked over at her "You mean an abortion?" I asked. "Yes, look we don't have to tell Andrew, we don't have to tell anyone," Lisa assured me. "But this is your baby Lisa I can't do that." I shook my head. "No Craig, it isn't," Lisa said his voice thick with emotion. "It's your baby now." I looked down, put my hand on my belly. Lisa was right, this was my baby, I was in Lisa's body. While I wasn't there for the conception it looked like I was going to be the one to give birth. "I, I don't know, I don't know what to do. I'm, I'm so scared, I mean I was freaking out when I woke up and I was you, but this, this," I said holding my belly I started to cry again. Lisa helped me up "Come on why don't you lie down for a bit," as we went up the stairs to my bedroom. I lied down and once I was alone I started to cry again, hard at first then the crying got softer and softer till I was asleep. I looked over at the clock when I woke up it was five. I sat up in bed, and wrapped my arms around myself. It was clear what I had to do, there was no alternative, I didn't like it and I was sure that both mom and Lisa would be shocked by my decision but it was something I had to do. Actually this was something that Andrew should know about as well, this was his baby as well after all. I let out a sigh. "Okay," I said out loud to no one. I got up and went down stairs. Andrew was still at work when he got a call from Lisa asking him to stop my her moms after work, Lisa didn't say what was up but he could tell there was something wrong. It was six when he arrived at Mary his mother in laws house. He walked in and found Lisa and Mary sitting on the couch with Craig between them. He could see the look of worry in Mary and Lisa's face and that Craig had been crying. Lisa asked him to sit down, that there was something important that they needed to talk about. "Honey," Lisa said to Andrew. "Do you remember our trip to Belize?" Andrew nodded. "Do you remember why we went on that trip?" Lisa asked. Andrew looked at Lisa and them looked over at Craig, he could see tears running down her cheeks. "You mean! Oh no," he said covering his mouth his hand. "Yes, we just found out this morning, Craig is pregnant," Lisa informed him. Craig looked up at Andrew, took a deep breath and was about to say something, when Lisa interrupted. "Craig is going to get an abortion," Lisa said. "I know, it is a tough choice but getting pregnant wasn't her choice, she should not have to bear the responsibility." Andrew stared at Lisa for a second, then nodded his head. "I understand," he told them "Your okay with this?" Mary asked. "Are you sure?" Andrew nodded his head again. "I'm not happy about it but I can understand, I mean If I was in Craig's shoes I wouldn't hesitate to do the same thing." Craig looked over at him her eyes wide, she wiped her cheeks and looked over at Lisa who smiled. Craig took a deep breath again. "Thank you, thank you I appreciate this, you have no idea." "It's alright," Andrew said. "I understand completely." "So do I," Lisa said. "And we'll be there with you the whole time, right," she asked looking over at Andrew. "Of course," Andrew said nodding. Craig hung her head down and started to cry again "Thank you, this means so much," Craig paused then looked up. "But I decided to follow through with the pregnancy" "What!" Lisa, Andrew and Mary all said almost simultaneously. "Craig, you don't have to do this," Andrew relied before Lisa or Mary could say the same thing. "No. I do," Craig said in a very small voice. "You guys don't understand, this is something I have to do." "Why," Lisa asked "It's okay you have done so much, sacrificed so much for me already, it doesn't seem fair that I have to put you through this as well." "No it's not just that," Craig replied. "You were right, regardless of how it started out, this is my baby now. It's just, well, this is something I never told any of you before. It was seven years ago, you remember Margret, the girl I was dating in college?" Lisa nodded. "She became pregnant, it turned out she was seeing someone else at the same time as me, but she was adamant that I was the farther. I had my doubt that it was true and I still do even though she would still today say it was so. She was distraught, as you can imagine, I wasn't exactly looking forward to the prospects of becoming a farther either." Craig stopped and wiped another tear from her eye. "We talked about it and I left the choice up to her, I told her that I would back anything she deiced on. As I said I wasn't looking forward to being a farther, but I realized that that this was her decision, I could not make it for her, all I could do was support whatever she deiced," Craig said hanging her head not wanting to look at them. "It was three days later she deiced to have an abortion. I was glad that she decided that but in a way I wasn't," Craig said looking up and over at Lisa and then at Mary. Both Lisa and Mary nodded they knew what Craig meant. Craig let out a sigh and continued the story. "She had the abortion, I provided the money for it and we both kept it secret from our parents. As I said I was glad but at the same time I wished deep down that she decided to have the baby. It took me years to forgive myself, I felt so guilty, so ashamed about what had happened. I always wished that there was someway that I could make up for what had happened, someway to redeem myself," Craig looked down and put her hand on her stomach. "That is why I'm going to go through with this, I'm going to have your baby." Mary an Lisa were speechless, they just looked at Craig. Andrew was the first to break the silence. He gave out a low whistle and shook his head. "Wow Craig you got balls, there is no way in hell I could ever go through with anything like this." He got up walked over to Craig and held out his hand. Craig took his hand and was yanked up to her feel and thrown into a rough embrace. "Are you sure?" Andrew asked as he broke the embrace. "No," Craig replied. "I'm not, I'm not sure about anything, I'm scared to death, but this is the right thing to do, I know it in my heart." "Thank you man, you have no idea how much this means to me," Andrew said giving him a slap on the back. Followed by Lisa, hugging her with tears in his eyes as well. "Oh Craig, thank you, thank you so much. I can't believe you're going to do this, for us," Lisa said "It's not just for you guys, this is for me as well and for him," Craig said looking down at herself. "Or her," she added.