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I'm sorry for the delay, I know I hate to wait see the end of stories
as well.
The first three parts of this story just seemed to flow out but this
part that was very, very different. I actually already had the end
written before I finished part one and all the parts up to this point
were just more or less setting the scene this was to be and is the part
that I wanted to get inside the mind of the characters mainly Craig. I
actually have completely written this part of the story out several
time. Each time I wound up taking a different approach, no matter what
I did it just didn't seem right. The only common thread between them
was the idea of getting inside Craig's head. The problem was which way
to go and how far. I kind of settled on a bit of everything, taking
elements of the various versions and putting them together. Mixed all
together they kind of explore the ideas of sexual orientation, fetishes
and the confusion that all these can cause. Once again trying to keep
it real, what would a person really be thinking in this situation, what
would they say and feel.
I'm not sure I did a very good job of it, of expressing these idea and
conveying the confusions and misgivings that they might cause. maybe I
took it to seriously, maybe I should of just went with something more
whimsical or less real. I don't know, but here it is! |_|
Sorry again for the wait!
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Yin and Yang; Walking in your Shoes - Part 4
by Kris K ([email protected])
I found out after talking with Lisa while we were waiting in the
doctor's office for confirmation that I was actually pregnant, which it
turned out yes I was, that her and Andrew had been trying for some time
to have a baby, the trip to Belize was kind of a last ditch effort
before they consulted a doctor. Which explains why Lisa and Andrew were
both so happy by my decision to go through with the pregnancy I myself
was less than happy and had done everything I could to not think about
it. I knew it was the right thing to do, noting anyone could of ever
told me would of changed my mind but every time I thought about it I
wanted to cry. I was terrified.
Lisa's job as it turned out was not that bad, it was difficult at first
but I found it to be dull and boring rather quickly, looks like I made
the right choice in not becoming a programmer. Lisa on the other hand
doing my job was having a blast. After sitting in front of desk for so
long staring at a screen full of code she was overjoyed to be on her
feet running around putting out fires and installing servers.
It was the next day that I was with Lisa over at her house. We were up
in the bedroom looking at some clothes, as it turned out there was full
staff meeting at her company on Friday and that required me to wear a
dress. I was sitting at her vanity just wearing a bra and panties,
while Lisa was coaching me on applying makeup.
I thought it was all a bit much.
"Okay I want you to apply your makeup and I'll be here to coach you,
that way you get use to it," Lisa said.
"Is this really necessary, I mean I didn't think you wore much in the
way of makeup?" I said.
"A little goes a long way, I don't wear much so it makes me look more
natural, the secret is knowing how much and what to use," Lisa said
handing me various items and demonstrating how to apply them.
"Alright like this?" I said.
"Yes, okay that's it start out with a little and just add a bit more as
you go along," Lisa pointed out.
After about tem minuets Lisa approved of the touches and then handed me
some lip gloss which I applied. I skipped the eye liner as I didn't
trust myself to not pock out my eye.
"Wow," I said looking at my reflection. "You're right."
"See told you, a little goes a long way," Lisa smiled back in the
mirror. "Alright time for your dress.
"I know I said I prefer being a woman but being a guy definitely has
its advantages. A quick wash some deodorant and a brush through your
hair and you're out the door!" Lisa laughed.
"I know you've been dreading this" Lisa said looking at me with a big
smile while heading to the closet and picked out a light gray business
dress that was knee length. Going over to the dresser Lisa grabbed a
pair of black pantyhose, then handed them to me while she placed the
dress on the bed.
That big smile on Lisa's face, meant that he was enjoying this, Lisa
always enjoyed embarrassing me. I had whined and complained and tried
everything I could think of for the last few days trying to get out of
wearing a dress.
I took the pantyhose from her and sat down on the bed. I bunched up the
legs and placed them on my feet and slowly brought them up my legs
carefully not to catch them. Once I had them on I saw Lisa looking at
me, she handed me the dress without saying a word and I stepped into it
and reached back and zipped it up. The dress felt fantastic with its
silky nylon slip.
"Okay, I know it is going to suck for you but here" Lisa said as she
handed me a pair of black classic pumps that had an ankle strap and a
three inch heel "Try theses," with another big smile.
I slipped them on my feet, reached around and buckled the straps, the
feeling of the straps sliding across the pantyhose was exquisite
Once they were secure I stood up and walked over to the mirror to
admire myself.
I did a little spin turning around to look at Lisa with a smile on my
face, I couldn't help myself.
Lisa was staring at me with his mouth open. I suddenly realized what I
had just done.
"What the hell?" Lisa asked. "You've worn high heels before haven't
you?" he accused.
"Ahhh, no not really," I said suddenly ashamed of myself.
"You don't need to lie to me Craig, it's obvious that you have worn
heels before," Lisa said.
"Alright, alright, yes I have worn heels before. One of my ex
girlfriends left a pair at my place and couldn't help myself, I tried
them on to see how they felt," I confessed weakly.
"Really?" Lisa said with one cocked eyebrow. "And pantyhose? You seemed
to be quite familiar with them?"
I turned around my face red. I couldn't answer her. Lisa walked over
and put a hand on my shoulder. "Okay Craig, what's going on?"
"I, I," I stammered and then started to cry. Great I though as I sat
down on the bed.
"Craig it's okay, come on," Lisa said as sitting next to me and putting
an arm around my shoulder. "Look with everything that has happened
don't you think you can tell me?" Lisa asked giving me a little shake.
Staring down at my lap I nodded. I wiped my eyes and looked over at
her.
"It's, it's, I have been keeping this a secret for so long," I started
quietly. "I never told anyone before, I look at myself in the mirror
and see myself as well feminine, I tend to walk a bit feminine and even
act a bit feminine, I wish sometimes that I was more so."
"What do you mean?" Lisa asked.
"I, I have dresses in woman's clothes before," I said in a very small
voice. "Dresses, pantyhose, high heels, hell even stocking and a garter
belt," I confessed.
Lisa looked at me confused. "What do you mean dressed, like a
transvestite?
I couldn't answer her I just nodded.
"How long have you been doing this?" Lisa asked surprised.
"Since I was about ten or so," I said. "I use to steal mom's pantyhose,
dresses and shoes when everyone was out. Since I moved out I have a few
things in my apartment I even bought a set of breast forms. I said
blushing.
Lisa just giggled. "Does Mom know?" Lisa asked.
"No, I don't think so, and you have to promise not to tell her," I told
him.
"Of course I won't say anything, but why have you been putting on such
an act about not wanting to wear a dress or makeup?"
"Isn't it obvious?" I asked Lisa. "I have never worn any makeup before
but I figured the minute I put on a dress and heels and started to walk
around with a big smile on my face someone would of figured out
something was not right.
Lisa was looking straight ahead in silence for a few moments, I knew
what she was going ask, she was just getting up the courage to ask it.
"Are you gay?" Lisa asked looking over at me.
There it was, I knew it. What do I say? What do I tell her, I mean I
have wanted to for so long tell someone, to let it out, to admit to the
way I feel.
"I, I don't know," I said lamely.
"Why do you dress up as a woman then?" Lisa asked.
"I, it just feels good," I shrugged.
"So it's a fetish then? You dress up because it's a sexual thrill? Kind
of like a role play," Lisa laughed. "I can understand that, everyone
fantasies, I do."
"Yes. No, maybe, oh I don't know, you don't understand Lisa, yes
dressing in woman's clothing can be sexually exciting for me and yes I
fantasize but when I fantasize I'm the woman," I said holding my head
in my hands.
"Oh, So you have thought about it then haven't you, what it is like to
be with a man?"
"Yes," I nodded, then chuckled. "When I was about twelve I think, I
asked Mom if she would still love me if I were gay. She didn't really
answer me but I got a subscription to Playboy out of it. "I'm not even
sure why I asked her that. The thought of being with a man never
crossed my mind when I was younger, even through college, but now. Now
I find myself wondering more and more what it would be like."
"No way! Playboy?" Lisa replied.
I shook my head yes. "I guess she felt that by introducing me to naked
women it woudl change the way I felt. It kind of worked but not how she
probably had hoped, I thought about women alright but I would
masturbate to the photos of beautiful women in sexy lingerie and
pretend that I was them. Sexy, soft, beautiful."
"So why haven't you been with a guy, are you afraid?" Lisa asked
gently. "Afraid that you might like it?"
"I, I don't know? Lisa it's just so... you have no idea... I mean I
can't, I mean what if I actually do and I did?" I answered looking at
him pausing "But I'm not sure I can go through with it, it is
terrifying and exciting all at the same time. I guess, I guess maybe I
don't want lose my virginity to someone and it turns out all they were
interested in was scoring." I looked down.
"No Craig, it's perfectly alright, believe me I understand," Lisa said
smiling at me. "But you shouldn't be scared of yourself."
I couldn't help but smile back. despite my reservations it felt so good
to tell someone, it felt so good to open the door a little bit.
"I'm glad it was you," I said smiling. "You are the only person in the
world I would of told this to you even if the situation was not as it
is."
"Speaking of which you mentioned you were always curious what it was
like to be a women so you must be thrilled," Lisa said, still
smiling."Why did you freak out so much then?"
"My wildest dream or not, you wake up in someone else's body I don't
care who you are you'd be freaking" I paused in thought for a second.
"And no actually it's a nightmare, think about I get my wish, my
wildest dream and it turns out I am in my sisters body. Don't get me
wrong I have always thought you were very, very attractive but your my
sister and married, and the idea of maserbating it just feels so, so
wrong," I said.
"Yeah," Lisa said looking away blushing. "Wrong."
"You didn't! I mean you have been? Even after Jessica? Wait a minute
you said you hated it!" I accused her.
"Well I didn't really hate it and besides I told you I tried to stop
Jessica but well you know she is quite persistent. It's just well you
know it did feel good and since I'm going to be stuck as you for a
while, you know," Lisa said with a shrug of her shoulders and a little
smile.
"Besides what if you switched bodies with a different woman and say she
wasn't married, what would you of done? Dress up like a tramp and ran
to the nearest bar to get laid as many times as you could? Craig," Lisa
said holding my hand.
"Being a woman isn't about sex, that is only a small part of it even
for a man. Yes it feels good. Ok, great but still sex for no reason
other than sex is a hollow thing, and it only leaves you feeling more
hollow than before you started."
"I know," I replied. "And no I won't have done that, well maybe I would
of found a nice guy and fooled around a bit but I would not of gone
nuts. You know me, do you think I would of done that?"
'No. I know you won't of Craig." Lisa got up off the bed walked over to
the closet. He rooted around for a bit and came up with a box, then
walked over to me and placed it in my lap.
"Here you go sis. Lisa laughed and then smiled. "A little gift for you.
Now don't wear it out!"
The smile on Lisa's face made me a little suspicious. I opened the box,
looked inside and immediately slammed the box shut, my face bright red!
I was shocked to see a bright red ten inch dildo, it was huge, thick
and with little bumps up and down it's length.
Lisa only broke out in helpless laughter. "Got you! I knew that would
embarrass you!"
"Lisa that's not funny! My God you haven't actually used that thing
have you!"
How the hell could something like that fit, I though.
"You might need new batteries, not sure how long the ones in there will
last," Lisa smiled.
"I can't use this thing! Lisa be serious."
"Well that's up to you, take it or leave it but there it is."
I was to shocked and embarrassed to answer, my sister just handed me a
Louisville slugger of a dildo, I had no idea she was such a little
maniac!
Lisa sat down on the bed next to, still with that silly wicked smile.
"Soooo tell me I showed you my little secret, so where do you hide your
stash? Hummm. I want to see what dresses you bought.
"Oh, no. No , no ,no" I said shaking my head. "That is locked up and
it's going to stay that way, besides the key is in the safe and there
is no way I'm tell you the combination!" I replied with a determined
look on my face.
Lisa just laughed harder.
After a few moments I looked over at Lisa. "Thanks sis," I replied
softly.
Lisa just smiled and put an arm around me and gave me a bit of shake
and I leaned my head against his shoulder.
"Well" Lisa said after moment. "Why don't we go wild then? Your
obviously enjoying yourself, let's see how you feel about this."
While I took off the shoes and the dress Lisa was busy going through
her dresser, without turning around she said to take everything off.
When she turned around again I was standing there naked. Smiling she
handed me a purple lace pushup bra. After I put that on she handed me a
matching garter belt and lace thong.
I set the garter belt in place and slid the thong up over it. Looking
up I was greeted by a pair of black silk stocking. I sat on the bed
rolled them up, placed my foot in and slowly unrolled them up my leg,
and attached the garters. Then did the same for the other leg.
"You have done that before haven't you," Lisa said watching me.
I could only nod.
When I was done Lisa handed me a pair of black four inch strappy
sandals.
I walked over to the mirror to admire myself, while I didn't or should
I say my sister didn't have the biggest breasts in the world, they were
actually only a C cup, the push up bra made them look so much fuller.
The sensation of the garters pulling on my waist and the straps rubbing
against my legs as I walked was so amazing, so much better than it felt
as a man. It was so incredible, I can't describe it. I was in heaven.
"Damn I never realized how good I looked in them, I'm hot!" Lisa said
admiring me admiring myself.
"Oh Wow! This feels so good, I can't believe it," I confessed. "And the
color! I love it, purple is my favorite color," Still posing in the
mirror before I turned around.
"You must really be enjoying yourself," Lisa commented point at me and
laughing.
I looked down to see what he meant and noticed that my tong was a bit
wet. I immediately turned bright red, but before I could respond my
cell phone rang.
Lisa picked it up looked at the number and noticed that it was Donna
and handed it to me.
"Hello," I said
"Craig, its Donna how are you?" she asked.
"Alright all things considered," I replied, once again down playing my
situation.
"Listen I have a friend that I would like you and Lisa to meet, are you
available for lunch at three? We can meet up at the downtown bistro?"
she asked.
"Three for lunch," I repeated and looked at the clock it was now a
little after noon.
"I think so let me ask Lisa she's here with me now."
"Sure that sounds great we would love to meet you," I continued after
Lisa shook her yes that she would be able to go.
"Great," Donna said I'll see you then and hung up.
"Well alright," I said I sat down taking off the shoes.
"What are you doing?' Lisa asked.
"What? I was going to change into a pair of jeans. I can't go out like
this," I said.
"Why not," Lisa said with a smile picking up and handing me the
business dress.
"You're not serious are you?" I asked.
"Come on don't tell me your aren't thrilled at the idea," Lisa smiled.
All I could do was nod and take the dress. I put on the dress and
replaced the shoes with the business pumps. Lisa then handed me a pair
of gold small loop earrings. Honestly I had been wearing studs since
this whole happed and totally forgot I was wearing them. Once I had
them on she handed me a simple plain gold rope necklace.
"You looks fantastic," Lisa said. "That is exactly the look you need
for the meeting tomorrow. Save the sexy underwear," Lisa laughed.
Lisa decided to dress business causal to match my dress and put on a
pair of tan Dockers and a dark green polo shirt and some casual shoes
This would be the first time I was out in public as a women in a dress,
I don't know why but for some reason I was nervous. Under the casual
dress I was still reveling in the sensation of the pull of the garters
and the smooth sensual feeling of the stocking rubbing against the
dress and each other. I just hoped that I didn't leave a little puddle
where ever I sat.
Lisa drove as Craig was not sure if she could drive in heels. It was
just before three when they arrived parked and walked over to the
downtown bistro to find Donna sitting outside enjoying a coffee with a
redheaded woman whom Craig didn't recognize. Upon seeing us approach
Donna stood up, gave each of us a hug and introduced us to Anna.
Once we had gotten our coffee and ordered something to eat Anna broke
the silence.
"Donna told me about what happened," Anna started.
"I hope that you don't mind," Donna interrupted. "But I trust Anna
completely, she is a very, very close friend and I thought that she
might know a way to switch you guys back.
Anna nodded. "I must say that what happened is remarkable, I have never
heard of anything like this before. I think it is wonderful, Craig what
you have done for Lisa. After thinking about your situation I might
have a solution for you," She paused. "There is no guarantee but it
might work."
Craig looked over at Lisa who nodded then took a deep breath.
"There has been a bit of a development," Craig said, running her hand
thru her hair. "I'm pregnant."
"Pregnant!" Donna exclaimed and looked over at Lisa.
Lisa explained to them the reason behind the trip to Belize. After she
finished he reached over and squeezed Craig's hand. Craig was sitting
there looking down at her lap.
"I, I decided to go thru with the pregnancy," Craig announced to Donna
and Anna. explaining to them the reason behind her decision.
Donna just looked over at Craig and smiled. "They explains why you said
you were envious of me being a mother."
Lisa looked over at Donna confused, then back at Craig. "Well it's not
like you won't ever have a chance to have kids," Lisa said.
"Actually he meant the he was envious of me being a mother," Donna
corrected putting an empathies on the word mother.
"Oh," Lisa said suddenly understanding and looking over at Craig, who
was staring down at her lap, obviously embarrassed.
Donna just realized what she had said. "I'm sorry Craig, I should not
of said that."
Craig just shook her head, it was true after all.
Anna came to the rescue by changing the subject. "Wow, I think it is
fantastic what you are doing Craig, I understand the reasoning behind
it but I'm not sure this would be the best thing for you."
"What do you mean?" Craig asked.
"Well what happens when you switch back? Are you going to be happy?
This is going to be a monumental event in your life. I don't think you
ever be the same again after something like this," Anna asked.
"I hadn't thought of that," Craig admitted.
"Craig, I hope I am not being to forward here, but there is something
serious I want to ask you," Anna began.
"It's okay Anna you can ask me anything" Craig replied.
"You love being a woman don't you? I mean I can see it on your face,
the way you move the way you act, you look so at ease. And dare I say
happy," Anna stated getting right to the point.
Craig just nodded, she looked down, embarrassed. Donna was looking at
her with a gentle smile on her face.
"There is nothing to be embarrassed about," Anna assured Craig. "You
have always wanted to know what it is like to be a woman haven't you?
But perhaps it goes beyond that doesn't it? You just didn't want to
know what it would be like you want to be female," Anna pressed.
"No. Maybe, I don't know" was all Craig said and nodded her head, still
keeping her eyes down, there was no use in denying it, her face was
bright red. It was the truth after all, Craig was ecstatic and loved
being a woman, wearing a woman's clothes, feeling how a woman moves.
Craig right there right now sitting in that chair feeling the smooth
silky stocking rub together as she crossed her legs. The tug of the
garters, even the simple feeling a warm breeze rushing across her legs
made her so happy.
Anna leaned in a bit closer to Craig, took her hand and smiled.
Craig then looked over at Lisa. "But it's not fair, this is her body,
her life, it's not mine we have to find a way to switch back," she
said.
"I understand, of course," Anna nodded. "However I am afraid that I
can't help you, what I had in mind might of worked but now that I know
you are pregnant it is imposable,
Both Craig and Lisa looked at each other and nodded.
"Craig, listen," Donna chimed in. "I know that you will switch back, I
don't know when but I know you will, I feel it. Think of this as a
wonderful life experience, you have the opportunity to experience the
most beautiful thing a woman can, forget about sex, forget about the
clothes and all that superficial bullshit you're going to be a mother,
that is the most important thing you can be right now."
Craig's hand absently drifted to her abdomen.
After they finished up lunch they said their goodbyes and Craig and
Lisa returned to Lisa's house.
Once back Craig went up to Lisa's room, she took off the dress and
reluctantly removed the stockings, garter, thong and bra. She placed
them back in the dresser and put back on the normal bra and panties.
She was about to put on a pair of jean when she noticed a nice sun
dress in the closet. She walked over but then found a beautiful purple
floral print dress and put that on instead.
"So," Lisa said as he walked in.
"I'm sorry," Craig said guiltily. "The dress was so beautiful, I'll
change back."
"No it's alright, I always loved that dress," Lisa said. "Well I guess
we should be getting back to mom's house you have that meeting to go to
tomorrow and I have to be up at your place to report into work. Why
don't we pack up a few dresses for you to take over along with some
proper accessories," Lisa finished with a wink.
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