I'm assuming by now if you're reading this story you have read the
previous parts. I you haven't just please be advised that this story is
heavily oriented towards the ABDL community and involves being babied,
diapers, bottles, etc.
I give full credit to PrincessPottyPants for the DiaperDimension
universe, as well as Langtab and KWOceans for writing the stories that
inspired this tale. I hope you enjoy this Diaper Dimension tale!
Chapter 13:
FRED HAD TAKEN the drivers seat after he hugged Amanda for a moment and
I couldn't help but feel terribly sorry for her.
"I'm sorry," I said to her when her sobbing calmed a bit.
"Not your fault baby, not Neville's fault, and most certainly not
Klara's fault!" Amanda said.
"Let's just go home and eat the rest of our dinners," Fred told us both
as he pulled away.
I sat patiently in the car seat during the lengthy drive home. I was
growing kind of bored and impatient... not to mention my stomach began
grumbling! 'Why couldn't she have been a witch AFTER I had chance to
eat...' I groused to myself.
Back home Amanda exited and picked me up out of the car seat to cuddle
me. I had a feeling she just needed the equivalent of a teddy bear or a
doll to hold, since she kept carrying me while throwing first Fred, then
hers, and then my dinner leftovers into the microwave. Throughout all of
that she didn't say anything and neither did Fred.
Once our dinners were done she sat down with me in her lap at the table
and handed me one of the now soggy pieces of grilled cheese.
"I'm sorry that's not nearly as good now..." Amanda said as she looked
at it herself.
I shrugged. "I saw how much worse it could be," and wrinkled my nose at
the paste that Neville and then Klara had been forced to swallow.
She hugged me and said, "Sorry about that..."
I turned towards her and gave her a hug. "You didn't do anything. In
fact you're amazing! You stuck up for me!!! And you stood up for Klara
and Neville, two people that are totally unable to alter their own
situations! From what I can tell, you two and Megan, may be the only
three sane people in this world!" I paused for a second and realized
some tears had fallen out of my own eyes. "Thank you for being the ones
to take me in!"
She gave me a squeeze of her own and handed me a piece of sandwich. "If
that's not edible anymore be honest with me, I'll cook something else if
I need to."
The three of us ate in silence for a few minutes before the phone rang.
Fred grabbed the cordless and looked at what I assumed was Caller ID on
it. "It's your mother," he said.
She sighed. "Of course it is. Cassie always goes crying to her... you
would think she was the baby and not Megan!"
For my part I just sat carefully in her lap as she sat her own sandwich
remnants down and answered. "Hello?"
"Hi pumpkin," I heard Granny's voice quietly over the phone.
"Hi Mom," she replied.
"So... what's your side?" I heard from the too loud phone.
I forced myself to take a bite of sandwich while Amanda shifted
uncomfortably in the seat. "Well..." I listened to Amanda recount the
horrible affair that was dinner for nearly ten minutes while her mom
said, 'uh-huh,' 'really?', and other one word replies leaving complete
doubt in how she was responding. "So Mom, that's what happened..."
"Didn't you overreact just a bit?" I heard.
"What?!?" Amanda cried.
"Did Klara throw a tantrum and her food to the ground?"
"Well... yes..."
"And weren't you just telling me a few days ago 'your little, your
house?'"
"Yes..." Amanda said meekly.
"Then how can you blame her for disciplining her daughter?"
"It wasn't discipline Mom... it was abuse the way she did it. Okay Klara
was wrong, and yes she just had an accident. But given the fact we were
all going out to eat, she met a new cousin, seeing her aunt, and
everything else... is her having an accident surprising? If Cassie is
really trying to potty train her she should have taken her to the
bathroom as soon as she ordered. She's only two!"
I heard her mother sigh. "I guess I wasn't there so maybe it was that
bad. I don't know what to do with you two... or you and Chloe for that
matter... The three of you haven't fought like this since you were all
living at home."
"I don't know Mom," Amanda said and I looked up to see the tears on her
face.
"Well, do you still want to come for Sunday dinner tomorrow?"
She looked down at me, having finished the sandwich piece she had given
me and said, "We'll come for dinner just so Dad can meet Stacy... but
I'm not going to make Stacy eat baby food..."
Her mother laughed. "Don't worry, we're having a barbecue and she can
have a hotdog like little Klara."
"One tomorrow?" Amanda asked with a sigh.
"Yes, that gives us time to get home from church and your dad to fire up
the grill. You could join us at church if you wanted to...?"
"No thanks Mom, we'll just meet you at your house."
"Sounds good then, I love you, see you tomorrow..."
"Love you too Mom," she said and pressed the end button.
"Well that's a mess..." she said.
I responded by giving her a hug as best I could from her lap.
"Thanks Stacy..." she said and returned the hug. She started to hand me
another piece of sandwich but touched it and realized it and her own
food were cold. "Why don't we see if there's something else we can have
for the rest of our dinner...?"
She held me on her hip as she dug through the refrigerator. She seemed
to not see anything in there, but I could see some shredded cheese
inside, and some flour tortillas on the counter. I tugged at her shirt.
"Quesadillas?" I suggested.
"What?" she asked me.
I looked up at her. "Umm... you know, a quesadilla?"
"What's that?"
I was genuinely shocked that item didn't exist in this world. "Take the
tortilla, put some cheese in it... well if you're doing it right you can
put meat too... but you can either cook it in a skillet with some
butter, or microwave it." I looked at her wondering if she was joking.
"You really don't have that here?"
She shook her head. "I have those for fajitas?" she said it with the 'j'
not being an 'h' sound like it should be, but rather a harsh 'j' sound.
"Just when you think this world can't get any stranger..." I muttered to
myself.
She laughed and squeezed me. "Just kidding Princess, we have those here
too. Is that what you want?"
I glared at her but nodded. "Please?"
"Sure, why don't we have Daddy hold you though?" she said as she passed
me over to Fred.
It was good to hear her laugh even if she was picking on me. Fred
settled me on his lap with a hug and I watched as he continued to devour
his chicken fried steak. He cut off a piece a moment later and instead
of bringing it to his mouth brought it to mine. I accepted it into my
mouth and then thought about the fact I still had the bib on from when
we had sat down at the restaurant, I turned red but chewed the steak and
enjoyed the taste.
"Good?" He asked me with a smile as he looked down at me.
"Yes, thank you," I told him.
I snagged a few more bites of the steak before Amanda finished the
quesadilla and I was handed back to her. She had made one for herself
too. I only managed about half of the massive one she made for me.
"Hmm... I guess I have to remember we can just share meals sometimes,
huh?"
I groaned a little bit but nodded. "Yeah, we probably can if you don't
mind giving up some of your meal."
She squeezed me. "Of course I don't mind!"
With a sigh she asked. "How about a bath and then a movie?"
I paused for a moment as the need to pee came and I gave into it before
answering. "Sure..."
She smiled at me and I had a feeling she knew what I'd been doing. "Okay
then, why don't you go to the living room for a few minutes while Mommy
cleans up."
She sat me down and I did as she asked. Fred disappeared upstairs and I
found myself exploring their living room some more on my own. Next to
the TV there was a noticeable absence of movies sitting on a bookshelf.
'Probably all on a server or on-demand' I told myself thinking about the
fact that we had been moving that way in our own world. I nosed around a
little bit and found little baby toys that had been placed here and
there for me to supposedly play with.
'I'm sure glad I ended up with these guys...' I shuddered and realized
just how lucky I had gotten. I was just walking to the other side of the
living room from the TV when I felt a familiar need and sighed. 'This
part though sucks still...'
A part of me fought the idea of pooping in my pants tooth and nail
still. The idea of maybe them changing their mind and letting me use a
potty came to mind, but I remembered then that she had said even a potty
like Klara used would be too big for me. With a grimace I squatted and
let the disgusting mush come out my behind just as Fred came down the
stairs. We made eye contact as I finished and I felt my cheeks flush.
"Come here Princess," he told me as he walked to me and opened his arms
up. I held my arms up and he said, "Pee-ew, you stinky!"
I felt tears come to my face as I tried not to think about the mess and
appreciated the fact he seemed to be avoiding smushing it. In my nursery
Amanda saw my expression and said, "What's wrong?"
"She just made a big present for her Mommy," he told me as he handed me
over to her.
"Wimp..." she said before kissing my forehead. "Well I'm glad you got
that out of your system before we gave you your bath, huh?" I felt more
tears stream across my cheeks and she said, "It's okay Stacy," as she
sat me down on the changing table gently.
I felt the log smash against my butt and whimpered as she took that
moment to put a pacifier in my mouth. "It's gross..." I told her.
"We'll get you cleaned up sweetie," she told me. My dress was pulled
from my body before she laid me on my back and pulled my shoes and
socks, then my diaper cover off leaving me in the messy diaper only. As
the tapes were pulled away I grimaced at an increase in the smell. "It's
not even that much sweetie," she told me with a smile.
I groaned. "It's sticky..."
She didn't answer but just quickly wiped and cleaned me up before
saying. "Let's go pop you in the bath and finish up."
She gingerly carried me and sat me in the bathtub before undoing the
braids in my hair while I sat still in the water. Amanda handed me a
squirt toy as she was doing so that I just held in my hands. I realized
I still had the pacifier in my mouth and was sucking on it
unconsciously. That was when the camera flash went off and I realized
that Fred had his camera out again. I looked down and saw the bubbles at
least obscured my lower body, but my chest was exposed. 'You have as
much to worry about being seen with your naked chest as any infant...' I
reminded myself. 'And they've both seen you naked...'
I glared at him nonetheless and squirted at him with the toy.
Amanda laughed but told me. "No squirting water out of the tub Stacy!"
I nodded. "Yes Mommy" I tried to say but thanks to the pacifier it came
out closer to 'Yeth.'
Bath time was relaxing as she pulled the braids loose and then washed me
carefully and gently. It seemed cathartic to her to wash me and I
wondered if she would join me that night. She didn't, instead pulling
the drain plug and saying. "Come on Princess, let's get you dressed in
your jammies and go watch a movie with Daddy."
She wrapped me in a towel and hugged me tightly in her arms like a
newborn. She carried me to the nursery before sitting me back upright in
her arms in front of my open closet. "How about this one?" she asked me
while holding a pink sleep sack.
I shook my head.
"Hmm... Picky tonight?"
"If you'll let me be..." I told her with a smile.
She kissed my forehead. "Sure..."
I looked around the section she had hung my pajamas in, as well as the
rest of the closet. This was the first time I really had a chance to
look around! It was clear she was the kind of OCD person who had to
organize a closet! The section she held me to was all pajamas it seemed;
organized by sleep sacks, one-piece sleepers, two-piece sets, and
nightgowns. Looking to my right I saw t-shirts, onesies, skirts, and
dresses all hung neatly and even organized by color. Color was my cue
and I noticed a really pretty purple nightgown with pink hearts on it.
It had little capped sleeves and I knew I would probably look cute in
it. I pointed at it. "Dat one" it sounded like through the pacifier
shield.
She smiled and hugged me tighter to her as she grabbed it and then lay
me down on the changing table. One of the overnight diapers was put on
me before she pulled the nightgown over my head and quickly braided my
hair in a loose sleep braid. "You look adorable!" she told me when she
was done.
"Of course I do!" I told her having pulled the pacifier out of my mouth.
She pushed it back in and carried me downstairs where Fred had cooked a
bowl of popcorn that sat next to him on the couch. I noticed a sippy cup
sat on the coffee table in front of him as well as two glasses of wine
that were obviously for the 'adults.'
Amanda set me next to the bowl and handed me the sippy cup after she
grabbed the pacifier from my mouth by hooking her finger through the
ring on the guard. I looked at the cup and took a long drink of the
apple juice in it before saying. "Thanks."
"You're welcome baby," she told me. "What do you want to watch?"
I shrugged. "I don't know?"
She turned the TV on and in the end we ended up putting on a science
fiction film that was a cross between Star Wars and Battlestar
Galactica. I grabbed a small handful of the giant popcorn and leaned
against her with my body. She was soft and warm to lean against, which
was nice since the nightgown was actually kind of chilly. After a while
she said, "I'll be back in a moment" and carefully got out from
underneath me. The popcorn bowl that was empty went with her and I
looked over at Fred who seemed engrossed in the movie.
As a chill came over me I made a decision and crawled across to him and
climbed onto his lap. "Well hello there," he said to me as he hugged me
and settled me in. I leaned against his arm and had to admit I was comfy
there. My dad had always loved me... but I hadn't been able to feel
close to him like this since I was little. His sarcasm and humor weren't
meant to be mean, but it was tough to get past it.
'Maybe as a daughter it will be better...' I thought to myself.
'Daughter...' I added thoughtfully. Truth be told since I wasn't sitting
down on the potty anymore the different parts I had now didn't seem real
to me. I'd been dressed in dresses from the moment I'd stepped foot
there nearly a week ago, so nothing had changed there...
As the movie played on Amanda rejoined us and cuddled into her husbands
side. I would take occasional drinks of the sippy cup while the scenes
passed. It really was a pretty good movie, but even in a sci-fi film
like this there was a bias against littles. Absolutely none existed on
the movie, and it was like it was easier to just deny their existence.
As the movie reached its final climax I felt a need to pee and gave into
it as there was no reason not to. Fred seemed oblivious to that fact.
Amanda picked me up as the movie wrapped up. "After earlier I don't want
you to do this if you don't want to..." she said to me as she held me to
her.
"Thank you, but I think it'll make us both feel better," I told her
knowing she was speaking about nursing me.
Her shirt and bra were pulled out of the way and she presented me with
the leaking orb that I nursed contentedly from. 'So glad I got these
two...'
THE NEXT MORNING I woke looking out the bars of my crib. I held onto the
bars to keep myself standing upright - otherwise the soaked pillow
between my legs was going to let me crawl at best. The clock read 7:30am
and the sun was peaking through the sides of the window curtains. I
quietly waited for ten minutes and had yet to hear any noises making me
think my two Amazon guardians were awake yet.
I sighed and looked around the crib to where Elena had been thoughtfully
tucked in with me the previous night. I sat back down and held her
thinking about my awkward situation. The skirt of my nightgown had
ridden up to uncover the soaked night diaper. I poked at the puffed up
garment for a moment. 'What the hell was I thinking?' I asked myself as
I looked around the nursery and the crib I was currently confined to.
Back home I could have been going out and doing things, enjoyed freedom,
been a boy still...'
'Well actually that doesn't bother me as much,' I admitted to myself.
I sighed and wondered what the day was going to bring with more crazy
Amazon drama between Amanda and her psycho sisters. I couldn't help but
feel bad for the casualties in their insanity. Neville certainly was the
most obvious case of abuse there, but what I had seen with Klara
yesterday seemed to somehow go beyond discipline. Something in the
tone...? It just didn't feel right!
I shook my head and smiled as I saw Amanda sleepily walk in with her
nightgown still on.
"Awake already?" she asked.
I nodded. "It's weird... I never wake up before eleven at home on my
own." As I said the words I realized I had been sucking on my pacifier
all night and hadn't noticed it still lodged in my mouth. I blushed and
pulled it out. "Guess we didn't need the nanites there..."
She laughed. "Let's get that booty of yours out of that wet diaper."
She carried me over to the changing table and removed the wet diaper and
soon had me dressed in a new regular pamper. "Let's figure out what
you're going to wear today," she told me as she unstrapped me and
carried me to the closet. "Pick something you want to wear," she
prompted me.
I looked up at her and asked. "I get to pick again?"
She squeezed me. "I told you before you came I wouldn't be able to help
myself on some things... but after yesterday... and with school starting
soon, I'm wanting to see if we can't give you a bit more freedom..."
"Thanks," I told her and leaned my head in to squeeze her. She was
standing by the dress section of the closet so they were the first items
that were in my view. I reached my arm out and she moved close enough
for me to start sliding the dresses back and forth on the rack. "How in
the world do I have so many dresses already?" I asked her incredulously.
She laughed. "Don't worry, I'll make sure you have triple that by the
time next summer comes."
I shook my head knowing she probably wasn't joking. I looked through
each of the ones and decided to ask. "In my world they have a saying you
should 'dress for success,' after yesterday and our time with Chloe...
umm..."
"How are we going to handle them?"
I nodded.
"I don't know. I think there's a couple ways we could do it. You could
wear a very infantile dress with a built-in bodysuit, and I could keep
you cuddled up to Daddy or me all day. I imagine that would probably be
how Chloe or Cassie would expect us to handle you."
"Or?"
"Or... I think there's a couple of options that you could wear that
would keep your diaper hidden except when I want to check it or it needs
changed... We could pretend you're more like Kristina?"
I nodded. "Is there another option?"
"Well, you have several cute sundresses that we could put you in and as
long as you don't flip them up they wouldn't show your diaper, but they
wouldn't be pretending to be a big girl either."
I sighed and thought for a moment, 'I'm not going to pretend they're not
diapering me... I might think about that for school, but it's pointless
today. The infantile dress doesn't seem like it would irk Chloe and
Cassie enough though...'
I looked at the options chose something that matched her third option.
"That one," I pointed towards a dress that had an alternating almost
quilt like appearance. The top part of the bodice was yellow with a
crochet overlay, the next section began under a yellow ribbon and bow
with mostly blue flowers and an occasional yellow one. Below that
section was a mostly yellow fabric with green leaves on flowers and
light blue flower petals. The final section was a white background with
almost water colored flowers in various shades of blue.
"I like that one too," Amanda told me as she took it and the hanger down
before grabbing another dress with a bodysuit attachment.
"Why'd you grab that one?"
"Well we want to keep the other dress pretty for when we leave, don't
we?" she smiled at me.
I nodded. "I guess."
She dressed me in the bodysuit dress, which was cute, but a quick view
in the mirror meant it looked like I was the three-month-old baby
everyone seemed to be expecting. I sighed as she patted my back and
said, "Let's get your latte bottle..."
Her nightgown was thin and I could see she was beginning to leak through
it. I thought for a second and asked instead. "Can I reserve an extra
day instead...?"
She looked at me oddly. "Why?"
"You need to get rid of some?" I asked shyly.
She looked down and laughed. "Alright, I guess we can hold that one off.
But don't cry later about caffeine withdrawals!"
I smiled at her and expected her to sit down in the glider, but instead
she just moved the gown out of the way and put my mouth to her breast
right there where she stood. It was a little odd at first, but she was
supporting me solidly and I knew I was in no danger of falling. She
rocked back and forth and I found myself growing more relaxed as my
stomach filled. I was burped between breasts and discovered we had moved
outside to the backyard on a porch swing as I began on her second
breast. By the time I finished I was feeling pretty full and Amanda
looked like she was in a good mood as well. The air outside felt like
the perfect temperature and I enjoyed the breeze against my exposed
skin.
"Okay baby girl, why don't you study in your playpen while Mommy gets
her shower," she told me with a smile while feeling the state of my
diaper. "That diapee should be good until I get done."
I blushed but nodded. She carried me back inside and left me in the
playpen with all of the books on the test and I began cramming
information in my head again. When I began hearing noise in the kitchen
a little while later I started a bit and realized that Fred was making
breakfast. He stopped when he saw my gaze and came over to pick me up.
"How about you keep Daddy company in the kitchen?" he suggested kindly.
He gave me a hug that I returned and brought me to my highchair, buckled
me into the harness, and then left to grab my books. He kept working on
pancakes, sausage, and eggs while I made it through another section of a
practice test. I suddenly felt my stomach cramp up a bit and let the
fart loose... only it wasn't a fart. Wet mushy poop went into my diaper
and I froze, shocked by it.
Fred had just scraped the eggs into a bowl and looked at me before
sniffing. "Uh-oh, did some make a poopy?"
I felt tears going down my face and he said, "It's okay, come on, Daddy
will get you cleaned up."
He pulled me back out of the highchair and carried me upstairs. About
the time we reached there I felt another cramp and pushed more mess out.
"Shhh.... He said, it's okay." He rocked me for a moment in his arms and
then lay me down on the changing table. "You done?" He asked.
"I think so," I whimpered.
"Well if not I guess we can always change that diaper too, huh?" He said
in a good-natured voice. As he opened it up he asked. "You fed from
Mommy this morning, right?"
I nodded. "Yes."
"How many times yesterday?"
I shook my head. "I don't know a few?" I had a sudden fear. "Is there
something wrong with me?"
He shook his head. "No sweetheart, but your poopy is more like an all
breastfed baby right now. I wasn't expecting that. Nothing wrong with
it, but I'll make sure Mommy gets some good solid foods in you today
too."
I shuddered a bit as he cleaned up a diaper that seemed to be among my
messiest yet. He was quick about it though and pulled the snaps of the
bodysuit closed quickly before giving me a hug. "There you go baby girl.
Let's go wash our hands and then we'll have breakfast."
He carried me back down to the kitchen and washed his hands and mine in
the large kitchen sink. It was the first time I'd been so close to it
and I knew without a doubt if they were any other pair of people I would
probably be getting my baths in the sink for 'my safety.'
"You'd fit in that sink just fine, huh?" He smiled at me, obviously
reading my mind.
I sighed. "Hard to even think of people taking me seriously as a college
student sometimes."
He hugged me and carried me back to the highchair. "Not everyone is
going to take you seriously Stacy, but just remember there are in fact
two people in this world who will always have your back." He kissed my
head before saying. "Still have some room after Mommy's milk?"
I nodded and he returned with a cute decorated child's plate and a soft
plastic baby spork that he gave to me. The plate had a mutilated part of
a pancake, some eggs, and a piece of sausage. I looked at it all and
laughed. "You all would starve in my world..."
"Huh?" He asked as he took a bite of a sausage.
"This is a full meal for me... and it's not even full portions..." I
shook my head. "Well hopefully your food bill isn't going up too much on
account of my stomach."
He laughed as Amanda came down in a cute dress that matched one of the
panels of the dress we had picked out for me later. She looked and saw
the plate in front of me and said, "There is no way she'll ever finish
all of that Fred," she told him.
I giggled, and she said, "Oh and what are you going to do, finish it to
prove he's right?"
"I doubt it," I told her with a smile. "but he's still right."
She gave me a kiss on my forehead and said, "Honey you forgot something
for her."
"What?"
"A bib?" she said while holding one up in her hands.
"I think she's doing just fine without it," he pointed out.
She sighed. "Oh well, we're changing her outfit later anyway," she lay
it back down on a stack of them and gathered her own plate of food.
"Thanks for making breakfast," she kissed him on her way to the seat
next to me.
For my part I had been eating on my own and kind of hoped to continue
that. I hoped if I could do it without making a mess of my clothes maybe
she'd let me do it more often. I ate carefully and daintily through the
breakfast and managed to avoid making a mess with the spork. It was an
awkward utensil that even as something sized for a baby still felt more
like a long teaspoon to me. I finished all that I could eat and suddenly
burped. "Excuse me," I said aloud and realized they both had been
watching me.
"Well, don't we have a dainty princess," Amanda said as she came over to
me and used a baby wipe on my face and then my clean hands. "I don't
think you got a single drop on your outfit!"
"I don't have to have a bib..." I told her with a smile.
"Sometimes no," she agreed. "but you will later in that pretty dress."
I sighed as she picked me up and nodded. She carried me to her lap where
she was still playing with her own plate a little bit. I could tell her
mood was about as in the pits as mine so I gave her a hug and leaned
into her. She responded by putting her arms around me and kissing the
top of my head. "How in the world did we end up with the perfect little
girl?" she asked Fred.
"We responded to an online ad for a deranged lunatic," he said with a
smirk.
"Hey I resemble that remark!" I told him.
Just then Amanda decided to launch a tickle attack on my side and didn't
let up for several long moments until I was out of breath and more than
a little bit wet.
When I managed to get my breathing under control. "Mommy you might want
to change my diaper..."
"And why is that missy?"
"It's going to leak probably otherwise?"
She laughed. "Fred you want the baby or the dishes?"
"I'll take the dishes, she looks happy to be in your arms," he said with
a smile towards both of us.
Amanda carried me upstairs and I did feel comfortable in her arms. I was
changed into a new diaper and she asked. "It's still a few hours until
we go, what do you want to do?"
"Study?" I suggested.
"I was thinking maybe something else?"
"What?"
"Well, I thought we could go for a walk?"
I laughed. "Somehow I have a feeling that doesn't involve me walking
much."
She smiled at me. "Well... we'll probably take your stroller."
I thought for a moment about how little I could see out of the
stroller... "Could you take me in the sling instead?"
"Really?" she asked me. "Why?"
"I can see better," I told her.
"Okay baby, we can do that." she looked at me and said, "Wait in your
crib for me," and deposited me without a warning.
'Why am I in a cage...?' I asked silently. She returned a few minutes
later with the sling carrier and began getting it set on her shoulders.
Before she came to pick me up though she walked over to a drawer of my
dresser and looked for a moment before saying. "Aha!"
For my part there was nothing I could do but look like the helpless baby
I felt like. She came back over to the crib and picked me up to set me
into the carrier. She seated me in it facing just to the side to where I
could turn my head and see where she was going, but I could also see to
her side. I felt very safe in the sling and said, "Thanks, this is way
better than the stroller."
"You're welcome, as long as you keep being as skinny as you are, I don't
have a problem using this," she said with a smile and a kiss to my head.
"Now let's get this hat on your head!"
I saw the cloth pink hat with a wide brim and the only real words that
could describe it were cute and adorable... She fiddled with my hair for
a moment into a scrunchy before putting all of my hair up inside of it.
A moment later she kissed my nose and said, "Take a look at you!"
She walked in front of a mirror and I watched a baby with her mouth open
in shock. With my hair hidden in the hat, sitting in a sling, with my
new face, there wouldn't be anyone treating me like a little. Anybody
who saw us would think I was the three-month-old baby that Amanda never
told them she was having!
"You look adorable!" she told me.
I nodded. "You could pass me off as your actual baby..."
"I think we might just do that sometimes," she told me with a little
hug. "For now let's go for a walk!"
Fred joined us downstairs and we went for a nice walk to the university
and then back with the two of them holding hands most of the time.
Seemingly every time we ran into someone they would make cute faces at
me or come tell Amanda how cute her baby was. It seemed to me that as
long as they thought I was an actual baby they were just friendly to me.
The second there was a suspicion I was a little thought they felt the
need to rub in my inferiority.
As we walked and they talked I thought a lot to myself about the dynamic
of this world. I knew from my studies in school about the history of
minorities fighting to have the same rights as whites in America, or
even women having opportunities, that there were a lot of parallels. A
power imbalance had been created that meant those with power, the
Amazons, had something over everyone else... and of course they wanted
to keep it that way. By not only taking care of their maternal urges,
but also keeping competition down in their work forces they were
benefiting themselves in a lot of tangible ways. By that same token
though I couldn't grasp why they would let littles even try and attend
middle school, high school, or college if they just wanted drooling
babies. There had to be some sort of ultimately sick twisted mindset
that had caused this dimensions issues. 'Almost like someone dreamed it
up...' I thought to myself.
"Sweetie, you okay?" Amanda asked me.
"Huh?"
"You haven't heard a word I've said, have you?"
"Umm... honestly no?"
"Let's try this again then, I'd like you to take a quick nap before we
go over to my parents... Actually I want to too," she told me with a
smile as I realized suddenly we were back in the living room.
"Oh... I don't know if I'll sleep but I'll lay down," I told her.
"Would it help to nurse first?" she asked me.
I thought to myself about it for a moment but shrugged. "Sure..."
Whatever was in her milk might as well have been sleeping pills most of
the time, because I was out before I knew it.
THE NICE THING about naps is they do wonders to help pass the time when
you're nervous! I think that was part of why Amanda decided to take one.
I woke up to find myself wedged on their bed between her and a body
pillow. She gathered me up, changed my wet diaper, and dressed me in the
dress we had picked out earlier. I was slightly surprised that she then
added a pair of strappy sandals to my feet. They were white with little
leather flowers attached to the front of my foot. Delicate, but to my
surprise they seemed to have some tread on the bottoms. I found myself
back concentrating on bigger issues though.
"I can't believe I've wet in my sleep pretty much every time I've slept
now since the first day..."
Amanda laughed. "It's a good thing Stacy, it keeps things from being
complicated."
"What do you mean?" I asked her as she worked on my hair. She seemed to
be avoiding putting it into pigtails for some reason this time.
"Well... I think we can pretty much assume my breast milk is doing most
of it since your digestive track is full of liquid, and it has to go
somewhere. Since you shrank when you came to this dimension that
probably doesn't help a whole lot either... but with you going
automatically it keeps you from having to think about it, right?"
I shrugged. "Why does that help?"
"The less conspicuous you are about wetting or messing your diaper the
easier time you're going to have avoiding trouble Stacy."
"Riiiight..." I told her.
"Trust me... when Chloe and Cassie both took their littles in the first
thing they would complain about was having to get their littles to use
their diapers without spankings or other 'help.'"
I gulped.
"Yeah... I know you agreed to them before you came, but I was worried
you would hold stuff in and end up impacted or something. I'm glad we
haven't had to help you with either part of using them."
I sighed. "I guess I'm glad too..."
She hugged me as she finished doing whatever she was doing to my hair.
"Want to see your hair?"
I nodded as she sat me down and let me walk over to the mirror on my
own. She had again used two tiny braids from the front to make almost a
ponytail holding section into the back. A yellow bow was tied to the
back section of a half ponytail that rose from it. The dress fell to my
knees for length - making it one of the longest dresses I owned! "I
almost look big enough to be in elementary school again!" I told her
semi-sarcastically but with a smile none-the-less.
I turned and hugged her gigantic leg behind me and said, "Thank you for
not just deciding to dress me in what I'm sure Chloe or Cassie would
have!"
She picked me up. "If I did Megan would probably beat me up - you know
that, right?"
I laughed, but also got serious. "If she feels that way how does she put
up with your sisters?"
"You ever hear 'don't talk politics and religion?'" she asked.
I nodded.
"Same idea with my family and littles."
"Oh," I said.
"Plus she's truly the baby in our family with her height. She's really
just a smidge over betweener height... And the rest of us are taller
than average! So she's never gotten big enough to give it back to them
physically." she sighed and I could tell she actually felt bad for her
sister. "Why don't you come keep Mommy company while I redo my hair and
makeup," she told me with a smile and carried me down the hallway to
their room. She sat me down on her makeup table and I was actually kind
of fascinated to watch her redo her hair and then her makeup. When she
seemed done she dug around for a second before telling me. "Pucker your
lips like this Princess." I did as she asked and was rewarded with some
strawberry flavored lip-gloss coating my lips. "There, now you're
perfect," she told me with a smile.
"You about ready to go honey?" Fred asked as he peaked back in from
wherever he had been for the past couple hours.
"As ready as I think any of us are..."
He gave the two of us a hug and led downstairs to what I had decided was
now to be considered the family SUV. Strapped into the car seat I sighed
and waited to see if Amanda's family was going to have a massive world
war erupt when we got there. I was at least reassured that 'Sunday
Dinner' meant lunch to them like it did with my grandparent's
generation. If nothing else I hoped we'd at least be done with whatever
catastrophe in time to go home for 'supper.'
I remembered from dropping off 'Granny' before that the house wasn't
far, so it seemed like no time before we pulled into their driveway.
Amanda had driven so Fred was closer to my seat and freed me from the
seat before settling me down at his side on the ground. "You want to
walk in, or do you want me to carry you?" He asked as he knelt down next
to me.
'An excellent question,' I thought to myself. With everything I had seen
from Chloe and Cassie they would expect a good little to be carried in.
Given their choices to rob their littles of their ability to walk I
decided. "Walk and hold your hand Daddy."
He smiled at me. Somehow I suspected he thought like I did! I looked
around and saw five cars in the driveway and on the street so I guessed
everyone was already there. I took a deep breath and extended my hand
way up and he reached down a little awkwardly and we began walking.
Amanda took up a spot right behind me while we walked up the steps of
the large porch that had a swing sitting on it. I noted that there were
a lot of pretty flowers neatly planted in front of the porch and a
couple of nice maple trees around the front yard. Just before we reached
the front door it opened up and Granny stood there.
"And there's my new grandbaby!" she practically squealed and bent down
to hug me.
I forced myself to relax my body posture and told my self that the touch
was okay... as she was still mostly a stranger! It was terrifying to
have a giant hug you though!
"Hi Granny," I said with as much of a smile as I could manage. It must
have been an okay job because she smiled back at me.
"Hi Mandy, Fred," she said standing up and giving them a hug while
leaving me still holding onto Fred's hand.
Just then I saw one of the first men to actually make Fred not look like
the tallest giant in the world came up. He hung back a little bit next
to Granny and I suspected he was Amanda's dad. Suddenly I felt myself
lifted in the air and found myself in Amanda's arms while simultaneously
feeling some urine involuntarily leaving my bladder. "Daddy, meet your
new grandbaby Stacy," she told me as she carried me closer.
The giant man looked intently at me and I gave him a similar lookover.
With short, cropped hair, and exposed biceps that seemed large even for
an Amazon he was incredibly intimidating. He reminded me actually a lot
of my real grandfather whom I had said goodbye to the previous
weekend... Something about him just said 'military' to me.
"Well look at you," he said to me. "I'm not into babies like the women
folk but I have to admit you look like you're about the most beautiful
little baby I've seen!" His voice though low was sweet.
"Nice to meet you," I told him politely.
"Glad to see my Mandy has more sense than to just silence you..." he
muttered quietly to me.
I smiled at him. "Me too!"
"You want to hold her Daddy?" Amanda asked.
"The real question probably should be does she want to be held by me,"
he said with a smile towards me.
I thought for a second about the best move and said, "Sure."
He smiled at both of us. "Well give her over here then."
I was passed over to the hulk of a man who took me gently into his arms
and held me in an upright position. "So how old are you really?" He
asked quietly.
"Eighteen," I told him.
"And my daughter kidnapped you?"
I shook my head. "I'm living with them to go to college here..."
He raised his eyebrows and looked at Amanda. "You're not planning on
making her just another living dolly?"
Amanda sighed. "No Daddy, just her temporary parents really," she smiled
at me. "Though giving her up eventually will be very difficult!"
"So if you're going to school? What are you studying?"
"Computer Science," I told him.
"Oh, so that makes sense. You just wanted a nerd baby who could
understand your babbling about computers," he said with a smirk towards
his daughter.
Fred laughed. "You have no idea Joe!"
"Well, everyone else is back in the backyard. I just started up the
grill so we should have food ready in about a half-hour or so," he told
all of us. He gave me a gentle squeeze and then handed me back to
Amanda. "You lucked out there Mandy," he told her. "I've got to go man
the grill, we'll talk more later."
Mandy gave me a squeeze of her own to reassure me before putting her
hand under my dress and feeling my diaper. "Little wet, but I think you
can probably wait for a bit?"
I sighed and nodded. "He scared me..." I told her.
She laughed. "Come on, let's go see if your cousins want to play?"
I didn't know what to expect outside, but she carried me through the
large open living room and out a sliding glass door to the backyard
without any other options. Once through the door I could see a large
deck outside with a smoking grill that her dad walked to. At a table
nearby two other large men stood, I knew one was Cassie's husband and
assumed the other was Chloe's.
"Let's come meet your uncles!" Amanda said excitedly in her annoying
mommy voice. She carried me nearer to a red-haired giant and said, "You
met your Uncle Kevin last night," she reminded me. "Say Hi!" I looked
nearer at him and he seemed put out that attention would be even given
to me towards him.
I waved at him and said, "Hi," quietly. I really was terrified at
meeting anyone married to Cassie or Chloe! Though he was sitting I felt
like he was shorter than Amanda, which gave me a bit of comfort there.
"And this is your Uncle Derrick!" she said pointing towards the other
man who looked to be just a bit taller than Amanda. He had blonde hair
that was styled in a short, gelled almost punk look. Though too old for
it he reminded me of someone who would be a skater or surfer. "He's Aunt
Chloe's husband."
"Hi," I said meekly.
They went back to talking about something else pretty immediately as
neither seemed to suffer from the women's baby fever. "Let's go meet
your cousins now!" Amanda said with a smile and a small tickle to my
belly just above my diaper.
As she climbed down the steps of the large deck I noticed the large
sandpit in the backyard. I recognized Klara, Kristina, and Neville as
Cassie's kids from last night. The other three had to be Chloe's littles
and my stomach knotted up as I saw them.
The three women were sitting in just their diapers, with nothing else
on. I felt myself squirm awkwardly inside my head as no bras or shirts
covered their small, but still developed breasts. One girl seemed to
just be idly moving sand on her stomach. Something about her said
'defeated' and I guessed that was the poor girl that Chloe had really
abused. She was the biggest, easily over two feet taller than me, with
blonde hair that was tied into short pigtails. The diaper she wore
looked to be full of sand... and I could smell the load in it from
several feet away, as well as see the brown stain on the back. I guessed
that she looked to be the oldest too.
Amanda introduced me to all of them and pointed to her first. "This is
Kacey there with the poopy diaper." I grimaced for the girl, but was
amazed the Kacey didn't even react more than to say. "Poopy" in a sad
lifeless voice.
"Over there is Katie," she pointed to a black haired woman who looked to
be a bit more than a foot taller me sitting up in the sand with a small
bucket in front of her. She waved back and smiled. "Hi."
"Hi Katie," I told her.
"And this last poopy pants here is Kendra," she said towards the
remaining unknown woman with brown hair sitting dejectedly with her
hands drawing random patterns in the sand. She was pretty much in
between the heights of Katie and Kacey and looked to be the actual
youngest of the women. The poor girl looked to be in tears at Amanda
bringing notice to the state of her diaper, but she still said "Hi," to
me.
"Hi Kendra," I said, "Umm... I'm Stacey," I told them.
"Why don't you sit here and play with your cousins while I go see if
Chloe has any diapers for her girls..."
I nodded and timidly stood on my own two feet in the sand. I looked at
the others and tried to decide what to do. Katie gave me a grim smile
and I could see her mouth was devoid of teeth like Amanda had warned me.
Just before I walked closer to them though Klara came up to me. I
realized then just how tall an Amazon baby could be compared to me...
She seemed to be two or three heads taller than me! Even at two years
old I thought she looked to be taller than Katie too!
"Baby!" she said to me as she approached and I began to worry what she
would do. "Come play!" Klara reached for my hand and I let the toddler
lead me to the other side of the sandpit where she and Kristina seemed
to be playing with a couple shovels and a bucket while Neville looked
on.
From the deck I heard. "Oh Mandy you are so na?ve sometimes! If you
change a little's diaper just because they went poopy you're just
wasting a good diaper! They'll be good in those diapers until we go
home. I didn't even bring any spares since I knew they could sit in a
dirty diaper for a couple hours. Sure they might get a little rash, but
that's..."
I lost some of that as I heard Kendra begin sobbing. I looked over there
and Neville surprised me when he whispered. "she was the last little
Chloe adopted... Just before they all made their run for it." He sighed.
"she's only been dealing with this for a bit longer than I have and sobs
most of the time." Without his teeth he was tough to understand, it
obviously hurt his skill at annunciation.
"You can talk still?" I asked in surprise that he could do that much.
He laughed. "When you can understand it without the other teeth," he
looked sad then but smiled and I could see he had three teeth left.
Cassie had left him two incisors and one other tooth to the left on the
bottom row of teeth. "She didn't want me biting her nipple," he answered
my question.
"Mommy says you not supposed to talk in big words!" Kristina told him
bossily.
He sighed and stuck his thumb in his mouth. "Baby pway!" Klara said to
me and directed me to join her. I thought about my dress getting dirty,
but just decided it was to be expected by a baby. I knelt on my knees
though to try and keep it somewhat clean. Klara handed me a shovel and
said, "Dig!"
"She's just a baby, she can't dig!" Kristina said.
"Can too," I told her with a smile and began digging with the plastic
shovel. I made a small hole and then piled the sand around it to make a
shape that reminded me of the new Apple Headquarters that had just been
completed back home. I looked up at Klara who smiled at me, clearly
happy with what I was doing. Kristina scowled though and I wondered what
was wrong. Klara began to draw on the walls of my creation with her
fingers and I added some other little turrets and began making a castle.
I was playing with Klara for a few minutes when I realized something
seemed odd. Last night it was clear she had been getting potty trained,
but she must have thought it was an okay time to join the poopy diaper
crowd because I watched her suddenly squat and mess the princess pullup
she had been flashing occasionally as she played. I swore she then
intentionally sat down on the mess to smash it. Her smile told me she
clearly enjoyed doing so. Kristina as the big sister of course thought
it was her duty to go tell mommy on this.
"Mommy Klara went poopy in her panties!"
"Klara? Really?" Cassie came storming over to the sandpit.
"Nuh-uh," Klara said as she tried to keep playing.
Cassie pulled her dress up and the pull-ups back saying. "You most
definitely did little girl!"
I watched in horror as her mom delivered ten smacks to her on her diaper
and then five more on her thigh. "Bad girl!"
"Don't be so mean, she's just a baby! Maybe she's not even ready to be
potty-trained?" I said before wishing I could stick the words back in my
mouth as Cassie grabbed onto Klara's arm angrily and rounded on me.
"You little brat mind your own business!" Cassie said.
"I think it's way past time for you to get a spanking!" Chloe said next
to her as she swatted her right hand towards my butt while her left
attempted to grab my arm.
Chapter 14:
WHACK! THE HAND connected and my butt felt like it was struck with a
sledgehammer even through the padding of my diaper! I knew I couldn't
stand there and take that from her or I'd be seriously hurt! I dodged
the hand grabbing for me, ducked underneath her open legs, and began
running as quickly as I could towards the nearby playground set. The
slide was metal with a fairly gentle slope that rose well above my head.
I could see it was next to a tree branch and hoped my shoes had enough
traction! Chloe chased after me as I attempted the difficult task of
running up it. I could remember at the end of elementary school when I
would always run up the slide in my backyard over and over again for
fun. I'd sort of used to do it at a skate park in middle school too - so
I thought it was my best bet to escape her. Just as I heard huffing
behind me from a mad giant I made it to the top and jumped over to the
branch of the tree.
It was more than sturdy enough for my light weight and I ran along it to
the trunk and began climbing up branches until I was thirty feet up
looking down at the pissed off ladies.
"Get your ass down here and take your spanking!" Chloe screamed at me
and began looking at the tree herself.
I looked around and saw that there was another large tree right next to
the one I was in and an idea came to me. I quietly followed a branch
over to the next one. Because of the fairly full branches I could just
barely see Chloe and hoped she would miss my transfer. 'Thank you
nanites! That agility setting helped!' I thought as I climbed over
towards the other tress trunk. I looked back and saw my switch had gone
unnoticed as she began climbing up the original tree. Cassie stood at
the bottom of the tree and I heard her say. "Umm sis, maybe we should
just wait for her to come down?"
Meanwhile Amanda came back outside from the house and was just catching
something was wrong. "What's going on here?"
I chose that moment to start climbing down the new tree. I went
unnoticed until I had made it to the bottom and Cassie spotted me, her
face giving me a shocked expression.
"There you are you little brat!" she said as her giant legs began
pounding her towards me.
I heard a "What?" and a thud but didn't pay attention as I ran towards
the deck where Amanda stood. I noticed a chair that I could climb up to
and then make the railing of the decking. It was a near thing as I
almost fell, but I clung to the rail and began running along it before
suddenly feeling myself picked up.
'Shit!' I thought to myself and waited for the spankings to begin.
All I heard instead was laughter... male laughter.
I turned my head and realized it was 'Gramps' that had picked me up.
"Gotcha!"
'Shit!' I thought to myself. He can probably hit way harder than those
two!
But instead of hitting me he tickled my side. "Did you enjoy making
fools of those two idiot daughters of mine?"
I was in shock, but smiled. "Maybe?"
The two idiot daughters in question were mere feet away at the patio by
then. Cassie had helped Chloe up after apparently having a tree branch
break in her hands, which caused her to fall. Some leaves were in her
hair and I tried not to directly laugh at her. "Daddy give her the
spanking she deserves or hand her over to me to do it!" Cassie told him.
"For what?"
"She's a snotty brat who won't shut her trap and mind her own business."
Amanda came up then and asked. "What did she do?"
"Klara had an accident and she had the nerve to say maybe she isn't
ready to potty-train. Like I'm going to listen to potty training advice
from a diapered little? We all know THEY can't use it, so she wants my
daughters to not either."
I laughed. "You do realize I made it through about fifteen years of life
using the potty just fine, right?" I decided to go for broke. "I've
watched Klara have two accidents in the last day and not care about
having either one. Until she cares you're not going to have success at
all - she didn't even show signs she noticed she was pooping until she
happily sat down in it. Speaking of which maybe you should get her out
of that messy pull-up before she gets a rash?"
"You little..."
"She's right Cassie, go change her," Granny ordered.
"Daddy she still needs a spanking," Chloe said, "she can't keep mouthing
off like this!"
"Why? You clearly feel like diapers are absolutely fine to wear since
you keep three adults in them." Grandpa said.
"They're Littles! They're not adults, they're just babies!" Chloe
practically hissed. "They can't possibly live on their own! Plus look
what she did by climbing up the tree, I almost got hurt!"
He laughed. "You know my thoughts on this, I fought alongside some of
these so-called babies back in the war. I would have been proud to be
around one like Stacy here." I found myself given a small hug from
behind. "Now why don't you go get cleaned up so we can all eat dinner,"
he ordered her.
The two of them fumed and I watched Cassie go angrily pick up Klara and
felt bad for the poor girl. She began crying and couldn't seem to make
sense of why her mommy was so mad. Chloe just went straight into the
house I assumed to do what her dad had said, or go complain more to her
mom who had gone inside too. "Nice moves," he told me when they were out
of earshot and Amanda moved closer.
I smiled. "Thanks."
"You know that wasn't exactly a bright thing to do, right?" He asked me.
I nodded. "Yeah..."
"Do you mind if she hangs out with Grandpa for a while?" he asked
Amanda.
"She's safer with you," she smiled. "You and I are going to have a chat
later sweetie, that was about as dumb as it gets..." Her glare chilled
the warm summer air and I hoped I wasn't going to be in too much
trouble!
I nodded meekly and started a bit as I was raised in the air and placed
around her dad's neck in a piggyback position. He moved over to the
grill where he was putting cheese on cooked burgers. My eyes widened at
the size of the burgers and had to laugh that the portions of food were
so huge here.
He heard my giggle and asked. "What's so funny?"
"The portions of food here are so huge... it's like a food challenge
back home," I told him.
"Then you should see our food challenges! Eat three littles in one
setting and you can get a free meal!" He joked as he tickled my thigh a
little.
I squealed and he just laughed as he lowered the lid of the grill.
"So tell me about yourself," he ordered as he took me off his shoulders
and sat me on the rail next to the grill.
I looked up at his hazel eyes and responded. "Well... I'm eighteen and
got a crazy idea to come to this dimension to go to college."
"That is a crazy idea, especially if you were that short in your
dimension," he told me.
"Well back home I was nearly six-feet tall actually," I told him.
He looked me up and down and asked. "What happened to those other three
feet?"
"Good question," I said with a sigh. "I expected to be at least four
feet tall... Something about the dimensional trip made me get short the
first trip, but this second trip made me even shorter!"
"That kind of sucks," he said, "You would have been basically an in-
betweener before and had a shot of being safe from this nonsense."
"Yeah, I'm not going to lie and say it's ideal. I knew what I was
getting into though... I want to study your computers and programming so
I can take it back to my world. We're way behind your level of
technology!"
We talked for another ten minutes about me as he moved burgers onto buns
and plates as the men ended up eating first. "What about you?" I asked.
"Well I was in the military for twenty-five years before I retired," he
told me. "I run a martial arts and self-defense studio now," he added.
"Cool," I told him. "I used to take Tae Kwon Do when I was little...
assuming you have anything like that?"
He smiled at me. "That's one of the main styles we teach actually. How
long did you study?"
I shrugged. "A few years, I got too busy with school to keep going. I
had just finished testing for my red belt when I just couldn't take any
more time away."
"You should think about coming and studying with me," he told me with a
smile.
"Littles are welcome?"
"Not normally..." I looked at him oddly. "Bigs generally don't like the
idea of dangerous littles... but as my granddaughter you would be
welcome. Might even help you avoid some of the idiots like my
daughters."
I watched then as Chloe was sitting down at the table with Kendra and
Katie each on a separate knee. Her shirt was pulled down and each had
been placed at one of her breasts so she could feed them simultaneously.
I saw Kacey laying on a blankie with a pacifier zoned into space
occasionally looking longingly at the table of food above her.
Cassie was sitting next to Chloe with Neville at her side. She was
feeding him from her breast, while occasionally giving a bite to the now
changed Klara. Kristina looked to be doing alright on her own over by
Grandma.
I sighed.
"Yeah, poor things," he seemed to agree. "You want a hotdog?" He asked
me.
"Yes she does," Amanda said for me with a smile and picked me up. "No
bun, just the dog," she told him.
I made a face at her and she whispered. "If you hadn't just nearly tried
to get yourself killed I might have let you have a bun... but let's just
say I'm not overly happy with you right now..."
I squirmed a bit and said, "Sorry..."
She hugged me. "I know you are, and I'll get over it, but you're going
to be a good little girl the rest of the day, aren't you?"
I nodded nervously. Amanda grabbed her own plate with a burger, some
chips, potato salad, and some jello on it. She had handed me my plate
with just the gigantic hotdog and some ketchup on it before she added a
small handful of the gigantic potato chips. She confidently held onto me
with her right arm and her plate with her left. She sat down next to
Fred and my two uncles on the other side of the table from Cassie and
Chloe. Both of them glared daggers at me as she sat down with me on her
lap.
"You got your dress all dirty!" she admonished me and tried to get sand
and leaves off of it.
"Sorry," I told her.
Thankfully she hugged me so I knew she wasn't really angry over it. I
watched her cut the giant hotdog in half and she handed me it. "Eat your
hotdog," she said.
I was glad she dipped the first part of it in ketchup to at least add
some flavor. The actual hotdog was easily the size of a large sausage
back home. My hand barely grasped onto it and I had to be careful not to
drop it. As I took my first careful bite I realized it was tough to even
get my mouth around what seemed to be a large salami or summer sausage.
I ended up eating it by taking small bites at a time out of it.
Gradually I carved it away with my teeth. When I had finished part of it
she asked. "More ketchup?"
I nodded and she lowered the plate so I could dip it.
"Living dangerously there sis," Megan said as she sat down next to her.
"I'd be worried about ketchup dropping..."
She laughed. "Well it wouldn't be the worst thing in the world," she
told her.
I sat quietly and listened to the conversations around me, not really
interacting after having been told off by Amanda. I knew that with as
attached as she was with me she must have been scared for me. I also
couldn't help but know I'd been stupid to say what I had. Running from
Chloe had been just as unwise when you looked at the tree climbing from
a parental perspective. My real parents would probably chew me a new one
over that too.
I listened as Chloe and Cassie had a conversation across from us. "You
know the only way you can trust a little is if they can't walk?"
"Well, some like Kacey even if they can crawl..."
"Yeah I heard just last week at the daycare two littles managed to get
out of the building and ran for it."
"Did they escape?"
"Not for long, a mom coming to pick up her kids saw the two girls
running away. She might have thought they were free littles, but they
both had braided pigtails and dresses short enough to show their poopy
diapers."
"What did she do?"
"Scooped them up and put them in her stroller and dropped them back
off."
"What did the daycare do?"
"When I came for my girls they were taken care of like Kacey - they can
only say about five words, cry, drool, and mess their diapers - just
like it should be. If they're not even going to be mature enough to play
like good littles there's no point in not treating them as anything
other than the drooling infants they are."
"Why do you say that?" Megan asked. "I mean seriously would you be happy
being diapered and held against your will?"
Chloe scoffed. "Of course not, I'm an adult!"
"What if they really are too?"
"But they're not Megan! I know because you're the baby of the family you
must feel some kinship with them... but seriously they're just babies!
We can't leave them out there on their own! They'll get hurt! Everything
in our world is much too big for them to use, so we have to help them! I
mean just think if Kacey had managed her stupid plan - no one would have
been taking care of my girls! Every time they pooped or peed their pants
they would have been helpless!"
"Only because you made it to where they have no choice..." Megan said
with a sigh.
"Next thing I know I'm going to hear you're at some rally for little's
rights little sister. Take my advice and just go with it," Cassie told
her. "You know there's plenty of technology that could help you join
them if you piss off the wrong person..."
"It would be fun to change Megan's diapees again though!" Chloe
practically squealed with what I knew had to be a classic case of
Amazonian Baby Fever... I looked over at Megan for a moment and saw her
face had the same look of horror on mine.
"You two done?" I heard Chloe ask drawing attention back to her. "Did
you leave anything for your sister?"
I watched as she put Kendra and Katie over her shoulder in turn to burp
them before laying them down on the blanket Kacey lay on. Kacey hungrily
tried to nurse from her right breast and only did so for about two
minutes before fussing. "Oh let's try the other side," Chloe said almost
sadistically. I watched her nurse Kacey for another few minutes there...
maybe a little longer before it was clear nothing remained there.
I could smell her dirty diaper from across the table, but I stared at
her trying to feed unsuccessfully. As I looked I realized her ribs
showed way more than the other two... It was clear it was a regular
occurrence that she wasn't fed well enough! Kendra and Katie weren't
exactly fattened cows either though. I felt a squeeze from Amanda as she
apparently followed my gaze as well. She whispered in my ear. "I
know..."
I felt guilty as I finished the last bite of the second half of the
hotdog and wished I could help her.
Apparently Amanda felt the same way because she spoke up. "If Kacey's
still hungry I have plenty of milk she can have."
Chloe looked at her and shrugged. "Whatever, it doesn't hurt her to wait
her turn, but if you want to waste your milk on her you can." Amanda
passed me over to Megan who pulled my plate with the remaining chips
over to her and handed me a couple to eat. I watched as Amanda took
Kacey from her and brought her back over to our side of the table.
Amanda pulled her shirt and bra down and