As I walked in Viv was sitting at the table looking confused and nervous.
"Nath love what happened?"
I sat down opposite her. "You know full well what happened Viv. You
fucked Yves, right there in front of me. All this bullshit about lesbian
fantasy and loving seeing me dressed up was all just a load of shite. All
you wanted was an opportunity to fuck Yves guilt free. You are so
transparent, you thought if you could get me involved I wouldn't
complain, and you would be able to carry on your tawdry affair blame
free."
She sat shaking her head. "No Nath, no you have it all wrong hon we just
got carried away."
"Carried away my arse, it makes my flaming blood boil just thinking about
it. You have been flirting with him ever since you first met him, going
out to lunch with him, then setting me up so I got caught dressed as
Nathalie. It's all been just a fucking con job."
She appeared shocked at my outburst. "Nath please love it's not like
that, it never was all I wanted was you to fuck him, somehow it just got
all fucked up."
Now I was stunned. "You wanted what?" I screamed.
"Hon ever since I saw the video of you sucking him off its all I have
been able to think about. I saw the look on your face as you did it. You
loved it. You aren't fooling me Nath you fucking loved it and I wanted to
see you take it to the next level."
"Don't be ridiculous Viv we couldn't have actual sex, he thinks I am a
woman."
I heard her suck in a deep breath, and she looked guilty and nervous. "No
hon he knows, he knew before he arrived on Saturday. I told him I wanted
to watch him make love with you."
I just about fainted as the words flowed out. "Oh for fucks sake Viv you
told him? How could you do that to me? Blimmin heck, how the hell am I
supposed to go to work now?"
"Calm down love. He isn't going to say anything is he, think about it he
can't out you without exposing himself as well. Your secret is safe if
that's all you are worried about."
She snickered rather unkindly. "You know he didn't believe me until I
showed him the photos, once he saw that you were Nathalie and rather than
putting him off he was thrilled ,in fact it excited him so much he
couldn't wait."
"Fuck you can be a bitch when you want to be. I am so angry at you, you
told him, knowing full well it was my biggest fear. You know how I feel
about other people finding out. But just because you wanted to fuck him
you ignored my fears and told him, completely ignoring how it made me
feel."
She could no longer hold my gaze and turned away. "I am sorry Nath, I
just thought it was all going to work out, Yves was so excited about
getting together with you."
I was getting angry. "Yeah well if he couldn't wait how come he ended up
between your legs? Answer me that."
She couldn't hold back the flood of tears. "I don't know hon it just got
fucked up. I didn't plan it that way."
"Fucking hell Viv you don't understand do you? My career is fucked, I
can't go back there now that he knows."
"Nath you have it all wrong hon. He doesn't care."
"Fuck off Viv, just leave me alone." I didn't know what else there was to
say.
"Nath it was just supposed to be fun you seemed so into it."
"You are just a sneaky conniving bitch, I don't believe a word you say.
This was just all about you having a guilt free affair with Yves, and
what hurts is you didn't even care about me."
As she stared at me her tears flowed, I stood up and walked up the
stairs. "I am going to have a shower and get changed. I think it would be
better if you slept on the settee tonight."
I showered and scrubbed off the makeup until my face hurt, but I still
felt dirty, stupid and humiliated.
It was a long and restless night, I felt let down, betrayed and worst of
all trapped. I couldn't just throw my job in. We didn't have any money,
we had poured all our extra money into Viv's studies. In the morning I
woke with a plan beginning to formulate in my head. I opened up the
computer and checked the bank balance and there wasn't much in there. My
one saving grace would be the untaken annual leave. I hadn't taken any
leave in over three years. So I did have that to fall back on while
looking for a new job, I just needed to give my notice in and then I
could at least collect that.
I had to figure out a way to get through my notice period. I would have
to work with him for at least a month or more. As I was sitting at the
computer going over what to do Viv came up behind me.
"Nath please we need to sort this out. Honey you are overreacting, it's
not the end of the world."
"Maybe not for you Viv but it's pretty much the end of the road for me."
She looked at me with a weird confused look on her face. "Why love? Why
does it have to be the end?"
"Because you betrayed me, you tricked and manipulated me so you could
fulfil your twisted little fantasy. Then to make it worse you rubbed my
face in it by fucking the arsehole right there in front of me, screaming
out his name as he fucked you." I hissed caustically trying to keep my
voice low. "Fuck Viv how many times did I tell you to stay away from
him? Huh how many. Fuck I even begged you to stop while you were doing
it."
She sobbed a little. "I don't understand Nath you were really getting
into it. You were enjoying giving him a blow job. I saw the look in your
face while we were sharing his cock, you loved it. It was the same in the
video. So why was what I did so wrong?"
"Because I didn't want you to do it OK! I do not want to have to look at
that condescending prick everyday knowing he fucked you and I helped.
Don't you understand how humiliating that is? Fuck it the rest of it was
bad enough, but to top it off you fucking told him. For fucks sake Viv
you know he has no fucking scruples, he will tell everybody."
Viv sagged over my shoulders her wet cheeks snuggled against my neck. "I
am sorry I fucked everything up. I saw how much you were enjoying the
whole thing and I thought you were cool with it."
"No Viv I am far from cool with it. I am going to try and get through the
next month. I am handing in my notice and I am getting out of here."
She looked horrified and her arms tightened around my neck. "No Nath
there's no need for that please I am sorry I love you please can't we at
least try to work it out."
"I can't Viv I am lost and angry and I feel betrayed, and I don't know
what else to do."
"If we can talk it through you will see, we will be fine. Shit Nath Yves
contract finishes soon anyway doesn't it? Then he goes back to Paris
doesn't he?"
She was right. He would be gone soon. If I could stick out my notice then
maybe I could stick it out a little longer, so long as he kept his mouth
shut.
"Please Nath. Once he is gone we can get through this, please give it a
chance, give us a chance."
"No Viv, you tricked me and you manipulated everything so you could have
your sleazy fuck with Yves. Nothing you say will convince me otherwise."
She sat listening with her head in her hands. "This whole thing has been
about you keeping your conscience clear. You thought if you could figure
out a way for me to be there then you could have your fun and it would
leave you with a clear conscience."
I was becoming infuriated. "You must really hate me Viv, you really must.
Fuck you managed to convert me into a crossdresser just so you could
satisfy your own twisted lust."
"No Nath, you are wrong. I had no intentions of doing anything except
flirt with Yves. It wasn't until I saw that video. That changed my mind.
I saw how much you enjoyed it. No that's wrong, you didn't just like it
you loved it."
"Viv I need some space at the moment. Watching you get it on with Yves is
something I can't clear from my mind. I was totally humiliated listening
to you tell him how great he was. How you loved it and how big he was,
how he was so much bigger than me." I paused as I got my emotions under
control. "Don't you see Viv it was fucking humiliating listening to you
go on and on about what a great fuck he was. Jesus no man wants to listen
to that."
She cried softly. "Love it was just the whole situation that got me so
wound up, I didn't know what I was saying, I only said those thing to
make it exciting, I loved it when we both sucked him. I looked into your
eyes and saw the look on your face. I saw up close and personal how much
you loved it. Then when he started playing with my pussy I just lost it."
We finished our meal in silence. At the end she asked. "So what happens
now?" I shrugged I don't know Viv all I know is every time I see his smug
face I will want to punch him in the face and every time I see you I see
him between your legs. I need some time to figure it out."
Viv tried to kiss me but I pulled back.
"Nath we can't afford for you to be living somewhere else. There's no
money."
I sunk back on the chair. "Do you think I don't know that Viv."
"Look Nath if you want space, then stay here, I will give you space and
stay out of your way."
I nodded. "Yeah well if I do stay, I will be sleeping in the spare room."
She shrugged smugly. "Yeah whatever Nath if you want to sleep in there by
yourself then just do it. But it's a pigs sty in there."
I took my clothes into the spare room. She was right it was a mess. There
was shit everywhere. I cleaned all the old fitness gear off the bed and
stacked up some of the other shit to make some space. There was a small
single bed but I had to move a mountain of shit to find it.
As I was making the bed Viv walked in. She laughed uproariously. "Blimmin
heck, I forgot there was even a bed in here." She tried to cuddle up to
me but I shimmied out of her clutches. "What happened to you giving me
space?"
She snickered. "I am getting dinner if you want some?"
I nodded I was starving.
Dinner was nice but the atmosphere was cool and wooden. Neither of us
knew how or what to say. We ate in silence.
After dinner I cleaned up. She went into the lounge to watch tele. I said
goodnight and went straight to bed. Fuck what an uncomfortable thing that
bed was. Not only was it a single but it was as the hobs of hell. I fired
up my laptop and did some extra work. At least I would get some work
done.
The next few days drifted by in much the same way. Viv and I had become
flatmates, and nor very friendly ones either.
Work was difficult, I couldn't look at Yves and thankfully he seemed to
feel the same way because he stayed out of the way. He was only in the
office for a few days before he vanished back to France.
At home I tried to stay out of Viv's way, we ate together and she tried
to get conversation going but it just wasn't working.
Then one evening as I was doing the dishes Viv walked up behind me.
"Nathan, I have been thinking about what you said and you are right."
I glared at her cautiously. "Go on."
She sighed. "It is like you said, I did manipulate things, and yes I have
behaved badly. I am sorry." She wrapped her arms around me. "You are
wrong though about my intention, it was never about me having sex with
Yves, yes I admit that I loved flirting with and teasing you. I saw how
much it aggravated you and that excited me. I loved how jealous you were,
but I promise I didn't plan any of this. I just got swept up by the whole
thing, he is so charming, in the end I let everything catch up with me
and I just got carried away."
I shrugged. "Thanks for being honest at least, if that is the truth?
Don't you see how difficult it is for me to trust anything you say now?"
"Nath I knew you were dressing up in my clothes while I was away."
I was shocked. "How did you find out?"
She laughed. "Come on babe how long have we lived together. I never take
that much care of my clothes I am a messy pig. Every time I came home
from mums my clothes were all neatly folded and ironed. Everything smelt
fresh. So I put two and two together."
I cringed. ?Yes I am sorry for that Viv I was a bloody idiot. It wasn?t
right, it was a terrible thing to do, I should have been honest with you,
but don?t worry it will never happen again.?
?Nath I didn?t set you up with Yves so he could have sex with you. All I
wanted was to try and force you into a situation where you had to
associate with people, so you would realise that you could pass as a
woman. I loved dressing you up and I wanted for us to be able to go out
together sometimes as friends, that?s all there was to it. You seemed so
against going out in public, convinced that you couldn?t do it, but Yves
confided in me after that first night he met Nathalie that he liked her.
So I thought if I could force you to spend time with him you would
realise that you are capable of passing in public, if Yves couldn?t
figure it out nobody could, that was my plan. Christ I never expected you
to be so into it, and when I saw the video I was blown away.?
I was embarrassed just talking about it, it made me feel nauseous. She
smiled resting her head on my shoulders. ?I set it up so that Yves would
turn up here and you would be dressed as Nathalie. What I didn?t count on
was how charming and powerful he can be, and I didn?t realise you would
be so bloody easy.?
?Easy,? I spluttered. ?Easy, shit I was scared fucking stiff. I was
scared that he would click on to who I was and he would laugh at me and
tell the world, or just beat the shit out of me. Fuck all I wanted was
for him to fuck of. Then it got all twisted and I lost control, so I
thought maybe if I just gave him a hand job he might just leave.?
Viv giggled. ?A hand job huh, well how did that work out for you??
I groaned. ?Yeah well I was scared and embarrassed I didn?t know what to
do. Christ he is so big he could have killed me with his bare hands
without even raising a sweat.?
I felt her arms tighten around me. ?Love I know it was a pretty low thing
that Yves did videoing you. But I have to say it was the sexiest thing I
have ever seen.?
I didn?t have a response I just stood there enjoying her embrace. ?Nath I
have to be honest it was while I was watching that video that I got the
idea that we could all get together. That?s why I organised for Yves to
come around. I thought I was doing the right thing. I saw that look on
your face in that video. Yeah maybe at first you just wanted to get rid
of him but somewhere in there you got into it.? Her stare intensified as
she asked quizzically. ?Just be honest with me. You enjoyed it didn?t
you.?
I was trapped and I realised lying wasn?t the answer. ?Yes, I enjoyed
it.? There I said it. ?Yes I bloody well enjoyed it.? The moment the
words were out I burst into tears.
She kissed my cheek. ?Hey love it?s OK. I understand.? Her kisses got a
little stronger. ?That?s when I got the idea to invite him back and I
wanted to watch but I would be lying if I didn?t say I wanted to have sex
with him as well. Nath he seduced you because he is so powerful and
charming, well it is the same for me, he has the same effect on me he has
on you...He is so dominant, fuck he managed to get you under his spell
and well... I was attracted to him as well. I figured seeing as how you
were so into him that we could all enjoy it together. I thought you would
be into it.?
I pushed her away. ?Yeah well that?s where you were wrong. I admit that I
enjoyed the blowjob part. Yes it excited me but I wasn?t ready for
anything else. I certainly wasn?t prepared to watch you both make love,
and to hear you tell him how much better he is than me, Blimmin heck, how
do you think I felt listening to my wife tell another man how he is so
much bigger and better than her wimpy fucking husband??
She scowled. ?I never said anything of the sort, yes I said he was
bigger, but I never said better and I definitely never called you a wimp
or anything else either.? A deep frown etched into her brow. ?Is that
what you think? Do you think I think that??
?Of course I do, Christ Viv I sucked his cock! I let him use me, you must
think I am a disgusting pervert, nothing but a flaming fairy.?
?No, no, no..... I love you, god I think it?s amazing and sexy, and I
think you are brave and incredible even for trying it. Most men are so
insecure they would never even try it. You are an idiot Nath, I love you
more than ever.?
?Bollocks, you loved having sex with him and think he is better than me,
I saw the look on your face when he was fucking you.?
She became incredibly animated. ?He isn?t better than you, god it was
just such an intense moment, you?re right that I enjoyed it, but I
enjoyed it because you were there with me.?
?Bullshit, you wouldn?t have cared less whether I was even there.?
?It was exciting Nath I am not denying that and Yves is bigger, very big
and that felt amazing, it wasn?t better than when we make love it was
just different and I wanted you to be part of it.?
?No Viv you wanted to humiliate me, that?s why you asked me to hold him
and put it in you, subconsciously you wanted to subjugate me, you wanted
me to know he was better.?
She sagged shaking her head vigorously. ?No that was never it, I see that
was a mistake. I just got so wrapped up in the excitement of it, I asked
you to put it in as a sign that you were OK with it, nothing more than
that. I wanted to know you were enjoying it as much as I was. I am sorry,
I made a mistake that?s all, please I am begging you to forgive me.? She
fell back into our embrace. We hugged and slowly the embrace turned into
a kiss. The kiss turned into more. My mind was whirling uncontrollably.
The kiss was strong and deep I felt it in every nerve of my body. It was
like I was on fire. We stumbled to the sofa where she fell backwards with
her legs wide open. I fell on top of her and before I knew what was
happening we were making love. It was explosive ferocious and
instantaneous. We lay together bathed in sweat enjoying the afterglow.
?Nath can you forgive me??
I sucked in a deep breath. ?I can try Viv, I won?t make any promises. But
you must promise me you will stay away from Yves so we can put this
behind us.?
Things sort of went back to the way they were, we went back to a normal
relationship, if there was such a thing for us, I moved back into our
bedroom. Workwise Yves went to working full time from Paris so I didn?t
have to worry about him. Viv was flat out with her studies as well, there
was a constant stream of people coming and going from her little salon
every evening. She had a mountain of work to catch up on from being at
her mums for so long. The upshot was we didn?t get a chance to talk much.
As the week drew to a close Friday night was on us and Viv decided we
needed a break so she cancelled her client for the night.
She went crazy and cooked up a feast and as we sat down to eat we drank a
couple of bottles of wine to wash it down.
Later we relaxed in the lounge and chilled out listening to an old Floyd
album. My defences were down and I definitely wasn?t thinking straight.
Viv took control of the situation as we snogged feverishly. Her mouth was
glued to mine in a fiery kiss that went on and on. Her hand didn?t take
long to find my cock which she massaged and stroked. Caressing and
squeezing as she built up my level of passion. Fuck even with all the
booze my cock was at full mast. As lost as I was my fingers found their
way into her hot molten snatch and as we snogged Viv got very animated
and vocal. ?Fuck baby I need this cock in me now?
She stood up and ripped off her clothes and sat back down impaling
herself on my cast iron cock. She rode me like an equestrian goddess
fucking me tirelessly. As we got into it she whispered in my ear. ?His
cock was tasty wasn?t it? God it was so yummy??
It brought my enjoyment to a complete standstill, I felt cold.
She didn?t notice as she rode up and down. ?You loved his big hard cock
in your mouth didn?t you love??
That was it I pushed her sideways and she fell on the settee beside me
looking hurt and confused. ?What?s the matter love??
?Viv I don?t want to hear all that shit, if we are going to get through
this then it has to be just you and me, I need to be able to put that day
behind us.?
?But you liked it, you said so.?
?Viv just let it go OK, I don?t want to talk about it and I certainly
don?t want to hear that garbage while we make love.?
She pulled her clothes on and stormed off to bed. I slept on the settee,
and it was a long cold night.
It took weeks before we got brave enough to try again and this time it
was slow and gentle. Lovemaking was like our everyday relationship, it
seemed cardboard and fake. Viv seemed uptight and afraid to let go, she
didn?t say anything and there seemed to be no intensity or intimacy, we
were just going through the motions. Afterwards although affectionate
there was a sad lack of laughter, intimacy or chat.
Because it was so fragile neither of us wanted to press to hard. So
that?s how it went, our lovemaking was as sterile as a dentists surgery
and just about as much fun.
Work was difficult Yves was polite but hesitant. The upside was, seeing
as how he was working from Paris he piled more and more work on my desk,
pushing me more into the management aspect releasing him from some
obligations. It was great for me, not just because I didn?t have to deal
with him, but my managers saw me taking a lead and they liked what they
saw. I even got a small pay rise and the promise of a bonus if the
project came in on time. So now there was some real impetus for me to
bring it home and prove myself.
So work strangely was better which was a bonus, however at home I was
struggling, I struggled with Viv, I was unsure what to say or what to do,
how do you trust someone who has fucked you over so badly? We just didn?t
seem to be able to break the shackles and find our old mojo or bring the
magic back. As much as the dressing and stretching our sexual boundaries
scared me it had been the impetus for lighting a fire so hot that what we
now had was nothing but a pale imitation of what we had.
As the weekend approached and unfolded Viv had an endless procession of
kids coming around for full makeovers for some huge party they were all
going to so Saturday I took my chance to get the hell out and headed for
the local. There were a couple of mates from work in there and we talked
about the usual work stuff. They both commented on how weird Yves had
become. They couldn?t understand why he had bailed on us right at the
most important stage of the project. We played some darts and it was late
afternoon when I got home. Viv was crashed on the sofa. I noticed she was
on the phone and had a big grin on her face, but the moment she saw me
she hung up. To top it off she looked guilty.
?What did he want?? I asked bitterly.
Realising she had been busted she croaked guiltily. ?He wants to get
together to talk.?
I groaned loudly. ?I said stay away from him. I asked you not to talk to
him.?
She pulled me down beside her. ?He wants to talk to both of us not just
me. I think we should. We can?t just pretend it didn?t happen.?
I was flummoxed. She was right. Maybe if we did talk we could clear the
air and maybe work would be easier. ?When does he want to get together??
She hugged me. ?Well he suggested tomorrow. Apparently it?s going to be a
big week for you guys next week, so he is here now.?
I nodded. ?Yeah OK tell him to come around tomorrow.?
She dialled immediately and she smiled at me as she called him. ?Hi Yves
yes Nathan said tomorrows fine. Come around at three and we can talk and
you can stay for dinner.
?Dinner!? I barked as she hung up. ?Why the fuck did you invite him for
dinner??
She looked up innocently. ?Surely if we can talk it through then we can
at least end this as friends.?
She snuggled up closer. ?So the question is who?s going to meet
tomorrow?? She had a huge smile on her face, worse than a Cheshire cat.
?What are you talking about Viv?? I understood what she was saying but I
couldn?t believe she was stupid enough to suggest it.
She smiled. ?Well is it going to be Nathan or Nathalie?? She was
struggling to control her giggle.
?Don?t be ridiculous it will be me.?
She shrugged. ?Of course it?s going to be you silly, it?s just which
you.?
I shook my head in disbelief. ?Why would I dress up? All I want is to
sort out a way for us to work together.?
?Really hon, that?s all? Surely there is part of you that wants to see
what could have happened??
I was starting to get uncomfortable with what they had been talking about
before I busted them.
That night in bed she was like a sex starved vixen, suddenly the fuse was
well and truly alight, this was the Viv of old. She fucked me like a wild
woman. The afterglow was long and it took ages to get our breath back.
She snuggled beside me. ?Are you sure Nathalie wouldn?t like to come out
and play tomorrow?? The mere mention of Nathalie?s name made my cock
twitch and she noticed. She reached over me and stroked it. ?Babe I think
you do want to play don?t you?? Her hand glided up and down my flaccid
cock. ?Why not? We can still talk. What would be the harm? Think of it
this way, at least if its Nathalie there won?t be any bloodshed or
fighting.? She snuggled up draping her leg over mine and we drifted off
to sleep.
In the morning Viv was up early and she roused me as piles of clothes
were being thrown on the bed. She must have emptied half her wardrobe on
the bed.
I poked my head up from beneath the blankets. ?What?s going on??
She laughed loudly. ?I am just finding Nathalie something nice to wear
today.?
?Viv I am not dressing up, this is serious. I need to sort out how Yves
and I can work together and that?s all.?
She instantly lost her happy smiley demeanour and the frozen smile turned
into a sneer. ?You are an idiot but fine do what you want.? She went
downstairs leaving me to get dressed.
She spent the day with a long face and sour disposition. We would have
been lucky to say five words to each other all day.
There was a knock on the door about four and Viv went to answer it. Yves
was there and he walked in holding a couple of bottles of wine. Viv
leaned coolly in for a peck on the cheek which seemed to confuse Yves.
When he came through into the living area he saw me and his smile
disappeared. He hesitantly held out his hand. ?Hello Nathan.?
We sat down at the table and Viv poured us all a drink. I spat out. ?So
what do you want to talk about Yves? Why did you ask to meet today??
He looked at me with a curious expression. ?I am sorry Nathan, I am here
only because Vivian asked me to come.?
As I peered across at her she looked away. I stood up. ?I see.? I gave
Viv an icy glare. ?Well it seems like both our time has been wasted. I
will get the door for you.?
He sat looking dumbfounded staring back at me.
Viv blustered. ?OK, OK, this is my fault, I am sorry Nath but I asked
Yves to come today, I asked in the hope we could settle the ill feeling,
and clear the air.?
I sat back down. ?OK Viv you asked us here then maybe you start.?
She shuffled and fidgeted around trying to find the words. ?OK Nath,
honestly I was hoping I could coax Nathalie out of the closet, in fact
that is how I encouraged Yves to come today. I told him Nathalie was
going to be here.?
Trying to gain some respect I hissed. ?You are wasting your time Viv,
that ship has sailed, Nathalie is a thing of the past.?
Yves surprised me. ?I am sorry you feel that way Nathan, personally I
loved Nathalie, she was such a cute sexy little creature, I was so
excited when Vivian said she was going to be here today. We have
unfinished business, she and I.? His eyes were wide and his stare
unmoving and powerful, like he could see inside of me.
Vivian interrupted. ?I am sorry for misleading you Yves, it was the only
thing I could think of to get us all together. Last night I felt sure
Nathalie was going to be here.?
I found my voice. ?Look I am sick of all this pussy footing around. Yves
I don?t like you and I want you to stay away from me and my wife. Look
what you have done to our marriage and you never once apologised.?
He clasped his hands together on the table and leaned forward. ?What have
I done that requires an apology? I have done nothing to your
marriage...You were willing and enthusiastic, I did not rape you.? He
turned and smiled at Vivian. ?And Vivian was also a willing participant,
I did not force her any more than I did you. I have done nothing wrong. I
am sorry that you have now become somehow disillusioned with what
happened, but do not blame me.?
After he let things ruminate he continued. ?For my part I enjoyed my time
with you both, Nathalie was gorgeous and sexy and I so wanted to take
that further. Vivian you are a beautiful woman, so sexy and giving.
Nathan you are a very lucky man. I would love to be back in your lives as
a lover and a friend. Do not misinterpret my words, I want you both,
very, very much.?
I was stunned by his direct attack, I couldn?t speak, Viv was also
speechless but she had a huge smile on her face and as he reached his
hand across the table she took it in both of hers and gripped tightly.
I shook my head and sucked in a deep breath. ?Yves I think it?s time for
you to leave. I was hoping that you would have some remorse for
interfering in my marriage, but it seems you are as big a bastard as I
first suspected.?
Viv dropped his hand and glared at me. ?Nath, please Yves is trying to
tell you how he feels.?
I gritted my teeth. ?No Viv he is just trying to get back in your pants.
Yves you are nothing but a lowlife sneaky prick.?
Unperturbed by my outburst he smiled. ?Nathan I do not deny I want to
make love to your beautiful wife, she is everything I said, but do not
mistake my intentions I want Nathalie more. I want Nathalie and I want to
make her mine.? He never lost his smile as he stared back at me.
Even as I stood up his eyes never left mine. He grinned wide. ?If
Nathalie looks inside she will see she wants that as well, I felt her
passion, I have enjoyed a little of her sexiness, but I want more, I want
to feel her legs around me as I make her mine, look inside Nathalie and
you will see it is so.?
My heart was racing at his attack. ?You have to leave Yves, you have to
get out before I say or do something we will all regret.?
Reluctantly he stood and gathered himself. ?I am sorry you feel this way
my friend, I was hoping today would be so much more.?
As we walked to the door he pulled Viv into a kiss which she returned
with a deep feverish intensity, her arms circled his neck and her foot
lifted up behind her as she sank into the intensely hot kiss.
I was so taken off guard I couldn?t react. As they separated he smiled
back at me, ?I wish Nathalie was here, I would love to share that with
her as well, next time perhaps.?
As he turned to leave I barked. ?There will be no next time, I am warning
you stay away from my wife.?
He just smiled as he walked away. The moment the door closed Viv turned
on me. ?Bloody hell Nathan you idiot. He laid himself bare in front of
you, what more do you want.?
?I want him out of my life, that?s what I want. I want to forget any of
that shit happened and I expected you to support me the way you
promised.?
She stood staring brazenly back at me. ?But you enjoyed it, you are not
being honest with yourself...?
Life settled into a cool existence Viv, became distant and we returned to
our flatmate like existence, we slept in the same bed but that was all.
Work was the opposite, it was amazing, Yves stepped even further back
from the project and management were so happy with my work they accepted
and encouraged me to take more and more responsibility.
Things became so tense at home Viv decided to go to her mother?s for an
extended weekend. She had done so well with her little business that we
had some extra cash. I was looking forward to having the place to myself
and not having to walk around like I was constantly on egg shells.
She left Thursday night and wasn?t coming back until Tuesday so she was
having a good break.
Thursday night after I got home to an empty house, I cooked a quick
dinner and relaxed in the lounge with a couple of beers.
As I was watching some TV flicking through what movies we had saved I
stumbled across the video clip Yves had recorded, Viv must have saved it
to our hard drive. I couldn?t resist I hit play and the big screen lit up
with Yves cock sliding in and out of my sucking mouth. I relaxed back and
watched it feeling my cock stirring restlessly in my jeans. I gave it a
little rub and I got harder and harder. Fuck I was feeling so fucking
horny our sex life had been pitiful lately...
After I finished watching it I was as horny as hell, I walked over to my
computer and fired up a porn site. I focused on transsexual and
crossdresser clips as I had been doing lately, watching gorgeous sexy
CD,s suck big fat juicy cocks and get fucked.
My desires were well and truly on fire and I couldn?t resist I went up
and removed all my clothes and slipped on some pantyhose and silk
panties, I found the corset that Viv had brought specifically for me. I
loved the feel of it against my skin. The soft red and black fabric was
cool at first as I slid it into place. I went back down, grabbed another
couple of beers and watched another couple of clips except this time I
stroked myself through the thin shimmery nylon of the pantyhose, slowly
stroking and rubbing as I watched some sexy crossdresser with her mouth
full of cock, sucking like her life depended on it.
As I stroked my erection I rubbed the glans spreading my now oozing
precum all over the knob. I took my time, massaging my balls and
squeezing my throbbing cock.
I was getting to the point where I couldn?t wait. I slipped back to
watching Yves thrusting his giant cock into my mouth and as I watched the
video of him shooting off in my mouth I came myself, cum oozing sexily
through the tightly stretched nylon.
I collapsed out of breath and excited, this was my first cum for weeks,
so there was heaps of it.
That night as I lay in bed I couldn?t free my mind of the images of Yves
and I together, but I also recalled the look of joy and sheer pleasure on
Viv?s face as he fucked her into oblivion, her face screwed up with her
eyes clenched shut, her mouth wide open sighing in ecstasy.
Saturday morning I got up and as I zoomed around doing the housework I
found myself putting away some of Viv?s clothes. As I put them away I
also pulled out some of her sexier lingerie and before I could stop
myself I was pulling on a fresh pair of panties, then stockings, as they
slid into place I pulled on a suspender belt and bustier. I enjoyed the
feeling of my chest being pushed up exposing my nipples over the top, it
made me feel like I had tits.
Then it was down into the salon to do my makeup and hair. I chose a sexy
little mini skirt and tight white blouse combination. The moment my feet
slid into the heels I felt a feeling of excitement settle over me. I was
on fire my heart was racing, my face felt flushed. I was aroused beyond
belief and I was amazed to find myself wishing Yves would again walk
through the door.
My cock gave that involuntary little twitch. That was my problem I did
want to and I had to fight off the urge to accept it.
The whole weekend was like that, it was nice to be able to play dress up
unencumbered by Viv?s nagging and demanding that we get together with
Yves. The problem was she couldn?t separate the two and if I slipped back
into this eventually she was going to try to recreate that day.
The mere thought of it scared me, it scared me because, bloody hell I
wanted it as well. Every time I masturbated now I thought about Yves and
that damn blowjob...
Monday morning Yves was in the office and as we worked through the day he
became quite demanding, this was a new side to him I hadn?t seen,
something had changed since our meeting at home. Every time we were alone
he glared at me with a contemptuous mocking smirk, he was mocking or
maybe challenging me.
Fuck him he was so smug and patronising. He made sure he worked closely
with me one on one, outwardly it probably appeared like he was mentoring
me, but this was more than that, it was sexual, he was imposing himself
over me. He leaned over my shoulder when I was at my desk working and he
ensured his face was close to mine, so close the smell of his aftershave
filled my senses. It freaked me out. It wasn?t anything he said, it was
all about what he didn?t say. Fuck the audacity of the prick.
Tuesday and Viv was back from her mums and she seemed at least a little
more relaxed. We talked about her trip and how her mum was. By the time
dinner was finished I had knocked off half a dozen beers and I was
feeling no pain. Viv smiled knowingly. ?So which of my outfits am I going
to find freshly laundered.?
Her look shook me, she knew. My face was burning and even with all the
beer I had drunk my mouth was dry, I stuttered trying to say something
but she beat me to it. ?Nath its OK, it?s why I left, I was hoping you
would find Nathalie again. Nath I miss Nathalie, I want her in our
lives.?
She moved around and sat on my lap. ?So did you invite Yves around? Or
was this a solo thing.?
Her mocking sneer was what annoyed me. ?OK yes I admit, I did wear your
clothes, but that arsehole never even crossed my mind.?
She snickered. ?Sorry Nath but I don?t believe you, I think you would
love it if Yves walked in. Look just admit it I won?t think any less of
you, in fact I would like for you to trust me enough to be honest.?
?Yeah you would love that wouldn?t you, all you want is him back so you
can fuck him again.?
She slumped against me and we didn?t speak for minutes, then she looked
up into my eyes. ?OK Nathan, I will be honest with you. ?I would like to
be with Yves again, I admit it I enjoyed the last time and I would love
to do it again, he is a wonderful lover.?
?If he is so good just go and be with him then.? I muttered angrily.
?Don?t be an arse Nath, I am trying to be honest with you. Yes I want to
fuck him again, but it?s you I love and I would only do that with you
there. If you don?t want that then it won?t happen, just be honest with
me, have you thought about him? Did you beat off thinking about it??
The fact I couldn?t hold her gaze and my face was bright red gave away my
response.
She nodded. ?Thought so..... Love what is the problem? Why can?t we both
be with him, you enjoyed it, I already said I enjoyed it and I know he
enjoyed it, so why can?t we all be together??
?Because I don?t want to.?
?Fuck Nath, I would love just to watch you two together. Bloody hell
love, just the thought of you sucking him off gets me going, my pussy is
tingling just talking about it.?
That night it was like our lovemaking of old, she was back and in full
voice. As I licked her slushy pussy she whimpered huskily. ?Just imagine
it?s full of Yves sperm, imagine you are licking up lots of his creamy
junk right now.?
I don?t know what it was but her words excited me and the death lock her
legs had me in made it impossible to escape. Her orgasm was huge and
while she rode me to heaven she cooed. ?Imagine Yves monster is sliding
in your arse, imagine he is fucking you, pounding that sweet little arse
hard into the mattress.? Her words had the desired effect and I came that
hard I thought my head would implode.
Over the week things improved remarkably at home, we were back into our
old loving ways and she made me dress up a couple of nights. God we
fucked that hard that my balls ached.
Yves name kept cropping up and she was pressing the point. Time after
time as we made love she kept his name on her lips. As she was riding me
passionately one night she asked. ?You liked sucking him off didn?t you
bitch?? As she whispered she squeezed my cock and I gave out an
involuntary moan of pleasure. ?Hmmmm I knew it.? She cooed. ?I fucking
knew it. Tell me babe tell me how much you loved that monster in your
mouth.? She bit me hard on the side of the neck like a ravenous vampire.
She sucked, nibbled and licked my ears. ?Tell me tell me you liked it
didn?t you??
?Yes.? I mumbled reluctantly my thoughts upside down. ?Yes I liked it.?
?Oh god you sexy bitch. Fuck you looked so pretty with that big cock in
your mouth. Fuck you looked so sexy sucking him.? She rode me harder and
faster. ?I loved licking him while we kissed. Fuck it was so sexy.? Did
you love that babe his big cock in both out mouths?? She rode me harder.
Her flesh slapping wildly against mine and we were both rushing towards a
gargantuan cum.
She wanted to invite him around. In the end I said maybe the next time he
is in town we could get together, really I was just playing for time, I
knew he wasn?t scheduled back in the office for another week.
The look on her face was pure excitement. ?Really babe? We can invite him
around??
I muttered. ?Yeah we can at least we could talk about it I suppose.?
Friday morning I got the fright of my life. There in the office was Yves
looking like the cat that got the cream. As I walked past he gave me the
most mocking glare.
My heart sank. I had to make sure that Viv didn?t find out. I didn?t want
her to walk into the office and see him so I rang her to organise a lunch
date away from the office. My world ended when she answered with a giggly
cheery titter. ?Babe Yves is in town... I guess you already know that. I
have invited him around for dinner tonight so don?t be late, we need to
get Nathalie ready before he arrives.?
I couldn?t answer my mind was spinning. She asked. ?So what did you want
to say? Is that why you rang, are you as excited as me?? Her words were
like an arrow through the heart. She must have known he was going to be
in town, they had fucking planned it together, I felt embarrassed and
stupid for allowing myself to be tricked so easily.
All day Yves stayed close to me, his cocky superior attitude pissed me
off, it was like he knew I wanted him and that pissed me off, but for
some weird and incomprehensible reason I had a hard on that wouldn?t go
down. I couldn?t wait to get home and get away from him. On the way home
I figured, fuck it I would just tell Viv I had changed my mind.
That chance evaporated as I walked in the door, Viv grabbed me. ?Come on
love we haven?t got all day. Go and have a shower, quickly.?
My attempts to tell her I had changed my mind were just pushed aside.
As I was standing in the shower relaxing under the fine needle point
spray the door opened and Viv passed me in a razor. ?Shave and I mean
everywhere.? I knew what she wanted and I didn?t argue. Ever since we had
started the dress up game I had been shaving everywhere and I did like
it. I loved being super smooth. As I was soaping myself down Viv slipped
in beside me. Her naked body slithering sexily over mine and as we were
soaping each other her hand slipped between my legs and caressed my cock
stroking and kneading it before her soapy finger slid between my legs and
circled my bum hole. Her finger slid up and down the crack, gently
stopping and pressing against my arse.
?What.... What are you doing I whimpered.?
?Shush babe just enjoy OK.? She slid her soapy finger into my bum which
made me jump. She giggled. ?Relax babe we just need to make sure this
gorgeous little thing is clean.? She slid her hand back and her fingers
slipped in and out easily as she pushed a little deeper, it felt so
dirty.
As she was fucking my arse she whispered sexily, ?Babe would you let me
do this properly??
?Properly... What does that mean?? I asked, my voice quivering at the
thought.
She giggled. ?Well I want to give you an enema.?
?Don?t be ridiculous Viv, Christ it?s not like anything is happening
tonight, I promise you it definitely won?t be that.?
?Love it might be really enjoyable, I have read a lot about it and I
would love to try it...Please....?
My mind was spinning but her finger deep inside my arse was starting to
feel good. ?Yeah OK Viv but, this is for us not for him.?
?Thanks Love, stay here and I will get the kit.? She returned moments
later with what looked like a hot water bottle with a long hose with a
small phallic looking head on it. Bloody hell, it suddenly got real when
I realised what was about to happen.
She hung the bottle up on the edge of the shower, as she turned to me she
grinned. ?OK this is going to be fun, don?t panic, I am not going to hurt
you.? She squirted some lube on her hand and worked it all over the head
of the enema tube which resembled a small cock, she then applied a
liberal squirt up my arse and worked it in with her finger.
?OK now put your hands on the wall and stick your bum out.? She ordered.
Hesitantly I assumed the position. I felt the head of the nozzle pushing
against my arse and before I could complain it was inside sliding up deep
into my bowels. I could feel my arse twitching and convulsing. She
laughed as I jumped and tried to stand on tip toes pulling away from the
bloody thing. As she worked more in she snickered. ?Well, well, well, you
like that don?t you, is that nice is it love??
As I relaxed a little she said. ?Imagine what it?s going to be like with
Yves big cock in there sliding in and out.?
I wanted to say fuck off but the sensations took control as she squeezed
what felt like gallon of warm water up my arse. It actually felt rather
soothing.
?Lean over further she whispered as she pushed my head down until it was
almost down to my knees. ?Good girl.?
She pulled the head out and muttered. ?Now squeeze it all out.?
I stood up on wobbly knees and pushed with all my might and the liquid
came squirting out.
Viv pulled the shower nozzle down and squirted us both down. She repeated
that four times and each time it got a little easier. It ended with a
passionate kiss
?Now that is nice and clean for tonight, hhhhmmmmm, hhhhmmmmm Yves is
going to love this little tushy.?
She opened the door and left me there alone. ?Right now hurry up love he
will be here soon, and no playing with yourself, save that all for
tonight.?
Viv was like a tornado going through all her clothes. She finally came up
with a bright purple shift style dress. She held it up in front of me as
I dried my hair. ?Well do you like?? She asked. I shrugged. ?Yeah its Ok
but I thought you didn?t like this dress??
She giggled. ?Well I don?t like it on me but I think it will look great
on you. Now sit down over there and do your makeup.?
I was now at the crossroads. Which way did I fall? My thoughts were so
jumbled. I was excited and the swollen cock swaying between my legs was
proof of that. My heart was beating frantically I was excited and scared
as well. Scared of what he was going to say. Scared of how I could
maintain my self-respect, how do you let a man fuck you and keep your
dignity? I was scared of what Viv was up to I had lost faith in her. My
primary thought was she is manipulating me to get to him. Her motive
seemed obvious, she had fallen under his spell.
Viv came and went as I applied my makeup, as she walked back and forth
she stopped and watched and kissed me. ?Wow love, you have really
mastered this, you look fantastic. You should be helping me in the salon.
I was just about to apply my dark pink lipstick when she intervened. ?No
let?s use this bright red one.? She giggled, ?Come on lover think of me.
I want to watch these sexy lips full later and I think red is a much
better colour, don?t you??
I was stunned at her overconfidence, she thought this thing was a done
deal, Christ did she think I was that easy? By the time I was finished
she was scurrying around and helped me pull on my red and black satin and
lace corset. She cinched it so tight I could barely breathe. She helped
roll on a pair of black seamed stockings and clipped them on to the
corset. She dragged out a tiny pair of black French cut silk panties
which she got me to step into.
It was finished with a padded bra. The purple dress did look lovely. It
finished just above the knee and I loved the feel of the fabric. The
dress had a lovely flare which swished electrically as I walked.
The shoes were easy she chose my favourite pair. The silver sequined
pumps that I loved because they were so comfy to wear. They were still
high enough to push out my arse but easy to walk in with at least a level
of assurance and I loved that they made my calves tighten up and they
definitely made my legs more shapely, which made me feel good.
By the time Viv did her own makeup and we had a couple of drinks there
was a knock at the door. Fuck it was him I suddenly felt what prisoners
waiting on death row must feel, it had a sense of inevitability about it.
My nerves began to fray but before I could gather my senses enough to
stop her. She opened the door inviting Yves inside. He had champagne and
flowers which he handed to Viv. He looked across and saw me standing
there dressed and a huge grin swept across his face. He walked in and
picked up my hand which was dangling by my side. He kissed my hand before
turning to Viv who had walked out of the kitchen. ?Hello my darling.? he
purred and he kissed her hand as well. We all stood there in a group
unable to talk. Viv piped up. ?I will pour the drinks.? Yves and I stood
there staring at each other. The atmosphere was thick enough to cut with
a knife.
Viv returned with the drinks and we stood sipping our drinks. With
nothing being said it didn?t take long to finish the first bottle. Yves
in an attempt to start the conversation asked how I had been. I smiled.
?Well thank you.? He asked Viv about her studies which got her going and
once she started there was no stopping her. She sent me to get the second
bottle and while I was in the kitchen opening it I heard the conversation
drop down to a whisper. They were so quiet that I couldn?t distinguish
any words spoken.
They were smiling broadly when I walked in with the drinks. Viv made some
excuse about needing to call her mum and disappeared up the stairs. The
room descended into an unearthly silence. I could hear my heart beating
above the sound of the radio. I looked up at the stairs to see if Viv was
returning to save the day but there was no sign of her.
I turned back towards Yves and he grabbed me pulling me into a tight
bearlike embrace. His hand slipped behind my head and tilted it up as his
mouth crashed down on mine and his lips opened to force his tongue
roughly into my gaping mouth. The kiss was powerful and insistent. His
grip was tight and I was so startled his tongue danced wickedly with mine
before I could complain. His rough bearded face scraped coarsely against
my smooth skin and the kiss took my breath away. His lips felt so sexy on
my lipstick covered lips I was standing up on tip toe to reach his lips.
I found I was losing balance and my arm curled around up over his
shoulder to brace myself. I could feel his bulge growing in his pants as
he held me tight against him. After what seemed an age he separated and
smiled down at me as he took my champagne glass out of my shaking hand
and placed it on the coffee table.
When he turned he pulled me back into that searing kiss. This time there
was no resistance from me. My arms circled his shoulders and his hands
went down and cupped my arse cheeks as we kissed. My eyes were closed as
I enjoyed the feel of his rough coarse beard and his strong hard lips.
Now with both hands clasping my arse he crushed me against his bulging
hard cock. It was digging into my tummy he was so much taller than me.
His hands rubbed it against me grinding us together. There was no
escaping this. My own cock was like a steel bar.
?God you are a sexy bitch.? He purred in my ear as his lips moved from
mine and trailed across the exposed flesh of my shoulders, his words made
me tremble. His lips were wet and slippery as he sucked on my neck. Oh
fuck that felt so good, his stubbly cheeks were so rough it tickled. I
wanted to say stop but the words wouldn?t come. My own lips kissed his
neck as I craned up totally under his control.
?Fuck you little hussy you have me on fire. Can you feel what you have
done to me?? I couldn?t answer I was afraid to speak. ?Feel it my darling
feel your creation. He took my hand and placed it on his throbbing
pulsating cock. The moment my hand touched him through the rough fabric
he moaned in pleasure. ?Oh fuck yes, squeeze it you little temptress.?
His lips dropped down and our kiss reignited.
My pulse was racing but I couldn?t fight him off. ?Stroke it lover make
me hard. It is for you after all.? My hand moved of its own volition yes
I was stroking him enjoying the feel of his passion I was lost in the
emotion his lips were fashioning in me. I had completely forgotten about
Viv, but that changed when I felt her sidle up behind me. Her lips
settled on the back of my neck and like drops of molten gold she kissed
her way around and as I turned back to her our lips met in a fiery
passion laden kiss. Yves wasn?t to be denied and he kissed her firmly
right beside me.
Viv?s hands were busy in front of me as she moved my grasping hand from
Yves erection and unzipped his pants releasing that fleshy monster. She
guided my hand back until I was cradling and caressing its enormous
length. She wasn?t finished though. She lifted the hem of my dress and
freed my cock and she had them both in her hand rubbing them together
massaging and squeezing the slippery knobs together. I looked down and I
was almost embarrassed at the comparison. My cock seemed so insignificant
alongside his. Yves I think saw me looking and pulled my head back up and
his lips again sought out mine and his power was not to be denied. He
moaned loudly into my mouth as Viv stroked us both. I was lost in the
sensation, Viv stroked both out cocks together, rubbing the heads
together like they were kissing, spreading the leaking juices around in
circles, squeezing and massaging, caressing and kneading.
Yves and I were locked in the kiss to end all kisses and my heart was
pounding, I had never been this aroused in my life, my cock felt like a
steel rod.
As Yves stepped back away from me he reached past me and kissed Viv and
the look on her face was pleasure, her eyes were closed and her wet lips
open and pouted, she was ready and willing as their kiss exploded. I felt
pressure on my head. It was Yves pushing me down. I got the hint and
slipped down until I was kneeling before him. His giant cock poking out
like an enormous tree trunk. I grabbed it in both hands and kissed it, I
couldn?t believe the weight of it, it was do bloody heavy I needed both
hands, it was soft velvety and yet as hard as stone.
?Oh fuck yes you little tease. Suck it.?
I ignored his plea and continued to caress and kiss the along the
underside rubbing it all over my face luxuriating in the feel of it
sliding over my tingling skin. I was tantalising him, trying to tease him
but he wasn?t going to wait. He growled. ?Open those sweet little lips my
gorgeous slut.?
Slowly I parted my lips and accepted him into my salivating mouth. ?Yes
he croaked huskily. ?Yes that is it oh yes don?t stop my love suck it.?
As I sucked him in earnest I felt Yves and Viv kissing their bodies above
me. My head was sliding up and down his shaft sucking him ever deeper
into my mouth. I could feel it pressing against the back of my throat as
I tried to fit more and more into my mouth. I struggled with it as I felt
his giant hand behind my head and he pushed forward fucking my mouth as
he held my head in a vicelike grip. I sucked harder and deeper trying to
accommodate his passion, but I couldn?t do it I was choking and gagging.
The head of his cock forced its way into my throat it was impossible I
was suffocating as he forced his way in. He held me tight and my ears
were ringing I was asphyxiating on cock. He was going to kill me.
Then he released my head as I waved my arms in fright, I lifted my head
and his cock fell out, at least I could breathe, I sucked in a huge
lungful of air. Viv was on her knees beside me kissing and cradling his
balls kissing my cheek as he pushed that monster back into my frothing
mouth and continued to fuck me In and out he thrust pushing deeper
occasionally all the way into my throat I was retching and coughing as he
fucked me, his power was immense and his movements became erratic and his
grip on my head tightened he thrust with short sharp thrusts. ?Fuck you
bitch I am going to cum.? His thrusts became sharp and urgent pumping my
throat full of his rampant cock, ?Ahhhh fuck here it comes bitch.? With
that my mouth was flooded with his hot gooey cum. It squirted and sprayed
in powerful jets across my tongue into my throat and the roof of my
mouth.
I sucked as hard as I could to swallow it all but it was impossible some
burst out around my lips and dribbled down my chin. Yves released his
grip on my head and I slid my mouth off the end of this convulsing
bobbing cock. I kissed and licked ensuring I got every last drop.
?What the fuck happened I thought to myself, what are you doing, the
bastard tried to kill you.....? But as I kissed the head and cradled it
softly in my hands I felt his hand on my cheeks and neck. ?Fuck that was
wonderful, god my darling you were born to suck my cock.?
As I turned my head Viv closed her mouth over mine and we shared a creamy
cum filled kiss. As we separated Viv smiled. ?Wow babe that was
incredible. I have never seen anything so sexy in my life.?
Yves laughed. ?Nathalie you my darling are a natural. I have said it
before you give the best blowjob.? As we stood up he grabbed me and
kissed me. His hand slid up under my dress and his rough hand clasped my
aching dick. He whispered. ?It seems Vivian was right, you did enjoy it
as well.?
I couldn?t speak I was still trembling. Viv interrupted. ?I think we need
to take this upstairs.? She led us both up the stairs. The realisation of
what we were doing sunk in. I stumbled my heels catching on the stairs as
I held back. She purred. ?Don?t be afraid love it?s going to be OK.? I
shook my head but she leaned down and our mouths locked together. ?Baby
you are just having cold feet. You are going to love it really.?
I followed but hesitantly when we got to the bedroom Viv wrapped me in an
embrace and whispered quietly. ?What?s the matter babe?? She giggled
quietly. ?Come on babe, it will be OK... I love you.?
She no sooner stopped talking and she started stripping my dress off, I
was left standing in my corset and stockings, she had removed even my
little panties. As I looked over to the side Yves was climbing out of his
trousers and unbuttoning his shirt, as he stood there I couldn?t help but
admire his cock, it was enormous, I shook my head to clear the thoughts
but as I watched it twitch and throb my own cock gave a twitch as well,
god what was happening to me.... Viv kissed and caressed me, her hands
were like feathers daintily gliding over my skin.
Yves grabbed me and pulled me backwards onto the bed. As I was lying
beside him he caressed me his hand encircling my cock stroking it gently.
His lips were again on mine kissing me. Viv appeared on the other side of
the bed beside me and her hands joined Yves in the caress. Her hand
slipped between my legs and she massaged my bum sliding into the crevice
and her finger gently prodded at the entrance to my arse. I wanted to
protest. I wanted to say no but I was let down by my inability to speak.
Viv giggled as she lowered her head and her lips engulfed my cock as she
sucked me deep into her mouth. I was in heaven, the feeling of her hot
mouth sliding up and down my cock was soooooo goood, I sucked in a deep
breath when I saw Yves clambering up the bed until he was kneeling beside
my head. His wet sticky cock flopped across my mouth.
Jesus suffering fuck... He held his cock and rubbed it all over my face.
?Come on my little angel, open those sexy red lips.?
I opened my mouth a little and he wiped his knob across my open lips,
teasing me as I opened wider trying to catch the end with my tongue. Back
and forth he rubbed it all over my face leaving slimy pre cum trails
everywhere.
?Beg for it my little slut, beg for my cock, and show me how much you
want it.?
I glanced up at his face and he had that horrible condescending taunting
grin plastered across his dial.
I shut my mouth and tried to turn away but he put his hand on my head and
held it tightly as he continued. ?Come on you little bitch, beg for it,
we all know you want it.?
I went to complain but as I opened my mouth to speak he nudged his
monster into my mouth smothering my words before they escaped. ?Hhhhmmmmm
that?s the way you little slut suck it.? He plunged deep into my mouth
and then pulled it out rubbing it wetly across my face covering it with
saliva and his sticky juice.
Viv sucked me and caressed my arse trying to slip her finger inside, but
I had my bum clenched tightly.
It was all getting a bit too real. ?Come on Nathalie my little slut beg,
I want to hear the words.? He demanded as his big mushroom slipped across
my lips and I opened to receive the giant intruder. I sucked him and I
wanted to complain but it felt so good, I loved the feel of his velvety
monster sliding in and out as he got harder and stronger.
As I concentrated on giving him pleasure I felt Viv as her lips lifted
off my erection and she kissed her way up to mine, and we were again
sharing Yves throbbing monstrosity. Yves pulled out of my mouth and he
rubbed it all over her face. ?Ahhhh Vivian you are as big a slut as
Nathalie, do you like that??
She smiled. ?I love it, it?s so big and hard.?
?So where do you want it slut? Do you want it in your mouth??
Her answer was to open wide and try to trap it but he had other ideas.
?It?s not that easy Vivian, if you want it then you must beg.?
I was shocked to hear her. ?Please babe I want it, I want to suck it,
please don?t tease me, please let me suck it.? Her voice was so quiet and
submissive, and the look on her face was pleading.
The look on his face was arrogant and contemptuous. He slid his hand
behind her head and pushed hard as his cock slid into her open mouth, in
and out he plunged, ignoring her coughing gagging cries. In and out he
pushed further and deeper until his balls were pressed against her chin.
?Oh fuck that is good....? He moaned loudly. ?Say thank you.? He
commanded as he pulled it out of her mouth.
You could have knocked me down with a feather, she lovingly kissed it as
she made indulgent love to it with her tongue. ?Thank you, babe, I love
it.? She whimpered
He pulled it back and tried to shove it into my mouth, but I was too
stunned to do anything. Viv took control and pulled it back into her
mouth as she looked weirdly at me.
As she idolised the pulsating giant she held it out to me. ?Come on love,
help me, I can?t do it by myself.?
As shocked as I was I opened my mouth and sucked it and ran my tongue
around the head, licking and nuzzling the lipstick stains from it like a
giant ice-cream. As I worked more of the head in he crooned. ?Nathalie my
angel, do you like that, do you like having my cock in your sexy little
mouth??
Viv again took control and whimpered on my behalf giggling stupidly. ?He
loves it Yves, don?t you babe.?
She stared wide eyed at me. ?Come on babe play the game, tell him how
much you like it.? As she talked she fed more of it back into my mouth. I
was lost, listening to Viv beg for it really amazed me. I had never seen
this side of her before, she always seemed so in control and almost
dominant with me, and she never took shit from anyone.
As I worked on pleasuring Yves, Viv was working my cock, stroking and
massaging, squeezing and kneading. I didn?t see her pick up the lube but
I certainly felt the icy cold gel as she squirted it all over my arse, I
just about levitated off the bed.
I couldn?t focus Yves was sliding his monster in and out my mouth fucking
me his big swollen balls slapping on my cheeks as he pumped ferociously
into my choking mouth. I was starting to feel like I was being used or
assaulted when Viv engulfed my cock, oh fuck that felt so good but just
as I relaxed and started to enjoy it her finger found its way into my
clenched arse, inexorably in it went deeper and deeper until she was
bottomed out, her whole finger was buried snugly deep into my arse.
Then it slid back out, in and out, in and out faster and faster, oh fuck
me it felt so good, Yves monster fucking my mouth, Viv fucking my arse,
but just as I got used to that she added another finger and then another,
three fingers frantically fucking my bucking gyrating arse. The sensation
was unexpected and it felt so dirty. My wife was there fucking me as I
had my mouth full of a man?s cock sucking him off.
If it was dirty then it got worse as Yves took over and it was his
enormous fat fingers that took control of my arse and if Viv was gentle
and forgiving Yves was forceful and strong, suddenly there was a new
intensity fierce and determined. I would have been moaning loudly except
for the fact my mouth was still overflowing with his thrusting cock. That
was about to change. He pulled the hard as steel monster out and his lips
crashed on me as he kissed me passionately. His weight fell across me and
he was between my legs. My heart was pounding. Bloody hell this was
it.... his hairy body was over me and he was rubbing his cock all over
mine, it was wet and sticky with my saliva. I had completely forgotten
about Viv but she came back into my thoughts as I felt her hand covered
with lube stroking Yves cock, the cool gel coating his shaft and it was
coating my groin as he rubbed it up and down mine. Oh fuck my heart was
in my mouth.
His patronising arrogant sneer grinned down at me; his hands slipped down
under my knees and pushed them up against my stomach, his eyes never
leaving mine. ?You are mine now angel.? I felt his cock sliding down the
crack of my arse, up and down and then suddenly as he pulled back his
weight it was there at the entrance pushing wriggling and pushing as he
rotated his hips.
I will be honest I was scared, that fucking thing was enormous and he was
trying to push it into me. I tried to keep my muscles clenched tight but
as he forced and pushed it was so slippery with lube it edged in. I
yelped in pain and shock. ?Oh fuck, oh fuck, no, no please stop.?
Viv joined the fray her mouth covering mine in a deep kiss. ?Relax love
it?s going to be OK, just don?t fight it, enjoy it.?
Yves kept pushing and it slid in further oh god it hurt, it fucking hurt,
as Viv lifted her mouth away I cried. ?Please, please, stop.?
He affirmed roughly. ?Quiet my angel, it will get better, just relax.?
Relax! Fuck that was easy for him to say, his arse wasn?t crammed full of
cock.
I felt his coarse pubes against my balls and I realised he was fully in,
but it didn?t stop he slid out and it was just as painful, I whimpered
tears rolling down my cheeks. ?Please, stop, please I am begging you
stop.?
I heard him chuckle. ?Now you beg, now you plead, don?t worry soon you
will be begging me not to stop. I can?t believe what a slut you are, oh
god your arse is so tight, and soon I will be filling it with my sperm.?
As he slid in and out the pain was slowly replaced by a feeling, a tingle
and my cock was throbbing fucking hell I clenched my arse squeezing him,
convulsing and milking him, the pain was replaced by a feeling I can?t
describe.
?Oh you dirty little slut, you gorgeous cock sucking slut you love it
don?t you.?
My voice was squeaky and wimpy as my lungs were crushed as he upped the
ante fucking me relentlessly powerfully thrusting that fucking fleshy
giant deep onto my convulsing arse.
?Beg slut tell me you like it, tell me I want to hear it.? His voice was
loud and demanding. ?Tell me slut.?
?Oh fuck I moaned breathlessly, yes, yes I like it.?
?What do you like, tell me.?
He was ravaging me pumping me thrusting jamming me deep down into the
mattress.
?Your cock, I love your cock.? I wrapped my arms around his neck and I
clung on like a limpet my teeth biting his neck. ?Do it, fuck me you
bastard fuck me.?
The room filled loudly with the slap of flesh on flesh as he plunged in
and out, my cock was throbbing and twitching as he pounded me. And it
dawned on me oh fuck I was going to cum, oh my god no please no... I
didn?t want him to know he was making me cum, but the feelings oh my god
it was so intense I gave in to the emotion, realisation washing over me,
fuck I wanted it. ?Yes, yes fuck me, oh god I am going to cum, yes, yes,
fuck me you big cunt fuck me.?
He sneered. ?Yes you want it now don?t you bitch.? He slowed his thrusts
to a gentle pace. ?Shall I stop now? Do you still want me to stop??
I was on the edge of an enormous orgasm and I tried to grasp him and pull
him in, I tried to push back get more of the monster. ?No please don?t
stop, fuck me, I am almost there.?
?Then beg for it.?
I lost all my dignity. ?Fuck me harder, please god I beg you, don?t stop,
I want it.?
He increased his pace back to his brutish ferocious best. ?Is that what
you want slut??
The feeling was back, my balls were convulsing wildly my orgasm was
almost there and I was thrashing about wildly beneath him trying to get
more of him in me, I squeezed and held on for dear life, I screamed
loudly. ?Yes fuck you, yes fuck me... Oooh god I am cumming.?
My breath was gone as he assaulted me his big hairy balls hammering
against mine and I lost it I erupted ferociously squirting cum up between
our bodies. ?Oh god yes, I am cumming, fuck I am cumming.? I almost
blacked out with the intensity but as I recovered and opened my eyes Viv
was beside me staring into my eyes with a huge smile on her face. Yves
was rampant and on his way to his own orgasm and he went crazy and fucked
the breath out of my lungs, his thrusts getting shorter and more urgent
before he screamed loudly.? Argh there it is slut.? I could feel his cum
blasting my bowels powerful spurts spewing into me.
He collapsed on top of me crushing me. He lay there for a few minutes
before rolling away. He was immediately replaced by Viv who covered me in
kisses. ?Oh Jeez babe that was amazing. God that is the sexiest thing I
have ever seen. She leaned across and kissed Yves. ?Thank you Yves, you
are wonderful.
We all lay together trying to get our breath back. I was lost in thought
as I tried to get my mind around what had just happened. I had given
myself to the bastard and he had made me beg. What a fucking wimp. I
couldn?t hold back the tears, my face was wet and I was overcome with
emotion. Yves was asleep as was Viv. I just lay there staring into the
darkness, how the fuck was I going to be able to look him in the eye
after giving myself to him like that, begging and pleading like a fucking
girl, I had let him use me, he was going to have that over me forever.
I was woken in the morning by a very large cock trying to force its way
back into my arse.
I was spooned behind Viv with my arms around her, Yves was behind me and
I could feel the cold wet slippery monster edging into me. This time it
was easier and didn?t hurt as much. His horrible morning breath was
cloaking us, his teeth bit me sharply on the shoulder as he sunk up to
his balls. He was in a different mood this morning and he was powerful
right from the outset he wasn?t interested in lovemaking this was just
pure fucking he drove viciously up into my convulsing arse. ?You like
that don?t you my little cock sucker, you sexy little slut you want it
don?t you.?
I couldn?t speak I was in pain, and ecstasy, my cock quickly grew and as
he fucked me I lost control and pushed back just as hard as he pummelled
my little arse squeezing that fucking monster brutally into me and it
didn?t take long before he was filling me with cum and I wasn?t far
behind as I kept squirming and pulsing around him until I was squirting
up Viv?s back and the sheets.
She rolled over and giggled. ?God you two are insatiable aren?t you.? She
kissed me and it was gentle and tender. ?I love you babe, you sexy little
thing, you sexy gorgeous little bitch.?
I felt a flood of embarrassment as she stared into my eyes. As she gazed
at me she could see the look of shame and ran her hand over my cheek.
?Babe what?s the matter? You look upset, c?mon love don?t get all
uptight, last night was incredible.? She glared at Yves. ?Tell her, it
was amazing wasn?t it.?
Yves rolled over towards us and he grinned that shit eating cheesy smile
that always makes me cringe. ?Nathalie mon petit last night was wonderful
you were so sexy, do not look so sad, you should be happy, surely you
enjoyed it as well??
That was the problem, I did enjoy it, in fact I loved it, but I had all
these uncertain thoughts going round in my head. What must Viv really
think of me? She must secretly be disgusted, surely?