Gender Bending Investigations Part 1
By Farleven
"You've got to be kidding me." I threw up my hands and fell back into my
chair. Walt just stared at me stone faced. I glared back at him. It
wasn't possible. Hell, it was crazy! What kind of madness was sweeping
our agency that he'd even think to suggest such a thing?
"No, Max, I'm not." He pulled open the file that was on his desk. He
still liked to work with paper files, at least when possible. His
computer wasn't gathering dust in a corner, but when he wanted to really
dig into a case he liked it all on paper. I grimaced at that, if he'd
printed this out, he really was serious.
"Surely, we have female agents that could do this," I shot back. It
wasn't like it was the first time we'd had to use women to infiltrate an
organization. We didn't like to go that route, as the stress and demands
were well outside of the norm, but some cases demanded extreme measures.
This one certainly did.
"We do, we have some excellent women in the department, and despite the
fact that we've already lost four good agents to this case, I could have
picked three women right off the top of my head that would be able to
get all the way inside Patrick Oswald's inner circle within a few weeks.
The problem is they wouldn't know what to do once they got there." Walt
reached over his cluttered desk to hand me the profile sheet on Oswald.
It wasn't like I needed it. He was the premier industrialist who'd
managed to successfully merge half a dozen new technologies into a
financial and manufacturing empire that dwarfed any such attempt in
history. In just five years, he'd managed to use his skills at managing
consumer demand, automated manufacturing and drone delivery to
drastically cut his costs and allowed him to reap enormous profits that
he used to buy up even more industries. There was simply no more
powerful man alive.
If his public persona wasn't compelling enough, I'd been tasked with
investigating some of his earlier business dealings before his breakout
success. I'd spent most of the last five years following his every deal
and watching his empire grow like an infection around the world. I could
see there was a taint, something wrong, that I'd not been able to
unearth. The fact that four of our agents sent for in depth
investigations had already disappeared only made my fears stronger.
I shook my head. "I may know all his deals and probably half his
computer systems. But still, it's crazy."
"You know we've been doing this for the last three years right? It's not
always so extreme, but it's the best way to ensure you don't get busted
while in deep cover. You'll basically be immune from DNA checks and you
know the background guys are wizards at filling in your cover story."
Walt laid it out there. He didn't come to me with hypotheticals. This
was a serious proposition, and I knew that other agents in the back
office were already hard at work building the new me.
"Yeah, but a woman? And not just for appearances sake, you know for this
to work, I'm going to have to basically seduce him or at least let him
think he seduced me." My stomach twisted a bit from saying it out loud.
It was unreal. Full body DNA augments had been around for almost a
decade. What started out as a way to more reliably lose a few pounds or
fix baldness, had progressed into virtual rewrites and even crazier
changes in some fringe groups. Over the last few years it had even
progressed to full gender swapping. Men could become women over the
course of a week, right down to the DNA. All the old sloppy surgeries
and hormone pills that still resulted in somewhat ambiguous results were
gone.
The science of it was fascinating, and the social impact was enormous.
The old wars over homosexuality and transgender policy exploded and then
faded away as the sex line became as easy a choice as gender was. If you
were born female and wanted to be male, a simple treatment plan made it
happen and once it finished no one could ever guess that you hadn't been
born that way. Even a thorough medical check wouldn't show the
artificial source after the transformation. Once the treatment was over,
within a week, the only people who could know would be those that had
been told.
"You know I wouldn't ask this lightly, but our last agent thought he was
onto something really big before he went dark. We need someone to get
inside his home. The security is impossible and we don't have enough
evidence to get the level of warrant we need to do it with uniformed
agents. If you're right, then we can't wait very long to confirm what we
suspect and come up with a plan to deal with it." Walt continued to make
sense. I hated him for that.
He was right that I was the best person for the job. If I could get in
and get access to his private data network, I knew just what to look
for. Any other agent would have to be trained, and it would take too
long to cram five years worth of background information into their head.
It didn't help any that I also had a photographic memory, it was what
made me so good at my job, and that wasn't a skill I could just hand
over to anyone. I didn't know any agents with the right match of skills
to pull this off within the next few months, but that didn't make me
feel any better about the assignment.
"Damn it," I grumbled and tossed the papers back at him. We both knew I
couldn't turn down the assignment. It was simply too important. Hell, I
was the one who'd written the reports that had expanded the
investigation in the first place. Whatever it was that was fueling
Oswald's rise to the top of the corporate and political world was
undoubtedly sinister. We had to find out what it was before he finished
his latest round of projects. Deep in my gut I knew that he was scheming
to control more than just a financial empire.
"Good. I know time is of the essence, but given the circumstances, if
you want to take the night and take care of personal business, I think
we can handle the delay." Walt started organizing the papers back into
his file.
I fell back into my chair for a moment. I hated to admit that I didn't
have much personal business to handle. The last few years had been
something of an obsessive devotion to this case. I hadn't ever been the
most social person before I'd joined the agency, and the long hours had
helped convince any remaining friends to stop calling. I didn't even
want to think about the fact I hadn't been on a date in years. The sad
fact was I really had no reason to delay. I didn't even have a cat that
would miss me.
"No, we shouldn't waste any more time than we have to. I assume you've
already gotten the DNA team working on the new me." I stood up. If there
was one thing I was good at, it was throwing myself at my work. If I was
going to go through with this, I didn't want to give myself the time to
think up new objections. It was better to just ride the shock through
and commit.
"They've finished up. I can have them prep the treatment chamber. It's
down on level C." Walt had his phone to his ear before I could take a
single step. He was almost as anxious as I was. The truth was, agents
didn't go missing very often, and losing several on the same case was
unprecedented. Walt wanted answers and as much lead time for staving off
bigger problems as he could get. I appreciated his concern, both for the
team, and the mission. I knew he'd have my back if he could.
I gave him a curt wave and headed for the elevator. There was certainly
an unreal feeling to this little stroll. If I didn't go running away
before I got to level C, this would be the last time in a while that I'd
be walking around as a guy. My mind reeled at the notion. I'd been aware
of the tech for a while. I'd even gone in for a few more standard
procedures to cure a few of my old football injuries. I'd know a few old
guys who'd gone for the whole rejuvenation package and had come back
looking forty years younger.
The world had mostly flown by without me though. As I worked my way up
the investigative division, I'd tuned out most of the outside reality.
The social changes that came from this near immortality and body
sculpting technology was little more than academic knowledge. I'd not
really existed outside the agency in so long I didn't really know the
world I'd be stepping into.
Try as I might, I couldn't deny an innate curiosity. Given my crappy
luck with women, I was especially curious about their perspective. The
highly organized world of my office was in firm opposition to the chaos
that seemed to come whenever I got involved with a girl. Their
motivations always seemed a bit incomprehensible to me, and certainly
their methods were maddening almost as much as they were alluring. It
wasn't that I didn't like women, I just couldn't seem to bridge that gap
and really connect with them. The thought of becoming a girl just
dredged up all those questions, and I wasn't sure what to think.
By the time I was riding the elevator, I had a hard time not thinking
about how different it must be to be a girl. My mind couldn't help but
drift to thoughts of breasts and pussy, and the notion that I wouldn't
have anything dangling between my legs at least until I managed to
finish this assignment. That was enough to send cold shivers up my
spine. I had to fight down an urge to stop on another level and just
bolt. Was I really going to go through with this?
In the end, I managed to avoid embarrassing myself. Walt was counting on
me. I knew just how important the job was, and I couldn't just back out.
There was no one else who could step up and do this. That meant I had to
go through with it. Half the population managed to survive being female,
I could certainly do it for a few months for a worthy cause.
"Agent Tinnel?"
I had to shake my head before I realized that the elevator had stopped
and left me standing in front of the level C reception desk. It took
another moment for me to see the surprisingly hot young woman standing
in front of the desk in a lab coat and holding a clipboard. The image
was almost laughably stereotypical right down to the black rimmed
glasses and the bun of brunette hair on the top of her head.
"Uh... yeah, that's me," I stammered and got off the elevator.
"A little nervous, huh?" She smiled and held out her hand. "I'm Dr.
Niemand, but you can call me Louise. I'll be handling your adjustment."
"Doctor? But aren't you..." I stood looking at the girl who couldn't be
much more than twenty five. I wouldn't even have been surprised if that
was being generous. Her skin was perfect, not a line or wrinkle, or even
a hint of makeup. It wasn't until I realized just how rare such a
natural beauty was that my mind started to catch up.
"A little young?" She laughed and did a wickedly sexy little spin that
managed to somehow look graceful even as she showed off every generous
curve she had squeezed into her lab coat. "And just where are you right
now Agent Summer?"
"So you've gone through a full rejuvenation..." I gaped a bit. It was
hard being so close to a woman that clearly knew just how stunning she
was and wasn't afraid to show off that fact.
"Oh, so naive." She bounced over and gave me a pat on the head. Then she
handed over her clipboard. "I like to show this to agents coming down
for their first adjustment. I know it makes things easier when you know
you're in experienced hands."
I stared at her for a moment before I glanced down at the clipboard.
There was a big picture of an old man, probably in his fifties, in a lab
coat with dark rimmed glasses. It wasn't such a remarkable photo, aside
from the name on his agency badge, Dr. Louis Niemand.
My eyes darted back to the young woman patiently standing in front of me
with a wide, knowing smile carved into her face. I didn't need to ask
the obvious question. She just laughed and nodded before striking
another alluring pose.
"Curiosity got the better of me, what can I say?" She chuckled and took
the clipboard back. "Now, shall we get on with things, I do have other
agents to attend to today."
"Sure..." I wavered for a moment as she strutted down the hallway. I had
to pull my jaw off the floor as I watched her tight ass swaying with
every step. I shook my head and followed after her, a bit ashamed of
myself for the fact that I couldn't stop staring at her as she walked. I
so rarely ran into such an unabashedly sensual woman that my cock wasn't
about to allow me to think about the fact that she hadn't always been
one.
She opened up a small room and ushered me in. Aside from the antiseptic
smell, there wasn't much in the room aside from a hospital bed and some
monitor equipment.
"Now, since we're in a hurry, we're going to go with a full treatment
and conditioning combo. I'm going to give you the DNA alteration
injections and then we'll put you on a special IV that'll help fuel your
body through the changes. The full treatment is a bit uncomfortable, so
we'll keep you under for the whole process. That'll give us the chance
to run the mental conditioning treatments as well. So in about a week
you'll wake up to a whole new feminine you." Louise motioned towards the
bed. I had to let all that information process.
"What, mental conditioning? I thought I was just getting a new body." I
shuddered. Even that notion was enough to make me nervous. The thought
of having my brain messed with was even worse.
"Sorry, I thought the director had briefed you." She took a deep breath
and motioned for me to sit down. There were a couple of short stools and
she sat down across from me.
"Okay, this is for a deep cover mission, right?" She asked.
"Well, yeah." I nodded.
"Right, then think about it. Despite my proclivities, we don't usually
do gender reassignments here. There are a lot of core behaviors that are
different between the sexes, believe me. Now, what would you do if some
guy moves up close behind you and grabs your ass?" Her matter of fact
gaze just cutting through my reservations.
"I'd probably jump to the moon and try to punch him," I replied.
"Which would be appropriate sometimes, but would you ever consider
pushing your ass onto his hand, and maybe snuggling up against him?"
"Ah..." I looked away as I thought it through.
"It's more than just that, you can't really force yourself to have the
right reactions. One way or the other, you need to train yourself to
behave in character. Our mental conditioning program will help you with
that. It'll also help get you past some of the harder things, like
reassigning your sexuality so you can be comfortable with an attraction
to men, and giving you a demeanor that your target will find alluring,"
she explained. It all made a twisted kind of sense. I didn't know the
first thing about being a girl, much less any kind of nuance. Just
having the right curves wouldn't be enough. Oswald was a smart guy and
he'd figure that out all too quickly.
"Damn, that's just so wrong." I shook my head. "But, I get it. I guess I
should get started before my feet get any colder."
She laughed at that and pulled out a hospital gown. "You're going to
need this. I promise not to peek while you change."
I grabbed the gown. She was busy prepping things and I quickly switched
out my clothes. I couldn't quite believe I was going to do this for
real. I was used to taking orders, but this was a whole different deal.
I wasn't normally even a field agent. I couldn't deny the need though,
and that was the issue. We had to find out what Oswald was up to, and
this was likely to be the fasted way. I didn't doubt that Walt had other
plans in motion. He wasn't about to put all his eggs in one basket.
"Okay, I guess I'm ready." I stood there, with my ass hanging out of the
back of the damn gown. This was my last chance to back out, but I took a
deep breath and held my place. I wasn't going to let myself look like a
fool now.
"Great. Now, just relax. The injection won't hurt much, and when you
wake up on the other side, it'll all feel strangely natural." Louise
held up a syringe and pressed it into my upper arm. "Okay, let's get you
into bed before the sedative starts kicking in."
I let her guide me up and I slid onto the hospital bed. It wasn't
particularly comfortable, but I knew it wouldn't matter much in a few
minutes. I could already feel the serum kicking in as she pulled up the
covers for me.
"Just dream good dreams and I'll see you in a week." She smiled as
everything started to fade out. I didn't try to fight it. In fact, it
was rather relaxing, a smooth drift into oblivion.
***
As smooth as I'd dropped off, coming back seemed to take forever. I
couldn't say that I was dreaming, or exactly what it was, but my mind
raced. Images and thoughts seemed to jumble together and fall away
before something else jumped to the top of my mind. It wasn't like a
dream, there was no crazy story that I was following.
There was simply too much to keep track of. A flash of insight would
fade out before I could truly consider it. A picture would form and then
explode while I tried to recognize it. Everything was a mess. It wasn't
a nightmare nor a fantasy. I had no words to describe the sensation.
I was lost in this storm of the mind for untold time. There just wasn't
a sense to it, and I simply rode the waves. Every once in a while I
would seem to collect myself enough to wonder if this was what insanity
felt like, but even that disturbing notion was pushed aside before I
could seize upon its implications.
When the world finally started to come together again, I don't know how
long I stayed on my back, staring up at the ceiling. I was wondering why
everything looked so blurry and waiting for my perceptions to shift
again. I must have stayed like that for a while though, it certainly
felt like forever. When a door opened and someone came in, the novelty
of linear action seemed to finally break through my expectations. I
really was awake!
I blinked again, still staring upwards. The light in the room felt like
morning somehow, not the normal glow of fluorescents but actual
sunlight. I turned to look towards the sound, and spotted a blurry
figure in white stepping towards me. It was a nurse, I realized as she
came into better focus as she approached my bed.
"Why are you so blurry?" I asked. A jolt shot through me as I heard my
words echo in my ears. I sounded so wrong, after a lifetime of hearing
myself, I sounded so much lighter. I hesitated to think that I sounded
almost feminine.
The thoughts started to connect after that. One part of my mind reacted
in shock, while another was hardly surprised. Of course I sounded like a
girl! I had to have expected that, and yet in my fuzzy state, I had
almost forgotten why I was lying here in the first place. I'd never
really considered the finer details of the transformation, I hadn't
given myself time to prepare.
"Sorry?" The nurse asked as she leaned in. She was cute, almost too
young for such a job, with cropped blonde hair and a button nose. An
idle part of my mind wondered if she'd been a guy as well. Maybe it was
a thing around here.
"Why is everything so blurry?" I sat up a little and looked around. I
was starting to come out of the haze I'd been in, but my sight was still
just as bad. I held up a hand and realized that it was in focus.
Somehow, I'd become nearsighted! It was rather disconcerting. I'd never
needed glasses before, and now I couldn't even make out the letters on
my nurse's badge despite her standing barely five feet away.
"Oh, I'll have to get the doctor to answer that. Are you feeling alright
otherwise, miss?" I could hear the concern in her voice. It was just
below the professional tone. I suppose it would be rather strange to
hear that kind of question. People usually knew they were nearsighted.
"Yeah, just fine. I am a little thirsty though." I sat up a bit more and
felt a strange jiggle and an odd weight on my chest. I let the moment of
surprise pass. There wasn't any doubt what I'd find if I looked down. I
suppose the only question was how busty Oswald liked his women, and it
didn't take much for me to remember that detail. Almost all the women he
casually dated fell into a pretty firm set of dimensions.
The strange thing was, he wasn't really so limited. It seemed like he
had one kind of taste for random flings and something else entirely for
his more steady relationships. I thought back to an analysis I'd done a
few months ago. Oswald seemed to like dating women who could challenge
him intellectually without much regard for their looks, but he liked
fucking girls who fit a very tight profile. Generally, he seemed to like
cute brunettes a bit shorter than him, with ample but not gargantuan
assets. The dichotomy between his two different preferences had cost him
more than one relationship.
The nurse brought me a glass of water before she shot out of the room.
No doubt, the doctor would want to see me now that I'd woken up. All I
had to do was sit here and wait for that. I savored the clean taste of
water as I recovered my senses. I figured this would probably be the
last bit of quiet I'd get for a while. I had a mission to get started
and there was a lot of preparation I'd need to do before I'd be able to
do that.
I'd barely set the glass back down when Louise burst into the room. She
squealed as soon as she looked at me and did the most girlish jump and
clap thing I could recall seeing since middle school. I shot her a
derisive glare.
"Aww, you look so cute when you pout." She giggled at me and turned to
rummage through the night stand next to my bed. I realized what the
issue must have been. A fair number of people who wanted to switch sexes
probably over idealized the stereotypical behavior of the other sex. So
after they turn, they're likely to go overboard and exaggerate what they
think of as appropriate behavior. Throw in the excitement of getting
their desires fulfilled and it was easy to see how the doctor seemed
locked in as an emotional school girl. That didn't make it any easier to
handle her energy at this particular moment.
"Cute?" I resumed my glare as she stood up again. Now, she was holding
up a big mirror. I pulled back at the sight of it. I'd been doing a good
job of not thinking about how I'd changed, but it seemed like that had
come to an end. I was curious, but at the same time seeing my new face
would just reinforce the reality of the situation. I didn't know if I
was ready for that, but I couldn't very well make her put the mirror
away either.
"So cute." She smiled and lifted the mirror. I gulped and guided it up
so that my new face slid into the center. I blinked at the stranger
staring back at me. I sat there stunned for a moment. Louise was
terribly right about one thing, the girl staring back at me was
hopelessly cute.
My new face was small and round, with high cheekbones and a perky button
nose. My eyes seemed like large saucers with bright green orbs staring
back at me. My lips were thin, and alluring. All of this was framed by a
tousled mass of long brown hair. I suddenly felt a bit short of breath
and took in a few gulps of air. I didn't usually get panicked but I
suddenly felt squirrelly.
"Hey, hey, it's okay." Louise reached out and rubbed my shoulder. That
was enough to snap me back.
"Yeah, it's kind of a shock, though." I gave her a weak smile. I knew
there was only way to get through this strange feeling though. I had to
get on with my mission. "But why am I nearsighted?"
"Sorry! I almost forgot about that." She reached down into her pocket
and pulled out a pair of dark rimmed glasses. I sat there and let her
put them on me and suddenly everything was in focus again. "Yeah, well,
part of being undercover is in establishing your identity. When we want
agents to appear as people who haven't gone through an alteration we
give them a random mix of natural flaws just like in the normal
population. Since people who get altered almost always fix things like
eyesight, that's always a natural choice."
"So, I get to be blind to throw them off the trail that I could be an
undercover agent?" I grumbled a bit. I'd managed to avoid glasses for
this long and now I was having them forced on me.
"In part, yes, but part of your alteration was based off the tastes of
your target, and apparently he digs nearsighted girls. So here we are."
She smiled.
I realized that she was right about that. Thinking back to the girls
that Oswald picked, it was rare for them not to wear glasses. So now I'd
have to live with it until this assignment was over.
"So, what's next?" I asked as I reached up to adjust the glasses. They
weren't very heavy, and I supposed I'd get used to them. It wasn't like
I didn't have enough other changes to keep me distracted.
"Oh, well, if you're up for it, we should probably go through a standard
physical. The nanos do a good job of keeping you in shape despite being
in bed for a week. Still, we need to check everything out just to be
safe," Louise explained as I pulled off the blankets.
My sudden movements only emphasized the changes. My arms felt so thin,
and my chest jiggled again as I slid out from under the covers.
Everything seemed a little strange, the way my joints moved, even the
way my weight shifted. I almost tipped over as I tried to slide my legs
out of the bed.
"Careful now, it'll take a bit for you to get used the changes in the
way your body balances. It's probably the hardest change to get used to
at first. So let me help you here." She gave me her hand and I took it
and slowly stood up. Despite all of the oddness, the strangest thing was
the fact that I was now a bit shorter than the perky little doctor. The
last time I'd seen her, I had been looking down at her, and now I had to
look up slightly to meet her eyes.
"It also can take a bit getting used to being small." She smiled. "Trust
me though, there are some definite advantages to that."
The way she winked at me made my stomach twist. I wasn't quite ready to
think about the full depth of my new womanhood, just yet, but the look
of eager lustfulness that crossed the doctors face in that moment made
it impossible to avoid. I'd been trying not to notice the empty feeling
between my legs, but now it suddenly seemed like an enormous void. It
wasn't that I used to think of my balls a lot, but they were always in
the back of my mind as I moved around and the absence was impossible to
ignore now.
"Well, let's take it slow for now. You'll get used to the changes soon
enough." She turned and I followed her through the back passages of the
facility. It wasn't that different from any other hospital setting I'd
ever been in, aside from the disproportionate number of rather fit young
women and men. There weren't a lot of people that looked older than
thirty and even those that seemed older had a vibrancy that seemed
unusual.
"One of the perks of working here. All the treatments are free, so why
not take advantage." She smiled as she noticed me checking out the
nurses station. I don't think I'd ever seen a nurses station staffed
entirely by well built twenty year olds. That wasn't the only thing that
interested me though, I quickly noticed that looking at all those sexy
women was making me feel strange. My pulse quickened, I flushed and most
of all I felt a strange squishy heat building up between my legs.
It took me a moment to realize it for what it was. I was getting
aroused! The sensation was both familiar and yet alien. The way my brain
began focusing on sex was familiar, but the ways my body reacted were
distinctly different. I resisted the urge to touch myself, but there
simply wasn't any doubt that my changes really were thorough.
"Oh, and I don't know if you took the time to read the brief, but you
are fully bisexual now." Louise giggled after she saw my head whip
around after another hot woman in a lab coat walk by. That hit me a bit.
I hadn't really thought about it. Being attracted to women was just such
a normal thing, but I realized that I'd been checking out the guys as
well, without really noticing.
"How can you do that?" I asked. Sure, I'd known about this part of the
operation, and even monitored agents who'd been altered for undercover
assignments, but I'd never really looked into the details. Now that I'd
gone through the process, I had a hard time not being curious.
"Well, so much of the brain is just biochemical reactions, along with
your personal wiring. All we needed to do was adjust the chemical
balance in the brain along with the changes to a more feminine brain
structure for the base effect. The hardest part was weakening the memory
bonds that covered the cultural aspects of your masculinity. That's
always the tricky part," she explained as we entered a small examination
room and shut the door.
"So you didn't change my memories or anything?" I shuddered a bit at the
whole notion. They'd been rummaging around in my head, which wasn't
exactly something I was eager to think about.
"No, we wouldn't want to do that. No, we just made certain experiences
less pronounced for your unconscious mind. Gender swaps are the hardest,
especially when you come in basically straight. If we didn't alter
anything, you'd end up almost asexual with a slight attraction to both
sexes. You'd have your established attraction to women, but not the
biological underpinning for it, and you'd have your biological
attraction to men, but still have your mental aversion to that
attraction that was learned behavior based off of your previous
biology," she continued while she worked through the basics of a
physical examination.
"So you had to make me like both men and women?" I felt a bit silly
asking that. It seemed like such a strange idea, even if it did make a
bit of sense.
"Exactly, we had to adjust your brain chemistry a bit in your DNA
profile so that you'd have a physical attraction to women and we had to
weaken any inhibitions you felt towards being sexual with a man. I know
that all probably sounds pretty crazy." She took my blood pressure and
added to my notes.
"Yeah, it really is kind of weird. I guess I'll have to get over it
though." I smiled weakly. If I was going to complete this mission, I'd
have to get used to all of that.
"Oh, don't worry about that. We've already reconditioned most of your
responses, we just need to do a bit of testing to make sure it all
worked." She continued through reflex tests of my fingers and toes.
"What do you mean?" I looked down at her as she poked at my big toe and
watched me flinch.
"Simple." She stood up and before I could react, she slid her hands
around my neck from both sides and leaned in for a big kiss. I was
surprised for a moment, but then simply melted my lips into hers. When
her hands slid down and began cupping and squeezing my new breasts I
didn't flinch. It felt so good, and I couldn't resist pressing them into
her hands. She continued like that for what seemed like an eternity
before pulling away gently.
"Your reflexes were perfect, properly submissive and receptive. You
didn't even flinch." She smiled. "Now, if you don't mind you should get
undressed for the next part of the exam."
"What? I'm not submissive!" I squeaked as I started to slide off my
hospital gown.
"Then why are you getting undressed so fast?" She laughed. It took me a
second to piece it all together and then I gave her a scowl.
"Because you asked me to, this is an exam, right?" I shot back. She just
laughed and gave me another pat on the head.
"Oh, you are just too cute when you're being all indignant." She smiled
and then pulled back closed her eyes and took a deep breath before
continuing. "Sorry, business is business and I need to be a bit more
professional."
"Yeah, I'd say." I nodded as she started looking me over. I had to
summon up the gumption to do the same. In all the excitement, I'd done
little more than glance down. I wasn't sure I was ready to take in the
full depth of my changes. Of course that was about the time that the
doctor reached up again and cupped both of my breasts and gave them a
good squeeze.
"Oh, fuck!" I squeaked at the sudden rush of sensation. It was strange
the way my chest felt so soft and her fingers pressing into my flesh. It
wasn't directly erotic, but shivers of pleasure were shooting up my
spine as my chest tingled in her hands.
"Very good, you're nice and firm and clearly sensitive. Now, I just need
to check one more thing up here." Louise's tone was almost mockingly
dignified as her fingers slid over my softness and wrapped around my
nipples. I moaned as she started rubbing her fingers around the tender
nubs. Now, my new pussy started to quiver as she started to pinch at my
hardening peaks.
"Wonderful. Now, can you climb up into that chair and we can finish
checking you out." Louise pointed towards a gynecologist exam chair.
I gulped, but did as she asked. I understood that this was all required,
despite Louise's flippant attitude. Sometimes things could go wrong with
this kind of transformation. Given the extent of the changes it wasn't
hard for some little thing to end up strangely shaped, wrongly placed or
just missing. The technology had been in use for long enough that major
errors didn't happen, but it was always good to be thorough. I kept my
thoughts on the mechanics of the issues instead of letting myself
consider the fact that I was about to get my new anatomy probed.
"Good. Now just relax, I know this is going to feel pretty strange but
we want to make sure you're one hundred percent woman," the doctor
continued as she smeared some clear jelly onto my stomach and just above
my new mound. I wondered just what she was doing when she held up an
ultrasonic probe.
"What are you doing?" I asked, trying not to sound as concerned as I
was.
"Oh, I guess this is all a bit new to you. I'm going to take a scan of
all your new woman parts and make sure everything is there and looking
good. Now try to hold still, this will just take a minute," she
explained as she pressed the device against my stomach and started to
slide it up and down.
"Don't you need to... welll... put it... inside?" I stammered a bit, not
knowing quite how to ask the question. I was almost afraid to remind
her, though it wasn't like she would just skip a part of the exam.
She just laughed.
"I guess you're thinking of the old exams where you get that damn cold
speculum slid all the way up your vagina. We do still need to do that
sometimes, but usually only if we find something strange with our
readings here. These new high resolution 3D scanners tell us almost
everything we need to know, and your standard medical nanobots can
detect for any infections or other standard problems. It makes this all
a lot more comfortable, aside from the chair," Louise explained. She
continued her work for a bit and then set the scanner aside. "Now, while
the computer is running its analysis, lets clean you up and check out
your new pussy."
She grabbed a towel and wiped off the jelly and then slid in between my
legs. I gasped a bit as she slid her fingers over my new folds. To say
it was strange was an enormous understatement. Her touch was a bit
ticklish, but also sent shivers of pleasure up my spine. I was
sensitive, and in some ways it mirrored the pleasure I felt when my cock
was stroked, but it lacked the throbbing urgency that I had when aroused
as a man. Instead, I found a growing warmth between my legs and a
strange yearning to feel something inside me.
"Excellent, your little pussy is beautiful and it seems to be pretty
sensitive as well. You also look really good hairless, but you'll have
to shave to keep that up," she said as she pulled away. "For someone who
just got railroaded into all this, you're doing very good. So let's get
you dressed."
"Okay." I pulled myself out of the chair. It was a relief to be out of
there and even more of a relief when Louise handed me a long robe to put
on. It was a nice soft material, but fluffy enough not to make any lewd
presentation of my new anatomy. If that wasn't enough, it was a nice
plain white. I had been half afraid they'd make it pink.
"So, I'll have to shave?" I finally asked as I pulled the robe closed.
"Yep, just like a real woman, or at least one that hasn't had
treatments. I'll have to see if I can sneak some nano hair removal cream
into your budget. It's a lot easier than shaving, but they don't always
like to add it to the budget," she explained. I nodded. Despite
facilities like this, or maybe because of them, we didn't always have a
lot of extra money in the agency.
Of course, that didn't make me feel better about the prospect of
shaving. I suppose it was just another part of the female identity I now
had to assume. I had to live with all the girl stuff, right down to
hygiene.
"Now, don't worry too much about all that. We have a very good little
training program to teach you all the stuff you need to know about
living as a woman. Hair care, makeup, lingerie, menstrual care, and all
that good stuff. A lot of it was already loaded in with the rest of the
mental conditioning, but we like to make you go through the motions so
it rises to conscious understanding," she explained.
"Great. So now that you've checked me out. What do I do next?" I asked
as I stood in the exam room wearing nothing more than a robe. I didn't
have clothes, a place to live, heck I didn't even know my new name. I
certainly could go by Jack Tinnell anymore.
"Well, I'll transfer you to your handler for that. He'll take care of
getting you set up. We have some in facility housing for undercover
agents during their adjustment period. He'll give you your new
background profile for you to study. From there you'll have your
training and then you'll be ready to begin your assignment," she
explained as she led me down the hall to the reception area.
When we rounded the last corner, I spotted him. I nearly tripped as I
did. It wasn't just that he was a rather tall, well built man in a
company suit. The way his eyes sparkled as they met mine made my heart
skip a beat. It took a moment more my brain to catch up with where my
instincts had gone. This guy was hot! I could feel my body start to warm
up again just looking at him.
The reality of that arousal bounced around my head. It was so strange.
Rationally, I was a bit shocked by how strong it was. I'd had that
feeling around women before, but never a guy, and I knew I'd been around
sexy men before. That wasn't the part that hit me the hardest though, it
was the fact that it didn't really bother me all that much. I knew
they'd messed with my head, but it was entirely something else to really
feel how much I'd changed.
"Good afternoon, Doctor. This must be agent Tinnell." He extended his
hand as I stumbled into range. "I'm Agent Raikins. I will be your
handler for this assignment."
My mind tumbled around as I tried to actually think around my libido.
Finally, I shoved my hand into his and shook it. "Glad to meet you.
I'm... Agent Tinnell."
"Down girl." Louise giggled. I shot her a glare, but that snapped me out
of my daze. For a moment, I'd somehow become a star struck school girl,
and I quickly blushed as I tried to pull myself together again.
"Sorry, I hope I didn't make you uncomfortable. I suppose we should get
you dressed though. That'll probably help," he remarked as he glanced
down at my robe.
"Yeah, that would be great."
"Perfect, I'll take you to your room then." He moved to summon the
elevator.
I took the moment to turn back to the doctor. As much as she'd grated my
nerves a bit, I had to admit she'd done a good job getting me this far.
"Thanks, Louise. Hopefully, I'll be able to use your services again
soon."
She smiled and then pulled me in for a hug. "Take care, Agent, good luck
on your assignment."
I nodded and then followed Raikins into the elevator. He stood there
quietly as the elevator took off before he spoke. "I hope this isn't too
weird for you. I know the gender swapping assignments always hit hard."
"Yeah, I'm not in top form today." I laughed, then looked down. It
wasn't easy to see much, but it was clear that I was a girl just the
same. "Though I'm probably in the best shape I've ever been. It's just a
bit unnerving with the boobs and pussy among other things."
"Yeah, I hear you. I had to get swapped last year for an assignment,
that's why I'm your handler. I know pretty much how your feeling right
now. So if you have any questions, I'll do my best to answer them.
Otherwise, I'll stand off as much as I can," he explained. I turned to
look at him and he gave me a rather knowing smile and I blushed a bit
more. If I took his full meaning, then he knew that I was trying my
hardest not to think about how good it would feel to bang him right here
in the elevator.
"Sure, so can you tell me what more I've got to do before getting into
the field?" I asked. The sooner I could get my mission done, the faster
I'd be able to switch back.
"Not much. We just need to confirm that your conditioning all worked and
that you've got the right reflexes and instincts for a twenty something
young woman. It should mostly be pretty straight forward, except for one
thing." He hesitated.
"What's that?" I saw the expression on his face. It was hard to describe
it exactly, but it was a degree of concern, though exactly in what way I
couldn't be sure.
"Well, we need to see that you're fully comfortable with being a woman,
that's a lot of basic tests like putting on makeup, getting dressed, and
even how you walk and present yourself. Of course, since you're going to
be on a seduction mission, that means we've got to be sure that you
behave appropriately in bed as well." He tried to keep his tone
professional, but his voice skipped a bit as he hit the end.
"Like, sex?" I asked to confirm. My stomach twisted a bit. The strange
part of it was the mix of excitement that churned inside me along with
the trepidation. The curiosity started to flare up inside me, and the
small voice of my former masculinity was drowned out by the prospect.
He nodded. "You understand right?"
"Yeah, of course. I have to admit the whole idea is kind of turning me
on. I feel so weird." I laughed a bit. He must have gone through this as
well. At least I was lucky enough to have a handler that could relate.
"I bet. I felt like I was going crazy a bit at first. Don't worry
though, our trainers are rather expert at what they do. Honestly, I've
never told anyone this before, but I do kind of miss it. Not enough to
change back, but I can understand those who stay women." He was nearly
whispering by the end. I blushed a bit more at the whole notion. It
certainly wasn't something you'd want to admit to other guys, even in a
world where gender swapping had become more common.
I was rather glad that the elevator stopped, and we could turn our
attention to my new quarters. He brought me down the hall and then
opened up the door. I stepped through and had to admit to being a bit
stunned. The room wasn't huge, but it had a great view with huge windows
along the end of the living room that went all the way from the floor to
the ceiling. There wasn't a balcony, but that barely diminished the
effect. There wasn't much for decoration, but the furniture was top
quality leather, and the living room sported a huge wide screen TV on
one side and a nook kitchen with a bar on the other. A small hall by the
kitchen led back to what had to be a bedroom and bath.
"Nice, isn't it." He smiled as I gaped. I just nodded. My real apartment
was barely much more than a studio and was well past needing a major
renovation. The rent was still more than I was comfortable with on my
meager salary. By comparison, this was almost like a dream, even if it
was just temporary.
"Yeah, at least field work does have some perks," I agreed while I
quickly poked around.
"Now, we've also got you set up with some clothes in the bedroom. It's
just a few outfits, but if you have any problems with any of it, or want
something else let me know. Otherwise, I can let you settle in here, and
I can get back to my wrapping up my other assignments," he explained as
I popped into the bedroom.
"Yeah, I guess I can't be your only job." I took a deep breath and
opened up the closet. I wasn't sure what I expected to see, but what I
did find was a mix of dresses, skirts and blouses. There wasn't a pair
of pants to be seen. I grumbled a bit, but supposed that it made sense,
I needed to get used to being a girl, and if there was one thing that
stood out for feminine clothing it was skirts.
"So are you okay in here?" He asked after I'd gone quiet. I felt my
heart race a bit when he turned round the corner. I knew he was just
being a good handler, but a part of me felt a weird appreciation for his
concern. Having a big guy looking after me was quickly growing in its
appeal.
"Yeah, just weighing my choices. I suppose the whole lack of pants was a
strategic choice?" I motioned towards the hanging skirts.
"Yep. It's part of the whole psychological evaluation before we can send
you out. We need you to be comfortable as a woman, and we need to see
it. The only way that works is if we push you to take on the role. It
wouldn't do for you to look like a woman if you were clearly
uncomfortable, that might give you away, and we're not here to give the
other guys wins," he explained as he stood there in the doorway. I could
tell that he was looking me over. I was after all, still in just a robe,
and if he was anything like the guy I had been, he was certainly
undressing me with his eyes.
My first reaction to that realization surprised me more than anything
else. I felt myself getting a bit turned on again, and for a moment,
even considered just dropping the robe and letting him get a full view
unimpeded. Then I regain my senses, or at least enough self control not
to do that.
"Sounds reasonable." I turned my attention back to my closet and trying
very hard not to think about my newfound appreciation for the male form.
I did have to chose my new outfit after all.
"So, is there anything else I can do for you? I should get going,
otherwise. We can go over the operational details tomorrow morning, I'll
come by around nine to pick you up. How does that sound?" He asked. I
knew he must have a good deal of other work. It was always busy around
here. Still, it felt strange to be alone like this, in a strange place
and in a new body.
"Are you doing anything after hours tonight? Maybe just come by and hang
out," I asked. It felt like kind of a strange question to ask, but I
knew I'd like the company.
"Sure, I didn't want to push or anything, but I'd be happy to stop by. I
can bring dinner. How about seven?" He replied. I wondered just how much
of this was scripted, but I didn't really care. I'd only have to kill a
couple hours before he'd get back and then hopefully I could just relax
for a while.
"Sounds great," I agreed and he showed himself out. Now I was left with
figuring out my next plan. What did I want to do now that I had a couple
of free hours? I was still noticeably undressed, and rather unkempt in
general. There really hadn't been a chance to take care of it before
now.
I decided the first thing was to take a shower. I wasn't sure if I
really needed one, but somehow it just felt like the right thing to do.
Of course, it didn't hurt that my curiosity was more than ready to be
satisfied. Now that there was no one else to gawk, I could finally
really check out the new me.
It didn't hurt anything that I had a nice full length mirror hung on the
closet door. A part of my mind flashed to those fancy dressing room
setups you see on TV montages with a full set of wrap around mirrors so
you could see everything at once. I wasn't sure if I was a bit
disappointed not to have such a thing, or grateful that I didn't. One
mirror was probably enough to keep from overwhelming me.
I took a deep breath and pulled off my robe. I quickly turned to place
it on the bed and then slowly turned back. Sure, I'd caught a few peeks
before, but it was all from a rather top down perspective. I was a bit
apprehensive about what a full frontal view would really look like.
I closed my eyes, moved into position and then opened them.
"Oh shit!" I gasped as I stared at my reflection. I let out a nervous
laugh at the utterly feminine tone of my voice. I couldn't have sounded
more girly if I'd tried. As strange as it was to admit, though, my new
lighter voice was a perfect match for the girl I saw in the mirror.
I was certainly cute enough, especially with the dark rimmed glasses
sitting on top of my button nose. My face looked a fair bit younger than
the rest of my curves seemed to indicate, but I was clearly in my mid
twenties. My hair was just a bit past my shoulders, and still rather
unruly.
The rest of my body was built to kill. I was a bit on the shorter side,
and I was nicely curved without being overwhelming. I had the chest and
hips to rock just about any dress or skirt combo. I marveled a bit at my
breasts, feeling their weight tugging on my chest and the way they
seemed to always be moving the wrong way. For the moment at least I was
still hairless for the most part below the neck. I had to agree with the
doctor that it was a good look. My new pussy snuggled right between my
legs with all the appropriate sexiness.
In the end, despite a bit of mousiness, I knew I'd have no problem
getting pretty much any guy who liked girls to turn their head. It was a
strange notion. Part of me still objected to the idea, but another voice
in my head seemed to be excited about the prospect. I guessed it was all
part of the conditioning process. The contrary part of me felt so much
weaker. It was almost an intellectual echo of what had once been
profoundly dedicated emotions. That fact was rather disconcerting, but I
understood the necessity of the situation.
I was slowly starting to realize that I was looking forward to exploring
my sudden womanhood. Sure, I hadn't exactly planned on it, but it was a
temporary thing. In a few weeks or a couple of months at most, I'd be
back in my old body living my old life. For at least a little while, I'd
have a chance to see things from an entirely new perspective.
That didn't mean I wasn't nervous. I tried to think my way through
things as I prepped for the shower and stepped in. The strangest part
was just getting used to the new me. It was more than just a body, it
was the mental changes as well. The way I felt around men was entirely
new, and despite my previous objections I knew the doc was right about
me being more submissive now. I'd never been an alpha male type before,
but I could feel even more than my usual deference to others.
My mind kept going back to my handler as well. It certainly didn't help
that he'd been through a full rejuvenation when he'd gone back to being
a guy. It was just a natural consequence of the full body
transformation, but I wouldn't be surprised if he told me he'd had a lot
of little issues fixed on his way through.
It wasn't until I was in the shower and started to lather up my soft new
curves that I realized just how deeply he had affected me. My new body
was so much more sensitive than my old one, especially my breasts, but
not just there. Just feeling the water running over me was sending
pleasurable sparks up my spine. I felt like I was winding up for
something, and my thoughts bounced between various erotic musings. Most
of all though, I found myself thinking more and more about just what
Raikins would look like naked, and well, what we could do together in
that case.
Even as the notion came into focus, I barely flinched. Rather, I slid my
delicate little fingers down between my legs and started to wash my new
mound. Or at least that was the part of me that was trying to remain
somewhat dignified wanted the truth to be. My hand was on a different
mission, though, another curiosity to be satiated. Just how did a
woman's pussy feel when stroked and rubbed by her own fingers.
I gasped and moaned as I explored my tender new folds. My fingers
sparked pleasure wherever they slid. It was such a strange feeling,
pressing my fingers into soft and tender folders between my legs and
drawing out more intense feelings than I ever had as a man. It was
almost too much to take, and then I found my clit.
I almost doubled over from the shock when I stroked that most sensitive
nub. The experience was almost numbing ecstasy, and my legs quaked as I
struggled to keep control. I pulled my hand away and gripped at the
railing in the shower and allowed the feelings to subside before I went
in again. This time, I was more careful, more delicate, and I was
astounded by the rush of pleasures that flew through me. I'd certainly
masturbated before, but then the feeling had been concentrated, focused
on my throbbing cock. This was something so different. There was still a
focus between my legs, but it was softer, and the rest of my body was
awash in warm numbing pleasure.
My one hand gripped the rail as the other continued its work, driving me
crazy as water continued to flow over my naked body. I adrift in an
ocean of pleasure unlike anything I'd felt before and I just rode the
tide, higher and higher. My mind filled with erotic images, memories of
all the porn I'd watched over the years, and for the first time I saw it
in a whole new way. I was no longer being driven by the thought of being
the manly stud who got to bang all those sexy women. I thought about
being the woman, spread open and stuffed full of raging cocks. There was
no duplicity, no hesitation inside me, and when I finally felt the rush
of ultimate ecstasy explode inside me, my mind was focused on the
thought of a big hard cock releasing its seed into me.
I stood there, panting, numb with pleasure for quite a while. I was
taken aback by the intensity of my orgasm, but also the flood of
fantasies that had gone along for the ride. I realized that their
conditioning program had been far better than I would have guessed,
since I seemed to have become a rather full fledged woman with little
more than a memory of my former masculinity. The fact that this didn't
really both me, was only further evidence of just how skilled they were.
With my explorations done for now, I finished up my shower. I dried off
and brushed my hair. Somehow, I knew just how to get it all properly
primped after just a bit of trial and error. I didn't do anything fancy,
just straight with a little bit of bangs just over my eyes. It only
emphasized my youth, and I knew it would be relatively easy to maintain
if I kept this style.
Getting dressed was a bigger issue. Raikins would be coming by later. I
hadn't realized just how conflicted that would make me. Sure, I wanted
the company, but I was quickly realizing just how hot he made me, and I
wasn't sure I could control myself in his presence. Much less, if he
made a move, I knew I wasn't likely going to resist him. That only made
me question myself more. Did I want to put the moves on him?
I shook off the question for now, and went back to picking out my
clothes. I decided to keep it relatively simple. A basic blue blouse and
a matching knee length skirt. It was just about the least sexy choice I
had. That didn't mean much though, since I rocked just about any
ensemble.
To balance out my less adventurous outer wear, I went full in on the
lingerie. White silk panties with very girlish lace and a matching bra.
That was probably the closest I came to snapping back from the headlong
rush into womanhood. Putting on the bra was a mix of awkward and
decidedly feminine activity. Feeling my breasts cupped and the straps
digging in slightly around my shoulders and back made it rather hard to
forget how different this was.
With my clothes sorted out, I went about waiting. There wasn't a lot to
do in here, aside from watching TV or looking out the window. Given how
quickly I started to dwell on my situation, I decided that TV was the
better bet. After flipping through the channels, I found a good action
flick, and was happily surprised that I hadn't lost my appreciation for
random explosions and gratuitous violence. I tried to ignore the fact
that I was paying a lot more attention to the sweat dripping, muscle
bound hunks driving the action than I would have in the past. Luckily,
it had a good story and I really got into the show.
It was a perfect distraction, and I was able to get my mind off my
situation for a good couple hours. In fact, when I heard the door bell
ring, I'd almost forgotten where I was entirely until I felt my boobs
jiggling when I swung around.
I turned off the TV and went to open the door. I wasn't sure exactly
where this night was going to go, but I was going to enjoy the ride just
the same. Even if it was just dinner and pleasant conversation, I wasn't
going to be disappointed. The truth was I didn't even know what I wanted
to happen, but as soon as I started to think about it, my mind just
whirled with the possibilities. I wasn't going to let that paralyze me,
however, and quickly opened the door.
Raikins was standing there, still dressed in his plain dark suit. My
heart skipped a beat, but I was thankful when my stomach did a grumble
at seeing the pizza box in his hands. It wasn't the most creative of
foods, but I was in the mood for a nice melted mix of cheese and meat.
"Well, you do clean up pretty good." Raikins smiled as he looked down at
me. I blushed a bit, remembering again just how short I'd become. I felt
almost like a kid again as I looked up at him. My eye level was about
the middle of his chest, and I wasn't about to let myself give in to the
voyeuristic impulse that welled up for a moment.
"Thanks, I guess." I squirmed as he walked in. My thoughts bounced
around again. Part of me was happy he noticed how I looked, another was
worried about that same fact, and my imagination was busy working
through pretty much every eventuality. In the end, I just stood there,
staring up at him and acting like a deer caught in some headlights.
"Well, the pizza is getting cold. And I've got a couple of cold ones if
you're up for a brew." He lifted up a bag with the distinct silhouette
of beer bottles pressed into the sides. That just sent my brain racing
some more. At the mere suggestion of a beer, I found myself yearning to
pop one open. I don't think I ever wanted a drink more than in that
moment. Of course, the very next thing that popped into my head was the
thought that if you wanted to get into a girl's pants, getting her a bit
tipsy was a great way to get things heading in the right direction.
"I've also got some soda for you if you're not up for beers. I know some
of you analyst types don't always drink a lot." He set the bag down and
pulled the bottles out and set one on the table and opened up the
fridge. "I'll just put these away, unless you want one now."
I shook my head for a moment to clear out some of the clutter. I didn't
usually second guess myself so much, but there was a lot of new all
concentrated in the last few hours, both physical and mental. Still, I
decided that I really did want that drink. I might be a little worried
he would take advantage of me, but I still wasn't sure that I didn't
want him to do so, at least not yet.
"No, I'll take one." I stepped over and grabbed a bottle and twisted the
top off. The scent was electric. This wasn't just any old bottle, it was
from one of the finer local breweries. At least I knew Raikins had some
taste in beer, even if his choice of pizza was rather uninspired. Still,
decent pizza a great beer was a good way to start things off.
"So, table or couch?" He asked. There was really only one answer.
"Couch. I was just watching a pretty good action flick, do you know if
anything else good is on?" I quickly hopped over and claimed the prime
viewing spot.
"Hard to say, but we've got streaming here, so there's plenty of good
movies to choose from. What are you in the mood for?" He asked as he
brought over the pizza and a couple of plates. I popped open the box and
was happy to see a nice cheesy pepperoni pizza waiting for me to dig in.
I grabbed a piece and settled in.
"How about some classic sci-fi. I just got done with an action movie, so
maybe something with a bit more adventure." I hadn't realized how hungry
I was until I'd taken my first bite. I suppose it was the natural
consequence of getting my whole body rearranged. That realization didn't
stop me from wolfing down my first piece though.
He found a good classic movie, one of those blockbuster special effects
ones from the mid teens. All laser swords and space battles. I hadn't
watched it in years, but it was still a load of fun. Apparently we'd
both been kids when it had come out and we reminisced as the movie
played.
By the time the movie wrapped up, the pizza was down to one cold slice
and we'd both finished off all the beer he'd brought. In actuality, it
had only been two each, and while I could feel a bit of a buzz, I was
far from drunk. I could tell, though, that another one would have put me
well over the line. That was another revelation, I was used to being
able to drink a good four or five beers before I'd really feel it, but
as a girl, I'd have to draw the line a lot sooner if I didn't want to
pass out.
"You seem to be adapting well," he said as the movie wrapped up.
I laughed at that and pointed to my head. "Well, all the crazy is just
happening up here."
"Yeah, I know that feeling. Give it a couple of days and you'll sort it
all out. I know that's what it took for me, both ways. You wouldn't
think that getting turned back into a guy would be strange, but it was
almost worse. I'm not quite sure how to explain it." He smiled. I think
I could understand what he meant. Being a woman was a whole new thing, a
huge change in perspective, but also an opportunity for a new way of
living. Going back to your old life might feel a bit constraining after
such an experience.
"Yeah, I could see that." I nudged myself a bit closer to him. We were
both sitting up, so it wasn't hard to do, but it was pretty easy to
spot.
"Are you okay?" He asked. I blushed and squirmed a bit. I'd been
thinking about things all night. I always like to brood in the back of
my mind, and after all this I'd come to my decision. I felt a bit crazy
for it, but I really wanted it.
"Yeah, I was just thinking..." I reached up to brush my hair over an
ear. I had to fight down a giggle as I realized I'd picked up such a
girlish nervous tick. Still, I couldn't just leave my words hanging.
"You could spend the night here. If you like."
I saw his eyes go wide as he looked down at me. I had to have been beet
red as I met his gaze and hoping that he could see the sincerity in my
eyes. I knew just how forward I was being, and I felt a bit crazed, but
at this moment I felt a connection to him, and I couldn't deny that I
felt an attraction as well. I knew I didn't have to do this, but I
wanted my first time as a woman to be at my discretion and not as some
part of a performance review.
"Okay, are you sure?" He finally replied. I knew he was working through
his own considerations. He was my handler after all, we'd be working
together on this assignment. Maybe it wasn't the professional choice,
but I really didn't care right now.
"About as sure as I could be." I slid my hands behind his neck and
pulled his head down to mine and met him for a kiss. My world shook from
the sudden intimacy. I'd kissed a few women over the years, and had some
serious girlfriends, but even the notion of kissing a guy had never
occurred to me before. At this moment, however, it was the right thing
to do, and I was almost as shocked by how natural it felt. The world
hadn't ended, lightning hadn't struck me down. All I was left with was
to decide if I wanted to slip him some tongue now or later.
The weight of his lips on mine left me quivering. Even though I'd opened
the gates, he quickly took control, his arms wrapping around me and
pulling me close. I'd never felt so warm or safe as in that moment. It
was electric, and only seemed to fuel my passion more. I was eager to
throw caution to the wind, to dive in and experience the full depth of
my new womanhood.
All the nervousness and hesitation I'd been feeling fell away during
that kiss. This was my life for now, and everything I did just seemed
right. A lifetime of masculine memories were all but forgotten. Instead,
I wanted to know just how it felt to be fully female.
As he rubbed my back, I slid my hands down, over his chest and started
to rub at his sides. My fingers slid downwards, towards his center. I
could feel his cock growing hard through the his slacks. My pussy
quivered at that, excited from the effect I was having on him, and eager
to know how it would feel stuffed inside me. I started to rub the
outline of his manhood through the fabric and his breathing grew more
ragged as he shuddered.
Finally, he pulled back, gently breaking out lips apart. He looked down
at me and I blushed, flush with arousal, my hand stroking his raging
hardness. I knew he was seeing me as the youthful, eager young woman I'd
become, my chest heaving with ragged breaths and my eyes filled with
lust. I'd been aroused before, but this was something beyond anything
I'd experienced and a feeling I couldn't deny.
I didn't wait for him to think up some objection. My fingers went to
work on the buttons of my blouse. I knew we probably shouldn't be doing
this. Our jobs alone would probably have argued against it, and I knew I
wasn't in the best state of mind, as I was mildly buzzed and still in a
bit of shock from my transformation. None of that mattered to my horny
little body. I could see just how amazing Raikins was, and how strong
and hard he was as well. This wasn't the time for rational arguments,
either from my mind or his.
The buttons flew open as I worked, and my blouse quickly opened up to
reveal the lacy bra I'd picked out before. I could see in his eyes that
he liked it. I knew from experience just how nice a bit of lingerie
could spice up an encounter. It didn't hurt that my round little breasts
were just a perfect match for the cups.
He went about his own undressing, taking off his suit and tie before I'd
finished with my blouse. His shirt followed in short order and we were
soon sitting there with him topless and me with just a bra. It was my
turn to gape, as I took in his sculpted chest and toned stomach. My
stomach flipped in the best way. I never imagined I could get so aroused
just looking at a guy's chest, but my new body wasn't shy in the least.
"You really don't have to do this." He smiled down at me. I blushed a
bit. It was hard thinking about what I was doing. It wasn't just the
arousal flowing through me, it was the anxiety and curiosity as well. I
didn't want to slow down. I had to know.
I thought about what to say, but no words came. I reached back behind
me, and after a moment a fumbling, I unhooked my bra and let it slide
off. If he had any doubts about my intentions, the sight of my ripe
breasts should be enough to dissuade his concerns. I flushed as I
revealed myself. Normally, showing off my chest wasn't a big deal, as a
guy no one really cared, but now, somehow I felt far more exposed and
strangely titillated as he looked down at me. I could feel the odd
weight on my chest as my breasts hung there, jutting out for him.
He nodded and then pulled in for another kiss. His hands slid up my
sides and I quivered as his fingers caressed the soft curves of my
breasts. I moaned into his mouth when he cupped my breasts and gently
squeezed them. His touch felt so good and I pressed my chest out further
for him. That strange heat between my legs grew stronger as he molded my
softness with his hands. I couldn't do much more than stroke his back
and return his kisses.
I don't know how long we stayed like that, but as good as it felt,
another need was starting to grow inside me. I knew it was time to take
this even further. My hands started to roam randomly up and down his
back, over his arms and then finally downward. When my fingers found
their way to his belt buckle, my conflicted thoughts bounced around
again. I knew what my body wanted, I just wasn't quite ready to admit
that it was what I wanted. The throbbing need inside me was stronger
than my reservations, however, and I started to fumble my way through
unbuckling his pants.
The air of anticipation started to fill me. My stomach quivered with
excitement as I managed to free his belt and set it sailing over my
shoulder. I was still kissing him, and almost had to laugh as I
struggled with his fly. It was just an absurd thing, and yet I couldn't
slow down, not now. I had to have what was contained inside his pants,
and what little rational thought I had left wasn't about to get in the
way.
Finally, I managed to open his fly and I pulled open the sides. My hand
slipped into the opening, and my fingers slid over the long hard outline
of his cock. I felt an eager clenching between my legs. Somehow this
massive organ would fit inside me. My knowledge of anatomy and all my
experience with sex just faded away against that unreal truth. Part of
me couldn't really believe it, and the rest was excited to find out.
We kissed again, harder this time as my hand slipped inside his
waistband, and for the first time I touched another man's cock. It was
unreal, he was so hard, so hot. The feeling was familiar and yet so
completely alien. When I would have touched myself, the feeling came
back from both sides, but now all I could feel was what my hand could
tell me.
I could feel him shudder beneath me as I stroked him. I knew just how
much pleasure my delicate fingers were eliciting from his hardened
shaft. It was strangely thrilling to know he could be so easily
pleasured, and that I could be the one to do it. I'd always felt that
way when I was with a woman, and now with the roles reversed, I couldn't
deny the satisfaction I had was the same.
With his cock encircled by my fingers, I pulled back and looked into his
eyes. I could see the barely restrained lust in his eyes, and I knew I
felt the same way. There was only one thing left to do.
"I... I want you..." I panted and then leaned in for another kiss. His
lips met mine with the same wild passion and then I felt his hands slide
down. His fingers dug into my ass and before I knew it, he was standing
up, lifting me with him. I gasped in surprise as he carried me towards
the bedroom as I wrapped my arms around his neck to help me hang on.
He dropped me down onto the bed, and without a word, he reached down and
pulled my skirt and panties free with one smooth pull. I was left
wearing nothing more than my glasses and a pair of socks. I panted,
looking over the heaving slopes of my bare breasts to watch him slide
the rest of the way out of his pants and boxers. I quivered on the bed,
feeling the slightly cool air of the room tickling my naked flesh. It
was strangely titillating, as was the sight of his raging manhood
jutting out towards me.
My eyes rolled over his bare flesh as he stepped closer. I'd never
looked at a man in such a way before, and he was a perfect specimen as
only our rejuvenation tech could create. He was fit and trim, his
muscles perfectly sculpted as if he was a runner and not a body builder.
It was enough to send my feminine lusts soaring. Almost without a
thought, I spread my legs open for him, revealing my needful flesh.
"You're beautiful," he managed to say before he climbed onto the bed. I
flushed at the compliment. It was the perfect thing for him to say in
that moment. It meshed in just the right way with the feminine psyche
that was locking into place inside me.
Then he was upon me. His hands slid their way up my body, followed by
his lips. He stroked and kissed and licked up my thighs, and before I
could say anything, he pressed his lips into my feminine folds.
"Oh, oh yes!" I cried out as his tongue slid up inside me, or along me
or something. The sensation was so strange and felt so good it was
impossible for me to know just what was happening. I pressed my hips
upward, into that wonderful pleasure and he continued as I moaned and
panted with pleasure. My legs drew open even further so he could elicit
even more of that ecstasy with his mouth.
He sucked and licked and nibbled between my legs, exploring my tender
new folds as I writhed in pleasure. It was almost too much to take, and
I could feel something even more powerful building inside me, a tension
that cried out for release. Each time it grew stronger, tighter, and he
would ease off, letting me simmer, before pressing higher again. It was
torture of the worst sort, one of pleasure denied instead of pain
inflicted.
"Please! Oh, god, please!" I gasped between ragged pants as he drew me
to another ragged peak. His touch inflaming everything inside me. He
held me at the edge as I quivered, not knowing what was beyond and yet
knowing I needed to discover it. Then, with one long lick he pulled up
and began moving up my body again.
He was faster now, his kisses and strokes more determined. He worked his
way up my heaving belly and then he found my sumptuous breasts. For a
moment he lingered there, squeezing and suckling on my soft chest as I
panted and the raging pleasure started to ebb just slightly. I ached and
yearned for more, even as I squirmed beneath him. His touch was still
lighting fires inside me, the way his fingers molded my breasts and his
tongue traced my aching nipples. It was almost too much for me.
He didn't stop for long and I gasped as his lips rained kisses up my
neck and then his teeth came nibbling on my ear. Shivers of raw pleasure
shot up my spine. His hands continued to stroke and press into my chest,
and just as I could take no more, I felt something slide against my
seething folds. For a moment, I was so lost that I wondered what it was
pressing against me, and then I realized in a flurry what it was.
Any hesitation, and doubt about what I wanted next had long since been
washed away. I was lost to the crazy pleasures of the flesh, and when I
felt him rubbing his length against my dripping nether lips I drew my
legs open, braced myself and pulled his lips to mine. I assaulted his
lips with eager kisses, and then when he paused with his manhood resting
against my gates, I pulled back and looked up into his eyes again.
"Take me." I went in for another quick passionate kiss. "Please."
He leaned down and pressed his lips into mine again. Then he drew close,
his hands pausing their assault and I could feel nothing aside from the
movement of his cock between my legs, sliding along my slit. I could
feel the tip gently parting my lips as he slid down and moved into
position. I panted, clutching at his arms as I felt him pressing against
my gates. It felt both natural and bizarre, an exposure I couldn't
imagine and yet a yearning to be filled that I couldn't deny.
Without another word, I felt him press down, and I could feel myself
stretching open to take him. I threw my head back at the impossible
sensation of him sliding deeper, parting my flesh and filling me. He
pushed slowly as I panted, my whole world consisting of the passage
between my legs. Then he would pull back, just a bit, and thrust gently
forward, working even further into my depths.
I held my legs open, clenching against that pleasurable invader as it
drove ever deeper. I couldn't believe how good it felt, how amazing the
fullness was, or how much I yearned for more. My breaths grew deeper and
more passionate as he split me open. I didn't know how much more I could
take when I finally felt his balls press between my legs. I felt a
shudder fun all the way up my body at the final realization that I had
every inch of his massive girth throbbing inside me.
The passion inside me now seemed to boil over. I kissed him, stroked him
and most of all I ground my hips against him. He returned every gesture,
and with impossibly constrained force, he pulled back, slowly drawing
his cock out of my seething folds and then with one smooth thrust, he
drove all the way into my depths again.
"Oh, yes!" I moaned as I felt his cock fill me again. He was pressing
against me now, my bare flesh sliding against his, my breasts rubbing
against his hard chest. It was such a uniquely feminine feeling, to be
impaled and dominated so completely, and I was in awe of the erotic
power of the moment. I couldn't deny myself any of the pleasures of my
new body as I ground my hips into his. "Fuck me! Oh god, fuck me hard!"
He didn't disappoint me. His hips began thrusting harder, driving into
me again and again. I did my best to meet his thrusts as I kissed and
licked his face. I dug my fingers into his back. It was all so intense
and with each amazing thrust, I could feel that tension building again,
drawing tighter.
I cried out in ecstasy as he thrust into my eager writhing flesh. Just
as he had with his tongue, he would drive me to the point where I was
about to explode and then let me hover there, just at the edge before
easing me back. I would wail at the denied release and then he would
push again, pressing me into another even more intense height. Over and
over again he did this until I was rabid with lust.
I was beyond words now, torn at the edge of raw pleasure and then I felt
him draw his cock out of me, until it was poised at the very edge with
my nether lips wrapped around his bulbous head. I seethed for a moment
and then he began thrusting again, harder and deeper than I thought
possible. It was all I could do to hold myself in place as I begged for
more.
Then it broke, that raging tension, that flaming need exploded and my
whole body quaked with pleasure as he drove hard into my flesh. I wailed
as raw pleasure flooded me. I could feel his thrusts grow even more
intense and then he drove deep, and my insides flooded with warmth. I
knew he was coming inside me, his seed flowing into my depths and that
only drove my passions even higher.
I wailed as I drew him close, pulling his body tight against mine. It
felt so good, the pleasure smashing through every thought and every part
of my body from the tips of my toes to the top of my head. It was all I
could do just to hold him and take deep breaths as I reveled in the
depths of my first womanly orgasm.
We stayed like that for some time, neither of us wanting to break away
from that moment. I could feel that he was still hard inside me as my
senses slowly returned. The savage needs of my new body had been
satisfied for an instant, but now that I had explored these new depths
of pleasure, I wasn't quite ready to stop just yet.
"That was amazing." I gave him a quick peck on the cheek.
"I'm glad you like it." He gave me a goofy smile back. I knew for a fact
that he'd enjoyed himself as well. Not that I blamed him in the least. I
would have been just as happy if I'd gotten to fuck a hot little number
like myself when I'd been a guy.
"So..." I started to stroke his arm gently. "When do you think you'll be
ready for round two?"
A flash of surprise crossed his face and then an even wider smile grew
in. I guessed that it wouldn't be long. I laughed a bit, never expecting
that I'd be quite so precocious at a time like this. For the moment this
was all in good fun. Tomorrow, I'd have to be serious, there was a
mission waiting for me, but for tonight I could let loose. I wasn't
about to let him off the hook so easily. I had a lot more to learn about
being a woman, and there was no time like the present.
To be continued...
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