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“Good morning, sis!” I sang. “Nice bedhead!”

Lara squinted at me from the doorway to the darkroom. She released a giant yawn into the cabin before speaking. “Morning ... Uh, what the hell are you doing in an apron?”

“Making breakfast!”

“I thought I smelled something good, but then I remembered who I live with and was like, nah, can’t be. What’s the deal? Wait, are you making boxty?”

“Fuck yeah!”

She came close and scrutinized my meal preparation. “You do realize the twins aren’t here, right?”

“You don’t say?” I rejoined. “I know how to make it, though. I got the recipe from Mom.”

“What I’m saying is, that’s a lot of potatoes.”

“I hope you’re hungry, then.”

“I am, but that’s still a shitload of them!”

I laughed. “Well, actually I thought we could bring Gwen a little gift, after we say goodbye to Shan and Colin.”

Lara rubbed my arm. “Nice try, but she’s still going to hate you,” she consoled.

“Oh, I know she still will ... In fact, I’m counting on that!”

She considered the ingredients. “Hmm ... If these are for Gwen, then you’re missing something.”

“Nope,” I said, shaking the recipe. “Triple checked.”

Lara gave me a dismissive look as she returned to the bedroom. I went about stirring the flour into the potato mixture, and in another moment, she returned with the missing ingredient. It took me a long while to stop laughing.

“For Gwen’s portion, anyway!” she said, holding out the pair of joints.

“That’s fucking brilliant, Lara! But damn, I feel bad for her. She’s only going to want to eat spiked boxty for the rest of her life now.”

“Sucks to be her.” She rubbed my shoulder affectionately. “Need some help?”

“Sure!”

“Well, that’s too bad,” she said, yawning. “Wake me up when they’re ready!”

I rolled my eyes even as I unrolled the secret ingredient...

Into the bowl it went.

“Time to go?” Lara asked me.

I sighed from the couch where I was relaxing. “I guess. Where are we meeting them?”

“Belinda’s.”

“At least the food will be good,” I moped.

“Aw, come on,” Lara scolded. “Don’t turn this into a dirge for them.”

“I’ll try not to. Their camping trip is going to be awesome. But I just don’t know how many more goodbyes I can take,” I said quietly.

Lara came close and gave me a hug. “Hey ... If it’s any consolation, there’s pretty much no one else left that can leave now.”

I let out a sad laugh. “Wow, you should really think about a career in grief counseling. ‘Sorry your wife died, but at least she can’t die on you ever again ... So be happy for that!’”

She slapped my shoulder. “Stop it.”

“What, it’s true ... Actually, thanks, though. I needed a laugh.”

She smiled at me. “Of course you did. And I was wrong, anyway. There’s still Gwen, right?”

I laughed heartily this time. “Funny that. The one person left to me right now has hated me since the day she saw me.”

“Well, I’m still here,” Lara said, her eyes glinting. “As always.”

I nodded. “You are ... And you have no idea how grateful I am for that, sis.”

“Oh, I do. Now let’s roll, or we’ll be late to meet them.”

“Okay. Here, take the boxty bag,” I said, handing it to her. “I’ll meet you in the car in a sec.”

When I hopped into the passenger seat a minute later, Lara narrowed her eyes at me. As she saw what I held in my hand, I sensed the same pang in her that I’d felt a moment earlier.

I smiled wistfully at her. “Ready to do this?”

“As much as I’ll ever be.”

You’re so amazing, Lara...

“Man, I’m going to miss them,” I said, as Lara and I drove away from Belinda’s.

“Is it just me, or do you feel like going camping with them?”

I laughed. “I almost asked, believe me. But the last thing they’re going to want is us cramping their style.”

“I know. Shannon sure has changed a lot in the last six months.”

I grinned. “Too many snowstorms,” I suggested.

Lara gave me a sidelong glance. “Snowstorms? More like too much talking to you, I think... !”

“Not nearly enough, sadly.”

Lara patted my arm. “Well, I’m really happy for them. Now come on, one more stop, then we can go home and soak it all off.”

The drive was a bit surreal. Lunch with Shannon and Colin had indeed been a blast, but it was also another stark reminder that things were going to be very different going forward. No more Quiet Mile, and no more sharing the darkroom with my friend.

Soon we came to Gwen’s street and Lara pulled into an empty space a few doors down. I glanced at my sister as we walked up to the house with our gift. She took my hand and squeezed it as she rapped on the door. There was some music playing inside, so after a while she knocked much louder. Eventually the door swung open. Distorted guitars and double-kick drum patterns blared at us; an impatient Gwen glared at us.

“What the hell are you doing here?”

The question was mostly addressed to me, I could tell.

“Nice to see you too, Gwen,” I deadpanned. “How are you this lovely afternoon?”

She made a foul face at me. “Really? You’re going to go with that? Fuck off then.”

“Come outside,” Lara called out, having to raise her voice as the metal swelled.

“Why?”

We stood still, patiently amused, saying nothing. Gwen stared for far too long. Finally she grunted and stepped out, muffling the music with the closed door.

“What do you want?”

“We never really told you how much ass you kicked on the recording,” Lara said.

“So we wanted to say thanks,” I added cheerily, since Gwen’s joyous mood was so contagious.

“Are we at an AA meeting or something? Cut the mushy crap and get to the fucking point.”

“We brought you three of your favorite things,” I said.

“Pot and boxty! Mixed and baked into one tasty treat!” Lara sang.

“That’s two things,” she remarked, frowning at me.

“Uhhh...” I held up my hand and struggled to count to three, as Lara tittered at my idiot act. “Oh shit, you’re right!” I finally cried. “Sorry, but I ate some on the way over, and now I’m kind of feeling, well ... baked!”

Gwen just about threw up on me. “I swear, you’re the lamest shit I’ve ever seen,” she spat.

I grinned and handed the paper bag to her. Then we started to walk away, Lara still laughing quietly as she jingled her keys.

“What’s the third thing!” Gwen called out after a moment.

I spun around, walking backward for a few steps. “It’s the ‘fucking point’, Gwen...”

It does matter, Gwen ... All of it.

And you helped me realize that, so yeah...

“Enjoy the rest of your summer!” I called.

I shivered as I turned away again. While we crossed her lawn, I heard the sound of rummaging, then silence, and then some paper ripping. I grinned at Lara and we braced ourselves. I’d been hoping she’d just curse and go back inside, but for once Gwen wasn’t true to form.

“Hey, wait!” she yelled.

We stopped at the end of her driveway as she slowly neared, giving us an uncertain look.

“Are these real, or are you fucking with me?” she asked.

“Of course,” Lara replied with brutal ambiguity. I tried not to laugh as Gwen processed the situation.

“The show sold out a long time ago,” she finally said, as she narrowed her eyes at me.

“They’re real!” I insisted. “And we can’t go. Do you ... think you can use them?” I teased, just because I could.

She glared at me as she slapped the envelope against her open palm. “Can I use them? Are you fucking mental?”

“Oh, good!” I drawled exaggeratedly as we started walking again. “And you even have a whole month before the show to try and make two friends so they can go with you!”

“Well, it sure as shit won’t be you I invite!” Gwen barked at me. “I still hate you!”

“Awesome, because I was actually counting on that!” I called back. “Otherwise we wouldn’t have given them to you!”

“And Raven, thanks for the food. You know I love you, right? I’m just talking to your dickwad brother.”

Well, maybe she is true to form, in the end!

Lara turned and gave Gwen a huge grin. “I know. See you around, huh?”

“Nah, don’t count on it. With a little luck I’ll find a band there that’ll hire me and I’ll never see this shithole again ... Yeah, in fact, you know what? Perkins is fucking going down!”

She roared, a primal sound that echoed off the neighboring houses. The music from her house swelled and then faded as she disappeared back to her lair.

“Congrats on the license, bro.”

I swirled the water of the pool, watching the whirl travel over to her. “Yeah. Kind of ironic since I walk everywhere I need to go these days, though.”

Lara sniffed. “I’m sure you’ll want to drive somewhere eventually.”

“Eventually ... Actually, there is one place I’ve been thinking about going.”

“Where?”

“New Paltz.”

She frowned. “What for? To pick up another necklace you haven’t told me about?”

“Yeah, yeah, get those digs in while you can,” I said sheepishly.

She only gave me the sweetest smile.

“No,” I continued. “I was thinking more like a tattoo.”

Her smile grew dubious. “Get out.”

“I’m serious.”

She rose a little as she eyed me. “Really? Of what?”

“Of my character. My Trilogy symbol.”

“Hmm...” Lara sank back to her previous position, pensive for a time. “That actually sounds kind of cool. Where would you get it?”

I held up my left palm toward her and pointed to my inner wrist.

She nodded appreciatively. “Nice. But what will Moms think?”

I shrugged. “Once I get it, not much they can do. Maybe they’ll abandon me at a festival or something! Anyway, it won’t be huge. Just black ink, simple. A reminder to not be a total idiot at all times. And I’ll be able to see it when I’m doing my favorite things. When I’m playing guitar, taking pictures, fly fishing ... My inner left wrist is always facing me.”

“Don’t forget your other favorite activity,” she added.

“What?”

She made a masturbatory motion with her hand.

“Oh, fuck off!” I cried.

She giggled. “Or maybe you use your right hand for that, I can’t remember now!”

“You never quit, do you?”

“Let’s do it,” she breathed, moving closer to me.

I stared at her. “What are you talking about?”

“I’ll get my character. On my right wrist.”

“Really?”

“Yeah. I’m serious. Let’s go, tomorrow,” she said, excitement in her voice.

I nodded slowly, before remembering my issue. “Well, I would, but there’s one little problem.”

“What?”

“I don’t remember the symbols.”

Lara’s eyes widened. “Oh shit, you gave the negatives to Gwen by mistake!”

I smiled, for my sister certainly was sharp.

“I can call her,” she said. “She’d probably give them back. I think she likes me well enough.”

That’s definitely true... !

“If she even has them anymore,” I played along.

“Worth a shot.”

But Lara hadn’t seen me collect the envelope from my desk the other day, so she couldn’t know.

“Well, actually, Gwen doesn’t have them. I was just messing with you,” I explained. “I took them out and they’re still in my drawer. The problem is I can’t remember which one is yours and which is mine!”

“Oh.” Lara stared into the corners. “Hmm ... Yeah, that is kind of annoying!”

“And the one person who would know, well, she’s not answering her phone.”

“Umm ... You haven’t even tried.”

“True,” I sniffed. “But yeah, I can’t remember ours. I knew Heather’s when I made the necklace mostly because I remembered her painting it on her chest with the lipstick in your room that night you played the Trilogy game.”

Lara swallowed. “Yeah, hard to forget that image. That was pretty hot.”

“Anyway, I’ve tried to picture it every which way to Sunday, but no go. You don’t remember, do you? Or even if my picture was on the left, or yours? If so, I could tell by the angle of the cuts, but...”

“I don’t remember. Maybe if I see them.”

“We can look when we get out,” I said.

“We could also just look the characters up in the library.”

“Hmm. Yeah, that could work.”

“Or ask someone from school who might know Chinese.”

I sat up a bit, grinning now and even feeling foolish that this obvious solution hadn’t even crossed my mind. “That’s even better. Would Alice know?”

Lara sniggered. “She knows like two words of Chinese.”

“What, ‘porn’ and ‘movie’?” I joked.

“Who never quits?” Lara retorted, though she was laughing knowingly.

“Fine, tie game, then. One for each. But you always end up winning these, and you know it!”

She stuck her tongue out at me.

“Anyway, what about Alice’s mom?” I suggested.

She shook her head. “Her mom probably knows like three words. She’s more American than we are. But we could ask, I guess.”

Who else knows Chinese... ?

Then I bolted to my feet, an explosion of water splashing everywhere.

“What’s wrong with you?” Lara asked as she wiped the drips from her face.

“I just had the most random thought!”

“Well, out with it before you drown me.”

“Bill!”

Lara looked extremely dubious. “Bill Neely? I really doubt he knows Chi—”

“No, Bill from Montauk!”

Her face shifted again even as it retained a veneer of doubt. “Really? That is fucking random. Why do you think he’d know?”

“He’s into martial arts, and I’m willing to bet she might even have picked these things up from him. And like I said, completely random thought. But sometimes you have to go with that, especially when it comes to a certain girl.”

Lara nodded slowly. “Makes sense, I guess. But how will you get ahold of him? Do you actually have his number?”

“No. But come on, let’s go! You can look at the negatives while I try to figure it out. And if it doesn’t work, there’s always the dictionaries at the library tomorrow.”

“But I want to get the tattoo tomorrow,” she pouted.

“Then get moving!”

A bit later we were in my room, having showered and dressed in record speed. Lara was studying the negatives in the sunset light, trying to jog her memory. At last, she shook her head at me.

“I just don’t remember what order the photos were in, or which symbols were on us. Sorry.”

“Yeah, and it would kind of suck to get the wrong ones, you know?”

Lara smiled at me. “Well, it wouldn’t be the end of the world if I had you on my body, and you had me on yours.”

I sniffed. “Yeah, yeah, aren’t you funny ... And, by the way, the score’s now two to one, just so you know.”

She just smiled primly at me. “I win, then.”

“Told you!”

“So what’s my prize? It better be good!”

I rolled my eyes and picked up the phone. “Okay, let’s see if this works.” As I was about to dial, I paused and took a long look at Lara. “Sometimes I feel so fricking ridiculous, you know?”

“Oh, I’ve known that forever, bro.”

I nodded. “Good, it’s not just me then.”

I didn’t really have high hopes of reaching Bill. Lara’s idea of phoning a classmate was far more reasonable and likely would prove more fruitful. Still, something nagged at me, so I dialed.

As it turned out, it took exactly three phone calls to reach Heather’s friend.

“Hello, Mrs. Martin, it’s Matt...”

A burst of nerves decayed quickly as it became clear that the situation at the Martins’ house remained the same as when I’d visited a couple of weeks earlier. After some small talk, Mairead looked up Bill’s parents’ number in her phonebook. This had the slight disadvantage of creating a wisp of hope in her, that I’d heard from her daughter, but I told her that we only had a martial arts question. After saying goodbye, I dialed again.

“Hello, is Bill there?”

I claimed to be an acquaintance and mentioned Heather’s name, and like a secret code word, this immediately gained me access to Bill’s number in California.

I gave Lara a hopeful smile and then dialed the 415 area code.

“Hello?”

The voice was vaguely familiar. Another jolt of nerves shot through me before I spoke. Lara squeezed my arm.

“Hey Bill, this is Matt. You probably don’t remember me, but I’m the—”

“Oh, hey man! What’s up?”

I did a double take, as his greeting was overly friendly for someone he’d only met twice about a year ago, and both of those under very dubious circumstances.

“Um, I think you’re thinking of someone else,” I ventured.

“Aren’t you the Matt I’ve met in Montauk?”

Lara and I glanced at each other in amazement. “Whoa, are you serious? You recognized my voice?”

He laughed. “Yeah, sort of. But also, I don’t really know any other Matts. Believe it or not! And also...”

“Also what?”

“And ... nothing. Sorry, that was it. What’s up?”

Things felt surreal now, and my neck prickled. Maybe he has Jonah’s thing that says who’s calling ... Or maybe even Heather’s sitting right there next to him... !

“Um ... Well, I’m looking to see if you can help me out with something. I know this is totally random that I’m calling you, but I thought maybe there’s a chance you might know.”

Bill was silent for a bit. “Okay,” he said carefully.

“Heather, uh, she once drew these three Chinese characters, kind of like—Well, it’s a bit of a long story, but—”

I could now hear Bill chuckling softly. Lara pressed her ear even closer to the receiver.

“What’s so funny?” I asked.

“Oh, nothing. Go on, though!”

“Well, I thought that since you’re into martial arts, and you’ve known her for a long time, you might know about them and help me figure out which one means...”

His chuckle had turned into a full-on belly laugh so I trailed off.

“I’m so sorry,” he managed between chortles, “but I don’t think I’m going to be able to help you!”

I felt a bit embarrassed and very much confused for a second. “Why not? I can describe the characters.”

“Oh, I know the ones, trust me. I can’t help you though!”

“But I just want to know which one is—”

Then clarity slammed into me like an arrow.

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 16 Once

I tried delaying our hike for a day. I really did. Although Heather’s ankle was sore after she removed the ski boots in the lodge, by the time we got home it was already feeling a little better. She could certainly get around, since it mostly hurt only when putting sideward pressure on it. Skiing was probably out for a few days, at least, but a walk through the woods was not worth postponing. Or so she said. I was of two minds. Twenty-four hours of extra rest would allow more time for her to...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 17 See the Light

The music store wasn’t too far from the jeweler’s shop, so Heather and I walked there. “I mean, I get it, now,” I said, still caught up in the surprising meaning of the Chinese symbol she now wore around her neck. “Oh, I think you got it a long time ago,” Heather said. “It’s just a word, Matt. It has no meaning on its own.” “I know, I know. It’s just ... most people would find it kind of...” “Weird,” she supplied. “You said it, not me,” I laughed. “It is what it is.” “Yeah ... Anyway,...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 18 Mountain Stream

Three girls, three cameras... And me, tagging along, superfluous but certainly enjoying myself. I offered to be their model a few times, but they seemed to prefer photographing each other. And there was the teasing, of course. Endless. “Nice, Muireann!” Heather chirped. “You’ve learned a lot about photography, I can tell.” “She has a good eye,” Shannon agreed. “Matt has been teaching me.” “Which makes it all the more surprising!” Funny... But even there, I was given three cute grins,...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 19 Burning Fires

Admittedly, I was slightly apprehensive as we pulled into our clearing that evening after our day of skiing. Heather, alone with Tommy all day... The snow was falling heavily again through the headlight beams. Both Frej’s and the Martins’ cars were parked in the same positions they had been that morning, and they remained covered in several inches of snow. Oddly, there were no lights on in the main house. Maybe Muireann was rubbing off on me, because for a few seconds I had a panicked vision...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 20 Sleep in the Dark

Mairead and Aongus left after lunch the next day, forced to end their vacation earlier than Frej and Heather due to the demands of the business they owned. I was indeed grateful for the Danishman’s generosity in allowing Heather to remain for another three days. The Martins’ departure left a rather obvious hole in our daily schedule. After dinner was cleared and we sat around the table, it suddenly seemed remarkably silent. The positive feedback loop between Tommy and Aongus had been...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 21 Mother Time

I was grateful for the band. Heather’s departures were never a good thing for me, inevitably the start of a long slide down into wistful distance, but the fact that I could go from our final embrace to playing my guitar within fifteen minutes was at the very least a welcomed distraction. “So we need to start thinking about a set for the battle,” I said, once we’d played a few numbers to warm up and clear the farewell feelings as best we could. “We have six originals, so we’ll need another...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 22 The Bed That We Made

The week passed slowly and somewhat agonizingly, since Gwen couldn’t rehearse again until the following weekend, and the homework was being laid on thick. I was anxious to make as much progress as we could on the set, which we still hadn’t quite settled on. Certainly as the battle approached, I was imagining more and more how it might turn out, even though I knew that daydreaming about the glories of winning was a dangerous game. Things could turn out so many different ways, surely, but in...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 23 Soon Irsquoll Be Gone

If I hadn’t been sure that Tommy had Dr. Kendall in his back pocket, that was put to rest in study hall the following Tuesday. Carmen, Tommy, and I were walking along the outside of the school building, on our way to the fields as was our habit now, when the principal rounded the far corner and came toward us. “Uh oh,” Carmen said. “Caught.” “Principal alert,” I whispered, for Tommy’s benefit. The three of us laughed quietly, all of us wearing shades as was our other habit these days. “We...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 24 The Regrets of a Fool

Carmen was disappointed but seemed understanding when I called her to let her know that we didn’t have room for her after all. It was a bit strange to talk to her on the phone, something that I didn’t think I’d ever done before. Odd, considering we were together for a while. Then again, this fact was testament to how messed up that time had been for me. Saturday evening arrived, and it was not without some anxiety that we packed the gear into Colin and Shannon’s vehicles. While my moms...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 26 Hard to See

“Hello?” “Oh hi, Mrs. Martin. How are you?” “Matt ... It’s me,” Heather said. I jerked in my chair. “What... ? No way! You said ‘Hello’!” “I guess I did.” This must be part of a joke... “Okay ... Where have you been? We were supposed to talk on Wednesday, remember?” “What day is it today?” Heather asked. I was quiet for a second. “It’s Friday? Seriously, is everything all right? You answered weird ... Well, you answered normally, which is weird for you. And you really don’t know what...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 27 Red Lines

I was surprisingly alert when Tommy and I slipped into Frej’s car at a quarter of six, just as the light was starting to make itself known in the east. I let Tommy have the front so I could squeeze against Heather in the back. “Good morning, my love,” she whispered, and immediately I wondered if I was overdressed for the warmth she caused in me. Maybe forgetting all my clothes at home would be okay after all. Damn kissing ban, though... “Is your man coming with us today?” Tommy asked...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 28 Burning Heart

Lara responded so sweetly when I asked if she could entertain the twins, that I took her into a surprisingly hard hug. We were alone in my room, so I made no effort to hold back. “Easy there, bro,” she warned, even as she returned the tight embrace. “I’m so sorry about the underwater thing,” I breathed. “I still feel terrible about it.” “No sweat. I know you didn’t do it on purpose, because you hate doing laundry. And now you’re stuck doing it every day!” I laughed. “True. But it’s the...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 29 Last Place for a Landing

It was strange to wake up. I was still on the couch, but Heather was gone, and I was horizontal and covered by a blanket. I could hear my moms and aunt chatting in the living room, since I was occupying their usual morning hangout spot. Then again, the sun was bright and the shadows on the porch floor were well past parallel to the wood beams, suggesting that my first meal of the day would be called ‘late lunch’ and certainly not ‘breakfast’. So, I really took their usual afternoon spot......

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 30 Jump

I think I’m half-Danish... It took me a moment, I’ll admit. It was perhaps like seeing someone on a distant hill make an odd movement, and only realizing a long second later that it was the head-on motion of an archer having released an arrow to fly forth from her bow. It took me a moment, yes, but then that five-word missile arrived, slamming into my heart with surgical precision. The world seemed to spin. I only knew one Danish person, and I knew him quite well. I struggled to hold her...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 31 Steer it True

“Do you wish this never happened?” she asked quietly. I turned to look at Heather, her face illuminated by the fading twilight. Until now, Heather had not spoken in the half-hour or so since I’d silently confirmed her connection to Frej. I didn’t mind the quiet, because I had much to think about myself. The pier was strangely deserted, and we’d migrated to the gazebo to sit. “Why do you say that?” I asked. “Because it really puts a new light on everything.” “It does, it does,” I agreed....

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 32 Coming into View

I was just about to make a call when Lara poked her head into my room. “Back to the telephone life, huh?” she said, giving me a sympathetic look. “Yep. Hard times again.” “You could’ve been born a hundred years ago,” she observed, “and then you wouldn’t even have had the phone.” “If I’d been born a hundred years ago, I would’ve missed out on her completely. And on you too, sis ... But I’m glad for the phone either way.” Lara nodded thoughtfully. “True. Come up to the cabin when you’re...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 33 Flames and Scars

On Monday, I was very relieved to get summoned to the principal’s office. Despite the amused looks I got from my classmates, I was feeling pretty high. Dr. Kendall had been silent since our meeting the previous week, a bit worrisome since the time before May wasn’t exactly abundant. But I trusted in his promise, and now it seemed we’d be shifting into gear. When I stepped into his office, another man was already sitting in one of the chairs. He looked vaguely familiar. I took the initiative...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 34 The Pedals of My Mind

“Sorry I stole your bed,” Lara said, giving me a sheepish grin as she wandered out of my room the next morning. I shrugged. “The couch is comfortable enough.” “I didn’t mean to fall asleep. We were working on lyrics, you know, and ... Yeah. Where is everyone?” “Colin’s not here yet, and Gwen came by a while ago but just grabbed Muireann and took off. And you and Tommy have been sleeping like logs.” “Where did Gwen take her?” “Beats me. She said they’d be back in a few...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 35 Split in Two

“Hello?” Uh oh ... That’s not good... “I don’t like the sound of that,” I said. “The last time you answered ‘Hello’ was—” “Good evening, Matt,” Mairead interrupted. “Oh, hi, Mrs. Martin!” “Heather is not here,” she added, her voice quite amused. I would’ve laughed, except that I suddenly realized how close I’d just been to revealing Heather’s secret. Holy shit... ! Way too close. “I’m sorry about that just now,” I explained, my skin prickling. “Sometimes Heather, well ... She’ll...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 36 Shooting Star

The scene at Smith Park, when we pulled in around noon, was rather astonishing. The light scaffolds loomed over the stage, and for a long moment I stood by the car door in complete shock. We’re going to be playing on that... ! “Are you coming, lad?” Tommy asked, having already seized his guitar and equipment bag from the trunk. I snapped out of it and went to grab my own things. “Yeah. It’s just that ... it looks pretty damn neat, man.” He grinned. “I’m sure it does. Now let’s go set...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 37 The Levers of My Heart

The post-concert went by in a rush. People came and went, to greet us, share their joy and emotions. The twins and Lara in particular were mobbed, which was fine with me. I’ve had just about as much excitement as I can take... After hugging the people closest to me, I slipped back up to the stage again, grateful for the banality of winding cables, collapsing mic stands, and the opportunity to help the sound and lighting crews get their work done just a little faster. They’d been amazing...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 38 The Point of Dying

Away... From us... To say these words affected me would be a vast understatement. The massive upwelling that I’d seen a moment earlier in Heather’s eyes, that flood which would destroy everything around ... It suddenly burst out of the sea. Nothing prepared me for its impact. My throat constricted and suffocation beckoned, caressing me gently into blackening edges. “Why?” I tried to ask, but the sound was grotesque, a pitiful gurgle at best. “Shh, shhhh,” she consoled through tears,...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 39 Gone to Ground

On the day that our connection was severed, I was roused by a warm hand caressing my face, the fingers leaving behind energetic currents. “Good morning, my love...” I opened my eyes all at once. The sun was just barely tinting the sky, and I was disoriented, wondering why the couch felt odd. It took me a moment to realize that I was down in the main house. Memories abruptly returned in a panicked rush. The night before, after partying for a while, the three of us had taken to Lara’s old bed...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 40 The Last Day of a Quiet War

The long work of pulling the concert together had fully caught up and crashed into me. That wasn’t the source of my problems, though, or I would’ve simply slept hard for a few days and been done with it. If I’d wanted to take a ‘sick’ day or two to stay home from school, no one would have batted an eyelid, for any of us. I wouldn’t have even had to fake a fever, holding the thermometer against a hot light bulb. I could just cash in on good karma. Instead, on Wednesday I’d found myself...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 41 Strip it All Away

“So, how much of this will you tell Tommy?” It was the first thing Muireann had said in some time, having grown progressively more reticent as I revealed my secrets to her, one by one. There were many, so it had taken a long while. But they were out, now... All of them. “Tommy...” I murmured. “Yeah, I’m not sure.” “He’s very fond of Lara.” I sniffed. “I know that. You think he’ll be weirded out?” “I can’t say for sure. And what about her?” I frowned. “Lara? She knows all of this...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 42 This Fraying Cord

I was waiting for Muireann to emerge from the restroom before we headed to photography class, when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I figured she was playing the other-shoulder trick to get me to look the wrong way, but I was surprised to find Bruno there after all. “Oh, hey man ... What’s up?” I greeted. “We need to talk,” he said quietly, glancing anxiously down the hall. “Hm. Let me guess ... Pete?” “Yeah. Are you heading to class? I can walk with you.” “I am, but ... I need to wait for...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 43 Endless Honeycomb

That evening, I was once again drained. Despite the temporary refueling that Muireann had gifted me in the pool after the terror of Pete’s episode, the subsequent rehearsal of Other Side had eventually sapped me. I could also tell that Muireann was almost as wiped as I was. The song was intense. It was a great relief when we both settled down into our beds in the main room of the cabin, her on the cot and me on the couch. “The downside of sleeping out here is that you can’t go to bed until...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 44 A Sweeter Hell

Pete didn’t attend school the rest of the week. The two times I called over to his house, I hung up as soon as I heard his dad answer. Even Bruno said that he hadn’t been able to talk to him since the day he canned Skinner. I was feeling unsettled again, but I held on to the hope that whatever was in motion was happening out of sight. It was all I could do, besides barging over there again and trying to force another chat. In the meantime, I made sure that all my other irons were still in...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 45 The Best Part of Us

The talent show was in full swing. Ready or not, the acts were cycling on and off the stage with inevitable tempo. This time around, Green Space had opened the show, and The Nameless would soon close it. “I hope Pete keeps it together,” I said to Lara, as we stood in the wing watching a kid play a rather impressive classical piece on the piano. “He will. Muireann seems to have a calming influence on him.” “Yeah, I noticed. She’s been so helpful in dealing with Pete these last few weeks, I...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 46 Bleed Again

It was early evening on Sunday and the final music marathon was coming to an end, our last opportunity for rehearsing as a full band before Jonah’s concert the following weekend. Gwen was particularly intent about everything, calling out any and all problems she heard, and by now we didn’t question her judgment or ear. The only unknown was if we had the skill to do whatever she asked of us. Usually we did, even if it meant practicing it thirty times. Or more, in my case... But now it was...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 47 The Point of Taking

We arrived at Jonah’s in the early afternoon as arranged. He emerged from the side door of the Castle, grinning broadly. “What’s up, motherfuckers!” “Fella’s in a better mood than usual,” Tommy quipped. “Aye, probably this is his highest form of greeting,” Muireann added. We exchanged fist bumps, handshakes, and shit-eating grins. “This event is going to be the jewel in the Castle’s crown, I’m fucking telling you!” he gushed. “You’ve been busy,” Lara said, looking around at the yard...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 48 Down On My Knees

Sunday was a complete waste. I spent the morning dead to the world, vaguely aware of being moved from Jonah’s cabin to Shannon’s car, and then to Colin’s recliner. At least the world was happy about something, because whenever I was semi-conscious I could mostly hear laughing around me. In retrospect, I was obviously being hidden from my folks until such time that I was with it again; that turned out to be late afternoon. Well, maybe not ‘with it’, but a few hours before dinner I finally...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 49 Down by the Shoreline

I slumped in the front seat as Sarah started the car. She drove slowly, winding through the short-term parking lot, then out into the seemingly hundreds of ramps and exchanges that strangled the airport like a concrete octopus. Eventually the stress of navigating lanes and fighting off aggressive taxis dissipated as she started heading east on the Southern State Parkway. East, yes, because we had a stop to make. In fact, the twins would be sleeping in their own beds again before I did. Then...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 50 Fall In

The elation and fright of what I’d just done with the necklace still fluttered violently in me when I arrived at my destination a little while later. I could still go back to the pier... ‘It was all a mistake, Darya ... A joke... !’ I swiped the ridiculous idea aside as I stared at the house. There was no need to climb the stairs and knock, on the chance that anyone would be there. The ‘For Sale’ sign out front and lack of decorations on the porch were enough indication that they’d moved...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 51 Valley Stream and Lea

Truth is out... There was a long moment where nothing happened. Having been pulverized, that brittle shell washed away and left everything wide open. All was paused as I remained on the couch, stunned and unsteady. My thoughts all glanced at each other in confusion, blinking in the sudden light. What happens now? Then Clara said one thing to me: ‘Let me go... ‘ It wasn’t really her speaking, of course. I wondered what message she would’ve had for me if I’d answered her question with a...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 25 The Dreams of a Girl

Chapter 25: The Dreams of a Girl Alana’s driving was a balm, a relaxed and smooth ride augmented by the loose shocks on the wheels of her old Buick. I reclined in the passenger seat, swigging from the wine. “Want some?” I asked, holding up the bottle. “Come on, I’m driving.” “I know. I was just being polite,” I murmured. Alana patted my arm. “Fine. But be safe first, polite second, dude. Someday someone will take you up on that offer and next thing you know you’ll end up making out with...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 52 Sing Sweet Mountain

Lara held my hand as we stood in the currents of the Roe, watching the flow of life as this playful tendril of the sea wound her way around and through us. Each little splash measured one more instant of being together with my sister, little moments that when placed end to end added up to simple perfection. Because the hours that recently passed had been just that: a complete surrender of any fear of each other. Our deeds and misdeeds were starting to come out now, weighed and reckoned, then...

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Shutter ReleaseChapter 54 Slip Through

Summer was fully ripened now, it being the latter part of July. The chorus of insects was thick in the air as I walked along the last stretch of our road. I was alone; Lara was already home, having left the shelter an hour before I’d swung by to gather her. In fifteen minutes I’d be in the creek, washed clean by Roe, and enjoying my time with her. Or, so I thought. As usual, expectations sure were a bitch. Well, not a bitch this time, but a gorgeous girl that I adored! “Hey there...

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