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A New Start in Life Part 9 - Slightly re-written!
Hi again, I apologise for the delay in posting another episode of this tale,
I have been thinking about how this story should develop.
It has been a long time since I last wrote anything on this story. To pr?cis
it started when Steve, at the University of Manchester studying Computing
lost his parents and sister in a car crash, he is alone. Being a life long
cross dresser he gets discovered by a friend at University Kelly, who is
very sympathetic, and along with Shonali help Steve become Susanna the girl
he feels he should be, however while he loves becomes more feminine, there
is something that prevents him from going the whole way to womanhood, other
episodes can be found on the FM author search
The story continues where it left off with the girls returning to university
for their final year, Susanna's operation for her nose, Adams apple shave
and vocal chord tensioning have been a complete success and after six months
on hormones she has the start of her own breasts.
The alarm clock dragged Kelly and myself out of our slumbers, I for one
resented the intrusion as I was having really pleasant dreams about Gill, my
budding nipples were hard with passion.
But today was the day we were going back to University for our final year,
this time next year we should be working if we were lucky, this was a scary
thought as depending on where the girls got jobs I could be living on my own
again! Still I vowed to enjoy the time we had left together.
Kelly managed to get to the bathroom first and it took a bit of pounding on
the door before she would let me in, I always thought the relationship
between the three of us was to say the least unconventional as these two
beautiful biological girls accepted me a biological man transitioning into
the woman; as an equal, there was no shyness between us and no sexual
overtones at all, I was just their girlfriend.
We got showered and washed our hair, moisturised and douched as normal, then
we went and dried each other's hair and got dressed, Kelly's dad was taking
us to the station and we were picking up Shonali at noon.
I slipped into my bra and knickers, loving the fact that the breasts in the
bra cups were my own, I had a few pairs of 'B' cup bra's until my breasts
developed enough for me to use my 'C' cup bra's hopefully without the
enhancement of the silicon 'chicken fillets' I now used to boost my growing
boobs.
I slipped on a pale green camisole then skin tight stretch jeans that looked
like they were painted on, showing my shapely legs and my now most
definitely feminine hips and bum. (The hormones were certainly doing their
job well) these jeans has rhinestones on the pockets, as it was cold I wore
a cashmere cowl neck jumper in a very pale green, my brown fashion ankle
boots with a 3" heel matching bag, finished my ensemble.
Kelly was wearing thick black tights with a mini tunic dress in a floral
pattern mainly in blue's, she wore her black knee length boots with a 4"
heel, matching belt and handbag.
We both had shiny quilted jackets to keep us warm, mine in red with a fur
lined hood, Kelly's in a shocking pink, also with a fur lined hood!!!
By the time we had grabbed some breakfast and packed our bags, Kelly's Dad
was shouting up to us that it was time to pick up Shonali, also grumbling
that we were late - typical man!
Eventually we were ready Kelly said goodbye to her Mum and I said goodbye to
my adopted Mum (Kelly's Mum) it was quite tearful but I knew that I would
soon see her again, then well late we went to pick Shonali up, the same
tableaux was repeated as I said goodbye to my second adopted Mum (Shonali's
this time). By now Kellies Dad was really muttering about "bloody women,
always late" but we still got to the station on time and made our train -
just.
Now we were heading back to Manchester I started worrying about the changes
I had done to the flat and specifically if Kelly and Shonali would like the
way I had redecorated their rooms.
During a break in our nearly continual chatting to each other Shoni asked
me, "Exactly what have you done to the flat then Susanna?" I answered as
best as I could without telling them about their rooms. I airily answered,
"Well really I have redecorated to reflect my new life, made the place more
feminine in keeping with my new life and my gorgeous flat mates!"
Kelly butted in, "Susie, you needn't have done anything for us, we must have
the best flat in the whole of the university, and it was fine the way it
was........... But I do agree it was a bit mannish."
"Exactly," I exclaimed, "mannish, but it's not now, its fit for us three
girls." After 6 months I was finally comfortable in calling myself a girl!
I just couldn't wait to see their faces when they saw what had been done
over the Christmas break.
The flat was huge, my dad bought it as an investment property along with
others in different cities around the UK, so when my family was killed and
there was only me left, I inherited everything, I sold most of the
properties, only keeping the flat in Manchester and a small villa in the
Canary Islands, what with insurance and the sale of the property I was quite
well off, but I wish I still had my family alive.
So, back to the flat, not only had I redecorated the lounge and games room,
I had completely redecorated Kelly's and Shonali's bedrooms in their
favourite colours and individual styles, the bedrooms were large, but with
all of us being shopaholics we were short on wardrobe space, so I had
specified that there were to be plenty of wardrobe space when the new
bedrooms were designed. However now I don't think we will ever fill them
up!, They both got new beds as the old ones were pretty ropey, these new
beds had a TV built in which retracted into the foot of the bed, under bed
shoe storage.
Both of the bathroom's had been upgraded with modern showers, both had
bidets and large spa baths with really modern fittings, and lots of mirrors
for make up etc.
And finally the hallway had fitted mirrors so we could check that we were
perfectly groomed before we hit the town; a bit vane but there it is, since
I decided to live as Susanna I took a great deal of care to always look the
best I could, something instilled in me by my teachers Kelly and Shoni.
We arrived in Manchester and piled off the train still talking ten to the
dozen, we piled into a taxi and then I really started worrying how the girls
would react when they saw their bedrooms, had I gone too far?
We got home and I urged them to have a look at my room, the living room, and
games room, of course they saw the hall as soon as they set foot through the
door, there were ohh's and ahh's of approval with some squeals of delight
also some crusty comments about the signs I had put on their doors, namely:-
KELLY'S ROOM GOOD LOOKING GUYS ONLY: and on Shonali's room SHONI'S ROOM,
GOOD LOOKING AND CLEVER GUYS ONLY! And on my bedroom door 'SUSANNA'S ROOM,
ALL WELCOME!
I then gave the hint that I would put the kettle on while they unpacked, I
waited with bated breath praying that they liked what I had done.
I heard squeals of what I hoped was delight, then the two for them shouted
on each other to see their rooms, they were cries of "yours as well?" and
wait till I get hold of her (presumably me), after what seemed like an age
the two of them burst into my room and threw themselves on me, hugging and
kissing me.
I managed to splutter, "Are they ok? I've been so worried you wouldn't like
them."
"ARE THEY OK," Kelly shrieked excitedly. "They are brilliant." She stopped
for breath. "Susie, I couldn't have done it better myself." She gave me a
big hug crushing the breath out of me. Shoni added, "You are an absolute
love." She started crying. "I've never had a room so perfect."
That set me crying in absolute relief and soon we were all having a right
good cry, damn female hormones I was so emotional, and my two girl friends
didn't help.
Instead of tea they insisted on wine, so while I got the bottle and opened
it they took pictures of their rooms and the flat and sent them to their
Mums, they inspected both bathrooms and thought they were perfect, the
lighted mirrors ideal for putting make up on, then Kelly who was in her
bedroom let out a shriek, when Shoni and myself ran in to see what was the
matter she had found the TV controls and was busy raising and lowering the
TV set.
We finally settled down, listening to music and sipping our wine, my phone
rand and it was Gill. My heart started pounding as I answered, it was great
to hear his voice so soon, and it didn't take long for me to forget the
world and concentrate on HIM.
After about an hour and much phone kissing we hung up, Gill's last words to
me were, "Susanna, I am falling in love with you, bye for now." I hung up
stunned. Kelly said to me, "What's the matter Susie? You look like you've
seen a ghost." Shoni butted in, "If that brother of mine has upset you I'll
kill him." I looked at the two of them and said in an amazed voice, "He's
just told me that he loves me, how can he? I mean I'm not." Kelly butted in
then, "Yes you are, you are a loving caring beautiful girl and worthy of his
love." Shoni followed on reminding me, "Remember Susanna he knows all about
you and he simply doesn't care, so stop fretting and let yourself go girl."
It was now about seven in the evening and we decided to get a bath together
in the large round Jacuzzi bath which was in the main bathroom, they could
see I was a bit reluctant but reminded me that nothing was going to be on
show that none of us had not seen before.
We ran the bath and used some relaxing lavender bubble bath, I went to the
fridge and took out two bottles of white wine and the cooler plus three
glasses, Shoni brought some scented candles and strategically placed them
around the bathroom, we then stripped off and slid into the sensual bubbly
relaxing bath, I showed them how to work the pump and heater and we sat
there sipping wine with the Jacuzzi on low power keeping the water at a nice
temperature, we discussed the coming term at uni, then for some reason I
mentioned that my nipples were sore, so they were inspected and it was
decided I was getting some nice plump female nipples and that my boobs were
coming along nicely.
Kelly asked when my next appointment with Jill Harvey was, (Jill is my
councillor and is guiding me through my transition): As it happens my next
visit to her was the following week, both Kelly and Shoni asked to be
remembered to her and for me to ask her when will she be coming for a drink
with us so we can whop the guy's at pool again!- Jill is more like a friend,
but I suppose this is art of her job.
I still had my WeeVee and again it must have been the wine leading my brain
but I commented that I really must remove it as I had worn it of a good few
days and it needed to be removed to let my skin recover.
Kelly just said, "Well take it off now, you can wash and your skin can
recover overnight!" I looked at her with my mouth hung open and managed to
stammer "but you'll see my boy bits." They both grinned at me and Shoni
retorted, "Look Susanna, we both know you have a couple of pieces for flesh
between your legs, but you are a girl now, anyhow, you can see our girly
bits, Kelly's right nothing should be off limits to the three of us."
Still a bit unsure I said, "But I hate looking at them, and I'm terrified of
you two hating me because of them." Shoni shuffled around the tub and put
her arm around me. "Sweetheart," she softly said, "it doesn't matter a damn
what's between your legs, we both love you the same as you love us, so don't
be a silly girl, let your skin recover, the tub will do you good." Kelly
echoed these sentiments adding, "Just feel comfortable with or without your
vagina, after all we've both seen a man's dangly things before." I grinned
wanly. "Not as small as mine."
Kelly snorted I wouldn't put money on that, anyhow yours doesn't need to be
big, because once you decide to fully change you won't need it any more!"
When she put it like that it really put things in perspective; so somewhat
shyly I wiggled out of my WeeVee, exposing my little boy bits to my friends,
I commented, "You two are the first time I have shown these since Susanna
was born."
Kelly looked and said "no matter what you've got down there you are still a
girl to us - right Shoni." Shonali nodded her hear and added, "You look
normal to me, a bit small, but you look better with a pussy sweetheart." I
grinned already feeling at ease and commented I hope I can soon get my head
together and decide on a sex change.
This got us onto the subject of me, and in particular how is my
transitioning going to move forward. I told them that I will see how big my
boobs get over the next few months and if needed have implants to make them
the size I want them, namely a 36c.
Shonali commented that my face and neck were now perfect, so as far as she
could see I wouldn't need any more changes there, Kelly agreed, but I wasn't
too sure and asked them, "What about my cheek bones?" They looked at me
intently then decided, "No, you have the same facial structure as we do, you
look fine as you are." This pleased me intently, Kelly then informed us,
"Let's have 10 minutes of full bubbles cos we've been in here over an hour,
we'll look like prunes!" So that's what we did.
BIG mistake, we didn't realise the power of the pumping unit because when
Kelly turned it to full power the bubbles engulfed us, squealing in shock,
telling Kelly to turn it down, she had lost where the controls it was total
chaos!
Finally we got it under control and giggling away we got out, dried
ourselves and put out nightdresses on, I did feel a bit self conscious about
my man bits but the two of them just acted as normal, even suggesting that
we sleep together, which we did, all cuddling together, just three girls -
and no I didn't wake up with a raging hard on, much to my relief even though
I was sure that I could never get a male erection ever again.
I was sandwiched between two gorgeous girls with Kelly spooned into my back
and me spooned into Shoni's back, and all I felt was love and friendship to
my best girlfriends.
Shortly they both awoke and we laid there discussing what we were going to
do for the day, as term started Monday, we decided to have a really good
pampering day, hair, facial, body, nails the works, of course we would have
to go down to the large branch of Boots to get all we needed, we laid there
chatting when Shoni suddenly said, "Are you comfortable now Susanna, with
your boy bits." I thought for a while and replied, "Comfortable is not a
word I would use, I hate my boy bits because they stop me looking like you
two, but, and it's a big but there is something going on in my head that is
stopping me completing my transition, it's something I am going to have to
sort out with Jill Harvey."
Shoni hugged me saying, "You poor thing, any help we can give you, you
should know you only have to ask, but it doesn't make the slightest bit of
difference to us, you are Susanna, a beautiful, mixed up girl."
Kelly gave me a hug and whispered, "Anything at all we can do to help you,
you know we will"
I really felt surrounded by love, and felt tears rising, so I climbed over
Shoni and headed for the shower, it really felt strange wearing a soft silky
nighty with my little boy bits rubbing sensually on the material, and my
budding boobs bouncing in the bodice.
I got a shower and carried out my morning routine, then back to my bedroom
to get dressed, Kelly had disappeared to the second bathroom leaving Shoni
to slip onto the first free bathroom, which was mine, I picked up my WeeVee
to wiggle into it Shoni commented, "Why don't you leave it off Susanna, then
your skin can really recover." I hesitated for a second then I put it down
and picked up a tight fitting pair of briefs not that my man bits needed
much flattening, slipping the briefs on I followed with a pair of thick
black tights, cream satiny bra and a ivory jersey polo neck, then a silky
abstract pattern tunic dress in creams with some black squiggles.
We had breakfast then I got my three quarter beige winter coat, which was a
wrap around with a belt, and my black patent knee length fashion boots of
course a matching bag.
We were very good girls, only going to the large Boots store in the city
centre, we bought face packs, body wraps, essential oils, scented bath
soaks, body oil, some new nail varnish which changes colour with heat,
exfoliator's, everything we needed for a days pampering, and that's what the
girl at the checkout said, her exact words were "by the look's of this lot
you three are going to have a really girley day" we giggled saying that we
had decided we needed it.
So we got home, Shoni got out her book on essential oils and the art of
massage, we were going to have some day.
First the body wrap and face packs, soon the three of us were neatly
packaged in the body wraps, our faces caked in brown goo and soothing pads
on our eyes, we laid there chatting, and feeling the sensations generated by
the packs, after the required time we released ourselves and Shoni proceeded
to show Kelly and I how to give a facial massage, This was truly an amazing
experience and Shoni let me give her a massage.
Next was a full body massage with essential oils, Kelly watched while Shoni
massaged my whole body, even close to my boy bits, but apart from feeling
absolutely totally relaxed I felt no sexual feelings towards her at all, in
fact as I lay there in a semi stupor my thoughts were on Gill and doing this
to his sexy body, then him making love to me!
We then went onto manicures and pedicures, the joy of doing each other's toe
and fingernails were intense, and such small things made me feel really
feminine.
The finally we set up the Jacuzzi again, scented bath oils, scented candles
and wine in the cooler bag, learning from the previous night, we set the
Jacuzzi so it was only just bubbling and keeping the water at the
temperature we wanted, then the three of us slid in and relaxed for a bottle
of wine time (about an hour).
We dried ourselves and dressed in playsuits sat around listening to music
and talking, it was great.
The weekend passed very quietly for us we shopped for food and wine and of
course chocolate, come Sunday I took my last pill, which meant that Monday
would be the start of my false periods (and Kelly's)
Sure enough Monday I woke up feeling bloated with a slight cramp, as I
slipped on my false vagina, I realised that I had been without it for the
whole weekend and not even bothered, as I slipped into high waist cotton
briefs I put my maxi pad in place and slipped on some loose fitting wide
legged pants, feminine but practical, as I fastened my bra it struck me that
for the first time I was attending uni with my own boobs filling the cups
(well apart from the chicken fillets boosting my assets).
Once dressed, I grabbed my ? jacket and tote bag and joined the other girls
for breakfast. Shoni commented, "No need to tell me what's happening with
you two, you both look grotty, Susanna, I don't know why you put yourself
through the agony of having periods, when you can stop them, Kelly can't."
I smiled wanly at her and responded, "I suppose that's the reason I have
decided to have them, I want to experience what bing female is really like,
support poor Kelly if you like."
Kelly grunted, "For someone so clever you are real dumb, you put yourself
through the hell of periods, but for some reason you don't want your man
bits removing! You are going to have to get your head sorted Susanna."
Being emotionally high with the period symptoms, tears welled up, I couldn't
help it, weakly I said, "I know Kell, I know, I am going to have to phone
Jill Harvey and discuss it with her."
Kelly apologised profusely for upsetting me, but this was the kick up the
bum I needed, I told her to forget it as once again she had helped me.
All friends again we went to classes, the symptoms of my periods got worse,
bloating, tended breasts, cramps, and the constant knowledge that the maxi
pad is between your legs.
True to my word I phoned my councillor and discussed my growing paranoia
about my man bits, thank god she was very understanding trying to allay my
concerns telling me that I am only starting on my journey into woman hood,
so its natural to have these feeling of indecision.
But as I broke down she realised that this 'problem' was starting to eat me
up inside and told me she would ask around and see me tonight at the Cross
Keys to talk things through with me.
I thanked her profusely telling her that the three for us had been trying to
figure out what is stopping me making the decision to eventually take the
final step, but for me it's rapidly becoming a big issue.
Next instalment, Susanna starts on her journey of discovery as to why she is
reluctant to take the final step.
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