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Mom's Girl Redux Part 12
by
Elizabeth Joanne
Chapter 40
I never said anything to Mom about what Dr. Kelsey and I had talked
about. I did though talk to Nancy and she asked what was I waiting for? I
explained that I had to wait until at least April to finish my RLT. She
asked if it was about money and I said no, just have to play by the
rules. My next appointment with Dr. Kelsey we went deeper into what was
required and even gave me the number of Dr. Thompson in Chicago. She said
he was good and both Sharon and Tina had used him and were happy with
everything.
I know I took that business card out of my purse a dozen times or more
that following two weeks. I even started to dial the phone a couple of
times but always hung up before actually placing the call. I wanted to do
it but there was something deep inside stopping me. I am not really sure
what it was. Something was still nagging at me. Certainly you haven't
come this far Beth to be stuck here between male and female? What the
hell is your problem? Good thing my appointment with Dr. Kelsey is this
afternoon. I have been sleeping like crap and not eating. Several times
Mom asked what was wrong and I just fluffed it off. That may work for a
bit but not forever. All I know is I have to do something and quick.
"Come in Beth," Dr. Kelsey as she opened the door to her inner office. "I
have a couple of people who you might like to talk to. The blonde is
Christina Williams but she prefers Tina and the tall redhead is Sharon
Hill, girls this is Elizabeth Blair but as you heard everyone calls her
Beth."
"Nice to meet both of you." I smiled. "Dr. Kelsey has told me both of you
have had your SRS and I am thinking about it."
"Well then we should talk." Tina smiled.
"Yes the 3 of you should." Dr. Kelsey smiled. "Let me know when you are
done."
"You aren't staying?"
"No Beth, just the 3 of you," she said as she flashed a reassuring smile.
"I am sure you will feel more at ease. Besides I am not sure I want to
hear some of what I am sure you want to talk about."
Dr, Kelsey left and I sat down in my usual chair with Sharon on one side
and Tina on the other. I am sure they could tell I was more than a little
nervous so they started in with a short bit about themselves. Finally
came the question from Sharon I should have known was coming.
"So Beth, why do you want to have SRS?"
"Well I have never felt right as a man and over 10 years of therapy have
shown me I suffer from gender dysphoria and should have been born a
woman," I started in. "I was not sure for a long time but I started
seeing a therapist back in the Detroit area over 10 years ago and well I
worked myself to what you see,"
"So why now?" Tina asked.
I went into how things just got going at work then the company sale and
it just seemed right. They went into their own stories and although their
circumstances were different they were no different than I was. They
talked about the struggles and how relieving it was to now wake up as the
woman they should have been born. They explained how it was and how much
they liked their surgeon. Finally they turned the floor back to me and
asked if I had any questions.
"I guess the obvious ones." I smiled. "Is it really better as a woman?"
"If you mean life for me yes. It has been 3 years now and my only regret
is I didn't do it sooner," Tina said. "Sure there are issues but I seem
to be happier and more able to deal with everything. It is different as I
am sure you have found that out already but if you have gotten this far
something tells you are ready."
"I am, just a little scared."
"Nothing to be scared of," Sharon said. "Yes there is some pain with the
operation and a recovery period but for me and I think Tina would agree
it is all worth it."
"What about ah, well ah, never mind," I said.
"Don't be shy Beth," Tina said as she put her arm around me. "We're all
big girls here and you can say it."
"Well is it, well um, ah ..." I started to stutter. "Oh hell what about
sex? Is it any good."
"More than you can dream." Sharon smiled. "Right Tina?"
"Oh God yes." She smiled. "My fiancee was over last night and he started
to go ..., well let us just say I begged him to stop after 4 orgasms."
"Four!" I shouted.
"Yes Beth four." She smiled. "I may not always orgasm with intercourse
but he makes it up to me."
"Well I am not sure I can match that one." Sharon smiled. "But I can tell
you it is far more intense and pleasurable than anything you can
imagine."
"I can imagine a lot." I giggled.
"Double it." Sharon laughed.
It was about then Dr. Kelsey came back into the office telling us we had
been at it 2 hours. I gave both Tina and Sharon a hug and thanked them
for everything. They both gave me their phone number and said to call
anytime with questions. They left leaving just Dr. Kelsey and me.
"So how did it go?" she asked. "Get your questions answered?"
"Yes they were both so sweet and willing to share." I smiled. "Thank you
for arranging this."
"You are most welcome Beth." She smiled back. "Any decisions?"
"I have a phone call to make and I have a feeling a trip to Chicago."
"I will draft a letter for you to take and I have a feeling Dr. Wagner
would be happy to as well," she said. "I can have it ready in a couple of
days."
"Thank you so much for everything Dr. Kelsey," I said as I hugged her.
"You're welcome Beth," she said as she hugged me back. "Now go and fix
your make up and enjoy the feeling."
"I will."
I stopped and fixed my face before heading out. My mind was going in 99
directions and I thought about the future. I had so many things to do, so
many people to tell, where to start? I called Mom first but rather than
telling her anything I just let her know I wouldn't be home for dinner.
She asked what was up and I told her we would talk about it and left it
at that. I then called Nancy and asked her to meet me for dinner. Yes Mom
and I were close but Nancy besides being my cousin was also my best
friend and I wanted her to know. She said sure so we made arrangements to
meet. She has been so open and honest with me I wanted her to know first.
I got to the restaurant first so I ordered a double scotch. Somehow it
seemed so right and deserved. God, this tastes so good I thought as I
took a sip. Somehow everything seemed so clear to me now. I have to
wonder why I couldn't see this years ago. No sense living in the past
Beth. You may have hidden all this before but the time is now. I was deep
in thought and halfway through my drink when Nancy got there.
"Sorry I am late, had one of those customers who didn't seem to want to
leave," she said as she sat down. "At least she bought and bought well."
"Don't you just hate that?" I replied. "Like we don't have a life after
work."
"Definitely," she said. Pointing at my drink she asked, "Is that a good
sign or a bad one?"
"Order one for yourself and I will tell you." I smiled slyly.
Nancy ordered a drink and I another as well as some bruschetta for an
appetizer. When her drink arrived she smiled and asked so?
"Well you know I had my therapist appointment this afternoon."
"Of course, how did it go?"
"It went great." I smiled. "I knew Dr. Kelsey had a couple of former
patients who were like me but they have had their surgery. She arranged
for both of them to be there today so I could talk to them."
"That was nice of her." Nancy smiled. "So did you learn anything you
didn't already know?"
"Lots and I made a decision." I grinned.
"Oh my God Beth! You mean?"
"Yep." I smiled even bigger. "I am going to go talk with a surgeon and
see what he has to say."
"That is so wonderful!" She said as she got up and gave me a hug. "I know
how much you want this."
"You have no idea how much I want it, even more now."
"What did your mother say?"
"She doesn't know yet, I wanted my best friend to know first."
That brought a tear to Nancy which brought a few to me. I always felt
close to her even when were kids and that had grown over the years. As we
talked I could tell she was almost as happy about this as I was. She
teased me about she knew a lot of guys she could fix me up with and I
told her to slow down. It's going to be a while before I have the surgery
and I would have a few months of recovery before I am ready for anything
even close to that. Besides I didn't want her cast offs I laughed. I did
promise her that I would wait until at least fall until I have the
surgery. She said to have it when I was ready but she also surmised that
if I could have it tonight I would. Tough to argue with that one.
When I got home Mom asked if everything was OK and I said yes. Part of me
wanted to say something but I knew if I did we would be up for hours and
I am opening in the morning. I have another day off on Thursday and we
can talk then. I did apologize about dinner and she smiled she found
something to keep her occupied. That told me George had been over which I
think is great.
As I was changing for bed I tucked myself away and took a long look in
the mirror. It is going to be so good not having to worry about that
useless thing anymore. Not like it is going to be tomorrow but I will be
there someday and sooner rather than later. I laid there that night and
thought about what Nancy said about fixing me with a guy and my wandered
forward. Would it be as good as Sharon and Tina said it was? Was there
really someone out there for me? Would I have a George in my life like
Mom does? I certainly hope so but even if I don't at least I will have
righted nature's wrong.
Chapter 41
There is definitely a fire in your eyes Beth I thought as I did my make
up that morning. I had slept like a baby and the look staring back at me
from the mirror told me I had made the right decision. I felt so good and
girly this morning I opted for the purple pencil skirt and my black
patent pumps for work. Neither very practical I knew but for today they
just seemed right. Mom even commented on my outfit as I grabbed a last
cup of coffee for my drive to work and I laughed they were screaming
"wear me" this morning so I did. I am sure she surmised something was
going on and yes I wanted to talk to her about everything but I have
tomorrow off and that is the time to do it.
Jackie did tease me when she came in the afternoon about the skirt and
heels and I just told her I figured I would be silly today. I added I had
somewhere to go after work and wasn't sure I would have time to go home
to change. She teased me about having a date and I just smiled. I will
have a date soon hopefully but not in the sense she was referring to.
Jackie wasn't the only who noticed as when I took the deposit to the bank
Mark the teller I usually go to told me how nice I looked and gave me an
extra big smile. Not so sure about him as he has to be 15 years younger
than I am but it did my ego good. Still he is cute, wonder if he is
married? Mom commented on my outfit again when I got home and how I
didn't change for dinner. Guess people really do notice when you dress up
a little more than usual.
I will admit it felt to have that next good to have the next day off as
my legs did ache a little more than usual with wearing the heels all day
yesterday. At least since I have taken to wearing a proper girdle to use
Mom's words my back was doing better. I can only imagine how it would be
if I were lugging around a true set of Blair breasts. My full B's are
enough. Funny how you never think about these things until it is 24/7 day
in and day out. I love the girls but they do change things and get in the
way sometimes.
"Mom, can we talk?" I asked as I finished the breakfast dishes.
"Of course Elizabeth." She smiled. Then seeing the serious look on my
face she asked, "Is this a coffee talk or do I need something stronger?"
'Let's see start with coffee and see where we go from there." I smiled as
I refreshed both our cups. "You know Tuesday was my therapy session."
"Like every other Tuesday," she said. "I had a feeling something happened
there just by what you wore to work yesterday,"
"I'm that obvious?"
"Elizabeth mothers know these things," she said reassuringly. "So what
went on?"
"Well actually it wasn't Dr. Kelsey I talked to this week," I started in.
"She had two former clients who are like me, well were like me."
"What do you mean were?"
"They have both had their surgery."
"Same as you want, that is what you want isn't it Elizabeth?"
"Yes Mom, that is what I want," I said. I took Dr. Thompson's card from
the pocket of my robe and set it on the table. "This is the surgeon both
Tina and Sharon used and they said they are both extremely pleased."
"When is your appointment?"
"I haven't made one yet," I said. "I ah, I guess I wanted to talk with
you about all of it."
"So what are you waiting for?" Mom said as she handed the phone
"It is still a big decision Mom."
Are you having second thoughts Elizabeth?"
"Not at all! Do you think I have gone through all of this to be stuck
half man and half woman?" I asked.
"Of course not," she said. "So what is holding you back?"
Not sure," I said. "I talked with Nancy about it and I wanted to talk to
you before I did anything."
"Well we have talked Elizabeth." She smiled. "Now do I have to dial the
damned phone for you?"
"No Mom, I think I can handle that."
"Good, now I am going to get dressed so you can have a little privacy."
Mom left and I sat there with the phone in my hand for a few seconds. My
hands were shaking as I punched the numbers in. It rang a couple of
times.
"Dr. Thompson's office, how may I help you?" the voice on the other end
said.
"I ah, my name is Elizabeth Blair and I would like to make an appointment
to see Dr. Thompson."
"Are you an existing or a new patient?" she asked.
"New patient but he was recommended to me by a couple of former patients
of his."
"I see," she replied. "May I ask what do you want to see the doctor
about?"
"I ah, well um," I started to stutter. I paused for a second to gather my
thoughts, "I want to talk about Gender Reassignment Surgery."
"I am sure we can help you with that," she replied. "How about Thursday
March 30 at 1:00 PM?"
"That will work fine," I said as I sighed a sigh of relief.
"Good, now let me get some information from you and I will send you a
package about the services we offer and what you need do prior to your
appointment, what to bring with you, and what to expect."
She took my name and address and other information. It took a few minutes
but I hung up just as Mom was coming back into the kitchen. She never
said a word, I think the smile on my face said it all. I have to admit I
felt a peace as I got dressed that morning. It was really starting to
happen. I took that first step and I knew I was on my way. I am a woman
with or without the surgery and I knew that. Still there is going to be
so nice when the entire package says that. Maybe I need to get some cute
panties now to replace the control briefs I have been wearing?
Chapter 42
I felt like the weight of the world had been lifted from me after making
the appointment with Dr. Thompson. This had been my dream for years now
and my ultimate goal since I started my RLT. At times I may have lost
sight of it or it seemed like it would never get here. Now it was in
reach. I am really going to have it done! No more hiding away, tucking,
keeping in the shadows fearing discovery. It was going to happen and
hopefully sooner that later.
I talked with Nancy and she take all the time I needed and she would make
sure I had whatever days off I needed. She even offered to go with me to
my appointment with Dr. Thompson for moral support. I thanked her same as
I had when Mom offered that but said I would be fine. She did get a laugh
when I told her my morals were so shot it would take a crane to support
them. She said there were mornings she felt that way about her boobs
which made me laugh. Besides I have a feeling I am going to be leaning on
her and Mom and probably a few others way too much after the surgery and
I get back on my feet and start to plunder life with new equipment so I
had better save up the offers for support for a little later.
The package from Dr. Thompson's office arrived the Monday after I made
the appointment. I was more than a bit surprised as I had expected an
envelope with a few papers. Instead it was a package with reams of papers
in it. I waded through it reading each one carefully. There were forms to
fill out, authorizations to release my medical and therapy records to Dr.
Thompson, a description of GRS as well as what to expect during my
appointment. Also there were instructions to arrange a physical and
instructions for that. I called Dr. Wyatt and explained what I needed and
she said drop the papers by the office and made an appointment for the
physical next week. It is starting to come together Beth.
I filled in all the required forms and mailed them back. My physical
seemed to go well and Dr. Wyatt said she saw no issues or problems. She
did say that we had to wait until all the blood work came back but not to
worry. She did tease me she couldn't wait to see me in the examining room
with my feet in the stirrups so I can find out not everything about being
a woman was rosy and fun. I told her I couldn't wait. Yes I am sure it is
demeaning for a woman to be put in that position and will probably feel
different when it is me lying flat on my back with my most private parts
exposed, out there for the world to see. Still it is part of being a
woman and I am sure had I been born right I would have been in that
position more than a couple of times by now. All part of the learning
and growing process Beth.
Lots to talk about this week I thought as I drove to my appointment with
Dr. Kelsey. It was just 2 weeks ago today I had talked with Tina and
Sharon and a lot has happened since then. I remember knowing what I
wanted this long before that day. Now I have put the wheels in motion to
really make it happen. Yes there was still a little apprehension as this
is major surgery, very major. I knew the risks and accepted them. I do
know that I would be nowhere near where I am today as I am if it weren't
for both Drs. Kelsey and Wagner. I made a mental note to drop Dr. Wagner
a note to thank him yet again.
I thought all of this as I made my through traffic today. I was excited
and anxious but I also knew the risks. While according to some of the
material stated Dr. Thompson had performed over 50 of these and was
becoming recognized as one of the best in the field it also talked of
this being major surgery. It laid out in black and white all the
potential risks as well as some of the details. It also stated every one
of his pervious surgeries had been successful between the lines it was
saying past results do not necessarily reflect future circumstances. Was
I going to be number one there? Needless to say my mind was going in 99
different directions as I pulled into the parking lot.
"Come on in Beth," Dr. Kelsey said as she emerged from her office. "How
have you been?"
"I am good." I smiled. "Busy but good."
"So what has been keeping you so busy?" she asked as she sat down behind
the desk. "Hopefully good busy."
"Very much so." I smiled. "I got to thinking after our or should I say my
last session. Not that I am saying anything but you seemed to stay clear
of the session I had with Tina and Sharon."
"No I wasn't in on it and that was planned," she said. "I figured you
would be more open if I weren't there."
"I probably was," I replied. "But getting back to what I started to say I
have been doing a lot of thinking about everything."
"Come to any conclusions?"
"Well let's see." I smiled. "I have an appointment with Dr. Thompson on
March 30th and had my preoperative physical last Wednesday."
"That is magnificent Beth." She smiled. "Anything particularly that
brought this all on?"
"The meeting with Tina and Sharon was what put me over the top so to
speak but I think you know this is something that has been on my mind for
a long time," I said. "I saw how happy they were, the way they talked
about everything and in spite of it not being the answer to all of life's
problems they both said it was definitely better from that side."
"I wanted you to hear it from them and who knows maybe someday I will
have another client where you are now and will ask you the three of you
to talk to her."
"The three of us?"
"Yes the three of you." She smiled. "Tina, Sharon and you."
"Oh my God! I never thought about it that way," I said.
"Beth they are correct about it not being an answer to all that is wrong
with the world but I as well as Dr. Wagner agree that for you the best
side to see the world from is that of a woman."
"Thank you so much for that." I said as I felt a tear in my eye.
"You're welcome." She smiled as she handed me a box of tissues. "I have a
letter already drafted. All that has happen is to date it, print it, sign
it, and send it to Dr. Thompson and I wouldn't be surprised if Jack, I
mean Dr. Wagner had something similar."
"That would be nice." I smiled. "I guess I should give him a call."
"I will do that Beth for you." She smiled. "So what else is on your mind
today?"
For the rest of the session I talked about how I felt to this point and
while my RLT period was a time of learning and growing I was looking
forward to it being done and going ahead with my life as the newer and
more improved me which got a chuckle out of her. As always it seemed to
race by and Dr. Kelsey was walking me to the door. We stopped before she
opened it and gave me a hug.
"I know you are going to be fine Beth," she said. "Yes it is scary
anytime you have surgery especially such a life changing one such as this
but it will all be good."
"I know that Dr. Kelsey," I said. "Thanks for understanding and
everything."
"You're welcome Beth," she said. "I will get the letter out and call Jack
and am looking forward to hearing it goes with Dr. Thompson."
"Hopefully good news." I smiled.
"I am sure it will be," she answered.
I left and stopped for lunch as had become my practice after my
appointment. I got home and Mom asked how it went and I told her it is
all good. As I laid in bed that night I thought about how far I had come
but unlike any night before I could actually feel the end. There had been
times I dreamed of being there and even could see it but now it was like
I could reach out and grab it and it felt so good!
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