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Mom's Girl Redux Part 11 by Elizabeth Joanne Chapter 36 Another Christmas in the books I thought as I put away the last of the decorations. Well at least the indoor decorations, there's 2 feet of snow out there and there is no way this girl is going to worry about the ones outside. They can wait until spring thaw I told Mom. Not sure she was happy about that but she never said a word. At least I have next week off to kick back and relax. Nancy said things slowed down after the first of the year and took last week off herself. I think there was one day I had 6 customers come in and only 2 bought so I can see what she means. I hope she had some fun because I know I am planning on it. I am going to visit a few people back in the Detroit area for a few days but have to see where I go and what I do from there. I did go in Monday morning to fill Nancy in on everything that had happened and she said I did fine. My car was all loaded up so I took off about noon and by 4 I was sitting at the bar with a glass of wine talking with Kathy. I was going to stay with her and Pat and seeing as I wasn't exactly sure where their place was I was going to follow her home. Pat was happy to see me and she had even made her world famous Lasagna for dinner. We sat up way too late talking. They did tease me it sounded like my life was a bit mundane and to be honest they were right but in a way it was exactly what I wanted right now. Still I admit to having some urges recently and vowed to see those were addressed this. I was getting the itch and wanted it scratched. I told them not to wait up for me as they left for work this morning. Kathy showed me where the spare key was hidden and told me not to do anything she wouldn't. I told her I was planning on that and she laughed. She knew full well what I was going to do today and although she would never do that she certainly would never judge. I had a last cup of coffee before I got dressed. I am sure I am too old for it but I put on the black leather suit with its too short skirt and my black knee high boots. My first stop was to see Vivian and we had a nice talk. She asked if she wanted a fitting and I told her I had one right before Christmas and was now a full B. She asked what bras I bought and seemed to approve of my choice of Chantelle. I also told her I had the one Simone Perele I had on today. A bit more expensive but my girls deserved nothing but the best. I stuck around for a bit before heading off to me next stop. "Oh my God Beth! It is so good to see you," Dr. Wagner said as I walked into his office. "How are you doing?" "I am doing great," I said as I gave him a hug. "I thought I would stop by and say hi and thank you for recommending Dr. Kelsey. She is a doll and almost as good as you." "You're welcome," he said. "I have a few minutes before my next appointment, come in and tell me everything that's been going on with you." The office was exactly as I remembered and there on his desk was the pen set I had given him which made me smile. Dr. Wagner and I talked for about 20 minutes before his next patient showed up. He said it sounded like I was doing good. I asked him what would he expect with all I had learned from him. It was then he dropped the bomb. asking a question I am not sure I was expecting. "So have you given any thought to surgery?" "I have but to be honest I really haven't done anything about it." "Why?" he asked. "I was under the impression that was your goal." "You know I have been so busy I really haven't had the time to think about it." "Your year is up in April and then anytime after that," he said. "I will give you a letter of recommendation if you want and I am sure Christie will as well." "I guess when I get back I should start getting serious about that," I said. I haven't done all this to be stuck in between genders." "Good girl," he said as he got up. "My next appointment should be here so I am going to have to let you go. I will call Christie and tell her about our talk. I know she has had a couple of patients who have had surgery so I am sure she can steer you in the right direction." "Thank you for everything Dr. Wagner," I said as I gave him a hug. "You are welcome Beth," he said. "And don't ever let anyone tell you that you are too old for that outfit, it really does look good on you." "Thank you," I blushed. I stopped and had lunch at my old breakfast haunt. As I ate I thought about what Dr. Wagner had brought up and he was right. That had been my goal when I started all of this and still was. Guess I got so caught up in the newness of everything I had somewhat put everything else on the back burner. Yes my life was good but I still had the intruder tucked away in my panties and I wanted it gone. I wanted to be as much a female as medical science could make me. That will have to be addressed but right now I had another more pressing need to be addressed and I knew just who could do it. I paid my check and off I went. "May I help you?" the girl behind the desk "Yes, I don't have an appointment but was wondering if John could free up a few minutes for me?" "I will check, what's your name?" "Elizabeth Blair." She picked up the phone and then told me he would see me in a few minutes so I took a chair to wait. I could tell she thought I looked like a hussy and I probably did. Wonder what she would think if she knew what I had under this skirt. "Beth, so good to see you," John said as he opened the door to his office. "So what brings you here?" "This," I said as I pushed the door shut with my hip and stroked my hand across the front of his pants I didn't give him a chance to say a word as I attacked his mouth with my tongue. I ground my pelvis into him as I felt his hand find his way to my butt pulling me tighter. After a minute or so I let him up for air. "I can see you haven't lost any of your desires," he smiled. "So you want to go to dinner later?" "Definitely," I purred as I slid his zipper down and worked my hand into his pants. "Guess this will have to hold me until later." "Be a lot more comfortable in my bed." "And I am sure we will get there," I whispered as I stroked his now rigid manhood. "But I want something else right now." I pushed him back so he was sitting on the edge of his desk and undid his pants. I pulled his tool free and dropped to my knees. I had almost forgot just how good a man could taste as I slid him into my mouth. It must have been a while for him because it didn't take long and I had my dessert deep in my tummy. I got up and fished my lipstick from my purse. "Oh God that was great Beth! Your are one talented lady," he smiled as he fixed his pants up. "Thank you for that and the cream," I smiled. "Was that a stocking top I saw when you were standing up?' "Well buy me a nice dinner and you may find out." "Where should I pick you up?" "I will meet you at 222 Merrill at 6." "it's a date," he replied. I took off and stopped at the local drug store for some "supplies" for later before heading to downtown Birmingham. I parked my car by the restaurant and roamed the little shops up and down the street. I didn't buy a thing other than a cup of coffee but I had fun. I could see it was starting to get dark so I looked at my watch, 5:50. I made my way back to the restaurant, got a table, and ordered a glass of wine. It was a couple of minutes after 6 when I saw John come into the restaurant so I waved at him. He gave me a kiss before ordering a glass of wine. "This afternoon was definitely a pleasant surprise," he smiled. "Always fantasized what something like that would be like." "Did I live up to your fantasies?" I grinned. "And more," he smiled. "Maybe next time I can take you on my desk." "Who ever said there would be a next time?" "A guy can dream, can't he?" The dinner was lovely and we talked about the last couple of months. He like most is still surprised I could be satisfied with a mindless job. I tried to explain how the satisfaction came from being the true me and everything before this had just been a masquerade. I am not sure any of them understand how unfilled I was left by everything before and how there is more to life than money. Then again that money gave me the opportunity to do all of this. I followed him back to his townhouse after dinner. "Make yourself comfortable and I will get you a drink" John said after we kissed. "I am planning on it," I laughed. "Sounds sexy," he laughed back. "I thought that was a stocking top I saw" he added looking down at me legs. I had been intentionally a little careless when I sat down and crossed my legs hoping my hem would ride up enough to expose my little secret. He sat down on the sofa next to me We started out talking but soon his hand found its way to my knee and he snuck a kiss then I snuck one. It built slowly but soon my top was pushed up and John massaging my breasts while I was toying with him through his pants. "Let's go somewhere more comfortable," he cooed. "I thought you would never ask," I cooed back before sticking my tongue in his ear. John helped me off the sofa and followed me up the steps. I am sure he wanted to peek up my skirt which made me only hotter. Once in his bedroom there were a few more kisses before I took off my jacket, skirt, and top while he peeled out of his suit. "Looking so hot Beth," he smiled as his hands roamed my breasts. "Here I bought a few things," I said as I fished the condoms and K-Y from the drug store bag. "I am going to go freshen up." "I will be waiting." I took the enema into his bathroom and cleaned myself out. I touched up my make up and took a look at myself in the mirror. You must really need this Beth I thought as I saw the need in my eyes. I took a deep breath and went back into the bedroom. John was obviously ready as he was naked and his soldier standing at full attention. I also saw the cock ring he had slipped on. He must want this to last, I know I did. I took my bra off allowing easy access to the girls and stepped out of my panties. "Not much left," he cooed as he toyed with my flaccid small cock. "More like an oversized clitty." "Someday it will all be right," I cooed as I leaned down and gave his soldier a kiss." We played and toyed with each other for a bit. I loved how he used his fingers to get me all lubed up. Finally it was time and as he rolled on the condom I got on all fours. It had been a while and I figured this would be best, at least to start from. It was like heaven as he slid in and I squealed in joy as he passed across my prostate. I could see myself in the mirror on his closet door and loved how my cheeks shook as he slammed into me and the way my breasts hung and swayed with his every lunge were only adding to my excitement. Not sure if it was the blow job I had given him earlier, the condom, the cock ring or all 3 but he seemed to last forever which didn't make me mad. We went from doggie to me on my back to me riding him before he finally exploded. It felt great to know I had satisfied him. Then again the 2 orgasms he had given me helped I am sure. I climbed off him, peeled the condom off and laid down next to him. "Thank you, that was so nice," I purred as I kissed John on the cheek. "You are most welcome pretty lady," he smiled. "You weren't too bad yourself." "Bet you say that to all the girls." We laid there and cuddled for a bit before I got up and cleaned myself up. That look in my eyes told me that was what I needed and the warmth inside agreed. It has been a long time and to be honest that was definitely one of the best I had ever had. I can only hope it is half this good when I am a complete woman. John slipped on a robe as he walked me to the door. He gave a long passionate kiss and told me to come back anytime. To be honest if I 'need" it again I definitely will. John will having his faults knew his way around the bed and how to push my buttons. It was after 1 when I got back to Kathy and Pat's but the key was exactly where they had told me it would be. I took off my boots once inside and tip toed into the bedroom so as not to wake anyone. As I laid in bed that time I knew this wasn't the life for me long term and this may have been my last stand but it was definitely a memorable one. I can only hope the opening act of the the next phase of my life is even 1/10th as good as what tonight I am going to be one happy girl! This may have very well been the final act of this phase of my life but whether it was or not it was definitely memorable! Chapter 37 "And just what were you doing to all hours of the night?" Kathy asked as I grabbed a cup of coffee that next morning. "Or maybe I should ask who you were doing?" "Just got together with an old friend," I smiled. "Together? hmmmm," she giggled. "Was this together good?" "Oh yes, definitely good," I giggled back. "So what's your plans for today?" "I think I am going to moving on," I replied. "Don't want to wear out my welcome." "Never Beth," she said. "You stay as long as you want." "I appreciate that Kathy but I want to head back and spend a couple of days around Grand Rapids to get familiar with it," I said. "Besides I heard about a girl bar there from my therapist and thought I would check it out." "And look for an encore for last night?" "You never know," I said. Then a smile came to me, "Have to see what pops up." "Dirty girl," she laughed. "Well I learned from the best," I laughed back. There were a couple of tears shed as we hugged after I had the car packed up. She told me to do what was right for me but also made me promise to stay in touch. I headed out and took my time driving back. I checked in to the Courtyard by the airport. I stayed in a lot of Courtyards back when I traveled and always enjoyed my stays there. There was a continuity from one to another and while those that had restaurants were at best mediocre they had lobby bars that were nice. I unpacked and made sure my clothes were wrinkle free before I laid down for a bit before heading out for dinner. Was out late last night and I am no spring chicken anymore. I decided to try the business woman look for this evening. I always loved the look so I changed into my black pinstripe skirted suit. The jacket was full enough cut I didn't need a blouse under it and now I didn't even need a scarf to avoid breastform peeks. I checked myself in the mirror. The skirt was just above the knees and with the black sheer hose and black pumps I think I look pretty sharp. I walked across the street and had a nice seafood dinner. It was maybe 7:30 as I made my way back across the street. Definitely too early to go to bed and I am not much of a television watcher so I stopped in the lobby bar for a drink. As back when I was traveling the number of businessmen far outnumbered the business women. Yes their numbers had grown but were still the minority by quite a bit. I got a glass of Cabernet and sat down on one of the sofas to enjoy. I could feel the stares and to be honest was enjoying them. I crossed my legs and knew my skirt had ridden up a little. Amazing the power flashing a little thigh has on grown men I mused to myself. There was a handsome businessman at the bar who kept stealing glances. He was probably my age or even older and I was flattered he found me attractive enough to flirt with. The other 3 business women here were all younger than me and definitely had better figures and legs than I did. I flashed him a smile as he glanced over yet again. That was when the game began as he peeked I would lick my lips or run my hand up my leg or even casually touch my breast. It took him a few minutes before he came over. "Waiting for someone?" he asked. "Not tonight, all alone," I smiled. "A pretty lady should never be left alone," he smiled. "May I?" he added as he motioned to the seat next to me on the sofa. "Please," I smiled. "I'm Terry," he said as he held his hand out." "Beth," I replied as I shook his hand. "Nice to meet you Beth. I stay here a lot and never seen you before." "First time here," I smiled. We talked and while at first it was innocent it slowly turned to more leading. He was making it obvious he wanted into my panties and I was flattered. I knew there was no way that was going to happen but I was enjoying myself. This was all part of being a woman and I understand. I finished my wine and he smiled. "I have a bottle of scotch back in my room if you are interested in something stronger," he smiled as his hand brushed my thigh. "I ah, I don't know Terry," I smiled. "I'm really not that type of girl." "Just a drink," he smiled. "Well OK," I said. What the hell is wrong with you Beth? You know full well what he wants and there is now way you can give it to him. Still the fascination with the game and my hormones were overriding my common sense. There was a light kiss when we got to his room but he really did have a bottle of scotch and poured us each a drink. We sat on the love seat and yes at first it was talk, albeit flirtatious. That lasted maybe 5 minutes before his tongue was deep in my mouth and his hand on my breast. Not like I was innocent here as my tongue was in his mouth and softly toying with his lap. I felt his hand leave my breast and find its way to my thigh and starting to creep up under my skirt. "I'm sorry," I said as I broke our kiss and put my hand on his stopping it in its tracks. "I am really not like this usually." "Nor am I," he cooed. "But I find you so desirable." "Well I ah, well you are not going very far tonight," I said. "That time of the month?" "Yep," I smiled. I thought for a second and to this day still not sure what came over me but I went on, "But you shouldn't have to suffer too." I yanked his zipper down and worked my hand inside. I could feel he was not fully erect but he ws going to definitely ache if I left him like this. He took the hint and as I got to my knees he undid his pants and pulled them and his shorts down far enough to be out of the way. Yes I did him but unlike with John I spit it out after he came. As I got ready to leave he told me he would be back in 2 weeks and asked if I would be. I told him you never know. As I changed for bed and even laying there I thought about what had gotten into me tonight. Yes I had my share of one night stands in my past life but I had thought I put all that behind me. This is definitely not what I had planned for Beth but there was something so empowering about all of it. I am not sure I would ever do it again but tonight it felt right. Probably the hangover from last night with John. At least I am far away from home so no one will ever know. I sure don't want to get a reputation. Chapter 38 Friday I roamed and got more familiar with Grand Rapids and what it had to offer. Seeing as this the closest large city to me I should get to know my way around I figured. I roamed the small shops downtown but didn't buy a thing. Still it was fun and in my skirted suit I looked like a business woman with a few extra minutes in her schedule. What I found so satisfying was no one treated me anything less than like a lady. This area had a reputation as very conservative so I was a bit on guard but nothing happened. Saturday buoyed by me experiences of yesterday after breakfast I put on my bathing suit and went for a swim and soaked in the hot tub for a while. The Courtyards are aimed at the business traveler so the place was almost empty. Still I did have I walked through the halls in my bathing suit. I was certainly glad this suit had some support for my breasts as well as a foam lining in the cups for modesty. Yes I may be proud of them but I am a little old to be pointing at everyone. I went back to my room and took a shower and washed my hair. I was still a bit unsure about everything I had done the last few days, especially Thursday evening. It certainly wasn't I wanted long term but it sure did feel good, It had been quite a while and maybe I forgot how good a man could make me feel. Even Thursday held a certain satisfaction. Sure I hadn't gotten off but there was a satisfaction seeing the pleasure I had given Terry. Add to that there was a certain empowerment in being control of it all. Yes I know what I had done was dangerous and was not going to become a regular thing but the "dirty" aspect had a certain appeal. As I dried my hair and did my make up I took a long look in the mirror. I could see a definite difference from even a week ago. Guess I needed this vacation on many levels even more than I had imagined. I am not sure this should be an every week thing but feeling wanted by a man was good for me. I can only hope when the time comes there is a man out there for me. I do know I want that first time to be special and maybe I am kidding myself but a girl can dream, can't she? I put the black leather suit on though tonight it was pantyhose rather than the stockings. I also opted for the white blouse with several buttons undone. Sure if I bent over I am sure someone will get a good down blouse look but I am proud of the girls so why not show it. Maybe I need a push up bra? After dinner I headed over to the club Dr. Kelsey had told me about. The parking lot was almost full but I found a parking spot. I took a second to check my make up before getting out of the car. Do this now Beth before you lose your nerve. It took my eyes a few seconds to adjust to the dark bar. I looked around and yes this was definitely a girl bar. As I scoped the place out I could tell I was being scoped out too. Not to be unexpected as a new girl. I made my way to the bar, took the only open stool and ordered a drink. "No offense Hun but I am not sure this is the place for you," the bartender smiled. "Why would you say that?" I smiled back. "Well let us just say the girls are special." "My mommy says I'm special," I laughed. "I am sure she does but you see well ..." "You mean they have a little extra in their panties like I do?" I interrupted him. "No fucking way!" "You want me to hike my skirt up before or after you bring me that drink?" I smiled. "You sure you're not a GG?" he said as he poured my drink. "It may not be much anymore but its still there," I smiled as I leaned forward so he could get a good look down my blouse. "At least for now." I watched as he walked away and all I could think was cute butt. I saw him whispering with a few of the girls so I figured he was spreading the word. It took a bit but it seemed like it got through the entire bar because everyone was looking at me. Finally an attractive blonde came over to me, "Hi, I'm Kelly," she introduced herself. "Hi Kelly, I'm Beth." "Randy says you're one of us but I am not sure he believes it." "It was there when I put my panties on when I got dressed," I giggled. "Haven't looked in a bit but something tells me its still there." "Good one Beth," she laughed. "Grab your drink and let me introduce you to some of the other girls." She introduced me around to some of the girls and then invited me to join her at the table. Obviously everyone was full of questions and when they learned of my transition everyone was full of questions. It has always impressed me how open girls like us are so open to strangers. Maybe because we are a small group and all know what we go through is the reason. Not sure of those reasons but what I was sure of was 45 minutes ago I was the outsider and now I was sitting with a gang talking and cracking jokes. A couple of men came in and Kelly looked at her watch. "Yep, 11:00!" she laughed. "Here come the skirt chasers." "Not sure they always show up on time at the bar I used to hang out at but we definitely had them," I added. "Not sure if it is your thing or not Beth but most of them are nice guys," Tammy chimed in. "They are just looking for something most GG's won't give them." "I know all about the tranny chasers and yes I have availed of their services a few times but not tonight," I replied. "Getting ready for a new place to take them?" Kelly giggled. "Yes but that is not the reason," I said as a drink appeared from one of them. "Got some a few nights ago and well I was a naughty girl Thursday night." "Details girl," Tammy smiled. Before I even got a chance to start in the guy who bought my drink came over and introduced himself. I thanked him for the drink but told him very politely I wasn't interested tonight and to pass the word. Maybe next time but for tonight the only one going to see what was in my panties was me which made the girls laugh. After he left I told the girls about John and the blow job in the office as well as picking up the guy at the hotel. I think they were all in awe but then again had the roles been reversed I would have felt the same way. I had a good time and even went out for breakfast with them after the bar closed. Not sure this is going to be a regular thing for me but it is fun letting my hair down like this. Better get at least a few hours sleep I thought as I threw the deadbolt on my hotel room. You have church in the morning and you have to pack up. Feels good to be out and about I thought as I changed for bed. I wonder if it will be the same when the plumbing is changed and I am ready for that next step. Chapter 36 "So how was your vacation Beth?" Dr. Kelsey asked as I walked in her office. "Very nice and relaxing and well needed,: I replied. "Did you get do anything exciting?" "Went and saw some old friends but I had some fun too," I slyly smiled. "Nothing wrong with fun as long as no regrets like we have talked about," she said. "No regrets," I replied. "It is not what I am looking for long term but a girl gets lonely at times for companionship." "I understand. Remember I am not here to judge you just help," she said. "Before you answer the next question I will tell you Jack sent me an e- mail saying how nice it was to see you and you seem to be adjusting fine. Now have you thought about what the next step is?" "To be honest I thought a lot about it in the beginning but then I got wrapped in life and everything new but a few things of the recent past has me thinking about it again and a lot." "And what are those thoughts Beth?" "I want to look into GRS," I said. "While my life is good now there are things I want to correct and try." "I can understand that however you do realize a vagina does not make you a woman? "I do but I am going to be honest here I have always been attracted to men, even more so now and somehow there is a fear of starting something as I can not offer them what they are looking for." "Beth judging by the notes from Jack I can see that you have been crossdressing most of your life and with you telling me of your attraction to men you aren't going to tell me you haven't acted on those desires," she came back. "God no," I smiled. "I am not a slut or out hunting a man every night but yes I have enjoyed gentlemen and I think they have enjoyed me. While that has been fun it is time to settle down and think more about a real relationship. I am a bit old to be just a bootie call." "You do know there is more to a relationship than sex." she said calmly. "I know that but still I think it is an important part of it. I see Mom and George and they have fun but I know they also a little slap and tickle at times" "Having a vagina does not define you as a woman nor is an end all." "I understand that Dr. Kelsey but it will make my panties fit better," I giggled. "That it would," she laughed. "I have a couple of former patients that have had their surgery. I would like with your permission to contact them and see is they would be open to discussing all of this with you," "I would like that very much." "Good! I will call Sharon and Tina and see what I can work out." "Thank you." The rest of the session we talked about the surgery in generalities. She did suggest I start doing some research about it as well as potential surgeons. She did tell me Both her "girls" had used the same surgeon in the Chicago area and were happy with the results. The time seemed to fly by and too soon it seemed I was on my way home. Mom asked how my session went as always and I just told her fine. I admit there was a part of me that was excited about everything but also some apprehension about it all too. My life is good as it is but I want more. Want? Hell I need more! When I started all of this my dream was surgery and somewhere along the way that seemed to get sidelined. Time to bring it back front and center for consideration. Hopefully Dr. Kelsey can put something together so I can talk to one or both of them so I can be better informed on all of this. That night as I changed for bed I tucked myself between my legs and took a long look at myself in the mirror. No far from perfect but maybe some man out there will find me satisfactory for a relationship. I know there is more to a person than looks but mine aren't that bad. I pulled my nightgown on and climbed under the covers. I fantasized what it would be to have a man there to cuddle with, to want me, to make love with. Beth that is what you want.