The Regretted Fuck Off Signals
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The music drowned out the sound of the storm. Bittersweet songs tinged with hope that was just out of reach filling the cab of my beat-up pick-up truck as the windshield wipers fought a losing battle against the torrent that had been unleashed shortly after sunset. If it didn’t let up soon I was going to have to pull over and wait it out – the service road that led past my trailer had a bad habit of flooding. As it was, I’d been forced to slow my speed drastically. Probably the only reason I saw her, my headlights illuminating a pale shape on the side of the road for a split second.
A ghost. No, really, that was my first thought. I was a little spooked, but I pulled over anyway, the engine still running and the lights on. If it was someone in trouble, I’d help. If it wasn’t… I lowered the passenger window down about four inches and double checked that the doors were locked as I watched the ‘ghost’ jog along the shoulder then slow, looking hesitant to get too close. Probably just as nervous as I was, having no idea who just pulled over. Was I the good Samaritan or the last person they’d ever see before becoming just another unsolved statistic in the middle of nowhere…
Eventually, desperation won over.
“Hi. I really need a ride. Please?”
She was more handsome than pretty. Dark skin, long lashes, full lips, auburn hair. Her pale yellow slicker looked less ghostly up close.
She didn’t look dangerous, but then, they never did. Still… if it had been me out there…
“Yep. Get in,” I told her, unlocking the door. “Mind the bags. Grocery run.”
Relief washed over her features, almost obliterating the fear that still tightened her eyes as she climbed in the cab, letting out a breath as she settled on the seat, half turned towards me, still uneasy. As was I.
“Where you headed?”
“Anywhere that’s warm and dry, I guess. Eventually, Seattle. At least, that was the plan.”
I thought that over for a few moments as I put the truck back in drive and pulled away from the shoulder.
“Erica.”
There was a tremor in her voice. Wet, cold, and afraid. I’d been there too. More than once.
“Towel in the glove box. Best I can do. Ronnie. What’s in Seattle? Family? Friends?”
“No. Not really.”
I glanced over as she used the rag I kept for wiping the seats on her face, getting most of the moisture off, then turned the heater up for her and cracked the window for me. We rode in silence after that. It wasn’t exactly a comfortable silence, but it wasn’t uncomfortable either. Two strangers, unsure of each other, keeping our thoughts to themselves. Eventually, one of us would break. It was me.
“You’re not a serial killer, are you?” I asked, trying to make it sound like a joke and it sort of was. And it sort of wasn’t.
“Do I look like a serial killer?”
“Don’t know. Never met one before. I’m not, by the way, in case you’re wondering. Got a trailer up a ways. Welcome to stay overnight. If the road doesn’t get washed out, I can drive you to town in the morning. Drop you off at the bus station.”
“Thanks. I mean it. Thanks.”
“No prob.”
“Guy I’d gotten a ride with just sort of… dropped me. Wanted more than just witty conversation and…”
“It’s not easy being a girl, is it.”
“I like this. Who is it?” An obvious ploy at changing the subject. I can’t say I minded.
“The music? Phoebe Bridgers. Yeah, kind of obsessed.”
“It’s a little sad…”
“Aren’t we all.”
More silence. Outside, the storm lessened, thankfully. At least I wouldn’t have to pull over and figure out what to do. Usually, I’d just put the seat back and crash for the night. Usually, though, I was alone.
“Almost there.”
“Kind of out in the middle of nowhere.”
“Yep,” I agreed. It was, but I liked it like that – once I’d gotten used to it, at least.
“You sure you’re not a serial killer?” she asked, a nervous smile playing on her lips.
“Cross my heart.”
I turned up the service road, putting the truck into four wheel drive. Dirt and gravel. I could see, by the highbeams, that the water was sluicing down it. Few more hours and it would be impossible to navigate. Plenty of time to get home, though.
“Been there before? Seattle?”
“No. Never. It’s a long way from home.”
“Pride’s this weekend, you know.” Intuition, maybe. Or a lucky guess.
“I know…” the silence that followed spoke volumes.
I nodded, turning down the stereo enough to make conversation easier.
“It’s okay with me, Erica. If you like girls, I mean. I’m not going to leave you in the middle of nowhere. Especially in this storm.”
There was visible relief in her eyes and a slight quiver in her voice.
“Thank you. I… I don’t know. I’ve never been with a girl. Or anyone.”
“I have. Both.”
“Oh. Okay.” And then, very softly. “I’m kind of… both, Ronnie.”
I managed to keep my eyebrows level and just nodded. Not something you could really tell, but I’d wondered a little. Again, just intuition.
“Must be hard.” I cracked a smile, chuckling a little. “Didn’t mean it like that.”
Erica giggled softly, nodding. “Didn’t think so. And yeah, it is hard. Didn’t mean it like that, either.”
“You out? I mean, at home?”
She met my question with a shrug. “My mom. Sort of. My dad would…”
I just nodded, remembering the last time I’d talked with either of my parents. Even now, it still stung a little.
“Here we are. It’s kind of off the reservation. Not much, but it’s home. It’ll look better in the morning. Everything usually does.”
It really wasn’t much to look at. It was my inheritance, so to speak – a 1972 Shasta Trailer. Older than I was by about by about 20 years. A bit beat up, like me, but it kept the wind and rain out and it gave me freedom to do and be what I wished. I’d been living out of it for the last seven years now, putting a lot of TLC into it, and the quiet little meadow on which it sat, until it was as nice a place as I’d ever lived.
I unlocked the door – even in the middle of nowhere… especially in the middle of nowhere – you could never be to careful. Flipping on the light switch, I led the way in.
“You live here all by yourself?”
“Yep. Help me get the groceries in, then I’ll find you something dry to wear. Put on some coffee, too. Get us warmed up. It’ll be cozy. Barely big enough for me some days. Better than the alternative, though.”
I told her to sit at the table while I rustled up a pair of sweats, a t-shirt, and one of the oversized flannel shirts I preferred.
“Bit small on you, but they’re dry.”
I chuckled a bit when she looked around nervously.
“This is it. Don’t worry. I won’t watch. Scout’s honor.”
I kept my promise, my back turned, my eyes closed, laughing to myself as I heard her struggle to take off her soaked clothing. Like I’d said, there wasn’t a whole lot of space in my Shangri-la in the woods. Eventually, she was done changing and I got to putting away the groceries, glancing out of the corner of my eyes, both of us content with semi-comfortable silence.
She’d taken her wig off to reveal closely shorn black hair. He was handsome. She was handsome, I thought, correcting myself. Sometimes God gets it wrong.
“You know, I thought you were a ghost when I first saw you. All I could see was your yellow slicker.”
“You believe in ghosts?”
“Not really. But that doesn’t mean they don’t exist.”
I set a cup of coffee on the table in front of her and slid into the other side, our knees knocking together. Like I said, tight quarters.
“Cream and sugar.” I pointed to mug on windowsill. Right next to my ceramic cat salt and pepper shakers. “Mostly for decoration. Or the rare guest.”
I kept my amusement to myself as Erica dumped two of each into his cup and stirred slowly. Neither of us spoke for the longest time. Just sat companionably, listening to the sound of the wind in trees and the rain on the trailer roof, until our mugs were drained.
“You tired?”
“If I was, I’m not anymore,” she laughed.
“Yeah, me either. You get high?”
“Not really. No. My dad would kill me.”
“You want to? I’ll be your weed Sherpa. Promise not to let you do anything you’ll regret.”
“I guess?”
So yeah, we got stoned, with me making sure Erica didn’t overdo it. It was nice to see her come out of her shell a little. The weed helped, but I like to think it was because she was with someone who simply accepted her for who she was. We talked. Just about whatever. You know how it is when you’re high? You just sort of wander around from one topic to another with no real destination in mind. Sometimes, though, you stop along the road for a while to look up at the stars…
“You ever get lonely up here, Ronnie?”
“Sometimes, sure. Few others around here who kind of feel like I do that’ll drop by for a chat. And I go into town once a week for groceries and a meal. Sometime catch a show. Nothing like movie theatre popcorn. Most of the time, I prefer my own company.”
We were silent again, both of us lost in our own thoughts. I’d folded the table up so that we each had our own cushioned bench, and a pillow, to lie back on. Erica’s feet stuck out over one end while my heels rested comfortably on the edge. Eventually, I got sleepy.
“There’s kind of a loft.” I pointed towards the back. “Be cramped. Usually just pull the benches together. Be crowded.”
“You mean, sleep together?”
“Sure. Promise not to try anything. And it’ll be nice. Been a long time since I’ve had a sleepover…”
A hell of a long time since I’d been held, or kissed, or touched, or… not that I was expecting any of that. Just be nice to not be alone for one night. Like I’d said, sometimes it did get a little lonely.
I got out a sheet and a couple of blankets before taking off my pants. Unlike Erica, I wasn’t shy.
“You’re pretty.”
I blushed at that, shrugging it off. She was high, after all.
“Help me pull these together. It’s getting late.”
It really was nice to have someone hold me. We spooned. I suppose I could pretend it was innocent, at least at first. It didn’t take long before I felt her cock harden against my ass. I didn’t make a sound. Instead I simply wiggled closer to her and pulled her arm around me, content for the moment, to feel her hand resting on my belly.
“Sorry,” she whispered, moving away from me after a dozen or so heartbeats.
“Why?”
“I… have an erection.”
“Mmhm. It feels nice.”
“Oh.” And then. “I hate it.”
“What?” I said, waking up a little, moving my hand until it rested over his.
“My… penis. It’s ugly. I could almost pass for a real girl, but…”
“You’re already a ‘real’ girl. Sometimes real girls have cocks. It happens.”
“Yeah, but-“
I didn’t answer her. Instead I guided her hand between my thighs.
“I-“
“Don’t talk. Don’t think about it. Just pretend it’s yours, Erica. Your pussy. Touch it like it belongs to you.”
“I-“
I could hear the nerves in her voice. The excitement too. I could feel her harden against my backside as I gently moved her hand.
“Here. Touch me here. Just your finger. Feel that? Mmm. Slowly. We’re not in a hurry.”
It didn’t matter that she was inexperienced. She was here, and it had been a long time. I shuddered, pleasure washing through me, breathless as I showed her how I liked to be touched.
“Kiss the back of my neck, my throat. And slip your other hand under me. Touch my tits. Please.” There was a little bit of desperation in my voice. I didn’t mind her hearing it. In fact, I wanted her to hear it.
“Just like that, keep going. Now… gently, gently, slide your finger up and down, see how wet I am? Get it nice and wet and push it… slowly, yes, oh, god, just like… into me…”
She was trying to go slowly, but I could tell her excitement was starting to get the best of her. Not that I minded. Lifting my leg up a bit, I gave her more room to explore.
“Don’t worry, you can’t hurt me. Two fingers now. In and out… “
“Oh, god, I’m… I’m…”
I laughed gently, understanding her dilemma.
“Then take your cock. Put it in me. Easy. Just press it against me, here…”
I maneuvered myself a little, squirming until I was comfortable again.
“There. Just slowly push your hips forward, Erica. Just like that. All the way in and-“
She groaned, loudly. I felt her cock swell and twitch as she pushed herself all the way in, her hand closing on my tit as if to hang on for dear life.
“I’m co-“
And she did.
“Oh my god, I’m so sorry,” she eventually managed, sounding mortified.
I just chuckled a little as I took her hand again.
“Make it up to me. Just like I showed you.”
I did most of the work but, eventually, she made me come too.
“Wow.”
“Wow,” I agreed, closing my eyes, my fingers curling into hers, her cock, soft and wet, still inside me. It felt…
“Thank you,” she murmured shyly.
I simply nodded and wiggled a little closer, enjoying the feel of her face against my hair and her arm around me as I drifted off…
I awoke to find Erica leaning over the tiny kitchen sink, nose and forehead pressed to the square of glass. She was naked, her semi-soft cock dangling between her thighs. She looked almost angelic, the sun streaming in, lighting one side of her face. I stretched, letting out a soft groan as I straightened my legs.
“Awake?”
“Not sure. What are you looking at?”
“Come see.”
“Do I have to?”
She was silent for several moments, so I closed my eyes again, thinking I’d go back to sleep.
“Yeah. Please?”
Wordlessly I draped the sheet over my shoulders before padding over, my hip brushing hers as I joined her, curious now.
“Oh,” I breathed, awestruck.
It had stopped raining, at least where we were. In the distance was a rainbow, one of the most vibrant I’d ever seen.
“Think it’s a sign?”
Shrugging, I rested my head against her shoulder, and shared the moment silently until she took my head in her hands and kissed me softly, her dark eyes damp with emotion as I ran my fingers gently over her shaved head.
“I can take you into town after breakfast. Road will probably be okay to drive.”
I leaned closer as she put her arm around my shoulders, enjoying the warmth of her body as I let the sheet slip to the floor.
“Or you can stay.”
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Dear Literotica reader, Please forgive spelling mistakes and the like – my spell-checker has decided to take an extended vacation, and I’m afraid you and I must suffer for it. -Riv * * * my hurt inside is fading / this shits gone way too far / all this time i’ve been waiting / oh i cannot breath anymore / for whats insides awaking / i’m not i’m not a whore / you’ve taken everything and / oh i cannot give any more * * * * * * We grab an O-bag of stuff guaranteed to put you to sleep...
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* * * in the time of chimpanzees, I was a monkey / butane in my veins I’m out to cut the junkie / with the plastic eyeballs, spraypaint the vegetables / dog food stalls, with the beefcake pantyhose / kill the headlights and put it in neutral / stock car flaming with a loser in the cruise control / baby’s in Reno with a vitamin d / got a couple of couches, asleep on the love seat * * * * * * The power runs on sunlight. Cypress told us that he wasn’t used to using power indiscriminately...
bat your eyes girl, be / otherworldly / count your blessings / se / duce a stranger / what’s so wrong with / being happy / kudos to those who / see through sickness, yeah // over and / over and / over and / over and / over * * * * * * I can’t help singing softly to myself. ‘over and over and over and over and ohhhhhh hoh hoh hoh…’ Sophie’s nodding her head as I sing. The others don’t seem to mind, thank God – it calms me down. ‘she woke in the morning… she knew that her life had passed...
smokeSCREEN bookFOUR : THEbecoming * Note from the Author: bookFOUR is running long, and so I’ve broken it into large segments. I had planned to submit them all at once, but that plan’s gang a’gley. [knocks on metal] I know this is going to give me a continuity nightmare, but here goes. I hope you enjoy it. Yours, -Caulfield * part i : assaults * * * * * * manic depression is / torching my soul / i know what i want but i / just don’t know / how to go about getting it //...
Tim was stepping out of his favorite Irish pub, he was a bit drunk and frustrated. He was glaring at his cellphone, he put it in his back pocket. He had a message from his girlfriend asking him where he was, he responded that he'd be home soon. His girlfriend was denying him his preferred sexual outlet, but it was alright he could masturbate. He had no right to be angry, a relationship isn't entirely about sex. Except that without the sex, it's really just a friendship. Someday she'd...
It's about noon. I'm standing outside with her while she takes a fifteen minute break from her work. It's just us out here; no one else at her job smokes and you can't see the back of the building from the road. She wraps her arms loosely around my shoulders in an embrace and kisses my neck. "So have you missed me this week, Lover?" she asks in a kitten like purr. She pulls back to look in my eyes while running her hands down my shoulders, cupping my breasts and squeezing them. My body reacts...
LesbianI’ve done a lot of stupid things in my eighteen years, from the day I was born almost. I won’t go into a lot of detail, but lets just say I gave my folks more gray hair then any parents deserve. My name is Benji, and no I ain’t some cute little puppy with big eyes and a lot of scraggly fur all over my body. I have no idea why they named me that, they never would tell me, but like that little mutt from movie fame, I do have a way of getting myself into some moments, and this is one of them. ...
copyright by calibeachgirl and jim crowell all rights reserved, 2011 * Elliot was nervous, his hands shook enough his forkful of food slipped back onto the plate. He set it down. Things were not going well for the FBI agent. Sophia looked at him, a wry smile on her face. ‘Something wrong, dear?’ she asked. ‘You seem a little… pre-occupied.’ She toyed with her husband… a cat playing with a mouse. ‘Uh… no… well, yes,’ he said. ‘I’m sorry that I asked you to go with Angie that evening. It was...
Copyright @ All rights reserved, 2011 Thanks to Doug, Elliot, Jimmy and Pepper… Chapter 2: California Dreaming ‘C’mon, we’re leaving. You, too, Mrs. Shocley.’ As they walked outside, Cindy saw Jeff and moved behind Greg. She preferred Greg to the policeman she had been having sex with each Friday. ‘Oh God,’ she thought, ‘I don’t want him to see me. Jeff may have the uniform but Greg knew how to use his gun.’ ‘You two get into my car over there and I’ll be along in a second.’ While the...
copyright @ calibeachgirl and jim crowell all rights reserved, 2011 ‘The advantage of owning your own apartments,’ Greg thought, ‘is that you didn’t have to punch a time-clock so you could start your day whenever you wanted. ‘The disadvantage of owning your own apartments,’ Greg realized, ‘is that you didn’t have to punch a time-clock so your day never ended.’ ********** At noon, Greg put away his shovel, showered and drove back to the college to bring Cindy home. Turning off the radio,...
Copyright @ calibeachgirl All rights reserved, 2011 With thanks to Elliot, Doug and Martine Remarks with single quotes, i.e., ‘remarks’ are thoughts and not spoken aloud. Chapter 3: You can’t go home, again ‘Well, are we finally going home?’ asked Mrs. Shocley. ‘My goldfish is probably floating by now.’ ‘Yes, but in two days, I need to make sure it’s safe for all of us. Cindy’s husband’s bookie is dead, the four guys, well, they’ve been dead and nobody seems to know or care who we are.’...
Copyright @ calibeachgirl All rights reserved, 2011 Thanks to Doug, Elliot and Jim Chapter 4: The Hardest Thing The hardest thing… ‘This is even worse than those crazy nights with Suzy,’ Cindy realized. She remembered taking all those strange men into her mouth for five dollars each. Each night there, she and Suzy made close to a hundred dollars each in such a short time, it was unbelievable. And, her husband Chris was such a drunken fool, he could have stayed home with her instead of...
The near-silence of the tree-shaded streets was shattered by the most sorrowful song Cindy had ever heard. ‘Why you still insist on listening to country music is beyond me,’ she said. ‘Either the woman is cheating, leaving or dying….’ she had remarked, once, ‘or his dog and truck died.’ Soon, the heavily lemon-scent of eucalyptus trees, their branches laden with silver-gray leaves, filled the warm, humid air with the smell of southern California. The Gold Rush immigrant, brought from the...
He sat at the edge of the bed, naked and full of anticipation. She was topless, her full breasts swinging as she moved. She was beautiful, with short, dark hair done in a pixie cut. She bent down to take his penis in her hands, but he stopped her. ‘You know what I like’, he said, pointing at the pack of cigarettes on the nightstand. The woman took a cigarette from the pack and put it in her mouth. Her mouth was painted in deep red lipstick, which stained the end of the cigarette as soon as...
Why do so many white, working-class voters vote against their interests at times? In other words, why do they vote Republican? 1. Democratic stupidity on wedge issues that are proven losers, such as gun control. Sorry, folks, but many people don't trust that future governments can be trust with a monopoly on force. On that issue, they're right, even if on balance, the Democrats are still the better party. Governments are made up of people, people fuck up, and if you don't trust individuals...
After returning to the main camp at Esquel, Argentina, Polk and Robinson met with the rest of the Win DX team to formulate a strategy. Then Bud and Grady turned in to one of the tents for some shut-eye. In the remaining daylight, Pat, Brian, and Ted would place the remote audio sensors and transmitters on the three peaks triangulating the villa where Handley stayed. In addition, two cameras far more sophisticated than your typical security cameras were focused on the front of the villa where...
As the Win DX field team was making a flight plan, Brian contacted them on the secure phone. They were booked into the Rio Pescado Fishing Lodge for some R&R for a week. After that they would again go back to the villa to see what might have been left behind. Their adversaries hadn't found the surveilance equipment, or picked up the transmissions. They had just recently missed Mustafa, Najef Said and the four men who never reached Las Vegas. They were abuzz that the Israeli Massad was...
(Olmstead Ranch, Present) Before the flight over the Gulf of Mexico, Bud and his two companions spent the night in San Salvador after 17 hours in the air, the day before. With fuel and meal stops in Vera Cruz, Mexico, and Harlingen, Texas, they arrived at Olmstead at 1530. After a shower and change of clothes, Lance and Brian, met them to bring them up to date on the Neal Handley situation. The bomb had killed one of Handley's young playmates. Since the mystery crew had set the booby traps,...
I was traveling on business, which is my time for dressing. And when I dress, I must have my VS 120 Menthols! I posted an ad on the CL for someone who would like a Hot Smokey BJ! I received several replys. But one just caught my eye. It was a young man in his late 20's, mixed with a beautiful big un-cut cock. Well I chose him, gave him my hotel and room number.about 30 minutes he knocks on my door, I'm dressed my slutty best and ask him to come in.He seemed a bit nervous and showed me his 2...
Jessie and I did our usuall Friday night thing movies, followed by a porn just before bed, on this particular night we watched a bisexual MMF and both got really turned on.....she's bi and so am I so we always have fun! I fucked her doggie then she rode til we both cum, then she sucked me hard, then I fucked her ass and cumm deep inside her,She then did the same to me...with her 9 inch strap on! Jessie fucked me hard from behind, her little hands grabbing my hips as her big cock streched my...
She gave me the address a week ago. Never thought she'd actually want to meet. Since her divorce she's been exploring all her wildest kinks. I was one of the lucky ones. Dimly lit home at the end of the road was my destination. A lone porch light was my guide. A red light. Reminded me of my younger days in Germany. All I asked of Glo was that I was the last man of the night. I wanted her sloppy. When the door opened she was smoking a Marlborow Red, dangling from her succulent, red lips. She...
Smoking Blues by Brenda @2019 "Hey Bren," called my assistant Sarah. The home office called while you were out smoking. You Better call Mr. C back. He didn't sound happy!" "Okay, thanks dear. I will call him back straight away," I replied as I headed to my office. As I was opening my door Sarah continued. "You know, you really have been taking a lot of smoke breaks lately. We are all concerned about your health. You are the first boss we have had here that knows how to treat people...