Freefalling Freestyle
By Elliot Reid
"What are we going to do with you?" the woman asked, flatly.
There was no answer to that. I stared at my fingernails. They were long
and well-manicured, though unpainted and unpolished. They were also
unfamiliar. They belonged to a teenaged girl I'd never met. I was
trapped in a duplicate of her body, powerless. I saw no way out.
I was sitting in a bare office with closed blinds obscuring the neon
New York night. The glazing kept out the traffic noise but not the
subsonic thrum of the city. Separating the woman and me was a scratched
and coffee-ringed wooden table. There were a couple of Starbucks cups
and a plastic-wrapped cookie on it. Spartan, steel-framed chairs with
frayed coverings guarded the table. I lounged disconsolately in one
chair, sullen-faced, pressing on the floor with my toes to tip it onto
its back feet. The woman, who had identified herself as Jo, sat
confidently in another.
My lips were dry. "You took my powers away," I said, weakly. I couldn't
feel anything. Not the familiar memory of body shapes that I'd
imprinted, nor the undercurrent of energy that was the source of my
abilities.
"Uh-huh," said Jo, calmly. "We had no choice. You were too dangerous in
your old body. You could have hurt someone. Or hurt yourself. I had a
technology that could transform you into someone without powers. I used
it."
"Why change my body?" I felt a black anger boil up inside. "Why not use
power drainers?"
"We don't have any drainers," said Jo, levelly. "Only the authorities
are allowed those. We had to improvise."
Jo was a stunning redhead with startling, wide-spaced eyes and wavy
hair. She was dressed in a form-fitting one-piece in burnished green
leather. It was the uniform of her alter ego: the science heroine known
as Solitaire. Jo filled it well. Except for the creases at the joints
it looked like a second skin on her. She was one of those petite but
curvy women who in another life might have made it as a glamour model.
But Jo was more than a pretty face; she was more than human. She had
the extraordinary ability to manipulate gravity. She could levitate
into the air and crush objects with a wave of her hand.
"Who did you change me into?" I whispered. I hadn't been able to look
into a mirror. According to the back of my hands my skin had an olive
complexion, like that of a Latina. I was definitely a girl, with skinny
legs and a small, pointy bosom. Looking down, my new body seemed
youthful and gawky. I was barefoot and wearing a dark gray jumpsuit,
like a prisoner uniform. It was a size too big and it looked rumpled on
my tiny figure. I wondered where my costume was. I'd been wearing it in
the fight, back when I inhabited the strongwoman body of Cobalt.
"That's a long story." Said Jo, holding me steadily in her gaze.
"You're a copy of an old acquaintance. It was the only shape I could
find at short notice."
"So if I'm not myself any more, how can you hold me here?" I looked up
at Jo, defiantly. She shrugged.
"This is not an arrest. I'm not detaining you here. You can walk out
that door any time you want." She nodded towards the exit. "Only, you
go in the shape you are in. Stuck in the body of a sixteen year-old
girl with no powers, no ID and, I imagine, nowhere to go."
"You stole my body!" I could hear myself whining. This form had a
young, slightly nasal voice. It buzzed harshly in my ears.
"We stole nothing. I'm not even sure there's a law for what we've just
done to you." Jo arched an eyebrow. "Of course, I should hand you to
the cops. If we turned you in like this, there'd be a lot of
embarrassing questions and our lawyers would be busy for a while. But
you'd be in deep trouble for what you did. The Forster Act violations
alone are worth a ten-stretch."
I shifted uncomfortably in my chair. This body had a bony ass with very
little padding. "Why haven't you done that, then?" I asked, petulantly.
"What do you want from me?"
"What do I want? Just the chance to talk. Maybe we can help each other
out. If you co-operate with us we can think about giving you your old
body and powers back." She hesitated before adding: "Eventually."
We held each others' eyes for a moment. I was the first to break
contact. I knew I was in deep trouble.
"So, why don't you start talking?" she continued.
"Talk about what?" I was not in the mood for a conversation with anyone
right now.
Jo pushed a cup of coffee and the cookie across the table towards me.
"Well, if you don't want to give me your name just yet, why don't we
start with your origin?"
My origin story? I bit my bottom lip. I couldn't see the percentage in
keeping my mouth shut. It was easier to play along. So I talked.
* * *
First, I need to explain something about science powers. The most
important thing to know about them is that they are extremely uncommon.
There probably aren't more than four or five hundred people in the
United States with any kind of powers.
Powers are strange bioelectric fields that mess with physics in
incomprehensible ways. They seem so close to magic that the term
'science powers' was coined to make it plain to the public that those
who possessed these talents weren't gods or wizards or mystics, but
enhanced humans. Not that this stopped some of the more prominent
science heroes becoming the focus of religious cults, much to their
embarrassment.
Most powered people can't do more than circus stunts. There's that guy
on TV who has the ability to change the color of objects and the man
who can light small flames on the tip of his fingers. There's a woman
whose parlor trick is to see things standing directly behind her and
the girl who can see five minutes into the past. Comic-book hero powers
such as flight or super-strength or laser-beam eyes are possessed by an
elite minority and only a handful of those have the chutzpah to dress
up in costume and become science heroes.
Unlike the comic books almost no powered people become science
villains. Why bother when there's good money to be made legitimately?
Only psycho nutjobs like Queen Crimson go that route and she's safely
incarcerated these days. And then there's myself. Though there's
precious little that's super about my petty crimes.
* * *
"I was a late developer," I admitted to Jo, sipping at the Starbucks
cup. "My power appeared last January, just before my seventeenth
birthday."
"You're a senior, then." The corner of Jo's mouth curled.
"I'm not a kid, if that's what you mean," I quavered. I think I pouted,
but I'm not sure how a pout worked with this new face.
"This thing you did. This thing that's got you fathoms-deep in trouble,
was that mature?"
I looked at Jo. Her stillness was unnerving. Reluctantly, I shook my
head.
"Look, you're young," the science heroine said, graciously. "The young
get to make mistakes. The question I have to ask you is: have you
learned from them?"
I digested that. She seemed to be offering me a way out.
Jo took my silence as a cue to guide me back to the discussion in hand,
"So your powers manifested, just like that?"
"Sure. One day it just… happened." That was about six months ago,
though it seemed like a lifetime.
I halted for a moment, debating what to tell Jo. I had many secrets,
not least of which was my gender.
Here's the kicker: I'm not a girl, you see. I'm a guy. If you met me in
my real body you'd see a tall, gangel boy; an awkward lad with
bloodhound eyes. You'd see a social inept, someone who preferred the
solitude of his room at home, hiding from his parents in the limpid
television gloom, playing games online, watching TV torrents and
writing snarky reviews in his blog.
I am the perfect profile of the tech geek, with all the neuroses you'd
expect of a youth negotiating their last year of the high school
jungle. I've always yearned to be someone else. Someone more social and
confident, more accepted.
Then one day my wish came true.
"The first time it happened was when I shapechanged into a friend by
accident," I admitted, reluctantly.
"How did that happen?" asked Jo. She was starting to relax a little,
her head canted slightly so that her wavy red hair draped languidly
into her face. She'd taken her goggles off since the fight, revealing
eyes that were large, gray-tinted and beautiful. They were familiar.
I'd once looked through those eyes and I remembered the crystal clarity
of their vision. "Was it some kind of big, colorful manifestation?" she
insisted.
"No, nothing like that." I stopped to clear my throat before going on.
"Only I knew anything had happened. I was hanging with my pal and just
patted them on the shoulder, all friendly. Then there was this 'zap'
feeling as I touched them, like a small electric shock. Suddenly I
could feel their shape in my head. It was like I held the blueprints
for their body in my mind. It made me feel weird. I didn't actually
shapechange properly until later. Not 'til I got home."
There was a lot I'd left out of this description. The friend had been
Bill, my bud at school. He's a smart, funny guy. Good grades. Good
enough at sports and the social round to be at the centre of several
circles. He hung with the nerd crowd and played in our World of
Warcraft clan. He was our natural leader and the organizer of many
online raids and stunts.
That time I'd felt the zap, the experience had left me feeling so
queasy and sick that I crawled home, leaving Bill at the arcade where
we'd been hanging. I stumbled into my bed complaining of a stomachache
and asked Mom to stop fussing and leave me alone. I dozed off and when
I woke up I was in Bill's body--or at least a copy of it--looking
through his eyes and breathing his air.
"Who was this friend of yours?" Jo asked, trying to gently lever her
way past my defenses. I licked my dry lips and tried to fend her off.
"Can we leave my friends out of it, Jo?" I briefly felt assertive and
defensive of my privacy. "They have nothing to do with this. I
discovered I could touch people and get an impression of their form
from the physical contact. Once it was in my head I could change into
that imprinted form and back again."
Jo wisely let it drop. "Did you use the power much once you'd mastered
it?"
"Uh, yeah. I experimented."
Yes, I experimented. A lot.
Of course, there was Bill's body at first. I wasn't really sure how I
had come to change, and after the initial panic it was a while before I
realized that my mind seemed to hold imprints of my old and new bodies.
I could focus on the ghostly shape there and swap between his body and
mine as easy as moving from one train of thought to another. It didn't
take more than five or six seconds to transform and it was painless. My
entire body would bubble with a weird energy, then it would flow and
gel into the new shape and become solid again.
I soon discovered the power's first limitation. It didn't work on
clothes, leaving me wearing whatever I had on before the change. That
would be a source of occasional embarrassment in the times to come.
As Bill it was disconcerting to have his bulk, his muscle, his senses,
and even his man-parts. Yeah, that felt icky at first. But once I felt
comfortable shifting back and forth between forms I test-drove his
body. I was impressed by how different a climax felt; it seemed to go
on longer than in my own physique.
All this, of course, was in secret, in the warm privacy of my bedroom
or the shower; anywhere my parents couldn't see me. There was no way I
was going to tell Mom or Pop about this and I was never going to admit
amything to Bill.
I spent a week trying to figure out the power, trying to master it. I
wondered if it was a one-off so I tried imprinting other friends from
school. All it took was some handshakes and backslaps and I soon also
had the imprints of three other friends. Having four phantom shapes
floating at the back of my consciousness was distracting and made it
hard to concentrate. I was glad when, after a few days, they began to
fade away.
However, while I held their imprints each change catapulted me into an
exhilarating new world of sensation. Each body had its own signature
characteristics, slightly different from my own. John's vision had an
acuity that profoundly changed the way I looked at the universe. The
colors I saw through his eyes seemed so much more vibrant. Tanc was
blessed with sharp hearing and I could make out sounds and voices more
easily from the tumble of background noise, while Raul possessed a
sense of smell so fine that I could make out olfactory notes I never
knew existed.
There were other unexpected differences. Muscles stretched and twanged
in unfamiliar ways. John's body seemed more flexible than the others
while in Raul's form my hands felt pudgy and clumsy. Tanc's legs seemed
so long compared to my own that I kept stumbling as I walked. Shifts in
height or reach could be a minefield, as they changed my perception of
distances and space. Even mundane alterations could be striking. In
each body I had a different heartbeat, an alien breathing rhythm, the
altered tang of saliva in my mouth and the feel of a new set of teeth
against my tongue.
Practicing the changes I found I could control the imprinting so that
it didn't happen on every physical contact. The transformations were
coming easy now and the overwhelming rush of the impressions didn't
make me feel sick like the first time.
I felt I was ready to try the biggest change yet. I wanted to become a
girl.
This was something I didn't want to mention to Jo. This was all about
sex, okay? Pure gratification. I was this lanky geek, a horny teen
who'd never dated yet was forced to swim in the hormone-charged
environment of high school. I felt I was missing what other guys at
school seemed to be getting, and that was pussy.
But now I could change my physical form to whomever I was able to touch
and imprint. Who needed to date a woman if you could become one? This
fever dream began to exterminate all rational thought. I started to
fantasize about transforming into a hot chick and checking myself out.
As soon as the idea of changing into a girl began to careen across my
imagination, I began to form a plan. I wanted to become someone foxy-
looking, of course. By a shaky process of logic I concluded that I
should imprint a person I'd never met and who didn't know me. So I set
my trap at the Mall.
If this sounds like stalkerish behavior, well, I plead that this was a
victimless crime. I wasn't going to attack anyone, just touch them for
a moment, imprint their physical pattern and then I'd be gone. However,
I didn't want any awkward questions, so to disguise myself I changed
into John's tall, rangy body. His was the closest shape to mine, I
wasn't too clumsy in it and I could wear the same clothes in both
forms. I biked down to the Mall and hung about the marble air-
conditioned concourse, watching people walk by and rating the women on
a one to ten scale.
It took a while to find the right subject. Most of the women were too
old or too young, too fat or thin. There were lumpen women, saggy
women, girls with lived-in faces. There were some who looked great at a
distance and as they walked closer did not look so hot. And there were
some who were pretty, but not pretty enough. I had this great power and
arrogantly felt I could afford to pick and choose.
Eventually I saw what I wanted: she was definitely a nine out of ten, a
lovely brunette with lustrous, shoulder-length hair. The woman was a
twenty-something, with an oval face and dazzling eyes that were kissed
with a dash of green. She had a small, straight nose and a generous
mouth with inviting lips. Her figure was slim-waisted and wide-hipped,
with what looked like shapely legs beneath her pants, and she wore a
stretch top that barely contained her generous breasts. I watched them
move as she did, bobbing in sympathy with her walk. The woman's well-
tanned arms were bare, which was ideal for me to make contact, and she
was alone, window shopping outside the chic clothes stores with a bag
swinging from her shoulder. Heart in my mouth I approached her from the
side.
"Hi Julie!" I said to her, all enthusiasm and bonhomie. I had no idea
who Julie was; it was the first name that came to mind. I lightly
touched the woman's arm, just long enough to feel the zap and rush of
the imprint. Startled, her head snapped to look at me, hair whirling
and mouth open. I was momentarily transfixed; she looked really
beautiful. But before she could say anything I immediately launched
into an apology. "Oh, I'm so sorry," I said, backing out of her
personal space. "From a distance I thought you were my friend. My bad,
I'm real sorry."
"No, uh, it's okay," she said and gave an embarrassed laugh. Her voice
was light and friendly. She hadn't felt the imprint process. None of
them ever do, though I saw her hand absently brush the skin where I'd
touched her.
"Look, I'd better go!" I said, thumbing toward the exit. "I gotta find
my friend Julie. Again, I'm sorry about the mistake!" Heart-in-mouth I
dashed outside to the lonely concrete post where I'd shackled my
mountain bike. I took a moment to morph back into my own shape and then
pedaled back home as fast as my legs could take me.
I almost never made it. My limbs were shaking from the adrenalin rush
of what I'd just done. And then there was the imprint of the woman's
body, which was beginning to fill my senses.
It's hard to articulate how an imprint feels. It's like a new sense, a
spectral memory of a body shape on the edge of my consciousness. On
that bike ride I could feel the outline of this woman's physical form
and it was making me horny. My dick was so hard I could barely pedal.
This was different from the guy forms I'd impressed. Almost as if it
could touch them my mind could make out the fleshy physicality of
breasts, the curve of a waist and an unfamiliar space between my
thighs. It's a wonder I didn't orgasm in my shorts.
Back in the house, I ran thumpety-thump upstairs and locked myself in
the antiseptic privacy of the bathroom. I stripped in a hurry, clumsily
hurling off shoes, shirt and pants until they were strewn across the
floor. Then my hands, on autopilot, pushed down my shorts and began to
stroke and jerk my dick, which was hard, hot and sleek. I felt an urge
to ejaculate before I transformed. But the weight of the strange,
feminine imprint on my psyche was too great. My mind kept flicking to
the ghostly sensations of tits, ass and clit. The feeling of male
orgasm began to build, but I couldn't stop the deep desire to change
from overwhelming me. Just as I was about to come I began to morph and
my penis shrunk back out of my hands. I was suddenly robbed of my
ability to orgasm, leaving a momentary ache where my balls had been. In
seconds, I was all woman, standing naked save for the shorts pooling
around my ankles. In the bathroom mirror I could see a bloom of sweat
across my heaving chest while the hand that had held my dick now
grasped at empty air in front of my pussy.
Not for the first time I was to discover that there's a disjoint
between looking at a pretty girl and actually occupying her body. This
is especially true when your only experience of hot women comes from
airbrushed photos on the internet. There's a rude reality you have to
face up to. This close I could see the myriad tiny flaws of a real
woman's form. I had fine hairs on my arms, enlarged pores on my skin,
tiny wrinkles near my eyes and a barely perceptible bend in my nose,
along with a dozen other irritating defects. Already my long, dark hair
was wandering into my face to itch and scratch at my nose and my hands
rose up to flick it away with long-nailed fingers.
Suddenly I was aware of padding in places that were unfamiliar. My ass
and thighs felt unusually plump, as if the world around my tuchas began
a long way away. Then there was the mass of flesh tugging at my chest
muscles. I had breasts that were big, but without a bra to hold them
they just sagged back against my body and looked uneven, one larger
than the other.
My cans were nothing like the firm mountains I'd imagined they'd be.
They shivered like jello and yielded to the slightest touch. A tracery
of veins tracked across a skin that blazed with pale bikini triangles.
My hands mashed my boobs then lifted them, feeling their heft and
fleshy weight. Something carnal stirred in my chest and crotch as
fingernails brushed the hardening blobs of my redcurrant nipples and
their large surrounds. It was different from a hard-on. This arousal
was more like a heavy heat that made my skin more sensitive, that made
me conscious of the secret new spaces inside of me.
Suddenly the flaws didn't matter any more and my hands were all over my
body. It was almost like I didn't have enough fingers to stroke, touch
and pinch at all the parts of my new physique. Playing with my breasts
was sensational, feeling a horny thrill prickle back from behind the
teats and make its way to my cootchie, which became tremendously wet. I
hadn't anticipated how rapidly this warmth and moistness in my loins
would build. My face flushed and I felt as if I was starting to glow.
As the excitement increased I caressed my flat belly, with its firm
abs, and cupped the swell of my ass. It was a lovely peach-skinned
behind, soft and satisfyingly round.
And then, after exploring the slick sensitivity of my inner thighs,
which staggered me and almost made me fall on the floor, I began to
quest at the soft folds of skin around my vagina. I was about to slip
one nailed finger gingerly in to the hot wetness when a voice from
downstairs rose up and drenched me like a cold shower. It was Mom
calling me down for lunch. I cursed a streak in a soft soprano and then
stood there, staring angrily around the spotless expanse of the
bathroom. The spell was broken and the exquisite sexual heat of my
girl-body was cooling. Reluctantly, I focused for long enough to shift
back to my own shape, feeling its bony angles develop and my balls
drop. I felt a deep resentment at having to give up the exotic
experience of being a woman and return to my original form. I wiped
myself where girl-juices had dripped a slick, solitary trail down the
inside of one thigh, then got dressed and went downstairs to a
miserable meal.
From that day on I would have to hunt for private moments to explore my
feminine form. Often this was at night when I was safe in bed and the
house was suspended in sleep. In the stillness, with the warm urban
nightlight filtering through the blinds, I'd transform beneath the
sheets. My skinny awkwardness would subside and swell into supple
curves, reshaping the bedclothes. My head would suddenly be pillowed by
a mass of soft hair.
I'd lay there for a while, absorbing the new rhythms, the breathing and
heartbeat, of this limber body. I'd taste my sweet saliva and explore
my perfect, regular teeth with my tongue. Then slowly, in an act of
seduction, I'd start to play with myself in the dark. Slim hands would
flutter across my breasts as they puddled on my chest. Fingers would
delicately pluck at my sweet teats, teasing them rigid and making my
body writhe in response before my hand slid down across my belly and a
ragged thatch of pubic hair to reach the entrance to my vulva. There,
sliding into the folds of flesh, I was able to explore the hot
moistness, hunt out my clitoris and press it to make my back arch. Then
I'd enjoy the sensation of my fingers inside of me. I liked to withdraw
a wet digit and taste myself; lapping with my tongue at the hot musk of
my sex.
The first time I climaxed it was difficult to keep the noise down and I
lay in bed, gasping, feeling buzzy and blissed out. It was nothing like
the urgent surge of my male orgasms. This was more like a tide, a rise
and fall of sensation and emotion. Exhausted, I dozed off, still
encased in a female body. I was fortunate not to be discovered before I
woke and could change back.
I kept this pattern of exploration up for almost two weeks, excited by
my female shape and entranced by its otherness. I'd lock myself in my
room all evening, enjoying the experience of being a woman. I felt more
relaxed in this form, and was becoming increasingly comfortable with
it. As the sensation of breasts and vagina became familiar, I started
to appreciate the rest of what I thought of as my 'Julie body'. I loved
the line formed by my slim waist and broad hips, and the way my center
of gravity seemed to shift downwards. I admired the shapliness of my
legs and how even the back of my knees seemed to be an erogenous zone.
I would spend some evenings playing World of Warcraft in my Julie
shape, typing chat messages to friends. They couldn't see me, of
course. They didn't realize that I was now a hottie, sitting at a
screen clad only in a bathrobe, a stray boob just poking out from
behind the towelling. That gave me a secret thrill for as long as it
lasted, but I'd always have to change back whenever we raided, as our
guild used voice chat to communicate. I contemplated creating a new
game account, a new identity in which I could be a woman all the time,
and I wondered how differently my friends would respond to a girl's
voice.
Now I could turn into a sexy girl at will, I became obsessed with
clothing and tried to see how much of my wardrobe would fit a figure
that was shorter, but curved in new places. I pulled on a T-shirt that
squashed my chest flat, then fondled my boobs through the taut fabric.
That was so arousing that I tried my swimming briefs on. They stretched
pleasingly over the plumpness of my ass but bunched into unsightly
folds at the crotch. At least there was plenty of space there to reach
a hand inside and rub my vajayjay.
My boy clothes were all the wrong cut and didn't feel comfortable or
sexy enough. I wondered what it felt like to try on some women's
clothing. One Saturday afternoon, while my parents were visiting a
distant uncle, I stayed home and nervously snuck into the sacred space
of my mother's wardrobe. Mom was in her late thirties and, my friends
reckoned, had kept her looks. Amongst the racks of clothes I found
something that I thought I could squeeze my girl form into.
I took it down from its hanger, a simple knee-length dress with a
conservative floral pattern. I stripped nude, unzipped the back and
stepped into it, feeling a thrill as I pulled it up. The dress slid up
my legs, but then got stuck at my ass. I had to spend a few minutes
working my curves into it, inch by inch. By the time I'd managed, with
some effort, to zip it (mostly) up the back, everything felt
constricted and fit to burst. I could barely move for fear of something
ripping.
I found Mom's shoes in the wardrobe and was disappointed to find, after
forcing my feet into a pair of pumps, that they pinched badly. I stood
in front of the mirror, wrapped too tight to move, my bust squashed to
overflowing while wobbling precariously on Mom's heels. I was not
comfortable, and yet the whole experience of dressing as a woman made
the experience more thrilling, more sexy. I was turned on by the sight
of myself in a dress. When I clutched my breasts through the fabric my
body responded with strong arousal, straining at the confining apparel.
There was no way I could diddle myself like this, so I levered off the
dress??"an operation as difficult as getting it on??"and looked for what
else I could try. Mom's underwear drawer netted a pair of silky panties
that stretched satisfyingly over my smooth behind. I was disappointed
to find that her bras were far too small for my capacious chest, but in
another drawer I found a striped bikini top that could just about be
made to fit, though it barely cupped my boobs
So in this mismatched outfit of bikini bra, panties and two-inch pumps,
I flopped onto my parents' bed and began to touch myself. I was now
expert in arousing my girl-body. I swiftly felt the wetness come and
then rammed my hand down the sheer front of Mom's underwear to start
the gentle stirring and flicking that would bring me to climax.
This shape was addictive. But there was something else, besides the
erotic sensation of girl flesh, that brought me back to this body. I
was now an attractive woman. I felt desirable. Who would reject someone
who looked at hot as me? People would at last pay me the attention I
never received as a guy.
I climaxed and lay panting, legs akimbo on the bed. The bikini bra was
askew on my chest, the panties were pushed down across my thighs and
those too-tight high heels dug into the bedcover. I must have looked a
mess. As I lay in the afterglow I contemplated going out dressed as a
woman, but I hadn't the guts and I had nothing that fitted.
Days passed and I soon discovered a new limitation of my powers. So
long as the imprint remained fresh, the change was easy. When I
transformed each night I retained a pristine memory of the body shape.
It would even retain changes from the night before, such as the time I
tried shaving my pubic hair, creating a stubbly patch and a couple of
small razor nicks that reappeared each time I changed.
However, if I didn't change into a form regularly, its imprint would
degrade. School and chores and late nights hanging with my friends
online in World of Warcraft finally got the better of me. Exhausted, I
began to go straight to sleep without changing as soon as I hit the
hay. So when, after skipping a couple of nights, I tried to shapeshift
again I realized that my memory of 'Julie' had partially faded.
I focussed on the imprint and felt the usual tingle of morphing, but
the result petered out into an incomplete change. It felt all wrong.
When I stripped and looked in the mirror I appeared to be half man and
half woman. I checked my face and it was partly feminized with Julie's
and nose and the mass of her soft hair framing my features. Though my
hips had widened and my ass had swelled into its familiar proportions,
my waist was still thick and below the abdomen my genitals remained
male, though shriveled and weeny. My narrow chest sported a pair of
tiny, pointed mounds like those of a pubescent girl.
I tried to play with this androgynous physique, but it didn't function
properly. My adolescent, unfilled breasts ached slightly, as if in
growing pains, and rubbing them only made them sore. It took an age to
bring my tiny dick and balls to climax. It was really difficult to jerk
myself when my penis was so small. At the moment I came barely anything
came out and the pleasure it gave was miniscule and unsatisfying.
The realization that I'd lost the woman's imprint was like a
bereavement. I had become accustomed to that body's comfort and poise
and cursed myself for letting it disappear. I'd never find that woman
again and so I sulked for a day, wondering what to do. Then I resolved
to search for some new bodies to replace hers. I picked out the most
attractive girls in my classes and found ways to imprint them without
getting too touchy-feely. I could now handle three imprints without
much distraction. It wasn't long before I had a new parade of imprinted
shapes. I could feel their exotic forms at the edges of my
consciousness.
With three girl bodies stored safely away my nights became a carnival
of solo sex, enjoyed between the sheets of my bed. The experience of
wearing the new bodies was mind-blowing.
The first shape I tried on was that of a girl named Tani. She was an
ash blonde with a nondescript, almost homely face, but her incredible
curves meant she was much in demand with the boys. It took a gentle
touch of her hand in class to capture her form. Back at home when I
changed bodies that first time I had the brief sensation of feeling
inflated, like a Michelin man. As I adjusted to the shift of fleshy
ballast my sense of balance was thrown. Then I looked in the mirror to
check myself out. Tani possessed a fabulous hourglass with a broad
carriage and heavy breasts sagging down her ribcage, aureoles like
bruised circles.
It didn't take long to put Tani's nimble fingers to work, exploring and
circumnavigating my new frame. Tani was not fat, but her voluptuousness
was such that transitioning from my lean male body to hers was like
being zippered into a padded suit. I began to play with my tits, which
hung like ripe eggplants from my chest, but found they were less
sensitive than in my last girl body. The doughy masses seemed to get in
the way when I moved and were hot and a little uncomfortable. However,
as my hands slid down below the slight swell of my/Tani's belly, I
discovered her vulva. Even before I could enter myself, I felt
something dilate and in moments I was in flood. Tani's clit was a
beautiful instrument to play with; a sleek knot of nerve-endings that
slipped beneath my fingers. Its responses were so acute that in my
nocturnal explorations I had to be careful not to moan as I stroked and
worked it towards a climax. My middle finger sucked and popped as I
thrust it in and out of Tani's, no MY wet vagina. I worked it hard
with rapid little motions, tension brewing until I crested the wave and
came. In Tani's body orgasms were vast and emotional, washing over me
in great beach-breakers, leaving me quietly sobbing, unable to staunch
the tears.
Over the days that followed I kept coming back to Tani's pillowy form.
Her pussy became mine each night and it had me entranced. I began to
use bananas, whisked from the fruit bowl, as improvised dildos,
slipping them between my lips then pushing them gently and deeper
inside until the sensation was so great I could barely breathe. Jerking
the fruit back and forwards in my vagina I seemed to discover new
spots. These broadcast dizzying thrills that made my limbs jerk and my
hips squirm. Here was a luxurious body that screamed for sex. It was a
peak I needed to come down from.
By contrast with Tani, Shelley was a slender, apple-cheeked girl with
the beautiful, elastic body of a ballerina. In class I had fallen for
her smiling eyes and toothsome grin, framed by a bob of dark hair. It
took a momentary touch when handing her a book to steal her imprint.
When I morphed into Shelley's frisky form I discovered she had the most
amazing boobs. They were small, high and barely needed any support.
They came with delightful cherry nipples that, when aroused, broadcast
intense pleasure. Immediately after changing I would rub my body
against my bed so that my tiny teats would begin to buzz.
It was the closest thing I'd yet tried to my male shape: an energetic
body with a boyish figure that was tight, taut and toned. Shelley had
shaved her pussy and it was lovely to slip my finger into her snug,
moist vagina and tenderly quest for pleasure. It was as Shelley that I
discovered how different women's bodies could be from each other. Her
clitoris was a fleshy bean that needed careful caressing. Orgasms were
less overwhelming than in Tani's form. Rather, they were like sharp
peaks of erotic sensation coursing from tip to toe and winding back up
between my legs. But unlike Tani, where each climax would leave me
spent and emotionally wrecked, as Shelley I could rouse myself to
consecutive orgasms, and often did.
I developed a new masturbation technique in Shelley's body. I would
bring myself close to climax and then change back to my boy form.
Suddenly my dick would rear up, aroused and coated in Shelley's girl
juices. With a few slick jerks of my hand I would orgasm, spurting
thick ropes of semen onto my stomach. Immediately I would change back
into a girl and lay there, cum pooling on my baby-soft belly, using my
fingers to rub the sour-smelling semen up onto my tiny, schoolgirl
boobs, where I'd lubricate the tips. I once even tried a taste and
found it wasn't that bad. I briefly fantasized about making Shelley's
body pregnant with my own seed, until cold reality dawned and made me
drop the idea like a lead anvil. I had no idea of what havoc pregnancy
would play with my power and I feared getting stuck in that form.
The last of the trio of imprints was that of Lita, a beautiful Asian
girl with a heart-shaped face and full, kissable lips. It was odd to
look in the mirror and, with a finger, gently trace the sharp
epicanthic fold above my dark brown eyes. Her body was well
proportioned, with elegant lines and shapely legs.
Lita's chest was a modest pair of ice cream scoops, with up-tilted
nipples. But I found her boobs thrilling to fondle and they felt
comfortable in a way that Tani's enormous knockers had not. Again, the
response to sex felt different than in my other shapes. In this lithe
body my orgasms were relaxing releases of nervous energy that made me
want to sink into drowsy torpor.
The best thing about Lita was that she was the same height and slim
shape as my mother. I waited until my folks went away again before I
stole once more into my parents' bedroom to play with Mom's clothes.
Naked, I slipped on a pair of four-inch pumps and discovered that Lita
could wear Mom's shoes. With a little practice I could walk in them
comfortably, my trim fanny figure-eighting as I strolled across the
room. Mom's bras were just the right size to pack my perky bosom into
and I soon found myself encased in an underwired lace brassiere and
matching panties. I felt so hot and sexy it was all I could do to stop
myself dancing.
Dresses, pants and blouses fitted perfectly and I spent an exciting day
dressing up. I learned to walk in a skirt, which felt so strange
compared to pants. I marveled at the sheerness of a peach color silk
teddy sliding against my skin. I admired myself in a side-tie bikini
while still wearing those shiny heels that seemed to elongate my nice
legs even further. I put on a black party frock and paraded up and down
the bedroom, feeling it swish around me. I knew I had here a wardrobe I
could go out in, even if it was for someone a little older.
With three bodies at my command this was the happy time. I was sorta
getting sex, even if it was by masturbating. I would change two or
three times every night to keep the imprint of each girl-shape fresh.
The power did wonders for my self-esteem and I found that even in my
male body I was beginning to act more confident and assertive in
company.
And then I overreached.
* * *
The texture of the air thickened.
"Overreached? How?" Jo leaned forward, acutely interested in my choice
of words. I'd left most of the details of my identity out of my origin
story, and hadn't breathed a word about the sex. It was plain that she
knew I was holding stuff back but was not pressing further. Her amiable
facade was evaporating in the thick humid air. I shivered, wondering if
she'd guessed what I'd gotten up to in the bedroom.
"It was not enough to be, uh, someone else," I haltingly ventured,
before tailing off.
Jo eyed me carefully before filling the silence. "You wanted to
duplicate a science hero's body, didn't you?"
"Uh-huh. At first it was like a thought experiment. If I imprinted a
science hero would I get their powers?" I hesitated. "I mean, powers
sounded like a lot of fun. I wanted to be powerful."
"So this was when you had the idea to copy Cobalt?" asked Jo. She had a
weird intensity about her. I could see her stiffen, as if straining to
hold her tongue.
"She wasn't my first choice. It was more a matter of opportunity." I
replied, limply. "Cobalt is a celebrity. She does more public events
than other science heroes. I'd seen her in the news. It was just a case
of waiting for an opening."
It had actually taken three attempts to imprint Cobalt. Her public
appearances weren't all that frequent and getting close enough to touch
her was difficult. Twice I'd stood in the crowds calling her name and
Cobalt had come nowhere within reach.
That final time I'd chosen Lita's lissome body as my disguise. I
intended to go wait in the throng outside the movie theater where the
gala premiere was taking place. It took a lot of guts to get dolled up
to go out. I had to steal some of Mom's clothes and then find a quiet
spot to change. My parents had a house in a grubby row of brownstones,
in a neighbourhood that had just dodged turning to seed. However, there
was a garage out back facing onto an alleyway. Dad used it for storage,
so this became my hideaway. Amidst the garage's musty smell and the dry
piles of boxes I stripped and transmuted into Lita's teenaged form.
I found it difficult to dress in the dim glow of a flashlight. I
slipped on a pair of satin panties, which were sheer against my smooth
skin, and then tried to figure out the bra so that I could strap in my
firm little titties. They had plump, sensuous nipples that turned rock
hard in the chilly dark and almost poked right through the lace
material. Then I pulled on some black leggings and stepped into a knee-
length black dress, feeling it hug my figure as I hauled it up. I had
to struggle to bend my arms so I could zipper the thing up snug at the
back. Finally, I slipped into a pair of Mom's flat-heeled shoes then
donned a jacket against the cold. I hadn't a clue how makeup worked, so
I didn't bother. And in any case I didn't want to have to wipe it off
when I changed back to my real body. No one would claim I was dressed
up to the nines, but I looked respectable. So I stepped outside.
This was maybe the third time I'd ever gone out dressed as a woman. I
hadn't quite accepted the idea that I inhabited a perfect disguise, so
I pitter-patted anxiously down the street, with rapid little girl-
steps, expecting to be found out as a man at any moment. It didn't help
that walking still felt unusual in this body. My wider hips seemed to
push my legs inwards so that my knees kept clipping each other. To
prevent this I had to train my pelvis to roll like an ocean steamer.
Then there were my boobs. I was conscious of their motion as I walked,
like soft counterweights to my gait.
Riding the sweaty subway downtown I began to notice something else: men
checking me out. They were of all ages from young to middling to old,
rocking back and forth in their seats with each lurch of the train or
swaying as they hung from the straps. It was a subtle thing, a sideways
flick of their eyes from my face to my chest to my legs to my face
again before looking away. It made me feel apprehensive and vulnerable.
It dawned on me that they weren't looking at a person, but at a sexual
object. They were coldly sizing me up and rating me, just as I had done
to the women in the Mall. In my mind they were imagining me undressed
and fantasizing about fucking the nubile Asian girl. Here was the
downside to my desire for attention and validation. It didn't feel
comfortable to be on the receiving end of the male gaze.
I had gotten to the movie theater early so as to be at the front by the
barriers with a crowd of screeching celebrity spotters. It was cold
enough that even the leggings couldn't protect me from gooseflesh, as
the occasional draft whirled up my dress. There was a red carpet beyond
the barrier, covering the sidewalk, and under glaring lights the great
and good strolled in, stopping to pose for the obligatory flash photos,
some of them working the shrieking, demanding fans to shake hands and
sign autographs. Then, after a long wait, there was Cobalt, unfolding
her supple limbs out from the dark interior of a limousine.
Cobalt was over seven feet of muscle, her skin a startling deep blue.
She was not hardbody-lean like a female bodybuilder, but had more
curves. With her fine-chiseled features, all startling eyes and
cheekbones, she looked sexy as hell.
This was not supposed to be her real shape. According to internet rumor
she was an ordinary-looking woman, but she could transform from her
private alter-ego into this giant, blue Amazon who could stop a bullet
and whose strength would rip a building apart. Her working uniform was
a special dark blue gym leotard, a snug one-size-fits-all costume with
special panels that stretched as she changed size. I knew this because
I'd bought a licensed copy and hidden it back at home. Tonight Cobalt
was not in uniform, but dressed in a black gown that clung to her
curves and complemented her skin color. She certainly didn't seem to
mind the cold.
Cobalt was too large a woman to glide gracefully across the carpet.
Instead, she padded heavily, like a lioness. She stood and posed as a
bank of photographers flared and popped their cameras, then she loped
over to the barriers where she flashed a perfect pearl-white smile at
the crowd and began signing autographs.
My heart was in my mouth. She was so close I could almost smell her
perfume. The din of the crowd, calling for Cobalt's attention, was
intolerable. I had an autograph book and pen at the ready, hands
stretched out, jostling for space. I felt her grab the book, scribble
something and give it back, just long enough for me to touch her hand
and feel the zap and the rush of sensation as I imprinted. Then she was
gone, leaving only the soft signature of her scent.
Trembling, I backed out of the press of the crowd and began to make my
way to the subway, my breath forming little white puffs that hung in
the air. Taking a moment to gather myself I stepped down into the
bright-lit tunnels and rode the rails back home.
"And so you finally had Cobalt imprinted," Jo stated, with a flatness
that indicated deep disapproval. "What was that like?"
I shrugged, as I didn't really have words for it. From the moment I'd
imprinted I was suddenly aware that there were two forms to this body:
that of a small woman--presumably Cobalt's alter ego--and that of the
statuesque science heroine, all muscle and womanly curvature. And then
there was an underlying note--that of the science energy that gave
Cobalt her strength and protection.
I recall rushing back to the garage and undressing in the dark, excited
by the new shapes. Almost as soon as I was naked again, I mentally
faced the new imprint and changed into Cobalt. Immediately I found
myself squeezed against the low roof of the lock-up and had to lower my
head. I was now a giant blue superwoman bent double in a confined
space. I could barely move. This wouldn't do, so I changed back to my
own body and got dressed.
"I found it difficult finding opportunities to change into Cobalt," I
admitted to Jo, putting the coffee back down. I'd drunk too much and I
suspected that this unfamiliar girl-body would soon need to pee. "I
mean, how do you change into a seven-and-a-half foot blue woman in this
city without someone noticing? I couldn't find any privacy to transform
and try out my powers."
This didn't, of course, stop me from locking myself in my bedroom and
morphing to explore this new form. My bed creaked under the weight as
my naked body expanded. I stood up and I could feel the mane of bluish-
black hair on my head brush against the ceiling and tumble down to
tickle the small of my back. Now I was tall, blue and completely nude.
Cobalt's super-physique was unlike anything I'd worn before. To begin
with, this was a completely idealized shape, as if it had sprung from
an artist's imagination. There were no blemishes on the skin; it was
flawless, bereft of moles, scars or unsightly hair. In fact, except for
my scalp and eyebrows there was no hair at all; not even in that place
where I anticipated a bushy diamond. My new figure was broad-shouldered
with defined muscle in the limbs and abs, but other than that I was a
statuesque shape. Even my breasts were the most perfect I'd ever seen;
splendid teardrops, not overly large. My hands cupped and lifted them.
They were firm to the touch and defied gravity.
Then there was the perception of great energy and power. I felt as if I
could snap an iron bar or punch effortlessly through a wall. It was
like having a permanent adrenalin rush. I had to contain myself from
doing anything rash and tried to focus on my exploration of this super-
shape. I could sense this form had some deep urges inside; something
sexual that demanded to be satisfied.
My huge hands began to stroke and squeeze my smooth, unblemished blue
skin. Those well-proportioned boobs were surprisingly sensitive to
handling and after a gentle finger-flick of my navy-colored teats I
felt wet down below. A hand flew to my crotch and parted the lips
there, a fingertip searching upward for my clit, and when it found its
target the sensation was so sharp that my back arched and a leg went
rigid, jerking out to smash a wooden chair into splinters with a sound
like an explosion.
The sound brought me to my senses. Moments later I could hear Dad
shouting from downstairs and I had to rapidly change back to my normal
body, hop-hopping into my clothing before he appeared and demanded,
with red face and bug eyes, to know what happened. I hated run-ins with
Dad when he was in one of these moods. It was like he was permanently
pissed at me. So I had to bullshit an excuse for the accident and agree
to replace the chair out of my allowance. I'd gotten away with it this
time, but clearly Cobalt's body was too dangerous to try to play with
in this environment. I needed to go somewhere else, away from parents
and prying eyes.
That night I changed again, though this time I wanted to explore
Cobalt's alter ego. It took an age to figure out how to change between
Cobalt and her 'normal' form. It was a different kind of focus from
that which I normally used to change shape. The alter ego body did not
possess the immaculate perfection of the Amazon form and it made me
wonder if Cobalt's super shape was some kind of fantasy expression of
her subconscious and libido.
The mundane body had a bronzed Latina complexion. It was petite and
though it was not particularly curvaceous I found it was a delight to
play with; maybe because it was older and more lived-in than the less
mature teen bodies I'd been trying out. My Latina shape was light,
lithe and incredibly sensuous. I seemed to get wet at the slightest
touch of my thighs or a stroke of my hard little breasts with their
delicate tip-tilted nipples. With my hands between my legs I could
bring this body to orgasm again and again without exhausting it. I
didn't know where the stamina came from, but it soon became another
favorite.
I didn't mention much of this to Jo, though. I knew Cobalt was one of
her associates and I didn't want her to know how much gratification I
got out of her colleague's form.
* * *
Jo escorted me to the restroom to freshen up. I ambled my way to a
cubicle under harsh lights, nose wrinkled against the antiseptic tang.
My new senses seemed irritated by the chemical odor. Jo waited by the
hand dryers, keeping watch on the door of my stall.
The cubicle, with its bright enamel toilet, felt like a prison. I had
to step out of the coveralls to sit and pee naked before stepping back
in and suiting up again. It was the first time I had enjoyed some
privacy for a while and I took a moment to check myself out. My body
was young and had not yet filled out. It was lean and bony, ribs
prominent beneath tiny, pointy tits that were barely noticable on my
teenaged chest.
"So, you couldn't find anywhere to play at being Cobalt?" Jo asked as I
emerged and shuffled to the basin. I took my time washing my hands
because for the first time I could see myself in the mirror. Yes,
definitely a Latina girl. Nice hair and high cheekbones with a mole
near the jawline. Passably pretty in a skinny kinda way. Not that I
looked particularly flattering in the harsh bathroom light wearing this
sack-like jumpsuit.
"Yeah, there wasn't anywhere I could safely change," I confirmed. I'd
gotten into the rhythm of teasing out information, trying not to give
too much away about myself.
We strolled slowly back to the interview office. I was two steps behind
Jo and couldn't take my eyes off her. In those figure-hugging
skintights she just looked amazing; pliant and graceful with a carriage
that described a sexy wiggle as she walked. I tried to remember what it
felt like to wear those sassy curves.
"So, when did you decide to duplicate me?" Jo probed, glancing back at
me over her shoulder.
"Soon after imprinting Cobalt," I mumbled. " I figured that if I could
fly, it would be easier to travel to a place where I could change and
have some privacy." I didn't tell her how much I was fascinated by the
idea of flight. Who would not want to be as free as a bird? Who would
not want to stay aloft under their own power?
"You wanted to fly somewhere deserted like that demolition site where I
found you?"
"Yeah, a wasteground or junkyard or even a beach."
Jo stopped in her tracks so suddenly that I almost smacked into her.
She pivoted to look directly at me and made a face. "So we must have
met before. Where was that?"
"The Chatham building fire," I admitted. Jo, as the heroine Solitaire,
did a lot of rescue-style work. She was often at big fires and if you
monitored the emergency frequencies you could tell if she had been
summoned.
"I'd hoped to catch Freefall," I told her, timidly, "but you were there
instead."
Freefall was another redheaded science heroine with similar powers to
Jo. In fact, so similar were both women and their powers that the
gossip columns claimed they were sisters.
"I don't remember that fire too clearly. What did you look like?"
"I was this Asian girl, a high-school senior," I confessed. I'd changed
into Lita to attend the fire, enjoying the sensation of Mom's jeans
stretched tight across my caboose, along with a flowery blouse and
heels that I almost fell off twice. "You shook hands and did autographs
afterwards. I remember you took your breathing mask off, but not your
goggles." I recalled that clearly. There'd been soot and sweat on Jo's
hands as I'd touched her and stole her imprint.
"And then you were me."
"Yeah," I agreed, sheepishly. "I could now fly and everything." I left
that hanging for a moment and started to ask something that had been
preying on my mind. "Are you, like, mad at me for that?"
Jo paused, giving me a measured look. "Yes," she said, sharply. "It
feels like…" she paused, searching for words, "…a violation. Kinda. I
was surprised how icky I felt when I realized what you had done."
I thought it wisest not to mention the things I'd got up to in Jo's
knockout body. She was a pretty woman, more cute than beautiful, with
wide-spaced eyes and lips that were generous without being plump. I'd
started, of course, with exploring its sexual responses. Hers was not
an idealized form like Cobalt's, and I could make out a web of small
scars and blemishes on Jo's skin that looked like the results of old
campaigns. But Jo/Solitaire had a petite bombshell figure with full
breasts that just yearned to be played with. I spent an age just
looking at my peach ass in the mirror and the way my hips swung as I
walked. Orgasms in this form were intense affairs, almost as
overwhelming as in Tani's body, leaving me sweat-drenched and glowing
as I came down from the ecstasy.
I also decided I'd keep quiet about how long it took to master Jo's
powers. It took me several days just to figure out how to switch them
on. This was made all the more difficult by the knowledge that
Solitaire was a Class Five telekinetic. If I made an error, I could
blow the entire house up. I'd found some stuff online about how many of
the powerful science heroes had a telekinetic forcefield around them.
This needed to be switched on to use their powers. The forcefield,
which formed an inch or so from the heroes' skin, was also the reason
why they tended to wear skintights. Any loose clothing would be ripped
apart by the field as it manifested. So when practicing I dressed in
the copy of Cobalt's gym costume that I'd bought. There was something
slinky and erotic about the way it snugly fitted my figure.
Eventually, I found the trigger for my powers, a little mental switch
that made the forcefield gently pop on. It took a while longer to
figure out how to float, feeling the anti-gravity power embrace and
lift my body. I was ecstatic at the way the power gave me complete
control over where I was in space. It took so little effort to push off
from the ground, every part of me feeling like it was being held aloft
by gentle, safe hands.
It was at least another two nights before I had enough confidence in my
control to take a proper flight. My stomach quaked as I stepped out of
my bedroom window into the midnight air, dressed only in the gym
skintights. Moments later I'd floated upwards away from the ground,
cocooned in my forcefield, feeling an exhilaration come over me. I felt
liberated, transcendant.
Even with the protection of my fields, I soon discovered that flying at
night was fraught with hazards. Fly too fast and it was easy to clip
rooftops or run into wires. I had to go up real high to fly without
hitting anything. So over a week of nights I practiced soaring and
speeding like a jet and flying orbits above the sodium glare of the
endless suburbs, gaining confidence in my new powers as I watched the
traffic below creep along yellow ribbons of illuminated pavement. On
cloudy nights I'd wind my way around the flocks of cumulus, which hung
like huge towers of vapor above the city. If I dipped in I'd get soaked
to the skin as the blue-grey droplets misted through my forcefield,
which was porous to air. It was if I'd been swimming in the sky.
Though I couldn't get enough of my new flight powers I'd not forgotten
Cobalt. On the fourth night I found some waste ground near an old steel
plant. There was rubble and walls and acres of rust-streaked junk
enclosed by miles of link fence. Grubby signs warned me to keep out. If
there was anyone around to see me, I didn't detect them. In the
compound I landed and transformed into the blue Amazon, the elastic
panels of my costume stretching to accommodate my seven-and-a-half foot
frame. In bare feet, muscles flexing in the half-light, I stalked
amongst the half-demolished ruins, hunting for bricks to crush and
metal to break.
At first I couldn't smash anything. I punched a wall, but all I got was
a hollow thud and grazed knuckles. I was mystified. Cobalt was supposed
to be able to lift a truck, but however much I bunched my blue muscles
and strained to heft a heavy chunk of concrete, it would not budge. All
I broke was a sweat.
Then I cursed aloud as a lightbulb flared on in my mind. I connected
the dots, fitting all that I knew about Cobalt together. I realized
that she must have her own forcefield; maybe something that armored her
and enhanced her strength, like an invisible exoskeleton. I had to
figure out how to switch it on, which took me a while. Whereas as
Solitaire I had to push with my mind, like SO, I found that as Cobalt I
had to mentally pull the power on, like THIS. As soon as I'd done that
I found that lifting became effortless and I was able to smash stone
and bend iron. Great lumps of concrete rocketed around the wasteground
as I hurled them, leaving great dents in the remaining brick walls.
Joyfully, I began to finish the work on the steel plant that the
demolition crews had started.
As my flying abilities in Solitaire's body become more assured, I could
wander further afield to find privacy. The nights were warming toward
summer, but before the barbecue season started I flew down to New
Jersey to hunt out some deserted midnight beaches. The first time I did
this I landed beneath the dunes and changed into Cobalt. Then I
stripped naked and ran out into the Atlantic to swim. In this body I
didn't feel the biting cold; the swim seemed coolly refreshing. As I
relaxed I could feel my body's deep sexual needs begin to grow again. A
heat swelled between my legs and in my chest. I found myself breathing
harder and so I turned for the shore.
Stalking back up the beach, water streaming off my nude blue frame in
the moonlight, I sat down on the sand and began to touch myself. I
craved an orgasm; I needed to be fucked. Here by the ragged dunes I
could masturbate without threatening to destroy anything. The knowledge
that some passerby might find me only seemed to make the thing more
exciting.
Cobalt's supercharged body was exquisite to arouse. Those impossibly
firm breasts demanded fondling. I plucked at my dark teats until they
turned rock hard and sent shivers down to my vulva, where muscles
briefly clenched. I then stroked the silk skin inside my thighs until
my vagina was all but dripping and every part of me was shuddering with
anticipation. With my body keyed to a fine pitch, I gently dipped my
fingers inside myself and began to quest for the little blue button of
my clitoris. I found it and damn near screamed. I'd never known such
eroticism; an electric feeling that zizzed up and down from head to
toe, but with the web of threads centered on my sex. I spent a long
time playing with this, letting out great sobs, until a tipping point
was reached and my whole body convulsed, washed over by hot waves of
sensation. The moment of rapture passed and I was deposited sweated and
sand-coated on the beach, brain semi-scrambled, wondering whether I'd
feel anything so amazing again.
Eventually I stood up, padded down to the water to wash up, then
gathered my costume and dressed myself. It was now so simple to slip
back from my giant form into Jo's tiny body and push off from the Earth
to lose myself in the sheer joy of flight. I accelerated back to my
home, letting the world rush past, before floating back into my room
undetected via the window. Somehow I'd managed to keep this all a
secret, even from my parents.
* * *
Back in the nondescript office one of the ceiling fluorescants started
to flicker. The air was turning uncomfortably warm and oppressive. I
had flopped my bony teen body into a chair and sat in a dull funk,
wondering how much longer this interrogation would go on.
"Why didn't you register your science powers?" Jo asked. She was now
pacing the cage-like space, her tight leathers creaking as she walked.
Strands of her strawberry red hair broke loose and drifted lazily
around her head. She absently stroked the rogue hairs back into place.
"You know it's illegal to stay unregistered, don't you?" she said,
impatiently. "There are people who'd pay brisk money to employ a
shapeshifter. That's a unique power. I can't begin to think how much
that talent is worth on the market!"
"I don't know," I replied, with a sullen pout. With the long nail of my
index finger I was starting to pick absently at the scarred wooden
tabletop. This room was starting to bug me. "I just wanted to keep this
all a secret. I mean, if the government found out they would do
something to me, wouldn't they?"
At this, Jo let out a sigh. She pinched the bridge of her nose as if
relieving some kind of tension then looked sadly at me.
"You know," she said. "I thought the same thing the first time I had
powers. I got real paranoid about it. But I was wrong. Dead wrong. The
authorities really don't want to imprison you or coerce you. Sure, they
want to keep tabs and make sure you're not a menace to society. But
honestly, so long as you don't get into any trouble they stay away from
you. At least that's my experience."
"But I didn't keep my nose clean," I said, pursing my lips. "I'm in
trouble, aren't I?"
"Yep." Jo's jaw seemed to stiffen before asking: "Why did you do such a
silly thing? Why knock over that liquor store?"
"No idea," I shrugged, trying to avoid Jo's eyes. "I think it's all
that power. I could fly. I had super-duper science strength. I was
invulnerable to bullets. It goes to your head."
Having that power was a rush. I felt so juiced in Cobalt's body, it
didn't seem enough to demolish a derelict waste site. Smashing down
walls got old, fast. I wanted some action. All rational thought went
out of the window.
"You were intoxicated by the power?" said Jo. It was more a statement
than a question.
"Yeah, that's it," I let my head fall into my hands, feeling a flush of
shame. "I felt amped up in my super-bodies and it made me stupid. I
mean, I figured no one was going to find me if I was in disguise. And I
honestly didn't intend to hurt anyone."
I bit my lip and went on. "Look, I had this idea that I'd try and stop
some crime in progress; a mugging, maybe or a stick-up. But, of course,
you don't see muggings in the street often. If you do it's more bad
luck than anything. So I got it into my thick head that maybe I should
create some crime." I paused. This distant from the event I was having
trouble making head or tail of the logic. All I could remember was the
heady thrill of being strapped inside Cobalt's sexy, powerful frame
with its flawless complexion, its animal lust and vast strength. I had
all this energy and needed somewhere to direct it.
"I don't even know why I did it. I thought I'd just rush in and grab
some dough. It was more like a joke, a prank." Saying it out loud made
it sound incredibly dumb. It was such a trivial crime and at the same
time such a serious one.
I'd selected a liquor store in my neighborhood, which was my first
mistake. If I'd been thinking I'd have traveled across town, somewhere
I didn't normally go. There was no plan. The street wasn't busy. I
descended into the inky shadows, landing in an alley between rows of
shops, my bare feet splashing a neon puddle as I touched down. Then I
hulked into Cobalt, feeling my sinews stiffen and a mass of hair
cascade down below my shoulders. Seconds later I ran round the corner
into the store, shoulder-b