Destiny: Legacy of a Spellbinder
By D.A.W.
Author's Note:
As this is the third and final story in my Ragnarok Rising trilogy I
highly recommend reading 'Incompatible' and the revised version of
'Transfigured' before proceeding further.
I've posted a glossary of terms (including the days/months and their
English equivalents) to go along with these stories, it can be found at
Bigcloset Topshelf, Fictionmania, & tgstorytime.
Originally, this story was posted as a serial, but after some revisions
to some of Hervor and Heime's dialog (thanks to The Rev. Anam Chara) I
decided that I wanted to post the modified version here on fm.
The mythos which was original posted at the beginning of part one has
been moved to the very end of the document. I've been told its quite
dry, but I will give you some background on the mythology behind the
story.
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Part 1
Well, I should probably start out by introducing myself. My name was
Neil back before I become aware of the whole Ragnarok mess. I really
don't look much like a Neil these days, but I'll talk more about that
in a little while.
Many of you probably have no idea who I am, but you'll be getting to
know me pretty well soon enough. Up to now you've heard the tale for
the perspective of the Lady Aryanna le Fey, and there's been good
reason for that, and to tell the truth she could probably tell my story
just fine. We actually discussed it, but she feels that it's my turn to
take the reins and tell you peeps what happened. So that's exactly what
I'm doing!
A good portion of the story has been lifted directly from my journal,
but I've expanded on it and added dialog where I felt it appropriate.
That being said, Aryanna will be adding her own two cents here and
there mostly to help the reader fill in the gaps.
I didn't actually start writing in my journal until after my first
encounter with Hervor, so this first part was written entirely from
scratch. It may not seem very relevant at first, but I felt it was
necessary to tell of these events to help the reader understand some
things mentioned further on in the story. So, let's get this party
started, shall we?
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The exact date was the twenty-eighth of Hostmander, and a small group
of friends and I were just getting out of a telepicture. It was pretty
late and there were only a handful of steamcars left in the parking
lot. Our friend, Sophie Rolfe was moving away so we'd taken her out as
a final goodbye.
We all went to school together and out of the four of us, Leif was the
only one that wasn't a complete outcast. Sophie's social standing
really had more to do with choice, she dyed her hair electric-blue and
had a nose stud and set a of snake bites in her lips. She wanted to be
an outcast, she didn't get along well with her mother and so acted out
to piss her Mom off.
Ham, was an outcast because of his attitude. He hated the Spellbinders
and frequently went into long tirades about why they were the ultimate
evil. Not that I didn't disagree, but Ham would have spared himself a
lot of problems if he'd just learned when to shut his mouth.
Now me, I wasn't really liked because of who my mother happened to be.
Like I mentioned before, Leif wasn't a complete outcast, he was
athletic, half-way good-looking and was the son of a powerful
Spellbinder. That being said, I wouldn't trade places with Leif for all
the money in the world, even knowing what I do now. The Aquitaines were
hung up on some of the oldest traditions, and they treated the male
members of their family like crap. That really wasn't the worst of it
either. Many Spellbinder Houses still forced their male sons into
arranged marriages in order to maintain the 'purity' of the bloodline.
The men's rights movement had made some huge steps in the last twenty
years or so, but the slowest change was coming from within the
Spellbinder houses themselves. The government had created laws
protecting men from discrimination, and it was becoming more and more
common for men to get elected into positions of power. That being said,
Spellbinder Houses still had far too much control over the lives and
futures of their male descendants, and the greater majority of elected
officials were still women.
Sophie, Leif and I had been friends for years. Leif and I really didn't
know Ham that well, but Sophie had been dating him, so we'd thought it
best to bring him along. Sophie was really very pretty, despite having
a nose that was much too large for her face, but the two of us had
never been anything more than friends. Leif, on the other hand, had
been nursing a secret crush on her for years.
"Well guys, I had fun tonight," Sophie muttered.
"Yeah, me too," I replied back. Leif and Ham chimed in with agreements
of their own.
We all offered our goodbyes and Sophie and Ham shared a kiss before we
all departed. It was weird saying goodbye to someone that I'd known so
long. I always figured we'd be friends for our whole lives. Well, life
seldom goes as we plan. Sophie leaving was just a small bump in the
road compared to the events that would soon follow.
I was just making my way over to my brand new Hudson Roadster XL7 when
there was a loud thud from the hood of a nearby steamcar. My heart
leapt up into my throat, but when I looked over to investigate I didn't
see anything. Chalking it off to my tired mind playing tricks on me I
continued on to my steamcar. When I was just a few feet away from the
door, I could have sworn I felt someone's warm breathe on my throat.
Then there was loud inhuman wail and the sound of someone or something
scurrying away. I didn't know it them, but I came closer to death that
night than I ever had up to that point in my life.
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Well that really concludes my little introduction, the next part is
from Aryanna's journal, then we'll hear from me again.
Freydag 3. Morsugur
I had a dream last night and the implications of that dream terrify me.
In the dream wherever I looked there was madness and destruction. I
watched as hordes of dark elves, trolls, draugar and other dark
creatures swarmed across the land and the last remnant of humanity were
squashed out like insects by gigantic Jotun, wielding weapons larger
than the people they slaughtered. Even the goddesses were incapable of
stemming the onslaught, and they too fell before the giants. Soon
nothing remained but the shattered remnants of a once thriving world. I
stared out into the crumbling remains of Midgard and wept. How had I
failed? What could I have done differently?
In the dream, everyone I loved and cared about was gone. I was alone.
What cruel fate would have spared me when everything else had been
destroyed? Anger welled up inside me at the unfairness of it all. Why
after everything I had done must I live to see the destruction of
everything that I held dear? I screamed in rage and anguish and felt
despair overtake me.
Suddenly, everything faded away and I found herself within a black
expanse of nothingness. There was nothing save the darkness in any
direction. "Aryanna Morgana le Fey," a soft voice said and a woman with
flowing black hair and a serene smile on her face appeared. Despite the
darkness that surrounded me the woman was clearly visible as if she
were standing out in the brightest sunlight.
"What you have been shown has not yet come to pass and should we be
successful, it will not."
"What is this place? Why have you brought me here? Who are you?" I
asked.
The woman smiled, "I am the Goddess Nyorun. This is my domain, the
world of dreams, and I have brought you here to speak with Frigg."
I shook my head, "Why?"
"It is for Frigg to tell you her reasons. Please follow me," she said
with a dreamy smile, then swirled around and began to walk away without
waiting to see if I followed.
I leapt after her and followed on her tail as the darkness fell away
and was replaced with the brightest of white light. I put my hand over
my eyes to guard against its glare, but it did no good. The light was
so bright that it shone through my hand. I let my hand drop back to my
side and noticed for the first time that Nyorun had disappeared. I spun
around and found myself alone within the light.
"Be at ease, Aryanna," a soothing voice said from my side.
"Frigg," I muttered and turned to face her.
"The time is almost upon us," Frigg said smiling sadly. "The final
battle looms ever more close. In just over four months the Jotun will
come and descend upon Midgard."
"The final battle? Ragnarok cannot be so close. There is still too much
for me to do," I said with a shake of my head.
"There is a task that must be completed before it is too late. One
which grows more urgent as Naglfar grows nearer to breaking from its
moorings.
"What would you have me do?" I said staring at the goddess with wide
eyes.
Frigg smiled. "It is not you that must complete this task, mortal."
"Who then?" I asked.
The goddess's smile widened further as she spoke and told me what must
be done. A sense of dread filled me and I awoke...
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"Elska," the soft voice of Daniella said speaking softly into my ear.
"What is wrong?"
I gasped and locked eyes with my partner of almost twenty years.
Absently I traced my fingers across Daniella's soft cheek. "The final
battle is coming," I muttered. "Oh goddesses, it is coming."
Daniella smiled reassuringly, "It was just a dream, my love. Go back to
sleep. The final battle has waited this long. It won't be coming
tonight."
I shuddered and kissed Daniella's hand. "It wasn't just any dream.
There is a person I must find or all will be lost. Frigg has shown me
what must be done."
Daniella frowned, "Who are you to find? How are you to find them?"
"She didn't say. She said only that this person's awakening would be
marked by the touch of an elf," I said, quickly getting out of bed,
"and that I would know them."
Daniella followed me out of bed, came to stand facing me then wrapped
her arms around my waist, "What can you expect to do at this hour?"
I frowned staring at Daniella's glorious naked chest then lightly
kissed her on the lips, "I'm going to find some answers."
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My search for answers this morning proved to be fruitless. I spent much
of the early morning hours searching for Brokk and a couple of my other
sources to no avail. After returning home for some much needed sleep, I
left the estates once again. It was getting dark at the time, but I
knew Brokk's shop would still be open.
"By the beard of Dvalinn, you filthy little..." the clean-shaven dwarf
said, trailing off.
"Oh, " he muttered a smile slowly forming on his face upon seeing me.
"Sorry 'bout that. Filthy little beggar just wouldn't take no for an
answer. I thought maybe he'd come back. What can I do for yeh Lady
Aryanna?"
I smiled a weary tired smile. "Is your brother around? I was wondering
if I might speak with him."
Eitri was probably the only cheerful dwarf I had ever met. Most dwarves
had a gruffness about them that Eitri seemed to lack. He had an almost
grandfatherly air about him. "No, sorry lass. Brokk hasn't been about
in days. The conclave has got him busy runnin' all over the place. Yeh
don't be needed more weapons do yeh?"
I shook my head, "No, probably not. You haven't heard anything
concerning Nyorun or Frigg have you?"
Eitri's face cracked into a big frown, "Nothin' spercifically about the
goddess o' dreams or the Allmother, but word amongst the conclave is
that the goddesses are on the move. Some are even whisperin' that the
final battle between them Jotun and the Aesir is comin' round the
corner. O' course, I'm sure yeh would know about that wouldn't yeh?
Being Frigg's champion and all."
"You would think so. Wouldn't you?" I muttered noncommittally. "What
about the light elves?" I asked suddenly.
Eitri scratched his face, "As a matter o' fact, that there light elf
Queen Hervor is in town. Saw her meself just a few hours ago."
"Really? That's interesting," I said remembering what Nyorun had said
about the touch of an elf. "Any idea what she's up too?"
"Now that little piece o' information will cost yeh," Eitri said with a
greedy conniving grin on his face. Greed was a favorite past-time of
the dvergar that Eitri, it seemed, was all too happy to participate in.
I smiled and shook my head. "How much?"
"A hunderd gold trigguts, and I gives yeh one more weapon," he said.
I eyed the dwarf curiously, "Another weapon? What exactly do I need
another weapon for?"
"It's the only offer yeh'r going to get. Take it or leave it."
"Very well, looks like I have little choice. I'll send someone with the
payment along later provided your information is correct."
"Deal," the dwarf smiled. "Rumor is the Elf Queen is lookin' fer a
half-elf."
My face drained of all color. "A half-elf? Goddesses! Neil!" I muttered
then disappeared with a great gust of wind.
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Freydag, the third of Morsugur
Oh Hel, this has been one weird frizzing ass day and I need to vent.
I've finally started writing in this journal my gramor gave me for the
festival of Jul. I keep thinking that maybe it's all just some weird
dream, but I know better than that. I've been sitting here staring at
this stupid journal trying to figure out where to even begin. I guess
I'll just start at the mall...
It was just a normal Freydag, and I was standing around in the usual
place waiting for Eva, my girlfriend, if she could even be called that.
"Hey there," a soft feminine voice said suddenly in my ear. "Sorry I'm
late."
I grinned and turned to face Eva. She had a pair of dazzling ocean-blue
eyes, shoulder length raven-black hair, a nice pair of breasts, a
smoking hot body and the face of a valkyrie. I'd met her a few months
back at a party. She'd been standing in the corner glaring at everybody
that came near her. I don't know how I managed to do it, but somehow I
convinced her to dance with me and we'd been together every since.
"Did you miss me?" she asked.
I grabbed hold of the girl around the waist and kissed her on the lips.
"Fraggin' frizz, yes!" I said grinning.
"Good. I missed you too," she said, giving me a dazzling smile that
made me weak in the knees.
I couldn't quite place it, but there was something odd about Eva. Don't
get me wrong I'm crazy about her, but she keeps saying all this weird
stuff. she will sometimes be brutally honest and she reacts to the most
mundane things as if seeing them for the first time. There were other
things too. She had never told me her last name, and I knew next to
nothing about her. I don't know why I put up with it. Oh wait, yeah I
do, she's freaking hot!
"Well, I can't get you out of my head," I murmured which was true
enough. Despite the weird hluti I had to deal with I couldn't stop
thinking about her. Who was this strange girl? Why wouldn't she tell me
anything about herself? Where did she come from? I shook my head and
grinned as I looked Eva in the eyes.
"I was thinking we could go--" I said stopping mid-sentence as I
realized that Eva wasn't paying attention to me.
"Look at that one," Eva said suddenly. "She has a nice pair of
breasts."
Eva was into girls too, which I really thought was pretty hot, but I
found it a bit unnerving when she pointed out pretty girls for me to
appreciate. Odder still, she fully expected me to point one out if I
happened to find her attractive.
"Someone is following us," she said suddenly.
"What? Who would be following us?" I asked craning my neck to look
around.
Sure enough, a woman with long golden locks seemed to be tailing us,
and she really wasn't making any secret of it either. When I locked
eyes with her, she flashed a smile, and that's about when I knew
something was seriously wrong. I stopped mid-stride and stared at her
with my mouth hanging wide open like some kind of idiot.
"I don't like this. Can we please leave?" Eva asked.
I didn't answer, not because I didn't want too, but because I couldn't.
My feet were planted firmly on the ground, and I couldn't move them no
matter how much I tried. My eyes followed the blond woman as she got
closer. She was drop-dead gorgeous, yet I didn't feel the least bit
attracted to her. There was something familiar about her, I didn't know
why, but I knew I had never met her before.
"I feel deep regret," she muttered with a sad smile as she got closer.
"For what?" I asked dumbly finally able to speak.
The woman shook her head. A single tear ran down her face and she
reached out to touch me on the right cheek with an open palm. "For the
changes that I am about to invoke within thee."
Eva leapt at her, muttering something in a language I didn't
understand. The soft glow of magic enveloped them both, and suddenly
Eva went soaring through the air, and with a bright flash the blond
woman was gone.
White hot pain shot from my face where the woman had touched me and
surged through my entire body. I fell to my knees as sweat shot out
from what felt like every pore and a strange lurching dizziness hit me.
My stomach felt like it was going to explode and I clutched at it as my
belly groaned in protest. The last thing I remember was hearing Eva
scream and then the darkness poured in and brought me relief from my
agony.
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"Neil, are you alright?" Eva's voice echoed in my head. I blinked and
looked up and felt my eyes bulge out of my head as two Evas looked down
at me.
"Frizz!" I said groaning loudly. "I'm seeing double. What happened?"
"She touched you and you just collapsed. I tried to stop her, but she
got away," she said tracing her hand across my face.
"She is a light elf," Eva added suddenly, and leaned over me, which
granted me an awesome view of her cleavage in the process.
I stared up at my girlfriend in confusion, "A light elf? What would she
want with me?"
She shrugged, "I couldn't say."
"How would you know she was an elf anyway?" I asked with a sigh.
Eva gave me a cautious look, "I-I know an elf when I see one."
"Holy Frizz I think you're right. Mom told me what light elves are
like, and I think she could be one. Where'd she go anyway?"
"I don't know. She called up a travel spell and was gone before I knew
what had happened," she said with a shake of her head.
I shook my head and laughed, "Frizz, Mom's not going to be happy."
I groaned and started to sit up, but a wave of dizziness washed over me
and I sank back down to the ground. It was about that time that I
finally noticed the shield of spirit magic that surrounded us. I'd seen
my mom raise similar shields before, so I was able to recognize it
almost at once. The barrier must have been Eva's, which meant she was
either a Spirit Mage or a Spellbinder. No Charmer would ever have the
power to raise any kind of shield, and very few Enchantresses would be
capable of raising a shield as large as the one that surrounded us.
Eva closed her eyes and placed her hand on my left shoulder. I gasped
as a bright white light poured out from her fingers and shot through my
body. Eva rocked on her haunches and she let out a soft groan as a
shudder swept through her body. Her eyes snapped open and I could see
an expression of pure shock mirrored in her eyes.
"It cannot be!" she screamed hysterically. "It's not possible! You
can't be one of them! No!"
"Eva..." I said in a vain attempt to calm her down, but was cut short
as the air around us seemed to ripple and the dome of spirit magic that
surrounded us shook like a bowl of gelatin.
Eva's eyes widened further and her hand began to shake. "My Shield! I
can't let anyone through my shield!"
Suddenly the air started swirling around almost if we had been caught
in the middle of a whirlwind. A bright blue light temporarily blinded
me and faded away as a large tear appeared in the shield. A woman with
long auburn hair and an angry scowl stepped through the crack in the
barrier and I felt my heart leap into my throat when I saw her.
"Frigg and Hel," I muttered under my breath and watched as the hole in
Eva's shield closed behind my mother, Aryanna le Fey.
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Part 2
Freydag, the third of Morsugur (cont'd)
"Get away from my son," my mother said a faint aura of red energy
beginning to form around her fists. Despite being almost sixty she
still looked like she was in her early twenties which was to be
expected since she was a powerful Spellbinder. My friends all thought
my mom was hot, but I didn't see it. I mean she was my mom after all.
"Hey Mom," I muttered. "So, I guess you're wondering how--" I said, but
stopped short as she gave me a look that could have boiled solid stone.
"I said get away from my son! Elf!" Mother said rounding on Eva.
"Where's Hervor? Where's your queen?"
Eva met my mother's gaze calmly. "I have no queen, I have no people, I
am unbound," she muttered her eyes cast down to the floor.
I couldn't have heard that right, Eva was an elf? It didn't make sense,
or did it? It would certainly explain almost all of her behavior. She
was unbound? What in the name of Sif was that supposed to mean?
Mom's anger seemed to fade away and she seemed a bit taken aback. "What
in the name of Hel are you doing here?"
"It is a very long story. Neil is important to me, I think he may be my
lifkyn."
Mom eyed Eva warily then her eyes suddenly locked on me. "Goddesses,"
she said. "I'm too late. Hervor has already gotten to you."
"Hervor?" Eva gasped in horror. "That was Queen Hervor?!"
"I don't know. I haven't seen what you have, but I have reason to
believe she was looking for Neil," Mom said between pursed lips.
Mom obviously knew something about this whole mess that I didn't. Which
could only mean she had known something like this might happen. It
would also explain a lot of her behavior over the years.
"Shit, what the Hel is going on, Mom?" I demanded suddenly.
"Neil! Watch your language!" Mom snapped.
"We will discuss it at home," she added looking to Eva then back to me.
"Privately."
"Not without Eva," I said resolutely.
"Oh, she'll be coming with us. I have questions to ask her and I would
very much like to know what an unbound elf is doing in New Copenhagen.
Especially one that has so much interest in my son."
"Fine," I said glaring at her, "but I want her there when we talk."
"We will see..." she said with a trailing off with a sigh. "It involves
your father."
There was a surprise, Mom never talked about my father, even my gramor
who was usually very open about nearly everything became very evasive
when the subject of my father came up. What was it about him that no
one wanted me to know? When I had been younger I had always imagined
that my father had died performing some heroic act, but as I grew older
I had become more realistic. Mom had never shown any attraction toward
men and I long suspected that she had never intended for me to be
conceived. The answer to the question that had always been kept from me
was dangling in front of my eyes and I wasn't sure I wanted to know.
"She'll be there," I said stubbornly, "or I'll tell her anyway."
Mom didn't look happy at all. "Sometimes I think you are too stubborn
for your own good."
"I learned from the best," I responded irritably.
Mom gave me one of her looks, but I guess she decided not to respond.
She turned to Eva, "What's your name?"
"Eva."
"Have you ever used a travel spell?"
Eva frowned, "No. I was never very good at controlling air magic."
"Very well, take one another's hands and we'll form a circle. I'll need
you to drop your shield once I give you the signal." Mother said
kneeling down and taking my hand just as Eva clasped hold of each of
our free hands.
"Now!" Mom yelled as the wind began to whip and whirl around us. Eva's
shield buckled then disappeared with a flash of light. I felt a strange
yet familiar tugging feeling then we all disappeared into the void.
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Laurdag, the fourth of Morsugur
I never got a chance to finish up my journal entry last night, but
after what Eva and I did it's not really much of a surprise, but I'll
write about that here in a little bit. Anyway, it's a brand new day and
I can't say that the revelations of yesterday sit with me any better
than they did Freydag. I was so shocked and frustrated from everything
that happened that I hadn't really felt like writing it down. I guess
now is as good of a time as any to play catch up.
Shortly after arriving home yesterday Mother announced that she would
return shortly then disappeared and left a gust of wind to ripple
through my bedroom.
"I-I suppose you aren't very happy with me," Eva said almost as soon as
the wind had subsided.
"You think? I mean when were you planning on telling me you were an
elf?!" I asked glaring back at her.
Eva closed her eyes and tears started to form in the corner of her
eyes. "I was afraid that if you knew what I am, what I once was that
you might not want to be with me any longer."
"Why?"
"You wouldn't understand," she said quietly.
"I wouldn't understand? Well, I certainly won't if you don't tell me!"
"I'm unbound. It means I chose to leave my people. I couldn't live with
the darkness any longer."
"Eva what darkness?"
Eva's hands began to tremble, "It's not something... You couldn't
understand. I used to be--" she hesitated."
"Used to be what?"
"--a dark elf," she continued sobbing hysterically.
Of all the things she might have said that was about the last thing I
would have expected. How could she have ever been a dark elf? I'd heard
Mom describe them and Eva didn't resemble one in the least. What did it
matter? She certainly wasn't a dark elf anymore. I wanted to wrap my
arms around her and tell her everything was okay, but I didn't have the
strength. Instead, I reached over and grabbed hold of her hand.
"Eva! Listen to me! It doesn't matter who or what you were. It only
matters who you chose to be right here and now."
"You still don't understand," she said letting out a deep breathe as
she attempted to rein in her tears. "I was sent to kill you."
"W-what?!" I asked staring at her wide-eyed and let my hand fall away.
"You didn't see me, I was cloaked in magic. It was a few weeks before
the party where we first danced. I almost did it, I almost killed you.
The magic was coursing through me and all I would have need done was
summon it."
I remembered that night, it was the night Leif, Ham, and I had taken
Sophie out one last time. I'd had a pretty creepy encounter with a sort
of invisible presence and I had managed to convince myself that it had
all been a figment of imagination. Clearly, I'd been wrong. It had been
Eva whose breathe I'd fealty on my throat, it had been Eva that had
produced that inhuman wail and scurried away.
"Eva goddesses, why?"
"I-I don't know exactly. I looked into your eyes and I realized what I
was about to do was wrong, more than that I saw the wrongness within
me. It terrified me and I just ran."
"Eva... I don't even know what to say. This is just so much to
process."
"Maybe it would be best if I left. I don't know how you can even look
at me," she said and started for the door, but before she had made it
halfway it swung open and in stepped Mom followed closely by the blond
woman from the mall.
"Neil," Mom said stopping mid-stride. "What's wrong?"
The blond woman smiled, cocked her head and said something in a strange
tongue.
Eva stumbled backward, looking as if she had been slapped, "Not long
ago I wouldn't have hesitated to kill you, light elf."
"Thou hast forsaken the darkness within thy heart. Murder is no longer
thy way," the strange woman said with an odd gleam in her eyes.
"Hervor, what on Midgard is going on here?" Mom demanded rounding on
the blond woman.
Holy Frigg the blond woman really was Hervor, the queen of light elves!
What was she doing here and what interest did she have in me?
"Ask the girl, Seidkona. It is for her to tell," Hervor replied with a
tired sigh.
Mom's eyes locked on Eva and she folded her arms across her chest.
"Tell me."
Eva sank to her knees and she started to sob again. "I-I used to be a
dark elf."
"What? How is that even possible?" Mom asked staring at her with wide
eyes.
"Elves are not as humans. When darkness enters within it be reflected
without. When light pierces the darkness and shines upon the soul,
change be wrought upon the body just as it is the spirit," Hervor
muttered with that weird gleam in her eyes again.
"So what she's a light elf now?" I asked.
"Nay, child. She is unbound. She hath chosen not to dwell among my
people," Hervor said with a sad smile.
"I-I should leave," Eva said coming to stand on shaky knees. "After
what I was, after what I've done I was a fool to think Neil would want
to be with me."
"Nay, I cannot allow it child," Hervor said moving to block Eva's path.
"Move light elf!" Eva screamed.
"I think not! Thou knowest not what be at stake."
"What's going on here? " A new voice asked from the doorway and a
familiar face pushed its way into the bedroom. It was Daniella, my...
Well I'm not really sure exactly what I'd call her, but she was my
mother's partner of almost twenty years so that had to count for
something. Especially since in many ways, she has been every bit the
mother to me as Mom.
"Neil!" she exclaimed as she saw me laying in bed and came running to
fling her arms around me. There was a familiar tingle as I felt her
magic wash over me and I could see the worry in her eyes as she broke
away.
"Oh goddesses," she said her eyes growing wide. "Neil, no, not you
too!"
"Would someone please explain to me what's going on?! First, I get
attacked by the queen of the crenking light elves in the mall. Then I
find out my girlfriend used to be a dark elf who was sent to kill me.
What the Hel has got the elves so scared of me?"
"Eva was sent to kill you?" Mom asked suddenly rounding on Eva, who
withered under her gaze.
"I don't know why the f?lkhagi wanted him dead. I was just a low-level
assassin with barely the enough power to match a human spellbinder."
Eva said her voice barely more than a whisper.
"And what about Hervor? What was that about?"
"I intended thee no harm. Half thy blood is ?lfar, I merely caused that
thy Elven side dominate and that the magic awaken within thee."
"Okay, I couldn't have heard that right. I'm a half-elf?" I replied
letting out a long sigh.
"It's true Neil. Heime, Hervor's son is your father," Mom said scowling
at Hervor.
Holy frizz! I wasn't just a half-elf I was royalty, the grandchild of
the queen herself! It was couldn't be true, it didn't make any frizzing
sense. Then I felt a cold chill tickle down my spine as the rest of
Hervor's statement set in. "You awakened the magic in me?" I asked
filling dread fill me as I realized just what it meant.
"Aye, child," Hervor said softly.
"Oh frizzing Hel. I'm going to change into a damn girl. What gives you
the right?!"
"'Twas necessary," she said matter-of-factly.
"Why!? What possible reason could there be!?"
Hervor shook her head, "To ensure the survival of our peoples against
the coming of Ragnarok and the final battle. Surely, that be reason
enough!"
Ragnarok? I thought she was frizzing nuts, but when I looked to Mom and
Daniella I was met with looks that only served to confirm the elf
queen's pronouncement.
"That's crazy talk! Ragnarok? I mean come on, get real!"
"Hath he not been told?" Hervor said rounding on my mother.
"No, Hervor I didn't tell him. I knew that you and Frigg had something
big planned for him. The very least I could do for my son was allow him
to have a normal life until the time came!" Mom retorted.
"The time is come, Seidkona. The truth cannot be kept from him any
longer," Hervor said with a weary sigh.
"Well, I don't really have much choice, now do I?"
"Mom, this is freaking me out. Just tell me it's not true. Ragnarok
can't be coming," I muttered feeling a sense of panic and dread come
over me.
"It is coming, Neil. I'm sorry I kept it from you. I just hope you
won't be angry with me once you learn the truth. I think it's best if I
told you the story from the very beginning," she said. "It all started
before my transformation..."
Mom went on to tell the story of when she was working as a security
guard back before she became a woman she stumbled onto something she
shouldn't have and wound up getting attacked. If her magic hadn't
awakened to protect her, thus killing her attacker she probably would
have died.
I'm obviously not going to tell the whole story here, but after a long
series of events Mom found herself transformed into a woman, and named
our ancestor Athilda's apprentice. She wound up incurring a debt to
Hervor in the process which is how my conception came about, but I'll
explain that here in a little bit.
Well, it's pretty complicated, but Mom along with her then lover,
Penelope, wound up getting abducted by none other than Claudia de
Clission, the daughter of Jeane de Clisson, the woman Mom had killed
when her magic awoke. Claudia attempted to invade my mother's mind, but
it didn't work out very well for her as Penelope intervened and
prevented her from turning my mother into her slave.
Penelope had been working for Claudia the whole time, but only because
the De Clisson woman had been keeping her younger sister, Marion,
hostage. Long story short, both Penelope and Claudia wound up dead.
Athilda showed up and helped Mom rescue Marion then took Mom and the
young girl back to the estates.
After they had returned safely, Athilda told Mom her concerning her
suspicions that Ragnarok was coming. Not long after that Mom was
visited by the Goddess Frigg who then confirmed that Ragnarok was
coming and more importantly that it could be stopped. Frigg enlisted
Mother's aid and set her upon the task of finding a means to halt
Ragnarok.
She explained that it had been her that had caused the magic to come
awake within Mom, and that my mother would be instrumental in the fight
against the Jotun. She also said that if they played their cards right
there would be another 'who could very well save our existence.'
She also insisted that whatever happened, Mom must fulfill the debt to
Hervor. I know it sounds weird, and even knowing what came of that debt
I still can't figure out why it was so important.
As for the whole debacle with the De Clissons, with Claudia dead, the
Seidskati decided to keep her betrayal a secret from the world. Athilda
didn't trust anyone within the council so she had elected to keep her
knowledge concerning the coming of Ragnarok secret from her fellow
council members and convinced them their actions had been nothing more
than a grab for power. While the Seidskati did investigate the
remaining members of the family, they weren't able to confirm any
involvement.
My gramor, wound up adopting Marion and they all grew pretty close,
even Athilda. About five years into her apprenticeship, Mom discovered
that Athilda was dying from Leukemia. Shortly after this discovery Mom
would complete her apprenticeship and go on to become a full
Spellbinder.
But that's only half the story, the rest of it wouldn't take place
until a year after Mom's ascension to full Spellbinder. By them, Mom
had managed to accumulate a surprising amount of power. Athilda, having
grown increasingly ill from her cancer, stepped down as Head of House
le Fey and named Mom acting head in her place. Naturally, her rise to
power at such a young age hadn't made her very popular among her own
house or even among the Seidskati. Everything she did was an uphill
battle against overwhelming odds, and to tell the truth not much has
changed in all these years.
It was about then that Daniella pitched in and together they wove the
rest of the story. Like Mom, Daniella had begun life as a man, but her
transformation had been brought about by entirely different means.
Daniella told the story of how she was abducted by the mad Doctor
Mengele who was convinced that he could give men the ability to use
magic by means of his formula, and it worked... sort of.
He had created his original formula years before and he was so eager to
try it out that he tested it on himself. The formula did grant him the
use of magic, but he also started to transform into a woman and he got
stuck midway. While the magic had extended Mengele's life considerably,
continued use ironically was slowly killing him. Both Mom and Daniella
seemed to believe that his condition may also have contributed to if
not caused his madness. Whatever the case, he spent years trying to
perfect his formula and when he thought he might have finally perfected
it he tested it on Daniella and a handful of others.
This was all in the days when the Men's rights movement was at its most
violent and Mom was working with the Task Force Against domestic
terrorism to track down the leader of the 'Sons of Odin', a man by the
name of Jonas Talman. Together, they raided his compound which happened
to be the same place Daniella was being held, but discovered that
Talman was already gone.
The raid wasn't entirely unsuccessful, they did manage to capture
Nicholas Flint, one of Talman's lieutenants and found evidence of
Mengele's experimentation. Mengele escaped, and took Daniella with him,
but he did leave his other victims behind, all of whom died, but not
before Mom discovered that magic had somehow woken within them.
Flint was a war hero, and Mom believed him to be a good man despite his
involvement with the Sons of Odin, so she made him an offer, freedom in
exchange for his help in averting Ragnarok. Naturally, he was pretty
skeptical, but he would eventually come around. He told Mom about
Mengele, but still refused to reveal information about Talman.
Mom left him to mull things over, and went to see if she could track
down Mengele. Heime showed up to settle the debt owed to Hervor and
that's where my conception comes into play. It's pretty screwed up, but
Hervor sent her son to knock my mom up. Yeah, it makes me shudder just
thinking about it.
"Frizz lady, do you have any idea how messed up that is?!" I said
unable to keep my silence any longer.
"You have no idea," Mom muttered with a shake of her head and a very
slight shudder.
"What was done, was done out of necessity, Seidkona."
"Here's an idea. Why don't you tell us why!?" I spat.
"Alas I cannot. The time is not yet right."
"For a people who are suppose to be incapable of lying you sure know
how to withhold the truth," I spat bitterly.
"I think I'm beginning to understand now why I was sent to kill Neil,"
Eva put in.
"How can we trust you? Knowing what you used to be?" Mom asked glaring
down at Eva.
"I would never hurt him. I'm no longer capable of the things I once
was," Eva muttered her voice barely more than a whisper.
"If the girl speaks so, it be the truth. She is no longer capable of
deceit," Hervor added.
"We can trust her Mom. I've been meeting her for months and never once
has she tried to kill me," I said.
Mom nodded, "I'm putting my trust in my son's judgment, but if you hurt
him I swear to the goddesses you'll regret it."
Eva paled visibly and nodded in understanding. "I would never hurt him,
not so long as I live. I swear it."
"Good," Daniella put in folding her arms across her chest.
"So... what happened next? I mean if I'm supposed to be involved in all
this Ragnarok business I should probably know what I'll be dealing
with."
"Yes, it's probably a good idea. After, fulfilling Hervor's debt, I
went looking for information..."
Mom told how she learned of Menegele's whereabouts from a dwarf named
Brokk in exchange for a piece of land which the family owned on ?lfheim
and an agreement that the dvergar would make weapons for the army she
was soon to raise.
About that time, Flint had just been visited by Frigg who offered him a
deal. In exchange for his help averting Ragnarok, Frigg would see to it
that the playing field between the sexes would be leveled. Not long
after that, he would be rescued from prison by an irritable Kobold
named Crystal, who had been sent by the Frigg in order to lead him to
Mengele's hideout.
Well anyway, outside the abandoned apple distillery where Mengele was
hiding, Mom met up with two other Spellbinders, Agnes Bernauers and
Elizabeth Bathory. Believing that Elizabeth was a traitor in cahoots
with the Jotun, Mom had invited them both in the hopes that she would
be able to ferret out the truth. After an intensive search of the
compound they found the room where the partially transformed Daniella
was being kept, but apparently no Mengele. After they freed Daniella,
Mengele made his appearance and inadvertently revealed the identity of
the traitor in the process. It wasn't Elizabeth it was Agnes, or at
least a dark elf sorceress masquerading as her.
The dark elf quickly overwhelmed Elizabeth and had nearly managed to
defeat Mom, when Flint showed up and took her out with a single bullet
to the head. When all was said and done, Elizabeth was brought into the
loop as was Flint and they both decided to join the fight. As for
Daniella, well that was a bit more complicated. Like Mengele, Daniella
was trapped in a form that was half-male and half-female, but Mom
believed she might be able to either reverse or complete the changes.
She was hopeful, that Daniella would chose to become female and join
her in the fight against the Jotun. Daniella, wasn't convinced, but
after a visit from the Goddess Frigg she decided to accept Mom's offer.
Daniella agreed to complete the changes at Frigg's hand. Daniella was
in love with my mother and she impulsively kissed Mom who panicked and
rejected her. It didn't exactly help things along when Athilda died.
Mom let the grief overcome her for a while, but eventually she came to
realize that she had feelings for Daniella.
Mom took Daniella as an apprentice, and over the next few months their
romance bloomed into what it is now. By the time I was born they had
pretty much become inseparable.
Over the years, Flint has been working behind the scenes and has
apparently managed to amass a pretty impressive army. Of course, a
standing army would draw far too much attention, but Flint's experience
with the Sons of Odin had provided the answer. Members of the army were
organized into cells of no more than a dozen men. Each cell would hide
inside a much larger organization and wait for the coming of Ragnarok.
When the time came they would utilize the resources of those
organizations to mobilize and fight the Jotun. It wasn't the perfect
solution, but it was the only choice available if they didn't wish to
reveal themselves and tip their hands.
It was almost too much to believe, but I couldn't deny the truth not
when it was my mother telling me and certainly not with Hervor and
Daniella to confirm everything. I wasn't sure what to think of it all,
not only because the magnitude of it all, but because I had been
deceived by the people I loved. Even Eva had withheld the truth from me
and I felt betrayed. I'd kept my calm through the whole story, but now
that it was laid out before me, I could feel the panic set in.
I'd long suspected Mom had never planned for me to be born, but the
revelation that my birth had come about through Hervor's machinations
was downright disturbing. Ragnarok was coming and I had a part to play
in the upcoming battle. The worst part was that I really didn't think I
had any choice. I don't think I could live with myself if through my
inaction I wound up dooming all of humanity.
As scary as all that was, it all took a back seat to the dread I was
feeling about being transformed into a girl. I was a guy and wanted to
stay that way. The thought of becoming a girl was terrifying. I was a
guy dammit!
"Get out!" I yelled feeling suddenly very angry.
"Neil--" Mom started but I cut her short.
"No Mom! I don't want to hear it! You've been lying to me my whole life
and worse still I find out I'm going to change into a frizzing girl! I
need some time alone... please."
"Okay," she said with a soft sigh. "I owe you that much at least."
Everyone quickly piled out of the room until only Hervor remained. She
walked quietly up to my bed and gently place her hand on my cheek.
Warmth flooded through me and I felt strength return to me as the
dizziness faded away.
"On the morrow thy transfiguration beginneth. Today marketh thy final
day as a lad. Use thy time wisely. Now I take my leave of thee. Fare
thee well grandchild," she said with a sad smile then she stalked out
of the room without another word.
Shit, talk about rubbing salt in a wound! The woman had a lot of nerve
even talking to me. I didn't want to be a girl, but Hervor didn't seem
to give a frizzing damn. I think I really I hate that fucking bitch.
I loved the gardens, they were so peaceful and best of all Mom almost
always avoided them. Gramor said it was because they reminded her of
Athilda. I needed time alone and the gardens really were the best place
to isolate myself.
I plopped down on the nearest bench and closed my eyes. My life had
just taken a very weird turn and I hated that I had been lied too, but
really that was just a small reason for why I was angry. I was going to
turn into a frizzing chick and I hadn't even been given any choice in
the matter. I felt like I'd been stabbed in the back and I knew things
between my family and me would never be the same. Then there was Eva,
she hadn't exactly lied to me, but she had withheld the truth. The
revelation that she used to be a dark elf was freaky as Hel and it made
me squirm just thinking about it.
"May I sit?" a familiar voice asked.
My eyes flew open and I looked up to find Eva standing over me with
puffy eyes and trembling lips.
"I-I guess," I muttered not really sure if I wanted her around or not.
We sat there for a while, neither one of us talking. Eva opened her
mouth several times as if to speak, but each time she would let out a
soft sigh and her mouth would clamp shut.
"Eva, why didn't you tell me?" I blurted out suddenly.
"I wanted to, but I was so afraid of how you might react."
"Shit Eva, you had to know I'd find out eventually."
"All this is so foreign to me, Neil. Before we met all I knew anger and
hatred. Now there are a whole slew of emotions I can feel and it's
overwhelming. If there's one thing you can be sure of know that I love
you and I always will," she touching my cheek with her open palm.
"I guess I hadn't really thought about it from your perspective. This
must all be so confusing for you," I muttered clasping my hand around
hers.
She nodded, "There is so much I don't understand. Humans are so
different from dark elves."
"Eva what made you change? I mean I know what you said about seeing the
evil inside of you, but there has to be more to it than that."
Eva sighed and bowed her head, "It was the catalyst. I don't know if I
could really say it was any one thing. After I ran from you, I found
one of those places you humans create that are suppose to resemble a
forest."
I didn't understand what Eva was trying to say then it hit me and I
almost laughed, "You mean a park?"
Eva nodded and continued, "There were children playing and one of them,
a small boy, fell and hurt himself. He started to cry and a woman,
perhaps his mother, began to comfort him. There was something so
beautiful about the way she held the child and whispered in his ear
that really hit me. I spent several days in that park, and I witnessed
so many things. A couple sharing a kiss and whispering sweet somethings
to each other, a family enjoying one another's company, and a man
confessing his love to woman. I just changed. It didn't happen all at
once it was a gradual process."
"I don't know why exactly, but after my change I became obsessed with
you. I returned to the place where I tried to kill you in hopes that I
would find you again. It took me a few days, but find you I did. I
spent the next few weeks following you around. Then one night I
followed you into the party and you asked me to dance. I didn't know
what dancing was, but I would have said yes to anything you had asked
of me."
"That explains some things," I muttered. Eva was a horrible dancer, I'd
just never had the heart to tell her.
Eva cocked her head and smiled sadly, "Thank you for asking me to
dance."
It took me a moment for her statement to really settle, "Elves don't
say thanks."
"No, but humans do and I wanted you to understand how much it meant to
me."
"Odin's bones it must have been hard for you. I mean you gave up
everything you knew."
"It's not hard, not when I'm with you."
"Eva what did you mean when you said you thought I was your lifkyn?"
"Humans have a term with a similar meaning. I think you call it a soul
mate. It means Neil... that I love you," she said as single tear rolled
down her cheek.
Whatever doubts I had about Eva faded away with that statement. She may
have been a dark elf once, but really that didn't matter to me. I admit
the fact she was sent to kill me did make me a bit squeamish, but I
believed her when she said she loved me. The amazing part was that I
think I felt the same way.
"Eva... I think I love you too," I said quietly.
She smiled and we sat there and stared into each other eyes for a long
time.
"Come on it's getting late, we probably better get inside," I muttered
taking her hand and led her back into the estates.
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Holy frizz yesterday took up a lot of pages in this journal. I'm going
to run out of space if I keep up this pace. I'm sure Gramor, at least,
will be happy to see me using this thing.
I woke up really early this morning to find Eva naked beside me on the
bed. She was already awake and smiling at me. Neither one of us had
intended for it to happen, but when we returned to my room I could
hardly keep my hands off her.
I leaned in to kiss her, but before our lips locked I felt bile rise in
my throat. I hurriedly, flung myself aside and sperged all over the
side of my bed. Eva quickly dressed and left to find something to clean
up the floor.
A woman with long blond hair entered the room just a few minutes later.
"Hey, kiddo," she said with a sad smile on her face.
The woman was my aunt Marion,who, like my mother, was a breathtakingly
beautiful woman. Yeah, that Marion, the one who was rescued by my
mother after the death of her sister all those years ago.
"Aunt Mare," I groaned as my stomach continued to writhe in agony.
"Mom's told you everything?"
"I know enough," she said a dark look passing across her face which
faded away within seconds. "I'd be surprised if she's told either of us
everything. That woman has more secrets than the CNIA."
"Marion, I know about Penelope," I muttered averting my eyes.
"Should have figured she'd tell you about that. I had to find out about
it from your grandmother. I spent most my life believing a lie about my
own sister."
"Marion, I'm sure Mom--"
"Don't do it Neil, don't defend her. She should have told me just like
she should have told you about your father."
"Marion, if you knew I was a half-elf... I mean why didn't you tell
me?"
"That is something that should really come from your mother. You don't
know how many times I tried to convince her to tell you, but the woman
is too damned mule-headed to listen to reason. I know she's been a
woman for twenty-five years, but she still acts like such a man
sometimes."
"But enough about that. How are you feeling?" she asked.
"Like I'm going to frizzing explode."
"I can imagine," she said dryly. "Your mother asked me to come by and
see how you were doing."
"There's not anything you can do about this, is there?" I asked her
hopefully. Marion was a powerful spirit mage and a doctor of some
renown. Even Mom couldn't match her power when it came to Spirit magic.
Marion gave me a thoughtful frown. "Sorry, kiddo. If there was any way
I knew of I'd do it in a heartbeat."
"Now let's clean up this mess," she said staring down at the puddle of
my puke. She closed her eyes for a few seconds and a shimmering sheet
of spirit energy seemed to appear under the puke. The spirit energy
rose up from the carpet, shaped itself into a bowl which she picked up
as it reformed into a ball.
"Cool," I said. "Kinda gross, but cool."
"Who says you have to be a Spellbinder to get vomit out of carpet,"
Marion said giving me one of her lopsided grins and a wink as she
dropped the spirit-ball in the garbage and let its energy collapse.
"Now," she said. "Let's have a look-see shall we?"
She bent down and lightly touched me on the forehead. A few seconds
later her eyes snapped open and she gasped. "Dang kid, you're body is
in for some major overhauls. I've never felt anything quite like it.
Since I doubt you'll be able to keep anything down, I'd like to put you
on an intravenous drip to help replace some of the fluids and nutrients
your body is consuming."
"An intro-venous what?" I asked staring at her in confusion.
"Intravenous drip. It is a somewhat unconventional new therapy, where
fluids are injected directly into the bloodstream. It's quite ingenious
actually and surprisingly cost-effective."
I wasn't sure exactly what to think of my aunt's suggestion, but I
nodded in spite of my doubts. Fluids injected into the blood? It
sounded almost barbaric.
"Neil--" Eva said appearing the doorway with a bundle of rags in her
arms and a glass of water. "Oh," she said with a surprised expression.
"You have a visitor."
Marion smiled, "My name is Dr. Marion Valemont, I'm Neil's aunt. You're
a light elf aren't you?"
Eva shook her head and looked down at the floor, "I-I am unbound, I do
not have a people. I am Eva."
"Neil and I are together," my girlfriend said suddenly practically
throwing the glass of water in my face and splashing it all over the
front of my shirt.
"Easy," I said taking the glass and began to drink the remaining water
inside.
"When did he take your virginity? From the way you are limping. I'd say
quite recently," Marion said with a toothy grin.
The water in my mouth shot out like a fountain and I started coughing
uncontrollably. "What the Frigg kind of question is that!" I exclaimed.
Marion laughed. She laughed! What the Hel was so funny about that?
Sometimes Marion could be so embarrassing. "Okay, okay," she said.
"Maybe that was a bit of a personal question."
"You think?" I asked irritably.
My aunt sighed and shook her head, "Well kiddo, I need to get to the
hospital. I'll talk to your mother and see about treatment options
before I leave."
"Okay," I muttered, "Just uh don't tell Mom about that whole virginity
thing."
My aunt started laughing then ducked out of the room without giving me
an answer.
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I grabbed at my stomach and felt the world spin madly around me. I
lurched and limped across the hallway and just barely made it into the
bathroom before throwing up. I stared breathlessly at the red-brown
sludge that had just come spewing out of my throat. With trembling
hands I stumbled over to the sink and cranked the dial on the faucet to
full blast. I let the sink fill with ice-cold water and then splashed
it onto my face and stood there panting heavily. It didn't take an
idiot to figure out that the goop I had just sperlged up was. It was
tissue my body had discarded as part of the transformation process.
I looked up at the mirror and shuddered, I looked gaunt, sickly even. I
knew I had to have lost a good fifteen pounds of weight at least and I
couldn't be too sure, but I thought I might be an inch or two shorter.
This was the first-trip to the bathroom today and I couldn't help but
notice the changes which had come over me. What little facial hair I
had been able to grow had fallen out, and my face was beginning to look
younger. It was now extremely painful to walk and I might be imagining
it but I could swear my hips had a slight curve to them. A rash had
started to form on my chest around each nipple which more than likely
meant I'd begin growing breasts soon. My previous blond hair had fallen
out and had started coming in the same dark auburn as my mother's hair.
Another wave of dizziness washed over me and I braced myself against
the counter until it subsided. It was then that it really settled in
that I was going to change into a girl and I could barely stand the
thought of it. I just stood there and cried as I thought about what had
been done to me. What gave Hervor the frizzing right?! I forced back my
tears as I felt the anger flood through me. I wasn't going to let
anyone see me this way, especially Hervor. She wouldn't get the
satisfaction.
I took one last look at myself in the mirror and gulped at the very
sight of me. I didn't look much different than I had before I hit
puberty, but there was softness about my features that had never been
there before. I might have even looked like a girl with the right
haircut. I was still male for the time being, but how long till my
equipment was gone? I shuddered at the thought of having a vagina and
breasts then quickly washed my hands and staggered back to my bedroom.
I had expected Mother, Gramor (where was my grandmother anyway?) or
even Daniella to pop in at any moment, but they had yet to show and I
was beginning to wonder what was up. I gingerly lay down on my bed
beside the sleeping form of Eva and flicked on my teleprojector.
A realistic image of Mom appeared standing in front of my bed. At first
I thought she had appeared in my room via travel spell, but realized
that the image was being produced by the teleprojector and I felt dread
fill me as I saw an image of me replace it.
"...the New Copenhagen shopping center last evening. Little information
has been released regarding the incident, but witnesses claim to have
witnessed some sort of confrontation between two unidentified females
and one Neil Steinburg that ended in one of those involved erecting a
spirit shield. Later reports claim that Aryanna le Fey, the
controversial head of the Spellbinder house arrived on the scene only
to vanish with her son mere moments later.," a voice said. A man in a
gray suit replaced the image of me in front of my bed.
The anchorman didn't seem to know much more, thank the goddesses for
that. I was afraid what might happen if people found out about my
transformation or that I was the grandchild of Hervor. Half-elves were
rare enough, but it was unheard of for a member of the royal elven
family to mingle with humans.
I was about turn the teleprojector off when it suddenly started to buzz
and I let out a sigh as I realized there was an incoming call. I
flicked the button on the remote to see who was calling, it was my
friend Leif. I clicked another button on the remote and Leif's huge
disembodied head appeared hovering in front of my bed.
"Holy frizz, Venn! Are you trying to scare me to death with that ugly
mug of yours?"
Leif's massive head grinned and let out a chuckle. Suddenly, his head
shrunk down to proper size and the rest of his body appeared. Leif had
probably stuck his face right in front of his telecam just so he could
give me a scare. "Relax, venn. I'm just calling 'cause I saw the news."
"Yeah, I just got done watching it."
"Me too. Look, is everything okay? I mean you're not hurt or anything
are you?"
"Well it depends on what you mean by hurt," I muttered bitterly.
Leif opened his mouth to speak, but I stopped him short, "Things are
just sort of complicated. I've learned some things and they suck some
major ass. Things aren't ever going to be the same for me."
"Ah, venn that sucks. I'd come over, but Mom's pretty eager to get me
married off. I have damned date with this uggo from House Bathory. Who
schedules a date at eleven in the morning on a Vordag? Shit, I really
hope that this girl doesn't want to bargain for me. I was kinda hoping
the girl Mom would force me to marry would be a little hotter."
"That's alright venn, I understand."
"You don't know how lucky you are man," Leif spat out with a jealous
look.
Leif knew that my mother had no intention of forcing me to marry anyone
and usually didn't have any problem voicing his jealousy. Lucky? If
only he knew about the transformation I was going through, he probably
wouldn't be jealous then. I wasn't going to say anything over the
teleprojector, Leif was smart enough to know that. Teleprojector
communications were far too easily intercepted, if someone were
listening in, anything I let slip would be all over the news within
minutes.
"You have no idea," I spat ironically.
"Hey, have you heard from Sophie, lately?" Leif asked suddenly
apparently oblivious of my sarcasm.
"No, I left her a message a few days ago, but she hasn't called back,"
I replied. It had been a few months since Sophie moved away and we'd
been keep in touch with her by teleprojector. Neither one of us had
heard from her in a few weeks and we were both getting worried.
"She left a message on my machine. It sounding like she was crying...
I've tried calling her back, but no answer."
"Sophie crying?"
"Yeah, it kind of freaked me out when I heard it. I hope everything is
okay."
"If I hear anything I'll call you."
"Alright, well I really ought to go, venn. Hope things are okay," he
muttered scratching the back of his head.
"Later, venn."
"Later."
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Well, the next part is an excerpt from my mother's journal. Don't
worry, I'll be back soon enough.
Laurdag 4. Morsugur
"Lady Aryanna," the tiny pixie said with a bow of her head after she
flew through my window and came to land on my dresser. "It is an
honor."
I looked the tiny vattir over and smiled, "To what do I owe the
pleasure? It has been years since I was visited by one of the wee
folk."
The pixie shook her head and her small bird-like wings twitched, "I was
sent as an emissary by the Gray Queen to offer the aid of the faekyn in
the coming battle of Ragnarok."
I looked down at the pixie thoughtfully, and wondered what had prompted
the Gray Queen to seek an alliance with me. Like elves, fairies were
incapable of lying, so I had no doubts about the authenticity of the
pixie's message, but it was certainly an odd move for the notoriously
independent fairies to make. The Gray Queen was one of the most
enigmatic and mysterious vattir that I knew of and that was saying
something. I'd never heard of her involving herself in matters of
humans or goddesses, but I supposed it really wasn't that surprising.
The Jotun would likely turn theirs eyes to other vattir once they'd
taken care of the goddesses and humans.
"I would gladly accept any aid the faekyn would be willing to offer," I
smiled down at the tiny creature.
"The Gray Queen will be most pleased," the pixie beam up at me.
The faery's wings extended and she suddenly leapt up into the air and
took off.
"Wait!" I called after her.
The pixie landed gracefully on the windowsill and turned back to me.
"How can I contact the Gray Queen?"
"One does not contact the Gray Queen, she contacts you," she responded
with an amused grin on her face just before launching herself through
the window.
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"Aryanna, something is wro--" Daniella's voice drifted into my room
with a gust of wind and suddenly cut short.
I leapt to my feet, sprang through the doorway, shot down the hallway
and found Daniella holding a shield of spirit energy against a
collapsing wall.
Once I got close enough I could feel magic pounding into the outside of
the wall. I had powerful wards set around the entire estates, and I
would have known instantly if someone brushed the wall with even the
tiniest bit of magic. Clearly someone had found a way around my wards,
I reached deep inside myself and latched onto that familiar well of
energy I found there and began to weave a web of spirit energy around
Daniella's shield to reinforce it, but by then it was already to late.
Her barrier flew apart, her eyes rolled into the back of her head and
she collapsed. I was barely able to pull her away as the wall came
crashing down around us.
Men came pouring into the gap and I just barely managed to finish
raising my spirit shield as they opened fire. Bullets exploded against