Der Witwer the Widower Chapter 2
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by PostScriptor, copyright 2011, all rights reserved
The first half of this story is a modern rewrite which closely follows the plot of a story written by an Austrian writer, Arthur Schnitzler. The original story was written in 1894. Schnitzler is best known today as the author of the novella upon which the movie ‘Eyes Wide Shut’ was based. Schnitzler died in 1931.
I didn’t like his rather abrupt and inconclusive ending, so I continued the story and wrote my own. This story uses a number of terms, phrases and place names that are in common use by Angelenos.
Please note that the voting will be turned off since the first part of the story, although retold in modern day California, is a derivative work.
Two additional things I should mention up front: There is almost no dialog during most of the first half of the story, because the character is by himself, and the story line moves rather slowly. But have no fear, it picks up in the second half. The second issue regards surnames. Schnitzler didn’t use any surnames in his story, so in keeping with his story, I am not assigning them either.
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Kevin was sitting in one of the padded lounge chairs on the balcony of the condo that he and Jessica owned on the sixth floor of the building, overlooking the Marina.
He looked down at the masts of the sailboats at the dock, sails secured, row upon row. The large power yachts of Los Angeles’s wealthy, tied up at berths they rarely left. Gulls engaged in their usual raucous fighting, flying, walking, in the eternal quest for a quick, free, meal.
The brown pelicans were sitting in small groups on the tops of buildings and boats, watching hungrily for the fish inexperienced enough to enter the shallow waters of the marina.
There were always a few boats entering or leaving the marina, under power inside the breakwater, watched by the vigilant eyes of the Harbor Patrol.
The sea breeze lifted a salty tang to Kevin’s nostrils.
He recalled not an hour before, overhearing one of his erstwhile guests making the comment, ‘It’s a tragedy. He’s is too young to have to deal with this kind of grief!’
He took a sip from the Corona that he’d opened after the last visitor had left, when he was finally alone.
‘Damn straight,’ he thought silently agreeing with the remark, crying inside his mind.
The reality of the thing was that Kevin wasn’t sure if he had even reached the ‘grief’ stage yet. He was still in shock, and more numb than anything. How else could he possibly be?
It wasn’t four hours ago that they had put his wife, inside that damn box, into the crypt. For god’s sake, he and Jessica were just thirty-years-old, they had only been married four years. They weren’t some older couple with a history of heart disease or cancer, or even just old age.
He and Jessica were young and vibrant — he an up-and-coming lawyer with one of the name firms in downtown L.A., Jessica, an engineer with one of the few remaining aerospace companies in the South Bay. Their future was ahead of them.
She was an aero major from MIT — a rocket scientist, a female rocket scientist, one of the few, with high visibility in the company. She was already a second-level manager, expecting to be elevated to Director level within a year or two. If she stuck to her trajectory, she would be a Vice-President, maybe even President of the Division.
Some people didn’t think that sounded like much, but considered in isolation, her division of the larger conglomerate was a multi-billion dollar revenue company. By itself it would be in the Fortune 500. As some sage once observed — space junk doesn’t come cheap.
Kevin was a business lawyer, one of those combo-degree guys, with an MBA from Wharton and his J.D. from Michigan. Dynamite. And he was paid accordingly. That’s how he and Jessica could afford to own one of these fucking-dollar condo’s in Marina del Rey.
‘But now,’ he thought, ‘what’s it all for?’ Confronted with her mortality, he understood his own just a little better. What is life worth without your soul mate? She was Helen to his Paris, Cleopatra to his Anthony. Yet, in the twinkling of an eye she was gone.
Worse, how she died seemed so trivial.
According to the people who were there — she worked in a classified facility, so Kevin had never actually seen her office — she was in the break-room, getting something from one of the lower shelves, and somehow (no one was admitting to culpability) a cabinet door above was left open.
As she stood up, she cracked her head into the corner of the door. Hard, but no significant harm done. A little bleeding, a bump, but not enough, she felt, to warrant even going to the on-site nurse. She had a minor headache, but stuck it through the rest of the day. The headache was bad enough that she decided to go home on time for a change, to lie down.
No big surprise, Kevin, one of the young Turks in the firm, was working with his team reviewing the minutia of the contract on a large land deal for one of the big national home builders. Not a jot or tittle would escape their vigilance.
He left a message on the machine, not to hold dinner, he would be late. No problem for either one of them, they both understood that if they broke their balls now (even though, Jessica joked, her ‘balls’ were virtual), the rewards would come, and they could taper off within a couple of years.
So, for once Jessica made it home by about 5:30. She poured herself a glass of wine from an already open bottle of a ’05 Merlot in the ‘fridge, turned on some music, and sat down in her recliner. They knew they shouldn’t keep the Merlot cold, like a white wine, — it was just habit. She took a couple of sips from the glass, and then leaned back in the chair and closed her eyes.
That was how Kevin found her at 8:00 when he finally arrived home. Actually 8:00 wasn’t late for him — it was pretty early, considering the normal state of traffic on the I-10 West at that time of the evening. Thank goodness, the CHP had already gotten the accident at La Brea cleared up before he got there.
He unlocked the door and walked in, and hearing the music was a little surprised that Jess was still in the living room, and there was no smell of food. Normally, if she arrived home earlier than he, she would have fixed something to eat and there would be dinner waiting for him to reheat. But as he passed the kitchen, there was no sign of any cooking or food prep.
‘Maybe she’s fallen asleep in the recliner,’ Kevin thought to himself, smiling. It had happened before. He was going to sneak up and give her a quick kiss to wake her. Then he would volunteer to make a quick dinner, or take her out someplace local.
He quietly walked up behind the recliner, taking advantage of the music to cover the noise, and reached over and kissed Jess on the forehead where she reclined in the chair. It took a second before he understood that there was something wrong. She didn’t respond, her eyes didn’t open, she didn’t say anything. Shit. He touched her face, and it seemed damn cool. She wasn’t breathing. He couldn’t find a pulse.
He called 911. He pulled her to the floor and as she lay there on the carpet, tried to apply CPR, something everyone at the law firm had been forced to train in. He tried mouth-to-mouth, hoping to breathe new life back into her. Truthfully though, Kevin knew, even before the EMT’s reached the condo, that Jess was dead. Had been for awhile.
It seemed so stupid.
The EMT’s looked at her, and tried to find vital signs. To their experienced eyes, in the grim humor of their profession, it was clear she wasn’t going out dancing tonight. She’d been dead for some time, probably shortly after she arrived home. They speculated between 5:30 and 6:30 o’clock as the estimated time-of-death. The coroner would eventually agree with them.
Way too long to expect to resuscitate. All they cou
ld do now was haul her down to the hospital where the arbiters of death would declare the reason, the rhyme, the season, the time.
It didn’t take long for the wheels of modern medicine to grind Jessica through their mill. Beneath the florescent lights in the hospital corridor, smelling of vile antiseptic cleaning fluids, Kevin sat while words and phrases were thrown around, ‘sub-dural hematoma’, ‘intracranial bleeding’.
They gave the usual reassurances: ‘She most likely just fell asleep and never woke up again.’ ‘Maybe a headache.’ ‘Do you remember the actress who bumped her head on the bunny slope, and died?’ Perhaps such things were comforting, knowing she didn’t suffer long, but they didn’t mitigate Kevin’s sorrow thinking of his future with his empty condo and empty heart.
Her fellow workers came forward to tell their story from inside the ‘island of secrecy’, as Jessica would call her workplace.
The LAPD detectives decided that there was nothing to investigate, after getting the report of her accident at work, and the death certificate listing a cause — plus checking with a legal secretary who confirmed that Kevin had been at work until close to 7:00. Nada, zero, nothing to cause them to suspect foul play.
Good for husband Kevin, who, if there was a whiff of suspicion, would have become suspect number one. In shock, he never noticed the look on the faces of the still not-entirely convinced cops, hoping as late as the funeral, that he might break down and spew a confession to the gathered crowd. Instead he was, they agreed, just boring. They couldn’t quite hide their disappointment.
The lawyers who represented the large aerospace conglomerate were prepared to haggle and delay, and all of the normal tactics that they would use to avoid paying. Or to make the opposing party wait so long that, assuming they were still alive by then, they would accept a reduced settlement.
That lasted until it was brought to their attention that this particular grieving spouse had the resources and the connections within his own firm to create a legal nightmare for the company. Consequently, their offer to prevent a wrongful death suit from being filed was generously larger than the normal jury awards for similar accidental deaths. Kevin, not in any state to fight about money, took his lawyer’s advice and accepted the deal. In addition to the life insurance policy the firm provided for employees at her level, he was getting enough money that most mere mortals would consider retiring.
Fortunately for him, his brother, Jim, and his sister-in-law lived up in Santa Clarita — only about 35 miles north of the Marina (although, driving south down the Antelope Valley Freeway to the 405 as far as the 90, the Marina Freeway, was never a picnic). His sister-in-law, Tess, came down and took over organizing the funeral, taking him through the necessary steps for having his beloved interred. She had done the same thing for her dad two years before when her mother had passed on.
Even Tess found the price of a double-crypt in the West Side cemetery to be outrageous.
Kevin didn’t care. He had plenty of money, and it was one of the few things he remembered his wife ever saying about death and dying: ‘I don’t want to be cremated, and I don’t want to put into the ground.’ That only left one option.
There you have it — seven days after her death, his Jessica was sealed up in a wall, waiting for the time when Kevin would join her.
After the funeral, everyone had come back to Kevin and Jessica’s condo purportedly to console the grieving husband, but also, of course, to deal with their own shock at the death of a young and beautiful woman. Tess had caterers put together a small spread for the friends, relatives, as well as the flotsam and jetsam — representatives from her company and his law firm.
After about an hour Tess, thoughtful of Kevin’s needs, quietly but efficiently started convincing mourners to leave. Another hour later, having cleaned up the mess, and placing the left-overs in the refrigerator (insuring that Kevin would have something available to eat over the next few days), she and her husband left as well.
‘You’re sure you don’t want someone here with you?’ she asked, one more time just to affirm Kevin’s desire to be by himself.
‘Thanks, but yes, I really need some ‘alone time’. Tess, thank you so much. I wouldn’t have made it through the week without your help, your kindness and your sympathy,’ Kevin told her, it was the gods-honest truth.
He shook his brother’s hand, and as Jim walked down the hall towards the elevator, Tess hung back long enough to give Kevin one last hug, kiss, and a long look at his face, before she too turned and left to join her husband.
Savoring the first real quiet that he’d had in a week, he went into the kitchen, fetched himself a Corona, and went out onto the balcony.
Sitting there along, looking out over the harbor, Kevin knew there was only one person he really wanted to see. That special friend who he could share his feelings — in a ‘spilling his guts out’ and getting disgustingly drunk sort of way. His friend, Steve. Steve would hear him out, and get drunk with him, and Kevin knew it would be a catharsis for his soul that no one else could provide.
He had known Steve from the time they were in Junior High, down in the O.C., in Costa Mesa, where their families had lived at the time. When Kevin went back east to start his undergrad studies, Steve stayed in California, matriculating, as they say, at USC, where he was deeply involved in the campus ‘Greek’ life. At ‘SC, you could just look at the frat guys and tell which house they were with. Steve, with his golden boy good looks, and his 6′ 4’ athletic body was no exception.
Not an exceptional student like Kevin, Steve did graduate with a decent, but not jealousy provoking, GPA from the business school. Shamelessly using his frat connections, he was hired into a commercial real estate firm, where his social skills and network — honed to a keen edge at ‘SC — served him well.
Financially, Steve was doing well, and was living the life of the moneyed single out of a condo in Manhattan Beach, where the night life was hot, and the ladies available. Surrounded by college chums and frat brothers, it was if he still had one foot in the university, and one foot in the real world.
But through the years, Kevin and Steve stayed in touch, and when Kevin (by then married to Jessica) arrived back in the City of The Fallen Angels, Steve was there to welcome them at LAX.
They would hang out together when they could, sometimes meeting for dinner and drinks, other times going to one another’s place to watch a game. Of course, the three of them were all working, all busy, and didn’t get together as often as they might like to. In fact, as Kevin recalled, they hadn’t seen much of Steve for the past year or so.
When Jessica had her accident, Steve was nowhere to be found, and it wasn’t until the day before the funeral that it was discovered that he was on vacation up in some remote cabin that didn’t have ‘net, or even cell coverage. We’re talking isolated. They finally got hold of the manager of the large ranch, who promised to give Steve the message the next morning, when he went out to the cabin.
So Steve had missed everything. And Kevin sorely missed his calming presence.
When Kevin finished his cerveza, he went back into the condo, considering whether to get another or not. ‘Not,’ he decided.
Instead, he wandered aimlessly for awhile. Into the kitchen, looking around the room, seeing the signs of her presence everywhere. A NASA calendar they handed out to her at work hanging on the wall. The funny porcelain figures of French Chefs that Jessica placed in the little niches around the room. The expensive set of cookware that she bought as a joke for Kevin for his birthday, after he’d gotten her an ironing board as a prank on hers. As a joke the cookwar
e backfired, because both Kevin and Jess loved to cook with those pans. Now they were his alone.
He gradually made his way into the bedroom, looking at their king-sized bed. He knew intellectually that he and she would never be together there again, but the emotional impact of that hadn’t hit him yet. He noticed that Tess had packed a lot of Jesse’s clothes into storage boxes, but there were still some left in the closet.
He had kept the t-shirt that Jess had taken from him and used at night in lieu of a nightgown, hanging on its peg on the back of the bathroom door. He couldn’t confess to anyone his compulsion to hold it, and smell Jess on the shirt. It was something he could have told Steve, but no one else.
On the bedside table on Jessica’s side was a wedding photo of the two of them. The time machine seized Kevin and threw him back four years — standing there at the alter, waiting for his Jessica, with her shoulder-length light-honey-colored hair, and her blue-gray eyes, to walk down the aisle. The smile that lit the room when she walked in.
In her high heels, Jessica was almost as tall as Kevin, not that Kevin, at almost six-feet tall, was short. He remembered thinking that Jessica, in her wedding gown, really had the proverbial ‘hour-glass’ shape. He stood there for a moment lost in the photo, frozen, a lost soul.
Some time passed and Kevin returned to the kitchen, and feeling a pang in his stomach, ate a meal that was tasteless and habitual. It did, he realized after he finished, make him feel a little better.
He finally got up the courage to confront what he had studiously avoided for the past week, and went into Jessica’s office.
The condo was a three bedroom affair, with a large master, and two smaller bedrooms. Not having any children, indeed not even sure yet whether they wanted children, Kevin took one of the smaller bedrooms as his office, and Jessica took the other for hers.
Her office was her haven, her refuge, the room in the house that was entirely devoted to her needs. Kevin was practically shaking when he slowly crept in, afraid at what memories might linger in her sanctum sanctorum.
Even as he took the first step, he understood the emotional danger that he faced. There was the subtle odor of the citrus oil, always one of her favorites, rising from a glass bottle on a shelf, up through thin wooden dowels that acted like wicks to disburse the scent into the air.
Jessica had changed the floor of her office, having the original carpet removed and replaced with a Brazilian-cherry hardwood floor, full of reddish color tones, over which in the middle of the room, she covered up a substantial amount of the area with an oriental carpet. The carpet wasn’t a true ‘hand knotted’ rug, as a 6′ by 8′ hand knotted rug would have been outrageously expensive, but it was a high quality wool and silk carpet, even if it was factory made.
Kevin walked past the bookshelves, his fingers lightly touching the wooden shelves as he passed. Jesse’s books? Honestly, there was nothing there to be sentimental about. Mathematics, scientific reference books, engineering texts — completely useless to Kevin and hardly a meaningful connection to Jessica. A few paperback romance novels, for the few occasions when she had time to sit and just read for pleasure and ‘veg out’, as she laughingly described it.
Those remaining on the shelves looked brand new and unread, which made sense, because once Jess had read once of her ‘trashy’ novels, she would dump it into the box in the Rec room on the first floor of the condo building, where anyone could come by and take books to read for free. Jess had availed herself of books from the ‘box’ several times.
‘Oh god,’ thought Kevin, when he reached the shelves where her personal CD’s were stored. Kevin laughed a little looking at her collection of CDs. OK, music was not one of his and Jesse’s areas of mutual taste. But at least her music was a reminder of her and the good times they had shared.
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